#them but younger ofc I’m just too lazy to draw

[tobytheeggo]

Here is the church, and here is the steeple

We sure are cute for two ugly people

I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else

But you

(Song: Anyone else but you - The moldy peaches)

[wutheringmights]

Can I be greedy and ask for all of the boys ? And any characters you have strong opinions on? Pretty please? With lots of cherries and chocolate on top? ( for the ask meme ofc)

Anon, I'll finish up all of the boys in the Chain just for you. And trust me, I have an Infinite Amount of Strong Opinions. You have no idea how Opinionated I Am.

If anyone is coming in late to this, here are the boys I have done already and a short summary of my thoughts (click the hyperlinks to get the full Opinion):

Warriors: he's best when he's the trashy anti-Link, and I like him so much

Twilight: kind of boring, but I have a soft spot for him anyway because you never forget your first

Wind: should have been aged up a little so that he can have that identity crisis I'm craving

This... gets long. Really long. 3-hours-of-work-long. Before you read, please note that even when I speak negatively about something, it’s not to diss anyone who does like the thing. I’m not vague posting or being passive aggressive. This is all written in good humor and good faith. 

That being said, let’s a-go!

-Sky-

What I love about them: He has one of the best character arcs of all the Links. I love that he starts off being lazy and kind of a jerk, but grows as a person because he wants to save his friend. And I love that he's truly the most courageous Link. He has no other successful hero of past or legacy to lean back upon to reassure him. He walked into that fight with Demise with no assurance from anyone that he would succeed. Yet, he does it anyway. Because he's a true hero and someone had to be one. And he's rewarded with a curse that he does not initially take seriously. He thinks he's saved everyone, yet he's cursed his spirit, possibly his bloodline, and his entire legacy of the kingdom of Hyrule into a doomed cycle of destruction. All because he dared to face evil incarnate. I love him.

What I hate about them: You know how I called Twilight boring? I should have saved that critique for Sky. LU Sky is actually the most boring interpretation of his character. All of his negative traits? Gone. All of his positives? Also gone. He's the blandest version of himself, and like Twilight, I now feel like I gotta add some spice to him to make him more interesting while still keeping him recognizable. Even so, he's still one of my favorite Links.

Favorite Moment/Quote: When he kicks Twilight's ass at sword fighting. That's stuff is *chef's kiss*

What I would like to see more focus on: You would think that there would be more angst out there about him realizing that he's actually been cursed, but it's still kind of hard to find. He's the Cursed Knight! The beginning of a terrible legacy! Imagine meeting a bunch of heroes for the first time, and instead of being relieved at having someone who understands your experiences, you're filled with horror at realizing that your victory was a false one. You didn't win. Your spirit will never be at rest. Imagine dealing with that realization for the rest of your life. You could never be at peace.

What I would like to see less focus on: I love that he loves his wife, but he's more just the fact that he's married, y'know? I would like to see a little less blind devotion to Hylia and Zelda, and more complicated feelings about being manipulated into being the hero.

Favorite pairing with: Sun/Link/Groose OT3! I have no reasoning behind this other than I like Groose and Groose definitely had a crush on SkSw Link.

Favorite friendship: I won't answer Groose again even if I want to, so I'll say Warriors. I cannot begin to describe how elite this friendship would be if you gave it a chance. They're just two boys dealing with unique positions of leadership and responsibility. They would probably even bond over being shitheads at different ends of the shithead spectrum. It's so good, okay?

NOTP: Ghirahim. I'm not too adverse to this one, but the ship hinges on whether you can redeem Ghirahim or not. In my opinion, Ghirahim is awesome because he's such a fun villain. Redeeming him ruins the fun.

Favorite headcanon: I have a whole life story planned out for Sky. Basically, he lives to be close to 500 years old by the power of the Triforce. He is the Link throughout the Era of Chaos who banishes the Dark Interlopers to the Twilight Realm and seals the Triforce in the Sacred Realm. He actually seals himself in the Sacred Realm as well to keep the Triforce safe, and he fought Ganondorf in when he broke in. Sky, like Time and Wind, does not get a happy ending.

-Four-

What I love about them: Four is origin of the heroes of Hyrule being known for being children. What a legacy to leave behind. He's such an interesting case of an incarnation of the Hero's Spirit, too. He fought Vaati, and he did his job so well that Demise's next incarnation had to be Ganondorf. Four did his job the best out of everyone, and it came at the cost of creating a magic sword that changed him permanently. I like to think that the Four Sword was not meant to split him, that it was a mistake he made with the design. And it's sad, isn't it? You made a defective sword, and like any good sword, it has a symbolic double edge. It gifted you with so much, and yet he can never be the same again. And his story is never well-remembered because it is overshadowed by the Links who fought the King of Evil. He's does so much, yet his legacy is underappreciated.

What I hate about them: I want to prepare you for this Opinion, because I know it's unpopular. Are you ready? Okay. I don't like the Colors. I'm sorry. I want to like them, but they don't interest me at all. Because they are parts of Four’s personality, they have to be one-note archetypes which does not make for exciting storytelling. I also haven't found a fic yet that has been from Four's POV that did the internal monologue of the Colors in a way that wasn't a pain in the ass to read. Maybe if someone can figure out how to do the Colors in a way that doesn't feel like a drag, I would like them more. But in the end, I think Four himself is more interesting than the Colors.

Favorite Moment/Quote: The fact that he didn't want to touch the Master Sword because he doesn't trust magic swords. That is every I need to know about his opinion on his own adventures.

What I would like to see more focus on: I want more of Four as Four. It's getting harder to find content of Four being his own person first and the Colors second.

What I would like to see less focus on: Four being the Colors first and his own person second. There is something about viewing Four as this cover identity for the Colors that doesn't feel right. There's a balance that needs to be strike between his ability to split, how that affects his every day life, and his own identity of being Four. I think I may have read one fic that hit that sweet spot for me, but still.

Favorite pairing with: Shadow. I'm such a sucker for befriending and falling for the enemy. That is all.

Favorite friendship: Dot! Their friendship is super cute. I like the idea of them being super close when they were younger and struggling to keep the friendship going as they age due to how much their paths in life diverge.

NOTP: This isn't necessarily a Four or an LU problem, but people who ship the Colors together? Bro. C'mon.

Favorite headcanon: I'm torn between two different Four and the Master Sword headcanons. On one hand, Four thinking that the Master Sword is just legend until he meets Sky and everyone else is just a fun idea. He sees the legendary sword for the first time and his mind is blown. On the other hand, I also like my Four with a side of hubris. What if he had the option on his quest to draw the Master Sword himself? What if he could tell that if he did that, the consequences would be terrible. He's not sure what would happen, but he knows it would be terrible. So he decided to make his own sword instead to disastrous results. Wouldn't that be tragic or what?

-Time-

What I love about them: Last winter, I did a two hour powerpoint for my friends about the Legend of Zelda timeline. During that powerpoint, I was rating every iteration of Link. What I said about the Hero of Time then holds true to my thoughts of LU Time now. Time is the original Link, more so than Sky in the lore and Legend/Hyrule in real life. Every other hero is a reflection of him. So the fact that his story is about the loss of childhood and the tragedy of that is incredible, and you can see those themes reflected in every other game. Moreso, he’s the only Link with a confirmed tragic ending. Not only does he end his life unsatisfied, but his adventure is failure on every timeline. In the adult timeline, Hyrule is swallowed by the sea. In the child one, Ganondorf returns again. In the fallen timeline, Hyrule fell. I like the idea since that the games themselves are the legends that are past down about each hero, Hylians have also remembered Time as a tragic figure. Yet, they also remember that the happy moments for his life come from small acts of kindness. Even someone as sad as him finds joy in helping others, even if it’s just to small deeds that will not be heralded as grand heroic quests. It’s beautiful.

What I hate about them: This is more about Mask than Time, but Mask is not an adult in a child’s body. He did not rewind time in Termina enough to be considered mentally an adult. He’s a young teenager at best, and that’s me being generous. He is a child who was forced to be an adult and despite the gods being done with him, he cannot conceive of ever having a childhood again. So he can say all he wants that he’s an adult, but he is not. That’s just what he thinks he is.

Favorite Moment/Quote: Anytime we get a flashback to him being a younger adult is great. I want to see more of his in this his early adulthood.

What I would like to see more focus on: I think I just want more of Time being... not a bad leader, but being an imperfect one. I honestly think he’s only the leader because he’s the oldest and enough of the heroes recognize the title of Hero of Time. But he is not the leader type, and he is struggling to keep it together and has to defer to Twilight and Warriors for help a lot. 

What I would like to see less focus on: I’m not the biggest fan of Dad!Time for any of the Links. He’s not emotionally ready for it. And I think he defaults to treating the boys like adults because that’s how he wanted to be treated when he was their age. 

Favorite pairing with: Malon. He has this great partnership of equal respect with her and it’s just. So good.

Favorite friendship: Linebeck. I know. This exists only in my head. But if these two ever meet, you cannot convince me that they would not get along swimmingly. It would be so good (once Linebeck gets over his crush on Time and stops hitting on him, of course).

NOTP: Child Timeline Zelda. Let me explain: I fully believe in Bi Time supremacy, and when in OoT, he definitely had a crush on Sheik. However, one of the worst parts of rewinding time and being in the child timeline is that Zelda is a completely different person now. They may have been friends in the other timeline, but her life experiences are completely different now. She is not the same person as he once knew. And it’s tragic to know someone as who they could have been, not as they are.

Favorite headcanon: After Termina, Time spent a lot of time with the Nabooru because out of everyone he knew, she’s the only who took him seriously even as a child. She has big older sister energy, and he considers her a part of his family. However, being treated as such made it easier for him to ignore his issues and put off his healing process by a few years.

-Legend-

What I love about them: Veteran of Heroes! What a freaking title. I love that he keeps on finding adventures, and that he keeps hustling. Even if he complains about never getting a break, you can tell that he loves helping others. He loves being on the road, never settling down, and finding adventure after adventure. Honestly, if any of the Links had a calling to be a hero, it’s him. Is he tired? Sure. Is he a little jaded after having saved Hyrule and a bunch of other kingdoms multiple times? Yes. But at the end of the day, he likes being a hero. This is who he is. His complaining is not genuine; he just plays the martyr because, at this point, he’s earned the right to.

What I hate about them: If you can’t tell by now, I have a, uh, different interpretation of Legend from popular canon. Fandom Legend is not right to me. He is unrecognizable. It is hard to write him because I feel like I have to balance what other people think Legend should be versus how I think he is. The people who are big Legend enjoyers probably feel the same way about my version of Warriors, and that’s fine. I’m not going to gel with every character and I don’t expect everyone to gel with how I see characters either. It’s goes both ways, y’know.

Favorite Moment/Quote: I like how subtly he tried to approach the Wolfie problem at first, trying to ask questions and get more proof before confronting Twilight. It’s a good touch.

What I would like to see more focus on: If I had to choose one thing, it’s this one throw away line about him never wanting to settle down. I’m telling you, folks! He likes his lifestyle! And did you see him when he does presenting the origins of the hero? He’s not bitter about being a hero! Legend is moody, but he is not angsty about the whole hero thing. Have fun with him please!

What I would like to see less focus on: If you can’t tell by now, Legend is my least favorite Link. There is a lot I want to see less of, but just to name one thing, it’s the headcanon that Fable is his sister. I live and die by common born Link, and whether he’s a legitimate heir or the royal bastard, I am more than bored with the persistent Prince!Legend content.

Favorite pairing with: Marin. It’s a good tragic story and I like it well enough. She’s cute, and he’s cute with her.

Favorite friendship: Warriors. I’m with everyone else on these two have peak sibling energy. They tease and pick on each other, but only they are allowed to mess with each other. They’re each other’s bully, and it’s always good to see.

NOTP: I do not have enough energy to have a lot of strong opinions about Legend’s romantic relationships, but I will mentioned that I have lost a lot of love for Ravio recently and am liking seeing him with Legend less and less. I have no better reason for this than the fact that I finally played ALBW and hate how many of my hard earned rupees he’s taken from me by withholding important, lifesaving items. Rat bastard.

Favorite headcanon: Remember my headcanon about him being the coolest bad boy folk hero on the block because everyone thinks he kidnapped Zelda? Yeah, I still stand by that one. I did good there.

-Hyrule-

What I love about them: If there is any Link that I would call a gutter rat, it is this one. I struggle a bit to talk about Hyrule since his games gives us so little, but in the end, I always fall back on him being a hero of the people. He is the one who has nothing and relates the best to people who are at their lowest. Yet, he is still a hero. He earns the right to be a hero because he helped Impa in her time of need. He’s selfless and competent. Even if he never got a traditional education, I bet he’s wicked smart too. He is the Link that symbolizes all of the parts of the Triforce the most. And, god. I cannot talk about him without mentioning the blood sacrifice part of LA. It’s such a cool concept, and I cannot imagine what it must be like to go from being the rough and tumble, win-at-all-costs fighting to protecting yourself first because if you don’t, the consequences are disastrous. It’s paradoxical, and it must be such a different mindset to fall into. But it must also be a blessing in disguise since now he has a reason to finally care about himself.

What I hate about them: Who started the Hyrule is innocent headcanon? Come over here because we need to exchange some words. If there is anyone who would be a realist and know how the world works, it’s this guy. And while we’re here, who came up with the Hryule is always lost headcanon? I also have some words for you. And you know what? WHILE WE’RE HERE, who let him be named Hyrule? I’m have more than choice words for you. His name scheme is the bane of my existence and the express reason why I don’t write him more. God.

Favorite Moment/Quote: That one panel where he takes utter delight in Warriors hiding from his scorned lovers? That is a central pillar in my understanding of Hyrule.

What I would like to see more focus on: Again, his relationship with other people. Even if his games are lacking in NPCs, we know from lore that he’s a good guy who will jump in to help others. He must know plenty of people, and I want to see who exists in his world with him. 

What I would like to see less focus on: I have an on-going joke with my brother that certain characters are Catholic, even if Catholicism does not exist in the world of the thing we’re watching or playing. Of course, we’re not being serious. we’re just joshing around. So imagine the gut punch I feel whenever I see people say Hyrule is Christian and realize that they’re being serious. I just can’t take it seriously.

Favorite pairing with: Aurora. It’s cute and I’m a sucker for that hero and royalty dynamic, especially when the hero is a peasant. It’s so cheesy, but I love it.

Favorite friendship: Legend. But not the way everyone else pairs them up as the grumpy one and the sunshine one. I think of it more as them being the pinnacle of boys being boys. They’re shitheads. They do stupid shit together. They both have a dark sense of humor. They joke that they’re practically the same person sometimes.

NOTP: uhhhhhhhhh.... Is he paired with anyone else?

Favorite headcanon: I love the idea that he just likes his way of life and refuses to accept anyone saying otherwise. Legend wants to teach him to read? Sorry, but he’s never had to read before in his life so he’s pretty sure he’ll never need it anyway. Want to participate in the treasured Hylian tradition of piercing your ears when you come of age? Why would he ever do that when a monster could rip those earrings off? He’s stuck in his ways and it frustrates everyone else to no end, but he has no interest in ever changing.

-Wild-

What I love about them: When I was 9, I spent my time online on Legend of Zelda forums. I remember one of my forum friends saying that they wanted a Legend of Zelda game where Link lost. And I think of that friend whenever I think about Wild. BOTW Link is the best Link that has ever been. He is the epitome of every trait we associate with any Link. He’s smart and sassy. He’s hard working and kind. But underlining all of that is the fact that he’s still the one who failed. If Demise’s Curse in SkSw is the set-up, the Great Calamity is the payoff. And I haven’t even talked about how confirming him as being non-verbal before the Calamity does so much for his characterization. I don’t even know where to start or how to articulate it. By game storyline alone, Wild is one of my favorites.

What I hate about them: You guys knew this one was coming, but I’m going to have to say it anyway. Fandom Wild.... not good. I’ve said it for half of these boys so far, but god is it true. I have a way I see Wild that is rarely done in the fandom. Fandom Wild has a lot of the traits I also see in Wild, but to all of the extremes. I will mention one thing in particular as being a pet peeve, and it’s how some people headcanon him as always being nonverbal. I know what they’re trying to do, and I think they’re on to something, but they’re also missing the point of what BOTW Link’s character arc is. I just wish more people would forget fandom and work more off of the games for how to characterize him.

Favorite Moment/Quote: Weirdly enough, my favorite moment is when he got mad at everyone for making fun of his Gerudo outfit, so he dumped Goron Spice in his cooking. It’s encapsulates a part of his character I think a lot of people forget about.

What I would like to see more focus on: I think he has a really complicated relationship with his past. He said himself that his old self felt like a different person, and I think that should be explored a lot more. That idea actually fascinates me so much that instead of CTB, I almost wrote a character study fic about Wild. His emotions are not as simple as feeling guilty about letting his friends die and not preventing the Calamity. His emotions would be so complicated and because I don’t have the time to explore it, someone else needs to do it for me.

What I would like to see less focus on: There is a weird fascination with Wild having memory loss and essentially being like a kid again. And this feels infantilizing to me. It honestly bugs me a lot every time I see it.

Favorite pairing with: I can’t decide between Zelda, Mipha, and Revali. They’re all different dynamics and they’re all good.

Favorite friendship: Paya. I firmly believe that Paya is Wild’s best friend. I am the only one in the world who believes this. But I am also the only one in the world who is correct. 

NOTP: Wild is good with everyone. Good for him!

Favorite headcanon: An essential scene of my Wild character study I will never write is one where his horse dies. He goes into shock and walks back to Kakariko to talk to Impa. But once he goes to her, he breaks down in tears and has an absolute melt down over the horse. And Impa sagely says, “It’s not about the horse, is it?” She’s implying that he’s actually mourning the loss of his friends, Hyrule, his life, everything-- but through his tears, he keeps tell her that she’s wrong. He barely remembers them. He doesn’t know them. He doesn’t have any feelings about them. He just really loved that horse. But Impa refuses to listen to him, just repeating over and over again: “it’s not really about the horse.”

And that’s it! That’s all of my opinions! I know a lot of my opinions are polarizing, but everything I said is in good faith, and I am not trying to diss anyone for how they approach these characters.

I welcome you to send me your Opinions on the Links, even if it’s just to disagree with me. I’m cool with it, and I like knowing what everyone else thinks!

[ackermanshoe]

March comes in like a lion, it's Portrayal of toxic & healthy relationship and how to compares rivamika + Ereh

Que the longest title everr 😌✨

So before I start on the actual analysis, I recently started watching March comes in like a lion instead of doing my assignments and I half way through season 2. For those of you who haven't watched it, it might be a spoilers so beware of that.

In this analysis I'll be comparing the similarities I found between Rei, Hina and Kyoko.

So watching any anime after being do emotionally attached to rivamika it's only natural that I compare them to the characters with even the tiniest bit similarities in their dynamic but Rei and hina's relationship jump in episode 4 of season 2 really caught me off guard and I was like omg?? Rivamika?? How do I make this about them 😩

Anyway so a little background on Rei's relationship with both girls Kyoko and Hina ( Hinata ). Firstly, i subconsciously placed Rei has Mikasa, kyoko has Eren and Hina as Levi, why? You will know on a minute. Rei is a depressed kid who has known only one way of life and that's through shogi games and after his parents death ( cough cough ) he was taken in by a old friend ( I think ) of his dad's who was also obsessed with shogi. Kyoko is the biological daughter of this man who has "adopted" Rei and later on Rei was came to know Hina and her sisters, they were super supportive of him from the start and having lost family members themselves they related to him on a personal level.

So you see why Eren and mikasa's dynamic matches with Rei and Kyoko and not only as "step siblings" it's also the fact that Rei became somewhat obsessed with her through the time he had spent over at their house, it's toxic and it's been showcased that way ever since kyoko was introduced into the series. Rei thought of her when he heard the word "love" and he even admitted to the fact that having her around is toxic and yet he can't push her away. He said he does not want to stop hearing her voice even tho she , herself is in love with a much older man who is married. Everytime she showed up to his bedroom uninvited and slept next to him my mind went "he is in love with her and their relationship is so toxic why does the author keep bringing her into his life?" Or "girl get the fuck away from him".

Without even thinking too much deep into their physical connection I already knew I would be able to related this dynamic to Eren and Mikasa. Although this series gives us much more depth into the main characters views since it's narrated from his own perspective, and the fact that he metaphorically compared his feelings of being lost and sadness helps me as an audience to understand what's happening much much easier than attack on titan. I personally feel like this kind of series are usually short ( idk how long this is) because it feels like the author knows exactly what he is going for, everything is set in stone.

Going back to Rei's ( mikasa's) relationship with kyoko ( Eren ) it's much much clear how toxic it had become for him in more than just one way. And the show isn't denying Rei of his feelings towards Kyoko and it's not even attempting to distant him from her and yet you just knew there had to be someone better right? That's when they introduced Hina and Kyoko in the same episode, meeting each other and a sense of invisible rivalry gushed over them, especially Hina. She is a happy go lucky girl and extremely sensitive to things to the point it kinda annoys me everytime she bursts out crying ( but hey you can't hate a genuinely good character ).

That's where things get interesting for me maybe because I am on that Levi X Mikasa agenda all the time but just like rivamika their relationship has been portrayed as platonic for the longest time in the seaosns. If I didn't go out of way to search up who Rei falls in love with and it didn't say hina's name I probably wouldn't be making this comparison right now because who wants to have their heart broken for the 2nd time in the same fucking month 🙄.

Anyway so in this one episode Hina comes home crying because of bullying issue at school and as she runs off into the dark streets Rei chases her and eventually catching up to her takes her hand and being able to relate to her problems, comparing his younger self to her present Rei reaches out his hand and God fucking damn it he says "you saved my life..I promise I'll stay with you" ofc I'm making this post now you know the real reason 🤡.

The unseen build up that happen between them reminds me of rivamika, the Portrayal of healthy relationship is rivamika. Hina (in our case Levi ) to Rei is the voice of emotion, she speaks out the feelings that Rei has been surpassing all these years inside of him. Just like how we talked about Levi is the voice of reason, while Mikasa has the impulsive urge to act up. Just like how Levi became the perosn who reasonably always took mikasa's side, he gave her personal reasons to take Erens side everytime have an actual meaning towards the scouts / everyone , he then became someone Mikasa was able to object & voice out her opinion towards because she knew that he would response and guide her the right way and finally he became someone she was able to fully trust.

Much like Hina and Rei, when Hina cried out her heart and Rei couldn't help but go back to his past self and imagine Hina coming to him and giving him a hand, being his saviour. It's much like how Levi saw his past self in Mikasa present ( S1 ), Levi gave Mikasa the hand she needed when she didn't know she needed.

Hina despite being much younger than him, was able to make him realise that he too was shutting out his emotions and was able to let himself be free through Hina when she cried, expressing her frustrations and very human like emotions. In the forest of the giant trees when Mikasa and Levi saved Eren for the first time he told her " we got your precious friend, didn't we?" A slight wake up call he had given her for the very first time, an attack on Mikasa's ego and evoking a different emotions within her. Like telling her it's not only about Eren and getting revenge, risking your life so easily, Levi had lost his entire squad in order to protect Eren so now that he is safe they better leave now.

So the question is did Levi and Mikasa save each other?

What can I say that I haven't said already in here about these two?

"you saved my life" Rei says to Hina as he reached out her hand and the beauty of that scene was the fact that it was delicate and soft despite it not being anything romantic. Remind me of that panel of Mikasa touching Levi's shoulder. How ironic is the fact that I'm comparing Hina, a openly emotional character to Levi who is said to be the most emotional inside?

Levi physically saved Mikasa a lot of the time however emotionally Levi saved Mikasa from being selfish and from herself. What if I said and ignoring 139, that Levi was one of of the biggest reasons Mikasa took the initiative and decapitated Eren that day?

Wait why does it feel like I already said it before lol

Through Levi, Mikasa learnt to trust more, learnt that even though they gave difference not only in height, age and in how they treat Eren ( Levi with force and Mikasa with care ), Mikasa still came in terms with Levi and relied on him, shared her burden with him. I think that's the biggest character twist Mikasa had, the fact that she was ready to draw sword at anyone who treated Eren wrong and everyone was scared of her and then came the grumpy shorty who beat her beloved brother right in front of her but eventually he became the biggest form of support she had in the end. I just can not help but laugh at all the unseen development this ship has had and all the implication of Futher interaction after season 3 between them, it's really obvious they had something going on because imagine you don't talk to someone for like 3 years and suddenly when you engage in battle against , paired up with them suddenly you become the strongest duo known to humanity. +?)!#)# make it make sense.

Sooo now you see the that having toxic relationship with a partner is only natural and inevitable but growing from that, opening your eyes to those who actually care there for you is rather healthy. So moral of the story is guys make sure stick with those who tells you to stay with them, the end.

Omg guys this turned out so much longer than I intended, anyway hopefully y'all liked it. I know it's not the strongest comparison or analysis but I feel like I'm running out of words for what I want to say about rivamika it feels like I'm recycling my sentences from previous analysis over and over again because ✨ lack of content ✨ and my inability to think of something new.

Please ignore all my spelling mistakes I have decided to embrace my mistakes instead of fixing them simply because I'm too lazy 😉

💜💜💜

[indipindy16]

Heyyyyy, so about that doc with the AU ideas.... (Please feed me I yearn for content)

im obsessed with the idea of monoma and aizawa being related to afo lol. you only see like 3 quirks in the whole series that are based on other quirks - what i would call ‘meta quirks,’ that would only have any function in a world of quirked people. so ofc these 3 quirks have to be related:

afo decided to have a bunch of kids, to see if he could make noumus out of them which retained their brains after being given a bunch of quirks. he impregnated a bunch of women lol, but he kept tabs on them. as soon as the kids turned 4 and presented their quirk, they would be kidnapped by the doctor and brought into the lab. most of the kids had quirks based on quirks (seeing quirks, stealing quirks, copying quirks, erasing quirks…) and are various ages. aizawa, monoma and midoriya were some of them, but aizawa got saved by his badass mother when he was still a kid, so he was already gone by the time midoriya and monoma came around. the two of them manage to escape while afo is still recovering from his fight with all might, and since monoma’s mother was killed by afo, he goes to live with midoriya and his mother. they go off the grid and run away from afo. in this au midoriya is quirkless, up until he meets all might and it goes as usual. umm could be from monoma’s pov, and include monoshin because that’s cute. basically after the sports festival, afo finds monoma again and in the summer camp they kidnap him instead of bakugou. (the reason why aizawa was never caught or taken back by afo is because he won the whole sports fest and became too famous/well protected to be easily stolen back - since monoma didn’t make the fight rounds, he’s a perfect target. afo only knew the kids by their quirks, he never actually met them, so he doesn’t realise that midoriya is one of his kids as well because mido has a quirk now.) anyway so after they kidnap monoma back, he and midoriya spill the beans to the ua faculty, aizawa has a midlife crisis over the fact that he now has younger siblings, and afo continues to be a dick who doesn’t pay child support.

just some sweets stuff as well:

Christmas cake: Japanese slang for an unmarried woman over 25 who is considered undesirable as a wife, in the same way that Christmas cakes are considered useless after Christmas Day.

Good thing for Jirou, she never cared much about being ‘desirable’ to the opposite sex anyway.

-> a momojirou story about jirou’s 26th birthday and momo reassuring her that she is the best gf ever, and that she loves her very much. pro hero gfs <3

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like. the trope of aizawa adopting shinsou? well what about instead… hawks adopting tokoyami?? maybe he comes from a super religious family and they tried to exorcise the ‘demon’ from him, protective services put him in the foster system, and he ends up with really shitty foster families, and his quirk is considered ‘dangerous.’ but then our boy hawks swoops in and goes ‘u know what? i’m not letting my intern get disrespected like this’ and adopts him. obviously hawks is still young himself (22 i think), so he’s not very good at the whole parenting thing, but miruko helps him out. he becomes an older brother figure for tokoyami. gen found family fluff ensues

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bEST JEANIST AS A TEENAGE FASHION ICON

thats it, thats the idea

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HAIKYUU AU - no quirks. just volleyball

so the ua boys volleyball team is on the rocks. its been pretty much non-existent and turned to dust at this point. but, it once own the nationals.

izuku’s mum runs this second hand / antique / trinket store, and izuku helps out sometimes. one day, he finds some old sports tapes in the back and watches them - they’re of the year when ua was at nationals, and their striker, yagi toshinori, inspires izuku to play volleyball.

bakugo is on the school team and he threatens / bullies izuku not to join, so izuku has to train on his own. he learns shitty technique, but he ends up building some muscle by clearing out the beach.

izuku gets into ua, and when he goes to apply for the volleyball team, ofc bakugo picks a fight. the other first-years who join the team are todoroki, kaminari, shinsou, kirishima, and iida. there aren’t any second years - they all got expelled - but mirio and tamaki are on the team as third years, and nejirou is the team manager. their teacher sponsor is a new teacher this year, and it’s left ambiguous. there’s the whole ‘get over ur differences if u want to join’ thing, and then woohoo! team!

turns out their teacher sponsor is aizawa. he drags in the now-retired-due-to-injury yagi toshinori to be the coach. when aizawa went to ua, the volleyball team was too small to go to any tournaments - he’s determined to turn it around and let these kids live their dreams.

some ‘canon? what’s that?’ ideas:

just a really wholesome story about inko and mitsuki being besties. met in middle school or something, supported each other through everything… just gals being the best of pals...

or i mean u could make it gay, that’s always an option (and have izuku and katsuki grow up as actual bros, and actually be friendly to one another? what a shocker) - like, the two of them get sperm donors and are pregnant at the same time so the kids can be twins or something. and ofc you’d expect katsuki to be closest to mitsuki and for inko to be closest to izuku, but then to make it a TWIST add some great bonding between inko + katsuki and mitsuki + izuku!! i’ve never really seen any mitsuki + izuku bonding in stories before, so that’d be pretty cool

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izuku gets hit by a villain’s quirk during a big villain attack when he’s 7, turning him part-cat. the villain dies during the attack, so they can’t erase his quirk’s effects - they’d have to surgically remove the ears and tail, or get an expensive quirk specialist in. izuku decides he likes being a nekomimi, so he keeps them and gets being part-cat officially registered as his quirk. he has better senses and agility, and he can talk to cats now i guess. also his eyes are cat eyes. he doesn’t pass the ua exam, so he goes into the general department instead, but he does really well in the sports festival and gets transferred into the hero course with shinsou. (this is all just because i need a valid excuse to make izuku have cat ears.)

some ‘future au’ ideas:

all of the pro heroes merch lines - deku’s ’t-shirt’ shirts, tokoyami’s edgy emo/goth hoodies, iida’s ingenium trainers, bakugou’s popping candy chocolate, todoroki’s own brand of scar cream, HAGAKURE’S CAMO COLLECTION OMG the possibilities are endless  

---i made hagakure’s camo for her bday drawing

(i use a strikethrough so i know which ideas i’ve used or posted anywhere. i think that once i put an idea on the internet, it’s probably free reign, so if you want to use any of these for fics or art go ahead. i’d just appreciate it is you could link back to me haha)

5 years after graduating from the General Studies department of UA, Hitoshi opened his own agency. As a private detective.

By the time he’s 25, he’s settled in and relatively comfortable with his career choice. So when his work phone rings one day and he’s still half-asleep he easily opens with, “Shinsou Detective Agency. Before you ask, I do not investigate cheating spouses or missing dogs and I do not screen potential employees for companies.” He paused. “I’ll investigate missing cats, though.”

The person on the other end took a harsh breath, like an almost-laugh, and responded gruffly, “Hm. Good to know if Jelly ever gets lost.”

-> aka shinsou is a PI and aizawa contacts him for help on a case. aizawa never sought out shinsou after the sports festival, being too busy with 1-a’s insane antics, and so shinsou went on to never become a hero. maybe he’s also a vigilante on the side? idk. anyway so yeah aizawa gives him temporary permission to use his quirk during the case. they investigate, blah blah, the point is that afterwards aizawa gets shinsou a licence and takes him on as a sidekick (the same way ingenium offered to koichi in vigilantes)

i have new ideas on the daily. this doc is just growing

keep in mind, i have given to you here only a few of the shortest ones. there are several huge paragraphs of full-au ideas (like where izuku has a quirk, and the entire story follows canon)

these are, ostensibly, ideas for fics that i never write because i’m lazy. but some of them i do end up using for art or comics, so... yeah. most of the comics i’ve posted were originally just little scripts in this doc. an example:

yamada and reformed!shirakumo are walking together, with coffees

shirakumo: so then i - oh, your phone’s wringing

(yamada’s ringtone is the nyancat song, and the contact name is ‘daddy’)

shirakumo: haha, you still call ur dad ‘daddy’? i thought you got over that in high school (taking a sip on the coffee)

yamada: (answering the phone, keeping eye contact with shirakumo) hey, shouta, what’s up?

shirakumo: (spits out coffee)

—- made this a comic on tumblr

damn this post is longer than i expected

whelp, i hope you liked it

[aria-chicken-flugget]

Yuunoa Pregnancy Announcement AU fic!

For @34716156hnsy :)

Notes: SOOO sorry this took so long omg - i just wanted it to be as close to perfect as i could get it :D, i really hope you like it as well as other readers too ofc! 

I’ll be posting my other prompts (like MikaYuu and KimiYoi) soon everyone, i promise XD <3

This fic below is a direct sequel to The Yuunoa Engagement AU written in a mini series for @34716156hnsy, and can be found here.

The New Family AU of the same universe that i wrote for them can be found here.

(Chronologically, the engagement fic is first, then this one, THEN the New Family fic if you’d prefer to read them that way)

Keep ‘em peeled for the follow-up fics to come for this mini-series - like their wedding! Right, enough from me, on with the prompt!

                                              The Beauty Of Life

Relationships: Yuuichirou Hyakuya/Shinoa Hiragi

Characters: Yuuichirou Hyakuya, Shinoa Hiragi

Rated: General Audiences (ao3) (Depictions of sickness, mildly suggestive themes and a swear word)

Summary: Yuu and Shinoa have a lazy morning together, being recently engaged - only to be interrupted in a way Yuu never would have guessed.

The dull peach light of sunrise had filtered through the windows as Yuu’s eyes peeled open to see it’s light tint the crown of Shinoa’s head. His eyes were murky with sleep for a moment as he shifted his stiffened limbs that had locked around her in the tangled, silky sheets. He breathed in the morning with a soft sigh, a small smile gracing his lips, despite the ache at the nape of his neck and down his arms from not moving. He wasn’t planning on moving anytime soon either, they rarely got mornings together like this. It was a Sunday, they didn’t have to do anything, didn’t have anyone to see. He imagined they’d be spending many Sundays this way now that they’re engaged. The thought widened his lazy smile some as he allowed his lids to close again, nuzzling into her hair.

The next time his eyes opened, it was to a golden light that shone proudly against Shinoa’s smirk, it’s light only reaching the lower half of her face due to his own head having saved her from being blinded by it’s light. He couldn’t help but smile at her smile as she allowed a soft giggle, the sun having created a halo around Yuu’s mop of jet black hair.

“I told you that I wanted to be the big spoon.”

Shinoa uttered in a sleepy voice, followed by the quiet chuckles of them both. Yuu shifted his arm to cradle his head whilst the other remained lolloped over her middle.

“I don’t care what you want, I’m the big spoon. You’re too small to be the big spoon.”

He uttered back in a rasped voice, stifling laughter again as they tried to keep their eyes open.

“Man-child.”

“Dwarf.”

They jested before an idle stretch in an effort to wake. Yuu rolled onto his back against the soft sheets as Shinoa had rolled over to her bedside to check the time, her back to Yuu. Yuu couldn’t help but trail her body with his eyes, she’d gotten curver since they were younger. Her ivory curves were in an hourglass under a small vest top and a pair of his boxer shorts that she’d rolled up some to fit her better. The thought made him smirk as he idly stroked her sides with the fingertips of his spare hand, making her hum in approval with a dirty smirk he couldn’t see before she’d rolled back over to face him,

“We’re so lazy, it’s already past 11am.”

He grinned as after she’d pointed that out, she’d only snuggled into the sheets further, closing her eyes. He shrugged,

“It’s Sunday.”

“It’s God’s day.”

He chortled at that one. He snaked his arm around her waist again, drawing closer,

“I’m pretty tired after last night anyway.”

He rasped suggestively, even now causing her cheeks to dust in a faint blush. She’d opened her eyes again, her beautiful doe brown eyes that locked with his bright green ones. She traced his bare torso with her eyes and back again. He’s been working out, she realised with a bitten lip. 

As she watched his smiling features light up his face, with nothing but awe in her eyes, she realised something that was far more important. Morning breath didn’t matter between them now, it was different from when they were younger, when she felt the need to brush her teeth and comb her hair before he woke. When she thought she should wear bras that offered her a curvier appearance as well as the fact that they were laced and sexy, for when she would see him. It didn’t mean she couldn’t or shouldn’t but - it didn’t matter. What mattered was that they were so comfortable with each other, it was a case of could, not should.

“You’re so stupid, Yuu.”

She giggled, eyes fluttering to where her hands had begun to meet his chest as he held her. He grinned widely, knowing all too well by now that that was her way of declaring her love for him. Suddenly, Shinoa felt a lurch in her stomach. Her eyes tore away from her hands and shot up to Yuu’s ignorant gaze. That awful sensation hand climbed up her throat and she grumbled internally, not now for fuck sake.

Yuu saw the distress in her eyes, when his words of worry were on his lips, she’d ripped out of his embrace and scrambled to get herself off of the bed.

“Shinoa, what’s wrong?”

He asked as he propped himself up on his elbows, half under the crumpled sheets as she’d run off down the corridor faster than he’d seen her in a long time. His dark brows knit together further as he sat himself up. When she didn’t come back as quickly as she’d left, he decided to go after her, ignoring how the cold floor felt as he took a few steps upon the balls of his feet with a low hiss of obscenities. He was just at the door to their bedroom when he’d called her name again with apprehension. He’d seen the door to their bathroom ajar when down the corridor and heard her retch, seeing a slither of her bent over the toilet from behind the door.

“Hey, you’re sick? Can I get you anything?”

He cooed from the door as she’d already finished, breathing heavily a moment before shaking her head,

“No, I’m fine.”

“Shinoa, you’re not fine. I’m getting you water at least, hold on.”

Yuu had gone to get her a glass of water and she’d tied her hair back more efficiently, sighing as she flushed the toilet. She was about to rise to clean her teeth, only she’d felt that horribly familiar lurch that caused her sickness again. Yuu had stumbled in and rubbed soothing circles into her back this time, catching any stray hairs from her face with his other hand until she’d finished for good.

“Thanks, Yuu.”

She croaked as she wiped her mouth with tissue and flushed it all away, closing the lid to sit on the toilet wearily. Yuu shifted to crouch before her, worry filled his emerald eyes until she looked at him with a weak smile,

“Really, I’m fine, Yuu. I promise.”

His brows knit together in bemusement until he lifted the glass of water to her. She took measured sips before she finally said with a brighter smile,

“I’d wanted to wait to tell you at the engagement party next weekend, but –“

Her gaze flit to her hands a moment and Yuu gripped them softly, a flutter in his heart of anticipation of what she might have been so bashful about. He searched her eyes with bated breath as she gripped onto his hands more tightly,

“I’m pregnant, Yuu.”

Yuu’s mouth gaped a moment and Shinoa tried not to feel anxious over his reaction, or lack of one thereof. What is he thinking? She wondered with a chewed lip. How is he taking this? Yuu’s thoughts were racing all at once, are we ready for this? Is this too fast, like Mika once warned? What if we can’t afford children right now? What if I’m a terrible father? I never had one I don’t know what it is to be a father – But then he was broken from his anxious reverie at the sight of his future wife in front of him with an anxious smile gracing her lips. That’s when a breath of relief escaped him, a smile stretching across his face with a small laugh,

“Really? We’re gonna be parents?”

He bubbled in excitement. There’s no one he’d rather experience this with, he’d realised. No one else he’d rather figure this out with.

“Yea, if this works out, we’ll be parents.”

Shinoa allowed a small laugh with him, she hadn’t planned to tell him from atop a toilet seat. Hadn’t planned having children on the cusp of their wedding instead of a few years down the line in marriage. But that’s the beauty of life, nothing ever really goes to plan, but you’re with someone you love for the ride.

NOTES: I hope this was ok and not too cheesy XD i just thought a more fluffy one would be nice from the more angsty one last time hahah! Until next time! :) <3

[mcueveryday]

Lies (1/?) (Tony x OFC)

Title: Lies

Sequel to Bloodstream

Pairing Tony Stark x ofc (named)

Word count: 1,750

Summary:  When you're friends with benefits, you're not allowed to fall in love. But when that "friend" (and boss!) is Tony stark, how can Olivia say no?

Warnings: Angst, so much angst. Implied smut.

A/N: So, there it is, people! The sequel to "Bloodstream"! It was going to be a oneshot, but it was too long, so I'm going to divide it in two or three chapters. I hope you like this, please review! Feedback is always good!

Olivia woke up on a bed that wasn’t hers. She was opening her sleepy eyes, when she felt a strong arm wrap around her waist. She smiled and hummed; feeling the arm’s grip grow tighter around her. She could feel his naked chest flushed against her equally naked back, fingers drawing circles on the skin of her stomach.

“I know you’re awake.” He murmured on her ear, his voice raspy with sleep, his beard lightly scratching the skin of her neck. She turned around to face him, placing her hand on his cheek.

“Hi.” She smiled looking into his eyes, making him smile back.

“Hey.” He replied, leaning in to give her a lazy kiss which she returned with pleasure.

For the past two months, Tony and Olivia had maintained a Friends with Benefits relationship. Just sex. No strings attached. And both of them were just fine with it. Until Tony suggested one night that it was very late and that she should stay the night. “I mean, you don’t want to wake your roommate up at 3 o’clock in the morning, now do you?” So she did. That one time thing became two, then three, then every night.

“Morning. Do you… uh, you want coffee or anything? “ Tony asked.

“I wouldn’t mind a cup of coffee.”

“Yeah? Okay, yeah. I’ll get it. Don’t get up.” He said when he noticed her start to sit up. Standing up, he picked up a pair of sweatpants and put them on, walking out of his room and made his way to his private kitchen.

Olivia smiled even wider and stretched, lying back down on the fluffy pillows of Tony’s bed. She couldn’t believe she’s even in this type of relationship with someone – let alone her boss – but she was quite happy about it. Yes, they weren’t a couple, but that didn’t mean Tony was nothing less than a gentleman. He sent her good morning and good night texts when they didn’t get a chance to see each other. Once, she received a bouquet of her favorite flowers at her office. The note didn’t say who it was from, but she knew who sent them when she read what it said.

“Enjoy them, princess.”

Who else would call her “princess” but the one and only Iron Man? She still giggled at the thought. He took her to dinner or had her over for movie nights at his suite when he wasn’t in a mission.

Olivia sighed and closed her eyes, a big smile making its way to her face. She had fallen, hard. The number one rule of a Friends with Benefits relationship was to not catch feelings, and she did just that. She had fallen in love with Anthony Edward Stark. It wasn’t that difficult to do so, either. He was a gentleman, he treated her like a princess, he cared for her; and he was amazing in bed, let’s be honest. She had seen, in those two short months, a side of Tony that not everyone had the privilege of seeing.

“Alright,” She heard Tony making his way towards the room. “It’s some Paris guava whatever mix. Expensive as hell, but you know, I think it’s worth it.” Tony said, a boyish grin on his lips; a mug in each hand.

“We’ll see about that.” Olivia said sitting up, not caring that the duvet fell off her chest.

“Here you go, love-“ He started, handing her the mug. “Liv! Liv, Liv… laugh, love… laryngitis, legume – look, I’m gonna go now. Conference is at 9 am…” Olivia blushed a bit at his mistake, a nervous laugh covering it while taking a sip of her drink.

“And… it’s an hour and a half till then, but I’ve got… plans… to go over.” He looked everywhere but at her, and grew silent.

She kept taking small sips of her mug; looking straight at him. Tony clapped his hands after a paused that felt eternal and took a deep breath. “Okay, great. Go team. And I’ll… see you later.“ He looked down and went for a hug; but stopped himself and patted her head, and left.

She watched him go, confused. What had just happened? Maybe the conference was important. But, Tony’s never gotten this nervous for a conference before. She finished her drink and got dressed; making her way out of Tony’s room. She left the mug in the sink and, when she couldn’t find Tony anywhere in the suite; left to her room to get ready for work.

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She sat on her desk, checking some blueprints for some new invention Tony wanted for the team, and the TV on her wall turned on; the conference being broadcasted live. She wasn’t paying attention – something about the Spider man being introduced as part of the Avengers – she just needed the background noise. Besides, they hadn’t even started yet. They were 15 minutes late already and no sign of Tony or Spider man. There were a bunch of reporters;  all talking at the same time; all asking questions and shouting at poor Pepper Pott, the CEO of Stark Industries.

Then; as if the seas had parted; flashes started lightening the room as Tony finally decided to show up. Olivia smiled and rolled her eyes at the scene, typical Tony to make a grand entrance. He addressed the crowd; making them quiet down.

Olivia returned to work, not paying attention to her boss; when she heard a collective gasp from the TV. She looked up and what she saw broke her heart.

Tony; on one knee; showing a ring to Pepper; who was as shocked as Olivia was at the sight. Reporters kept quiet, flashes going around as they took pictures of the next big news; all waiting for Pepper’s answer.

“What do you say, Pep? Will you make a decent man out of me?” Tony said with a smile so big and sincere; making Olivia not doubt his intentions.

Pepper; with tears in her eyes and a big smile; nodded her head yes, repeating the word over and over as Tony stood up. He slid the ring on her finger and hugged her; kissing her hard… and smiling.

Olivia sat straight in surprise; no longer paying attention to her surroundings. Everything seemed to move in slow motion, Tony and Pepper walking back slowly, her arm around Tony’s waist, his around her shoulders. Olivia couldn’t hear noise around her, not the shouts of the reporters coming from the screen in front of her; just the sound of her heart. She felt as if there was a pressure on her chest, crushing her into the ground. So this is what heart break feels like. She felt something sliding down her check and, when she went to wipe it out, did she realize it was a tear. She was crying and never realized it. And as if someone pressed a button, seeing that tear made the other ones go. She started sobbing, holding a hand to her mouth to muffle the sound so no one outside her office would hear her break. Her back shaking and eyes squeezing shut.

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Tony made his way to his office two hours after the whole Spider Man conference show. He’s now an engaged man. Who would have thought that would ever happen? He proposed to the love of his life, the one woman who could stand his antics and hectic life. He was happy. There was a skip to his step, but he would have FRIDAY delete the footage if he ever skipped.

Opening and closing the door behind him, the lights turned on their own; and to his surprise, there was Olivia sitting on his chair with a drink in her hand.

“I guess congratulations are in order.” She said, not taking her eyes off the glass, moving it around in her hand. Tony looked at her, the smile on his face slipping into a frown sas she stood up and walked in his direction.

“I guess our arrangement is now over, right?” She said, straight face and killer walk, giving him the glass. She looked him in the eyes, and Tony felt as if everything around him just stopped moving. Time froze then and there, but he wasn’t getting the good feeling he normally gets with her.

Without taking her eyes off of his, she took a deep breath – which he noticed was shaky – and bit her lower lip, just the way Tony liked it.

“It was nice working with you, Mr. Stark.” She said, side stepping him. He turned around, following her with his eyes.

“You’re quitting? Because I got engaged?”

She stopped walking, not turning to face him. “I’m quitting because I realized my boss is a selfish asshole”.

When her hand reached the knob and was about to turn it, she stopped herself because of the words she heard next.

“What- what’s got you so ticked up, huh?”

Olivia turned around to face him then, not caring anymore about the tears pooling in her eyes anymore.

“I slept with my boss! What does that make me, huh? Some people would say I’m young and naïve, given your history; but most people would agree that I’m a whore! Yes, I’m a whore who fell for Tony Stark’s tricks. But you? You slept with your employee who is 20 years younger than you! Tell me,” she said, making her way towards him slowly, tears freely falling down her cheeks. “When you were sleeping with me, were you back with Pepper again?” She was now in front of him, craning her neck up to see him.

“Every time you fucked me, where you picturing her instead of me?”  

Tony’s breathing was quick and deep, eyes hard on her; but kept silent. A silence that gave Olivia the answer she needed. She nodded her head, squeezing her lips together, then scoffed and looked down at her feet again.

“ I can’t believe I was stupid enough to think that…” She looked up at him again, seeing a mix of emotions in his eyes. She shook her head and turned around. “Nevermind. Congratulations on your engagement.”

With that, she turned around and walked quickly towards the door, stopping again at the door knob when Tony spoke.

“I thought you were more professional than to quit over a broken heart, princess. Guess I was wrong.”

She didn’t turn around this time, just  sighed and finally turned the door knob.

“Good night, Mr. Stark.”

[tilltheendwilliwrite]

Balance on the Head of a Pin*

Chapter Fourteen

Previous Chapter

Pairing: Loki Laufeyson x OFC  |  Word Count: 5997 Warnings: Smut (just a little), swearing, a little angst

Lauren sighed, happy to be away from the house, resting against Loki’s thigh beneath the sheer canopy of the incredible tent he'd created. It hadn't taken long to finish his cake, put together a decent picnic from Sue Ann’s leftovers, and slip away to the barn before they saw anyone else.

Teddy hadn't even batted an eye when Loki had walked in, collected Dragon and walked back out. It was quite clear who the stallion now answered to. Teddy had fetched her a less spirited gelding, her sweet white mare, Belle - short for Silver Bells - long since passed on from her younger years.

The new mount was one being vetted as a hunter jumper rather than a racehorse, and much to Lauren’s liking. He had fire and heart, and though he wasn't as fast as Dragon when they'd let the horses run, he'd kept up by will alone she was sure of it.

They grazed freely in amongst the trees along the river after a stern warning from Loki to behave themselves. It was beyond belief to watch him interact with them as if he was speaking to another person, not an animal. When she's asked how he did it, he'd shrugged stating as he could assume the shape of a horse, he could also speak their language.

While she’d stood there with her mouth open, he'd turned toward the big oak whose branches stretched out over the water and whose base was relatively smooth and flat. The swelling of magic had rippled over her skin when it had raced through the air to create a pleasant spot for one to rest and while away a few hours.

It looked as if someone had dropped a luxurious tent of canvas and billowing sheer curtains beneath the oak. The outer doorways were tied back, showing a thick mattress covered in pillows and silks, reminiscent of the interior of Tony’s helicopter. A small round table set with goblets and pitchers waited to one side. Lush reds and golds and soft whites covered everything, drawing her in to flop unceremoniously upon the plush flooring.

It had been heavenly.

When Loki had settled at her side, she'd wriggle back, toeing off her boots, to use his thigh as a pillow while watching the leaves dance through the hazy gauze of the tent’s roof. So soothed was she by the sound of wind through trees, the warmth of the day, and the gentle brush of Loki's fingers through her hair, she dozed off with very little encouragement.

Now, with her waking, she glanced up to find a book balanced on his opposite thigh. “What are you readin’, peaches?”

“One of your rather gifted scribes. Shakespeare. His sonnets are remarkably good,” he said, somewhat distracted.

“We studied a few of his plays in high school. Romeo and Juliet. Othello. But never the sonnets.”

Arching a brow, he asked, “How can one judge the true depth of a person's talent if one does not read all there is to be read? It is like making an opinion on an artist after seeing only one painting.”

“You're right, but as most people are well aware of Shakespeare's talent - it is the most popular view of the man - assumptions can be made.”

“But what if your plays were examples of stellar work while the sonnets are shabby? Or the popular belief was made so by only a few loudmouthed men? Should you not form your own opinion?”

Thinking about it, she decided he wasn't wrong in his theory. Just because Shakespeare was revered by so many, didn't mean she shouldn't form her own opinion. “Well, I guess you'd best read me a couple so I can make an informed observation, shouldn't you?” Tilting her head back, she gave him a sly grin.

“Or perhaps you just want me to read to you, darling?” he asked, a smile quirking his lips.

“You do have that fancy way of talkin’ and all. I'm sure you'd sound extra pretty readin' me a few sonnets.”

“Such cheek in you,” he quipped, tweaking the end of her nose.

“Is that a no?” she pouted, tilting her head back further into his lap.

He hummed softly, the sound one she couldn't distinguish, uncertain if he was amused or annoyed, but he turned back to the book on his knee. “Why is my verse so barren of new pride, so far from variation or quick change? Why with the time do I not glance aside to new-found methods, and to compounds strange? Why write I still all one, ever the same, and keep invention in a noted weed, that every word doth almost tell my name, showing their birth, and where they did proceed? O! know sweet love I always write of you, and you and love are still my argument; so all my best is dressing old words new, spending again what is already spent: For as the sun is daily new and old, so is my love still telling what is told.”

Lauren pondered the words while watching the treetops sway. “Interestin’,” she murmured, crossing her hands over her belly.

Loki had insisted on changing her clothes, dressing her in a similar fashion to his own riding gear, though, while he was garbed in greens and blacks, he’d put her in creams and golds. Cream breeks and white boots were not what she would have once considered appropriate riding gear, far too easy to get dirty, but there was something about the clothing which seemed to repel dirt. Add in the fact he’d lifted her to and from the saddle, acting a complete gentleman, she hadn’t needed to worry.

Now, gliding her hands over the belly of her wrapped tunic, she played with the tie. “He sounds so… frustrated I guess, almost angry. Maybe despondent is a better word. Like he’s despairin’ over his inability to create somethin’ fresh.”

“Everything he writes looks and sounds the same to him,” Loki agreed with a nod.

“But it’s not really his work he’s speakin’ of, is it?”

“What do you mean?”

Looking back at him, finding his eyes curious, Lauren shrugged. She glanced down and away, continuing to play with her ties. “It’s just… those last lines. He’s talkin' about love. True love. Love that renews every day, like how the sun comes up each mornin’. So, even though his work reiterates the same themes, it doesn’t really matter cause like love, it’s a force that constantly renews.”

“An interesting theory, my heart,” he murmured, fingers stroking through her hair.

Lauren blushed and tried not to purr beneath the lazy stroking. “It’s just a thought.”

“A valid thought.”

Her cheeks grew a little warmer, happy he hadn’t dismissed her opinion or thought her foolish for voicing it. “It was a little depressin’ though.”

“It’s not for everyone, certainly.” He closed the book, vanishing it from existence. “Perhaps you’d prefer a different poet?”

“Who do you have in mind?” she asked curiously.

He shifted then, scooting down to lay at her side, fingers tracing the curve of her cheek before tucking her hair behind her ear. “Perhaps Byron would be more to your liking?”

“You’re gonna have to elaborate on that one, hun.”

His eyes darkened, a look coming over them like a predator seeking prey. It made Lauren shiver when the wicked smile curled his lips. Before she could ask what he was up to, he propped himself at her side, long fingers gently tracing over her ribs while his head rested in his opposite hand.

“She walks in beauty, like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies; and all that's best of dark and bright meet in her aspect and her eyes: thus mellow'd to that tender light which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, had half impaired the nameless grace which waves in every raven tress, or softly lightens o'er her face; where thoughts serenely sweet express how pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, so soft, so calm, yet eloquent, the smiles that win, the tints that glow, but tell of days in goodness spent, a mind at peace with all below, a heart whose love is innocent!”

Lauren’s breath came in short pants for his trailing fingers had made their way to her face, caressing brow and cheek and lips while his sultry voice had purred out words so powerful, she was left breathless with love and longing.

“Oh my,” she whispered, unable to stop herself from reaching up to touch his lips.

“Such a romantic heart you have, my sweet,” he murmured, letting her draw him down. He kissed her soft and slow, as gently as the breeze playing with the sheer drapes.

When her lips felt swollen, when they tingled from the worrying of his teeth, and she’d moaned quietly, her hands drifting down his back, Loki finally lifted enough to allow her to breathe.

“That was lovely,” she said on a whisper of breath.

“The poem or the kiss?” he asked, nose brushing her cheek when he made to nibble on her ear.

“Both,” Lauren sighed.

His fingers skated her cheek, flushed with the heat of the day and his actions. “You seem to be overheating, or is it my touch which warms you so?”

“Both,” she smiled.

“Then perhaps you need this.” Stroking his hand down her body, he shifted riding gear to swimwear.

Shivering at the way his magic cooled the sweat on her skin, Lauren ran her hands over his bare chest for when her clothes changed so had his. He had the most beautiful body, sleek and fit, hard and defined. Everything about him seemed so refined, nearly elegant, almost regal in appearance. What Thor had in power, Loki revealed in grace.

Her hands smoothed down his ribs, and Lauren wallowed in the feel of all that strength, hers to enjoy, to cherish and appreciate. Soft skin, velvet over iron, stretched and pulled when he shifted, rolling to his back and taking her with him until she straddled his hips. Black swim trunks encased his hips, riding low, a line of red along the hip seam. Touching him was becoming her new favourite pastime, and with no one around to interrupt she set about learning the planes and hollows of his long torso.

A small smirk settled on his mouth when he tucked his hands behind his head. “See something you like, my love?”

“More than one thing,” she murmured, tracing her nails down his midline to the trickle of hair descending from his belly button to beneath his waistband. He was relatively hairless but for that happy little trail she had the insane desire to follow, dip her fingers beneath the fabric, and find the treasure she knew waited. More heat flushed her face, her mind drifting to what it would be like to finally be with Loki.

“Are you thinking naughty thoughts again, darling?”

The smugness in his voice had her brow arching. “Maybe I am.”

“Tell me,” he coaxed, eyes brightening behind his thick lashes.

“Why should I?” she teased. “What’s in it for me?”

He sat up effortlessly, knocking her back, so she landed sharply in his lap. “If you tell me, I can see about making those thoughts… reality,” he purred against her ear.

Linking her arms behind his neck, she chuckled softly. “And what if what I wanted would tempt you to break your vow, peaches?”

“I would refrain, sweet Lauren, but not without seeing you… satisfied.”

He bit at her jaw, a simple scrape of gentle teeth, but it sent a shock straight to her core. “Now you tempt me.”

“Perhaps we should have that swim. Then, once you're sufficiently… wet,” he nipped her ear and made her gasp, “I can take you to Valhalla with only my magic.”

“Just magic?” Heart skipping, she pulled back to see his face and found sultry dark eyes.

“Hm,” he hummed. “If that is your wish.” Fingers skated up her spine. “Unless you beg me otherwise.”

Inhaling sharply, her body reacting with his promise, Lauren whimpered, her eyes dropping to his lips. “Loki,” she sighed, leaning into him, yearning to get closer.

“Now, darling, what kind of beau would I be if I allowed you to become overheated?”

Again that sly, knowing smile curled Loki’s lips when his hands pressed against her hips, shifting her away so his eyes could travel down her body. The smile became a wicked smirk, accompanying the tilt of his head. When his fingers skimmed across her stomach to circle her navel, a sound very much like a purr of pleasure rumbled from his throat. “How delightful.”

His gaze trailed back up, deep blue shading into greens. Lauren had never felt so wanted, so desired in all her life.

“You look marvellous,” he said, shifting her to the side so he could push to his feet and help her to hers.

Lauren glanced down and did a short double take for the bikini, while modest, was still stunning. The green matched that of the cloak she'd seen him wear, while golden loops held the cups together between her breasts, and the bottoms together on each hip. Something akin to seed pearls edged the waistband, along with threads of gold, while a small looped chain hung around her waist and the gem in her navel ring twinkled in the sun.

“I think you may have overdone it, hun, just a touch. We're river swimmin’, not yachtin’ along the French Riviera.” She smiled to offset the words.

“I will always dress you in fineries, my sweet.” His hands stroked slowly up and down her bare sides as he admired his handiwork.

“If you say so.” She gave him a wink and turned on her heel to head for the water, Loki following. When she glanced back, she found his gaze locked on her ass. It made her laugh as she headed for the flat rocks jutting out into the water, took a few running steps, and leapt in a shallow dive out into the center of the river.

When she rose from the water, hair slicked back and laughing, enjoying the coolness, she made to turn to encourage him to join her only to have arms circle her waist from behind.

“What's this? A river nymph for me to capture?”

Would his voice ever stop twisting up her insides when she heard it like that? Low, sultry, with a rumble like a jungle cat. He purred the words against her wet shoulder, lips drifting, brushing lightly up the side of her neck.

“If you caught a nymph, what would she have to do to be set free, my trickster god?” she asked tilting her head to give him all the access he could want.

He kicked out, taking them closer to the shore. Once his feet settled into the rock and sand bottom of the river, he nipped his teeth into her shoulder. “She could never be free. I would keep her at my side, cherish and adore her, give her the world on a platter if she wished it.”

“You would cage her to you?” she asked, head falling back and legs tangling with his when she couldn’t quite touch bottom.

“Not a cage, never a cage,” he whispered against her ear, hand coming up to lay gently against the necklace around her throat. “She would be so loved, her happiness assured, there would be no reason for her to ever desire to leave.”

“I don’t need the world, Loki.”

His hand tightened around her waist. “What do you need, my precious nymph?”

She tilted her back and was stunned by the look of him, hair slick and water droplets trickling down his face. Eyes of blue and green were so piercing, so intense, she wondered if he could see right to her soul. “Nothing but what you’ve given me.”

He shifted her then to press her back over his arm. “Then what do you want, elskan min? What is your most heartfelt desire?”

Finding herself drifting on the water, laid back and floating, Lauren held onto his arms. She had red fill her cheeks with what she was about to admit. “You… you already gave it to me.”

“I did?” he asked, brows drawing together. “When?”

“When you tricked me into bringin’ you home with me.”

His face softened from confusion into wonder, eyes shining with adoration. “Such a romantic heart. You honour me, darling.” He bent to her, hand drifting up to cradle her head. His lips left trails of warmth on her river cooled skin.

“I couldn’t have done this without you,” she whispered, tears again burning the back of her eyes. Closing them, she fought back the pain, the betrayal, and the depression wanting to eat at her soul. The emotions she’d been working to ignore since her mother’s departure from the kitchen.

“They don’t deserve you.” The words whispered over her jaw with his soft lips.

Her hand found the back of his neck, clung there, desire and anguish warring inside her. “It hurts… and… I don’t know why.” It was like a knife had been shoved between her ribs, making it hard to breathe. “And the worst part is knowin’ if I’d come back alone, I’d a given in. I’d be makin’ plans to marry that… that… ass, cowed under by mama and Marabeth, sufferin’ beneath the smug smile of Cissy, slowly dyin’ because I wouldn't be me anymore.”

“No, no you wouldn’t,” he soothed. “You’re stronger than that.”

She kicked upright, wrapped her arms around his neck, and buried her face there, holding on as tightly as she could, finding Loki to be the only stable point in her suddenly off-kilter world. “No, I’m really not. The only reason I’ve been able to do and say what I have is 'cause you’re here. You give me strength. You, Loki, give me courage. Only you.”

His grip on her tightened, bringing her flush against him. “You are far braver than you think, my heart. Far braver.”

Slow tears trickled down her cheeks. “I don’t feel brave.”

“How do you feel?” he asked quietly.

“Angry, hurt… stupid,” she sighed. “Really, really stupid.”

“No one calls my Ástvinur stupid. Especially not her. You are not stupid, Lauren,” he scolded softly.

“I feel pretty damn stupid, Loki. My fiancé not only had a mistress but was sleepin' with my mother!” Pushing against him, she broke free and dove into the water, swimming back out into the river.

When she surfaced again, he was right there, hand closing around her wrist to drag her back up against him. “You are not the first to be deceived by someone they loved! It is easy when feelings are involved to be blind. I should know! I was blind for hundreds of years, had no idea I wasn’t of Odin’s blood until-” He cut himself off with a shake of head. “When people wish to hide something of this magnitude, they will do so. You cannot blame yourself for not seeing it sooner. I won’t let you blame yourself!”

“But my mother!” she cried, heart clenching hard in her chest.

“Your mother is a horrible person,” he bellowed, shaking her gently, “but you are not your mother!”

She froze when the realization washed over her that he was right. It was her biggest fear, a foolish one perhaps, one she’d thought buried four years ago when she’d broken free, but still a genuine fear that one day Lauren would wake and no longer like who she was. That the years of belittling would finally take their toll and she'd become a shrill, harpy of a woman.

He’d found the heart of the matter with an accuracy she was astounded at. All her life, when she wasn’t being compared to Marabeth, wasn’t being told to do better, be smarter, be more like her sister, she’d been told how much she was like her mother. Everything from hair to dress, to face and form, she’d been likened to her mother.

“I’m not my mama,” she whispered, the relief nearly palpable.

“No, darling,” he stroked her wet hair back from her face, “you are nothing like your mother, you are nothing like your sisters, but you are very much like your Gran. That is the woman you emulate at every turn.”

“I didn’t even realize…”

“I know,” he said, legs tangling gently with hers to keep them afloat and not let them drift too much with the current. “It is not you who is trying to be like her, Lauren. It is your mother, afraid of ageing, afraid of losing her youth who now chases it by acting and dressing like you. I can’t speak to her motivations, but whatever she was hoping to accomplish by taking what should have been yours has failed. Whatever validation she sought is no longer available to her. Forcing you to marry that… miscreant was her doing what she could to live through your life.” His hands were gentle when they cupped her face, tilting it up so she could see her eyes. “Whatever made her do these things, whatever motivations were there on Montgomery’s behalf, I have to say I am grateful for them. Not for the pain it has caused you, but for how it has brought you to me.”

“Loki,” she sighed, the pain in her heart lessening. “Thank you, peaches.” Returning her arms to his neck, she kissed him slowly and thoroughly, her heart much less heavy, buoyed up by the love he freely offered. When she pulled back moments later, there was a very familiar grin quirking his lips. “What?”

“Montgomery didn’t exactly get off free and clear with his deceptions.” Green sparked and twinkled in his eyes.

“What did you do?” she asked, anticipation firing in her blood. She was finding her god had a most wicked sense of justice. Not cruel, not usually, but the punishment fit the crime more often than not.

“Your ex, my darling, will be unfit for the pleasures of the bedroom for a very, very long time.”

“What?” she gasped, not quite understanding.

Loki chuckled darkly and kicked in the water, taking her along with him back toward their tent as they’d drifted a little way down the river. “I cursed him to be a disappointment to his bed partner; in all aspects.”

“So he can’t… he can’t…” She didn’t know whether to blush, laugh, or cringe.

“As Barton would so eloquently put it, he can no longer get it up.” Blue eyes danced and twinkled with a mischievous light. “Nor can he perform any physical aspect of pleasure for his partner. I’m afraid he will be quite celibate for the foreseeable future.” Loki’s fingertips followed the curve of her spine. “His touch will feel like lead, his kisses sloppy and dull, and he is doomed to be absolutely atrocious with his tongue.”

“He wasn't any good with it to begin with,” Lauren grumbled only to slap a hand to her mouth. “Oh dear. Outside voice.”

Loki tugged her hand away and burst out laughing. “You must let your inner voice out more often! She is feisty and I like her.”

Giggling even as she blushed, Lauren pushed away from his chest and swiped a handful of water his direction. “Such a cad!”

He gasped, wiping away the water drops which trickled down his face. “Did you just splash me?”

Swimming backward away from him, Lauren bit her lip to keep from laughing. “And what if I did?”

“You will feel my wrath, nymph!” Smacking his hand into the water, he sent a much bigger wave her way.

Lauren shriek and darted to the side, returning fire for fire, laughing and splashing like children until an unusually cold wave of water crashed over her and stole her breath.

“That's cheatin'!” she hollered, shivering after the icy dousing. Even the water beneath the surface had gone arctic cold for a moment.

“You never said I couldn't use magic,” he teased swimming toward her.

“It was cold!” she grumbled as he got closer.

“Tsk, poor baby. Come, let me warm you.” He held out his arms, devilish smile present.

“No,” she pouted, turning up her nose.

His face fell, concern etching its way across his features. “You are not truly upset with me, are you, my sweet?”

“Humph.” Turning her face she floated away, drifting with the current.

He was instantly in front of her, face contrite. “Lauren, please. It was simply meant in jest-” His words ended abruptly when she pounced on him and shoved him under the water.

She swam quickly out of reach, laughing, expecting retaliation of some sort when he came cursing and sputtering to the surface.

“Now who is cheating?!” he snarled, shoving his hair from his face.

“No one never said I couldn't dunk you,” she mimicked, grin far too smug for her own good.

“Tricky woman. Very, very tricky. But now I'll simply have to get even.” Green suddenly gleamed in his eyes.

The water around her lit up with tendrils of magic, wrapping around her ankles and curling around her waist.

“Loki, no!” she shouted, but the dunking she’d expected never came.

A gasp became a moan when more magic brushed the inside of her thighs, skated the bare skin of her belly, caressed the curves of her breasts.

He swam up behind her, cupped her chin, drawing her head back on his shoulder. Intertwining their fingers together, he crooned, “Loki, yes,” against her ear. “Are you sufficiently… wet, my heart?”

She whimpered, nodding. His magic felt like flicks of decadent tongues over her skin, warming her body, swiftly replacing the chill which had been there. Now the gooseflesh coating her skin had nothing to do with being cold.

“What was that?” he chuckled. “Was that yes, Loki?”

“Why don’t,” she moaned when something firm skated over her clothed core, “you check and see.”

He tsked at her, continuing to snicker softly, his need to make mischief evident in the sound. “I can’t do that, darling. I did promise you’d see Valhalla by magic alone, now, didn’t I? Unless you wish to beg for something more, my heart.”

Lauren arched back and groaned, floating on the surface of the water. Though his fingers were firmly caught with hers, it felt as if he’d grown extra sets of hands, hands which now stroked and caressed, touched and teased, cupped and squeezed when and where he wished. “Oh!” she gasped, kicking out in surprise when it seemed the hands sank straight through her swimsuit to touch bare skin. The tongue suddenly lapping between her thighs was a shock which set her crying out, knuckles turning white from how hard she gripped Loki’s fingers.

“Easy, my heart,” he whispered against her cheek, “Let me love you.”

She could feel the tightening of her nipples against her suit before the sensation was replaced by the heat of a warm mouth, plucking and playing, gentle and slow, worshiping all her pleasure points. Another mouth fell on the side of her throat, fingers stroked along her spine, others drew circles on her hips. Lips and teeth nipped and sucked at the golden serpents circling her navel, and all the while the tongue between her thighs lapped in languid strokes which stole her breath, and caused her to writhe and moan.

A groan from Loki had her opening her eyes to find the green of his hot with desire, the magic swirling around them like mist. He watched her shake, arch and whimper, his attention wholly focused on her. He released one of her hands and moved slowly until she was bent back over his arm, his mouth replacing the phantom one on her throat. The sharp scrape of teeth was enough to send a small wave of pleasure crashing through her body.

Water sprayed when she swung her arm up to hold onto his shoulder, head tilted back, cry loud and wanton, shattering the serenity of the river. Lips crashed against hers, his kiss desperate, filled with need and lust, as affected by the moment as she was. Needing to feel him, Lauren fought her feet down, plastered her body to his and moaned into his mouth when she came into contact with his hard length against her stomach. Rubbing on him like a cat, she had zero qualms about wrapping her legs around his waist, an action made easier with the water lifting them up.

He hissed when the heat of her core came in contact with his clothed erection. “Lauren!” he gasped, jerking his mouth away.

She rolled her hips, uncaring, desperate herself to feel him, to watch him come undone. “Don’t care, peaches. Please, touch me,” she panted, rolling against him, causing his mouth to drop open and hands to streak to her ass. She wrapped hers behind his neck, leaned back and found a rhythm which pleased them both.

The rocking staying the speed of a smooth canter, she cried out when his teeth closed over the pulse point in her throat for a moment before he lost the ability to concentrate. Hot breath washed over her skin, her heart raced in time with his pounding against her chest. Her core throbbed with how good she felt, the ecstasy just out of reach but growing closer with every thrust and roll of his hard length over her clit.

“Fuck!” Loki snarled, dragging her tighter against him until there was no retreat, only the hardness of him pressed to the softness of her, hips grinding together, smooth skin gliding over sleek skin.

When the fist of need wrapped around her center finally clamped down, Lauren threw her head back and moaned out his name. Every nerve in her body light up. Pleasure pulsed and crashed through her until she was breathless, mouth open in a silent scream, walls clenching on nothing, leaving her wrung out but still hungry for more.

Moments later, the half moan half growl fell from Loki’s lips, the sound vibrating against her neck when he jerked a few final times against her and went still.

Lauren sighed happily, the water again feeling nice on her superheated skin. She hummed, content to just stay where she was, his face tucked against her throat and arms around her back. “That was some retaliation, hun.”

“Hm, you are a minx,” he murmured, kissing her all along her throat and jaw.

“I think that’s how you like me,” she said with a chuckle.

“You would be correct, darling,” he quipped, pulling back to look at her with all the love she could handle. “My mischievous Valkyrie, not even I am immune to your charms.”

“I should hope not, sir! However, would I keep up with you if you were?”

He laughed and kept her pressed right where she was as he moved them toward the shore, eventually walking out with her still wrapped around him, taking the two of them back toward the pretty tent. “I think you should stretch yourself out in the sun like you usually do and leave the mischief-making up to me. It is my job after all.”

“Oh is it now?” she quipped, looking down at him as he packed the two of them dripping, back through the opening. “As you keep insistin’ you are a reformed mischief maker, perhaps you need a new job?”

Loki dropped to his knees and tumbled her to her back, setting her giggling. “Perhaps I should make you my new career?”

“Me?” she blinked up at him, his hair dripping on her chest as he crawled his way back up her body.

He dipped his head, licking at the water trickling down her sternum. “Hm, indeed. Follow you around. Call you my lady. Be at your beck and call for whatever needs you may have.”

“Oh my stars,” she whispered, chills racing her spine with the thought of it.

“Would you like that, naughty girl? Having me available to you at any moment for whatever pleasures you’d desire?”

The heat in his gaze seemed to sear through her, raise her temperature and dry her from the inside out. She wondered if steam was rising from her wet suit. Again she felt almost compelled to speak the truth and whispered only, “Yes.”

“My lady,” he crooned, lowering so his lips brushed over hers. “How very, very wicked of you. I’m afraid you would never work again for I would do all in my power to gain your attention so I could have you to myself. Pressed to a wall or,” his lips drifted back to purr near her ear, “bent over your desk.”

A quake of need gripped her center. “Loki,” she moaned, reaching for him.

Nipping her earlobe, he continued to speak to her in the rumbling, rolling tone which twisted up her insides. “That would be five, elskan min. My heart. My love. My beautiful darling.”

“You’re gonna kill us both before we ever get there!” she groaned, when he finally pulled away.

“What is that saying of yours? Patience is a virtue,” he chuckled.

“Not right now it ain’t!” she whined, pouting when he drew away.

His fingers tickled her ribs and made her squeal. “Roll over.”

She did so even as she eyed him suspiciously. Lauren sighed when the sun’s rays fell upon her back. It swiftly became a moan of appreciation when warm, lotion slicked hands smoothed over her skin. “For someone who hardly ever joined us by the pool, you’ve got a pretty good handle on the laze by the water thing.”

The wet ends of his hair on her shoulder when he bent closer made her shiver. “Who says I wasn’t there?”

Eyes snapping open, Lauren glanced at his smug face. “You skulkin’ again?”

“I do not skulk!” he growled, hand landing firmly enough on her bottom to make her jump.

“Hey!” she yelped.

“Serves you right.”

Hearing the pout in his voice, Lauren smirked into her arms and said no more. Instead, she enjoyed the way his fingers not only smoothed on the lotion but also smoothed out the knots of tension she’d been ignoring.

“Feels nice,” she murmured, relaxing under his hands until she felt like putty.

“Good. Enjoy the heat. One would think you and Wanda were part feline with how you migrate from window to window, or lounge chair to lounge chair.”

She giggled softly for he wasn’t wrong. “Guess now when I’m lookin' for a warm spot, I should just snuggle up against you?”

A tender kiss was placed low on her back. “Whenever you wish.”

“Or I could always snuggle with Bucky. Super soldiers radiate heat,” she teased earning an unhappy growl.

“You do and I will make sure you regret it,” he warned, fingers kneading into her legs.

“After this last retaliation, that ain’t much of a deterrent.”

His touch slowed to a stop before creeping back up her thighs. At the leg of her briefs, his fingers slipped beneath to ever so lightly caress her buttock, making her shiver in anticipation. “Yes, but I was feeling benevolent today. Push me, darling, and I will see you hang on the precipice for hours.”

The retort dried up on her tongue.

He went back to his massaging.

She didn’t have to look to know there was likely a smirk on his face. Lauren licked her lips, swallowed, and schooled her voice. “Hours, hm? How… delightful.”

His hands paused a second time, but Lauren only sighed, sinking into the softness beneath her while smiling to herself when his hands flexed, then began anew, and he said no more.

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get to know me tag

okkkk so i was tagged by @whenjikookhappens and @idunknowhyimhere for one version, and @sashagirl1116 for another version...right?? maybe more but honestly for some of ‘em, i’m super late to getting to this OTL forgive me, but i’m combining them since they’re similar and i’m lazy :3

1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better (I think I might break this rule, because I don’t have 9 people askhakjss)

2ND RULE: Fill in the categories

Appearance: i have shoulder-length curly ass hair that’s dark brown (so dark to the point where it just looks black at this point-). i am 5′5″ i believe (approx. 167cm according to google) and have brown eyes. i’m always wearing black because i live that #Emo lifestyle....jkjk, no but i always wear either sweaters or hoodies/overthrows and pants- it’s a rare occasion if you see me in a dress, skirt, or shorts but it can happen if i’m feeling up to it.

Personality: i’m super quiet and reserved if i don’t know people (i try not to be online, but am still awkward as all hell) but i’m super lame when you get to know me. like, very lame. so lame i’m surprised if you don’t leave. that lame. i like to make lame jokes and puns a lot, but sometimes hold myself back because even i embarrass myself sometimes (all the time). i like to tease the people i feel close to, so outsiders may think i’m just a bitch, but i swear i’m not...or at least i try not to be *hides* ummmM i’m also sarcastic af if i know you well (or feel that comfortable) and i speak fluent meme. i’m very emotion-based in my actions, so don’t mess with those i love unless you’re looking to catch these hands!! :)

Ability: iiiiiii don’t have any “SUPER WOW AMAZING” abilities lol, but i draw and write aaaaand can play piano by ear *shrug* i dunno what my IQ is but apparently i pick things up quickly and am good at teaching myself stuff from either just experimenting or using...my...brain... so people say that’s smart, no idea. (i don’t believe them but sure, why not-) i dunno if this would count as an ability, probably a negative one, but i’m a toTAL WORD DUMPSTER. like, you’ll see in this because i can just type and type and talk and talk and saljsalsja i also ramble a lot along with this, so that’s also great. but yeah i shall stop myself now.

Hobbies: as mentioned above, writing and drawing are my main hobbies! also just listening to music (or musicals) in my cocoon (blanket) lol i don’t do much  because duh, i’m lame. 

Experiences: hmm this’ll be more like injury stories because those are fun. ok story uno: i was born with a hole in my heart!! :D i was apparently super close to dying because duh, nothing was functioning right and had to get my first surgery ever while only a couple seconds old. mmm there was also this one time where i was riding my scooter in my family’s garage on easter (i was like 6 or 8) and i bumped into the grill which had rose clippers on it. the rose clippers fell and sliced my foot open from heel to toe. i didn’t even notice tho and kept riding until my aunt was like saying how i’m trailing blood somehow and looked at my foot and screamed...then i started crying like a baby (ofc) and got 8 stitched and a cast. i didn’t understand why they wouldn’t let me walk tho and made it worse becAUSE I WAS A STUPID ASS KID. uhh another time i was riding my bike on the road and i was standing and riding (like this) and my foot slipped so i fell right on the road. my face hit the concrete and my arm was twisted and underneath the bike. me being the stupid 8-11 year old i was froze and started to cry because there was a car driving towards me and i thought they’d run me over. the car stopped, duh, but i was still convinced i’d get hit and i couldn’t frickin move because i was weak, so my mom had to come and get me after i was screaming bloody murder for her nonstop. i’m so embarrassed by that one because i was so dramatic ugh...and iN PUBLIC TOO ASKHSLJSA i’m the clumsiest person ever (namjoon level, bro) so injuries (either minor, major, or just plain stupid) happen a lot.

My Life:  well i go to a charter school, which is basically home school except i have to go onto “campus” (we call it campus, it’s a regular school building) twice a week. but majority of everything is completed online. mmmm right now i’m trying not to fail math as i continue my hate for biology ^_^ i live with my parents, grandparents, and younger siblings. i wanna be some sort of artist or writer, but i’m just not sure yet soooo yeah.

Relationships: i’ve never been in any sort of serious relationship. i once dated this guy online but i was, like, 12 so i don’t really count it, nor mention it (until now pfft). bUT my tumblr wifey is none other than @ithefanfictionwriter (aren’t i just the luckiest person alive to have them?? *sighs fondly*)

Random Stuff: if i get into the right mindset i like to bake. like, a lot. i always have these random bursts of creativity and/or motivation where i just wanna try shit .. like right at that moment, no waiting because i’ll most likely not wanna do it later. so now. right now. i’m also impatient af if you couldn’t tell. hmmm most of the time, i don’t like watching movies or anything like that because i have such a short attention span and will most likely get bored within a couple minutes. i’m in other fandoms that aren’t relating to kpop- i.e., talk to me about hamilton, heathers (both the movie & musical), deh, camp camp, eddsworld, rick and morty, etc. etc. and i’ll love you forever!!!!! i used to be into hetalia but only when i was younger so majority of it’s been pushed outta my mind, hence why i never mention because i don’t want people to think i’m hARDCOre ‘cause i’m honestly not. 

das it!! wow, look at all those words. i’m sorry if you read through it all. this is why all my essays turn out to be 2000 words over the word limit majority of the time and- shit i’m doing it again. I’LL SHUT UP AND TAG PEOPLE: @futuristicgardenerbasement , @jhopesun , @chimchimswifey95 (i know you lol but no one else does so get typing dorky), @thewordbedlookslikeabed , @neckpillows , @chockenscritch and that’s all because i dunno who else to tag (oops).

[reigningxo]

Unpredictable (Roman Reigns x OFC)

(A/N) I’m sorry that it took me so long to upload guys. I was really busy and my mind was just not working along. But I’m happy to say that the first chapter is up. Feedback is more than welcome, so let me know what y’all think🙈.

Chapter 1

Alani

‘’Can you pass me that box over there?’’ I asked my mom as I was standing in my new room.

‘’Which one? They all look the same,’’ she mocked. ‘’When you asked me to come over and told me that there were only a few boxes left, you didn’t say there were actually still thousand left to unpack.’’

‘’Thanks for helping mom,’’ I smiled sweetly and gave her a hug. She chuckled and shook her head, hugging me back. I moved in my own house a week ago but there were still some boxes left to unpack since I was being my lazy self. ‘’Do you think dad is finished with the backyard?’’

‘’Honey, he’s probably already finished for an hour, but he’s just admiring his work, you know how he is.’’

‘’Are all architects like that?’’ I laughed as I walked downstairs. My dad has his own company for over ten years and became extremely successful, so when I told him that I was moving out of my shitty apartment, he insisted on designing my house. I was fortunate to have something this big being done for me and my dad luckily didn’t ask me for a fortune. My dad, on the other hand, paid a fortune to build and design the whole place. ‘Anything for my beloved daughter’, he said. ‘’I’ll make sure it looks like a mansion.’ Little did I know that when he mentioned that it’ll look like a mansion, he, in fact, build a mansion. It wasn’t too big but it wasn’t too small either, he knows exactly what I love and we, of course, talked about what I wanted and wished for.

I saw my dad standing in the living room while writing some things down. ‘’If you’re okay with it, I’d like to add this to my portfolio, showing all my clients how amazing I am,’’ he said as he turned around. I rolled my eyes and chuckled. ‘’What do you think of it?’’

‘’I couldn’t wish for anything more, thank you, dad.’’ I smiled and gave him a hug. ‘’I’m going to do the groceries right now because I need some good ass meal to eat in my brand new house,’’ I excitedly said. ‘’And thank you both for letting me stay at your house for the weeks this all was being built.’’

‘’It was no problem at all honey,’’ my mom spoke as she kissed my dad’s cheek. ‘’We’re happy that you’re happy.’’ She smiled. ‘’Don’t we have to babysit Mason?’’

‘’Your mom is right, we gotta go. Your sister is dropping off Talia again.’’ He slightly groaned.

‘’When are you guys gonna tell Avery to stop doing that?’’ I asked them as I opened the front door for them.

 ‘’We still have to figure out how to do that without sounding rude.’’ My mom gave me a hug and walked towards their black BMW. I chuckled and hugged my dad.

 ‘’Thanks, dad, for everything.’’ I gratefully said.

‘’Anytime Lani,’’ he smiled and walked to the drivers seat to start the car and they drove off. As I closed the door, I looked around, still in awe because of how big and beautiful everything was. I grabbed my bag and decided to go to the store before I was glued to the couch once again.

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I was happy that I didn’t have to walk that far to get to the nearest grocery store, about twenty minutes. However, when I was tired, it would seem forever to get there so I’m glad I have my driver’s license. I probably failed three times but I insisted on getting it because that way I didn’t have to rely on others. My brother, on the other hand, relies on me or my parents when it comes to transport. Even though he’s 26 and two years younger than me, he was more occupied on working his way into my dad his company. Just because Carter is his only son, doesn’t mean he has family privileges.

I always told myself ‘tomorrow’ when it came to making the decision to start eating healthy. But I got a brand new house, a fresh start, so why not start today?  My eyes wandered, looking at all the delicious, but at the same time unhealthy food. It wasn’t my goal to be walking towards the heavenly chocolate, but I eventually did since it was calling my name. I grabbed a bar of milk chocolate and looked at it, a whole war was started in my head whether I should take it or not.

‘’Not the most healthiest choice,’’ a deep voice said from behind me. I frowned and turned around, curious who the person was who approached me. My eyes met the dark brown ones of a tall, muscular, handsome man, dressed in what I would call ‘Sunday clothing’. A black t-shirt hugged his broad shoulders and slim waist, wearing black sweats as well. Dang, he looked good.

I chuckled and looked at the chocolate bar in my hand, ‘’Not the most healthiest choice no, I agree with you on that one, but oh so good.’’

‘’You got me there,’’ the man laughed. ‘’Chocolate is everyone’s sin, even mine.’’

‘’Wouldn’t say so,’’ I pointed at his muscular chest.

‘’Oh trust me, whenever I had a stressful day or I trained too much, the first thing I eat is chocolate.’’ He smiled as he shook his head. This man is truly gorgeous. ‘’Everything else looks pretty healthy,’ he nodded towards my shopping cart, filled with all kinds of fruits and vegetables.

‘’Gotta balance it right,’’ I shrugged and decided to take the chocolate bar as I added it to my healthy food. ‘’I’m Alani, by the way, I’m new in the neighborhood,’’ I reached for his hand and he gladly shook it.

‘’I figured,’’ he smiled, ‘’your house was being built right?’’

‘’Yeah, my dad recommended this area, saying it was the perfect spot to live; beautiful surroundings, everything is within walking distance, really friendly people,’’

‘’He couldn’t be more right. Especially the really friendly people part, you just met the friendliest of them all,’’ he winked, making me laugh. I shook my head and the two of us started to walk around in the supermarket while telling me small bits about the people who were present and also lived in the neighborhood. ‘’That over there is Mrs. Yell,’’ he pointed at the small, grey haired woman standing in the shelf of the cat and dog food. I frowned in confusion, not knowing what he was talking about. ‘’Everyone calls her Mrs. Yell because she literally yells every single day. If it’s not because her husband did something wrong, again, it’s because of the smallest bread crumb on her recently cleaned floor. She’ll find a reason to yell, so cherish the moments whenever she’s quiet cause they ain’t long.’’

‘’Sounds like the perfect company,’’ I joked. He laughed and we walked into another shelf. ‘’So mystery man, you haven’t told me your name yet.’’

‘’How rude am I,’’ he gasps as his hand covered his chest. ‘’I’m Joe, but my real name is actually Leati…but I also go by the name of Roman. So I have three names, you choose whatever you like to call me.’’ He leaned in and whispered, ‘’I prefer Joe tho.’’

‘’Impressive, Joe.’’ I nodded as I grabbed a bottle of Cola. ‘’Does each name have a different persona?

‘’You gotta find that out on your own, Alani,’’ he winked as we walked to the cash register. The gentleman he was, helped me to put everything in bags and even held them as we walked back to my place. The walk was filled with Joe talking about all the crazy stuff he experienced in this neighborhood and how he loved living here. I smiled at all the silly faces he made as he was telling me about that one time he visited his cousin and tried to make his one-year-old child laugh. The way he was talking was so pure and real, I already liked him.

‘’You can hand me my groceries now,’’ I chuckled as I stood in front of my house.

‘’Jheeze, your place looks like a millionaires place, it’s amazing,’’ he said stunned. ‘’Not even my place looks like this and I’m pretty rich,’’

‘’Master of bragging,’’ I laughed. Joe grinned as he handed me the grocery bags. ‘’So I think I’ll you around then.’’

‘’Definitely,’’ he smiled, ‘’What if I stop by tomorrow? You know, just for a cup of coffee and you can make me jealous by showing me around in your palace.’’

‘’Sounds good to me. What about 9 am?’’

‘’9 am it is,’’ he smiled warmly as he gave me a hug. ‘’If you need anything, don’t hesitate to knock on my door, I’m at the end of the street.’’

‘’Thanks, I’ll keep it in mind.’’ I thankfully said. I waved at him as he walked off to his own house. I thanked my dad in my head as I opened the front door for convincing me to move here. Still not over the fact I probably met the most handsome man of the neighborhood, I walked into the kitchen with the plastic bags and put them on the counter.

‘’Since when did I became invisible to you?’’ A female voice said. My head shot back up as I looked at my phone, finding none other than my best friend standing in front of me. ‘’Wassup girl?’’ She smiled.

‘’Ava what are you doing here?’’ I asked confused but extremely excited. I walked from behind the big marble kitchen counter over to her, giving her a hug.

 Ava has been my friend since the day I started walking. Our parents are really close friends who met in college back in the days. She was like a sister to me and we were together 24/7 until the day she got accepted to the University of Southern California. I was absolutely thrilled for her, but not about the fact that we weren’t going to see each other that often anymore. We both made the promise to call each other every week, face time as much as we can and meet up monthly. But since we both did completely different things, it was hard to hold on to that promise. She wanted to get her degree in art and design, that totally fitted her since she has always been busy with painting and drawing.

Me at the other hand wanted to deepen myself in dance and music more. So when I was accepted to a private school that was specifically for those two things, I barely had time for anyone since it was really intensive. I enjoyed every moment of it since I was doing something I loved but hated it because it took so much of my time and energy. I still dance, sing and perform occasionally, it’s just that I decided to diminish everything a bit.

‘’Your parents told me you moved and gave me your address. But girl, why didn’t you tell me?’’ She smiled as she looked at me. ‘’Dang you look fine as hell, better than I remember.’’

‘’Oh please I look terrible,’’ I covered my face in my hands. I had no idea what she was talking about since I was wearing just a plain grey dress, my hair totally mess and bags under my eyes because of my lack of sleep. ‘’But thanks, A. And I’m sorry, I was so busy with everything; the house, helping my dad, bookings. I barely had time to sleep.’’

‘’That I see,’’ she joked as she sat down on the kitchen chair. ‘’I’m just messing with you, babe. So how is my best friend doing? How’s living here?’’

‘’She’s doing great; new house, new neighborhood, new people, I really enjoy it here.’’

‘’Good to hear,’’ she smiled and looked inside of the bags with food, ‘’so what will we be eating?’’

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‘’Christ Lani, this tastes so damn good,“ Ava said with a mouth full. “Them Italian genes from your mom seemed to have kicked in for real.’’

‘’I ain’t a chef like my mom,’’ I laughed, ‘’it’s called having a meat-free dish.’’ I stopped eating meat for over two years and I feel amazing; I have more energy, I don’t get sick so often and I simply feel fresher. My mom struggled and forgot about the decision I made for like a month and unwarily added meat to her food. Eventually, she started to get used to it and only added meat in 50% of her dishes.

‘’I’ll keep it at Italian genes,’’ she chuckled as she zapped through the channels. ‘’This TV looks like a cinema. I’m gonna ask your dad to build a house for me as well.’’

‘’Good luck with that,’’ Knowing my dad isn’t the easiest person to persuade. ‘’Wait, wait, hold on. Go back,’’ I suddenly said as I saw a familiar face passing by. Ava frowned and did what I asked her, even more,confused by my reaction. I chuckled and shook my head. ‘’Oh my god,’’

 ‘’What?’’

‘’That’s Joe,’ my jaw dropped as I saw him on TV. ‘’I met him this afternoon in the supermarket, he lives at the end of the street,’’

‘’No he doesn’t,’’ she said, not believing me. As she was about to say something else, she saw I wasn’t joking. ‘’Girl…You’re not telling me that you met Roman fucking Reigns in the supermarket and that he lives in your street.’’

‘’It’s true,’’ I simply said as I watched him; his hair was loose and wet, unlike today. He looked so different from the person I’ve met and I’d be lying if I said that I didn’t find him attractive.

‘’Lani you’re a lucky ass woman,’’ she grinned as she continued eating. Little did I know

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Long ass questionaire

tagged by @mycomplex, thank you lots my dear!! 💕

gonna go ahead and tag @anxious-and-sentimental , @mostlytabi, @thechoi-choi, @topssi, @mainhoonemily, @tahpssi, @pbj-anonymous , (if you’ve already done it or don’t want to ignore it pls, this is a long one)

THE LAST

1. drink: green tea 2. phone call: dad 3. text message: a friend 4. song you listened to: ONE - heyahe 5. time you cried: Today ~ 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: ^ Yes 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: no, not recently 10. been depressed: just sad sometimes, last week was bad (except for the concert ofc!!) 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: two years ago?

3 FAVORITE COLORS

12. coral 13. forest green 14. gray

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. made new friends: yes. 16. fallen out of love: yes 17. laughed until you cried: I cry to anything, laughing is no exception (samee) 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes 19. met someone who changed you: yes

20. found out who your friends are: yes. kinda 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: idk lol, when even was the last time i was on fb

GENERAL

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: around 90% 23. do you have any pets: two whiny cats, Solveig and Rio 24. do you want to change your name: no 25. what did you do for your last birthday: got a haircut also invited some friends and we went swimming at 1am, naked and slightly intoxicated lol 26. what time did you wake up: 8am, too fucking early 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching bb videos and crying 28. name something you can’t wait for: to know what i want to do with my life 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: on Sep 30th 31. what are you listening to right now: book reviews of books i’ll probably never read 32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes, some dude at the driver’s school 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my mood swings 34. most visited website: Tumblr. YouTube. Ao3 lol 35. hair colour: dark brown 36. long or short hair: quite short, about chin lenght 37. do you have a crush on someone: Bigbang haha 38. what do you like about yourself: i don’t easily gain weight, i can run fast, my hair 40. blood type: A, forgot if its + or - though. I’m pretty sure it’s A. (samee) 41. nickname: lala 42. relationship status: single 43. zodiac: leo 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show:  GOT, american gods, avatar: the last airbender, goblin, coffee prince, lots of bbc mini series, bunch od animes like shinsekai yori 46. tattoos: none 47. right or left handed: Right. 48. surgery: yes 50. sport: i sometimes run around or go hiking 51. vacation: rn i really want to go to scandinavia OR travel to see bb ot5 live ;v; 52. pair of trainers: puma

MORE GENERAL

53. eating: rice w/ baked pumpkin and thyme potatoes (and i even cooked it myself lol) 54. drinking: water, it’s the best stuff 55. I’m about to: draw something to maybe escape this toxic mood i’m in rn 56. waiting for: my ass to stop being lazy (always me) 57. want: to go to an ot5 concert 58. get married: i’m 20, how i’m supposed to know 59. career: not that important to me tbh

WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: hugs (i need one rn :<) 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: i’m pretty short so pretty much everyone’s taller than me anyway and that’s ok 63. older or younger: on the same level 64. nice arms or nice stomach: .. arms? both? 65. hook up or relationship: i feel like i’m not a relationship kind of person at all tbh 66. troublemaker or hesitant: normally more hesitant side but I’ve had troublemaker moments (samee)

HAVE YOU EVER

67. kissed a stranger: kinda lol 68. drank hard liquor: yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no, don’t wear them 70. turned someone down: yes 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: yep 73. had your heart broken: not really 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: yes. 76. fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

77. yourself: sometimes 78. miracles: i actually do 79. love at first sight: not really 80. santa claus: no 81. kiss on the first date: yep, why not 82. angels: Yes in the form of Bigbang (just gonna leave it like this)

OTHER

84. eye colour: green/gray also brown 85. favourite movie: probably LOTR, have rewatched all three of them so many times.. oh god how to choose though

[nighttimefjaeril]

As promised, here’s more info on the middle-schooler quartet of my Ibun “Kids investigating mysteries with shady uncle Jikaku” AU :’3

Houmei is 12-year old going on 13 (his birthday will happen during the vacation). He lives in Yokohama and is sent to visit his Great Uncle Jikaku for the summer, who used to live and work in Tokyo but has retired in a rural village in the Tohoku region, where he hails from.

Given we literally don’t know anything about Houmei’s backround, I’m having a hard time coming up with anything too specific linked to his family life; as a general rule, I’d say his family situation isn’t the easiest. He lives with a caretaker, and Jikaku is related to them. The two are completely estranged, and the reason he was sent to him was because of issues between him and his caretaker; as he’d become increasingly rebellious and problematic growing up, hoping that Jikaku would straighten him : D But caretaker definitely has issues with their life as well. Overall, things at home aren’t the best and Houmei isn’t all too unhappy to live at his uncle’s for a couple of months, despite having troubles adapting to such a different lifestyle at first : D He’s an extremely intelligent and curious kid, a day-dreamer, and an avid reader of mystery and fantasy novels. He comes off as extremely well-mannered at first, which surprises Jikaku given the situation he was told, but he soon learns that it’s all an act of course : D He knows how to hold a façade in order to get away with things, and is extremely manipulative towards adults and kids his age alike. At first the other boys find him odd as he talks of weird stuff and acts ditzy at times, but as they’re all misfits they end up taking the outsider in pretty much right away. He’s the type to hide his problems , real feelings and thoughts behind a dorky smile. He doesn’t have much interest in leadership, but thanks to his natural charisma and adventurous spirit he ends up being the driving force of the group by default. On the other hand, he can be a bit of a slob at times and gives into laziness easily. Much like Sho'un, he has a problem with authority, but unlike him he’s able to find sneaky ways to break the rules. As for now he has no definite life plans nor dreams; he knows that if he’d work hard enough he could easily enter any college and take on any career, but he also very little interest in formal studies and he’s the type who prefers researching stuff on his own (he has a very broad knowledge for a kid his age, but he’s not driven enough in his studies for his level of intelligence and pretty listless). His favorite subject is literature, but he wouldn’t have troubles with anything if only he applied himself. His hobbies include reading and writing, skateboards, videogames and daydreaming. He’s learning to play guitar but he’s too lazy to practice often (he also has a pretty good voice).

Jyoan is a 13-year old going on 14 (his birthday is in late September). He lives with his mother and two sisters (one older and one younger) and his younger sister’s father. His biological dad is not in the picture. He doesn’t have a good relantionship with his step dad and his family situation also isn’t ideal, and for that reason he tries to stay away from his house as much as possible (he usually stays at Ganpuku’s house most days of the week). His family was also struggling with money a lot in the past, even though nowadays they’re doing better economically after his mother got married again, he’s still known as the “poor kid” at school, and he was being made fun a lot for being… extremely feminine (no day has gone by without him being called a fag by classmates or his step dad). He used to be bullied a lot more in the past, until he started to clam back (also his friendship with dangerous kid Sho'un made the transition easier :D He’s considered a bit of a punk himself by his peers). Of all his friends, he’s the one who hates living in the village the most and dreams of moving in the city as soon as possible. He’s an extremely ambitious and driven kid, and puts his status above all; he lives for receiving praise and attention by others and puts a lot of efforts in everything he does for that; he has good grades but he’s the type to truly shine only in what he likes (he excels in arts). He’s a sensitive boy, pretty mature and deep for his age (or so he thinks lol), but at the same time can act pretty bratty and and has a really bad temper; the more he’s obedient with teachers and authorative figures the worse his attitude towards with his friends and siblings. He’s also extremely foul-mouthed and gets reprimended for it a lot by adults. He may or may not have a one-sided rivalry with Houmei, as he basically represents everything he wishes to be… or so he thinks (not that he would dare to admit that of course). His hobbies include fashion, drawing, pretentious movies and books that are way beyond his comprehension level for his age (but he still watches/reads them anyways ‘cause that’s what cool kids do right?) and singing.

Malcolm (aka Ganpuku) is 13 (he was born the same year as Houmei but has had his birthday already). Being born in May he started school one year earlier and so he’s in the same grade as Jyoan and Sho'un (they’re all classmates as there is only one class per grade in the local middle school, too). He lives with his parents and one older sister, and his family owns the local convenience store. Ever since he was a child he has been helping his parents carrying it voluntarily as he really likes working there, so he spends a lot of time inside the shop. He has quite the business acumen and loves money and hopes to be able to better his family’s average income someday with a business-oriented job. He has a very good relantionship with his parents, especially his mother. His family hails from the US, but he and his sister were born in Japan. Because of their western appearance and names, they have been both seen as outsiders in the village small community and could never really fit in, if not with the other misfits. For that reason he hates using his real name and goes under “Maru” instead, as it’s close to the japanese pronunciation of “Mal”. He and Jyoan have been best friends since kindergarden, and he gets along with his sister a lot too. He’s a very bright, loud and cheerful kid, he’s the friendlist of the trio and he’s the one who accepts Houmei into their group right away. His hobbies include eating and cooking, as well as manga and videogames: one could say he’s a bit more childish than the others, but he’s often more insightful and smarter than people give him credit for. He’s also extremely affectionate and protective of his friends and family. His grade are pretty good, and he’s basically excels in everything his deskmate Jyoan doesn’t and viceversa :D He’s good with maths, science and economics (and English ofc as it’s the language spoken home), while Jyoan is better at humanities and art. He has pretty clear plans for the future and he definitely wants to go to college and land a high-paying job in the economics field, to grant his family and himself financial stability. Much like Houmei, he also falls victim to laziness pretty often, which may be a hindrance to his dreams of success :D (I’ve talked about his hobbies before, I would include that he’s learning to play the piano but wishes to switch to something more “fun”, like drums; he’s also into soccer and baseball and fantasy books/videogames)

Sho'un is 13 going on 14 (his birthday is in December). He’s an only child and his father is a monk and owner of the local temple (in Japan monks can marry and have children). As you can imagine from his appearance and rebellious attitude, he isn’t exactly the dream heir his father wishes, and for that reason his relantionship with his parents are extremely tense. He also tries to avoid being at home as much as possible and sleeps over at either Ganpuku’s or at his cousin Ryuzen’s student apartment in the city(he doesn’t really get along with him all that much, but he likes his cooler roomates better lmao). From a very early age he was considered a “difficult kid” for a his rebellious strike and attraction to… darker things (he’s the type who idolizes yakuza, smokes in the school bathroom and steals shit as a test of courage). For his reason he has a pretty bad reputation in town and peers and thier parents are pretty scared of him. That, coupled with the failed expectations of his parents, just reinforced his bad attitude and made things worse. He used to be pretty lonesome until he became friends with Jyoan and Ganpuku when they started middle school, thanks to their involvement with the music club. In fact music is his biggest passion, he plays bass and guitar and wishes to start a band someday (school band secondary plot? Probably lol). Music and art are the only subjects that interest him, as for the rest he’s a pretty much a slacker who doesn’t put effort in his studies and has terrible grades. He often says that if he can’t make as a musician, he would open a tattoo and piercing studio. Despite his “tough” exterior, he’s actually a pretty laid-back and reserved kid, not very talkative but mindful, and once you get to know him he’s actually very caring and approachable. He’s the type to defend his friends no matter what, and follows his own moral code that doesn’t accept dishonesty nor ambiguity. He has a somewhat melancholic and pessimistic streak that he tries to conceal with his insolence; of all the four he’s the one who has more… grown-up interests (meaning he’s the only one who’s very much into girls, the others are a bit of late-bloomers in comparison^^’); he’s also the one who tries to bond with the older guys via his cousin, and he tries to emulate them. His hobbies include gravure magazines gangster movies, rock and punk music, playing instruments and sketching out tattoo design.

[viscountessevie]

Tag Game

I was tagged by @pleasejustlovedonthate

1ST RULE: tag 9 people you want to get to know:

 I’m too lazy to tag so whoever sees this and wants to do it go ahead!

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true (and ofc knowing me I will add commentary)

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller (As if!) I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo (I want one) I have at least one piercing (the typical two studs in the ear) I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined (what abs??) I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people (depends on which environment but I really like it cos I get to start anew with each new person) People tell me that I’m funny (I have my moments) Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it (The word is Bruh) There is something I would change about my personality (Sooo many things mostly how uptight I am at times)

ABILITY:

I can sing well I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else (I was; in like primary/elementary school) I have learned a new song in the past week (Seven Wonders from Catch Me If You Can) I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month (For school smh) I enjoy writing FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting (This Is Us; it is good shit) I have been at an overnight event (The Wanted performed here for New Years) I have been in a taxi (Who hasn’t?) I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country (I went to Aussie a couple months ago) I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts (The Wanted - at the time)

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship (Not currently) I have a crush on a celebrity (So many but rn it’s Milo Ventimiglia and Aziz Ansari) I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a best friend I live close to my school (Not anymore I don’t) My parents are still together I have at least one sibling (Two younger bros) I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live (probably) I have hung out with a friend in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced I know a person named Jamie (Does Jayme count?) I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now (Seven Wonders! It’s sooo good) I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today (I haven’t eaten waffles in forever so if you see this send me some!) I know what I want to do with my life (Not anymore sigh, I’m still trying to figure it out) I speak at least 2 languages (Kind of; my English is amazing, my Tamil is wonky and I’m just starting French) I have made a new friend in the past year (So many since I just started college)

[a-lex-ithymia]

92 questions

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

Tagged by @letsfisch  i love u and i hate u

THE LAST:

1. Drink: hot cocoa

2. Phone call:  my granny

3. Text message: Nico

4. Song you listened to: The Last Battle - Sabaton

5. Time you cried: just now :/

6. Dated someone twice: eh

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: hell yes

8. Been cheated on: yes

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: not that i know of

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: blue, purple, black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yes!!!

16. Fallen out of love: no

17. Laughed until you cried: no

18. Found out someone was talking about you: no

19. Met someone who changed you: no

20. Found out who your friends are: my friends are my friends and i lov them

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: n-...o?yes.

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life:  many

23. Do you have any pets: KITTY

24. Do you want to change your name: if it wasnt expensive i would

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i went to work and met with a friend for dinner

26. What time did you wake up: 9.00

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: drawing

28. Name something you can’t wait for: happiness

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: saturday

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my whole life?

31. What are you listening to right now: nothing

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: my dad

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: being alive

34. Most visited Website: the tumbler

35. Mole/s: too many

36. Mark/s: so many

37. Childhood dream: to become a firefighter! a policeman! a doctor! a nurse! all the cool helping jobs!

38. Hair color: turquoise (so edgy)

39. Long or short hair: short

40. Do you have a crush on someone: idk?===

41. What do you like about yourself: my hair looks ok rn

42. Piercings: none

43. Blood Type: i dont know

44. Nickname: Alex

45. Relationship status: single

46. Zodiac: leo

47. Pronouns: she/they

48. Favorite TV Show: BROOKLYN99

49. Tattoos: one day

50. Right or left hand: righty

51. Surgery: wisdom teeth, a big mole on me head

52. Piercing: still none

53. Sport: karate. but im lazy af

55. Vacation: every place is a good place

56. Pair of trainers: hä

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: sweeeets

58. Drinking: TEEAAAAA and coffee ofc

59. I’m about to: go draw fucken awful porn bc life sucks

61. Waiting for: meeting friendos

62. Want: motivation and a will to live

63. Get married: maybe...if...u know...love

64. Career: hahah

WHICH IS BETTER?:

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs

66. Lips or eyes: um. like. disembodied???

67. Shorter or taller: i is tall

68. Older or younger: my cat is rlly odl!!

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: chubby tumtums are my weakness.

71. Sensitive or loud: pls dont yell at me i will cry

72. Hook up or relationship: :I kindness

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: FIGHT ME 

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: ew

75. Drank hard liquor: yas

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i lost contacts once

77. Turned someone down: yes

78. Sex in the first date: ew

79. Broken someones heart: yes. sorry.

80. Had your heart broken: does trauma count

81. Been arrested: HAHA ASURE MY MAN

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: uh..ahh....aahhh...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: haha

85. Miracles: sometimes

86. Love at first sight: no

87. Santa Claus: yes!! :I

88. Kiss in the first date: check ur grammar my man

89. Angels: no

OTHER:

90. Current best friend’s name: jassi (forevs), franzi, anna

91. Eyecolor: ugley

92. Favorite movie: the winter soldier NOONE WILL JUDGE ME

and i aint tagging ppl bc it late and i sleepy

[ladyoftherose]

Rules: Answer these 92 statements

Tagged by @vorrible THE LAST: 1. Drink: Sunkist 2. Phone call: my mom lol 3. Text message: “Thanks for the new cutlery sucker" 4. Weak by AJR 5. Time you cried: I cried a couple weeks ago when I was consistently sick and in pain but that's about it HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: Haven't dated anyone once either so 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: I kissed a dude in 1st grade on the head a few times and boy do I regret it 8. Been cheated on: Nope, haven't had anyone to cheat on me tho 9. Lost someone special: Ive lost a few relatives to cancer but no one extremely close 10. Been depressed: i don't know if I'd call it depression but I went through some shit 7th-10th grade? 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I don't drink lol LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Green, Blue and Red IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yup 16. Fallen out of love: Kinda? 17. Laughed until you cried: I do all the time 18. Found out someone was talking about you: I have a hunch on a few people but tbh I'm used to it. 19. Met someone who changed you: Not particularly, I've reconnected with some old friends though. 20. Found out who your friends are: I already kinda knew but I suppose so. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: hahahaha no they are all relatives basically. GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 20/22 23. Do you have any pets: Hell yeah, I have a dog, guinea pig, betta fish and by extension my siblings have an iguana, turtle and hamster (and a slug apparently) 24. Do you want to change your name: I don't really like my name but I wouldn't get rid of it. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: It was on a Monday so I had to go to school but I got to pick what I wanted for dinner and i got a new iPhone so it worked out quite nicely. 26. What time did you wake up: I wake up multiple times before I actually get up, so like 12? My sleeping schedule is fucked lol 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Playing skyblock with a friend and listening to music on my phone. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Being able to drive, having an income??? more free time, finding a boyfriend etc. 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: few minutes ago because she's running around vacuuming. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I was more motivated to do shit and that I could draw better. 31. What are you listening right now: nothing atm 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: All the time with my best boi and friend @saddildosinc 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Passive aggressive people, figuring shit out for registering for college classes, actually practicing parking and getting my license done so my mom stops lowkey calling me lazy. 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr and YouTube lol LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: I don't think I have any?? 36. Mark/s: I got some birthmarks on my hand and by my eye so that's cool. 37. Childhood dream: Wanted to be a vet but got talked out of it. If you mean dreams in general, i don't remember because I tend to have nightmares that make no sense lol 38. Haircolor: Goldish brown 39. Long or short hair: hella long boi 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope, Im not attracted to people very easily. 41. What do you like about yourself: I like my eyes and hair. Kinda like my legs too. 42. Piercings: I don't really want any nor do I have some. I think they look cool though. 43. Bloodtype: fuck if I know 44. Nickname: my friend called me snicklefritz once but otherwise none in particular. 45. Relationship status: Still single lmao 46. Zodiac: Aries 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV show: Steven Universe, Voltron, RWBY (if that counts?), Scrubs. 49. Tattoos: None and not rly interested but I think they are cool. 50. Right or left hand: Righty 51. Surgery: Nope. 52. Hair dyed in different color: One shade lighter than my actual color due to my mother and my sister's insistance. 53. Sport: I am shit at athletics so none. I like watching swimming and ice skating though. 54. (???? avoid) 55. Vacation: My family tends to go to a cottage up north during the summer for a week and i love being on a lake so 56. Pair of trainers: ??? No? MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: I enjoy it? 58. Drinking: Very nice. 59. I’m about to: Go to the store w/ my mom and probs get lunch. 62. Want: To be motivated or at the very least have some more cash and less problems. 63. Get married: Boy I hope to someday my dude. 64. Career: Looking into medical technology but I have no distinctive interests other than Human Resources maybe. WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Both? Both is good. 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Tallllll. 68. Older or younger: A bit older than I is cool. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Both again. 71. Sensitive or loud: I can b your angle or I can b ur devel. It depends lol. 72. Hook up or relationship: I'm all about that sweet sweet commitment so relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: If I get in trouble I'll likely cry or panic so hesitant. HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: I can't even kiss a friend honey. No. 75. Drank hard liquor: Nope. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I've broken the frames of my glasses like 3 times but I don't lose them. 77. Turned someone down: Kinda? There's some real creepy people lol I just ignore them. 78. Sex on the first date: Hell no. 79. Broken someone’s heart: How the fuck should I know? No??? 80. Had your heart broken: Meh, a couple times I guess. 81. Been arrested: Nope. 82. Cried when someone died: I cry even when cartoon characters die ofc I cry. 83. Fallen for a friend: Kinda but it wasn't meant to be lol DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: I don't even know. 85. Miracles: Sometimes. 86. Love at first sight: Attraction maybe, love? No. 87. Santa Claus: Nope. 88. Kiss on the first date: Depends if I knew the person already I guess. OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: I have many but the oldest is my good pal Lauren. 91. Eyecolor: Green I think. 92. Favorite movie: I like so many? Strange Magic I've watched a lot though. Tagging: @smilingwaters @deliciousfrenchfries @animalbks @the-rad-machine @p00kn00t @saddildosinc @misubito I tried

[0225pm]

something random part 1

so i was trying to be less lazy and started deleting unwanted photos and videos in my camera roll and i stumbled upon a 100 questions tag i screenshot some time in dec 2016 and i never got round to doing it and since i’ve got some time now i’m gonna do them all here just for the fun of it and also to “train” my typing and visual skills :-) 

are you ready? here we goooooo~

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1. when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? - more cereal than milk

2. do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? - singapore doesn’t have the 4 seasons, it’s constantly summer here with the occasional monsoon/rainy days but yes i do like the feeling of just air/wind in general on my cheeks and everywhere else really

3. what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? - scrap pieces of paper, receipts

4. how do you take your coffee/tea? - i like semi-sweet black coffee for something hot/warm but i love cold drinks best

5. are you self-conscious of your smile? - currently, a little bit after i noticed how crooked one of my front tooth is and how there’s like this stain which as told by my dentist was probably caused by a medicine i wasn’t supposed to take when i was younger because it’s an irremovable stain even if i bleach my whole set of teeth white :-)

6. do you keep plants? - i don’t but the family has them, given by my uncle. my dad takes care of them every morning

7. do you name your plants? - um no

8. what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? - it’s not very artistic but sometimes when i’m angry i’ll cry :-) LOL 

9. do you like singing/humming to yourself? - sometimes i do hum without realising it and who doesn’t like singing to themselves!! i do even though i know my voice is fucking gross and i have no singing talent, it’s a good way to destress 

10. do you sleep on your back, side or stomach? - i used to sleep on my stomach but after the surgery i got used to sleeping on my side and it’s been that way ever since then

11. what’s an inner joke you have with your friends? - if i tell you, then it’s not an inner joke anymore ;)

12. what’s your favorite planet? - i want to be cliche and say earth but i really like saturn 

13. what’s something that made you smile today? - a voice message han sent me asking if i’m ok or if i’m unwell just because i decided to sleep early yesterday night and then i went on his twitter and saw a tweet saying i should tell him if i’m sick and not keep it from him hahaha idk why but it made me smile because it was something so small but i guess it was quite out of the norm for me to want to sleep early which was why he was worried hahaha

14. if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? - a huge mess because we’re both lazy bitches loool but i guess something we have in common is, the lesser the furniture the better! 

15. go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! - venus has super powerful winds

16. what’s your favorite pasta dish? - seafood tom yum fusilli from 18chefs

17. what colour do you really want to dye your hair? - omg i really want to go back to silver/grey again :( 18. tell us something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. - it isn’t always brought up but lmao when i was younger, my mom enrolled me into a childcare and we have this nap times in the schedule. i always volunteered to lay down the mattresses (we have our own mattresses to sleep on with our names on it) so i can lay down and nap beside this boy i was crushing on

19. do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw in it? - i used to but i can never get into the habit of writing daily as you can see, the same goes for blogs too lol but i had this scrapbook i bought and wrote down lame things like a mini biodata, and then i think in sec 2 i asked the whole class to sign their names in it 

20. what’s your favorite eye color? - brown like farhan’s ;) ayyyy HAHAHAHA i’ve always like green eyes that sometimes changes into dusty gray under different lights

21. talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. - i would say my kanken bc it really has been with me to hell and back since i always had to carry my mac around but i’ve been really digging this black backpack my mom got me the other time and have since carried it every fucking where i go

22. are you a morning person? - i can be if i want to

23. what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? - sleep? but too much sleep isn’t good either. i guess most time i’m on the internet just lurking

24. is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? - yes

25. what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? - um i wouldn’t really say broken into but i went in the men’s toilet to pee before because it was so urgent

26. what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? - used to be my white nikes but now it’s just my trusty pair of the classic high cut chucks

27. what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor? - watermelon

28. sunrise or sunset? - sunrise mainly because i don’t see it often

29. what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? - gushing over her boyfriend

30. think of it: have you ever been truly scared? - yeah a whole traumatic experience that gave me social anxiety

31. what’s your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really just talk about socks. - lol i think it’s something necessary with shoes ofc there are still a lot of people who probably don’t wear socks with their shoes. yes i like wearing weird socks and no i don’t sleep with socks on unless it’s super cold and instead of confining myself to white sock hell, it’s black sock hell.

32. tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3am when you were with friends. - i’m actually usually with farhan after 3am but um no story for the public because nsfw content HAHAHAHHAHA

33. what’s your fave pastry? - I REALLY LOVE A GOOD CROISSANT OR A BAGUETTE OMFG I REALLY 34. tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? - i keep a bantal busuk my late grandma made for me instead of a stuffed animal. it’s called bantal busuk and just looks like a bantal la duh hahaha it’s rectangular and has bear prints all over it, base color navy. yes i do HAAHHAHAHA it hasn’t been washed my whole life i love ittttt

35. do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? - yes wtf i have a small thing for stationaries but i don’t use them often now. i used to spend my pocket money on a bunch of this rainbow pens that when you use to write has this really cool pearly rainbow tint i’m not sure if it’s even available in stores anymore

36. which bands sound would fit your mood right now? - i’m actually listening to dpr live - jasmine right now

37. do you like keeping your room messy or clean? - clean la obviously but it’ll always get messy so ya damn lazy to clean up hahah half clean half messy

38. tell us your pet peeves! - people littering like wtf stop it please, etc 

39. what color do you wear the most? - black isn’t a color but yeah black

40. think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? - a pair of mini hoop earrings farhan got me for my birthday! the most personal thing of/from him i have on me all the time hehe

[words-n-wanderlust]

I dare you to do the Questions that Bree got as well

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? spotify

is your room messy or clean? usually messy

what color are your eyes? very light blue

do you like your name? why? i dont like the fact that english speakers dont get my name but i love the fact that i have soooo many weird/funny nicknames

what is your relationship status? single as fuck

describe your personality in 3 words or less no fucking clue

what color hair do you have? dark brown

what kind of car do you drive? color? a blue chrysler

where do you shop? i usuallyy wear my sisters clothes lmao

how would you describe your style? sometimes rock-ish sometimes lazy sometimes a weird mix of everything

favorite social media account i use tumnblr twitter and snapchat waaay too much so i cant decide

what size bed do you have?a regular single size bed thingy

any siblings? yes! 3 acutally

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? maybe england or ireland bc i love it

favorite snapchat filter? i dont really use any but i love the one with yellow butterflies around your head bc everyone looks hot with it and the one that makes your mouth and eyes huge

favorite makeup brand(s) i love urban decay, anastasia beverly hills and mac

how many times a week do you shower? usually 5 times

favorite tv show? im currently loving rick and morty, greys anatomy, how to get away with murder and grace and frankie

shoe size? idk american sizes

how tall are you? 1,70m

sandals or sneakers? sneakers

do you go to the gym? not currently bc i dont have the money but the gym is my happy place i go there everyday for ~3 hours if i have access

describe your dream date my dream date would be to just have a date lmao someone date me im single af

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? like 3€

what color socks are you wearing? black

how many pillows do you sleep with? 3

do you have a job? what do you do? not yet but im probably gonna work at an event planning thing

how many friends do you have? uuuhm idk but i do have quite a few by now i met lots of new people that i got close to

whats the worst thing you have ever done? idkk i once got caught stealing when i was younger

whats your favorite candle scent? cinnamon

3 favorite boy names i have no clue

3 favorite girl names i dont really have any but i’ve always loved rose

favorite actor? dont really have one

favorite actress? dont really have one

who is your celebrity crush? demi lovato, halsey, lauren jauregui, chris pratt, matthew daddario etc

favorite movie?

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? i usually read a lot but im in a huge reading slumo rn. my favorite books include harry potter, the infernal devices and perks of being a wallflower

money or brains?

do you have a nickname? what is it? i have sooo many nicknames lmao. some include ziska and fresh fränzi

how many times have you been to the hospital? 4 times but i only had to stay there once for a few days

top 10 favorite songs idk man

do you take any medications daily? no

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) mixed i guess? i dont really have dry or oily skin

what is your biggest fear? idk probably abandonment lmao

how many kids do you want? nooo idea

whats your go to hair style? pony tail or messy bun

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) a small house

who is your role model? i have too many

what was the last compliment you received?

what was the last text you sent? you’re welcome boo

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? i never believed in santa

what is your dream car? i used to want a 1969 camaro ss

opinion on smoking? generally not a fan of chain smokers but i do it sometimes so i cant say shit

do you go to college? no

what is your dream job? no idea

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?suburbs i think

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? yess

do you have freckles? yes and i love them i get sad when they dont show up in summer

do you smile for pictures? yes

how many pictures do you have on your phone? about 2674

have you ever peed in the woods? ofc

do you still watch cartoons? not really

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? never been to wendys

Favorite dipping sauce? sour cream

what do you wear to bed?a huge ass shirt and pj pants

have you ever won a spelling bee? no fucking country except the US has that so no wtf

what are your hobbies?

can you draw?naah not really

do you play an instrument? not anymore

what was the last concert you saw? sunset sons a few months ago

tea or coffee? depends on the day

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? starbucks

do you want to get married? yes

what is your crush’s first and last initial? dont have a crush

are you going to change your last name when you get married? idk

what color looks best on you? blue and black

do you miss anyone right now? yeah

do you sleep with your door open or closed CLOSED

do you believe in ghosts? not sure

what is your biggest pet peeve? people not talking to me and just telling me wtf is going on

last person you called` my best friend @secretsofhappinessss

favorite ice cream flavor? peanut butter cup and chocolate

regular oreos or golden oreos? regular

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?chocolate

what shirt are you wearing? a wonderwoman shirt

what is your phone background? me and my friends

are you outgoing or shy? outgoing

do you like it when people play with your hair? YES

do you like your neighbors?i dont really know /interact with them

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? both

have you ever been high? yeah

have you ever been drunk? yeah

last thing you ate? a banana

favorite lyrics right now grit your teeth, pull your hair and scream “fuck the world cause its my life i’m gonna take it back and never for a second blame yourself

summer or winter? idk i love/hahte both

day or night? night!

dark, milk, or white chocolate?dark chocolate

favorite month? idk

what is your zodiac sign pisces

who was the last person you cried in front of?i think my sister

thanks so much for asking i really needed a distraction rn luv u david