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Current mood is a repeat of Percy being disgusted with having Tyson as a half brother and then thinking of all the times he should have called Tyson his brother but didn't in my head
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my martha knight au in a nutshell:
Danny/Martha: see up here?
Danny/Martha: *taps skull*
Danny/Martha: intense psychological damage
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Danny/Martha: *upon finding out she's pregnant*
Danny/Martha: oh my god i cant be a mom, I'm fifteen and homeless--
Danny/Martha: im going to be a terrible mother--
Danny/Martha: i live in a cAR--
Danny/Martha: what if the baby inherits my powers? Oh no--
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Danny/Martha post giving birth: i've only had Bruce for a minute and a half but if anything were to happen to him i won't even need to fuse with Vlad, I'm razing this goddamn planet to the ground myself
Danny, to Baby Bruce: you are the last remaining thread of my sanity. I'm going to give you the world :)
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Danny/Martha prior to getting pregnant: Fuck it, if everything in my life has led to this moment, i'm allowed to make one stupid decision. I'm getting drunk and getting laid
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Danny/Martha while Bruce was a toddler: i swear to fucking god i am going to kill the next person who talks to me--
Bruce: hi mommy!! i brought you something!!!
Danny/Martha, immediately flipping on a dime: hi baby!! what do you have?
Bruce, a weird child like his mother: a spider :)
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Danny/Martha, talking to Falcone after he made an unsavory comment at her and Bruce: If you ever come near me or my son again, I will dig up your shithead father's corpse and make you eat his skin.
Danny/Martha: do you understand me
Falcone:... crystal, ma'am
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Danny/Martha new in Gotham: *getting mugged*
Danny/Martha: *grabs man's arm*
Danny/Martha: I AM GOING TO BREAK YOU IN HALF LIKE A TWIG, FUCK BOY, DO YOU HEAR THE WORDS COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH--
(she then proceeds to terrorize Gotham's night life for the next extended period of time, mostly unintentionally)
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Danny/Martha: Danny Fenton?? No. you must be mistaken, my name is Martha Knight.
Danny/Martha: this here is my littlest knight, Bruce.
Danny/Martha: I made him all by myself :]
#if martha could become the joker in one timeline if bruce died then she had to have SOMETHIGN going on up there mentally. im all for it#im a 'martha wayne may have been secretly batshit' truther. subscribing to bruciemilf's portrayal of the wayne parents#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#fem danny fenton#female danny fenton#martha knight au#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpxdc au#dp x dc au#dp x dc#giving danny fenton psychological issues since 2022 folks#points at marthadanny: she's a hot mess with unprocessed trauma and psychological prblems. she's hanging on by a thread#LISTEN TO AFTER ALL BY CHRISTINE EBERSOLE THAT SUMS UP MARTHADANNY ENTIRELY#bruce your mom is even crazier than you. how is that possible. her trauma has trauma.#marthadanny: i dont wanna talk about my feelings OR my trauma i want to raise my son. go away#martha: who knew that being a child hero without any support would result in deeply rooted psychological issues and paranoia in spades#marthadanny: im fine (<- experienced liar. is not fine. please god someone restrain her before she claws someone's eyes out)#she has eyebags the size of the savanna and wields red lipstick like a weapon. she's going to rob a rich man blind. she has a baby to feed#what would a mother not do for her child? what heights would a mother not climb.#and you're shaken to your soul with an ache that you cant erase. like the tears you never cried but still keep scrubbing off your face.#there's a pain you cant imagine. the little talk that keeps you wide awake that somehow turns to bold determination that you wont ever make#the same mistake. so you've got to feed your little future and ensure her talent poise and charm might just grow up and save you after all#fun fact bruce and danny's birthdays are exactly one week apart. danny is Feb.12 and Bruce is Feb.19. take that as you will :)
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Once again getting inspired by @on-a-lucky-tide 's fic (I keep rereading this one, it's so good, go give it a read !!)
#cod#nikprice#john price#cod nikolai#nikolai cod#captain john price#nikolai x price#it's DONE#blood sweat and tears trying to finish this#mostly tears#I almost gave up many times#I was not feeling it#I'm glad I finished it though <3#I hope I got the “fuck me” eyes right in the second one#just an excuse to draw chest hair again teehee#my art#I might reblog later and post the lineart only version because I put a lot of work into it too
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THE MOMENT NAOMASA REALIZED THE EXTENT OF WHO ALL MIGHT ACTUALLY IS
For refrence; a side by side comparison of how Naomasa knows All Might vs how Toshinori is when he actually lets loose
#bnha#my hero academia#yagi toshinori#naomasa tsukauchi#it was at this moment naomasa realized#toshinori isn't just a good guy who wants to do good#but an absolute freak of a man who NEEDS it#the first time in Naomasa'a entire life he's seen Toshinori's eyes actually light up and him smile out of sheer euphoric joy#and he's realizing he really never had a chance at keeping Toshinori out of the battle#he's realizing nobody ever had a chance at getting All Might to back down and accept retirement#Toshinori is awkward and soft spoken among people#for he does not know how to fit in there#he tries but he always seems a bit uncomfortable or distracted#but there- right there- Toshinori is THRIVING#Toshinori is a deranged feral individual who is damn right terrifying#naomasa is realizing that the entire time everyones been unaware how much of a monster the symbol of peace really is#because toshinori is tame#he's on their side#he's the symbol of peace and hope#it's like thinking you have a pet golden retriver#only to realize you have a dog that's built to hunt bears#and watching your once percieved golden retriever#tear into a monstrousity that had you quacking#like its the most natural and right thing in the world to them
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-> -> Guess whos AU is turning a year old on February 17th!
The time when the update will be posted is not specified since it will all be dependent on my work schedule, however I will try and let you all know when it is being posted in advance if I end up posting it very late in the day!
(I am in MST)
#2 arms left#hey uh.#sunday#sunday is going to kill people.#sunday is actually#a really really long update#that I have been really excited to draw for a long long while#do look forward to sunday <3#friday: haha silly!#saturday: ah... bittersweet silly!#sunday: oh. oh god oh shit. who put these tears in my eyes..... who gave a leo permission to cuss for an update.....#I am not finished with sundays update though#I am about halfway done#and it is... already 39 panels...............#I might end up having to extend the event to monday tbh#so its not a 4 part update in the end#but we will see???#fridays and saturdays updates are done and set in stone though#also dont be surprised if I self rb sundays update throughout the week#chances are im posting it late sunday night#which well late sunday night = the WORST posting hours I swear-
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GUYS WAKE UP MAJOR UPDATE !!!
WAR IS OVERR!!!!!
#rayman#OH MYGOD IF THIS IS TRUE.#AND IT'S A 'REMAKE' NOT A REMASTER. THE WHOLE THING MIGHT BE REWORKED.#there are tears in my eyes im actually overjoyed#project steambot#kinda worried w ancel being a consultant and all but otherwise oh my gosshs#fingers crossed things turn out alright :(( !!! ❤️
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#ermmm lol I spent all night ‘completing’ this#idk if I will continue this or ever colour it I’m just glad I made it lol#just a silly comic that might not go anywhere#fanart#my art#comic?#fan comic#alex barker#the other father#other father#coraline#if I ever come back to this it will most likely turn into self indulgent nonsense#tbh I want the other father to be loved properly such a silly and loving guy 🥺 thinking of him brings a tear to my eye 😭
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but listen!!! gabriel clutching his chest upon seeing beelzebub again!! the way he's always ALWAYS turned up his nose at human rituals like eating and drinking and doesn't understand childbirth or music and scoffs at aziraphale for engaging in human tradition so much and the way he probably doesn't even HAVE a heart- wouldn't bother- and yet when he looks at them he just can't help but put his hands where his heart would be. FUCKED UP!!!
#good omens#ineffable bureaucracy#they are.#azcrow is for all intents and purposes my favorite go ship#but these two... man. it's like an 'if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more' thing with them.#my eyes well up with tears when he goes 'you!' and when they sing together!#i can't explain it. maybe it's the nonbinary people in love representation?#in any case they're SO important to me💙💙
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Sam being unbearably pretty in 1x11 Scarecrow
#i warned you#guys i'm actually gonna throw up#i look at these and it makes me so hnggggggg#i think i hauve covid#i want him carnally and i also want his gender#also the last few where you can see tears in his eyes#GOD when they stopped filming this show on actual film they might as well have killed me and danced on my grave#emma rewatches spn#1x11 scarecrow#spn#sam winchester
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You know, something that has really hit me after attending my first ever Taylor's concert, is that I love Taylor @taylorswift , I really do. 🥺
#i mean i've always knew that but looking at her with my own eyes i had this realization at the end of the concert 🥺#i swear i might have become even more of a fan girl 😂#like now that i'm listening to her and a song i heard lived starts playing i start tearing up#i love her like someone i know like you know what I mean#she has taught me so much and inspired me through the years and i grew up with her i-🥺#the eras tour#milantstheerastour
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This movie held my head in place, forced me to keep my eyes open and made me witness the brutality and madness of self-hatred. It made me realise how cruel, ugly and vicious I was being towards myself...towards a living human who, because I will never be as beautiful as the always-lovable woman of dreams. Look at what she is doing herself. Look how cruel, how abusive she is towards HER because she is not pretty in the eyes of people who only value external glory.
The Substance is not subtle. It spits in the name of subtlety and SCREAMS in my face about how fucking disgusting self-hatred is...how it makes you into a pitiful monstrosity, who is not even given the dignity of being ferocious.
#might be a bit of an overreaction but my eyes are actually tearing up as i write this post#the substance#the substance 2024#digital scrapbooking#canva#horror movie#saya scrapbooks.
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I feel like I should probably put it here as well:
#it started yesterday when i woke it feeling like my body was vibrating in the most uncomfortable way#later i couldnt sit down without feeling alienated from my own flesh#today i found tears in my eyes i didnt know i'd been shedding for wearing a crop top#so i changed into a more gender neutral shirt#and i still feel awful#plus i fear being way too hot in a few hours (its a long sleeve)#my voice sounds horrid to my ears as well#and trying to correct it makes me light headed in the 'might cause a headache' way#i hate this#never would wish a bad dysphoria day on my worst enemy#if it gets too bad i might ask for random asks or find a question meme later#micahs thoughts#transgender#transmasc#gender dysphoria
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so erm. i got into saw and it's kind of pulling me out of my writers block? but im also struggling a bit rn...
#guys im crying help#i want this to be accurate as possible cuz like#i rlly love adam.#but at the same time im trying not to make it too canon cuz i want this to be a story where he survives!#might include some chainshipping if i feel well enough to write for it.#and not burst into tears.#stares at you with my large blue eyes#sawposting#saw franchise#saw 2004#saw#adam faulkner stanheight#adam stanheight#lawrence gordon#chainshipping#?#maybe.#my writing#wip
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how did u feel about the 2nd Terrifier movie? i saw it on a first date so it wasn’t the best experience… but revisiting it I can enjoy it more. good sfx
So the first one is 1h30m i believe, and I know when I watched it and saw I was 40 minutes in i was like wow its been that long and it feels like not much has happened huh. But then it did what it did and it ended.
For the second one I was like oh its been 40 minutes. Hopefully it starts kicking off like the first one. And then after what felt like an hour only 10 more minutes had passed LOL and the entire rest of the movie felt dis way
I like that this one had more of a semblance of a plot... The clown cafe song is stuck in my head... Sfx is good but hm im not sure how to describe this....im not one of those "omg this is just a legal snuff film u guys are evil for watching this" people nor am i a "ermm if u cant handle this ur a prude and a little baby actually" person but more somewhere in between or outside. I love movie gore, when i was younger I watched Saw SOLELY for the traps, i didnt even know the plot until more recently LMAO
but obviously That One Scene...idk! I dont think it was too much in the "prude" way nor was i clapping and cheering but it did evoke a "ok come on wrap it up" feeling from me...like these faces combined...does dis make sense. Not walking-out-of-the-theater disgust and revulsion OR enjoyment/glee but just mostly straight faced this ⬇️
The first movie has a naked woman being split in half from coochie down so its definitely not the gore itself here that evoked this emotion ykwim
#werewolfclaws#skunk mail#the only adjacent way i can describe it is you know when someone makes an unfunny joke#and when you think its not funny they think its because the joke is problematic and youre a snowflake#but its just that the joke isnt funny#whatever the equivalent of that is for horror movie gore is how i feel#like is it well done? yes. im not walking out of the theater im not throwing up im not pointing and laughing at people who get very#uncomfortable about it but i am making the above faces at like. oh youre ripping her arm#off then tearing her other arm in half and then stabbing her and THEN pouring bleach on her and the salt thing OKAYYY WE GET ITTT#in the same way u roll ur eyes when u hear a corny ass joke like yessss ok fine sure#like its just Silly...not in a ''and thats offensive and bad and evil'' way...i really dk how to word it!#ITS THE SAME WAY I FEEL WITH THAT STUPID LASER COLLAR TRAP IN JIGSAW.#its not like OMG THATS SO GORY AND SCARY 😨😱 LIKE NO ITS JUST A DUMB TRAP#that doesnt mean i hate the movie or franchise and all who enjoy it but i do roll my eyes and jab my thumb at it like get a load of this#long post#i guess i felt the way about That One Scene as i felt about the later scene where art just rips that guys dick off#like. its a clown ripping a guys dick off. its obvious not Serious. but im looking into the camera like im on the office about it#i think that might be the closest comparison...if it were any other movie genre you'd just be like ugh corny jokes!#but here its like oh corny ass gore!#i mean i watched it and im still gonna watch the 3rd#i dont think id ever watch the 2nd one on again for fun bc of how it dragged onnnnn#nor would i ever rec it to someone else like i do with saw#etc etc
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#not special not special not special!#DON'T let yourself be happy!#it's only temporary it's ALWAYS temporary!#absolutely fatal flaw to give your heart away#it's never for anyone else to hold#no one wants it long-term#and you're never anyone's match#so just STOP#learn to be lonely GET USED TO IT ALREADY#same freaking song and dance my entire life#standing at the edge of the circle but never actually belonging#i'm blue but everyone else is orange#and i don't wear the orange mask well#sometimes they let me stand there and wear it#sometimes they see past the mask right away and demand i leave#or sometimes i'm allowed to cling to the edge as they laugh at me#but the point is that i. don't. belong.#anywhere. with anyone.#and my heart is just a fun little plaything for people for awhile#it hurts so much. to keep reaching out and offering it with trembling hands and tears in my eyes.#wondering if THIS time will be different#it never is it NEVER IS#what's wrong with me that i keep freaking hoping#that someone just might care about me the way i care about them#it's never real#temporary temporary temporary i don't WANT temporary#so why do i keep doing this#it's so hard to watch the fading...#to have been happy. for just a little bit. and then watch them forget about your heart as theirs gets excited about another.#and then you watch as they have found their better match
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Despite how much I suffered making my last isat au Aris sprite redraw, I decided to do it again and once again went through hell doing it. There’s like a billion mistakes in this (such as her having the wrong arm rip) but at the end of the day I’m still happy with how it turned out :]
#keese draws#oc#oc art#eternal gales#isat#in stars and time#sorry for main tagging feel free to excecute me if you want or whatever#grips sink cringe is dead cringe is dead cringe is dead#anyways this is a very fuzzy and vague au as I don’t rly feel comfortable going off too hard with this one#this is pretty much entirely because I know I’d have to fuck around with the worldbuilding a decent amount and I don’t rly wanna do that#Isat’s worldbuilding is one of my favorite parts of isat so I don’t wanna fuck it up yknow?#I might do some other sprite redraws once I stop thinking too hard abt aris and tali#for context tali is the king aka complicated design that makes me wanna cry especially since I made it worse by changing her imagery#instead of having tears as a thing she has like. fracturing if that makes sense?#it’s supposed to be a nod to her ‘cracked’ eye in canon#she also has threads coming from her limbs instead of long hair for similar reasons#also she doesn’t have straight hair so yknow#but yeah for additional context aris and tali are half sisters and they make me go insane#in this au the idea would be that when their grandparents divorced when the two were little tali and their grandma left the island#aris wouldn’t leave until five or so years later when she was around 12#at which point the island disappeared and all that#the two have mostly completely forgotten about eachother but there still is familiarity between them#tali isn’t any less of a piece of shit than the king in this au tho#aris for a brief moment almost remembers who tali is during act 3 but she dies before she can fully grasp it#which almost hurts more to her despite not even knowing what she was trying to recall#during act 5 her inner sadness fight is against the hazy image of a very young tali 👍#just tiny 5 year old tali using the voices of the others to scream at aris that she’s been nothing but a burden to them all#and that she’s done nothing but hurt them in her selfish attempts to fix a problem that she refuses to admit she caused#and that time and time again she’s lied that she’s doing her best to protect them and that she’s failed all of them#it’s a mix of current guilt and her hazy but longstanding guilt towards tali
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