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Coming soon: The Heart was Meant to Bleed
Summary: JereLan's story from the Heart was Build to Break from how they met to the reason they broke up to what they're up to during the Heart was build to break
Jeremy Volkov along with his pack came to England to recruit new members of their pack to see if anyone is worth being part of the Heathens.
That all changes when Jeremy sees that they're not the only pack who's trying to recruit members.
Seeing that their rival the Serpents are here makes this a bit more challenging especially when he has a run in with Landon King an Alpha that's just as unhinged and deadly as he is there's just one problem...he and Landon accidentally mated...after a drunken night both Alphas mated to each other luckily their mating bite can come off after a month the problem neither one wants to remove their mating bite the worst part someone isn't happy they mated and that someone will do anything to separate them
Even if it means going after Landons twin omega brother Brandon King ...
#the heart was meant to bleed#lanjere#legacy of gods#landon king#jeremy volkov#landon x jeremy#future fic#my writing
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Canines
The hand that feeds
Mickbell Tomas & Kuro Dungeon Meshi
^ 1: Ink-the-artist, I will remove my teeth / 2: Margaret Atwood / 3: C.S. Lewis, The Horse and His Boy / 4: Mitski, I’m your man / 5: Ojibwa, I love you like a rotten dog / 6: KotOR II / 7: Stardrop, Everything that’s ever been mine is covered in teeth marks / 8: Sodikken, People Eater / 9: Mitski, I’m your man / 10: maxime., The life and death of a dog / 11: Mitski, I bet on losing dogs / 12: maxime., The life and death of a dog / 13: hun, I did not bite with Malice / 14: C. Michael Davis, Don't Pet the Dragon / 15: Mitski, I’m your man
v 1: Early versions of the myth as in aeschylus orestes / 2: Ink-the-artist, I will not remove my teeth
#Yeahh i’m workng on a mickbell & kabru party analysis oops#I’d bleed for anything if it held me the right way. Even teeth#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Mickbell tomas#kuro#mickuro#mickrin#It’s on topic in my heart#The red means I love you…#The duality between the care & devotion and the hurt & isolation is really what gets to me#Traumabonded kittens highkey#Tw#cw#cw abuse#tw abuse#Web weaving#web weave#webweaving#I hit 30 pics :( would have added more if i could#Idk even anymore… Pls tell me you see the vision#Mick obvi loves Kuro a lot but this was meant to focus on the unhealthy side if that wasn’t obvious. Abuse tactic of isolation etc etc#People always leave. doesn’t matter how or why but his parents his sister everyone he’s never enough to stay#and that’s why he thinks he has to trick Kuro into thinking Mickbell’s the whole world or he’ll discover that there’s more out there.#Stuff that’s worth leaving him for. He has to make the world scary and unknown and not pay him and not let him have connections#That’s why he doesn’t want people to have a choice!! Either Mickbell doesn’t care about you or he’ll make sure you can never be without him#and there being a third option/outcome in this freaks him out!!!#Some of these should be called ‘No Title’ instead but I have bad academic crediting etiquette this looks cooler sorry#He’s scared of course he bites. There’s only throwing bones when feeding a stray. So bare your teeth and chew me up#Everything he’s ever loved has teeth marks
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who has the worst kevin complex among the aftg men.
riko is patient number 0 we have to hand it to him every time. i hate you i love you you're my other half you're a pet you're a footstool i'm jealous of you i need you i made an altar for you out of our old room i'm going to force you to see me live out our dreams you will never ever ever ever be able to leave me the people who tried to take you from me will suffer :)
#iiiiiiiiii was meant to be yours#weeeeeeeeee were meant to be one#i canntttt take it aloneeeee finish what we've begunnnnnn#youuu were meant to be mine i am ALL that you need youu carved open my heart cant just leave me to bleed#(crash) KEVIN open the door please. kevin open the door#kevin can we not fight anymore please#asks#kevriko#riko
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They created a strange tableau: rabid boy, trapped girl, bombed-out building. It suggested a tale that could only end in tragedy. Star-crossed lovers meeting their fate. A revenge story turned in on itself. A war saga that took no prisoners.
#coriolanus x lucy gray#snowbaird#tbosasedit#tbosas#the hunger games#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#exactly a five min edit to express my undying devotion to a book!version of them#because you know what?? tbosas movie was a properly made thg prequel but it was HOSTILE to coryo x lg shippers#it wasn't wuthering heights enough it wasn't hozier enough it wasn't hadestown enough!!!!!!!#but above all it wasn't BRAVE enough#2k23 cinema is so hesitant when it comes to love stories it's almost revolting#tom blyth worked his heart off for what????? for one tiny kiss where rachel isn't even an active participant?????#where are you 'he kissed her until his lip started to bleed'?????#i hate the erasure of many defining moments and dialogues#i hate they didn't make 'pure as the driven snow' lucy gray's love confession to her murderous bf#i hate their first kiss was ruined i hate we didn't get the reunion they deserved 'YOU FOUND ME' 'YOU KNEW I WOULD'#heartfelt and dubios innocent and calculated meant to be and meant to be apart MY SNAKES AND SONGBIRDS BOTH OF THEM#this film had almost succeeded in wiping out the whole meaning of their dynamics and I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT#shitty things i do for love
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GUESS WHO GOT ACCEPTED ONTO WELFARE THIS MORNING YAYYYYY
and my counsellor said she's going to get me onto a waitlist for low-income housing in town and i'll have priority over non-indigenous folks bc of my Metis status LETS FUCKING GOOOOO HUGE WIN
i am hoping to come back here relatively soon, but also we're entering the holiday season which is Rough for me so ,,, we shall see LOL. theres my update though! i hope everyones doing okay :]
#hesitantly hopeful about things for the first time in literal years !!!#perhaps this all might be possible after all :'''D#i am going to try to draw some celebration art or smth for this bc this is so huge fdsjkl i've been working towards this for like 5 yrs#SOOOO GLAD. i have INCOME AGAIN. i will not be BLEEDING MONEY ANYMORE. MY SAVINGS WILL STOP ABSOLUTELY TANKING!#i will be able to afford proper food again YAYYYYY. i can maybe buy a few full price items again.... HUGE WIN#god it feels so good to like. have a source of income fdsjkl i feel like a massive weight has been lifted off my shoulders omfg#it'll be just enough to cover rent (that my parents charge lmao) and food and bus fare for the month#with a little bit leftover so hopefully i can tuck some of it away here and there. and perhaps even buy like... art supplies again omg#i feel like the whole world has opened up to me HFSDGJKL this is so exciting actually woagh....#SORRY FOR RAMBLING OOPS. UHM. ANYWAYS. I MEANT TO JUST UPDATE YALL QUICKLY AND GOT CARRIED AWAY#OKAY I'LL SKEDADDLE NOW LOL BYEEE HEART-HANDS AT YOU ALL !!! (i dont have the emoji handy HFSJKL)#dandy.cmd
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listening to heathers and feeling very normal about könig and the line "I wish we'd met before they convinced you life is war"
#JD just reminds me of könig in general#the detachment towards life#the instant resorting to violence to protect the person he loves#when veronica says 'I wanted someone strong who could protect me'#also JD's freakout in Meant To Be Yours is so könig#YOU CARVED OPEN MY HEART#CAN'T JUST LEAVE ME TO BLEED#könig#könig cod#könig x reader#könig mw2#konig#konig x reader#konig mw2#Königcore
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Urgh
I'm debating posting The Fic, the fixit for the Teal Mask arc of Pokémon Scarlet/Violet. I've already written a sort of self insert slash fix it for the main game, and I was working on the second part, the Kitakami first part.
See, the problem is the fact that me and the guy who edited/helped/has a main character in the story are... no longer friends, to put it plainly. Ended badly, too, which I regret, but not like there's much I can do about it.
So do I rename the character? Leave it to rot in my docs? Keep everything and finish and post it? I don't know. And I can't exactly ask him. Like I said. We ended it very badly, and I regret it some, but the damage is done with no way to fix it, so we shrug and move on with our lives.
But anyways, my main deal is I don't want to leave my lovely labor of love to stagnate in my Google docs. I want to finish and post it. I want to make the story mine again, since it was my idea in the first place. Regardless of dead rotting friendships still freshly murdered and cooling, burned bridges and all that.
I'm gonna leave a poll then, yall decide what I should do. But I do plan to finish that fic and post it to my AO3 account. Peace.
#poll#writing The Fic#pokemon#i debated it for a while honestly but im still not sure what to do#all i know is i do not want to let something petty ruin something i genuinely loved working on#as much as i loved him and as badly as we left things i still care about him. and that means i still care about the Fic.#i mean i still care. as much as i dont want to my stupid bleeding heart still goddamn cares because i can never let things go.#we may not be friends anymore and i know i said all the wrong things but its not like i can drop it in the garbage like it meant nothing.#i love this fic and i love the characters and i loved writing all of it and i just- leaving it to rot makes my heart hurt#i wanna finish it. so badly. not publishing it is just not an option. i worked so hard on it and maybe-#maybe im just stubborn and sentimental okay? maybe i just want to share the last good thing i have of him. even if he doesnt care anymore.#i highly doubt he'll even see this- probably has me blocked like Jay. no surprise. so ill let the poll decide.
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One better (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Blood#I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0#Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread#Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers#Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha#The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax!#Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!!#It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!!#Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u;#Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to -#Until it comes to his eye#Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/#It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh#For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear#It's so sad ;; And so well done <3#And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl#Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :')#Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it#Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone?#''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really#Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔#That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :)#I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol)#I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers!#Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally#Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose
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YOU
Heathers au but Inna is Veronica and Toki is JD
i love you.
yes absolutely i need to animate/pmv meant to be yours now
#YOUUUU WERE MEANT TOBE MIIIIINE#I AMMM ALL THAT YOU NEED#YOUUU CARVED OPEN MY HEART!!!#CANT JUST LEAVE ME TO BLEED!!!#VERONICA.#open the#open the door please#Veronica open the DOOR!!#Veronica! Can we not fight anymore please#can we not fight anymore!?!!#Veronica#sure youre scared ive been there#but i can set you free!!!#veronica dojt make me come in there#OR IM GONNA COUNT TO THREE!!!!#sorry anyway#btw the jamie muscato version is better 🎀 fight me#alien stage oc#alien stage ocs#alien stage oc: toki#alien stage#alnst#alnst ocs#alien stage oc: innamorati#alnst oc: toki#alnst oc#inki#i overtagged this oops
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Hi, sorry for bothering you. I wanted to know if you are going to post any fic this week.
I am not pressuring you, I was just curious.
You can also ignore this.
Btw did you read God of war?
Anon asked: Hi, sorry for bothering you. Long back you said you were planning to release jeremy and landon fic. Will you be releasing it anytime soon?
Hello my beauties I'm so sorry for not updating any of my fics originally I was gonna post both the heart was build to break and the heart was meant to bleed {the lanjere fic to the heart was build to break} on the 11th and 13th however I wanted to take a little writing break I know I've been taking a lot of them but I wanna have a fresh and clear head when I start writing my stories again especially when I have a lot of new ideas ^^
But yes I'm hoping to post a new chapter of the heart was build to break on Saturday {trying to get back to my regular writing schedule} Goddess of Loneliness on Monday {new chapter on my kofi} and a new nikobran story on Sunday ^^
And yes I read god of war ... ... ... anyone wann hear my thoughts on it ??? Be warn they are not pretty.
But yes I should get back to updating soon ^^
Also JIN IS BACK !!!
#nikobran#my writing#anon asked#brandon king#nikolai sokolov#writing#the heart was build to break#answers asked#fanfic#anonymous asks#anon ask#the heart was meant to bleed#goddess of loneliness
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[Problème d'émotion]
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Man, holy shit. I've finished, just in time! Orivar's ball outfit for this year was hell to work on, but I'm genuinely glad I didn't try to cut the more complex parts of it out, since I do love how well this came together.
Orivar likely attended this ball due to the sheer amount of antique weaponry Kilran likely requisitioned from dealers around Alternia. She's wandering around, casually giving information about the history of them that she brought for display, while wearing one on her own hip. It's more gaudy than what she'd have liked, but she was asked to dress nicely by the host...
[Full Resolution]
#orivar tyrgan#orivar pics#fantroll#fantrolls#hiveswap#homestuck#calopry art#12th perigee ball 2022#the link is to a song i was listening to a lot while creating this#so i'm slapping it on as an unofficial theme song#another good one preliator by globus#sobs#please look at this i worked so hard on it#i used martyr and bleeding heart doves as inspiration#and i even have a small story about the history of the outfit too#that it's a reference to a martyred redblood early in alternia's warmongering history#a sacrificial lamb hostage meant to keep their higher blooded quad in line but eventually killed#which sparked a long bloody and notable war in history
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has anyone made the kevriko meant to be yours amv yet
#YOUU WERE MEANT TO BE MINE III AM ALL THST YOU NEED!!!#you carved open my heart cant just leave me to bleed‼️‼️❔‼️‼️#KEVIN open the door please :) kevin open the door kevin can we not fight anymore please#i was meant to be yours we were meant to be one dont give up on me now finish what we’ve begun :)#txt#kevriko
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more songs we've added to our ford playlist recently with no context (except for the last one, check the tags)
999999999 in a dream by ada rook (added back after being removed for over a year yippie)
the moon doesn't mind by lord huron
the wolf by fever ray
under my skin by jukebox the ghost
#we listen to 'under my skin' and think 'manipulation and abuse' not 'romance'#the being 'under the singer's skin' is manipulating them. the singer is attached to them but the being is just using them#('i think that you are just a grin' and 'i don't think there's anyone under your skin')#('i can feel you laughing under my skin and the happy palpitations are making me grin')#(our thoughts on two ways that last bit could go:#the singer (ford in this case) is misinterpreting the reason for the laughter#or. bill possessing ford. bill's ('under his skin' and therefore possessing him and/or in his mind)#laughter is causing the body he's puppeteering around to grin)#'but oh no not a chance in hell. yeah i've heard you sing but it ain't too well'#'heart melts yeah you meant so well but your song's no good round here'#^ ford right after being betrayed. still grappling with the idea that bill did that to him-#and his reasons for doing so. did he ever mean well? why did he do what he did?#it's also worth noting this lyric 'england has a way of getting under my skin and my family has a way of getting under my skin'#a more negative connotation paired with the being the singer's talking about being under their skin too#and clearly not being all they seem (the lyrics stated earlier + lyrics like 'i wish you were dead babe i wish you were dead'#and 'i can feel your heart beating under my skin and the beating of your heart is making me bleed from within'#could go on but you get the idea by now
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mmm thinking with my stupid brain about how i'd rewrite mountain tim so hard its making me ill
#mountain tim no longer gross JSUT being an older brother to lucy#and generally meant to be a symbol of a golden heart#the lone golden heart of the cold and mean empty wild west#surrounded by the dark and depressing cast of sbr#surrounded by characters like johnny and HP and gyro and diego and ect who SPEW negativity into the world#and Tim meaning to be this pillar of hope and justice despite the cruelty of man and nature#and his final choices being to protect lucy even at the cost of his own life to do whatever he can for her because she is just a child#she should not have to bear the cruel winds of fate if he can be a breaker to the breeze#but in his death he would pass on the torch of his 'golden heart' to her#i have soo many ideas and thoughts bout lucy being 'the heart' of SBR#she is the keeper of the holy corpse heart in my rewrite#as johnny is to the left hand and didi and gyro to the eyes of the corpse#ect ect#but in the sacrificial death of tim bleed onto lucy her place in the world#to shine bright with hope of the good in the world and of the young innocence of a child#I JUST THINK IT SUCKS SO HARD MOUNTAIN TIM MEANT A LOT TO THE NARRATIVE OF SBR JUST TO BE GROSS TO LUCY IN THE END#I CAN FIX HIM IM SORRY#I CAN MAKE HIM WORTH HIS WEIGHT TO THE STROY
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No, ok its been almost 24 hrs since I watched episode 5 of The Last of Us and I really can't stop thinking about it. SPOILERS
Like can you imagine living in and growing up in a QZ that is notorious around the country for having some of the lowest of the low FEDRA soldiers, ones that are known to dish out harsh and cruel punishments, who rape and murder for little reason. Then you find a bit of hope in a man running a resistance, who's trying to make the QZ a better, safer place for the people, someone you find that you can look to, a good leader. But oh no, suddenly your younger brother, who already has a disability that limits him greatly in the world you live in, suddenly has leukemia and the only way you can get medicine that will help him is if you trade someone else's life for his own. Imagine having to grapple with that guilt, with having to make yourself decide between your only family left and a man you see as one of the few good ones left, and ultimately deciding to save your brother. And it works, your brother is safe, healed and no longer sick, but now you're hated by pretty much everybody. So when shit goes down and the resistance led by the man's sister takes over, you know you have to leave because once again, you're brother's life is in danger, so you do whatever you have too, including going into tunnels that are known to have infected and recruit a man you've never met but can tell is very dangerous just from what you've seen. And well things go well, you get through the tunnels without fighting any infected, you've heard your brother laugh and seen him have fun for the first time in who knows how long, things are looking up. But boom, everything goes to shit in a blink of an eye, a whole army shows up lead by the sister, you beg for her to let your brother go and she just sneers about kids dying everyday and that maybe he was meant to die. And welp, boom again, shit gets worse and he'll pretty much unleashes before your eyes and you watch as the infected start taking down everyone around you. But you do make it out, some how unscathed and you feel like the luckiest man on the planet, your brother is here, alive and happy, you get an offer to go to Wyoming with the man that you've teamed up with, everything feels like its gonna be okay for the first time since ever.....what you don't expect is the next morning to wake up to your brother trying to claw and bite at the girl you'd been traveling with, the girl he'd made friends with. You don't expect things to happen so fast and to act on instinct as you shoot your only family, your only reason to keep pushing for better. The kid you've raised and loved and cherished and fought to save time and time again in what felt like a constant uphill battle. You never expected this. You thought you were safe, that HE was safe. What was it all? Nothing? Every decision, every hard choice, every sacrifice for this to be the way he went.....
Idk, just as someone with 2 younger sisters that I played a big role in raising and trying to protect, I can relate to Henry....and I know that I too wouldn't be able to go on if that happened to me, especially if it was by my hand.....
#sorry for the long post#i just have alot of thoughts#like i cant imagine going through the apocalypse and dealing w/ a family member getting cancer#and doing something ik will eat at me for the rest of my days to heal them#but i do it and they do heal#but only for them to turn#only for everything to seem null and void#like the universe shrugged and said he wasnt meant to go on#he wasnt meant to survive#your decisions were for nothing#ugh their story killed me in the games and in the show it ripped my heart out and is watching me bleed#anyway ill stop now#tlou#the last of us#sam and henry#henry and sam#sam tlou#henry tlou#tlou spoilers
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Heres your train moment
theres a particular detail here that i'm not even sure that you realized you'd included and i'm not going to mention it but i like this very much. i now have meant to be yours stuck in my head but like it's a good thing. epic drawing
#You left me and I fell apart I punched the wall and cried#BAM BAM BAM#Then I found you changed my heart and set loose all that truthful shit inside!#And so I built a bomb#Tonight our school is Vietnam!#Let's guarantee they'll never see their senior prom!#///#We'll watch the smoke poor out the doors.#Bring marshmallows#We'll make s'mores!#We can smile and cuddle while the fire roars!#I was meant to be yours!#We were meant to be one!#I can't make this alone!#Finish what we've begun!#You were meant to be mine!#I am all that you need!#You carved open my heart!#Can't just leave me to bleed!#.#<- lyrics#like hello. pounding on the closet door with a gun and the ability to forge my suicide note. hi?#anyway i'm brave now. the detail is that his hand is wrapped all the way around my wrist. hi? couldn't run if I tried? hi?
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