#there are so many opportunities to spend some time w/ like-minded people

[leighsartworks216]

Nyctophobia

Sylus x gn!Reader

I still have to sleep with some sort of light on at night and I was like well what would Sylus think about this. And now here we are

Warnings: hurt/comfort, crying, kissing, nyctophobia (fear of the dark), embarrassment, fear, pet names, swearing, implied sexual content, established relationship

Word Count: 2,153

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You feel so fucking stupid. Not because you did something wrong or made a fool of yourself (yet), but because this dumb problem you had was so childish. Even a 10-year-old is braver than you, a literal fucking Hunter!

You pout at the nightlight on your laptop. Sylus’s black card sat on your coffee table, just waiting to be used. And yet, the thought of using a card with access to millions of dollars (perhaps billions), just to buy a nightlight, halted you in your tracks, He hadn’t even said much about anything else you’ve bought before, and what he did say usually encouraged you to buy more expensive, lavish things. Surely, he wouldn’t flinch at this at all.

But that stupid, unrelenting voice in your head made buying the light impossible.

Which sucked.

It really, really sucked.

‘Cuz every time you stay in the N109 Zone in Sylus’s manor-slash-base, your room is so dark. Being in the lawless area doesn’t help, either. All the violence and danger you’d seen walking in the streets at night painted visions of stalkers in the corner, murderers with knives under your bed, and worse, just waiting for you to close your eyes and sleep.

But you don’t want to impose on the nice atmosphere Sylus has cultivated in his home. So you sleep with the light off, clinging to your blankets and telling yourself over and over again that nobody else is in the room.

Your phone buzzing interrupts your pity party. You shut your laptop and place it on the table next to the card. It buzzes again as you pick it up.

What’s wrong, sweetie?

I’ve only seen you make that face when a plushie falls out of the claw

You look up at your window. Sure enough, Mephisto’s red eyes greet you.

Stop spying on me >:(

Fine

The mechanical crow disappears from sight. You can just barely hear his caws as he flies off back to the N109 Zone.

But my question still stands

It’s nothing. Don’t worry about it

Sweetie, if someone says not to worry about something, people are going to worry about it

Damn him for giving you a chance to tell the truth. And damn your brain for reminding you that if you tell him the truth, he’d probably laugh at you. What does he have to worry about when he sleeps anyway? He’s already a light sleeper, but he also sleeps during the day, when creeps skitter from shadow to shadow. He wouldn’t understand.

Like I said, it’s nothing

Nothing happens for a few moments. The little dots to signify he’s typing don’t even show up. You can’t help wondering what he’s doing. What he’s thinking.

Maybe he’s getting ready to start the night, getting into his car so Luke and Kieran can drive him around to his many business dealings. Or maybe he’s picking out a vinyl from his shelf, taking it from the paper casing with a delicacy only shared with you, and setting it up on his phonograph. Or maybe he’s mimicking you: sitting on the couch, staring at the phone, wondering what to say next.

The dots appear, finally.

Come to the N109 Zone, kitten

Let me cheer you up

If Mephisto was still lurking around, he’d have seen just how fast you packed your things and hopped onto your bike.

Yes, the N109 Zone is dark and scary and extremely dangerous at the best of times. Yes, you’d be forced to sleep in the dark once again. Yes, your mind would play tricks on you and you’d probably stay up all night anyway.

But Sylus is there. And you haven’t seen him for almost a week. Who could blame you for jumping at the opportunity to spend time with him now?

-

Sylus greets you at the door with an amused smirk. “You got here fast.”

You playfully glare at him, smacking his chest as you pass by. “There wasn’t any traffic,” you tease.

The manor is as dark as usual. If it’s not black, it’s dark red. If it’s not dark red, it’s the occasional white furniture or golden accent.

Sylus trails behind you as you beeline it straight to your room to drop off your stuff. He leans in the doorway as you toss your bag onto the plush bed. “You seem to be in a better mood now,” he hums.

“I always feel better when I get to see you.” You smile up at him. It’s a soft remark. Genuine. Not the usual joking, back-and-forth banter you’re usually all too happy to supply during your visits.

His expression melts into something just as tender. Just as honest. He casually pushes himself off the doorframe and crosses the few steps it takes to get to you. His hands cradle you like one of his precious antiques, tilting your face up while he cranes his neck until the world has shrunk to just this moment.

He grins. His eyes keep glancing down at your mouth. You grab onto his waist. Your fingers curl into his soft red sweater, desperate to keep him this close. His lips brush against yours, stealing the air from your lungs.

“Then let me make it worth your while.”

-

It’s still dark when you wake up. The navy blue behind the curtain carries no hint of light, reassuring your sleep-addled brain that there is still plenty of time before day.

You roll over, silk sheets caressing your bare form, fully intending to go right back to sleep. Cold air slips underneath the blanket. You shiver and pull it tighter around you. Without thinking, you reach out toward the other side of the bed. It’s too large for just one person. The bed is cold beneath your fingers, even as you reach out farther.

You blink open your eyes, blearily staring into the darkness, searching for some answer you can quite grasp yet.

What are you reaching for…?

You turn your face into your pillow, determined to ignore that strange feeling in your gut and enjoy the last hours of the night. The rich scent of bourbon and vanilla catch on the edge of your senses. It smells just like Sylus…

You open your eyes again. Where’s Sylus?

Your fingertips brush the edge of the bed as you reach out. A discordant chord of terror strikes in your heart as you quickly pull your hand back. Thoughts of something reaching out to grab you flood your mind. Your heart races, chasing off the last ounces of sleepiness from your body.

You pull the blanket even tighter around you, curling it under your feet and tucking it into your sides until you’re in a cocoon of safety. No matter how hard you strain your eyes, you can’t see anything. But in your mind, everything can see you.

You curl up into a pitiful ball.

You could get up, but you can’t. What if something grabs your ankles?

You could grab your phone, but you can’t. What if something is waiting in ambush and your phone is the bait?

You could do a thousand things to get out of this darkness. But you can’t, for a million reasons.

The door knob slowly turns. The only indication the door has opened at all is the sound of the lower edge brushing against the carpeted floor. No light comes in from the hall. It’s all pitch black. The door clicks shut.

You hold your breath.

Footsteps. Large, heavy footsteps. They don’t stomp. You’re not sure if it would be better if they did. They creep around the side of the bed.

You don’t move.

Weight shifts the mattress. Slowly. Deliberately.

Your heartbeat pounds in your ears. You strain to hear anything else.

Something slides over your blankets.

You squeeze your eyes shut so tight you see spots. You bite your lip to avoid making sound.

The something - a hand, you think - wraps around your waist.

You flinch.

Oh god, oh god, oh god. They’re gonna know you’re awake. They’re gonna cover your mouth or stab you or put a pillow over your face or-

“Kitten?”

Your body shudders as you finally let yourself breathe. You grab your pillow as you quickly sit up and swing it at the face of your lover.

“I thought you were gonna fucking kill me?!”

Sylus laughs, chucking the pillow back onto your side of the bed. You can’t see him in the dark, but your body can’t stop taking in every ounce of him that it can. His smell - the bourbon and vanilla tinged with a natural musk. His voice - that rich, lively sound of his laugh and the breaths he takes. His touch - his hand, trailing patterns over the blanket at your hip.

You crawl toward him, clinging to his chest like a koala. He’s still shirtless from your escapades. His hand slides to your back, pulling you in tighter to him. You can feel the rumble of his voice in his chest. You press your ear against him to hear more.

“Why would you think that?” he asks once he’s gathered himself.

You don’t answer. You squeeze him tighter.

“Sweetie?” The amusement is replaced with concern. His other arm wraps around you. The muscles tense with the slightest effort. He says your name.

Relief settles heavy in your bones. Tears prick at your eyes, while you remain utterly powerless to stop them. “It’s too dark,” you whimper. It’s all you can think to say.

His arms tighten around you as he rolls onto his back, pulling you on top of him like you weigh nothing. He begins playing with your hair. “Does it scare you?” he asks softly.

You nod. You pull one of your hands out from around him to wipe the tears off your face and his chest.

God, you feel so fucking pathetic.

“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”

You don’t answer. His chest rises and falls with you on it, moving with his sigh. He pulls your hand away from your face and replaces it around him. You want to fight it. Complain about how gross it is to get all your tears on him. But he shushes you gently and you can’t find the strength to try.

“Do you want to go downstairs?”

You nod again.

The world shifts as he sits up with you. He pries you off of him so he can stand up, but he doesn’t go far. He grabs his sweater off the ground and helps you put it on. Then he goes through your dresser for some clean underwear. He helps you stand and slides them on. You don’t open your eyes. You don’t want to see the darkness. So you hold onto his shoulders. You put all your trust into him, and he refuses to betray it.

He lifts you into his arms like you’re a damn princess. Usually, he’d throw you over his shoulder, but not this time. This time he’s careful, treating you with the utmost care as he carries you down the stairs and to the living room. With a wave of his fingers, the lights turn on, black and red left in its wake.

“It’s not dark anymore,” he promises as he sits down. You keep your face safely tucked into his neck. He rests his cheek on your head. His fingers go back to your hair. His other hand rubs patterns against your bare thigh.

After a while, your terror finally dissipates completely. You can see the light shining through your closed eyelids. Feel its subtle warmth against your skin. When you find the strength to open your eyes, the warm, comfortable ambiance of Sylus’s home greets you once more.

You use the sleeve of his sweater to wipe at your face. “I’m sorry.” Your voice cracks. You cringe with embarrassment. “It’s stupid, I know.”

He hums noncommittally. “Is this what you were telling me not to worry about?” he asks instead.

You nod. “I was looking at… at nightlights,” you admit in a murmur.

“What kind?”

“Hm?” You pull back to look up at him. He lets you, meeting your gaze with a soft seriousness. “What d’you mean?”

He smirks slightly, eyebrow quirking upward. “I mean, what kind of nightlight would you like, sweetie? Fairy lights, a wall light, one of those animal-shaped ones that glows…”

You frown and look away. “You’re teasing me, aren’t you?”

“I’m asking,” he cups your cheek and guides your face to look at him, “so I can buy you one. Now, will you tell me, or do I have to buy every single nightlight on the market?”

You laugh despite yourself. “I have it pulled up on my laptop…”

He grins. “Good.” He pulls you into a chaste kiss. “Don’t hesitate to buy it next time. Or to tell me what’s wrong. If there’s one thing I can’t stand, it’s a sad kitten.”

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[franki-lew-yo]

Worst year of your life so far

It's hard not to feel like every time a moderately good and nice or even great thing happens to me I ought to expect and inconvenience or a TERRIBLE thing to happen right after. This is genuinely why I'm afraid to be happy. I don't have an exact religion, I'm just certain that I am in fact an evil person or at least some evil person's revitalized soul. Since November of last year my life has been, in this order:

>Receive notice that I might owe SSI 15k because a miscalculation says they're overpaying me. I don't have 15k or stashed away 15k. I've been using every cent of money given to survive and pay back overdue fees. Life coach is sure I won't have to pay anything. I don't believe her.

>Find out that the location of my jobsite is being terminated within a week before the site is closed down. Can not be moved to a new location. The chain is dying. No location has room for me.

>Spend the days up to Christmas helping my coworkers who were a lot of times my only non-family communication, tear apart our store and then become strangers. The worst part is when they have me throw out hundreds of dollars of boutique clothes because the company wants to write it off as a reduction, DIRECTLY into a garbage bin. We'll be terminated from any further locations if we're caught trying to save or sneak away with anything. It's Christmas time and here's some clothes for needy people and my company is literally throwing them in a landfill. I just watch.

>Is repeatedly told by my job coach, REPEATEDLY, that I will get a job at a place which shares my old workplace's union. Nope. I don't. They string the both of us along for four months. By the time we move on to a new place in mind THAT job opportunity fizzles out after too many tries. My job coach and I have a fight and he doesn't talk to me or wants to see me. I feel nothing but shame. He and his wife are going through their own crisis.

>While ALL of this is happening I'm watching an active genocide a take place in real time. I try to do my daily clicks and boycott as much as possible. Come August I use up the rest of my unemployment money donating to any vetted fundraiser I can. I hope, I HOPE every time that THIS MONTH must be the last month of this slaughter. The powers that be have to do something...the answer is a resounding no. More and more innocent families are butchered. I can't offer anything really substantial.

>TWICE. TWICE IN ONE YEAR- my EBT gets cut off until I repeal it.

>My sister and I are both unemployed and in mental (in her case physical anguish). We blow up at each other more than once, especially over politics. She gets a job that she hates and is dangerous before the thankfully quits. She gets another job and is layed off for no reason in the same week she gets it.

>Can't afford a real dentist. Have to do a dentist-intern who tells me to watch my cavities that I have but no they can't do anything about it.

>My laptop's mouse stops working. It's fine for tablet but it means I need to use an external mouse for everything casual and writing. I'm already avoiding doing too much digital artwork on account of not wanting to wear down my system. Oh also my screen has a shadow on in.

>My mom is evicted from the house she and her boyfriend have lived in for years now and is forced to live in my grandpa's house which HE'S been forced to move out of. It was also a house I had lived in for awhile as well and so all of my sister and my own childhood things have to come back with us to our apartment. We don't have room. I'm going to have to downsize so many of my things.

>Catch covid because I was too stupid to bother with a booster. It delays getting me my new job and tasting anything for a month. Also delays me getting to work on the art I need done by September/October.

>Dog gets a bad flea infestation almost immediately after this because of summer heat. Also she wasn't on flea medication when it happened.

>My new job is two days a week rather than three. Lesser pay than what I used to have. All throughout October my schedule is cut to one day a week. I can never truly finish my job for my supervisors like they need to of me.

>Life coach assigns new job specialist; the one who got me my job. New specialist tells me all about Tiktok and how I need it and how I ought to download and post more on there. When I ask her for help navigating the platform and for her to help me on my social media art campaign; she shuts me out. Tells me repeatedly she's not versed in social media and tells me to instead take an online class. That's not what I want from her I want her to support me as an artist and that means occasionally just following my pages. She gives me a hard "no". Literally all my plans for a semi-active youtube, tiktok and instagram campaign fall apart. If I can not be supported even emotionally what's the POINT??

>I learn just this night how I unintentionally deeply hurt one of my oldest friends on the platform when I get the courage to ask if she's really upset with me or not. She blocks me mid me trying to ask for more information on the incident that hurt her. I do think I wronged her, but it's that I didn't even know I did that HURTS. Another one of my friends is right in the way of a frikin hurricane.

>Sister/Roommate is diagnosed with a condition that makes drawing difficult. I try not to draw near or around her as much as possible. It hurts. We are both still artists.

>Next door neighbor who's made creepy sexual comments about me to my sister throws dog poop on my sister's car at night. He thinks it's our dog even though I'M THE ONE picking up our dog's poop every single time.

and finally

>Country elects the same admitted fascist we kicked out for starting a riot.

Art, fandom and my dog is literally all I have. It is my one and only escape and happiness. I would be proud of myself and how much I've matured since just last year, but I can't. I can't be because I'm too miserable and so is everyone else around me. People tell me it's my fault or not my fault, people tell me I can help but won't or that I can't help at all. It's never enough. I wish I could be a better friend towards every one of you. I wish I could be a better creator. I wish I could find the time in my schedule to find a time in my therapists' schedule to see me again. All I ever feel like is an entitled garbage heap for even complaining when so many people are suffering to such an insane degree. Even the campaign people coming to me about how they want me to reblog their posts trigger me on account of how so many seem to forget they've already talked to me before. The fact that I am forgotten by circumstances where people can't remember anyone's username hurts me when it shouldn't.

I just want it all to stop.

----

And, for the first time, I actually want to thank you if you somehow read any of this. This is going to get deleted soon (or maybe not) because it is a trauma dump and TMI.

And yet I genuinely needed to get all of that off my chest. I am INCREDIBLY stressed out and hate to feel bad for myself because that just makes me hate myself and then feel more bad for myself AGAIN rather than do what I keep saying I want to do and help people. I wish this clarity and odd inner-peace wasn't brought about by such turmoil and inner pain. I wish that so much. I guess to quote Art Spiegelman quoting someone else: "Samuel Beckett once said: 'Every word is like an unnecessary stain on silence and nothingness.'...but then again, he did say it."

[cherrys-writings]

The Perfect Moment

Hey! I know it's been forever and a day since I've updated this series. Thanks to all of you patient people who love Grayson and Flower

Grayson’s talk of inheritance has me thinking about the mysterious box that’s been living on my kitchen table. I rip the tape off. Inside, I find an envelope sitting on top of another box; this one wooden.

How original. 

A flashdrive clatters onto the table when I pull out the letter.

Take care of them.

T. Hawthorne

The last thing I need is to be pulled into one of this man’s puzzles. Then again, I may have pulled Grayson to the forefront of the rumor mill. I take the box and flashdrive upstairs. As soon as I plug it into my laptop a passphrase prompt appears.

Wilde

I type in my immediate thought, a line from the book that allegedly had several pages removed by the editor without the author’s knowledge. A line that remains an unexplainable favorite.

“I represent to you all the sins you never had the courage to commit”

The text box shakes on the screen and the line disappears. The passphrase likely relates to the four words of his letter, but it can’t be so obscure that I wouldn’t know it. I picked up the wooden box, not much bigger than a tea tin, and gave it a shake. There’s a light rattling, probably whatever’s inside. The lid has eight diamonds embedded in its surface. Seven of them form a vague outline of a house. If the house had no floor and one side was longer than the other. The eighth diamond sits alone at one corner. I try to take the top off, but it doesn’t move, sliding it doesn’t work.

I stare at the box. One problem at a time. I know I have to tell Grayson about the incident, but he’s already dealing with a lot. He’ll be upset, though probably not enough to argue about it. Even if he does, there’s no way it could be as bad as our last argument. I doubt anything could compare to those weeks more than a year ago; the pained, rage-filled glances. Constantly running into each other at school, around town, and drawing breath to speak before thinking better of it. The agonizing distance that grew each day, but nothing hurt quite as much as the victorious grin on the face of that strawberry-blonde sociopath. 

“She just made a joke,” Grayson’s defensive words echoed through my mind as the fight played out again. 

“She humiliated him and you know it was deliberate.” I had to force myself to speak normally. No matter how much I wanted to yell, I knew who I was arguing and there was no way in hell that I’d raise my voice first.

“So what if she was testing him?” 

“Oh? That’s how you’re spinning this?”

Grayson took a step closer, “The only one here that’s spinning is you. I get in a relationship and suddenly you’re having this identity crisis; hanging around this guy with questionable work ethic and unrealistic aspirations for his future.”

I rake my hands through my hair, “You don't like Cade because he’s on scholarship AND lets himself have fun and relax. We have opportunities people would die for. Cade worked hard to get where he is and knows it doesn’t stop here.”

“Show me these opportunities, Flower,” Grayson scoffs, “After that gap year, my life is over.”

“Then why are you wasting your time letting yourself get manipulated by some greedy girl?” My raging words echoed through the great room.

“There it is,” he shook his head, “you’re jealous because of how much time I spend with her.”

The next several seconds are painfully clear in my mind and probably one of Hawthorne House’s many security cameras. Both of us acting on instinct, Grayson grabbing my wrist as I walked away, me breaking the grip and shoving his arm back hard. Grayson tried to blink away the tears welling in his eyes. I had walked out before he could draw breath to apologise.

I shuddered at the memory. Grayson had apologised weeks later for everything. Sometime between me ending things with Cade and Emily….

Willa rubbed her face against my arm, clearly tired of waiting for my attention. She starts purring when I scratch her head. “I don’t think Gray will be too upset about the incident, do you?”

She just lays across the keyboard, deciding which problem I’ll deal with first. 

*******************************

I played with the little box while waiting for Grayson to show up. He finally walks in when I’m tracing the design for what feels like the millionth time. 

“You said you needed to tell me something.” Grayson sat beside me, momentarily distracted by the wooden box.

“It’s about this morning.”

“Specifically?” “When I got home and Olive was here.” My heart pounds as I prepare for what comes next. I keep my eyes on the box, sliding my finger from diamond to diamond. “My class heard everything about last night.”

Grayson chokes, “By everything you mean?”

I nod, “Every detail I told Olive.”

He takes a deep breath, “Okay.”

Grayson rises to stand by the window, watching the late afternoon sun sink lower. “Well, there’s been nothing on gossip sites today.” He massages his forehead, “You have that interview tomorrow about that slasher book you wrote senior year, right.”

“Yeah.”

Grayson lets out a long breath, “Maybe there’s nothing to worry about. If someone asks you about it or anything remotely close to the topic, let me know. We’ll deal with it together.”

[pjsk-writin]

(alright so I was re-reading your hcs and this idea popped up in my mind -)

Can u write pjsk boys having collab with their s/o? Basically them having special collaboration and perform together with their s/o group

Take your time Amia, and don't forget to drink water^^

weheh this was fun !! i went w the same idea that the groups are relatively similar, but lmk if you want smth different !! same goes to you, and I hope you like this !! <3

♡ COLLABORATION - Akito Shinonome, Toya Aoyagi, Tsukasa Tenma and Rui Kamishiro x Reader

Akito:

When you first bring up the idea of a collab to Akito, he immediately assumes that you're trying to challenge him to a battle-

You quickly clear up that you just wanted to do a normal collab with VBS, and he jokes about how boring the idea is. In reality, he thinks it'll be a blast!

Your group visits VBS during their practices, and you all plan a collab show together! It's definitely fun to see Akito in his element <3

You and Akito also plan a lot of moves where the two of you are close, and you both have to ignore the teasing from your respective groups

The day of the performance rolls around, and it's a huge success! Akito ends it by kissing you on the cheek, and both of your fans proceed to go crazy about it for the next couple of weeks-

You all definitely plan to collab again, and while he seemed to be chill, he could barely hold his excitement at the thought <3

Toya:

When you bring up the idea of a collab to Toya, he's both excited and nervous at the idea

Of course he wanted to perform with you! But, he's also quite nervous that your group mates wouldn't like him-

You bring your group to VBS practices, and a collab show is planned! You get to see Toya slip into a more comfortable version of himself

Toya would get too nervous to plan the moves, so you'd probably have to be the one who choreographs any moves where the two of you are together. Akito makes fun of him for it-

The day of the performance rolls around, and it turns out to be a huge success! You and Toya end the last dance next to each other, and you steal a quick kiss. Both of your fans go crazy <3

You all plan to collab again, and Toya is very excited! Maybe he can be more bold with the choreography next time...

Tsukasa:

When you bring up the idea of a collab to Tsukasa, he's absolutely stoked!

There are so many shows that require a lot of people in them, and the idea of performing a show with your group made him incredibly excited! He knew they'd love him!

Your group joins WxS on the Wonder Stage, and Tsukasa unsurprisingly has a list of shows that he was thinking you could perform

He gets to know your group pretty well, and everyone gets roles that fit them pretty well! Another unsurprising action of his is making the two of you the main lovers in the show-

The day of the first show rolls by, and everything goes just as planned! The audience cheers as you and Tsukasa share a kiss, and you're both grinning wide as you hold hands at curtain call <3

You all definitely plan another collab, and Tsukasa is just excited to perform with his favorite co-star!

Rui:

When you bring up the idea of a collab, Rui is definitely very intrigued!

He had the chance to work on a show with you, of course he would never pass up the opportunity! He also gets to meet your groupmates, and just hopes that they don't hate him-

Your group joins WxS on the Wonder Stage, and Rui and Tsukasa give your group a list of shows they have in mind

Much to his surprise, your group seems to love him, and you all have a blast planning the show! Of course, you're paired up with Rui to be the lovey dovey couple-

The day of the first show rolls by, and everything goes wonderfully! Rui may or may not have slipped some drone tricks in, but it goes really well! The audience seems to love you both <3

You plan another collab with WxS, and you can tell how happy Rui is for the next collab. He got to spend more time with you, why wouldn't he be excited? <3

[seongsanglover]

✮ateez reacting to you wanting them as your plus one ✮includes: hongjoong, seonghwa, yunho, yeosang, san, mingi, wooyoung, jongho, gn!reader ✮genre: fluff ✮warnings:N/A ✮word count:TBC ✮note: i'm very very nervous for this,,, this is something that came into my mind recently, in no small part thanks to my crush saying that she's been invited to parties/had a party, but yeh i felt like this idea would be a good one to start with :)

Seonghwa

I think Seonghwa would be very surprised by this request, especially if it's from out of nowhere. He's used to spending quiet nights by himself building up his lego sets in peace, so when you come to him with the idea of bringing him along with you to a large party, I feel like he might hesitate at first. However, he does agree to come with you, and it ends up being a party that neither of you forget, enjoying it all so much that you forget that Hwa even hesitated. You’re always seen with one another, laughing, smiling and joking around, and you can see how much Seonghwa is loving it. When he brings you back to your place later in the night/early in the morning, he thanks you for even considering taking him along and tells you that it was one of the best experiences he’s had. After a very very long hug he waves you goodbye, smiling to himself as he’s walking away.

Hongjoong

Hongjoong would be very chaotic i feel, always dragging you around to different parts of the party to try and get you to join in activities. he wants you to enjoy yourself as much as possible and will do what he can to get you laughing.

Yunho

Yunho is such a golden retriever boy oml, radiating good vibes as soon as he steps in to the room, lifting any sorrow.

Yeosang

Yeosang i feel would be the most shocked and he'd probably be shy throughout the night (if he agrees to join you), always giving out his small smiles to people that come to talk to the both of you. after a bit of time at the party is when his full personality comes through, being amused by little things and generally enjoying himself. he'll stay as close as possible to you but if you are doing something he'll look at you fondly, asking how it was when you walk back to him.

San

San would absolutely eat up the chance of being able to go somewhere with you! he wouldn't hesitate to want to go and loves that you asked him. i feel like he'd be very good at making sure that nothing bad happens to you throughout the night and makes sure to check in on how you feel. of course he wants you to enjoy yourself first and foremost, you did invite him to come with you after all.

Mingi

Mingi i feel is the least likely to want to go (99% due to his anxiety:( ), however i feel like he'd make the most of it if he were to go. he wants to make the most out of being out, especially if it's with you. he'll stick close, only really talking to others if you're there. he may need to walk out to take time to himself, you ofc go to check if he's ok and stay with him for as long as is needed.

Wooyoung

Youngie would adore this opportunity, he would jokingly say that he'll be the best baby girl he can be and by the end of the night actually act like one ,not like he already does w/o drinks. he's someone that would share funny stories of you and more than likely babble on about how great you are.

Jongho

Jongho is another one that would love this, but especially if he gets a chance to sing, be it karaoke or following along to a song, you'd probably have so many people asking if he's your partner and how he's so talented.

pls tell me how you think this went,, im not much of a writer and decided to try something out

im also aware that this isn't as detailed in some places, i just wanted a way to get some ideas out but couldn't really think for some :(

[waitmyturtles]

A few more thoughts on Moonlight Chicken episode 6 that I didn’t fit into yesterday’s meta -- there is so much to process, and my kids were losing their damn minds when I was writing last night (when you say the words “pizza for dinner” around little kids, it’s like this emotional earthquake, good LORD lol).

ANYWAY (ha), I’m numbering from yesterday’s post:

7) I’m only following the rules and responding to the tags of my big-brained homeslice @respectthepetty to say the following:

Pattaya being a home for some and an escape for others. So, I want to get personal for a sec. Whenever I go back to SE Asia to see fam and travel around -- there is always such a strong desire from my fam for me to stay longer. They’re like, “a month isn’t even long enough to really get to know here, you have to stay for six months.” 

And I’m like, oh my god, I wish, but also -- back even before I had kids, it just felt inherently like an impossibility. Like -- how can I explain it -- when I was younger, it felt unreal to think that I could live my whole life in a place other than the States. I wasn’t conditioned in my mind during those times I visited as a child and as a single woman to consider living there. SE Asia to me, as a child and as an adult, felt like an other place, certainly another home where I had family, but not my home, where I lived my life as how I thought about and defined it, as the one place of my life where I could understand and track my growth as a human. (I know that MANY PEOPLE are not like this and can move at a moment’s notice -- but I think my immediate family had conditioned me back then to always stay close to them.)

It makes me think: when does a place stop feeling like an escape and maybe start feeling like a home? Again, as I said yesterday, I was really moved by Wen’s saying to Jim, “Do you take this place to be your home?”

7a) And I didn’t spend enough time yesterday sitting with the conversation between Jim and Wen about love and the sense of home you get from love, which I want to sit with for a second before I tie this back to Pattaya and escape/home. 

We know now that Jim had/has MAJOR TRUST ISSUES, besides the guilt of letting Beam get on that ferry. And he totally smells the dramaahhh that kinda follows Wen around (like, it’s not all Wen’s fault, but like, guy’s got a drama scent trail). So Jim sees the drama and is like -- I’m just not sure about being able to cross the line with this guy.

But Wen’s showing up for Jim. He’s there-there. He’s making a delicious breakfast. He’s falling asleep on Jim’s lap. He’s feeding Jimbo. He goes to temple with Jim (which we know is something that Wen would otherwise pooh-pooh). He enables Jim to reach closure re: Beam. He goes with Jim to meet Khwan. He sits with Jim to process the Khwan meeting. And, finally, Jim is moved to hold Wen, to hold his hand, and to be with him on New Year’s. 

Wen’s showing up because....Wen is becoming Jim’s home.

7b) Now: does Jim = Pattaya? Wen moved to Pattaya to be away from Bangkok. Wen’s parents even called him a survivor for it. 

I take that to mean (oh, my aching heart): you were brave enough to leave your home and find a new home.

Wen even tells Jim/us, I came to Pattaya for the job opportunity. But what does it take to make a place a home? I think it takes -- not just the love that Wen talks about with Jim in the beginning of the episode. I think it takes some damn work to show up to the place that you love. This might be a stretch, but what I think is happening in this episode is two-fold: while Jim is beginning to make Wen his new home and his new love, I think Wen is also setting himself up to allow Pattaya to be HIS home. 

Wen’s been breaking under the guilt of the Marina project. But it’s Wen who’s also throwing himself into Pattaya -- showing up drunk to the khao man gai joint, going to temple with Jim, running outside, being a cute uncle for Li Ming. He himself is also ingratiating himself into Pattaya’s culture and allowing himself to get wrapped up in it. He is also doing the work of making Pattaya his home. All of this, as opposed to Beam, who escaped Pattaya to live his double life.

I think what’s happening here is an essential connection that I don’t want to separate or unwind. I think, to Wen, Pattaya means Jim and Jim means Pattaya. I think that’s really similar, likely, to the way Beam thought about Jim -- except that Beam didn’t attach PERMANENCE to HIS definition of home. And maybe Jim’s sniffing around and making sure the same paradigm doesn’t happen twice. 

But -- Wen’s not escaping on the weekends. Man’s showing up every chance he gets to show Jim his (Wen’s) love. And I think what happened on the beach with Jim and Wen in the end is that Jim saw what he needed to see from Wen and was convinced that Wen was a risk worth chancing his love on.

I’m so glad I got a chance to talk more about Jim and Wen, because I think they were the absolute center of this episode.

8) One more response to @respectthepetty‘s tags -- oh YES, my HEAVENS, that kid HAS TO BE BEAM’S, RIGHT? Khwan, gurl. Side-eyes. We need to know more!

9) Thanks to @colourme-feral for the expanded explanation of “typical Chinese families”! We vibin’. I ESPECIALLY appreciate the point about pairings being arranged between individuals of similar means/socioeconomic backgrounds. Besides Beam’s relationship with Jim being a queer one, there’s also the fact that Jim would have been prejudiced against (likely by Beam’s family) as a stall owner -- possibly something that Beam couldn’t have taken in his other life. (Beam, smdh.)

10) Thanks to @wen-kexing-apologist and @respectthepetty for the expanded conversation and analysis on Heart’s vocalization (fam, READ THIS BLOG THREAD, it’s incredible meta!). I 100% own that my interpretation of Heart’s vocalization came from the viewpoint of having watched Silent and internalizing Sou’s incredible discomfort with vocalization for the sake of others. I think @wen-kexing-apologist has EXCELLENT points about Li Ming just being so excited to hype his mans up. 

I was also seeing other commentary on the tag about viewers wanting Heart to speak more. I can’t find this post I’m looking for, but someone wrote that (I’m paraphrasing), “Heart doesn’t owe the hearing audience his voice. He doesn’t have to vocalize for our sake.” Besides having only watched Silent, and knowing that Aof researched these issues with the deaf community and caretakers, I trust that this show is handling this issue with delicacy -- and I appreciate @wen-kexing-apologist noting that Li Ming and Heart went right back to their signing after Li Ming’s excitement. Again, I’m looking forward to seeing how it all plays out -- I wonder if Aof will have time to revisit this. (I’m going to take a WILD STAB and bet that it does come back, in some way, regarding Heart’s family and being able to communicate with them. If that shitty mom asks Heart to speak for her, oooooooo, I will be gritting my TEEF.)

11) Another point about Heart -- no pun intended, a heartbreaking one.

Like I said in my first post about episode 6, I was ready for Heart’s mom to separate Li Ming from Heart. I was ready to write a post about how Asians “save face,” and that my immediate prediction would be that Heart’s mom would separate the boys because “she knew best for her son” or some bullshit like that.

I really, inherently, expected that to happen, instead of her consenting to Li Ming to be Heart’s friend. Why?

I don’t want to overgeneralize here, but the following phenomenon is something that I’ve seen more than I like in Indian families (as I myself am Indian). I’ve seen kids become shut-ins. It’s not quite like the hikikomoris of Japan, where it seems like an extreme version of agoraphobia is prevalent.

How do I explain it. It’s a phenomenon that’s like, if your parents don’t believe in you, or are ashamed of you, or detect that something is “off” with you -- it’s OKAY to leave you in your room. It’s okay for you to hide upstairs. I wonder if parents are thinking, we’d rather you be in your room, where we know where you are, then present you to the world, and have to EXPLAIN what YOUR DEAL is. AND, as parents, we’d likely have to face JUDGEMENT for who you are (or in the case of Heart, who you’ve become). 

This phenomenon is present in the families of some of my friends. And when I talk about it with OTHER Indians, all of us Indians nod our heads and are like -- oh yeah, we’ve seen this before.

In other words.... if Li Ming hadn’t shown up -- Heart would have still been in his room. 

For how long? Forever?

And that would have been perfectly fine by Heart’s parents.

12) One last point, and then (I think), I’m done for the meta with this episode. And actually, this point is not even about this episode, but I think it’s just set up to be a kind of definitive characteristic for both Jim and Wen.

When Jim and Wen were feeding Jimbo in this episode, I remembered that Wen knew Jimbo’s name before Wen learned Jim’s name. And, a couple of days ago, I reblogged @soukana’s excellent point that Wen had been with Alan for five years, and Wen’s dad didn’t know Alan’s name. 

Couple that with what we know about Li Ming’s name, and we know there’s meta in the names (I SWEAR there was a post listing the meanings of everyone’s name, and I can’t believe I didn’t add it to my Big Themes list. I don’t think I’m going crazy, but I can’t find it, tears emoji!) (UPDATE: Thanks to @slayerkitty and @sliceduplife, the names translation list can be found here!) 

But what I love about this juxtaposition is: it’s definitive of how both Jim AND Wen see intimacy. They both behaved similarly by keeping back key details about their intimate selves, either to each other or to their close relatives, maybe so as to protect themselves.

And in episode 6, we see those walls coming down. Maybe not necessarily happily (like in the hospital) -- but on the beach, one moment of peace for these two that, I think, belong together.

[whiskersz]

Haaaaaaiii (mysteriously) i was wondering if I could ask for both matchups? :33 (you don't know me btw...)

My name's Tezel, I'm a 20 yr old agender aromantic bisexual and I go by they/it!!

I'm not entirely sure how to describe myself, but I guess I could say I enjoy spending time with others a lot! I always try to be friendly, and when I feel comfortable enough with someone, I might end up talking way too much...Sometimes I feel like I should probably apologize to them!

Also, I'm not really one to judge people, so I always try my best to be as understanding as possible. I'm not someone who gets angry w their friends easily either...Guess that'd take a lot!

As for my interests, I really enjoy drawing, and I also really like listening to music! ^_^ Something else I enjoy is collecting plushies, so I will always be extremely thankful to anyone who'd think of giving me one as a gift! Also, I absolutely love dinosaurs, so I might accidentally go on a ramble about them with someone I'm speaking with! I just think they're neat :P

Something else about me, which I'm definitely not proud of, is that I easily end up getting anxious over the silliest things. If it gets too bad, I might try to seek comfort from my friends or anyone I'm close to. Usually, that helps a lot.

If I'm close enough with someone, I will definitely be very cuddly around them, or at least give them hugs often! Of course, if I'm not sure if they're comfortable with it, I will ask beforehand if they're ok with it! I always value people's feelings before my own.

And lastly, I know many random facts about animals, so I'll often bring them up to people I'm speaking with if a certain animal is brought up or if I'm asked something about it! I'm often told I know a lot a lot about them :3

Anyways, that should be everything. I really hope the info I gave you works just fine!! Thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to do this... ^_^

(bgff)

Hey you!! I finally got to your matchup, yay!! Now, I know veryyy well who your favourites are – but! I tried to read this as if I didn’t know you, apologies if the characters I chose aren’t really of your liking, I tried XP

With aaall of that said, your romantic matchup is...

Sir Pentious!

I can totally see you and Pentious bonding for a very wide number of reasons. I don’t usually do this in matchups, but I can see you approaching him first and complimenting him on how cool he looks – he’s a snake after all, and you love animals -; he even sounds cool, with all the inventions he comes up with! He’d get really flustered over someone paying this much attention to him but at the same time be very proud of himself, and he’d totally take some time to brag a little, encouraged by your shower of compliments. This is kind of how your first meeting would go, in my opinion!

After that, you two would be inseparable: you’d ramble about your interests and he’d ramble back about his, and you’d give each other opinions on what the other has said. This would continue for hours on end! He’d also grow so fond of you to let you witness him and the egg boys at work; you’d think of this as the coolest thing ever. Eventually, you’d end up dating, probably planning to confess in the same exact moment too. It’d be a bit of an awkward confession, but one full of chuckles and hugs and reassurance!

Pentious is a biiig cuddle bug – he loves hugs, snuggling up against you, hand holding and when you do all of that to him! Therefore he doesn’t mind your hugs at all, he actually asks for them himself. He’s the type to hold your hand under the table while you’re all having dinner at the Hotel and then blush about it, and he also plays with your hands a lot. his hand is probably pretty big and slender, so he loves to point out how small your hands are compared to his.

He absolutely adores when you show him your art, he definitely goes a little overboard with compliments sometimes as he tends to exaggerate things in general but he does think everything that he says, so his comments are very genuine. If you draw him sometimes he’ll be very flustered about the fact that you find him handsome enough to make him a portrait!

He’s actually the type of demon to sit down next to you if he notices you drawing and join you in your activity. Not that he’s great at it himself, but what matters is that he’s willing to spend some quality time with you doing something that you enjoy.

You and Pentious also don’t get on each other’s nerves often at all. If one of you does something mildly annoying you both always end up apologizing immediately afterwards in fear that the other will get mad at you, so it’s very rare that you get mad in this relationship.

Also, if he does do something that upsets you, he’ll be feeling awful all day and do something to cheer you up, like get you a new plushie or bake something for you. Not that he doesn’t do little acts like these randomly during your relationship too though; he’s actually a big gift giver and he loves acts of service so it’s not rare for him to show up at your bedroom door with a trail of freshly made cookies or a handmade little gift. In fact, most of his time in his room/studio is spent figuring out what to make for you next!

When you start panicking over something for the first time, he gets a little bit anxious himself as well, not going to lie. With time though he learns that all you really need from him is for him to act natural and distract you a bit with some silly jokes, and perhaps a bit of light hearted comfort and a cuddle. From that point on he cherishes it every time you turn to him for help, as you’re his first supporter too.

I hope you enjoyed reading that as much as I enjoyed writing it!! As for your platonic matchup, I think you’d be besties with...

Charlie!

To start off, these will be a little bit on the shorter side as they’re platonic headcanons. Anyways, you and Charlie sure love to hang out and listen to each other ramble! She’ll stare at you with big wide eyes and wonder on her face as you spew facts about dinosaurs and animals; she’ll be especially interested on the cute ones, she adores cute things!

She’s also big on physical affection, so she will never decline a hug from you! Now, longer cuddling sessions might be a little off-limits as she’s dating Vaggie and the latter can get a bit jealous over these things, so you both decide to respect her and stick to hugs and the occasional friendly hang holding while walking around.

Charlie gladly joins you and Pentious in your drawing sessions; she’s a little better at drawing than he is, and will fill the entire page with doodles of hearts and rainbows and stars if you don’t stop her...it’s very endearing!

She values everyone’s feelings a lot, so when she senses that you’re in distress she’ll immediately be by your side. She can be a little bit awkward at offering advice sometimes as she doesn’t have much clue of what goes on in humans’ minds after all, but she’s trying her best to cheer you up and that’s what matters. She will also refrain from judging you herself, as she is the Princess of literal Hell.

Charlie loves your plushie collection; she’s got one of her own! She’s obsessed with taking pictures of her plushies so she’ll definitely do the same thing with yours, too, especially the ones that she finds adorable. When your birthday or some other kind of celebration comes around, a plushie will definitely be her main present from you; she might let the secret escape though while excitedly asking which ones you’d like to get if somebody got you one, right now...

(bgff <33)

[cashmere-caveman]

maybe thats just a side effect of spending a significant part of my teenage years in the dc fandom but whenever i see a story about a family w several kids i automatically assume that at least one mind somewhere had the idea of an au where the age of all the siblings is swapped and the youngest are the oldest and vice versa and when i got into asoiaf i was like oh this is Such a ripe playing ground for this kind of exploration of family dynamics via au bc there are SO many incredible opportunities and then i checked ao3 and Boom. nothing

but like. hear me out. here are so many great concepts here let me pitch this to u except under the cut bc it got long

starklings age reversal is basically a carte blanche bc like who tf knows what rickon would be like? can we really extrapolate any kind of characterisation from the semi abandoned feral cannibal toddler canon gives us? not really. But! this has an absolutely incredible butterfly effect if we assume jon is also counted as a starkling here and the baby of the bunch bc this means all the stark kids minus robb and jon are already born by the time of the rebellion which changes the game drastically. if we still want cat/ned to happen, what happened to brandon? did aerys just kill him for funsies? did he marry ashara dayne after getting her pregnant and him and ned did a little fiancee swap? did he join the nights watch did he choke on some porridge like what Happened here??? also assuming the general timeline stays otherwise intact this means that king in the north rickon is older than renly during the war of the five kings which is frankly hilarious. If jon is Not counted in the age reversal and keeps his age does that mean cat heard abt neds "affair" and named her first two kids after neds father and dead older brother respectively to really drive home the guilt? how would jon and rickon get along? how is arya dealing w being an imperfect older sister to precious little darling sansa? are arya and jon even closer here or does arya listen to cat more bc she has Oldest daughter syndrome this time around? how do the betrothals change? etc etc..... good food!!!!

would anything in roberts rebellion have gone differently if the previous generation of starklings got age swapped and calm benjen instead of headstrong brandon was the oldest? would they have made it out with more survivors or would they be driven to ruin regardless?

speaking of roberts rebellion, what if the baratheon bros got reversed and renly was the oldest? would he have made friends with ned and tried to save lyanna even if he wasnt in love with her like robert? or would he have bent the knee and the north would have attempted to rebel alone? would westeros still have a targaryen king if good old bobby b wasnt the eldest brother?

what if joffrey was the younger brother instead of tommen? even if robert still got murdered, ned would probably survive and be allowed to take the black (jon and ned at the wall, anyone???? hello??) and the tyrells would most likely never orchestrate the purple wedding and instead be warring with cersei over who gets to puppet tommen on the throne

my personal favourite: lannister age swap!!! for this to work, joanna lannister has to survive tyrions birth and i am going to be generous and let her survive the twins too simply bc i want her to. unfridge that woman!!! what would the lannister dynamic be like w a surviving mother who birthed an "unfit" heir? how would tywin treat her, how would he treat tyrion? how would SHE treat tyrion? (dead parents doesnt always mean they were good people just bc we cant see them fuck their kids up live on camera!!) do they actually acknowledge tyrion as a son or does tywin pretend it was a stillbirth and this random disabled kid thats coincidentally the same age his son wouldve been that idk. works in the kitchen or sth bc some servant didnt have the heart to murder the kid hid him has no idea he should be the lannister heir? tyrion cinderella arc here we gooooo!!! or maybe tywin would be forced to acknowledge tyrion for lack of other options for the six years or so until the twins birth? (unlikely w his ableist ass mindset but hey. aus exist for a reason. maybe there IS a way to get him to see tyrion for who he is?) also, since hed be even more absurdly too young for a post like that than he already was, what would change if jaime never joined the kingsguard? who would cersei get betrothed to? (cersei x littlefinger would be soo delicious except theres no way tywin would waste his daughter on someone whos barely better than a landed knight in his eyes but once hes master of coin..... maybe theres a chance.... much to think about!)

not getting into the targaryens here bc frankly it is 1am rn and i am losing steam but like. the epic higs of crown princess dany my beloved <333 and the epic lows of the horrors if viserys was oldest son. can u imagine. however same as w the baratheon bros would this be an opportunity for a scenario where due to rhaegar being the baby of the bunch no rebellion happened and the targaryens still rule? or would aerys have blown up kings landing leading to either civil war or something equally atrocious? would there still be a throne of the seven kingdoms or would there be Seven Kingdoms?

also skipping the martells here bc my phone is at 7% battery and if i think abt them for too long i'll cry so i will leave u w this: theon greyjoy firstborn child to balon greyjoy. would that be fucked up or what. baby boy is Not going to survive his daddys rebellion i can tell u that much but asha Is going to make an even finer heir than she already does

[chiffaust]

HAPPY HOLIDAYSS!🌟 <333 can i request 💋 + Keito? it'd be funny to see him in that situation.. /gets kicked. anyways, hoping that you'll have fun w this!! thanks a lot!

DAY 13 — CHRISTMAS PROMPT 💋 + keito hasumi

💋 — be caught standing under the mistletoe

‎ (n.) — i cried tears of happiness seeing keito gets requested thank you for granting me this opportunity. i am in shambles i love keito hasumi from the hit game ensemble stars from the hit unit akatsuki so much. he makes me insane in a bad way but i still love him

Thankfully at the end of the day, you both managed to cast your works aside and have the rest of the year for yourselves, and what better what to spend Christmas together than participating in Rhylin's Christmas party?

Truth to be told, he didn't want to go to this party—he had another plan in mind and that is to just spend time with you alone but one after the other, he was persuaded to come. Alas, you too were fallen victim to it.

You both were standing somewhere in a less secluded area, looking around at how lively people are at this event.

"I can't believe I'd let Kanzaki persuade me into coming." He sighed, shaking his head in regret

"You aren't exactly the only one here, that's for sure." You replied, chuckling lightly. "Y'know, when the high schoolers said they wanted me to come, I couldn't bring myself not to."

"You're too soft on them, [Name]." He said truthfully.

"Weren't you also persuaded? You sound like a hypocrite right now." You chuckled, watching his cheeks taint with pink hues out of embarrassment.

Nonetheless, your attention were brought back to the sea of people in front of you once again. Some were merely acquaintances of yours, some where friends you cherish deeply, but you could see clearly just how happy they are on this day.

You didn't say anything to him, yet Keito knows you were thinking of something. Before he could ask, you grabbed his hands within yours, a smile soon appearing on your face.

"Do you... Wanna grab a drink together? Or something to eat?" You ask, smiling at him.

He was left confused for a moment before smiling slightly. He really cannot know what your next course of action is, can he?

"Sure, I'm quite hungry myself." He agreed, alas letting himself being dragged by you to the food section.

Before you two could arrive there, you were greeted by ra*bits who in turn each gave you two a christmas present of their own.

Neither of you had any idea on why they'd do so. Very much speechless, you two could only thank them for their sudden gifts as you greeted each other merry christmas.

Well, that was certainly weird. Thank goodness the box isn't too big for any of you, and you're both sure that the christmas exchanging is starting later and not now. Perhaps you two should just place it somewhere first?

Then all of the sudden the rest of UNDEAD came and each greeted you in their own ways; they also gave you presents. Keito was in fact flustered at this point and declined their gifts, but they were weirdly persistent on giving him theirs. Alas, more gifts was gifted to him, to you.

"Is this some sort of trap...? Why're they gifting us so many gifts all of the sudden?" Keito soon voices out his concern, sweat-dropping at the piles of present he has to hold in his hands, all decorated in their own little ways.

"Yo, danna." Suddenly a voice spoke, thus Kuro appeared with two present in hand along with Souma too.

"K-Kiryu? What is the meaning of this?"

"What do you mean? We just wanted to say thanks to you two fer workin' and still bein' with us until today. No ulterior motives here."

"Kiryu-dono is correct! We, from Rhylink want to properly thank you two for working with us so much this year!" Souma agreed to Kuro's statement, smiling happily at you two.

"So I hope you two will gladly accept these gifts I have prepared!" He bows down slightly, holding both gifts in his hand. One for you and one for Keito.

"Thank you... I guess...?" Keito said, still unsure on what to say, yet he still took it and placed it on top of the piles of presents he has in his hands.

You also took yours, smiling happily at him while muttering a little "thank you" for his kind gesture.

"Here's my gift for you two then ♪" Kuro said, placing it on yours and Keito's presents, smiling happily.

"Well, that's all we have for you two. See ya later." Kuro said, then soon left in a hurry it rather seems like whilst Souma soon followed. He waved back to you before completely leaving.

"They're... Acting weird." You chuckled slightly, looking down at the boxes of gifts you have now.

Keito could only sigh loudly in response, putting some on the ground. "I deeply apologize for them, I in fact also have no idea on what they're trying to do." He apologized.

"Do you need help with carrying the gifts? I can help you if you'd like." He offered to help, but you quickly decline his generous offer.

"Ah, no. I'm fine." You said, your eyes soon looking up to the ceiling. Keito raised an eyebrow, seeing that you had just widen yur eyes in surprise before he also does the same.

There totally was an ulterior motive here; you're both are seriously under the mistletoe whilst everyone was watching.

He blushed, red hues tainting his cheeks in embarrassment at the realization of what this means. They totally set him up for this! How much of a fool he was for not seeing that mistletoe sooner, he should've realized something was up when UNDEAD suddenly gave him presents!

He looked to you, and you were starting to giggle while batting your eye at him like some sort of highschool girl seeing her crush in the hallway.

"Hey, Keito-kun. Do you like me?" You ask, giving him the puppy dog eyes as if you two aren't already dating.

"Don't look at me like that." Keito said, glancing away from you, his face flushed red.

"But do you wanna kiss?" You ask, not dropping that puppy dog eyes you're giving him. He hates how you're clearly teasing him right now especially in front of others.

He clears his throat, trying to find the correct words to say to you, yet he was unable to. From the first word he spoke, you already were pulling him in for a kiss.

The kiss didn't last long, thankfully, but he was sure people will tease him for a very long time for this moment.

You smiled at him innocently, trying to act as if you didn't do anything wrong. "Merry Christmas, sweetheart."

He can't really stay mad at you for long, can he? A fit of chuckle stifled out of him as he looks at you with a genuine smile on his face.

"Yes... Whatever. Merry Christmas to you too, darling."

[m1ckeyb3rry]

No fr…like she actually played soccer someone give us her backstory?? She’s gotta have some motivation for making BLLK right…

No this generation of middle schoolers is actually insane..like no class no tact no ability to read the room…truly the iPad kid generation…

AHAHA YESSS it’s spreading!!! Gotta promote the fwtkac agenda I know anyone lurking in the karasu tag is gonna have a ball with it time to make it go viral

And SAME it’s just karasu being Karasu to me LMAO he’s just a goofy bully

Ok good for you honestly because they’re kinda addicting LMAO basically it’s um. Nicely packaged gambling? In order to get new characters you spend in game currency and it’s like a blind box where you aren’t usually guaranteed to get a specific character but have a certain chance to pull them from a lot of different characters? They usually give out opportunities to pull without eating into currency though so that’s nice! It’s just a matter of time…from what I’ve seen the global version is progressing pretty fast so tabieita and hiori soon trust…

Also ash and Gary as Isagi and Kaiser REAL I was just thinking like I don’t think Rin would entertain isagis antics like gary does with ash….the crossover of pkmn and BLLK would be insane LMAO I’m trying to think of other people to relate and there’s def some they just aren’t coming to mind rn oops

- Karasu anon

ANRI BACKSTORY WHEN ‼️ bruh i’d write it myself if there were more characters her age that i could write alongside her + if i wrote canon characters…sadly i am a reader insert/oc writer exclusively so 😓

the iPad kid generation is truly crazy like there’s so many contributors to their general lack of social skills/awareness 😰 it’s really pretty sad to see in a way. i hope they grow out of it as they get older

EEK i’ve gone viral on wattpad before and it’s always been stressful…sometimes i feel like i like it more when it’s just a couple of people because it’s more chill that way 😫 but at the same time it’s kind of a want what you can’t have type of deal ig 🤔 like no matter what side you’re on you’re going to prefer the other

oohhh that makes sense!! hehe maybe i will try 🫡 don’t want to become a gambling addict but i also hate spending irl money so hopefully it’s okay

I AGREE i think kaiser is much more gary than rin would be. i also feel like isagi acts more like ash w kaiser than he does w rin HAHA. the pokémon x bllk crossover is wild i feel like so many of the characters are like traditional anime tropes slightly averted so it’s easy to put them in other shows and see how it would go

[parkerdoesparkour]

-Rigid Movements and Sappy Lines w/ Sebek Zigvolt-

Sebek studies in preparation for being Titania’s plus one at a party.

Sebek prepared for every aspect of his life, including Kalim’s party he’d been invited to as Titania’s plus one. He studied testimonies from previous events in Scarabia, how upbeat and lively they all were, so he wouldn’t embarrass himself in front of the prefect. He even went as far as going to Lilia for advice on what he should talk to Titania about, other than Lord Malleus of course.

“Tell her she looks beautiful,” Lilia said. “Or anything romantic, really. Compliment her dancing and ask about her day. Be a gentleman.”

Sebek was more than capable of being a gentleman. Though, when he actually found himself in the fray of the party, all of Lilia’s advice flew out of his head faster than Grim out of an open window during history class. 

They didn’t arrive together due to his guard duty keeping him until the last possible minute. He found Titania rather quickly in the fray, and the moment he laid eyes on her, his brain sputtered to a halt. She looked beautiful under the light of Scarabia and the way her face lit up when she saw him had his heart in flips. 

She made her way to him, and he shouted the first thing that came to mind. “You’re beautiful!”

Titania looked surprised and Sebek thought he should flee while he still could as his face flushed a bright red. But then she smiled and said, “Thank you, Seb.” She looked him up and down and added, “You look very handsome as well.” 

Sebek glowed on the inside. On the outside, he cleared his throat and tried to start again. “I hope you had a pleasant afternoon.”

She nodded, guiding him towards the refreshments table. “It was fun. Vil helped me get ready. I did miss you, though,” she laughed. “Maybe next time our schedules will align better and we can eat together beforehand.”

Sebek nodded vigorously, a plan already formulating in his mind. “I assure you, next time I will be better. My heart aches to be away from you, even more a minute.” That was a line he was rather proud of, having borrowed it from a romance novel Lilia lent him. Titania giggled. 

“Is that right?” she grinned. He nodded, and after helping himself to some punch, he took Titania out on the dance floor. He did his best to follow her lead, moving around to the upbeat tunes he’d practiced dancing to, when all of a sudden the universe threw him such a curveball he was going to have to speak to the manager about this. 

A slow song came on and as he watched the people around him pair up, he realized he was NOT prepared for this. He knew the basics of a waltz because he wasn’t going to embarrass Lord Malleus by not knowing, but he wasn’t sure if it would save him from having Titania laugh at his clumsy movements.

She must have noticed him suddenly tensing because she paused too and said, “You want to take a break?”

He could feign thirst and wait until the songs switched back but a small voice in the back of his head nagged him. He didn’t get many opportunities to spend this much time with his crush, and he wasn’t one to waste time over fear. He held his hand out, prayed Titania didn’t see it shaking, and asked. “Will you honor me with a dance?”

She grinned wider than he’d ever seen and took his hand without hesitation. “I’d love to. I’ll admit, though, that I’m not very good at slower dancing.”

Sebek relaxed even as they clumsily made their way through the motions of a box dance. “Neither am I. But, I’m happy to dance like this with you.”

She stepped on his toe and she mumbled a curse. “I am too,” she said. She kept her eyes down as she focused on getting the movements right. “I was really happy you said you’d come with me.”

“Was Grim busy?” Sebek joked. He meant it in a lighthearted way: it was no secret Grim seemed to always be Titania’s date to school events. But he was surprised when she shook her head. She looked up at him and then averted her eyes sideways. 

“I wanted to go with you,” she said. “If you were busy, I wouldn’t have come.”

“Why?”

“Because,” she paused, “because I like you, Sebek.”

“Well, I would hope so,” he frowned. They narrowly missed colliding with another couple dancing nearby. “We’re friends, aren’t we?”

He could hear the exasperation and embarrassment mixed into her voice as she spoke. “I like you in a romantic way. Like, this-is-a-date kind of way.” Now, it was Sebek’s turn to step on Titania’s foot. “Ow,” she said, though she was smiling and there wasn’t any pain in her tone. Sebek remained silent and she looked back down at their feet. “Sorry, I shouldn’t have said that. I wanted you to have fun tonight.”

“I am having fun,” he said. Then, “Can I kiss you?”

Titania tripped and nearly crashed into him but he caught her by her upper arms and helped steady her. “Yes, please,” she squeaked. He bent down at the same time she stood on her tiptoes and they ended up crashing their foreheads together. “Ouch,” she laughed.

“How embarrassing,” Sebek muttered. Titania laughed and pulled him into a kiss.

[astoriawest]

Another Beautiful Day on the Water in Long Island City

The residents at Astoria West Apartments in Long Island City, Queens know that when they wake up in the morning and step outside, they're in for a treat. It doesn't matter if it's mid-summer or the dead of winter, there's always something to enjoy just steps from their front door. 

On a sunny day, you can't help but want to spend as much time outdoors as possible. If you work from home, you have the perfect opportunity to take your laptop to the rooftop pool or courtyard garden and get some work done with a view. From Astoria West Long Island City waterfront apartments, you can catch stunning waterfront views of Midtown Manhattan and Queens that are sure to get your creative juices flowing. If you don't mind a long walk, Hunter’s Point South along Center Boulevard also offers stunning vistas. 

And, of course, you can catch a shuttle bus to grab a train to explore some of the other neighborhoods that make up New York City. The N or W line will take you to Queens, Brooklyn, or Manhattan. There’s also the Jackson Avenue/Queens Plaza bus station that can help you move around the city.

If you don't feel like leaving the comfort of your own home today, there's still plenty to do right here in our luxurious building. The lavish piece of real estate is made up of a three-part building. Our state-of-the-art fitness center is always open for residents to use, and our on-site leasing office would be more than happy to give you a tour of our beautiful property. No matter how you choose to spend your day, we know you'll love calling Astoria West Apartments home.

What Our Residents Love About Living Here

One of the reasons our residents love living here so much is that there's always something new to discover about LIC. The area on the map is surrounded by Sunnyside, Williamsburg, Greenpoint, and Woodside. In just a few short blocks, you can go from exploring world-class art galleries like the Moma PS1 to enjoying a meal at one of the many Michelin-starred restaurants that call this neighborhood home. And with new businesses opening up all the time, there's always something new to check out. 

The apartments themselves also attract many people who are looking for the perfect place to call home. These Long Island City apartments for rent include a studio apartment, 1 bedroom apartment, and 2 bedroom apartment. Regardless of the floor plans you choose, there are tons of sqft to make the home your own. The units come with floor-to-ceiling windows, high ceilings, and huge bedrooms that offer a ton of square feet. The units also come with a washer and dryer, so there is no need to waste time on that laundromat all the way over on Crescent St. Despite all of these incredible amenities, the prices of the units are around average rent for the area.

We offer easy, 3D tours to get an idea of what your new home may look like and if you like what you see (you will!), chat with our leasing office and see if we may have any specials. If you prefer an in-person tour, it’s easy to schedule! We know you'll fall in love with our luxury apartments Queens and stunning waterfront views, just like our current residents have.

[gothamslostboy]

Oᖴᗰᗪ ᗷᒪᗩᑕKᗷᗴᗩᖇᗪ ᗩᒪᑭᕼᗩᗷᗴT

Decided to do one of these & modified some alphabet templates I’ve seen

Not all, but some letters are NSFW

I’m thinking of a male S/O but I’ll try to keep it gender neutral

This is before Stede/ an alternative timeline where he and Stede never got together

Affection

Of course! He’s spent so long w/o a purpose, now that he has a partner he want to spend his life with, you’re gonna know just how thankful he is for you! He’s not naturally a heavy PDA person, but he does more casual things like hugs, pecks, and kissing the top of your head w/o really caring about the crew seeing

Body Part (yours and theirs)

His: tattoos

It’s taken a long time to get them all and they have a lot of meaning for him. They added to his intimidation when he was younger and now they’re a symbol of all the pain he’s survived: emotional and physical

Yours: chest

Regardless of gender, he thinks your chest is the most comfortable place to lay his head, bonus points bc he can hear your heart beat, so he knows your safe

Cuddles

Not in front of others, but when you’re alone & having downtime, he’s all for it. Curling up in bed, face in your neck while you talk. He’s ok with being the big spoon, but prefers the little spoon, either way he faces towards you with his hands around your waist. If someone walks into the room he won’t pull away unless they don’t leave soon.

He also likes when you come sit on his lap in a chair and vice versa. He’ll just melt if you play with his hair and read to him.

On nights when the weather is good, you’ll lay in each others arms on deck, not caring if the crew sees

Dirty Secret

He gets kind of turned on when you teach him something new. Just confidently knowing what you’re doing in an area he’s unfamiliar with is attractive, though he feels a bit embarrassed. thinks being a captain means he should be in charge & teaching others.

Experience

Are you kidding? He’s Captain Blackbeard! Many people want a piece of him and before you, he was happy to provide. Can and will probably show you things you’ve never even heard of

Flirting

Doesn’t play hard to get at all, very friendly and touchy. Nothing too big until you’re dating: shoulder squeezes/holds, hugs, and when teaching you how to do something he takes every opportunity to touch you, even if it’s not necessary. When it gets to actual romantic moments, he is a little quieter, but more genuine with his feelings while still keeping a light tone

Gentle (emotional and physical)

Emotional: Hell yeah! he’ll anything & everything to meet your needs, but if he can’t get you something Ed finds the next best thing

Physical: in the beginning & in quiet moments/first times yes, but mostly rough afterwards. He just gets so excited and turned on he can’t help it. King of aftercare tho

Hand Holding

Yeah he’s good with it! You’re not gonna do it all day or most of it, but he’ll come by and do a quick squeeze of ur hand or hold it if ur anxious telling him something. He also likes to hold hands a bit during and after sex

Injury

Patches you up and makes sure you’re ok, if he hasn’t already he sends someone to kill or punish the person who did it depending on how bad you got hurt. Sit by ur bed until u’re conscious and checks in on u every couple hours until you can move around again.

Jealousy

Unless you’re showing interest back, he doesn’t mind. He loves you & thinks ur awesome so of course other ppl will too! He does get jealous of things that take your time away from him, only bc he misses you

Kink they like

Light bondage; nothing to extreme but someone��s hands tied up & a blindfold does wonders for him

Love Yous

First: I feel like he’d want you to say it first, but gets impatient and/or blurts it out before you have the chance

How Often: at least once a day. A good night love you is a nightly occurrence, usually a morning one if you wake up at similar times. If u impress him or if you’re gonna be separated for more than a couple hours -a day he’s going to say it then as well

Multiple Relationships

I feel like Ed would want an exclusive relationship, but every now and then he’d be down for a threesome with a random person if you’re both attracted to them. As long as neither of you have feelings or genuine attachments to the person, and you hook up with them together, he’ll have a good time. NEVER someone you guys have a decent chance of seeing again, bc then he gets awkward due to him thinking that that person will be awkward & the whole interaction is uncomfortable.

Nickname

He’ll typically call you your name, or a shortened version of it, but occasionally he’ll throw in a “babe” or “hon/honey”

He also calls most ppl mate so expect that

Oddity

Just that he’s VERY different than how most people expect him to be

Position

Whoever is receiving sits on a table w/ the other person restraining their hands & standing

Quiet

In downtimes u guys are cuddled together in the captain’s quarters or doing independent task in the same room

Risk (how experimental they are)

He’s down for almost anything baby! Just no feces or piss

Fr he’s probably the one wanting to try more things

Stamina

He’s gonna want to do multiple rounds when you two get in the mood. I’d say a normal amount for him is 2-3, but if he’s experiencing a strong emotion that day it goes up to 4-6, provided with some 5-10 minute breaks when needed

Turn Offs

Ppl who don’t let him express his emotions cough Izzy cough or when a person has a genuinely negative view on most things. I’m not talking about sarcasm, he’s ok with that, I’m talking about ppl who scoff and make fun of things that others around them get excited for constantly. The type of person who sees a group laughing and having a good time and actively tries to bring down the mood.

He wants to have a good time in life and just can’t find ppl who spend their time ruining that attractive

Unfair (do they tease/are they selfish)

He doesn’t tease unless you ask for that kind of thing, and even then it’s only a bit before he feels bad. He wants all parties involved in sex to have a great time and I don’t see him making fun of a partner for neediness, in fact, I think he’d love to see how much you want him and would eagerly oblige. MAYBE light hearted off hand comments when you pass by each other walking on the ship

Volume

He starts off trying to muffle moans and stay quiet, but he ends up enjoying himself and throws any restraint overboard. Ppl on passing ships can probably hear him. The crew knows every single time you have sex and have begrudgingly learned to just ignore it. Lucius will still make small comments hinting at him to stfu without actually saying it

Warrior (would they fight for you?)

Obviously

When Ed loves you, he loves you with every fiber of his being and will gladly take a stab to the gut in order to save you or defend you

X-ray (how well can they read you)

I think when Ed truest loves something or someone he does his best to learn all about them. He knows every tell you have, every emotional shift, sometimes istg it feels like he knows your thoughts before you do

Yearning (how much they miss you)

He’s riddled with separation anxiety and constantly thinks of you when you’re away

Even if it’s only for a few hours

His mood perks up when you reunite and dips when you leave

Zealous

He’s not gonna ask every second of the day, but if you offer sex he’ll say yes 9/10 times. The time he says no is when there is something EXTREMELY important he needs to do. Like only life or death situations

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

I’m so bad at putting my thoughts into writing. I’m a very word-vomity person and that doesn’t translate as well into text as it does actual dialogue… so I’m just gonna try my hardest. I’m sorry if it’s not coherent or if you don’t get why my evidence links to my points at all.

Basically, so I think Marvel just wants to play around with powerful characters. Like once you’ve had smart, strong, courageous characters, you need to get more creative with how to make them stand out, but if you make them mentally disturbed and throw awesome powers on them, it’s a character that’s easily made interesting.

Wanda, for example. we don’t know many of her non-magical skills (aside from cooking), or interests in the mcu, but people love her because she’s edgy, and cool, and a powerful girlboss. And with the reception of Wanda being so positive, obviously they’d be confident to lean into that.

Kang is a majorly popular villain in the comics, and an extremely difficult adversary to face. He’s evil, and powerful, and thus made interesting solely by existing. As of Quantimania, we know little of what motivates him beyond conquest, yet he’s already become popular across movie fans.

And Wanda has been impressively amped up as of recent too, only furthering her popularity.

Billy slots into this nicely as he’s a mostly limitless character in terms of what he can do. There’s been no harsh boundaries put on his abilities (that I’m aware of) and it all seems dependent on who is writing him, though the base layer for him is Wanda’s peak. It’s mentioned through both lore and just outright that Billy is stronger than Wanda, so her best will always be less than his. That’s a nice little blanket to fall back on for writers who don’t want to spend too long setting up powerful characters: find a way to link them to another character, compare their limits with that character, and leave the explanation as to ‘why’ to be explained by their relationship with the character they’re linked to. Also he’s kind of got some mental health issues going on, so that’s a plus.

Wandavision itself, whilst this is looked over, already has Billy with impressive feats, including passive Telepathy across a wide range and mind control of multiple people at once. Neither of these are things we see often across magic users in the mcu (and I believe the closest we have gotten to this is Wanda making the avengers hallucinate in AOU) yet a small child completes these with ease. I would also count clairvoyance as that’s how I personally interpreted the scene where Vision leaves the hex and Billy knows, but as I’m unsure of the canon-status of that, it won’t be included.

MoM also goes out of its way to only introduce more opportunities for Billy to be strong, including amping up Wanda, introducing America, and also the little wall in Wundagore with Wanda carved into it, alongside two children (one of which we can assume to be Billy, at the least). As I mentioned, however strong Wanda is, Billy is stronger, and the little carvings imply a deeper level of importance amongst Wanda’s children. Going as far as to imply importance of characters in a set meant to amplify the importance of another is a pretty conscious choice. And, well, considering Billy/the demiurge making America’s planet in the original backstory for her (has since been retconned but the MCU seems to be sticking to the pre-retcon story) that’s just even more piled on top.

And to bring the multiverse Saga into it: not only is it another grab at trying to be interesting with low effort, but it’s a mostly timeline-related Mess. With Loki being a time travel series and Kang being a time travel villain, it’s a time travel saga above all, despite MoM. And what can the Demiurge (who Billy has the powers of) do if not affect timelines backwards and forwards across all realities?

I am fully aware they’re probably setting up the Young Avengers because they want to keep the Avengers brand running, but with the low effort made for the other heroes (or the flat out ignoring of their existence *coughteddycough*) yet Billy is showing up with connections to EVERYTHING, maybe I’m reaching when I say this but they’re wanting to set him up to be powerful so they have a fun little toy to play with.

Does he deserve more than that? Yes. Does everyone deserve more than that? Of course. But Capitalism is when superheroes are translated badly into movie media or something.

(Not to mention Kang is a Young Avengers villain so… like as much as he is a villain to other people, he has fought the Young Avengers and lost… so.)

I have a lot of thoughts about Marvel’s treatments of their characters in phase 4, and why they leapt into the multiverse saga and characters like Kang and America Chavez, and it all boils down to Billy in the end.

Like I could go into detail, but like… i don’t want to spend time on a post no one will read

[yandere-daze]

hello daze !!! congrats on 3k ^_^ can i request shu w/ the fool & the lovers? tysm !

Thank you!! And you sure can, I always jump at the chance to write for my blorbo ☺️💕

gn reader

tw yandere, possessiveness, jealousy, obsession, Shu refers to you as “doll” once as a petname

The Fool - How deluded is this yandere when it comes to their darling? Are they self aware on any level? 

More than deluded, I would say Shu feels very entitled when it comes to your attention and time. Not many can proclaim that they´re part of the few people that Shu holds dear, so naturally, you should consider it an honor that he wants to spend so much time with you!

He has a very hard time opening up to other people so once he falls for you, Shu just expects that he also becomes your top priority in life. What do you mean, you agreed to meet up with some of your friends later today? Shu invited you to watch him work on the next stage outfit for Valkyrie so naturally, you´re already busy. Tell them that you don´t have any time for them!

And he just expects you to go along with his whims, actually offended and making a fuss when you tell him no. Why should you have a life outside of him when all he does is think about you all day? That´s not fair, is it? So take responsibility for stealing his heart, for making him so obsessed with every little thing you do or say!

Now, Shu definitely has gotten better in recent years, so he tries to not be as controlling anymore because he has seen with both Nazuna and Mika what kind of effect that can have on the people he cares about and he really doesn´t want to repeat his past mistakes with you.

And yet, he still can´t refrain from demanding all of these things from you anyway, from holding on to you for as long as he can because deep down he´s scared. That´s why this self-awareness that the way he treats you isn´t right only rarely crosses his mind when he´s in a particularly vulnerable state. He doesn´t let himself think about it for too long so he pushes the thought away as soon as it comes

The Lovers - How would this yandere deal with their darling being in a relationship with someone else? 

Not well, to say the least! As I said above, Yandere Shu comes hand-in-hand with a load of entitlement so when he finds out that you already have a significant other? He´s pretty devastated. How can this be? For how long have you been dating someone else? How come you never told him about this? Scolds you for not telling him about this sooner - he demands to be the first person you tell anything to

He´s noticeably quieter for a bit as he mulls over what this means for him. Excuses himself early and goes home where he spends the rest of the day spilling his feelings to Mademoiselle, who offers him comfort and an open ear. He didn´t want you to see the sort of effect you have on him so that is why he had retreated to his own home instead.

But you´re sorely mistaken if you think that means Shu will simply give up on you.

Shu doesn´t strike me as the type who would kill someone but he has no problems being openly hostile towards your significant other. I mean have you seen the way he talks to Eichi? It´s like that but somehow worse. Shu just refuses to be civil with this eyesore that dares to try and take you away from him. Takes every single opportunity to insult them as he tries to make you see how much inferior they are compared to him.

Are you too blind to see that there is a vastly superior option for a romantic partner right in front of you? He thought you had better taste than this

Will actively try to drive a wedge between you and your current “partner” ( he cringes at the thought) by just talking them down until they finally break and leave you because of the nasty behaviour of your “best friend” ( also seethes at that notion)

But don´t be sad, there is no reason to cry over someone that was so obviously not on your level. They were a fool to let you go and Shu is more than eager to finally take you for himself

He´s going to take great care of his precious little doll <3

[baddiedaddy7]

♧︎Jupiter Signs♧︎

Aries(1 º, 13 º, 25 º)

❤️‍🔥~zealous ppl

🐙~good at taking the lead role

❤️‍🔥~knows how to get out of comfort zone, and take risks

🐙~”take the risk, or lose the chance”

❤️‍🔥~daring, some may even view you as reckless

🐙~may start something then not finish it, bc they moved onto something else

❤️‍🔥~knows that just sitting and waiting will not get you opportunities, that you have to go out there and get them

🐙~usually has an optimistic pov on things

❤️‍🔥~may make decisions without thinking it through/can be impulsive

🐙~celebrities:rihanna, whitney houston, johnny depp, robin williams

Taurus(2 º, 14 º, 26 º)

🐨~usually kind hearted

💞~prefers to play things safe

🐨~be careful and don’t over indulge

💕~can be giving, and charitable

🐨~can be judgemental

💕~has a realistic pov

🐨~more than likely will have success & luck w/material things and finances/wealth

💕~may take awhile to kick bad habits, but once you do your luck will increase

🐨~may be a homebody, or like to cook/good at it

💕~attracts luxurious things easily, i smell fancy vacays & fancy cars lol

🐨~may even brag about the things they have, since they cherish them so much

💕~celebrities:shakira, sarah jessica parker, pablo picasso, bruce lee

Gemini(3 º, 15 º, 27 º)

📚~may love to learn and/or teach

💜~may feed off of knowledge and fun facts

📚~your pov on life may change. one day you may be optimistic, then the next day you may be like “fuck it”pessimistic lol.

💜~probably well known among peers

📚~likes to talk/socialize

💜~mind is adaptable & diverse/versatile

📚~may find luck from reading, learning, teaching, and/or writing.

💜~may also find luck when trying new mentalities and/or perspectives

📚~watching a comedy show may make you feel better

💜~have debates every now and then, get your thoughts and opinions out there and you may learn something new in the process :)

📚~celerities:willow smith, cindy crawford, muhammad ali, stephen hawking

Cancer(4 º, 16 º, 28 º)

🦀~trust dem gut feelings babygAL/bOI/peRSUn, they may get you out of deep shit or lead you to luck

💕~open your heart, and show your vulnerable side

🦀~spend time w/loved ones & ppl that make you safe and warm

💕~nurturing others may make you feel good

🦀~make your house comfy & to your liking

💕~if issues from the past still nag you, talk abt it with someone your comfortable with, gotta heal those wounds

🦀~may find luck through exploring your culture, trusting your gut, and being intune w/your emotions

💕~usually soft hearted individuals in general

🦀~empath indication, and has a loving vibe in general

💕~celebrities:taylor swift, halle berry, steve jobs, kurt cobain

Leo(5 º, 17 º, 29 º)

🦁~focusing on self love, and confidence may bring you luck

💛~read some self love/bad bitchh affirmations

🦁~try many hobbies, don’t just stick to a few

💛~get in tune with and express your creativity! write a song, paint/draw, write, etc

🦁~just have fun! hangout with friends, do makeup/dress up, flirt w/whoever, etc lol. life is short

💛~pov is most likely optimistic

🦁~self assured people

💛~don’t be afraid to take the lead. you’re a natural born leader✨

🦁~surround yourself with ppl that have genuine, positive vibes, ppl that hype you up!

💛~attracts luck by being your true self, and not putting up a front

🦁~celebrities:aaliyah, elizabeth taylor, jason mamoa, gordon ramsey

Virgo(6 º, 18 º)

🐝~give yourself some credit

🤍~helping others will bring you fortune

🐝~pov is more than likely realistic

🤍~being easy on yourself, and appreciate your positives more than your negatives will bring you luck

🐝~you may be good at giving advice, your advice may even change someones perspective on a lot of things

🤍~has high expectations for others and themselves

🐝~hard working, and likes to problem solve

🤍~”mistakes are little bumps in the road, and won’t stop you from getting to your destination”

🐝~celebrities:kim kardashian, selena gomez, demi lovato, will smith

Libra(7 º, 19 º)

🐛~enjoys the finer things in life. fancy art museums, restaurants, luxurious brands, etc

💝~may like to travel to places that are popular

🐛~cares about social/human rights

💝~unbiased, and likes to keep thing peaceful

🐛~pov is most likely realistic

💝~don’t let anyone walk over you, standing up for yourself will bring you luck

🐛~probably doesn’t believe in leader and followers, just each person doing their part(which honestly everyone should have this mindset lol), but if not may be a follower :/

💝~may somehow attract good things through relationships(platonic or romantic)

🐛~pragmatic & reasonable

💝~can also be charismatic & friendly. good with ppl/ppl smart

🐛~celerities:madonna, beyoncé, michael jackson, freddie mercury

Scorpio(8 º, 20 º)

🦚~intuitive, empathetic & magnetic

🖤~thinks deeply, and thoroughly. loves to have convos til 3am(atleast me personally lol)

🦚~likes mysteries, and trying to figure them out

🖤~can most likely sense when they’re being lied to. body language smart & feels vibes

🦚~realistic pov

🖤~sees the light at the end of a dark tunnel

🦚~finds luck when they look deep

🖤~attracts fortune when they’re intense

🦚~gives their all when interest in something, and honestly can obsess over things they find fun(like reading posts on the same thing for hours, etc)

🖤~face your issues head on first, then begin something new

🦚~charming yet private😈

🖤~celebrities:nicki minaj, britney spears, tupac shakur, elon musk

Sagittarius(9 º, 21 º)

🦩~free spirited

💘~most likely loves to travel

🦩~may prefer long trips over short ones

💘~honestly has luck overall lmaoo

🦩~intrigued by many things

💘~probably interested in the world, other countries and cultures

🦩~sociable

💘~may find/attract luck when traveling, learning, and/or teaching. through curiosity

🦩~pov is most likely optimistic, and always thinks there’s a positive to everything

💘~thirsty for wisdom

🦩~looks at the bigger picture

💘~debating may make you feel better

🦩~celebrities:cameron diaz, kendall jenner, ben affleck, snop dogg

Capricorn(10 º, 22 º)

🦉~works their asses off/vv hard working

🤎~believes you have to earn your way through life

🦉~pov is usually pessimistic, but can grow into realistic

🤎~determined, and persistent

🦉~cut yourself some slack, and appreciate yourself every now and then

🤎~dedicated to goals, and goals are usually long term

🦉~attracts luck by taking it easy and slow. don’t rush, and stress yourself out. take a day off if you feel overwhelmed

🤎~plans ahead, probably has their whole future planned out, and may even be good with money? lol

🦉~reliable and powerful work ethic

🤎~celebrities:scarlett johansson, zendaya, tom holland, the rock

Aquarius(11 º, 23 º)

👾~socializing will make you feel better, online and/or irl

💟~appreciate and acknowledge your eccentric side

👾~tech savvy, and should try to take an electronic program atleast once

💟~express your thoughts and ideas, even if they seem wacky

👾~usually cares for social rights, go protest sometime(safely ofc)

💟~do things with your friends more often, instead of by yourself. they care abt you :)

👾~pov may be pessimistic or realistic

💟~being spontaneous, and not following a routine may bring you fortune and luck

👾~originality comes easy to these individuals, just don’t overthink

💟~donate or help out your community will give you good karma

👾~celerities:marilyn monroe, princess diana, barack obama, george clooney

Pisces(12 º, 24 º)

🦄~may attract luck from daydreaming, and getting lost in thought

💗~follow your intuition

🦄~most likely an empath, if not then definitely should try to become one. you may also attract fortune this way

💗~express yourself. read a poem, dance, sing, skate, cry, write, do something creative every now and then

🦄~sensitive, and may absorb others energy

💗~good at listening, and being a therapist lol

🦄~may be want to do something that “heals” ppl. give advice, help someone that like fell & cracked their neck, etc lol

💗~utopian, and helpful

🦄~may have dreams that predict

💗~pov may be optimistic

🦄~thinking for too much will not bring any luck. chill, and let time do its thing

💗~celebrities:lady gaga, megan fox, billie holiday, bradley cooper