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somewherefornow · 1 year ago

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SIMON BAZ & JESSICA CRUZ in GREEN LANTERNS (2016) #43

#this is actually so painful fr #yeah I broke up with my gf bc of you #I mean bc I want to be better at being alone #like you #simon baz #jessica cruz #green lanterns #simon x jess #simonjess #*panelsandpages

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hinamie · 7 months ago

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unconditionally

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi #yuuji #im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life #genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine #but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed #backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads #but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS #so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it #i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process #but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style #so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh #all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap #hina.comic

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lgbtvegas · 2 months ago

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JOONGDUNK as FADELSTYLE in THE HEART KILLERS episode six

#listen #they are everything #like 100% everything to me #i love them so much and im so heartbroken for fadel rn #im in pain fr #why no more from later you ask??? cause rest of episode didnt happen actually #fadelstyle #thk #thk spoilers #thkedit #the heart killers #theheartkillersedit #fadelstyleedit #joongdunkedit #mine #mine*#mine: gifs #gifs*#spoilers

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lastofgallifrey · 1 year ago

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nothing in the world belongs to me but my love — mine, all mine, all mine.

aziracrow: my love mine all mine — mitski

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becasbelt · 3 months ago

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me going in to work today after sobbing my eyes out over the lyrics to isha's song

#i feel so dead inside fr #i actually don't think i'm having a good time anymore #the pain! is! painful!#arcane

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krokaxe · 3 months ago

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Stage one of dental/jaw treatment cost £410 today 🧍🧍 If any of you would like to help me out you can paypal me and I'd really appreciate it.

If you're unfamiliar, I'm disabled and medically signed off work with ongoing chronic/incurable conditions like fibro/EDS/ME etc. I don't like asking for help but I'm looking down the barrel of a very long, frankly horrifying gun in terms of this specific problem. @krokaxe for srb purposes.

#krok.exe #I really hate to ask here but. I'm at a loss #Entering the PIP fight is coming soon and my fellow disabled peeps know Exactly what that's about to entail #(suffering)#The £410 is for a guard to stop me cracking/grinding my teeth; bite force is cracking and chipping my teeth lmao (grimace)#The bruxism/misalignment is fucking up my jaw joints and all the ligaments and connective tissue in there #The muscles in my face are in a state of constant tension and I have TMD of the joints. I have a constant headache or migraine #I won't be able to do anything about my misaligned jaw until I've done something about All This :')#And it's driving me Insane #Like fr I'm in pain 24/7 as it is but the TMD flares are so intense that I genuinely go out of my mind with pain and *nothing* makes it sto #And all of that is made worse by the fibro etc grinning thumbs up emoji here #So if you help me out know that I'll appreciate it #With every fibre of my being #and I'm sorry I can't offer you anything for it on the grounds I am ... fucked tbh #I'll keep track on this post if you guys do help me out #No pressure though ok #I know we're all in the actual pits

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1moreoffkeyanthem · 5 months ago

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Oh wise fic librarian🙏🏻

I’m on chapter six of A Few Last Wolves, how much should I brace myself?

BRO I FUCKING LOVE A FEW LAST WOLVES!!!!!! Definitely brace yourself bc there’s some dark shit that goes down in the backstory areas, shit that hurt me physically, but GODDAMN you know I fuck with that story!!! I’ve cried multiple times reading it, especially Kyle’s experiences in the QZ, and I SO recommend it to anyone who is down with Cryle!!! A gorgeous fic overall, but shit HURTS! Damnit I might have to do a reread again

#actually and so fr there are painful parts #it’s beautiful tho #y’all know I fuck hard w jwink cryle #south park #fic recs

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sysig · 1 year ago

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Okay but what if (Patreon)

#Doodles #TSP #Stanley #Damned #Me while reading: Now don't make a papercraft okay? Don't make a papercraft don't make a papercraft don't make a-#Predictably lol #It's the kind of structure that invites speculation! Who would you choose and what would their name be and how would they adapt #And The Stanley Parable wasn't even out at the time!! FJkldsafdf #Me when anything: I want to #Stanley would be so fun to play as ♪ Small but close-knit cast and since it's an institute it should have accommodations for his mutism #And he's no stranger to painful and confusing situations haha #You can see my indecision on which sign language Stanley knows haha #He never speaks so we don't know what accent Stanley would have but we know the Narrator is British! So #But I also don't know any British Sign Language and I know it's different than ASL òuò;#Granted my knowledge of ASL is far far far from fluent but I do know some at least so if /I/ was the one playing as him-#Anyway moot point since languages are directly translated anyway :P Though I wonder about sign language #I assume there were some nonverbal patients I just haven't seen any myself :0 #I have also made a Narrator card to match Stanley 😔#Actually - hehe - I had a lot of fun picking their ''real'' names ♪#The Narrator's was pretty easy honestly I knew I had to give him the first name Kevan and then I wanted to keep his last initial #So I went with ''Baker'' since it's a common name :) Very cute!#And then for Stanley since I headcanon him as being Greek/Latino - heavier on the Greek side - I gave him a Greek name!#Again same first initial - couple letters even for that ''St-'' sound :) - and scanned through some Greek last names #And liked the sound of Psomas with Stefano - but ♪ You'll never guess ♫#It's a similarly common name for a reason - ''Psomas'' translates to ''bread maker''#Kevan and Stefano Baker they're husbands fr your honour #Hghhghh I just think it's so cute!! And I didn't do it on purpose it was just a happy accident!! I love them <3

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theha1rarch · 3 months ago

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ooh, that’s so true, ooh

#( a mirrorball shining just for you // visage )#( you talk of the pain like it's all alright // study )#myedits #(HERE IT IS MY VISION!!! DO YOU ALL SEE THE VISION???)#(but actually fr im obsessed w this like omg i actually put together something my brain could see so clearly LIKE I MADE IT I DID IT HEHEHE #(still not a professional & obvs could be better if i was but idc i still love my crappy little edit <3)

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dragonji · 22 days ago

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fucked my feet up smth so terrible not even the mad concoction of coworkers extra strengh tylenol + muscle relaxant bath salt soak + hours of icing + tiger balm is having any effect . girl what the hell do I have left

#j.txt #genuinely think i Have to have early onset arthritis or plantar fasciitis or Something going on there #but godforbid I seek actual medical attention about it so time to down another 'profen and hope im unconscious soon!#fr though Im accustomed to pretty relentless pain in my feet/ankles but this is really. unignorably Miserable😬#tomorrows gonna be a sit down at every possible opportunity type day for sure I fear

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deus-ex-mona · 11 months ago

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series i’m gatekeeping from my family vs series i’m ✨ok✨ with my family knowing i’m into:

#‘why do you gatekeep hw from your irls?’ well. the thing is. i just ✨don’t want to✨#and. like. i’ve already led my family to believe that i bought bl manga when i was buying idol sengen at animate #so i think im already past the point of no return in that regard. so. um. yeah.#thank you village vanguard for the unexpected μ’s content in 2k24 you truly are yappa saikyou #i s w e a r falling back into my ll phase almost 10 whole years after i first got into it is unexpected tbh #compounded with the fact that i can now actually afford whatever im looking for. so. like. my wallet is in crisis lol #i had just reached my savings goal last month but now i’ve overspent bc i saw great deals on resold honoka-chan hoodies and i couldn’t help—#so now i have 2 identical hoodies lol. but i’ll keep one of them safe in its packaging bc im unwell like that ig #my merch whaling is out of control i s w e a r but my oshis are just too cute aaaaaaaaa #i probably should open another savings account instead… maybe that’d keep my spending under control…#b u t for now honoka-chan jersey im looking for you #tfw ur oshi is decently unpopular amongst the fans so hardly anyone resells her merch lmao #so ig the relatively fewer fellow fans she has are more dedicated to her than fans of other more popular characters lol #but at least her stuff (when resold) isn’t as overpriced as the actually popular members (birb and tomato)#so my wallet isn’t crying as hard as it could’ve been? ig? hunting for almost 10 year old merch is a pain fr though #either way. the grip idol series have on my wallet is truly insane #i wonder how many bags of chips i could’ve bought with the amount i’ve spent on hw and ll merch to date…#at least a thousand… i think. maybe even 2 thousand if my past gacha game whaling is taken into consideration…#…this is probably why it’s important to have a decent paying job ig.#oh well. at least i may be making b a n k this month with how much ot i’ve had to do this week so far…#i hope i won’t have to work till 5am again over the next 2 days… that had been a horrible experience.#help what am i even talking about anymore why am i having a life crisis right here and now u m.#anyways. dni if you dislike honoka-chan. thanks for coming to my crisis rant. see you when the last stage mv drops ig ok byeeeee

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twistedappletree · 2 months ago

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at the ER with my client’s mom and she has a blood clot in her lungs 😭

#brooooo she just got over the same virus i had and all the xmas stress bullshit #what fucking else can happen like seriously GIVE HER A BREAK #she’s 86 too like i’m so fucking worried fr i’ve never seen her in this much pain #everything was fine yesterday what the fuck man what eVEN #and as much i hate to say it #my client has been really cold with her lately and acting like her problems are worse when they’re legitimately not #this is your fucking mother dude #and you have an amazing relationship with her too like she loves you so much #i called her to tell her about the blood clot and it sounded like she didn’t even care #the went straight into complaining about her own issues #?????????#i can’t even fucking fathom this like it’s actually REALLY bothering me #apple babble 🍎#non fandom

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amburppp · 2 years ago

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before april fool’s ends everyone look at this cowboy shuhei from like 4/5 months ago

#my bisexual twin fr #i love u babygirl ✌️❤️#the urge to squeeze his head is so intense #i never actually planned on posting this lol #i just wanted to smile thru the pain of wisdom teeth recovery #shuheicore #shuuhei hisagi #hisagi shuuhei #bleach #bleach doodles #marty arty

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friend-of-a-cat · 2 months ago

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🖊 which oc of yours are you currently the most obsessed with

That is a fantastic question. Probably this guy, who I'm currently in the process of redesigning:

I made him a decade ago, and he still doesn't have a name yet. He's called 'Elf Guy' in my head lol. He's a tired, bookish student at a magic academy, and is also a researcher and potion-maker, as well as a wizard. He's one of the protagonists of a story that mostly only exists in my head because I don't know what direction I want to go in with it (a visual novel/a game/a comic/a book/etc.). He didn't look like this before, and has gone through a couple of different redesigns over the years, but I think this one is more in line with his personality/profession/interests and such. The wings are actually part of his outfit, and aren't actual wings. He has a fairy friend who is an artificer (specialising in magical prosthetics), and they're both roommates and bicker a lot lol. Also he may or may not end up in a queer platonic relationship with some kind of celestial being.

I definitely need to talk about these guys more, because I have a bunch of lore about them and their world in my head or in random Word documents or sketchbooks.

The basics of his story arc are: he's an overworked and exhausted magical uni student. One thing leads to another, and he finds himself nursing a strange individual back to health in his house. Said individual turns out to be from the celestial plane and is basically a messenger of the gods. He tells him that something Not Good is going to happen if they don't stop it from happening (not sure what exactly, yet), and so this guy is basically forced to leave his house and his city and go out and experience the world with his newfound friend (amongst some other people) whilst they save it. Basically, he learns that there's more to life than work and stuff through the celestial, and the celestial learns that sometimes he needs to stop messing around and actually take things seriously through the elf guy. They kind of parallel each other but are also opposites in a way. No idea if any of this makes any sense lol. Also they become, like, really devoted to each other, because they've never had people in their lives who they've let in that close before.

Idk. This really is just a ramble at this point lol. But yeah. I love him. :)

#my asks #my ramblings #my art #i actually love this guy but i really need to solidify what he's all about #he's just like me fr: tired and burnt out lol #he also has chronic pain and insomnia so he really is just like me fr

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anotherpapercut · 1 year ago

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been having a rough few days with work and like friend stuff and I just wanna give a huge shout-out to weed for always being there for me through thick and thin

#a few days ago i was extremely irritable bc i was tired and in a lot of pain and frustrated abt shit #and i realized i was being an unpleasant asshole but i was just. feeling very very bad and i finally got so smoke some weed #and the shift in my mood was actually insane. like extremely noticeable. i was like holy shit #im never letting anyone try to tell me weed isnt a medicinal drug again. that shit made me a different person fr #was telling my friends last night yall should be grateful that i keep going to smoke more weed bc if i didnt id be really unpleasant rn #i go from being terrible to be around to life of the party. im just an extraordinarily high strung person

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bbrabbits · 1 year ago

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that squid game reality show genuinely & sincerely makes me so irrationally angry & the stupid ass takes surrounding it make it so much worse.

i actually sincerely cant handle it. it makes me so irate bruh

#mine #it's so fucking mindboggling it rly fucking is.#squid game has incredible writing that can be deep & intricate at times #but when it comes to the message & themes it was literally as blatant & direct as possible.#& it's great that it was tbh. esp w how popular it got.#but holy shit it also means when ppl just willfully disregard its message it is actually physically painful #bitches rly saying in defense of the reality show 'oh well the og show's games were only bad bc ppl died'#like... my dude. you CANNOT be serious. i am on my knees BEGGING for a sike you cannot be fr #did yall all just cover your eyes during the hell episode or what #did gi-hun's speeches to il-nam mean nothing to u.#literally what the entire fuck are u saying like the show didnt bash u over the head w a frying pan abt its theme #it's not even lacking media literacy at that point like it's literally not even up to interpretation #IT LITERALLY BLATANTLY SAYS THE POINT MULTIPLE TIMES I CANT #AAAAAAAAAAAA #i wanna rewatch the show ON netflix outta spite now. imma do that bye

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