#they were not rich the house is really dinky but you know beggars can't be choosers
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Neta:.....................
Ikkan: you want me to ring the doorbell?
Neta:....uhh.... No... You know what let's go home. This was a mistake..... I can't do this...
Ikkan: Neta!
Neta: Ok! Ok...*sigh*........... Just give me a second...... I need to psych myself up ........ Mk........ Alright.... I'm ready.... Ok let's-.......... Uh
Kat: [hug]................ I have a camera doorbell you don't need to ring it sweetie.....
Neta:...........Hi Aunt K.....*sniff*..... It's been a while
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Kat: oh!! Neta! It's been years!!! look at you!!!.... You finally cut your tentacles! You're actually wearing sensible clothes..... Uh your glasses!! You know how many times I told you to start wearing your glasses and you never listen to me what made you change your mind
Neta: words just started to get a little bit blurry especially the nutrition labels I don't understand why they make them so small. I can't even see the sugar-
Kat: what is that on your neck?
Neta:...... It's a tattoo......Not this again
Katie: what in the world? What is it supposed to be? Tentacles?
Neta: it's a kraken.......... Hold up... Ugh................... Mmmm........... See it's a kraken attacking a ship... It's old school style.... It's like what pirates used to have. I think it's cool.
Kat: ugh... Put your shirt on. I don't want to look at it............ Hm... Did you gain wait sweetie?.. [squeeze]
Neta: ..... K!!
Kat: it's good. You look good... You are very underweight that's why you're hypoglycemic now...... Why do you still have that belly button ring? How many piercings do you have at this point?
Neta: 10
Kat: I'm counting nine. Where's the tenth one?
Neta:...................
Kat:....... Neta....
Neta: what!? It's my body!!
Kat: I just-I can't..ok...* Inhale** exhale*. Just like your mother......*sigh*........sit down. Make yourself comfortable. You want something to drink? What about you honey? You haven't said anything since you got here. I have tea,coffee, I think I have some soda.
Ikkan: no..... I'm fine ... Thank you
Kat: awww.... Such a sweet boy....... Well I'm going get me something out of the fridge? Beer as usual?
Neta: yep just the usual
Kat: ok
Ikkan: ........ She seems nice
Neta: yeah..... Sometimes hehe
Ikkan:.....hmm.......you used to live here?
Neta: yeah...... I wouldn't say live maybe stay. I used to stay here sometimes......used to sleep in the guest bedroom...........It slowly turned into my bedroom. Posters....... different bed sheets......a hole in the wall
Ikkan: you punch the hole in the wall?
Neta: shhhh shhhh she doesn't know I put a poster over.......
Kat: I'm back. You get one beer and only one do you hear me?
Neta: yeah yeah........
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Kat: .................. It's been a long time
Neta:............ Yeah....................... What are you staring at?
Kat: you just........... Look different.......
Neta: It's the mustache. I think I might grow it back
Kat: No not that it's you look........... Softer
Neta: you already called me fat
Kat: I didn't call you fat! The word fat did not leave my mouth........ You always do this. You always try to start arguments.....*sigh* what I'm trying to say.......... you don't look as mad as you used to.......... Especially looking at your eyes..........much kinder than I used to be. What changed?
Neta: having a daughter.....
Kat:..........oh........ cirrina...... Hehehehe... That makes sense..... That'll do it
Neta:...............K?
Kat:.... Yes?
Neta: I don't hate you...... I'm really sorry I said that to you.......*voice crack*.... You were right.... ...... You write about everything....... I just didn't want to hear it......*sniff*....... You're right, I was just a child. It was a stupid angry child....*crying*.....I didn't know what I was doing.... I'm so sorry Aunt K ....... I I I...*sobbing
Kat: baby come here....come to auntie K.....hehehehe...*sigh*................... It's ok baby.....
Neta: but it's not okay!... I've said so many shitty things to you. Every time you try to help me and protect me, I'd always have to defy you and argue with you....... I was awful......* sobbing*.... You care about me even when I didn't care about myself....how are you not mad at me?
Kat: I couldn't be mad at you baby. I could never be mad at you. Every time you yelled, every time you fought, every profanity you threw at me. I wasn't angry...... I couldn't be angry............. I knew under all that anger was just pain...... All I could see was that little boy having a tantrum at his mom's funeral. He was just frustrated, confused and angry. Rightfully so.......... .................. Neta I love.... I loved you when I yelled at you, when I argued with you and when I fought with you...... That love will never go away.... I know you thought I didn't love you. part of that is my fault but I did and I still do.....[kiss]
Neta:.......*sobbing*....... I'm aunt K
Kat:....... No matter how old you get. You'll always be a baby to me......
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Kat: are you sure you don't want to stay here?
Neta: I have to get back to the hotel.... I'll be back tomorrow. I'll bring my daughter and make sure my ikkan stays next time. Hehehe
Kat:hmm... Ok baby... I'll see you tomorrow... [Kiss]............... [hug].......
Neta: [hug]..........I love you K... Hehehe
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Ikkan:....*snoring*........
Cirrina:..*sleeping*
Neta:..... I'm home
Ikkan: .....*snoring*
Cirrina:.... Mmmm .....Hi daddy ...
Neta: Hey baby girl.... Let me just... Scooch in. . There we go.... How was your day?
Cirrina: It was fun...... Ikkan took me to a museum... Did you know mammalians fins were just strands of thin string they called it hair
Neta: ewww That sounds gross. Hahaha
Cirrina: yeah it was hahaha ....*yawn*........
Neta: let's get some sleep okay honey. We're going to have a very special day tomorrow...[kiss]......*yawn* let's get some shut eye night crab cakes
Cirrina:.......... Night Dad
Neta: I love you
Cirrina: I love you too..
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Mahi was there they're just invisible@fish-at-fish-fish-resort
#Neta is healing#auntie K is a flawed traumatized women raising a flawed trumpetized child#Neta says that he doesn't live there but stays there but that is his home#they were not rich the house is really dinky but you know beggars can't be choosers#It's renovated to look nice but it's still small#neta punch the hole in the wall It was after a fight you got drunk and was mad. he covered the wall with a poster of the metal band#I love writing little daddy daughter moments with cirrina and Neta#neta
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