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theawkwardone-isme replied to your post “Hey, people who are self-quarantining or otherwise currently stuck at...”

Clay, markers, watercolor paper, gouache, foam core, museum board, super glue, ...basically everything you'd imagine an architecture student having

Could you design and construct a very small building?

Alternatively, you can find a ton of very detailed tutorials for 1:12 scale furniture here, and lots of it is stuff you can make with museum board and foam core.

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theawkwardone-isme replied to your post “Crash Landing on You, Ep 16”

please make a list of questionable logics !!

I did one here!

[deadpcnned]

the gamble of the heart | chapter 3 (r.l.)

chapter three: hangovers and cowards

series masterlist

previous chapter

pairing: remus lupin x potter!reader

chapter summary: remus and y/n attempt to talk about their failed relationship 

warnings: swearing, hangover?? 

wordcount: 1.4k

a/n: super short chapter but the next chapter is already done and will be up soon

REMUS WAS met with a dimly lit room as he opened his eyes. He could tell it was daytime by the bits of light peeking in from behind the curtains, but the thick drapes were thankfully blocking most of the light. He was clutching an empty bottle of alcohol against his chest and there was drool sticking to the corner of his mouth. Remus wrapped himself further into his duvet, trying to ignore the nausea adding to his previous misery. He’d have to use some charms to cure the steady ache in his head and drink a shitload of water. 

Balancing himself as he stood, Remus was met with an empty room. He was sure he had slept through the boys trying to wake him up, as he had a habit of doing. Even if they hadn’t he really didn’t care. He just needed some food. Trudging down the stairs, Remus hoped that Sirius and James hadn’t planned anything tremendous today. He didn’t have the mind or the heart to deal with their antics, no matter how much he enjoyed them most days.

To his disillusionment, instead of a clear path to breakfast, he ran into a rather gorgeous obstacle. His anger wasn’t enough to blind him from how beautiful Y/N looked, perched up on the sofa reading from a textbook. With a shake of his head, Remus started to head towards the door again.

“We need to talk, Remus,” Y/N’s voice was a mix of stern and concerned and Remus sighed knowing nothing good was going to come of this conversation. Turning around, he walked back towards the couches and took a seat as far away as possible from Y/N. 

“Not here,” she motioned to the crowd behind her and began to go back up the stairs. Remus didn’t want to climb up the stairs. Not just because of his massive headache, but because he didn’t want to just listen to her. He had wasted enough of his time doing that.

But people always told him old habits die hard. 

Entering Y/N’s dorm, Remus took a seat at what appeared to be Lily’s desk. The tops of ten dead flowers that were carefully taped to the table - that he knew James had given her and she had reluctantly taken - were proof of that. He wondered if Lily would ever hurt James the way he had been hurt. Well, after she finally stopped pretending she didn’t care for the boy. He hoped not. No one deserved this pain, but especially not James. 

“What was yesterday about?” Remus slowly brought his head up to look at the Y/N. She was sitting on the edge of her bed, nervously clutching her blanket. He couldn’t count the number of times he had held her on that bed. Or the one night he had snuck into her dorm after a particularly gruesome full moon. He had wanted to remember the details of that night forever when he had left in the morning, but now he wanted anything but that. 

Y/N had mumbled an incantation under her breath and suddenly Remus’ head felt a lot lighter. 

“You know perfectly well what last night was about,” Remus said simply. There was no point in either of them playing dumb, especially her. 

“No, Remus. I don’t. It’s not like you to make a scene like that.” Remus scoffed at the expectations she held for him. 

“Yah? Well, it’s not like you to make out with some random in the middle of a crowded room.” Y/N looked at him incredulously, her mouth agape.  

“So, what? Are you jealous of Mason?” Was she fucking insane? 

“Am I jealous of Mason?” Remus was seething as he spat his words at her. “Of course I’m fucking jealous, Y/N. Stop acting so innocent.” 

“I’m not acting - Remus, I-” In two swift motions, Remus was standing right in front of Y/N.

“No, you are. You know damn well you’ve let me down. So, at least be brave enough to own it.” Slowly Y/N rose up from her spot, protectively crossing her arms in front of her. 

“So that outfit you wore yesterday… At the game. It was what? To get my attention,” Y/N’s accusation invoked a rosey color to inhabit Remus’ cheeks. He had felt embarrassed enough when he had made the decision the day before, but now he was mortified. All he could do was nod. 

“You looked utterly stupid.” Remus let out a mirthless chuckle and pursed his lip as he watched her. 

“That’s my fucking problem, Y/N. I am so goddamn stupid. I am so stupid that I can’t let go of this notion that you still care about me. That you still have all the feelings we talked about. But I’m even stupider because I would still do anything for you,” Remus’ words were bullets, but every shot aimed at Y/N seemed to be hitting him instead. 

“Moony,” He grimaced at the way his nickname left her lips. She looked distraught and he resisted the urge to smooth out the lines on her forehead. “I don’t know what you want me to say.” 

“Alright,” Remus took a breath, trying to keep his temper cool. “Start by explaining why? Why’d you start dating Tomlinson?” Y/N’s face flushed as she looked at Remus with an unreadable expression.

“I like him, Remus. That’s why.” Maybe if Remus had really been listening, the words would have broken straight through his bones. Instead, he was ready to ask her the next question on his mind. 

“What happened to us?”

It was a simple question. If Y/N had a new boyfriend she should have no problem giving him an answer. So, why was she tearing up? Why did she get to be the one hurting right now? 

“Remus, Mason, he just… I don’t know, Remus. I can’t explain it,” Remus was getting sick of her feigning guiltlessness. He was the one that was left alone and empty, she probably had Mason filling her up every night. 

“Did you lie in your letter?” He studied her reaction carefully as he spoke his next words. “You said you loved me, what the fuck does that mean?” When Remus had received the letter from Y/N, he had assumed it was going to be just another mundane update since the last time they had talked. Which would have been more than enough for Remus. However, within the last lines of the letter she had casually told Remus she loved him. He wasn’t sure if it had been a mistake, but that day he decided as soon as they were back at Hogwarts he would tell her how he felt. He would make what they had real. 

“That I loved you?” Y/N visibly retracted and closed her eyes as she replied. 

“Is that what it meant? Because if you fucking loved me, then how the fuck did you find someone new after three weeks?” Remus tasted a salty liquid on his lips and instantly wiped away the tears that were slipping down his face. What made him more angry was that Y/N was just staring, wide eyed. “ANSWER ME, Y/N!”

“Remus, I don’t know. I wish I knew what happened, but I just met Mason and it was like something instant.” 

“You’re a liar. There must be a reason that you fell… fell o-out of love with me,” Remus took a harsh breath in, willing his tears away. 

“I’m not lying. It had nothing to do with you,” Remus chuckled, choking on his tears. How cliche, he thought. Running his hand through his hair, he spun away from Y/N. It was as if the moon had come two weeks early, because he was unable to control the anger coursing through him. He pounded his fist against Marlene’s bed frame, but made sure to stay as far away from Y/N as possible. No matter what, he couldn’t scare her. 

“Remus!” Y/N yelled, running over to inspect his hands. Her hands were cold but she electrified every inch of skin she touched. Sighing, she looked up at him. “Look, Remus. I have no idea how to explain to you what I’m feeling, but you’re just going to have to accept I’m with Mason now. Or - or we can’t be friends.” 

“Okay,” Remus nodded his head calmly, carefully moving his hand away from hers and brought them to his side.

“Okay? Thank you, Remus -”

“I guess we just aren’t friends anymore,” Turning around, Remus didn’t bother listening to what bullshit Y/N was spewing. But before he walked out of the room he left her with one last thought, “Coward.”

Remus didn’t react until he was safely in his locked dorm room. And then he broke. Did Y/N have a charm to use for the pain growing in his heart? Because he really needed it.

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[theawkwardone6]

I for the asks thing?

so i was trying to come up with my email and my dad said “ur awkward so why not theawkwardone” and he was making fun of me but i couldn’t think of anything better so i thought “why not” and the name was taken so i just added a 6 and bc im lazy i made it my name on everything

[taehyung-the-baehyung]

20 Questions

Thank you to the light of my life (aka @yeppeosseo) for tagging me in this :D I love them tag games!

nicknames: Kav or Kavs, but some people also call me Kayak so there’s that

gender: female

star sign: leo

height: 5'4″ i’d come up to around tae’s ear and i’m okay with that  

time rn: 5:47pm

last thing i googled: “asc got7 eng sub” cause i haven’t watched their ASC episode yet rip (if anyone has a link pls send) 

favorite bands: BTS, Seventeen, Got7, B.A.P., Blackpink, K.A.R.D

fave soloists: Jay Park, Ailee

song stuck in my head: well i’m listening to KARD’s Don’t Recall right now

last movie i watched: Baahubali (I watched the Hindi version) 

last show i watched: Strong Woman Do Bong Soon

when did you create ur blog: Oct 2016

what do you post: bts (mostly taehyung) + fanfic ;) 

when did your blog reach its peak?: i don’t peak, i keep flying into the sky there aint no stopping me :D 

do you have other blogs: personal (which i don’t really use anymore) | bias wreckers

do you get asks regularly: i get some every now and then BUT YOU’RE ALWAYS WELCOME TO SEND MORE

why did you choose your url: cause i was like wow taehyung is bae :O and then it wasnt taken and now everyone likes it too much for me to change it xD

following: 201

posts: 4,533

hogwarts house: ravenclaw

pokemon team: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

fave colors: P💜U💜R💜P💜L💜E

avg hours of sleep: according to my fitbit, ~6.5 hours

lucky numbers: 15

fave characters: HANSUNGIE (Hwarang), Neal Caffrey (White Collar), Michael (Nikita), Tae-O (Legend of the Blue Sea), and my all time favorite character Min Yoon-Ji from BTS Run obviously

what am i wearing now?: a college shirt, leggings, boots

how many blankets do u sleep w: one but it’s a softy softy fleece one 😍

dream job: author

dream trip: i want to thoroughly explore all of Italy and maybe Korea one day as well

Tagging: @dyeob @jinxkook @jindongdongie @theawkwardone-isme @giirlfriendd @taehyungiemylove @kimbtstaehyung and anyone else who wants to do it! no pressure ofc <3 

[redjamie]

Every question with the number 6 in

6. have you ever dated someone twice: i barely even dated anyone once lol

16 is not there for some reason

26. what did you do for your last birthday: my bdays always right before exams week so i only went out for some nice dinner with a bunch of friends

36. favourite colour: purple

46. height: about 174 cm

56. first best friend: our former neighbours kids, they were from turkey and they had 3 daughters who were around my age and since i dont have any sisters they kinda filled that void :) unfortunately theyve all moved back to turkey and got married by now and we lost touch..

66. your future career: tv or film producer if everything works out as planned

76. have you ever kissed a stranger: yup

86. do you believe in yourself: yes

96. who from all your ex's have you cared most about: ive never really been official with anyone and ive never really felt anything for anyone ive hooked up with

[cagedbirds]

I miss the homies so much it's ac becoming a problem

[subliminaltwist]

HIIII how are you feeling? how did the operation go? hope you're okay :)))

hi beth! I'm tired and I hurt a loooottt, but I hurt less than last week so I'd say recovery is going okay.

The surgery has made my spine completely straight for the first time since I was a kid. This means that after the surgery/healing pain goes away, and my muscles learn to be balanced, I'll actually no longer have chronic pain. I'll have no problems with scoliosis for the rest of my life, so long as nothing tragic happens.

It's tough right now, and though the changes are so incremental that I don't even feel them, I am getting less and less pain every day. I'll be all better and won't have to make any more capslocked posts about it by the end of February.

Thanks for checking in! I'm actually going to make this public so that anyone else who's curious can hear about it.

[fairytrainer]

HELLO FELLOW HOMOSEXUAL HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU WONDERFUL HUMAN HAVE LOTS OF BLOWJOBS AND RIMJOBS AND WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY

this is the most beautiful, heartfelt birthday message i've ever received thank you babe ily

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theawkwardones replied to your post: theawkwardones replied to your post:  so um...

no you don’t jfc you’re incredible

hehe why thank you *hair flick*

[fairytrainer]

theawkwardones replied to your post:BETH WTF

what did I do

#scott wtf that picture was in no way reminiscent of me