#this lack of motivation is killing me
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That one time I gave all my life savings to a homeless alternate universe Kieran. jk lmao but I finally got to finish this after SO LONG. I can't see anyone saying wowzers without remembering Kieran lol
#pokemon sun and moon#pokemon sun#pokemon moon#pokemon#kieran pokemon#pokemon kieran#pokemon elio#elio pokemon#walmart#pokemon hypno#art#digital art#digital drawing#this actually took me A VERY LONG TIME to finish mostly bc of lack of time#and motivation#college is killing me#and my brain too#on the bright side i think im improving with drawing human characters#:D#this is so out of context#lol
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The tragedy of Kokichi to me is that he really Didn't have to do all that. There's endless discourse about ch4 and if what Kokichi did was justified. And a lot of people argue that Kokichi had to sacrifice Miu and Gonta, mainly for his life, and partly for his plan. But the reality is he didn't have to do that- but not in an immediate sense. His cold attitude and lack of belief in others pushed him into a corner where his long-game Plan to End The Killing Game was his best course of action. So in the end, no, he didn't need to do all that, but it's not as easy as stopping at ch4. The cause of his actions runs much deeper than the surface level motivations of that case.
#I dont know if this is coherent#But like. He didn't have to do all that. but for his plan to work he did#but he didnt have to do his plan in the first place-#I really really believe that kokichi's fatal flaw that led to his death was his complete lack of belief in the others#Its not like I have any suggestions for him on how to work with the others to end the killing game ghdsjkfsd#but I do think that throwing out cooperation from the jump isnt the right thing to do. & working together to beat the mastermind DOES WORK#as long as youre able to stay united against their motives and schemes#shut up me#kokichi ouma#Like. There are other ways he could have gone about protecting himself from Miu (considering he knew her intentions)#but that would almost always involved bringing in the support of other people who hed already burned bridges with#so he chose to do it this way. for the continued success of his plan
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if dust takes off his hood and scarf then nobody can recognize him. he has literally no permanent traits that make him recognizable (which actually kinds upsets me because,,,,, there is no physical representation of his character development from sans to dust BUT EAAHHHH whatever,,, we cope with it.) but in like a silly goofy comedic way. it's like perry the playapus ans dr doofenshirmst (incorrect spelling but only by societies standards)
dust with hood down and no scarf
killer: a sans?
he puts on the scarf
horror: a GENOCIDE sans???
the hood goes up
killer: DUST SANS AKA MURDER SANS AKA DUSTTALE SANS FROM HIT AU DUSTTALE?????
horror's skull breaks a second time on the other side from sheer shock
#why use mtt for this example? WHY NOT USE MTT FOR THIS EXAMPLE#heh. buddy pal chummy chum friend you forgot who you're talking to. this is triglycercule pal.#the fella with the name mttmttmtt? the fella who has a pfp and banner of them? the fella whos posts are 78% about them?#heh.... these beta beginners have no idea whos post theyre reading..... 𝓸𝓲 𝓸𝓲 𝓸𝓲..... 𝓫𝓪𝓪𝓪𝓪𝓪𝓴𝓪...........#please do not let that previous tag effect your perception of me that was in a satirical way#anyways this ide is so funny. i think if i had more motivation to draw comics this one would absolutely pop off. but i dont#my issue is that majority of the ideas i think of in my head appear in COMIC form#so its either slave away at drawing and burn out motivation or write a post that cant fully encapsulate all my ideas#well of course i'll take the easier route because i'm a lazy prick#BUT STILL. guys if anyone ever wants to steal my content to make a comic or write something or draw something#i give you permission to do so. you can steal my content all you want#as long as you say it was inspired by someone. dont even have to say who.... but you'll know. and i'll know. and that's enough for me#no but on a serious not if someone actually used my shitty tumblr posts as inspiration to draw something i would be SO FUCKING HONORED#the day that happens is the day i ascend to heaven. not because i killed myself tho. i'd go to hell if i did that#i hope someone laughs at these tags because i sure am#it may just be the lack of friends to tell me if i'm funny or not but i consider myself the funniest person. ever#put me up to a stage and tell me to do stand up i'd have everyone chortling#except the crowd has to be my fans#ANYWAYS time to get to work. dattebayo ‼️‼️‼️🤣👊👊#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#ohhh is this a hc. absolutely but a really really silly one#often times than not i come up with headcanons and then i proceed not to actually headcanon characters as that. huh#tricule hc
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Prismatic Parallel shenanigans
this is probably going to become its own little thing
this was for no particular reason, just felt like posting
#(additional info#the same friend that helped me with the Val and Raggedy thing also suggested the New Yoke Surge and Kit#their names are Voltage and petrol#they were drawn before the rest so that might explain if they look a little wonky)#the urge to ramble is strong but the lack of motivation is stronger#just realized Nine has the least drawings#Noooooooooooo#this is why you don’t skip bedtime kids#/j#Orquidea gets to be a menace#as a treat#girl will go from giving inter dimensional gods therapy to knocking out her sleep deprived brother by any means necessary#this time? Baseball bat.#Chaos and AG do NOT get along#Nine will leave for two minutes and these idiots will almost kill eachother#that’s enough rambling for now#time for regular tags#sonic prime au#prismatic parallel au#miles nine prower#nine the fox#Orquidea the rabbit#surge the tenrec#Voltage the tenrec#kitsunami the fennec#Petrol the fennec#chaos sonic#alpha grim sonic#Sidus the hedgehog#shhh you didn’t see that
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Going crazy. Need to draw but can't
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I apologize for the lack of activity here aside from me reblogging things; I’ve just been super busy with finals and some IRL stuff so my writing muses have been drained for a bit 😅. Hopefully once I finish everything i’ll be able to finish the flirty prompts and maybe do some writing (perhaps Dandelions 17 or I could possibly open some small requests again 🤔)!
But thank you all for your patience and I hope you’re all doing well 🥰!
#lyra’s rambles#i really want to get back to writing#but the lack of motivation for everything (school writing and irl) is killing me 😭#maybe next week i can do something
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Okay I've realized that dragon age alone is keeping at bay a depressive episode more or less
#yesterday 'oh no I'm fine I'm just not in the mood to crochet'#today 'wait i don't have energy to leave the bed and no motivation to exists this isn't normal'#it's because i moved in a very dark room and the lack of sunlight is killing me isn't it
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i want to draw rn but i have no idea who to draw ☹️☹️
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im actually so frustrated because i want to write so bad but ive been so tired and i dont have the motivation to rly write on here ive been playing games or sleeping going back to full time has rly killed me
#the next couple of months are going to be busy#moms bday + mothers day + moms surgery + then im moving#i love zack so much but the lack of time and motivation has been rly killing me#like at this point why do i have rp blogs if im too tired to even log on????????#anyways the potential zack has to be in other verses i want to write him in like re and stuff is there#one day
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oh god hi this was from a lil oc ask thing i reposted awhile back (which btw i encourage yall to send moar /hj)
cannot remember the exact wording of this but i believe the question was what are three of ur oc's favorite hobbies?
there wasnt any specifications for who to answer this as so imma do all my space marine lads :3
vitus:
sculpting
listening to music ("but wuvz isn't this contradictory-" he actually enjoys feeling the vibrations of the instruments and the way it feels against his body! the ec usually are supplied with musician remembrancers/live music + vitus prefers to "listen" without his hearing aids as the music is too loud/overstimulating with them on)
"shadowing" ppl (heavy quotations bc its borderline stalking LOL she really enjoys the different people within her legion like lucius and fabius. therefore whenever Fulgrim is too busy/in a situation where Vitus isn't allowed to practically perch on his shoulder she turns to others within the legion. whether it be staring over fabius' shoulder as he dissects a foreign xeno species or watching lucius and the others train from afar. she just really enjoys ppl watching without engaging in conversation)
percival:
traveling (mans is nomadic he HATES staying in one spot hence the reason why he got lost from his company)
reading illegal sacred literature (aka doing something she KNOWS is very heretic coded)
being a lil shit (i dunno ask one of his alters)
nyx:
reading historical/linguistic literature (nyx knows multiple languages alongside his chapter's form of sign language)
meditation
illegal experimentation (do NOT ask him about this he will yap for DAYS and the imperium will lit rally exterminatus him AND you)
cain:
training
wallowing in his own pity and agony of being a space marine in a chapter that's practically despised by most of the imperium
have a gay crisis over the mysterious heretic you met mid expedition who clung onto you like a lost puppy
#moot do NAWT kill me for such a late response im so sorry#i just recently got around to answering my asks due to lack of motivation#can yall tell which oc has the most lore (DONT answer that)#wuvz answers#warhammer oc#vitus#percival#nyx#cain
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ngl i think i kind of was a genius for being like 'yeah this character is a scary killyou cannibal scary killer who scary kills you' and then realizing that the way my worldbuilding works out is that there's a nonzero chance that if you leave literally any body parts over they can just come back, depending on what they believe in their heart of hearts can kill them. Of course she'd start eating her kills. She probably tried normal stuff first and then realized it didn't work and she had to try harder if she wanted to actually keep them dead.
#red rambles#im working on a character who i made up years and years ago and wasnt even happy with then because he didnt seem to have enough like#interior thoughts he was just like a guy who killed people when he was stressed and his life was constantly stressful and then he killed on#person too many and they were like 'this is fucking untenable and he has to die' and then they killed him#which is soooooooooo absolutely nothing honestly. Like it works as a barebones summary but i want to stress there was actually straight up#nothing else there. the entire rest of his whole whatnot was just being entangled with Haven who is a different character who at the time#ALSO felt unsatisfyingly lacking in interiority but at lesat he had really complex motivations and action flowcharts. that werent just 'i#get grumpy and i just go kill some random person with no regard for what the consequences will be and then i am so mean and i kill you'#now theres a lot more happening. i really didnt. like.#okay so i had a Backstory worked out but it was vague because i didnt know what the fuck he WANTEDDDDDDD right like. i had no motivations a#literally all except 'oohhh i kill people ooohhh i like killing people ooohhh im erratic i kill people' and the background i HAD was like.#Upper class scion of some rich family whose family honest to god just did not like him very much and also [gestures vaguely] i guess he#maybe kicked dogs or something and then he ??nebulous timeline meets haven and then kills his sister or kills his sister and very quickly#thereafter meets haven but i usually lean toward the former because haven LOVES convincing people to kill their whole families its like#cathartic for him because he would love to kill his entire family but physically cannot do it. but like kind of the implications of this#as far as i was concerned given this is set in the mid 1800s was like. ehhh he's getting away with this because he's rich white and male an#it pays to turn a blind eye to his indiscretions or w/e. a genderswap means that she'd be subject to a lot more scrutiny on basis of like#misogyny. LOL. and i already had the preexisting 'hates half sibling' (i genderswapped the sister into a brother because why not) and 'hate#parents' and 'parents strongly dislike her' and 'unsettling' and it worked nicely to start giving me actual fucking. Literally anything to#work with there. because it means that by going off with Haven she walks out of one situation where she has like 0 agency into another one#and like to be clear i respect anyone who is sitting around in haven's general vicinity for snapping and just starting to kill people. me t#but this works. SOOOOOOOOOO much better for real#im still working the kinks out but like also this means that she wins. she wins like multiple times actually. she comes closer to killing#haven than anyone since he learned what fucking species he was and causes him more trouble in the interest of getting the FUCK out of there#than anyone else has and then she fucking gets what she was going for against literally every effort haven could've made over ~five decades#get owned loser.#every time i draw her i cant help it i write some shit like PLEASE JUST GET DIVORCED on it even though i wrote the fucking narrative i know#it will never fucking happen and thats why she does all this shit instead#in another world she'd be like the wildly capable owner of Raytheon 2 or some other shit like that. like she'd never be a nice or good#person but she wouldn't be dead. god she could be in charge of a country or some shit. Alas. Please get divorced.
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🎄Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays 🎄
#welcome home#welcome home art#welcome home fanart#welcome home puppet show#welcome home au#wally darling#welcome home wally darling#welcome home wally#welcome home oc#welcome home ocs#hortense rose#oc x canon#they're so silly#i love them#ALSO MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!#sorry for lack of posts!#my lack of motivation is killing me :')#i hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas!
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For all Cypher’s worth, he’s probably rich af. Like no joke, this man is LOAADED. Probably second richest to Chamber (and Chamber must have acknowledged it, and they go on to compete with one another to see how much they would invest and win). He did grow up poor so he probably have saved a lot of money back then and work really hard by doing.. AHEM AHEM, legal marketing 😀👍 his bank has far exceed from a million bucks already. He never spends it on himself however but when he married Nora, he wanted to spend it all on her. Yet the humble and kind queen always refuses so he never persisted although HE wish he does (he wishes he could have spent it all on her)
After her death, he never used the money at all and rarely have ever taken something out of it, he created multiple bank accounts just so he couldn’t use it until he joined Valorant. Sova came in being all pretty doe-eyed gorgeous perfect specimen of a man. He reminded him of Nora and suddenly he has the urge to splurge his money on him
After or maybe before they dated, he wanted to spend some money on him except Sova is also a humble and kind queen and Cypher wanted to gauge his eyeballs out. So what he did is like leave some expensive gifts lying around for him to spot and accept without him noticing it was from him, like tiny little trinkets to golden bracelets JUST SO he can accept 😭
#Valorant#valorant sova#valorant cypher#valorant nora#cysova#CYBEROWL#he's rolling in all those dough#Cypher wanted to scream when Sova refuses the expensive gift#Cypher: JUST TAKE IT#this is secretly a sugar baby AU post#shhh lemme have this#i need it so badd leave mee bee#cypher just wanted to spend money on his babygworl#is it too much to ask??#He gifted him a bugatti and Sova doesn't know what to do with it so he just give it to his grandma#His grandma staring at the bugatti at the front lawn like 😭😭😭#I actually did write a fic about it but I'm too lazy to finish hh#my lack of motivation will kill me someday#valorant headcanons
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Anatomy notes from november
#brain anatomy#anatomy#notes#inkdrawing#definitely not an excuse for lack of art posts#finals are killing me#university#study motivation#neural science
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post take two but. ik people talk a lot about the “eat well / exercise regularly / stay healthy” bit and how that is something impactful or inspiring but as someone with zero motivation to be well in their own life this mithrun panel was unexpectedly the one part that felt meaningful to me.
#dunmeshi spoilers#SORRYYY for reposting this if somehow I missed this happening before but I don’t seeee ittttttt and the internet is so bad rn#i don’t care to be well or live long. i like the idea you have to get up and eat anyway.#in general the concept of lacking motivation / desire was quite interesting to me. especially when mithrun admitted he wanted to die in th#e end of it all if he was honest with himself. Well#EDIT DID AUTOCORRECT KILL HIS NAME
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Two creative brain worms I've been having lately have suddenly combined in my brain and now I'm just like "Fuck, do I need to make an entire AU for this???"
#personal ramblings#having my brain with a lack of motivation is truly a curse#i'm now debating whether or not i should learn how to make an animatic ughhhhh#why does my brain do this to me#the urge to talk about it but also keep it secret is killing me
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