#this message was someone litterslly telling me anonymously that they were going to kill themselves and eventually i would save someone
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It’s always the best when you figure out what your body has been craving
Dark chocolate by the way and red meat I think roo. Midnight post workout snack for the wiiiinn
#me#personal#god i’m still such a collage student i just ate two handfuks of frozen dark chocolate chips and a half eaten burgerking burger from#yesterday that I had put in my fridge.#though hopefully with the working out things will figure out.#I’m trying to get good at weight lifting.#way deep deep down i want to lose weight as well as get strong because of the history of what my mum has told me as recently as a few years#ago. -imagine how bad the people who aren’t leaving you alone would be if you were drop dead georgious#oh i know you got upset yesterday at what i said so i talked to your father ablut it and we agree that you could be drop dead georgious and#we are choose not to be - thanks mum. love the support. ok I’m fine really. sith my current partner my consciousness of my body dissipates#and it’s jusf me and the person. i know this is an insane and probably uncomfortable rant and i really need to just let what they said go#ok. I’m going to just go to bed and pretend i didn’t rant this whole time about my weight which is something i have been reminded that i#can change. reminded in such a way that i fucking hate by the way as in -man#i don’t feel attractive today or man I don’t like this - -well then change it- like bitch. what do you think i do?? why do you want me to#feel guilty about how hard of a time i have fighting against my genetics and my upbringing with unathletic foodies. reprograming takes tim#time asshole and i would like to learn to love mysef as. i. am. along the way. jsut tell me i’m not ugly dick head#oh. haha that’s a rant i have been holding back for a while. sorrrryyy ok I’m done. also#if you made it this far in this little hell of subtext you deserve a highfive. oh god now i’m thinking aboht an anonymout message i got#this message was someone litterslly telling me anonymously that they were going to kill themselves and eventually i would save someone#I’M SORRY BUT WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO SOMEONE AND NOT GIVE ME A WAY TO CONTACT YOU OR MAKE SURE YOU ARE OK I CARE FOR EVERYONE I KNOW AND#YOU GOOD PERSON NEED TO NOT PULL THAT SHIT. MY GOD YOU BETTER BE ALIVE FOR ME TO BE ANGRY AT OK#ALRIGHT. so with this rollercoaster of mental stuff that i have not let out in a minute i’m going to go to bed. if you have thoughts and#commentary you have made it far enough in this at this point and have won the right to pm or anonymous or message me. haha you deserve a#sticker too by the way.
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