#they always get abandonded

[trvbblemaker]

don't do it don't do it don't do it fight the urge fight the urge

[archangeldyke-all]

can we get dealer!Sevika & hyper-feminine reader plssss 👁️👁️

reader has long ass nails so she sucks at rolling but thankfully since Sevika has a liking to her, she sells reader pre-rolls with a huge discount, and says it’s just a special deal for her only. & maybe one day she invites reader to smoke with her in her car and they just act all cute and high 😭

hhhghhhg... yeah. i'm a sucker for sevika. i'm a sucker for weed. let's fucking goooo

check out the nail inspo for the nails in this fic hehehe

men and minors dni

be outside in 5. the text on your phone reads. you grin, then look back up in the mirror, putting a fresh coat of lipgloss on and fixing your hair.

you suppose you could just buy in bulk. it would save sevika the two or three trips to your house a week. but she doesn't complain, and you've got a pretty good guess as to why.

a horn honks outside your home. you giggle, give your outfit one more look over in the mirror, spray a bit more perfume on, and run out of your house.

sevika's windows are tinted so dark it has to be illegal, and the presence of her car makes the whole block smell like weed. she rolls her window down as you come out of the house, turning down the music she was listening to, to grin and wolf whistle at you.

you giggle, spinning in a little circle in front of the driver's door, giving her a good view of your outfit. she chuckles. "c'mon, get in." she says, nodding to the passenger's side. you quickly run around her car and let yourself in, pressing a quick kiss to sevika's cheek as she pulls off.

she groans, scrubbing where your lipstick has stained her cheek-- a bright, glittery pink print left behind, now being smeared by her hand. she's driving the two of you to the abandonded lot you guys always sit in-- what used to be a strip mall is now cracked pavement and giant, overgrown trees. it's the perfect place to park, in the shade, and remain unbothered all day as you smoke and chat.

sevika's been your dealer since you met her at a party last year. your old dealer, a grimy old man, was... fine. he grew the weed himself and gave you real good prices... but he was also your history teacher in the sixth grade.

you gave up on him when you met sevika, gorgeous, charming, sevika. sevika who had woman sitting all around her at the house party you'd met in, but whose eyes only caught on yours. sevika who'd snatched her blunt that had been being passed around out of the nearest girls hands, and into hers as she rose from her seat and approached you.

sevika who you've been in love with ever since.

you guys have been spending a few evenings or afternoons a week together. sometimes here, in your spot, sometimes in a park, sometimes at sevika's place. sometimes she'll take you along to her deals, driving you to houses all around the city as you help her weigh bud and count cash.

it's fun. a lot of sevika's customers are old friends of yours, people you thought you'd never see again. you get to catch up and chat with them for a bit-- then spend the rest of your night gossiping about them with sevika once they leave.

she's your best friend.

you're just trying to make her make you her girlfriend.

you know she wants you. she doesn't even let you pay for weed anymore. and when she's high, her eyes all pink and her lips curled in a goofy little smile, her gaze wanders. and it catches on your lips, most frequently, but also your tits, your thighs, your stomach-- really, anything she can see.

but she doesn't act on it. because she's a gentleman.

and you don't act on it because... well... sevika's attractive. and she makes good money, and you know that you and sevika don't hang out on weekends because she goes to parties to sell on weekends.

and you wouldn't be surprised if you aren't the only girl riding in her passenger seat.

it's hard to know.

people leave shit in sevika's car all the time when she's doing house calls. they'll sit, chat for a bit, and leave behind their water bottles or hair ties or cigarette butts or press on nails when they get out.

and besides, if you confront sevika, who'll roll your joints for you? certainly not you. not with your nails.

speaking of...

"show me your nails." sevika demands as she pulls into your little spot, under a big willow tree. it's like your own little world here, under a green dome of leaves. sevika rolls all her windows down, and you wiggle your fingers over the middle console.

you told her you were getting a new set last time you smoked together. you asked for color recommendations-- she suggested purple, her favorite color.

so, of course, you got purple.

"fuck, they look sharp." sevika smiles, poking the pointed tip of your nails. you laugh.

"i forgot i got 'em so sharp 'n almost took my eye out this morning putting my lashes on." you admit. sevika giggles, still holding your fingertips in her hands and examining the way they shine in the light.

"so shiny. fuckin' pretty, baby."

you're pretty damn sure you're the only one she calls baby but... you happen to know that back in the day when sevika was scamming rich idiots by selling them baby powder and grass in exchange for hundreds of dollars, she had a lot of women riding along in the passenger seat of her car. and getting fucked in the back seat. which has yet to happen to you.

so you don't know. you just tell yourself you're here for the free weed.

"how's your day been?" you ask, snatching your hands away from sevika. you recline your seat, putting your feet up on the dash as she opens her center console.

"meh. been lookin' forward to this all day." she says. then. "oh! look." she reaches between your seats into her back seat, grabbing a plastic bag and pulling it into the front of the car. "snacks!"

"you're the fuckin' best, sev." you moan as you tear into a bag of chips. she chuckles, and hands you a preroll.

"strawberry flavored wrapping paper, you'll like it." sevika promises. you chew on your chips, take a quick swig of your drink, and then put the joint between the lips. sevika lights the tip for you, her eyes locked on yours.

you tear your eyes away just in time to jerk back before the entire joint goes up in flames, and take a long drag. it's truly delicious, like candy flavored smoke, and you hum, happy. sevika grins.

"good?"

"very." you nod, leaning back against your seat and taking another puff. "oh, i'm sorry." you pout, like you do every time you smoke with her. "i got lipgloss on your joint."

sevika giggles, snatches the joint back, and takes her own puff. "fuck off. i like it. 's like extra flavoring." she shrugs. your stomach twists. she blows smoke out in your face, then takes another puff, her eyes dragging up and down your body.

you guys smoke in silence for a while, passing one joint, then a pack of chips, then another joint, then a bag of candy between one another. and now, the sun's setting and your little world under the willow tree's all golden-greeen, and sevika's rolling another joint.

you sigh, happy, and your eyes trail down sevika's exposed arms-- she's wearing her signature wifepleaser. you speak before you can help yourself. "you look delicious today." you mumble. sevika raises an eyebrow at you.

"'s that mean you got the munchies or is that your way of flirtin' with me?" she asks. you giggle, then shrug.

"whaddya think?"

"i think you stole my line." she says around her joint, smirking as she lights and takes the first puff of it. her eyes dart down to your outfit-- intentionally skimpy, showing a little more skin than necessary for this pleasant spring day.

she lets you take a puff. you feel like you've melted into the seat. all your inhibitions are lowered. the words come out before you can stop yourself... again. this is what you get for smoking so much fuckin' weed. "'m i the only person in your life?" you ask.

sevika blinks at you. "what?"

"like... the only person you flirt like that with." you clarify, cringing. sevika's confused smile grows wide.

"has that not been obvious this whole time?" she asks. you gulp.

"uh." you whisper. your heart's beating a mile a minute, and you suddenly sit up from your relaxed posture in her passenger's seat. "i don'--"

"yes. am i the only person you let dictate your nail color?"

"yes." you whisper. sevika grins.

"so..." sevika trails off. you gulp.

"y'know... it's really hard for me to roll my weed with my nails like this." you say. sevika takes a drag off the joint nodding along as you speak. "it'd be nice to have a girlfriend who could help with that." you say. she grins, blowing the smoke out the side of her mouth as she leans across the center console to speak, her lips an inch away from yours.

"i coul--"

"okay." you agree, grinning. sevika giggles, then leans forward to kiss you. you stop her with a finger to lips and she pouts. you chuckle, take the joint from her hands, and take a long drag. when you exhale, you speak again. "the nails also make it really hard to keep myself satisfied." you whisper, intentionally shifting in your seat, squeezing your thighs together.

sevika chokes, and she's not the one with the joint. you smile, then pull your finger away from her lips, letting her speak again.

she doesn't. instead. she reaches out, grabs the joint, and flicks it out the window, smirking at you. you bite your lip in anticipation (and trying to hold in your scold about wasting good weed.)

"only if you promise to scratch the shit outta my back with those claws, baby." she whispers, her lips brushing against yours as she speaks. you shiver. "your place or mine?" she asks. you gulp.

"...the backseat? i've kinda been fantasizing about it since the first time we smoked in the car together..."

sevika doesn't answer. she just bursts into laughter, and launches forward to pull you in a kiss.

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[suugarbabe]

You are SO amazing love, never let anyone tell you any different. I WILL fight them 😤

Tysm for considering wolfstar!daughter, i think youd enjoy the current fics that are currently out for it. Most of them are x fred or george and it just reminds me of you everytime.

Sorry, this is probs going to be long 😬

For the prompt though, i imagine they came about reader when remus found her on a full moon as a toddler werewolf, abandond in the forest (last yr hogwarts or graduated doesnt matter, whatever you decide) and when Sirius finally finds Remus the next morning he's shocked, confused, and then melts. Big, tall, broard Remus has this small bundle of cuteness wrapped in his sweater trying to cuddle into him.

Whether youd like to continue on from there or do reader growing up or a time skip is up to you. Same as if James dies or not, whatever your brilliant mind decides 🧡 but if it helps this is how i see the family dynamic:

I think Sirius would be the overprotective kind of dad, never failing with that wonderful sense of dramatics!

While Remus is the calm voice of reason that talks himself down when he feels like he might be going a little overboard.

Of course we're Uncle Reggies little star, he will be mean to another child if they hurt you. He and James are constantly arguing over who's the better uncle.

James is the uncle that gives you alcohol illegally and doesnt adhere to a curfew.

So skip to hogwarts in some of the last years (im a ravenclaw so i always imagine reader as a ravenclaw but anyhouse would be fun to explore) and reader makes it official with Theo or Enzo. Harry's a tattle tale and tells his dad who then brags to Reggie, who the apparats him self the Sirius' to demand answers because "who was this vile thing that dared touch his star?? Boyfriend?!?! Fucking over his dead body!!" Fully expecting Sirius to agree with him. But he doesnt, he just sighs because at least they made it til 6th/7th yr before boys started, he'll give the poor boy a chance first. And then Remus bursts in and has a full meltdown. Thats his little wolf; his baby. She can have a boyfriend. A BOYFRIEND!?! He might puke. No this isnt allowed. Boys are gross. And nasty. And theyre going to hurt her. But not before he hurts them!! He's going to put the fear of godric into this boy! RIGHT NOW!! Wheres his wand? He needs to go to Hogwarts.

Its so unexpected that both Black brothers are frozen. Until Remus starts searching for his wand and Sirius has to calm him down while Regulus goads him on. And through all of it, reader and Enzo/Theo were standing at the door to 'meet the parents'.

And then however you want it to go from there love! So sorry that was soo long and rambely. Of couese no pressure to write it and take whatever creative liberties youd like!!

Thank you love x

The group had made an agreement that the girls would all get a flat together, as would the boys. So naturally Sirius, James and Remus planned and found one for themselves that was 'absolutely perfect' as Sirius put it since it back right up to a large patch of woods; 'Perfect for you, Moony'.

In the moment Remus had rolled his eyes, but truly he was thankful. By the last full moon of school, Remus had managed to transform back to himself without completely passing out. After the fourth full moon in the flat, Remus was able to still decently function after his transformations.

What neither Sirius nor James expected happened and they didn't know how to react initially. Sirius and James had lost sight of Remus toward the end of the night, now both transformed back to themselves looking for him.

When Sirius found him, he didn't expect the scene he walked upon. Remus shoulders were hunched over, and at first Sirius thought he was crying. But the closer he got, he realized it was not Remus making those noises, but...a child?

"Moony...what the bloody hell is that," Sirius voice was cautious, he was still convinced he might be hallucinating.

Remus turned around slowly, "She's like me, Pads. She...she was a tiny little wolf, I swear it." Sirius was skeptical, but the way Remus was looking down at you, every doubt was melting away. The way your tiny hands gripped on to Remus's sweater.

When Sirius got close enough, you reached out for him, and he was done for. When James caught up with the pair he had the same initial reaction. But like Sirius, one look at you and he was also convinced.

It had taken the girls no time to swoon after you, and the boys were forever grateful. While Remus declared himself your father (Sirius demanding his was Dad number 2). James became your fun uncle (funcle as he called himself, Lily rolling her eyes each time).

To say it had taken a village was not just a cliché, but reality. Sirius was every over protective father, having a flair for the dramatics any time anything happened, good or bad. Remus was more calm, essentially the voice of reason when Sirius was talking circles. You eventually became the perfect mix of the two, which they both loved.

When you got your Hogwarts letter Sirius threw a party, Remus thinking it was a little over the top but Sirius insisted, "Our little star got her letter, we're celebrating Moony." Regulus had brought you off to the side, insisting you owl him if anyone is mean to you, he'll come and fix it, "Even if it's another little twat kid, you let me know, okay Star?"

After fourth year, James let you try his beer for the first time. Sirius lost his mind, Remus reminded Sirius how much worse he was at your age and that if James was letting her try it that it was a better situation than he used to get in to.

What you didn't expect was the commotion that ensued during Christmas holiday seventh year. It was tradition for you and your dads to throw a party on Christmas Eve. You were putting the final touches on the Christmas biscuits you usually made when a loud pop sounded in the living room.

"SIRIUS GET YOUR ARSE IN HERE NOW!" The voice of Regulus rang throughout your house and you instantly froze. Sirius sauntered in, not bothered by his younger brothers tone, "Seriously, with the shouting Reg, what is it now?"

Regulus looked over Sirius shoulder at you in the kitchen before turning back to his brother, "How could you let her, huh? How could you let her do this, with a Slytherin no less? My little star? Who is this vile snake you've let touch our little girl, a boyfriend, Sirius, really?"

You held your breath, fully expecting your dad to lose it, go full on dramatics, but instead he just pinched the bridge of his nose, "Honestly, Reg, calm down. I'm surprised it took us till seventh year for her to finally decide to get a boyfriend, don't get me wrong, I'm thankful," he turned pointing at you, "but I trust her, Reg. And you should too. She's not like us. Really though, darling, a Slytherin?"

Sirius turned to face you and all you could muster was a shrug of your shoulders before your father burst in. "WHAT did I just hear? My wolf has a WHAT? With a WHO? Darling are you mad, who is this boy? A boyfriend? Oh my Godric, I think I'm going to be sick. Who is he, star? Who, tell me now. I'm getting my wand. Sirius, my wand now."

Remus held out his hand expectantly, but nothing happened. Both Regulus and Sirius stood frozen, mouths agape at Remus's reaction before a sly smirk crawled its way onto Sirius's features, "Oh my my, Moony, this is a sight."

At that moment the Potter's all appeared, the air obviously thick with tension. James looked between his friends, "Oi, what did we miss?"

When you saw Harry you were instantly enraged, your inherant traits from Sirius coming in to play, "You little fucking rat, you weasel, you knew I was going to tell them over break, how could you tell Reggie before I could tell my parents, I'll hex you Potter, I swear it!"

You started after Harry, only for James's strong arms to lift you up by the waist and hold you tight, "Woah there, mini Sirius, calm down. I think this might be my fault. Harry told me out of concern and I might have boasted about your feats to Reggie."

You went slump in your Uncle's grasp, "Uncle Jamie...how could you." You were pouting as he sat you down, giving you a tight hug, "I'm sorry, star, I was just so dang proud of you."

You looked over at your parents, Sirius now rubbing Remus's back who was pinching the bridge of his nose. There was a knock on the door, causing everyone's attention to switch towards the distrubance.

Walking towards the door, you looked back with your hand on the handle, "Be nice." The marauders and Harry held up their hands in defense, Regulus crossed his, "No promises."

When you opened the door, Enzo stood there, cheeks slightly pink. "Erm, are you sure it's okay for me to be here?" You laughed slightly out of embarrassment, "How much did you hear exactly?"

"Enough to know I'm more afraid of Professor Lupin than Sirius," he whispered as he followed you through the door.

"Dad, Father, this is Enzo. My boyfriend," You gestured toward Enzo who gave a shy wave.

Remus placed his hand on his own chest, "Oh thank god it's Berkshire. I was really worried, star dear. Really worried. Thought maybe it was going to be the Nott boy."

This caused both you and Enzo to laugh, Enzo speaking up finally, "Merlin, no, sir. Nott's afraid of Y/n actually. So you've done a good job."

"Don't start kissing ass just yet, Berkshire," Regulus stuck a finger out at the boy.

"Uncle Reggie. Behave," you scolded him like a child, he looked down at the floor like one, too.

Sirius stepped forward, extending his hand, "So sorry, my boy. I'm Sirius, Y/n's father. You've met Moony, erm, Professor Lupin, her dad. He's sorry for anything you may have heard through the door."

Enzo grabbed his hand, shaking it firmly, "It's alright, sir. It's a pleasure to meet the men who've raised such a strong woman." Enzo smiled at you affectionately, causing you to blush in front of your family.

"Look at that, Moons. Our little star is growing up," Sirius wiped a faked fear, while Remus was holding back real ones.

You sighed, pinching the bridge of your nose like your dad had done earlier, "Alright, who's hungry, hmm? Shall we eat?" You led Enzo towards the large table. Everyone followed suit, both Regulus and Remus grumbling slightly.

As you sat down, Enzo gave your thigh a squeeze. He leaned over and whispered in your ear, "Star, huh? That's cute." You side-eyed him, giving him a slight glare, "You tell anyone, you're a dead man."

Enzo grinned to himself, "It'd be an honor to die by your hands, love."

Across the table, Sirius gave Remus's thigh a squeeze, "She's growing up, Moons. Our little star." Remus nodded, pouring himself some brandy, "That she is, Pads. Our little wolf is a woman now." Sirius scoffed, "She still needs us though right?" Remus nodded, smiling, "We'll always be there for her."

[sosoribro]

its fun to think that despite being blue beetle, jaime isn't good around bugs.

but its also fun to think that jenny really likes bugs and knows lots about them

so if there was a spider or something, jaime would always get jenny to get rid of it. she always insists on not killing them unless it is absolutely necessary. she deadass picks them up with her bare hands (unless they're too dangerous for her to do that) and gives them names and stuff before letting them go out a window and waving bye bye to them.

but one day jaime sees a spider and this time jenny insists that he deals with it this time.

so now shes holding his hands to stop them from shaking as he places the cup over the spider (and just for comedic affect, it is tiny) as shes saying stuff like "come on you can do it sweetie you're being very very brave good job"

and when its finally dealt with she's like "omg you did it!!! wow!!!! you're so brave and so handsome yes you are!!!!"

and just think of how many spiders are in ted's big dark abandonded house.

[normal-internet-user]

DATING MIKEY HEADCANONS:

Mikey is most definitely the most touchy feely.

He likes all forms of physical contact,

Hugs, kisses, holding hands, etc.

Whenever you're around, he is always holding onto you.

Always.

He LOVES painting with you.

Even if you aren't that good at it,

He will always tell you how much better you're getting at it.

He graffitied a HUGE and SUPER coloful mural of you on the abandonded building across the street from your apartment.

You just woke up one morning,

Went to open your bedroom window,

And boom.

There you were, in all your colorful, artistic glory.

When you asked him why he did that for you,

This boy looked you directly in the eye, with the BIGGEST smile EVER, and said, "Because I love you."

Heart offically mealted.

Mikey loves PDA.

Especially cheek kisses.

He.

Adores.

Cheek kisses.

You two have this thing going where you'll bake each other something like brownies or cookies every Friday,

Then exchange the sweets with each other and have a movie night.

He always stays over those nights.

Mikey makes his own comics staring him and his brothers along with April and you,

And he lets you read them.

Well, most of them.

There was ONE series he didn't want you to read.

But you were SO curious that you did,

And it turns out it was an ENTIRE comic illistration of how you two fell in love.

HE MADE A ROMANCE COMIC ABOUT YOU.

He was SUPER embarassed,

But you better tell him it's ok, because it is SO SO CUTE.

Cuddle time lasts for HOURS.

You two will just lay in one of your beds, with your shared playlist in the backround,

Holding onto each other until you HAVE to move.

And ONLY when you HAVE to.

If nothing makes you move,

You two will probably fall asleep together.

(Raph has an entire photo album of you two together.)

Leo loves to tease you two,

What with how lovey dovey you are.

But Mikey will quite literally just shrug,

And say something like, "At least I got an S/O. where's your's, huh, Leo?"

It makes you laugh everytime.

Speaking of,

Mikey LOVES your laugh.

He is always trying to make you giggle.

All the time.

Dating Mikey is super wholesome, and you must do your best to take good care of him.

GOT IT???

I wrote this while I ate a pizza pocket.

I just thought this was important imformation.

Good-day.

[dustinslovehandles]

People I met at the Pre Show for Wembley; a review!

Starting with people I got my picture taken with

Britt Baker: Very polite, though I feel like these events aren't her favourite thing to do, which is understandable. Genuinely surprised by how strong her american accent is in person! Had very soft skin and smelled like vanilla. 7/10

Toni Storm: Pretty lady! Very nice and friendly, despite saying that her shoes were killing her, hah! 8/10

Rick Knox: Seems like a nice enough guy, though we didn't really get to say anything to him so it's hard to say much about him. 6/10

Excalibur: Ahhh, what an absolute sweetheart! Very warm and friendly and shaped like a friend. Wasn't expecting him to be the person who made the biggest impact on me but there you go! Total cutie, 10/10

Mariah May: So sweet! Before I even got up to her she was telling me how much she liked my outfit and was just so nice. Like talking to an old friend from school, such a nice girl. 9/10

Aubrey Edwards: Not gonna lie, always had a bit of a crush on her so I'm very bias. But she was very friendly and sweet and is another person who commented on my outfit so much appreciated! Absolute sweetheart, 9/10.

Hook: Adorable, precious baby child. Kinda looked like an abandonded child but very sweet. I think I broke him when I went for a fist bump at the end because he entered polite mode and said thanks and that it was lovely to meet me, hah! 9/10

The Acclaimed/Billy Gunn: I'm so SO sorry my mother glomped you, Billy. Thank you for not having her kicked out or anything. 7/10, thought I was going to have a heart attack.

Now for people I ran into/saw but didn't get pictures with:

Nigel McGuinness: Had two interactions with him, one where I asked him to move out of my way, and one where he asked me to move out of his way. Things are now perfectly balanced and we can never meet again, 7/10

FTR: Walked past us several times and made my mum go "Oh, hello!" as they walked past and cracked up a nearby security guard. 7/10

RJ City: Has a genuine dorky charm to him, very sweet. Surprisingly big boy up close too! 8/10

Renee Paquette: SO pretty. However pretty you think she is, add some more. 8/10

Amanda Huber: Awesome lady, really loved talking to her. Very clever, very passionate and kind and caring. 10/10

The pre show was generally awesome, really enjoyed it and would definitely go again!

[ouroboros-hideout]

WIP WHATEVER

@olath124 tagged me for a WIP post. Thank you!

I am currently in the "I hate everything I do"-phase so it´s kinda hard to get anything done, but doing nothing feels even worse lmao.

So I finally managed to make a design for Aon´s clan-/business logo. Had some other sketches already but everything was way to playfull or had a huge amount of details and I wasn´t satisfied at all, so I threw it to the trash and started new (what was the right decision I think). Tried to go for a brutalism- look / very simple / bold / whatever-kind of thing. Just something you would expect to see in the Soviet Union while making business with some shady arms dealer.

It´s a combination of two rather simple thing: A Lynx and a very stylelized mine excavator wheel.

The Lynx is the animal I associate with her and it plays a small role in her lore too, so it had to be in the logo. The excavator symbolizez the abandonded mine she built her workshop in. I planned to include the name "Рысье логово" (translates to Lynx's den) aswell but everything I tried didn´t look really good so I just go without the font. Isn´t really necessary anyway. As you can see normally an excavator wheel has a lot more ...theeth? Shovel-things? Lmao you know what I mean hopefully. But I went with only five since I wanted to hide some values in it, that are very important for her and the people in her clan: Love, Forgiveness, Trust, Communication and Responsibility - basically some values every well-functioning family should have.

Did some really quick (and really bad) mockups for it aswell until I can put it into the game. Just wanted to see if all the small lines would work out or if I have to go bigger. But I guess it alright.

Ofc want to put it on her working clothes and maybe do a little pin for her other outfits. Besides that I want to put it on her motorbike (if I find one on Nexus or anywhere that looks like the one I imagine) and in her workshop somewhere on the wall (my to-do list is so over the top).

Yea that´s it for this week. I have a ridiculous amount of writing WIPs aswell but just throwing something here with no context feels kinda weird. So maybe next time when I overcome the first draft in any of my documents.

Tagging some people with no pressure as always

@blackrevell @sofia-in-nc @cybervesna @barghestapologist @kdval

@cyberholic77 @chevvy-yates

[ananke-xiii]

Billie's books&Chuck's drafts

When I say that I wouldn't really know what to answer if you asked me what "natural order" means in Supernatural I really mean it. It's either me overthinking about stuff (very very possible) or the show just didn't take a stand. Or, or, the writers couldn't agree/come up with a unifying idea about wtf they meant by "destiny".

Truth be told I personally don't get the whole "destiny vs free will" vibe of the show. The way I see it the theme is more about predestination and determinism, maybe? Or, perhaps, I don't think of destiny in the same terms as the show does.

Predestination could be consistent with the idea that Chuck is above space and time and can therefore manipulate events to his will, i.e. the will of God. But we obviously know that Chuck himself struggles with his machinations proving that they are not final at all.

Billie is more on the side of determinism, cause>effect, laws of nature and all that. As I've said, this is very close to Ruby's speech to Sam in s4, Michael's speech to Dean in s5 and "you will always end up here" vibes of Endverse!Lucifer in s5. But we also know they're wrong.

Unlike Chuck, Ruby, Michael, Lucifer and Billie seem to be very bound to the necessity of time. Billie believes in time because she is Death and therefore cannot not bend to its necessity; the others believe in time because they want to start the Apocalypse and end time altogether.

Unlike Billie, Michael, Ruby and Lucifer share the belief that the plan is inevitable because the primary cause is God. God has willed apocalypse, therefore it will happen. Billie, on the other hand, doesn't see God as the primary cause but as a nuisance that must be destroyed because he's disrupting the natural order.

You can see that there's a problem here because there is something MORE than God's will (therefore predestination needs to be abandonded as a concept) AND if God can do what he does it means that it's necessary that it happens, that his actions are part of the laws of nature (therefore determinism à la Billie must be discredited because God is NOT an interference at all).

So what the fuck? Following my "Billie won theory" (briefly: Billie wanted them all dead, no resurrection, no nothing, just things as they were prior to Chuck inserting himself into the narrative which is what happened in the end basically) we are actually back to square one: natural order is NOT restored because there was nothing to restore in the first place. Was it all... for nothing?

Mmmm, unfortunately.... yes?

Let's go back to "destiny". Destiny means something that it's fixed, defined, established... dare I say... written? It's not something you go towards to but something that prevents you to arrive to certain destinations (ihih how much fun am I? tell the truth). Destiny is NOT in the future. Destiny is the past. And it can very much be changed, people. Not the events per se (or, well, maybe one day humans will be able to, who knows? For now it seems like only Angels and maybe some other cosmic entities like Jack can, Chuck is not interested in the past because he doesn't want to look at it, he hopes to rewrite it by repeating the same patterns and stories) but the relations you have with them. You change your narrative, your story, the way your life has been treating you so far and you, indeed, change your past. For instance, if you've seen yourself as "daddy's blunt instrument" all your life and then, suddenly, one day, you say "No, this is not who I am" you have changed your past. It doesn't define you anymore. You're free from your Destiny.

It's literally as simple as that (it is definitely not, a lifetime maybe is not even enough for this but we can all try, maybe we can be free from our destiny for a day or two years and then we relapse. It's okay, we can try again).

We couldn't ask for a better visual representation of this giant mistake (well, it's a mistake to me, of course, to each their destiny's vibes) they all made in SPN than Billie's books and Chuck's drafts.

I've already mentioned how nobody seemed to notice that Chuck was still writing the ending in S5. They were all screaming and shouting about Apocalypse and the fucker hadn't even written it yet. Of course Castiel could come in and exploit that loophole. He took God by surprise by using the favorable winds of the kairos, the right moment, the qualitative aspect of time. He was revolutionary in that moment not (only) because he changed the narrative but because he changed his narrative: I was an Angel of the Lord who did as told but now I am not anymore, I make it up as I go (Lucifer was so close but also so so alone and nobody can make it alone)(or maybe someone can, the fuck do I know, surely some help...helps,though).

Nobody also seemed to notice that Death's books magically and conveniently kept changing their endings. I'm sorry but what? You don't fool me, those do not represent destiny, which, by definition, is what is written and fixed. Death's books are just that: stories, like Chuck's. Some of their endings got edited, so what? They should have totally focused on their beginnings or middle parts or whatever and change those if they wanted to change their destiny. But, of course, Billie wouldn't have allowed it because this is precisely what she didn't want: no resurrection, no manipulation of time, let's all go back to the "good old days" that never existed.

So who changed their own destiny, in the end? Well, Castiel did. Dean did, briefly, and then he eventually gave up. Jack and Sam didn't.

It was so obvious that SPN spinoff would have been about the past.

That needed to be changed to change their destiny. Say what you will but they got it right. Too late, still, they tried!

[yellowbluemoonshine]

Analysis of Shouto-Touya/Dabi Relationship;

Thanks for the ask, @trinityrus. And dont worry. Your english is fine ^^. I actually talk about this a little in here and here but well, lets start.

I think Shouto and Touya’s relationship is very entertaining and amazing because despite the fact that they are siblings but they are strangers but even so, they are same because of Endeavour’s abuse but even that abuse is different so that makes them different.

Shouto and Touya always wanted to switch because they thought other one had it better.

Shouto always had Endeavour’s attention, he was used as tool to make his father’s dreams come true so he wished he could be just like his siblings but that wouldnt make his life better because his siblings are traumatized in a different way. That ‘neglect’, the idea that ‘they are failure’ to their father. Especially we know how it broke Touya.  Shouto cant relate to Touya’s desire to please his father because he never liked his father.

And Touya thinks if he wasnt failure, if he was strong enough, if he was just like Shouto, he thinks his life would be better but it wouldnt because that ‘training’, carrying the dreams of their parents is abuse, even Touya didnt see it that way. They both are miserable in a different way. Whether you are golden child or black ship, doesnt matter, because you are still abuse victim. Basically, just from the start, they unable to understand each other’s sitution.

Shouto as ‘golden child’, he hated his left side. Because his father abused his mother, Shouto didnt want to be like him, thats why he ‘repressed’ it.

Touya as ‘abandonded child’, he hold on every similarities between him and his father because he desperately need his attention. And he was never taught to how to put out the fire, which is why, instead of repression, we see opposite of it. Expression. Him ‘lashing out’. His feelings are out of control and he doesnt know how to stop it.

This is the same dynamic we see between main villain trio and main hero trio. Izuku repress his anger and self destructs while Tomura express his anger and his anger is literally out of control, both hurting himself and others. Uraraka repress her needs and her romantic feelings while Toga express everything. Same for Shouto and Dabi too. Shouto respress his anger and anything relates to his past while Dabi express and hold onto every part of his past.

Earlyroki was also repressing but even when he repress, his anger would come out of control. He would fail miserably and lash out to people around him. His fight with Midoriya calmed him down because he finally see his own wroth outside of his father and he started to heal. But the problem is his flaw didnt go away.

Shouto continued to repressing everything. He endured to work with his father and continued to training under him. We can see how his ‘anger’ didnt go away because he almost killed Tetsutetsu in match. He endures, endures, until he cant anymore. Then his feelings get out of control. Its good thing that Shouto wants to be his own hero but the way system it is, it forces him to work with his abuser and since hero kids are raised to be like soldiers, he is unable to heal properly. He wants to move on and be his own person but its like he is stuck.

Their biggest common point with dabi is that anger that made them more like their father, this is what Shouto see in Dabi. ‘He is me’. Its actually very mature of Shouto to see that he could turn out just like his big brother but at the same time, he is projecting a lot. Thats one of the issues between Shouto and Touya.

Shouto relates to Dabi’s anger but since he is trying to move on so bad, he is repressing his anger. One of the biggest flaws of both Shouto and Dabi’s is they distance theirselves from their feelings a lot.

This is why we see Shouto asking this; If you survived back then, why didnt you come home?

As if Earlyroki wouldnt run away, if he had a chance.

‘Dad was a madman, our family was messed up’. By saying this, Shouto lessens his own trauma. As if Endeavour didnt hurt innocent people. He is busy with ‘playing hero’ because thats how he was taught. End of the day, he is still hero and heroes are not allowed to have feelings in society.

Todoroki family doesnt really know the Earlyroki or you could say ‘it was okay Shouto to be violent, since he is hero and he only hurts villains’ but Shouto know his own feelings, his dark side and thats why he still can see Dabi as brother. He is the only one who seems to see Dabi as person more than other members of family.

Because of Endeavour, Shouto wants to become kind of hero who wants to save his family, he wants to be invidual so Dabi is perfect match for him. Dabi is big challenge for him to be the kind of person he wants to be because he symbolize the past Shouto tries to repress. He knows he has to face it but he really doesnt know how to. This is why we see him treating him as brother in one moment and tries to talk with him but the fight goes on, he starts treating him as villain. ‘You wont hurt innocent people anymore’.

Shouto cant reach out to Touya because he didnt adress his own trauma properly. If Shouto cant see himself as victim, he cant see Touya either. If society doesnt see the flaws of society that lets people like Endeavour get away, then he cant save his brother.

This is even more obvious with Dabi. He literally see him as puppet and copy of Endeavour. Just like Shouto, they both know what happenned to them is abuse, that they both are victims but he internalized his abuse too much, Dabi justify the abuse Endeavour did to him in his mind. That he is failure and Shouto is masterpiece so if Dabi cant see himself as victim, not as failure, then how can see Shouto as another victim, instead of masterpiece? They both dehumanizing theirselves, thats exactly why they unable to see each others as inviduals because they cant even allow theirselves to be invidual.

Once again, we can see this with Shouto when he looked at is brother’s power and he said ‘we both carry the same blood’, even though he was supposed to be not bound by blood. We can still see him struggling with his own issues.

So basically, if they want to heal, they have to adress their own pain. They have to accept that they are victims. Shouto has to stop repressing his anger and shouldnt force himself to get along with system and Dabi has to realize that even he was powerfull like Shouto, his problems wouldnt be solved. That training would still be abuse. So i cant imagine those two healing without acknowledging each others’s pain because that way, they will also have to acknowledge their pain first.

Both Shouto and Dabi still looking for a reason for their existence. Why were they born at that home? They both desperarely looking worth in theirselves. Shouto find it in class 1 A and Dabi find it in league. Shouto wants to know his brother better and be together with his family and Dabi in deep also wants to turn back to his family (except Endeavour because he doesnt deserve it).

Of course, Dabi is gonna push Shouto first and he is still pushing him because he is pushing himself. He acts like Touya is someone else, that his identity died but its not true. We see it with his fight with Shouto. First, he acts like a villain and make a speech about society but the fight goes on, he loose his anger and starts to act like brother, opposite of Shouto who repress it, Dabi express it.

Since those two desire for the same and they can understand each others more than anyone, i think they will eventually get along really well. And i mentioned in my other post, their characters really fits each others. Touya always express himself with actions more than words while Shouto always pay attention to someone’s actions more than their words. They will get along really well.

Bonus;

Source

When they were kids, they were strangers but Shouto always wanted to know about his big brother Touya more and most likely, Touya didnt want to feel jeolosy towards innocent Shouto but he couldnt help it. But if Endeavour wasnt horrible human being, then they would most likely support each others and become great heroes together. Even as villain-hero, they inspire each others so as heroes, they would even be better and thats the future they deserve.

[theheraldsrest]

3 situations for each companion and advisor when Inquisitor witnessed them being competent/badass/admirable? (I hope it counts, because it's not typical "companions react" and if 3 examples for each character is too much it can be just 1!)

“Companions being Competent, Badass, or Admirable”

Alright, I put this one off for too long. I kept coming back to this one and then leaving just because I didn’t know how I wanted to write this one. But now, here it is. Hope it suffices.

-Lord Lex

Cullen

Admirable- Stood up to several templars, declaring his loyalty and trust to the Inquisition and those who were in it. If they had a problem with it, then they could take it up with him.

Badass- During battle, a shield was thrown towards him in an act to incapacitate him. Instead, he had caught it, used it to protect himself before throwing it right back at the enemy’s head.

Competent- Moving his troops. It takes a noble to talk things out and a spy master to pull the strings, but to plan out and choose movements on a battlefield while also counting for your enemy’s movements takes a soldier.

Josephine

Admirable- Holding her ground while defending the Inquisition during the trials. Quite literally telling another noble man to “fuck off”.

Badass- For one of the first times in her life, she picked up a sword and defended several allies during the diplomatic talks. 

Competent- Always when she is surrounded by the court. She is full of stress and yet hides it so well when dealing with such people.

Leliana

Admirable- Her heart can be quite soft. She has taken time from her own duties to help refugees coming in, making sure they get enough supplies or food.

Badass- We all had seen her snap someone’s neck with her legs. Enough said.

Competent- As your spy master, it is her duty to know everything and anything happening in the shadows. This includes working with her fellow advisors to bringing down your enemies until there is nothing left, manuvering the perfect people to the perfect job.

Vivienne

Admirable- Has strode across a room to take you by the arm and steer you away from unsavory words, insulting them while also making sure you’re alright.

Badass- Mages should not be the forefront on a battlefield. She stepped between you and death (a dragon) to put up an ice wall, acting as if it was an every day ordeal.

Competent- Was being insulted by some mages who knew her when she was younger about being part of the Inquisition. Her response? “Don’t care, didn’t ask, seethe.” 

Varric

Admirable- Stuck around with the Inquisition and believed in it (you) through everything, even if it’s disbanded. Will fight tooth and nail to support you.

Badass- Has fired off bolts while falling with precise aim. Continues to say he’s one of the best archers in your group.

Competent- Man will take most of his secrets to the grave. Anything you tell him will never be shared, even if he was tortured. He’ll keep tabs on most people, knowing most business that goes on around him.

Cole

Admirable- He’ll sit with both the templars and mages and listen. He doesn’t care who anyone is, if they wish to speak he’ll be there, to listen or to learn.

Badass- Simply had to give a look to a man, a look so empty of emotion and yet so full of rage, to make the man back down from his arguement.

Competent- Has very good memory for most things. Could recite entire books to you if asked. Has listed off war plans and marked maps exactly where Coriphitittie Corypheus and Samson were planning on attacking.

Solas

Admirable- He may say that most elves are not his people, but you’ve witnessed him defending a group from some hunters, telling them that the land they were on were sacred ground for the elves.

Badass- Has brought an entire abandonded tower down onto the heads of the enemy with a simple spell. 

Competent- Man is history itself. He’ll tell you events that had happened throughout and where, saying that he witnessed them in dreams. Even the friends he has made within the fade have helped him through the years

Cassandra

Admirable- She will stick with you through thick and thin, no matter your choices. As long as you prove to be for the better and want to help, she’ll defend your word.

Badass- She’s thrown away her shield and sword to grab a hold of your group members before they fell down the side of a cliff. Was able to pull everyone back up before going right back into the fray.

Competent- She’s a battle strategist, she knows how to move and what will be more successful. And she’ll make the hard decisions if need be.

The Iron Bull

Admirable- He’ll use his body as a shield for those he cares about. He’ll stand in the way of danger to protect your group or the Chargers, just to keep everyone safe.

Badass- Has run head first at a dragon. Doesn’t seem smart but it distracted it long enough for everyone to take it down. Bull held on like he was riding the bull.

Competent- It’s not all muscles and brawn. He, too, is a battle strategist (second best to Cassandra). He’ll take in to account everything and anything that can happen to the point where you can hear him say “Just as expected.”

Dorian

Admirable- Most people called Dorian selfish in the beginning. It might’ve been a little true, but now he’d give up whatever there is to help others. Including some old clothes he had had to help pay for some food for the soldiers and refugees.

Badass- A single flame spell that he used to trigger off several traps, catching the enemy off guard. No one had even seen the traps nor knew they were there.

Competent- Not just a pretty face, you know. Has made it his goal to know true historical events as well as sharing them along with magic and other secrets that were well kept. 

Sera

Admirable- She’ll chuck a jar of bees or give a haymaker to whoever you want her to. And she’s done it just out of spite for you. 

Badass- The only time you’ve seen her dead serious was when she took down several lackies in a few seconds before going up to a leader and punching him. Proceeded to threaten him, that if he ever showed his face again that she’ll send him to the Fade. And she’s been there.

Competent- Acts like she doesn’t understand most things, but that’s just because it’s not explained in her way. She has secret codes, names, dealings, and friends all over since Red Jenny’s growth. 

Blackwall

Admirable- For those who know his real name and have beef, he takes it. He’ll accept whatever for his past if only to help heal the pain he might’ve caused for others.

Badass- His shield has been both his defense and his weapon. Lost his sword but didn’t stop him as he rammed and used the edge of it to cut down his enemies. 

Competent- Will fight to the end, whether with sword or with words. No the most eloquent but he knows when someone needs defending and he’ll gladly take it upon himself to make sure people are ok.

[putschki1969]

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Talk Garden Vol.8!! ~The Longest Episode in the History of My Garden~

Wakana's Talk Garden Vol.8 has just been uploaded! This time, I abandonded the idea of a strict topic (the presents are also on hold for the time being☆), and instead, I wanted to do a sort of extra edition where you could send me all of your questions for me. I was very determined to read as many messages as possible! And as a result...the podcast ended up being over an hour long!! 😂🤣Sorry!! *laughs* I didn't edit it at all so you get to listen to everything🤣Everyone, please take your time and check it out＼＼\٩( 'ω' )و //／／

I'd like to post some photos of the things I talked about in the podcast! This here is the whiskey which I always use to make highballs🥃Looks cute together with Tet. Next up are my training items. A FLOWIN training mat with pads. Apparently, professional footballer Yūto Nagatomo ⚽️ also uses them. Next are my voice training companions. These are textbooks for voice lessons. They are incredibly helpful. This is already my second Concone book. Then we have this English chat app. Here you can see Teacher Susan (AI). She says a lot of difficult things that I struggle to understand. Finally, these are my hair care and makeup products. I use most of them daily, depending on my mood. I mainly go for the pink one in the middle. And these are my latest top makeup products. The yellow ones look so cute. I bought the star-shaped shiny silver one to apply some of it to my décolletage at the Ghibli concert but then I completely forgot to do it.

All right. that's about it! If I wasn't able to convey my answers properly during the podcast, please check out the pictures here for reference !(I'm not very good at explaining)

Thank you so much for all the messages! 🤗

If there's anything else you'd like to ask me, please feel free to write it in the comment section of this blog post or along with your message for the next talk topic o(^▽^)o

Speaking of which, the next talk topic for the episode on May 10th will focus on two things since my concert "Wakana 5th Anniversary Live ~The "VOICE" Stories~" is just two days after that and May 12th also happens to be Mother's Day, so I'd like to hear about both the concert as well as everyone's mothers🤔Therefore, the next talk topic is: ・Stories about your mother ・Your routine on the day of a live ・Things you're looking forward to at the concert

I know, I'm greedy😂You can choose your favourite topic and narrow it down to one or you can write something for all of them!! I'll be waiting for your submissions~~!! !! !! !! !!

Well, that's it for today! Until next time~☆( '▽')/

＊＊＊Wakana＊＊＊

2024/04/28 Blog post by Wakana 会報続編‼︎春の訪れとあなたとの出逢い〜薬局編〜

FC Bulletin Sequel‼︎ Arrival of Spring & Meeting You〜Pharmacy Edition〜

This is a continuation from the Talk Corner in the latest issue of my fan club bulletin. My diagnosis story ended with me visiting an ENT specialist due to a feeling of pressure in my ears. There, I ended up receiving a shocking diagnosis from the doctor that I might be experiencing hay fever😇 Unable to accept this sudden reality, I grabbed my prescription and headed to the pharmacy, feeling anxious. When I entered the pharmacy feeling depressed, I was greeted by two female pharmacists with kind smiles.

Pharmacist 1 (hereinafter referred to as Pharma1): "This is a prescription for an allergy medicine. Do you suffer from hay fever?" Wakana (hereinafter referred to as W): "Yes…it seems like I'm making hay fever debut..." Pharma1+Pharma2: (with a big smile in unison) "Ohhh! Welcome to our world! \(^o^)／" 😂 Pharma1: "Don't worry. It will go away if you take this medicine. Also, the doctor didn't prescribe anything strong so I don't think you're struggling with serious symptoms." Pharma2: "These days, there are many ways to deal with hay fever so you really don’t need to worry!" W: "Thank you…😭" (What a relief *sobs* Along with the pressure in my ears, I sometimes got itchy eyes. I had been prescribed eye drops, but the pharmacists told me there was a ``eye drop-type eye wash'' that they recommended. I asked them to introduce it to me. ) Pharma1: "Well, that girl from one of the something-something~zaka bands is doing a commercial for it." Pharma2: "That’s right, the one from the ~Zaka group!." Pharma1: "What's their name again? There are too many already!" Pharma2: "Hmm, yes, I wonder which group it was…" W: " Ugh, sorry, I'm not familiar with the group...'' (← I wasn't able to follow their conversation and had to give a vague answer. The two of them kept trying to remember the group's name instead of trying to figure out the girl's name from the commercial. By the way, the correct answer was Erika Ikuta from the first group, Nogizaka46.)

This is the eyewash that was recommended. In the morning, usuallly use something else to wash my eyes but the two pharmacists said this eye wash was even better😳 Now, after washing my face in the morning and before putting in my contacts, I always use this "Well Wash EYE"! ←It kind of looks like in the commercial. Of course, you can also use it as a sort of eye drop when you are out and about, so I keep it in my bag 😊

Anyway, I was very anxious about experiencing my very first hay fever, but thanks to the two kind pharmacists my future is looking bright! ! 😊 . . . . As for my current condition, I think the hay fever has completely gone away🤣🤣🤣 I no longer need to take allergy medicine every night 😂 Sometimes my eyes mysteriously swell, when I went to the allergist, I was prescribed the same medicine as last time, so I think I'll keep it on hand in case something flares up again. It was a short experience with hay fever...🥺😂 However, it may be a seasonal thing and the symptoms may appear again in the future! If that happens, I will remember those kind pharmacists and get through it! ! ･:*+.\(( °ω° ))/.:+

Now, I'll post some pictures from the "Selfie Challenge" that I talked about in my last "Talk Garden" episode! [Note: A fan asked her to post more pictures of herself on Instagram since it's mostly flowers and the sky XD] Ughhh, it's so difficult... I don't even know what to do with my face. This is clearly the face of someone who has been completely defeated... The road to selfies is rough *laughs*😂 I'll continue to do my best so please support me! ! 🥺🥺✨

So, that’s it for today! Everyone, please enjoy Golden Week ~ ＼＼\\٩( 'ω' )و //／／ Until next time~ ☆( *'▽'*)/

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Wakana’s Talk Garden #8

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Vol 8 Topic “Anything you'd like to ask Wakana” Someone asked Wakana about her weight. To be honest, I've always been curious about that as well (especially since Keiko started talking so openly about her weight and different diets) but I would have never found the courage to actually ask her about it. Unfortunately, Wakana is not nearly as willing to share this sort of stuff with us. She says she is a bit embarrassed and would rather not talk about it but for the past five years, she has roughly been the same weight. Another interesting snippet: Her favourite movie is Interstellar, her favourite actors are Haruka Ayase and Takao Osawa

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『Wakana 5th Anniversary Live ～The “VOICE” Stories～』 FC Tokuten

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『Wakana 5th Anniversary Live ～The “VOICE” Stories～ After Talk Event』

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[skylertheghost]

im placing my bets rn so that in like 2-3 years time i can reblog this and be like "NO FUCKING WAY"

(important note: IM NOT A SM LORE EXPERT I JUST WATCHED THE EPISODES AND IM BASING THIS OFF OF THOSE)

okay so its like a theory (GAME THEORY) that skids dad is the cult leader, most likely. and we know that his mum wanted to get rid of her husbands stuff, right? no normal widow would want to get rid of all her husbands possesions so he mustve done something REALLY bad. (probably making a death cult idk /sarc)

thats pretty obvi, but skid has also shown that he has an immunity to monsters and spirits and stuff (besides moloch). and even pump has a bit of immunity to a degree, not going into a daze like everyone else when seeing the eyes. it makes me think that skids dad probably had similar abilites like this and made this community of people to figure out if they could achieve human immortality by being able to communicate with these eltrich beings that no normal human is able too. at same point he probably fucked around too much and died somehow to these beings.

due to being, ya know, A CULT LEADER, he probably manipulated Lila a fair bit. which could be part of why she wanted to get rid of his stuff, but maybe also she found out about some of the things he had been doing. but maybe not the eltrich monster part, since she seemed scared and shocked by dexter like any normal person who wouldnt know of things like that (or at least thats what i remember i havent rewatched the series in a bit) and by ep 6 she probably thought all these incidents were related to him somehow.

Now with skid. like i said i think these "powers" got passed down by his father. and it seems these beings always come to skid in some way or another, maybe they knew of his father and took some sort of liking to him. and even though moloch did NOT like him, skid unknowingly kept him at bay. which is odd, seeing how Father gregors attempts at banishing Moloch was hard and repetitive to do.

And with Pump, i think somehow he might have some sort of "powers" like skid. just not as powerful as his. and i think that might be partly why his parents have completly abandonded him and his sister. in those photos they seemed exetremely loving and careing, even making sure to leave the two of them with a family member. there mustve been something dangerous.

so tldr i think

-skids dad has these "powers" so he can talk to eltrich beings and used them to start his cult.

-uses these abilites to find knowledge about how to achieve human immortality

-probably died the beings somehow.

-skids dads powers got passed down to skid

-pump also has these abilites just slightly different and not as powerful

-may be why pumps parents left

[mackmp3]

do you set your alarm for 7am every day and immediately after waking up post Missy doctor who. because thats literally so real of you always and forever

no lol i generally wake up ~6.30/6.45 and then lie in bed for a while & then look at tumblr to wake myself up a bit but i've been on study leave and forgor i have school today and also was up until like 11 last night watching peter capaldi shows & then finishing my book so i woke up at almost exactly seven after having a version of this recurring dream i get about the rooms behind the classrooms at my primary school being endless old hallways & bathrooms but it merged into this awesome abandonded house i think cos i've been thinking about abandoned buildings a lot recently but anyways i woke up and was like AHHH I HAVE SCHOOL so got out my computer in an attempt to get my brain to wake up quicker and it just happened to be missy

[your-friendly-neighbourh00d-fag]

your hcs have intrigued me immensely and i would also like to know about funkobra if its not too much trouble :]

'if it's not too much trouble' babygirl i am literally in love with you shut up

ghoul is Never Ever Ever Ever Allowed to drive Python [kobra's bike]. well, he's not allowed to drive the Am either, but kobra enforces the rule so much harder than party. its fine though, ghoul likes riding with his arms around kobra's waist anyway :) [< oneshot idea hello.]

kobra's such a simp, like when ghoul puts even the teeniest tiniest effort into how he looks [even just like. cleaning the grease and sand and blood off his face] kobra's like. oh. hi. hello. who is this beautiful person i see. and incredibly embarrasses himself blushing. god forbid ghoul puts on eyeshadow, kobra'd DIE

one time they tried to bake together. the oven blew up.

they like watching the stars on the roof above the diner

ghoul has nightmares a lot, and kobra often wakes up in the middle of the night to find him crying, so kobra has to comfort him. usually the best way to fix it is to just hug him really really bone crushingly tight until he falls back asleep.

that's also why they never sleep in the dark, there's always a few candles on, or the blinds open so the stars light up the room

ghoul's really religious, but kobra and the witch are tight, which makes for some... interesting dynamics. ghoul's all 'kobra you have to respect her!!!' "if you're praying tell that bitch to stop resurrecting party on witchfucker wednesday"

kobra has a tattoo gun, and he's always adding ones for ghoul. the most recent ones, he got all their joy symbols done down his collarbone. kobra kisses those.

they make dumb bets all the time, like 'if this coin flip lands heads then i get all your rations for a week' "if you dont clear this jump you have to sleep outside tonight" and then jet has to come in and be like. no no. you don't get to starve eachother just because you lost a bet. you dont have to commit to the bit that hard.

kobra teaches ghoul to read, but he still likes kobra reading to him best

ghoul will only ever use petnames in spanish [i read in a fic somewhere that he was half spanish and i love that so much and now its canon to me] like, he'll never say babe or sweetheart or anything, only hermoso and los querido and mi corazon

ghoul loves bright colours and stuff, so he has a bunch of necklaces and beaded bracelets and stuff that kobra made him which he wears everywhere, even if they're under his shirt or whatever and you can't seen them. his favourite one's red and yellow.

kobra def gets really avoidant when he's anxious, and he just closes himself off from everyone, getting into a 'what if they all secretly hate me' mindset. ghoul always has to remind him no :( i dont hate you :(

they find an abandonded tin of nitrous and try to make ice cream one time, it actually works out better than they expected. buuuut then the girl gets sad because IT'S SO GOOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S NO MORE

one time ghoul //accidentally// left his bomb wip in their room. he slept in the diner booths for a week after that.

when ghoul started dressing more fem, kobra was GONE. like party has had to leave the room several times because the staring was getting embarrassing. kobra kid simp agenda!!!! im so serious!!!

:D it is literally. eleven thirty so i need to Stop but !!!! the sillies ! !!!

[strummingmyheart]

well i dont normally use tumblr n i deleted my last account because i hated everything about it !! so anyway, you can call me finney, rody or clem, any pronouns but he/it by default, please & thanks yew, i really like sea life especially koi fish or magnapinna squid, n my favorite animal is probably either cats or giraffe's. im in alot of fandoms so I'm only gonna name a few rn, !!

i really like the dcu although mostly batfam and young justice (both the comics & the cartoon), vocaloids !! (mostly kaito, len kagamine, gumi, luka, miku and gakupo), l the mcu although mostly spider-man,deadpool n daredevil, mcyt (ex; life games, hermitcraft, empires smp, etc.), studio investigrave (ex; dead plate and cold front), omori, ensemble stars, random story games i find (like literal storys that are interactive, i usually find them on itch.io and dashingdon, like infamous by amy ^^), bungo stray dogs (the mangs, the anime & the mobile game !!!), project sekai [my favz r tsukasa, mafuyu, shizuku n basically all of wxs, !!], VIVINOS [ex; alien stage and pink bitch club], flcl, vkei (ex; malice mizer, gulu gulu, Yuugure GIRL SUICIDE, etc.), danganronpa, bandori, twisted wonderland, d4dj, the guy she was intrested in wasn't a guy at all, good omens, hi3, yttd, fe (fire emblem) [the entire franchise], persona, n so so many more, so many.

my favorite colors are yellow, red, black and pink. i read alot of fanfiction but im terrible of writing, my favorite book is the goldfinch n I'll probably post one of my old mini rants about it,[ i also might post my when twilight strikes lore dump... wtv I'll get 2 that later!!!11 ], while my favorite book series is percy jackson or the tim drake: robin series if comics count :3.

i like drawing but im really bad at drawing already existing characters, i appreciate constructive criticism but if ur just gonna be rude abt it, don't.

examples of my art !! ;;

the first oc is mei lynn, her whole backstory is basically that she's SUUPER unlucky, like really REALLY bad luck, and on her way 2 school she did isekai'd, fell through the air, landed in a lake and broke her leg ^^

n the second oc is florian, his nickname is driam, hes a dragon shifter, meaning he has a full dragon form (which i haven't drawn yet), a half dragon-half human form, and a fully human form (i haven't drawn this yet either), n his backstory is that his parents who were also dragon shifters [and unapollogetically so] were killed by discriminatory humans who beleive shifters shouldn't be aloud rights called hunters, so he usually just parades around as a human, the only people who know hes a dragon shifter are his partners, (havent drawn them yet but he has 2 partners; his boyfriend abbie who's a cat shifter and his girlfriend mira, whos a mage that specializes in ice, water, and healing magic) and bestfriends, (elliott, a freelance programmer who beleives everyone deserves rights, shifter or not and protests these rights happily. piper, florian's roomate before he moved in with his partners, a human who lightly dabbles in plant magic but she wouldn't consider herself a mage, her apartment is above her flower shop which she named ' The Bluebell ', its her pride and joy and she hired mira to set up protection runes around the shop that activate when they close up for the night. and mikhail, whos a demon that refuses to make a deal with anyone for anything out of fear theyll hurt them because a deal with a demon always backfires on the person making the deal with them because a demon always wins in the deal they make, and demons are just angels who were abandoned by their patron god/goddess, mikhail's patron goddess was the goddess of the night and stars, he was abandonded by her out of hope that the mistreatment he got for being an angel would lessen and in a way it did because in the end he found a family.)

this post wasnt sposed 2 b about my ocs but it was fun to write about...

next post i do will most likely be alot of headcanons for alot of different fandoms !!

[antoncore]

hiii, thought about archi major anton ☺️ you're hanging out with him in his dorm, sitting on his couch as you watch him drawing a site plan for an upcoming project, one sleeve of his shirt rolled all the way up 😋 you watch how his hand moves so smoothly along the paper, gripping the pencil tightly, his arm slightly flexing when he presses down while drawing. he pretends not to notice you zoning out but gives up when he accidentally makes eye contact with you. he asks you what's wrong, almost playfully. you kind of regret coming over, knowing he'd tease you if he knew you were thirsting over him like this... he lets it go the first time, but when he can't focus because of you staring him down and seeing that in his peripheral vision, he smirks and everything clicks for him. with a newfound confidence, he asks you if you like the sight of his arm or maybe the sight of his hands. you admit it quickly, feeling bold enough. he mutters something about taking a break and he stands up from his seat on the carpet, abandonding his work on the small coffee table. he walks over to you and asks you to lay down, making you suck on his fingers. of course he gets impatient, so he decides to fuck you, choking you while doing so :D

anon you are feeding us all!!

once he realised you had a thing for his hands/arms he wouldn’t stop teasing you abt it!!! always making you suck on his fingers randomly (which would get him hard and you wet) and he would take pictures of you with his fingers in your mouth🤭 he’d also take pictures of you in missionary with his hand wrapped around your neck😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 and imagine if he teased you in front of the other members for having a choking kink HSJPWHD gonna go insane omfg