#theta love and mine

[harbingersecho]

let me go, please -- i don't wanna do this!

[fishfingersalad]

i think the idea of the ais appearance slowly starting to mimic their freelancers appearances in little ways is so <3333 deltas hair is slicked up at the front like yorks, thetas hair gets slight curls from north and he gets dimples from south, gamma smiles crooked like wyoming, iotas hair is tied up like carolinas, omega gets scars where tex has been 'injured', eta mimics wash as well as carolina but his eyes light up the same way hers do when she smiles, epsilons hair is messy the way washs is rather than the way churchs is. sigma doesnt get any maine traits because he rejects their bond in favour of control. theyre so fundamentally changed by those they care about that becoming one again like sigma intends could never fully work

[raviollies]

Never letting go of how perfect Athena the Tireless' theme fits for Theta

[schlattsdoll]

Schlatt from the otk iq test video with school girl reader (praise/corruption kink)🙈

mine. all mine. - jschlatt

fem/afab reader

minors dni

warnings: smut, oral (fem receiving), p in v, unprotected sex, schlatt calls himself daddy, rikki sucks at writing endings

notes: im thinking college au?? innocent!girly!reader x fratboy!schlatt??? inject it into my veins. i felt like a FUCKING GENIUS naming the frat hehe. also this is WAY LONGER than i wanted it to be, i got carried away again

it wasnt his fault you looked so good in your pastels and short skirts, paired excellently with knee high socks. your innocence adding to how badly he had wanted to corrupt you, to ruin you. truthfully, this was meant to be a study date, being paired with jay to do scene from romeo and juliet for an acting class. as you read the lines, your face flushed knowing what came next. sensing your nervousness, schlatt stopped you. "hey, you know we don't have to do this." his hand "unintentionally" on your thigh, rubbing soothing circles. you shook your head, "n-no. we're gonna have too. it's not that i don't want too, y-you're very attractive its just, i uh, i've never done this before."

bingo. something as small as taking your first kiss would be more than enough to satisfy him until he could fully ruin you, make you his.

"i'd be more than willing to help doll." he winked, causing your face to flush again, hiding behind your hands. "don't hide that pretty face from me. i mean it, i won't bite. unless ya ask me too." his hand coming up and holding your chin in his hand. he leans down and kisses you gingerly, a soft moment between you too. as you melt into the kiss, schlatt's hands make their way to your face, holding either side of your cheeks. "wow..." you whispered breathlessly after pulling away, smiling. jay smiled too, "how was that toots?"

"can we do that again?"

you two had practiced the kiss, several more times than needed, each time increasing in force and passion. hands wrapped in each others hair, at one point you wound up in his lap.

thats how you wound up in his bed at the omicron theta kappa (otk) house. your back against his pillows, legs spread and skirt hiked up while he sat between them. his large fingers tracing the wet patch in your pink panties, teasing your soaked core while you wriggled under his touch. "j-johnathan." you whined out breathlessly. "is all this from me kissing you baby? look at you, ever touched yourself before dolly?" you hid your face in your hands ashamed and his smirk grew. "nothing wrong with making yourself feel good baby, lemme make you feel good. can i toots?" he started to pull your underwear down as you nodded your head, words lost in your throat. "use your words doll. i won't do anything unless i hear you say it." you manage to choke out a yes, very weakly. schlatt helps you wiggle out out of the now drenched panties, and smiles down at you. "if it gets too much, let me know."

schlatt takes a headband off his nightstand and pushes his hair back, and tentatively licks your sopping cunt, causing you to bite back a moan. "doll, lemme hear you. wanna hear all the pretty sounds you're gonna make." his mouth returning to your pussy, giving little kitten licks to your clit. normally, he was a complete munch, but he has to hold himself back to not overstimulate you. he brings his hand down to slowly insert a finger into your wet heat. you squirm and a little moan escapes your lips as he smirks once again. "you're so tight baby, gonna have to stretch you out before i can make you mine. that's what you are right, my little dolly?" he leans up to kiss you while he fingers you, tasting yourself on his tongue. he deepens the kiss when he adds a second finger, loving the way you moaned into the kiss. he pulls away to instruct you, "grind your hips down baby. that's it, my good girl."

jay caught how you had reacted to being called that. "oh you liked that didn't you? my good girl, love this tight fuckin pussy. can't wait to taste more of you." his thumb reached up to up to rub your clit, his fingers curling and hitting that sweet spot you've never been able to hit. he felt your walls clench around his fingers and he sped up just a little, "gonna cum for me toots? go on, cum for daddy."

your orgasm hits you like a brick wall, cumming hard around him leaving you breathless. schlatt pulls out his fingers and licks them clean, "so fucking yummy. wanna taste you everyday."

you go to sit up and get on your knees, when he looks at you like a confused puppy. "whatcha doin toots?" you look up at him, "a-aren't i supposed to do something for you now?" his cock twitched in his pants at the thought of ruining your pretty makeup and your pretty glossed lips around his cock, but he was eager to have you a moaning mess under him again. "next time baby, right now it's all about making you feel good. lay back f'me." you listened to the bigger man, laying back down, legs spread again. "such a good girl, listening to me. bet if i asked you to you'd play with that puffy clit again." schlatt pulled down his gray sweatpants and boxers in one fell swoop, so ready to stretch and mold you to his dick. your eyes widened at the sight of him, it was bigger than anything you've seen before in videos. you audibly gasped, stroking his ego. "don't worry doll, i'll be gentle with you. don't wanna break you. not yet at least."

he stroked himself, getting his knees onto the bed and lining himself up with your entrance. he barely put his tip in before you were moaning and writhing under him. slowly, he went in inch by inch, letting out a few guttural grunts and moans himself. "fuckin hell, s'fuckin tight baby. his hand went down to rub your clit gently, and you relaxed a little, letting him slip inside you more. once you gave him the all clear to move, his hips slid back and forward, pulling out just enough to have you whining before sliding back in.

"so good f'me doll. such a good girl, best fuckin pussy i've ever had nd its all mine isnt it? say it. say who you belong to."

you whine at his words, managing a pathetic whine of "you, oh fuck." he smirks and knows what he wants out of you, "say my name baby. fucking say it."

"johnathan!" you borderline screamed as you felt your second orgasm of the night coming on. "that's it, my good girl, cum for me." he felt himself getting close, balls tightening. "fuck, 'm gonna cum." he pulled out and stroked himself until he finished on your thigh with a groan.

running to the bathroom, he grabs a clean washcloth to clean off his sperm and clean off himself. then, he lays down behind you, holding you by the waist close to him. "i wasn't kidding when i said i wanted to make you mine doll. i really do, so whaddya sa? will you be mine?"

"'m yours jay."

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[weareapackofstrays]

A New Kind of Love: Chapter III

Genre: Non-Idol college au, slight enemies to lovers (more like they annoy e/o at the start), friends with benefits, smut, angst, romance, drama

Pairing: Minho x F!Reader

Warnings: Drinking, Cigarette Smoking, Mention of Weed, Nonconsensual touching, Cussing, Spanking, Rough Sex, Physical Violence (Minho punches a guy), Degradation, Reader is a bit of a brat. Let me know if I forgot anything! MINORS DO NOT INTERACT.

Word Count: 5,377

Summary: You didn't grow up with great examples of love. Your parents were always at each other's throats. As a result, you have struggled with expressing your true feelings and can come off cold or defensive. After your boyfriend of 2 years cheats on you during freshman year with your childhood best friend, you decide to swear off love for good. Now in your second year of college, you move into the basement apartment of a house full of college boys. Inevitably crossing paths with one of them, Minho quickly gets under your skin in more ways than one. Despite your differences, you can't stay away from him.

A/N: Apologies for the lengthy chapter. I am also realizing that I have written a lot of parties into this story haha, but it's college. Side note/fun fact: I based the campus and house off of Penn State and where I used to live. Feedback/thoughts are always welcome!

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Fall semester was coming to a close and the first snow had fallen on campus. You loved the smell of snow and the sound it made when it crunched under your boots. It rarely ever snowed back home. A few weeks had gone by since your library encounter with Minho and as much as you tried, you couldn’t stop thinking about him. His touch, his tongue, they were haunting your dreams both day and night. As you replay the moment in your head, you miss Yuqi and Momo walking up to your table at the usual meet up spot. Yuqi sits down across from you and exchanges a look with Momo as they notice your spaced out state.

“Ground control to Major Tom?” Yuqi waves at you to get your attention.

“It appears we've lost connection,” the two girls mimic speaking into an intercom. You banish Minho from your head and smile at them.

“Sorry.”

“Damn, where did you go?” Momo, your other best friend, slides into the booth next to you wrapping an arm around your shoulder.

“Nowhere…” you shrug your shoulders. After placing your orders, the girls turn their attention to you.

“So are you going to Max’s party this weekend?” You look between Momo and Yuqi blinking.

“I guess she hasn’t heard,” Momo says. “Max is throwing a party at the Theta Chi house Saturday night to celebrate the end of finals. You have to come!”

“Jisung is going so he’s bringing his roommates with him,” Yuqi adds.

“Wow I guess you two are really hitting it off.” You mindlessly flip through the sugar packets for something to add to your tea.

Yuqi bites the tip of her thumb and scrunches her nose. “Yes.” She starts to giggle.

“Ew, okay.” You stick your finger down your throat, jokingly.

“Stop, I really like him!” She covers her face shyly.

“They’re all over each other, it’s gross.” Momo rolls her eyes in gest. 

Yuqi scoffs. “Whatever, you just can't stand how cute we are.”

“That is accurate.” You laugh at Momo’s comment before changing the topic.

“So you said Jisung and his roommates will be there?”

Yuqi is scrolling through her phone mindlessly. “Yeah.” You pick at your napkin trying to act nonchalant. 

“All of them or just-”

Yuqi lets out a frustrated sigh. “If you’re trying to ask if Minho will be there then just say so.” She places her hands on her hips and gives you a pointed look. The waiter walks over interrupting to drop off your food. 

Momo takes hold of her plate and turns to you, “Minho? Who is that?” 

“No one. He’s no one.”

“No one doesn’t fuck someone in a library, Y/n.” Yuqi raises an eyebrow, casually taking a sip of her coffee.

Momo’s eyes go wide as she shouts, “ What?!” You look around at the other restaurant patrons and try to shoosh the girls. Yuqi lets out a cackle. “What the hell, Y/n. Spill!” Momo drops her hand from your shoulder and nudges you for an explanation. 

“Sorry, it’s nothing really. We just kinda hooked up a few weeks ago.”

“Minho went down on her in the stacks.” Yuqi says with a mouthful of food.

“In the stacks?” Momo lets out a whistle. “Yeah, sure sounds like nothing.” They both laugh and you kick them under the table. 

“Ouch!” They cry out in unison. 

Yuqi rubs her calf, still laughing. “And to answer your question. Yes, he will be there.”

“I didn’t ask.” You take a sip of your tea and shrug. Yuqi kicks you under the table now, but you don’t react.

“What are we going to do with her?” Yuqi sighs.

Momo looks at you coyly, “I can think of a few things.” She winks at you.

“Okay, now it’s my turn to be grossed out,” Yuqi feigns disgust as she looks at her meal. “And in front of my salad.”

“Speaking of tossed salad.” You choke on your drink and start laughing along with Momo. Yuqi throws her fork down. “I just lost my appetite.” She raises her finger in the air, “Check, please!” 

-

On your way to the arts building to take your last final of the semester, you see Minho talking to a very pretty girl. Shoot. You had definitely been avoiding him at home and on campus recently, but curiosity gets the better of you. Quickly ducking behind some students, you settle behind a tree to get a better look. Minho stands leaning against a wall of a neighboring building. He’s dressed in utility pants, crewneck, and a beanie. He looks good. Too good. What a dick, you think. He’s laughing with her and they seem to be close. You feel an unfamiliar pang in your chest at the sight of them together. Minho looks in your direction and you flee into a crowd, sprinting to your final. 

Minho chats with his dance partner, Mel. They break out into laughter as they recall something funny their dance instructor said earlier during their final. They have known each other since the start of Freshman year and while they weren’t best friends, there was still a closeness between them as dance partners. Minho was blown away by her skill the first time he watched her dance and knew he had to make her his partner after that. Mel has really helped him grow as a dancer and maybe had an influence on his patience too. While going over their plans for Christmas break, Minho feels the back of his neck tingle and senses eyes on him. He turns to look for the source and thinks he spies you, but you’re gone before he can confirm it’s you. He looks back to Mel to continue their chat when Mel’s girlfriend, Leah, joins them.

“Hey, you two.” Leah plants a kiss on Mel’s cheek. Minho greets her with a nod.

Leah looks at Minho and pats his arm. “You going to Max’s party this weekend?” 

“Yeah, Jisung is making us go.”

“Making?” Mel questions.

“A girl he’s sweet on will be there so all the guys are going as moral support.” He shrugs.

“Sweet on? Are you from the past, old man?” Leah tries to poke Minho in the rib teasingly, but he immediately flinches, avoiding her. She turns to Mel, “We should get going, love.” Mel nods and gives Minho a wave. 

“See you this weekend!”

He watches them leave admiring the two of them as they walk hand in hand. Minho catches himself imagining the two of you similarly walking around campus and gives himself a slap.

“Stop that!” he chastises himself and leaves for his next class.

-

Momo, Yuqi, and you stand at the base of the stairs of the Theta Chi house and look up. There are colorful lights blinking in the window and you can hear the base of whatever song is blasting. Yuqi pulls you both into her side and you ascend the steps. As soon as you open the door you're greeted by a flood of people dancing and chatting. Yuqi helps guide you through the crowd for a meeting point she had pre-planned with Jisung. Jisung and Felix spot all of you and Jisung jumps in the air to capture your attention. Yuqi sees him and shrieks excitedly. Still holding onto your arm, she starts running in the direction of the boys. You quickly grab Momo’s hand as you are pulled through the sea of people. Jisung pulls Yuqi into a hug and places a peck on her cheek. They stare into each other’s eyes fondly as they say hi to each other. It makes your chest tighten a little.

“Oh my god. They really are whipped for each other,” you whisper into Momo’s ear. She laughs and nods back.

“Hey, Y/n!” Jisung pulls you into a hug next, followed by Felix. Felix lingers a little and you notice he is staring at something past you. Minho watches the four of you from across the room and meets Felix’s eyes. Felix releases you.

“Hi Felix," you smile at him.

“It’s good to see you again,” he says, giving your arms a gentle squeeze. 

You look at Jisung. “Hey, neighbor.”

“I feel like it’s been a while since we’ve seen you,” Jisung says. You laugh uncomfortably and Yuqi turns away to hide her knowing giggle.

“Just been busy I guess.” You turn to Momo, bringing her forward. “This is our friend, Momo, by the way.” 

“Momo! We finally meet!” Jisung grabs her and gives her an unexpected tight hug. Yuqi’s face lightens up with the biggest smile. Momo looks at the two of you with a shocked face and laughs. Jisung releases her and Felix takes her hand as they exchange hellos. After Felix offers to grab beers for everyone, the four of you settle into a corner and comfortably chat. Felix eventually returns with drinks and joins in on the conversation. 

You take a few sips, nodding your head to whatever Jisung is saying while you casually scan the room for someone. For him. Right on cue, the crowd parts and directly across the room in front of you, stands Minho. You notice his hand holding a red cup and find yourself staring at his fingers, then your eyes drift up to his arm admiring the tattoo covering most of his forearm. You make a mental note to get a better look at it later. Minho feels your gaze and looks in your direction. He thinks you’re staring at him at first, but then follows your eyes to his arm. He tilts his head and a grin spreads across his face. He takes a sip of his drink purposely pulling you from your thoughts. Your eyes meet. A warm sensation trickles through your body. Minho turns his attention back to someone. It’s her. The pretty girl from before. Did he come here with her? And who the heck is she? Are they sleeping together? You want to ask Jisung or Felix who Minho is talking to, but worry you’ll only get more questions back from them. Minho puts his hand on the girl’s shoulder and you feel an emotion akin to jealousy ignite within you. Momo notices you looking distracted so she nudges you.

You face her and arch a brow. “What?”

Momo leans into your ear. “Let’s dance.”

Felix asks to accompany the two of you and the three of you walk out to the makeshift dance floor in the living room. Minho watches you curiously, but remains chatting with Mel. Felix and Momo sandwich you between them while you jump around dancing and shouting the lyrics of the song playing. You try to forget about Minho and his pretty friend and get lost in the music. A girl you recognize from one of your art history classes taps on Felix’s shoulder and asks him to dance. He looks at you and Momo for permission, but you both wave him away.

“Go, have fun, babe!” He leaves the two of you to dance together. Momo gets distracted by someone behind her and chats them up so you now dance alone. Minho catches your eye again and you see him with another girl. You turn around growing further annoyed. Why isn’t he coming to say hi? Minho looks at the back of you wondering what game you're playing. He turns to Mel’s girlfriend, Leah, and excuses himself for a moment. He starts to make his way onto the dance floor when another guy steps in instead. He’s unsure what’s said, but he assumes he is asking to dance with you. You wrap your arms around the guy and start moving together. Minho feels anger boil under his skin, but decides to go find his roommates before he does something dumb.

Momo finally returns her attention back to you and gives your new dance partner a get lost look. “My turn,” she shouts as she grabs hold of your waist possessively. You thank your dance partner and turn around to face Momo. The two of you dance in the middle of the makeshift dance floor while taking more swigs of beer. She takes hold of you pulling you in closely. You both get into the rhythm and her warm body feels good against yours. You wrap an arm around her neck gently grinding into her. She takes that as a signal and brings you in for a kiss. It wasn’t the first time you had messed around with Momo. The two of you usually end up making out at some point whenever you attend parties together. Momo slides a hand down and gives your ass a squeeze. You slap her jokingly, but she doesn’t relent. Instead, she slides her tongue further into your mouth and you can feel her moan. Excitement rushes through you.

Minho finds Jisung and Yuqi in the backyard. They have been joined by a few of his other roommates, Hyunjin and Changbin. Jisung’s hand is wrapped around Yuqi’s back, holding her closely to his side. Minho hasn’t seen Jisung look this happy in a long time and it makes him swell with joy. He bumps beer bottles with the boys, greeting each other. 

Yuqi leans into Minho’s side. “Have you seen Y/n?” 

“She’s on the dance floor with your other friend.”

“Momo?” she asks. Minho nods and looks back in the direction of the dance floor.

“They’re somewhere over-” he cuts himself off when he spots the two of you making out. Yuqi and Jisung follow his gaze curiously. Yuqi sees the two of you embracing each other and rolls her eyes. Jisung stands with his mouth open like a fish and Yuqi smacks his chest. He laughs, but nervously looks to Minho for his reaction. 

“I guess it’s that time of night then,” Yuqi says jokingly. “They’re like that sometimes.” 

“Sometimes?” Jisung says surprised. “Aren’t they friends?”

“Yeah, of course, and it’s just two drunken friends having fun. Don’t read too much into it.” She says that more for Minho’s benefit, but notices his fist balled at his side. 

“There’s nothing between them. It doesn’t mean anything, I promise.” She places a hand on his forearm to reassure him. Minho looks at Yuqi and gives her a quick smile that doesn’t meet his eyes. He takes the last sip of his beer and walks away. Changbin notices Minho leaving abruptly. 

“Where is Hyung going?” He asks Jisung. 

“Probably to get another drink,” he lies. Minho hadn’t really told anyone about the nature of his relationship with you, but Jisung and Felix knew something was happening.

If you were being honest with yourself, you knew there was a chance Minho would see the two of you together. You didn’t know where he was, but you could feel him near. Were you doing this for attention? Maybe. Did you know why? Your buzzed state convinced yourself no. Momo weaves her fingers into your hair, pushing you closer together. Her kisses were becoming more desperate. You try to enjoy the sweet taste of your silly friend’s tongue in your mouth while you both sway to the upbeat music together, but Minho’s potentially disappointed face keeps interrupting your thoughts. You decide it is time to stop. You disconnect your lips and Momo whines when you try to step away. She pulls you back and nuzzles into your neck, licking your sensitive spots. She was definitely tipsy and the two of you often got touchy feely, sometimes more in the privacy of your apartment, but things were getting borderline public indecency now. 

“Babe, we should stop,” you reluctantly push her away. 

“Fine.” she says exasperated. “I’m gonna go grab another drink.” You could tell she was disappointed so you call after her.

“I love you!” 

“Yeah, yeah.” She waves you off.

Alone in the crowd you look around for Minho, but accidentally bump into someone else. You face the person you assailed and see a gorgeous dimpled man smiling back at you.

“Y/n?” It takes you a moment to connect the dots. 

“Oh! Chris?”

“Yeah!” The two of you had recently seen each other in passing, but hadn’t spoken much. You look down to inspect him. 

“I’m so sorry, did I hurt you?”

“Nah, nah you're good.” The two of you start to casually dance together and chat when Momo finally returns with a new drink in hand. She looks to Chris then you.

“Is this the famous Minho?” Your eyes widen in mortification. Chris coughs and laughs, which makes you wonder if Minho told Chris about what had happened between you. You brush it off and recover your composure. 

“Uh, no, this is-”

“I’m Chris,” he puts a hand out and Momo takes it. “I’m one of Y/n’s neighbors.”

“Oh, how fun.” She looks at you and smiles while waggling her brows. Still holding hands, you notice the two are definitely attracted to each other so you use this as an opportunity to escape.

“Alright, well, why don’t you two chat. It looks like I am in need of a refill now.”

“Later!” Momo waves without breaking eye contact with Chris. Pushing through the crowd of drunk college students, you look back and see Momo wrap her arms around Chris’s neck as they start to dance. Good. You love Momo, but you sometimes worry that if the two of you keep things going too long, feelings might get skewed and you don't want to risk losing her friendship…even if it was a lot of fun. 

The kitchen is surprisingly sparse of people and you take a moment to soak in the quiet. You pour some punch into a solo cup and lean against the counter to sip. Minho knocks on the wall to announce his presence.

“Hey.” He stands with his hands in his pockets. He’s wearing black jeans with a white v-neck tee and jean jacket. You can feel your heart start to race so you look into your cup for a distraction.

“Hey,” you say casually. He takes a step into the kitchen and hovers. Minho can tell you’re trying to avoid him. Unable to take these games he finally speaks.

“Look, we need to talk.” 

Before he can say what he wants to say, Kyle enters the kitchen and greets you, completely unaware of Minho’s presence.. 

“We meet again, sweetheart.”

A slight panic sets in as your two hookups stand in the same room together. You can feel your cheeks warm from embarrassment. “Hi, Kyle,” you say awkwardly. 

“I was hoping we’d run into each other.” Minho feels anger climb up his spine as he sees Kyle swoop you into an embrace. He walks out of the kitchen in defeat. You peer over Kyle’s shoulder and watch him leave. The pang in your heart returns. Kyle releases you and pins you to the counter. 

“I’ve missed you.” You look away from the empty space where Minho stood then meet Kyle’s eyes. You cock your head to the side amused. “Sure, you have.”

He leans in and whispers. “I’m serious. I miss the way you feel, baby.” You’re annoyed at his words turning you on. Are you really this horny or just tipsy? You chastise yourself.

“Why don’t we take this upstairs, sweetheart?”

“I don’t know, Kyle.” You attempt to deny him.

“Are we really going to do this same dance every time?” He takes hold of your hand and heads for the second floor. Minho watches as the two of you disappear up the stairs and decides he’s had enough.

The two of you walk into the hallway where a few other couples had escaped to for some privacy. Kyle pushes you against the wall and kisses your neck. You place a hand on the back of his head as you feel your body give in to his caresses. He starts to pull you towards a bedroom, but the pang in your heart gets even louder. This isn’t right. You place your hands on Kyle’s shoulder and push him off of you.

“I don’t think we should, Kyle.”

“Come on, baby. Just a quickie.”

You roll your eyes and laugh as he starts to kiss your cheek. You push him away again.

“I’m being serious, Kyle. I don’t want to do this.” He ignores you and tries to guide you into an open bedroom, but he’s interrupted when he’s ripped from your arms.

“Get off her.” Minho yanks Kyle off of you pushing him into the other wall. 

“Who the fuck are you?” Kyle shouts.

“Minho, what the hell are you doing?” Kyle interrupts you and lunges at Minho. Minho anticipates the move and decks him, knocking him down to the ground. 

You look down at Kyle in horror. “Minho, what the actual fuck?” Minho doesn’t hear you and instead throws you over his shoulder. Kyle attempts to stand, but Minho whips around with you in tow and threatens him to “stay down.” Kyle slumps back on the ground. Minho’s punch dazed him a little. He holds his hands up in surrender. 

“Fine, she’s all yours.”

“Gee, thanks, Kyle,” you say sarcastically as you and Minho walk down the stairs. You try to wriggle out of his grasp, but this just makes him grip onto your exposed thighs harder. He takes you outside to the front of the house and cautiously places you on the ground. You see him hover closely, anticipating your escape, but you just cross your arms and scoff.

“What? Do you think I’m going to run away?” The two of you stare each other down before he takes hold of your elbow.

“We’re going home.” It’s not a question, but a demand. 

You pull your arm from his grasp. “You’re not my dad, Minho! You can’t tell me what to do.” 

He laughs at how childish you sound. He gets in your face and you have to lean back so your noses don’t brush. You forgot how good it felt to have him this close. Minho thinks the same, but he tries to remain focused. His voice lowers and he repeats himself, “We are going home.” A shiver runs through you at the shift in his tone. You bite your lip as you feel warmth shoot through your middle. Minho grabs your hand and you don’t fight him this time. 

Finally in front of the house, he releases your hand and you walk past him, but he reaches back out for you and grasps your wrist before you can get too far. You swing back at the force and face him. Minho is looking to the ground when he speaks. He looks calmer now, a little unsure.

“Were you really going to sleep with that guy?”

You shrug, “Probably not.” He shoots air out his nose and shakes his head. He lets you go and leaves.

“Where are you going?” you shout.

“To bed?” He looks at you incredulously.

“You’re such an asshole.” 

He stops in his tracks, turning to face you. 

“I’m the asshole? Me?” He cannot believe how bratty you are being. He also hates how turned on he is.

“Yes.” You stick your tongue out at him. That’s it, he says to himself. His eyes darken and he takes long strides back to you. He grabs hold of your forearm and pulls you into the alleyway beside your shared house. He cages you against the cold brick wall and all you can do is stare at him in bewilderment at his sudden actions.

“What the fuck are you doing, Y/n?” he growls. His anger sends a pleasant sensation through your body again.

“What?” you ask. Doe eyes on full display. He laughs and releases a hand from the wall to run through his hair. The smell of his shampoo invades your senses and you have to keep yourself from purring. Minho looks back at you, all amusement gone from his face. Goosebumps visibly spread across your skin.

“So were you just going to fuck everyone at the party until you got my attention?” Your mouth drops in surprise. He wasn’t…wrong, but you also weren’t expecting him to call you out. You look down at your shoes and shift on your feet. Minho grabs hold of your chin and forces you to look at him.

“You’ve got my attention now, princess. Are you happy?” You don’t answer. “What, no retort? You’re usually so opinionated.”

You try to look away again, but Minho keeps you in place. 

“And what about you? You’re not so innocent.” Your voice shakes as you try to cling to a shred of your dignity. 

“Me?” he asks.

“You were flirting with a few girls yourself!”

He takes a moment to think of who you could be talking about and realizes you mean Mel and Leah. It dawns on him in that moment that it was you he caught watching him on campus earlier in the week. He blinks a few times. “Is that why you were so misbehaved tonight? You were jealous?” You don’t know how to answer him. His eyes drop from yours to your lips. He gently moves his thumb over your bottom lip before slowly sliding it into your mouth. He watches you intently as you accept his digit and start sucking. You swirl your tongue around his finger, but he stops you when he pushes down on your tongue forcing your mouth open. He leans in and swipes his tongue across your own and you moan. He licks your mouth again before forcing your lips together. His hand drops from your chin and slides down to your waist. He takes in your lips fully. Minho’s other hand grips the back of your head pushing you further into your kiss. Your tongues wrestle for dominance, teeth clashing.

You grip the hair on the back of his head and tug, making him moan at the painful sensation. His moan vibrates through your mouth and down your spine. Minho takes his free hand and gently climbs your thigh and up to your waist. Goosebumps spread across your body from the touch of his hand. You have been craving this for weeks. He finds the band of your thong and snaps it against your hip. You both smile against each other’s lips as he pushes his tongue back into your mouth. He then traces the top of your panty line before slipping the tips of his fingers underneath the fabric. His fingers are cold in contrast to your warmth. He separates from your kiss and looks into your eyes for permission.

“Please,” you whisper. Still holding your gaze he slides his fingers down and through your folds. He collects your wetness and pulls out to admire his slick digits. You purr at the sight. He sticks his fingers in front of you. You take hold of his hand and push them fully into your mouth, tasting yourself. Minho swallows hard. There is only hunger in his eyes.

He grabs hold of your neck and crashes back into your lips so he can taste your arousal on his tongue. Minho’s hand returns to your panties and begins to trace circles around your clit. 

“More,” you whisper into his mouth.

“I don’t think you’re in a position to demand, princess.”

“Please, Minho.”

“Better.” He pushes two fingers inside of you and begins to aggressively finger fuck you until you hear your wetness. You missed this feeling. He pants into your mouth as moans spill from your lips.

“You like the way my fingers feel inside you, baby?”

“Yes, Min, yes!” 

“I fucking missed you, Y/n. Did you think of me?” He curls his fingers inside you and you cry out. 

“Every day!” 

You feel yourself about to come. “I’m so close, Min.” Minho removes his fingers from you leaving you empty. Your eyes fly open at the loss. 

“Turn around.” You acquiesce and face the wall. “Hands on the wall.” You place your palms on the cold brick while Minho rustles through his pockets. He pulls out a condom and tears the packet with his teeth. 

“Hurry up, Minho.” He gently slaps your ass and you yelp. “Patience, princess.” Minho slides the condom on and lifts the skirt of your dress. He gently rubs the skin of your cheek where he tapped you and gives it one more slap, this time harder. He pulls your thong down your legs and spits letting the string of saliva slowly fall onto you. He uses a finger to spread his spit through your folds, not that you need the extra lubrication.

“Minho, if you don’t stick your dick in me I am going to-” Minho tugs your hair pulling your ear to his lips.

“Never thought I’d see the day when you would be begging for my cock.” He slaps your pussy.

“God, I hate you,” you choke out. Minho just chuckles. 

“Liar,” he whispers. Losing patience himself, he aligns his tip with your entrance and pushes in allowing your body a moment to adjust. After he bottoms out he pauses taking in the feeling.

“Fuck, Y/n, you feel amazing.” You can’t help, but preen. You’ve thought of nothing else than this moment.

“Minho, move!” you demand. 

“Such a fucking brat.” He feels you clench on him. “Of course you’d like that, slut.” You clench again and he lets out a strangled moan at the sensation. He finally rolls into you and fireworks flash before your eyes. With absolutely no regard for your surroundings, Minho slams into you repeatedly. His hands grip your hips so hard, you’re certain he’ll leave bruises. You look forward to checking the damage in the morning. The heat begins to climb up your body as your orgasm approaches. 

“Min” thrust “ho” thrust “I’m gonna” thrust “come ahhh!” He grabs hold of your mouth to muffle your screams as you cream on his cock. He looks down where the two of you are connected and groans seeing your come trickle down his dick and your legs. He continues to ride you through your orgasm before he finally grunts and releases. Remaining inside of you, he leans into your back and removes the hold on your mouth, gently sliding it down to your back and around to hold your breast. You place your hand on his as he gently massages you. You feel his warm breath on your back. The two of you remain holding each other against the wall until your breathing calms. After your high dissipates you pull away from him and turn around to push Minho off of you. He pulls off the condom, ties it off, and throws it into a bush. While he’s pulling his pants back up, you bend down to grab your thong.  

“Leave them.” 

“What?” You look at him confused.

“Those are mine now.” 

You snort. “You’re kidding me, right?” He holds out his hand and motions for them. You throw them at his face, but he thwarts your efforts and quickly catches them, placing them in his pocket. You tug your dress down, feeling completely bare to the elements, and walk away. 

“Good night, Minho.”

“So she does have manners.” Minho smiles expectantly.

“Crawl into a hole,” you say with a sickeningly sweet smile on your face.

“Sweet dreams, princess,” he blows you an air kiss. You bat his flying air kiss away dramatically. Minho just sighs and follows closely behind you to the front of the house. 

“By the way, the girl you saw me with earlier is my dance partner, Mel.” You face him surprised at the sudden confession. He continues. “And the other girl is her girlfriend, Leah.”

“And I care because?” Feigning disinterest, you look at your nails. Minho says nothing back so you turn on your heel and leave. Minho shakes his head and laughs to himself. 

Silently, the two of you head for your separate doors. He pauses at his entryway and waits for the sound of your door shutting. Once he hears your door close he goes inside the house wearing a smile he hasn’t been able to wipe away since meeting you.

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[miniisunshine]

It's here! My Kappa x new girl is out

Synopsis : Was he yours if he wanted me so bad

Warnings : AFAB ready, P in V, swearing, dubious consent?, dom Kappa, sort off humiliation kink

Being the new girl in an already established group is never easy, even harder when there's princess treatments for one, but boy oh boy were you determine to move that bitch and take her place sooner or later.

You've met Kappa for the first time in an alleyway; while you were trying to steal from a creepy guy, your plan failed miserably and you ended up trap inbetween him and a brick wall. Trying to escape from his strong grasp, delaying the horrible nightmares who would come next, you were lucky enough to be saved by the long black haired cult leader. Immediately hypnotised by his cold icy gaze, you didn't need to think one minute to accept his invitation to join his "human-robots killers group". I mean, you were already in the crime industry, what could go wrong?

Already head over heels for this man, you were greeted with a cold shower when you first met Kappa's favorite one : Theta. And she made it veeery clear to you that he was hers and she was his, like a prince to his princess.

But what she didn't know was, at night, the one she called "mine" was in your bed, carressing and kissing you, whispering sweet words into your ears as he fucked you until you couldn't see clear and you loved it, even though you still wanted to be more than just his midnight love.

So one night, as you were laying on his chest, drawing circles on his skin, you poured your heart out for Kappa.

"Are you gonna claim me as yours one day?"

"Why are you asking that Sugar?"

You sighed

"I'm tired of being your dirty little secret, i should be the one you show proudly, not Theta.."

"But i love you just like i love her, isn't that enough?"

"No it's not! And you clearly don't LOVE her if you keep coming in my bed every night! Stop lying with those words."

You almost screamed.

Shocked by your anger he got off the bed, raising his hand to slap you, but didn't, like a force prevented him from doing so. Without a word, he stormed out the room, leaving you crying quietly on your matress, deeply affected by his unequival feelings to you.

As the night goes by, sadness grew into anger and anger became vengance: let's see how long he could resist keeping you a secret to the rest of the group.

In the morning, you threw off the sluttiest nightgown you could find, parading in front of everybody, purposefully getting the attention of every man who would get an eyeful of your body.

Bending over to grab the milk in the fridge, your eyes met Kappa's furious gaze, as you slowly poured the liquid in a glass. Because Theta was peacefully eating her breakfast next to you, he knew nothing could be done right now to stop this show you put on before lunch, preventing "his" men from looking at you like lions looking at their prey.

You finished your milk, winking at him while licking your lips, as you went back into your room, changing yourself, ready to attack this beautiful day.

Since nothing was scheduled today, you decided to take on the tasks you were given one your first day : cleaning the house. Washing and scrubing was something you enjoyed a lot and with a boring day like this, it was the perfect activity to waste your time one.

As the hour passed, you were left all alone in the house, cleaning the dining room, while the others benefited from the great warmth outside, or so you thought.

Deeply focus into your work, you didn't heard Kappa's footsteps rapidly approaching, caging you with his chest on your back and his hands trapping yours on the table.

"You have 5 seconds to explain what happened this morning Sugar."

He asked calmly, with a bittersweet undertone.

"I don't know what you're talking about.."

You said innocently, but deep down, this moment was all you hoped for after what you have done earlier.

"Don't act fucking stupid with me. Is it because of last night? Are you now punishing me for telling you the truth sweety?"

You couldn't respond. His dark tone and his tall body towering behind you were making you unable to let any sound come out of your mouth.

"Let's see who's really getting punish in all of this."

You couldn't process what he had said before he forcefully slamed your upperbody on the table, pressing his hard on in your ass.

"W..wait Kappa.. We can t..talk!"

"Too late pretty face, you've reached my limit and now you have to pay for it."

His peaceful voice would have calmed everybody, but the situation made it bone chilling as the words reached your ears.

He cuffed both your hands behind your back with his right hand while he stripped you from your pants and underwear before doing the same with his.

You couldn't deny the excitement in that moment, but you could also feel the anxiety going up as you knew you were in for a rough one.

Against all odds, you felt Kappa's fingers carressing your wet folds, making you whimper.

"Already so wet for me.. Do you really think i believed you when you told me you didn't put that little show on purpose this morning?"

He landed a hard slap on your ass, obtaining a hiss from you, as he lower himself to your ears.

"You want me to show everybody who you belong to?"

You nodded weakly before he inserted himself harshly into you, with a low groan. You loudly cried out of pleasure, but also from pain, as a tear made his way on your cheek.

"Nhg... K..Kappa.."

You tried to tell him to go softer with you but his rapid thrusts could only make you moan.

"Yea, keep calling my name like that"

He grabbed your waist, bruising it with his grip, as if he was scared you were gonna try to escape, but you weren't. The pain you felt earlier was far gone and replaced by pure enjoyment created by Kappa's dick into you.

Both your moans filled the dining room, creating a perfect melody for anybody to hear, and by anybody you meant Theta, who was watching everything from the window, outside. You catched her staring as Kappa kept drilling into you and that's what pushed you to the edge: knowing his favorite girl was watching him gaining pleasure by you was enough to make you come.

Screaming his name, you gripped the table as hardly as you could, legs shaking from the things you were feeling.

"Is my girl already done?"

Kappa's didn't let you came down from your high as he grab you by the shoulders, forcing you to face him and kneel before him.

"Now finish me off"

You licked your lips, pumping his length with your hands before licking it from balls to tip, making him drop his head backwards. As precum started to leak, you take him whole into his mouth, adjusting to his size while your fingers found their way on his balls.

His hands firmly grabbed a chunk off your hair, as he guided your head, sucking him off just the way he liked it.

"F...fuck just like that.. Good girl.."

Tears were creeping from your eyes and spit dripping from your mouth, butyou could only focus on the ungodly sounds Kappa was producing, making you unable to not touch yourself as your clit was throbbing.

Both your paces increased as his breath fasten, signifying he was reaching his limits. Your moans vibrating on his dick, he released his load into your mouth while you came for a second time on your fingers.

Swallowing the milky concoction, Kappa helped you get on your feet, dressing him and you back as he placed small kisses on your body, telling you how good you did today.

You innocently smiled as you leaved the room to go wash yourself up in the bath before Theta blocked you in the hallway

"What do you think you're doing with MY man?"

"I mean, is he really yours if he wanted me so bad?"

Omg i am so sorry it took so long and it being so badly written. I had an idea, but it was done poorly! Hopefully at least one you appreciate it lol

[agent-barnes40]

Can't Catch Me Now

Part 1, Part 2, and Part 3

13th Doctor x Reader (platonic by Reader, Romantic by Doctor)

Dhawan!Master x Reader (Romantic)

The Truth Comes out

Canon Divergence

4,263 Words

The Doctor focused in on The Master, her eyes drifting over to you every few seconds. "How are you here?"

You had to bite back the groan building in your throat. You noticed Ryan watching and you smiled a bit toward him. "Doc, you need to take Koschei's hand."

The Doctor's eyes landed on you and you held your hand out. "Or you can take mine."

"Why should I?"

You pulled away from The Master's side and walked a small bit over to her. "Because you trust me more than you do him, and right now I sincerely think that it is in your best interest to take one of our hands."

"Then answer me this, how did you connect Gallifrey to that boundary?" The Doctor asked, focusing on you.

"I can't answer that right now, Doc. I can answer it later. Koschei's getting irritable and the human's lives are on the line." You snapped, reaching out to grab her hand, tightening your grip on her.

The Doctor struggled as you handed her arm over to The Master. "Do not hurt her more, Kosh. I will force you to regenerate."

~

You had walked ahead from The Master and The Doctor, taking in the destruction and view of the capital city of Gallifrey. You heard the silence behind you and you turned to look at the two. The Doctor was clenching her fists while The Master had a deranged smile on his face, like he was egging The Doctor on. "If you make her punch you, I will literally cheer!"

"Oh come on, love, no love for my destruction?" The Master called back towards you.

"No love for you egging her on. She can snap, and it'll hurt, she's incredibly strong." You said, leaning against a burnt wall.

The Doctor looked between the two of you. "What happened to you, Sweetheart?"

You shrugged. "Found out the truth, that's all."

"The truth about what?" The Doctor asked.

You didn't miss the look The Master had as you took a deep breath, and met The Doctor's eyes. "About me."

"What do you mean about you? Your human, you come from the planet Earth, Sheffield. You have parents. There is nothing missing from the truth!" The Doctor said, and you held your hand up, stopping her from continuing on.

"Yeah, that's what a perception filter and shoving my memories behind a very tight block in my brain does. Be glad I'm not like him right now, or we'd all be in a very very different situation, Doctor." You snapped, pushing off the wall to walk over to her.

"We are very much more alike than you'd like, Theta. Abandoned, shoved to Earth, and forced to forget things." You were in her face now and she leaned back.

"What do you mean?" The Doctor asked as you pulled back.

"Spoilers, Sweetie."

~

You watched as The Doctor and The Master circled each other, practically at each other's throats. "Kosh, did you really have to include the Cybermen?"

"Don't interrupt, love."

"Don't talk to them like that!"

You groaned and stepped up, pushing the two apart. "Lets start with me, and then get on with her. That way its easier for her to deal with one thing at a time, too much causes her to panic. You can deal with the Cybermen while I talk with her."

The Doctor watched as you diffused the situation and gently shoved The Master toward the arch way. The Master got ready to interrupt and you pointed. "Come on, Master. Just let me be the one to tell her this part."

The Master held his hands up and backed out of the room. You stepped back and sat down on the steps, running a hand through your hair. "Lets start with your questions."

The Doctor moved to sit next to you and she grabbed your hand, pulling it away from your head. "Who.. Or What are you?"

"I'm not human, that's for sure. Do you remember the headache I got?" You asked, looking over at her and squeezing her hand.

"Yeah, The Master caused that."

You laughed softly and shook your head. "No. That was the Time Lords. I'm from the planet Gallifrey, I don't know how long I've been on Earth, that got fuzzy."

"So you're like me?" The Doctor asked, tightening her grip on your hand.

"That's great! We can travel forever!" The Doctor continued, and you looked over at her, your eyes filled with tears.

"Doc, I'm gonna go on my own after this. I've got a TARDIS at my disposal, I can take it and go. We'll bump into each other but I can't travel with you anymore."

"Why? Two Time Lords are better than one in a TARDIS and I can teach you how to fly Sexy."

A laugh burst from your throat, but it was strangled and you reached up to wipe at your face. "Damn, human emotions. I always hated crying before."

"Before?"

"Back when I thought I was human. I hate crying." You looked over at her and she put a hand on your cheek and you smiled softly.

"If The Master had never intervened in my life, I'd still be stuck on Earth. O-Or with you. I'd be just as confused as the rest of them. I would've found this out with you, here. That was the original plan, according to him. He was never supposed to get attached, just keep an eye on me, to get me to you."

You could hear those familiar foot steps and you let go of The Doctor, getting up. "I was supposed to be in this machine, with you. We were going to find out about me and you at the same time and then he got attached. He knew about me the whole time, that's why I was tossed out of the car. That's why I connected easily with you. We are the same but different, Doctor."

"I knew you my entire human life. That mysterious man who saved humanity over and over, with his blue box. The Queen even talked about you. I wanted to be you! And here I am, on my home planet with no clue who my parents were, because of your stupid rivalry with him! The Master always has to one up you or hurt you in some way and I lost everything I wanted when he broke open my memories. I didn't get the privilege of the watch like you both got. I'm stuck with no answers while you will sit here and get both. You get to find out who you are. Have fun, Doctor. I'll see you later."

You kept an eye on the door while you held your hand out, lowering your voice. "I need your sonic. Hand it over. If you want the Fam to stay safe, then give it to me."

She quickly dug in her pockets and pulled out her sonic screwdriver and you shoved it into your pocket, right as The Master turned the corner and you gripped The Doctor's wrist and pulled her back up onto the platform. "Don't move, Doc. It'll be a bit less painful this way."

The Master cleared his throat and you turned and shot him a smile. "I got my anger out. It's your turn, love."

The Master walked over and smiled, pressing a kiss to your head. "My lovely, lovely partner. Look at you. All confident and powerful, holding The Doctor hostage. Could you ever imagine the power like this when you thought you were human?"

"I could've become an officer, like Yaz." You shot back, leaning into his touch as The Master rested his hand on your back.

The Master chuckled and stepped away from you. His hand slid away from your back and you stepped back. "I was thinking, I could go explore while you two hash it out. I've never seen Gallifrey before and I'll stay here in citadel."

The Master thought for a moment but you had already took off. The Time Lord shook his head and moved the communicator to lock The Doctor in place. "Paralysis field."

~

You took off through the Citadel halls, rushing for where that spare TARDIS was and hopped in, you ran off instinct, rushing to work on getting the machine turned on and coordinates punched in. You may haven't been human but the Fam were still your family and you weren't going to leave them to die.

You held onto the console as the TARDIS flew, and then you landed and popped your head out, seeing 4 Cybermen surrounding Ethan and you pulled the Sonic out of your pocket and pointed it at them. "I am The Doctor and--"

You stilled in terror as one of the Cybermen pulled their head off and Yaz had a big smile. "Hi guys!"

You took a deep breath and shook your head. "Get out of there!"

Graham pulled the Cyberman head off of him and the other two did as well and you laughed. Ryan, Ko Sharmus, and Ethan stared at you with uneasy eyes. "You took off with The Doctor and The Master. Now, your here saving us."

You smiled and shrugged. "Uh, we don't time for me to explain. Ashad's on Gallifrey with Theta and Koschei."

You could tell no one believed you and Ryan was the one to voice that. "How can we trust you?"

"Take my pulse." You said and held out your hand, showing the inside of your wrist.

"I'm a time lord, from the planet Gallifrey. I was sent to Earth when The Doctor saved my planet from the Time War and put it into a bubble universe. I do not know how long I was on Earth, but what I do know is I don't betray my family. My Fam, it took a bit and bit of help from Jack and The Master but I figured it all out in the end. Now please, please I have to go save the people I love and I'm going to need help because I don't know if The Master will stop at the truth like he did with me."

"Why the pulse?" Yaz asked and you chuckled.

"Two hearts! Double heart beats. Now please, help me save The Doctor. Please."

Graham had already moved to your side, nodding. "The Doc has always said to give second chances."

"They've betrayed us multiple times! We've given them multiple chances, what's going to happen after this?" Yaz protested.

You looked at her and smiled softly. "I leave. I've already told The Doctor. I'm hopping in my box and I'm gonna go, save the universe, something. I know I don't have a future with you all after this especially after everything I've done, and all the lying."

You smiled at Graham and started to move into The TARDIS. "Now, get in if you want to save the woman who can save us."

~

You rushed into the matrix hall, stilling at the sight of The Doctor on the ground. "Koschei, is this all from.."

The Master looked up at you and he held your stare and you looked away, feeling that familiar prod in your mind. "You took off, love. Took a TARDIS and took off."

You looked back at him. "Yeah, a joyride! C'mon, like your old girl and Sexy would've let me pilot them?"

You could tell you were reaching on thin ground and you took a step forward, looking down at The Doctor, before looking back at The Master. The Doctor had tried to roll to look at you, and you could barely keep her stare. The Master stood up and looked toward the upper level. "Tecteun wasn't the only one who could experiment."

"Master, what did you do while I was gone?"

"A whole new race could be created."

Your hearts felt like they dropped. "You didn't.."

The Master looked at you. "I did love, you're so smart. Now, lets have The Doctor catch up."

The Doctor just stared in horror as The Master smiled. "Time Lord organics, with the ability to regenerate and self-repair, Cyber armor. Invincible. The perfect army, right? Right? Come in my pretties."

You and The Doctor watched as the Cybermen came marching in and you had to take a deep breath, a hand shakily moving to cover your mouth. Thoughts were rushing through your head. Any of them could be from your parentage, any of the Time Lords in those cyber suits could've been related to you.

The Master pointed one of the Cybermen out and then pointed to another one. "Shoot him!"

The Cyberman didn't move to shoot and The Master angrily ran a hand through his hair, his other hand pointing still at the Cyberman that was going to be shot at. "SHOOT HIM!"

You flinched as the Cyberman shot and you looked away. The Master grabbed your chin and forced you to watch. The shot Cyberman glowed and then stood back up. The Master looked over to The Doctor.

"Behold, your CyberMaster's Doctor. All born from you and being led by me. How does it feel?" The Master asked.

The Doctor looked between you, The Master, and then The CyberMasters. You could only stare at The Master, as he pulled away from you and headed back toward the hallway, where you had left The Fam. You knew they could protect themselves. They can handle themselves.

"Can you both feel a new era dawning?" The Master asked, before disappearing down the hallway.

You took a deep breath and kneeled down next to The Doctor, pulling her sonic back out and pointing it up, trying to break the paralysis field. "You need to stay conscious, Doc. I need you. The Fam needs you. Can you do that for me?"

You broke the paralysis field and gently took her face in your hands. "I need you to help me, Doctor. I don't know how to do this all on my own, I haven't lived as long. I don't know how to stop him, I don't know if I've just condemned the last of humankind to die by his hands, I don't know if I've just sent our friends to their deaths by needing their help to save you. I need The Doctor. I need you."

The Doctor raised a hand up and pressed it to your cheek, like she had done just hours before and you smiled and sniffled softly, not realizing you had started to tear up. The two of you hadn't heard the sound of footsteps.

"Hey, you two." Graham said, softly and you finally pulled away from The Doctor's stare to look over at him. You physically deflated from the relief.

"Oh thank The TARDIS, you guys are alright." You chuckled at the sight of everyone, closing in on the two of you.

You, Yaz, Graham, and Ryan helped pull The Doctor into a sitting position as she looked at all of you.

"My Fam." Her voice was hoarse and you winced, you had placed her there, and didn't even fight The Master on that decision.

You watched as she started to jolt back to normal, like she was running on a whole new regeneration. Her eyes scanned and caught the sight of Ko Sharmus, Ravio, Ethan, and Yedlarmi.

"Are we having a party?" The Doctor asked before groaning and grabbing at her head and you grabbed at her waist, to keep her steady.

"Lets give her a minute guys. Let her catch up." You said, turning to look at The Fam, and then to the others behind you.

You watched as her brain was catching up, replaying everything that had happened and her eyes recaught the sight of The Fam and the humans behind you. "You guys shouldn't be here. No humans on Gallifrey."

"That's my fault doc. Needed all the help I could get. Anything for you." You said, slowly pulling away from her to give her more space.

Ko Sharmus shifted. "We have explosives."

You turned to look at him. "Is that what you brought onto my TARDIS?"

"You didn't complain then."

"I had a Doctor to save, okay." You shot back, although your voice wasn't angry. You had been massively distracted barely two hours ago.

Ryan raised his hand a little bit. "We have a plan too!"

Graham spoke up. "The Cybership's parked itself in the middle of your home town. Its ripe for blowing up."

"We're gonna strategically place bombs around the ship, including some close enough to the core." Ravio said, looking at the other humans.

You and The Doctor looked at each other. "Its a good enough plan, but the CyberMaster's will survive anything."

It was like your brains had clicked together. Ashad, something had to do with him.

"What did the Cyberman say?" The Doctor asked.

"'The death of everything is within me.' That's what he said." You responded back.

"But what does it mean?"

Ravio and Yedlarmi looked at each other.

"There's a myth around him." Ravio started,

"The death particle." Yedlarmi continued.

"The legend is: he, it, whatever, has, a particle, in a tiny chamber inside its chest. It will take out all organic life on a planet." Ravio finished, the two looking over at you and The Doctor.

"That's grim." Ryan spoke up.

"Or its a solution." You said, starting to get up.

"One of us can get him to explode, and it wipes out the CyberMaster's." You had cut the Doctor off, your brain already finishing on the plan.

"Only if you've got a way off the planet, before it implodes." Ko Sharmus snapped.

"I'll go after Ashad. Doc, you get everyone in place with the bombs." You said, rubbing a hand over your face while the other pulled her sonic out of your pocket, to hand it back to her.

"No. No you aren't." The Doctor ordered and you looked back at her.

"I'm the one who sided with The Master, I'm the one who let this get this far. If I can fix the mistake I made by trusting him, then let me. I get to save the fam, humanity, and you in one go." You snapped, turning to fully face her.

"I'm not leaving you behind." The Doctor grabbed at your hands and you took a deep breath.

"You aren't gonna leave me behind. I'm gonna be in your head, your hearts, and still in your TARDIS because Sexy's not gonna forget me. You have a whole new life awaiting you, Doctor, with all the new knowledge you have. You can go hunt down Tecteun, figure out what The Division is. I can stay here and finish what I started with The Master. I can end this for good." You squeezed her hands and then looked over to The Fam and the others.

"You guys get the bombs set, get her out of here, and make sure she doesn't try to come back for me." You said, smiling at them all.

You let go of her and stepped away, pushing the Sonic into her hand. "My TARDIS is where I left it. Get her to my TARDIS. It should register the danger and take you all to Earth. You all get a chance at life, a normal life in the 21st century and The Doctor can take my TARDIS to pick up Sexy."

You took a deep breath and started to leave the room when Graham grabbed at your hand. "Your seriously going let yourself die, for him?"

"I'm going to die to save you. I was one of you guys for what feels like a lifetime and I wouldn't change it for the world, I wouldn't change the year or so I've had with all of you. I know I wasn't myself for parts of it, thanks to The Master bein' in my head, but I'm so glad I got to experience it all with you guys." You squeezed Graham's hand, turning to face them.

"Now, as a your friend, I'm asking you to let me go. Let me do this so I can feel like I've fixed the problems I've caused, even though i know it wasn't my fault. You all are humanity's finest, staring in the face of danger and not moving. Humankind couldn't be prouder and I know The Doctor is just as proud. Now let me make my species proud, and avenge them because I don't remember where I came from, I don't remember much but you guys are my family and I would rather die then let you all die, and that includes you, Doctor. You are my fam. My family." You let go of Graham and took off.

~

You had found Ashad, just not the Ashad you were hoping for. You held him in your hand and sighed, shoving him into your pocket. You'd have use for him, you could just feel it. You closed your eyes.

'Contact'

'Contact! What are you doing?'

'He shrunk Ashad. I think he has the Cyberium, Doc.'

'Meet up with us, I'm sure we can all figure out a solution together.' 'Yeah, a solution where you probably shove me into my TARDIS and send me back to the 21st century while you die. I wouldn't be able to live with that.'

You stilled at the sound of thumping and rushed to hide, abruptly cutting off the connection with The Doctor and slid into a little hide away. You held your breath, a fantastic new feature you had figured out with finding out who you were, you had a respiratory bypass, meaning you could hold your breath for awhile.

You watched as the Cyberman went passed and you slipped back out, rushing towards the Matrix room. The Master was always planning to go back that way, you just had that feeling. You ran into The Doctor who grabbed at your arms, you just stared at her.

She smiled softly at you and pulled Ashad out from your pocket. "Go to your TARDIS. Now."

You shook your head. "No."

You could feel the emotions of the day building up and you couldn't stop the tears this time, as they built up in your eyes and you could feel your throat closing up. "I can't let you make this sacrifice when I'm the reason he started this in first place, love."

You shook your head again at her words. "I can't lose you, the universe can't lose you."

The Doctor's hand slid down your arm, to grab your hand. "Then you be The Doctor in my stead, you can go by whatever title you want, just keep saving lives. Can you do that for me?"

You just stared at her. "The Fam is waiting, now go."

The Doctor pushed you toward the TARDIS and you hazily, like you were barely there, stumbled toward the TARDIS and you barely noticed Ko Sharmus passing you. You slid into the TARDIS and started running on autopilot.

You directed the TARDIS to Earth and just stared. Yaz, Graham, and Ryan tried to comfort you and you looked over at them. "She let herself die, to protect me. She.. She took Ashad from me. I let The Doctor die."

Yaz grabbed onto your hand, shaking it to get your attention. "You still have a TARDIS, you can go back! You can grab her. Just like we did with that guy in space!"

"Its a fixed point! Her deaths have always been fixed points! You can't stop them without the universe flipping on its head. Its.. Its time travel 101, Yaz. I can't save The Doctor without destroying something and she asked me to live in her name! So I'm not going to do that. That's not something The Doctor would do. She would not want me to reverse her death, so I wont."

Yaz stared at you for a minute, her eyes widening at the information given. You just pulled your hand away before getting up, looking over at Ravio, Ethan and Yedlarmi. "Welcome to the 21st century, I promised to keep you guys safe and this is the safest I can get you."

Yaz pushed herself out of The TARDIS and Ryan followed, while Ravio, Ethan and Yedlarmi stared back at you. "So your The Doctor now?"

You shook your head. "Doctor 2.0. I'll figure something out. Maybe Doctor Disco? I dunno. That's the great thing, getting to pick your own name, you'll find one that fits right."

Graham looked over at you as you fiddled with The TARDIS, messing with the Chameleon Circuit, morphing the exterior to that familiar blue police box. "If I'm going to be another Doctor, I'm gonna dress my TARDIS up like Sexy."

Graham finally grabbed your hand, forcing you to look over at him. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, great." You responded quickly, smiling at him.

"Ravio, Ethan, and Yedlarmi are going to need someone to guide them through the next couple of months. Can that be you, Graham? Yaz is gonna be having a hard time without The Doctor and I don't want to impose of her grief."

"Well, what about you?"

"What about me, Graham? I'm The Doctor now. I have to keep going. I can't stop." You hadn't noticed the shaking and the tears before now.

Is this how The Doctor felt each time she knew she was the last of her kind? You barely noticed Graham pulling you in for a hug, just like you did what felt like months ago. You just held onto him.

[thatqueercookie]

You're Hand In Mine (a tale of two Time Lords)

I've been rewatching Doctor Who. I just watched "Last of the Time Lords" and it got me looking up an old fic I wrote after it first aired. It was my theories about the Doctor and the Master's childhood at the time, using everything I knew from the classic series. Even though some stuff has been Moffed and Chinball'd, I still think it's a pretty good story.

Your Hand In Mine (11952 words) by sherbertglasses Chapters: 10/10 Fandom: Doctor Who, Doctor Who (1963), Doctor Who (2005) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: The Doctor | Theta Sigma/The Master | Koschei (Doctor Who: Academy Era), First Doctor/The Master (Doctor Who) Characters: Theta Sigma, Koschei, The Doctor (Doctor Who), First Doctor, The Master (Academy Era), The Master (Doctor Who), Susan Foreman, Borusa (Doctor Who), Drax (Doctor Who), The Rani (Doctor Who), The Rani | Ushas (Doctor Who: Academy Era), Vansell (Doctor Who), K'anpo Rinpoche Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Childhood, Childhood Sweethearts, Academy Era, Gallifrey, Angst, Drama, Chaptered, First Love, First Kiss, inferred and invented lore Summary: Two outcasts meet on Gallifrey and become friends, then lovers, then enemies. This is their story.

[intergalacticstarlight]

🙊💬 + the master (eleven?)

(@drummingncise sent a meme from here!) - (always accepting!)

"They saved my lives," came the soft, velvety sound of a man half-gone from a truth serum. The smirk he'd been wearing since his arrival did not falter, but rather it darkened around the edges as the response is so freely given.

Vivid imagery danced across his limbic system as he imagined all of the ways in which The Master had both saved and destroyed him, again and again in various forms and fancies. Best friend, fiercest competitor, most villainous enemy- all contained in one singular, solitary lifeform that seemed to beckon to him like a siren from a craggy shoreline.

Theta's eyes drew narrow as his would-be captor circles in front of him, green eyes dilated and nostrils flaring, his gaze almost predatory despite being the one in binds. His telepathic signature shuddered, inky black and undulating gently.

His tongue trailed along the backs of his bottom teeth, counting them in order to dispel the visions in his mind and the thrumming pulsations of the serum, coursing through his veins, coating his hearts and procuring whatever tortured, poetic phrases they could muster.

"Their hearts understand mine… and I hate them and I love them and hate them all over again, you wouldn't understand, it's-- it's not so simple as what I think of them, it's… deeper than that, much more fragile and complex. One soul cleaved apart and forced into two separate vesselssssssss!" he ground out, jaw flexing beneath taut flesh as he cracked his neck, the serum sending him into an intoxication that was just light enough to be infuriating.

He growled sharply and lashed out against his binds, jerking forward so suddenly that the metal legs of the chair he was sitting on began to dent just so. Veins pulsated at his throat, and his teeth bared for a few moments as he strained against the binds that held him, causing them to cut into his flesh, hissing at the delicious sting of it.

Gone was the slightly intoxicated lilt in his voice, the almost-hazy look in his dilated green eyes.

"And if you touch so much as one hair on Koschei's head I will tear your mind apart and put it back together over and over until there's nothing left of you but the pitiful creature I see lurking away inside…"

[aliens-took-my-iwa-chan]

Do you have any TGS headcanons? Particularly Rachel headcanons because I feel like you would have some of those and I don't get to hear a lot of Rachel content but any TGS headcanons will be interesting! (You can ignore this ask if not or if you just don't want to answer)

oooooo thanks for asking!! Yes I do have a few (although it may take me just a moment to let them resurface underneath all the gibberish in my brain)

I think rachel would be a wonderful soccer (im american im sorry im gonna call it soccer) player. it seems random but I think she has the perfect amount of agility and quick thinking to be amazing at it. forward, midfield, defense, goalie, she’d be good at literally everything about it. I also think that she’d be very likely to play dirty. constant elbows, tripping, shoving, etc. the queen of soccer but also the queen of yellow cards

I think I’ve said this before but I think she’d love painting? I dont know how good she’d be at it but its something calming and peaceful that she has under her control. it’s a good hobby to wind her down from the constant activity and stress in her life

Rachel was a cat person until she met Jasper.

Rachel prank wars with lanyon??? I know its your idea and not mine but. SIGN ME UP-

she would be a math nerd. I think she’s the type of person to be taking classes two-three years ahead of her year,, probably in mu alpha theta and an absolute calculus whiz. she’d probably be able to figure out how to do new math pretty quickly, and while she’s not a genius and can’t do it all in her head she’s pretty fast at it too. these skills mainly apply in some sort of modern au but I think they’d be able to help in the tgs universe as well- she might be able to help with number stuff for keeping the society afloat? idk

plus math is something that has a set amount of rules and stays the same every time (as long as you do it right.) she’s the kind of person to love stability and having the stuff she knows stay that way. I don’t think she likes big changes too much hahdjcj

OMG THIS IS MORE THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE SORRY- I’ll just leave it at my rachel hcs lolol

wow I love her with my whole heart thank you for the ask ^-^

[suzydoozy]

You said you were mine - I thought you were mine || Closed

Suzy sat in Theta, unpacking while listening to music as she went - merely for sound and to distract herself from wavering elsewhere.

She couldn't believe she was transferred... Again. Suzy Berhow, fluid to content and Greek Row, home to none. She actually hated it. It made her feel... Replaceable. Unwanted. Like an outsider. That was one of the reasons she came here in the first place - so if anything this stupid Youniversity was just making her psyche worse!

So the music was loud to keep whatever else quiet. Each box was just like clockwork, Cut the tape down the middle, unfold, and unload. Cut the tape down the middle, unfold, and unload. Over and over again. It was kind of becoming therapeutic. Until...

Her hand held her grimoire with the grip of a meek child whose toy was broken. Too broken to fix, so just barely holding onto them along with their hope. She shook her head, taking in a deep inhale. She probably made him feel like a toy. Bitch.

She grimaced, wincing her eyes shut replaying the scene. It was something she watched, every night before bed. Like an old VCR with the static, the off colors, the glitched sides. Every night since. It made her stomach turn.

Still she opened the book, turning down the music now as her hands went to the page she carefully tucked them back into when Rose found them. Right where they belonged, amongst the love sigils made with their initials into some unique rune... now they just were ruined. Blank little shapes having no meaning. She fucked that up. Like she knew she would. Like she watched herself do from the third person. An out of body, in body experience. Her own personal hell.

As the music faded to a soft buzz in the background her fingers danced across the pages.

He was there still, tracing her fingers over his handwriting, feeling the give the script gave to the page. Feeling the intent in each, beautiful, sad, detailed, simple word. Her bottom lip tucked inside now as her eyes began to flicker over the page.

She moved to her bed, sitting down now with them spread out, like a mosaic of the love he had, just in sending them alone.

She fell into the pages now, the rest of the room fading into the background. Her hands holding onto the parchment like it was his hand, caressing the edges with her thumb.

With teary eyes she read. And then reread. And read some more. Read until her eyes hurt.

It was like falling in love with him all over, then the gut wrenching blow of that probably being it. Just these papers and the memory of that night, over and over again. And how she threw them all away.

Still, for the remainder of the night she sat on her bed, next to them, as if he was there, falling asleep with them by her head. As if the cold pages filled with ink and the past could substitute the only warmth she'd ever really know, and possibly never have again.

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featuring @dear-arin-hanson

[faeriemarie]

marie what subs r u using rn....mine stopped working 4 me 😢

ugh i’m in such a sub slump rn but i’m using this one that has theta waves and this sub that’s the love of my life

[havelocks]

❝Shh, shh, shh… it's all right. I'm here… what's wrong, sweetheart? Did you have a nightmare? You did? Don't worry, love. You're awake now, and all those scary dreams can't get you. Not while I'm here. Now come over here… yes, that's a good girl. Cuddle up with me and I'll hold you. Just listen to the sound of my voice, and let those anxieties slip away...

You, are a strong and resilient being, full of love and light. Your hope and faith in yourself and your beliefs over the last year have truly been amazing, and I am so, so proud of you, darling. You have overcome a tremendous amount of pain, both mentally and physically. You've conquered years and years worth of depression, and continue to, to this very day. Each and every time, you've won against those exhausting mental battles. Even the ones that gave you physical symptoms. Those times where you've been so afraid, and felt as weak as a kitten… you've survived. When you've struggled through air hunger, where each deep breath taken, never felt enough. And yet here you are, breathing perfectly fine, all on your own.

I know that fighting against your own mind is frightening, and can be absolutely draining, but after all this time, it's transformed you into such a beautiful warrior.

These… are some of the very reasons why I fell in love with you, and how I always knew you were my soulmate. Of course, they aren't the only reasons. Your energy and presence are like soothing balms over my soul, just the same way as mine are to you. You, give me strength just as I, give it to you.

There is no need to be afraid, babygirl. In each and every reality, I've got you. You are safe here in my arms, right where you belong. I love you... so much…❞

[lucatea]

3, 12, 25, and 30.

Also, Theta says hi

Here for the questions

3. Cima: “… You want me to talk about ‘Mori? Not much to talk about man, she’s amazing. She’s a human, and kicks ass. She can kick my ass, and she looks badass in her black and pink punk stuff! And she’s funny, and so sweet, and-“

Mica: “I’m going to stop her here. Trust me, she will go on for hours qbout Komori if I don’t”

12. Cima, funny enough, strongly dislikes romance being the focus of her books. She doesn’t mind it, if it’s in the background, but she doesn’t find romance interesting at all. Cute? Absolutely. Necessary? Not at all.

25. Cima loves exploring and would go somewhere based on the possibilities of something new.

With that said however if there is definite confirmed danger she will steer clear. She may be reckless but she doesn’t have a death wish (unlike her dad, cough leo cough)

30. If Cima knew for a fact she would be forgiven she would do one of two things

One: she would keep Leo home. He doesn’t patrol much anymore, and when he does, it’s typically very calm, but she gets nervous whenever her dad leaves. She’s heard the stories.

Two: she’d steal shit from her cousins and little brother. Just “Yoink! Is mine now.”

Mica’s tired lol

[robo-dino-puppy]

my thoughts on burning shores if anyone was interested (spoilers obvs, also loooooong, so long and rambling, don’t feel like you need to read it lol):

first of all - that final fight with the horus was EPIC. i LOVED the multiple sections that basically take you through all the game mechanics - stealth, ranged, climbing, swimming, platforming - all just really cool. SO AMAZING and FUCKING CREEPY to see a horus crawling/walking around. also props to sam witwer to being a great over-the-top villian lol. the final fight with londra in the head section felt a bit cramped and it took me a few cycles to understand what to do (like it took me too long to realize i could shoot the mines yikes i’m dumb) but once i did i liked the design of it. (although i felt aloy should have been more terrified of the horus waking up? she and seyka seemed pretty chill and jokey throughout the whole thing considering the situation - i feel like she should have been more scared, at least at first?)

second of all, little complaint - the sounds of the waterwing are EXCRUCIATING to me. really, honestly awful. well not from a sound design perspective, they're fine as... sounds... just not sounds i have to listen to frequently. but i'm very sensitive to noise and i have misophonia, so... maybe that's why. i wish it would just stop making noises. so many noises. all the time. in my mind steve (my sunwing) flew off to hang out with some burning shores sunwings and the moment i go back to a sunwing site i will recognize him and override him again and then we will go back to adventuring together and i will abandon the waterwing unless i need one again. also they added a noise to the barrel roll on the sunwing and that is not cool, don't like, i would like steve to be quiet(er) again pls.

third, an issue - i can't complete cauldron theta because every time i kill the bilegut my game crashes. TT-TT i go through the whole fight, aloy says "it's done!" and the game closes and i get an error. i have fought that bastard three times now and i WILL NOT be doing it again until i have reason to believe it’s fixed lol. the rest of the cauldron was pretty cool tho!

other things:

GILDUN! OMG. i loved that whole quest. i felt bad but i listened to all his commentary behind the door before opening it :D i also felt bad because he's so friendly and optimistic and his delving partner was a jerk, and while i didn't want to lie to him i chose the heart option for aloy's response, and i don't think i could choose the others. and he gets a focus and a hug! AHHHHHH it was great. you’re our friend gildun! (i did get him talking on aloy's focus once when i went back to the main game, so i wonder if there will be random comments like that sometimes? v cool)

NORA LOOKOUT ARMOR! holy crap i forgive them for not giving us the banuk sickness eater bc i did not expect to get the lookout. AMAZING. i will have to do a run with her wearing the lookout the whole time. the quen armors are pretty great too (and lots of dyes, but still only four dyes for the oseram armors? like, why? why didn't the oseram armor get the ng+ dye? WHY GUERRILLA)

ZENITH WEAPON! i was ambivalent about this idea before bc i wasn't sure how zenith weapons would work with the others we have, but i honestly love it. i also like the little clinky noise it makes when she puts it on/stows it :D some of the new weapons (like the shredder) in hfw felt kind of ratchet-and-clank-y, which i loved bc i *adored* r&c growing up. the zenith gauntlet also feels a bit like r&c and i’m digging it. now aloy just needs a topiary sprinkler lolololol (just kidding).

ZENITH FACEPAINTS! ok i would not wear these full time but they are honestly beautiful with the gold. also didn't expect these. and some new quen ones and the new valor surge one and the pangaea one. (are there more? i haven’t finished the delver’s trinkets or the aerial vantage points) i have my work cut out for me for my facepaint series!

i'm... not sure how i feel about aloy and seyka. as an ace girl who was hoping (however foolishly and vainly) for at least the choice of ace girl rep in aloy, it didn’t hit for me the way i’m sure they wanted it to. (i realize she still could be ace, just not aro, but to me it didn’t feel like they were telling an ace story, if that makes sense.) and i like seyka but she wasn't as immediately endearing to me as many of the other side characters - altho maybe my opinion will change on a second playthrough.

but i *am* glad that aloy is 1) letting herself be emotional/vulnerable around others 2) is more relaxed and happy after hfw’s whole story and 3) actually voiced aloud how her early life as an outcast impacted her ability to form friendships. (or wait... was that only in the brain flashpoint dialogue, which is the one i picked? idk) so anyway not mad about it even if i wasn’t really feeling it, and i’m happy for the ppl who wanted aloy to be canonically into the ladies. (which imo it always seemed like she was)

the map is beautiful and the clouds are too. the sky in the new map omg!!! the color of the sky/clouds is definitely unique from any of the other areas. it does feel a biiiiiit too bright in places tho. several times the environment or aloy was completely blown out, highlights-wise. i didn’t change any settings on my game or tv from before, so i don’t feel like it’s on my end, but maybe i need to check.

speaking of sky have you flown up into the cloud layer? like it's a small thing i guess but it is BEAUTIFUL, it literally looks like one of the luminist paintings they said they were inspired by, but it's 3d. so, so pretty.

i did feel it was a bit short/fast especially compared to how the frozen wilds felt, but i may have just rushed it bc i was able to sit down and binge and i wanted to avoid spoilers.

why no tallneck? :( the frozen wilds tallneck was so great...

the jurassic park references made me laugh :D

the whole thing londra was doing to the quen, and the conversation with nova, was extra gross and creepy. also i thought we'd get nova as an AI ally like CYAN but oh well.

again the horus fight was amazing 10/10 boss fight v cool. the only thing i would have added was somehow shooting from the waterwing before gliding down to the ground. with two riders one can shoot and one can steer right?

but the side quest with the three waterwings on the island? HHHHHOLY fuck that was annoying. i used practically all my resources to kill those bastards. "weak to fire" my ass. they have like mile-wide aoe attacks and they are FAST and i kept missing their bodies while my ammo was going through their wings... super, super annoying, did not like, 0/10.

i hope they un-mirror the ammo selection, i was constantly picking the wrong arrows lol.

i walked up on some sandpipers on a beach and i scared them off and it was so REAL i just stood there and watched them fly away. and then they landed further down and started doing their little sandpiper-y thing again. SO COOL.

LEGENDARY SPIKE THROWER WITH DRILL SPIKES! thank u gildun i love it and will cherish it forever.

i'm not sure about the aerial vantage points (whatever they're called) bc i haven't finished them yet but the ones i have done are more emotionally along the lines of the original vantage points, so that's cool.

i did the stormbird in the cloud before i had the waterwing override and the stormbird KILLED STEVE so i reloaded a previous save where steve was alive and waited to do that until i was riding a (super-noisy and annoying) waterwing lol.

i am SAD that all our companions have left the main map. :( i mean they didn't do anything besides stand there in the same spots but... they were there...

sylens, ahhhhhh. that final convo made me tear up a little. i wish aloy had said something before she walked away, even a sarcastic "thanks" would have felt better imo. he didn't see her smile and he didn't hear the comment she made later. just considering the real-world stuff with lance reddick, oof.

also, visiting varl’s grave T_T

aaaaaaanyway i personally felt it was *well* worth $20 and i’m sooooooo excited to see what guerrilla does in the future!

[feathers-and-metal]

Mechanical Wing Necklace

been experiencing A LOT of weird coincidences in my life. i dont know if they are signs from my gods or the universe, either way, i found this beautiful hand made piece at a local anime con that... weirdly perfecrly fits me. i am an angelkin. and a robotkin. and i ove drawing mechanical wings.

i love this piece. also it was weirdly gifted me from a stranger i've met once 6 years ago. smh we just talked and i recognized him?? what a strange shit.

i love coincedences.

also i've always been jelaous of therians with theta delta necklaces with their kintypes. now i have mine!!