#the idiocy of loving a heroine/villain ship when villain was beyond problematic and violently so

[teafiend]

It is being the absolute in idiocy to enjoy a heroine/villain romance when not a villain-stan in general. Especially when that heroine/villain has so few fanfictions one had to write it with one’s mediocre writing. But well, no more. The villain was simply too much even when I love his performance by the actor to bits (and beyond), and the sexiest I have ever found any character on screen. 🥵❤️‍🔥🥵But the characterisation, OMG 😂😱😭😩😖😫🤢🤮

As a fan of fictional male characters who openly adore, are devoted, faithful, kind, gentle, humble, sacrificial and all around noble personified (i.e., Hua Wu Que and Peeta Mellark etc), to attempt to write a crazily obsessed, psychopathic and narcissistic male character was simply beyond my simple and lacking mind/imagination. It was also torturous. It gave me the creeps and blues. (Especially after watching too many true crime docu-series, and it was clear as day that the characterisations were derived from real life serial killers. Of course, it was always apparent, but to be reminded of it with every show one watched was not funny).

It was much better and fun to just read. So much better. Particularly obsessive (and devotedly creepy) love.

So, hoping this post will manifest more fanfictions for me to drool over. Because while I could not write, I will read the ***l out of any. Thanks so much in advance.

P.S. On a very happy note, a WIP of KKJ/MTG, the best so far out there, was finally updated again after more than a year. Thank you very much, Author-Nim❣️(and we got the imagined ending, which given the context of the story, the best of any we could hope to have)