#this poem may as well be public indecency is what i'm saying. and isn't that what poetry is all about!!!
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Poem, title: Exposé
sometimes,
in your weak and limp agony, you want to
claw at other people's fine clothes in impotent desperation,
to beg,
"please, please tell me where i'm wrong.
"please, be specific, be personal, be cruel, please take off your mask and don't leave me the only one naked,
"please, cry, break down, be weak, i promise i'll try to be a safe shoulder,
"please, please for the love of god,
"please tell me when i hurt you, when i'm being dismissive, when i'm ignorant, when my argument is weak,
"please notice, please speculate on why i do the things i do,
"please give me hints, please, please, please, i want nothing more,
"nothing more than to improve, to be as good-"
and you feel like all you're doing is getting your mud all over their silks.
(if you were any braver, you would rip those stupid shimmering guises to shreds.)
#poems and poetry#original poem#poem#poetry#poets on tumblr#slovo writes#masking#despair#i think there's something more sinister going on with this poem but. i dunno what#basically it's an expression of my autistic craving for people to be honest and logical. because#i'm like if the stereotypical maths-obsessed autistic was a social sciences major#which is about as tragic as it sounds. why am i actually an sjw sheldon cooper /hj#that's. kind of off-topic.#this poem may as well be public indecency is what i'm saying. and isn't that what poetry is all about!!!#vent poetry#self loathing
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