#the goat's path

[hopelessh0st]

So I FINALLY finished the event last night at 3am and the pain was DEFINITELY WORTH IT.

The cry I let out when I saw this was so loud and it only got worse afterwards.

When I say I took way too many screenshots I took WAY TOO MANY because the buildup for the ending was so good that I genuinely CANNOT PUT INTO WORDS HOW MUCH I LOVED IT AND HOW IT MADE ME CRY.

So here's the few screenshots I took of the story and how they're actively changing my brain patterns.

THEN YOU HAD HER WHOLE LETTER AND THE CONNECTIONS TO THE OCEAN AND IM A SUCKER FOR OCEAN CONNECTIONS AND AWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH— Anyways. Angell is now up there in my favorite PTN characters.. I wish I could scream about this more but I'm being limited so I shall CEASE MY YAPPING FOR NOW.

[wishbow]

sabbath - 2013 - pam wishbow

[circus-k]

they stopped the mississippi purchase together dan and swampy told me so. besties who hate eachother

[thistransient]

Bicycling to see the rice fields

[shalomniscient]

sev do u have literally Any headcanons ab adela. nsfw or sfw. im begging. theres so little on this app and shes seriously the love of my life like im ceying i love her so bad

ADELAAAAAAAA i will confess i haven’t really Thought about her in a while because……. shalom……. BUT i do have SOME thoughts (shocking)

of all the sinners i feel like adela is the most inherently domestic, if that makes sense? she’s nurturing by nature (an absolutely AMAZING adela-coded song is two by sleeping at last) and if that comes at her own expense, so be it. it’s wonderfully, beautifully tragic, especially when contrasted with how chief/we feel about her. i worry because i love you vs. i don’t want you to worry because i love you dhshksskjd i’m scratching at the walls of my enclosure—

adela is so used to giving, giving, giving that when she recieves it throws her for a loop sometimes. there’s a supervision incident where we give her hand cream since her hands have started to crack due to shampoo overuse and she’s a little taken aback by it. she’ll take your hand in hers and whispers her gratitude so softly, only for you to hear. maybe you can even see the tips of her ears turning a light pink.

quality time, acts of services and physical touch are definitely adela’s top love languages. return any of these to her and she’ll feel her heart pitter-patter in her chest. maybe bring her a blend of tea she enjoys that she was running low on, or help her clean up her salon (cell?) as she closes up. if you’re feeling a little romantic, play some music on the record player and dance with her a little. she’s a little like raven in the sense she likes the idea of being romanced. she’ll rest her head on your chest and sway with you, hand in hand, and nothing else in the world will matter. in this place, in your arms, there are no worries. sometimes, it becomes difficult to leave.

but when you do leave, inevitably, to risk your life over and over again that tight knot in her chest worsens. she sees it, the strands of worry, all around her cell and her hands itch for her shears. she’ll be tense until the moment you return—and when you do, she won’t fling herself into your arms. but if you decide to pull her in anyway, hold her tightly against you, she won’t object. she’ll dig her fingers into the fabric of your coat and hold you tightly. run your fingers through her hair until she feels the tension bleed from her body. expect her to be a little more clingy after that, always wanting to ensure you’re in her vicinity, or if she can be selfish, in her arms.

adela’s kisses are gentle and tender. her lips are soft against your own, and she tastes like sweet tea and mint. she prefers to kiss you when she has you all to herself, in the privacy of her cell. she’ll loop her arms around your neck, or cup your face in her hands—she just wants to hold you close, always. she especially loves pressing butterfly kisses on your cheeks, adoring the way you flush under her touch. you mean so much to her, more than she can express in words, so she’ll be sure to show you.

[nsft utc]

adela is a huge switch to me. it’s part of her tendency to put others before herself; she’ll do pretty much anything that makes you happy. i don’t see her as a strap kinda gal, but if you want her to top you best be sure she’ll finger you until you see the gates of heaven. her fine motor skills are digustingly good and she will be sure to make full use of it. your whimpers and whines of pleasure are intoxicating to her, and sometimes she’ll become so obsessed with them she’ll have you crying tears of overstimulation as you cum on her fingers for the nth time.

but that being said, she doesn’t mind bottoming either—go down on her and she’ll give you the breathiest, sweetest moans you’ve ever heard. her hands will tangle in your hair, tugging and scratching at your scalp whenever you brush a particularly good spot. she’ll giggle a little when you come back up to kiss her and your hair’s a mess; she’ll do her best to fix it somewhat, but it’s an exercise in futility when you inevitably decide to go down and devour her again. i feel like she’s also a creamer rather than a squirter, but oh boy can she get you to squirt with those fucking fingers…

i think adela’s a little less into toys in general, preferring to go about it the more “traditional” way, if you will. but best believe she is very into lingerie. on you, on her, doesn’t matter—but she’ll definitely enjoy seeing it on you. wear something lacy and blue (her particular shade of blue) and she’ll turn the brightest shade of red before dragging you right to bed to unwrap you. if it’s a little too complex to take off she’d totally summon her shears and snip them right off—but she’ll promise to buy you a new set between sweet, breathless kisses.

adela loves, loves, loves aftercare too. she’ll spoil you rotten with it. and if she’s the one boneless on the sheets, then be sure to spoil her with aftercare. a long, warm bath after fucking each other silly is one of her favourite things in the world, and depending on how either of you are feeling, she’ll either be spooning you in the tub or be the one being spooned. in whichever case, the wind-down is always soothing and affectionate, a time just for you and her and nothing else. it’s in these quiet moments she’ll bury her face into your hair and whisper those fragile words, “i love you”.

(don’t you know? she loves you more than anything—even the fear of losing you.)

[thedreadvampy]

had a scooby doo moment in therapy today gang

I have this problem I call the Shoulder Lawyer. he is the horrible voice in my head that like, if I start to assert in my own mind that anything bad ever happened to me, starts to harangue me with demands for objective unassailable proof with no alternate explanations and accuses me of being an unreliable witness to my own life.

and today in therapy I basically had a moment where I turned around and went OK GANG LET'S SEE WHAT'S UNDER THIS MASK OF DETACHED OBJECTIVE ASSESSMENT. WOW IT'S JUST LIKE 20 TEENAGE RAPISTS STACKED UP IN A BADLY FITTED SUIT.

you're not an impartial analytical voice at all, Shoulder Lawyer! you're the internalised version of a bunch of arguments made by people with a specific vested interest in me not believing the evidence of my own experience!

and while we're at it, Shoulder Lawyer, your arguments don't hold water, you're treating highly circumstantial assumptions as ironclad facts, not one man on this jury would believe the conclusions you've drawn, and anyway this isn't a fucking courtroom and nobody's on trial????? I DON'T BELIEVE THIS MAN HAS EVER BEEN TO LAW SCHOOL!!!!! BAILIFFS TAKE HIM AWAY!!!!!

anyway I did great. I'm so covered in gold stars this week I'm like a tiny galaxy.

[talos-stims]

DARK IN HERE

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[l-just-want-to-see]

smallant’s sot pov is the definition of failing upwards. he has NO IDEA what he’s doing and got the most coins of this entire tournament

[satanachia666]

Satan sent me a vision of a little black goat while I was meditating during last night’s ritual. The little black goat was eating flowers in an open field covered by a black sky. A spirit with short horns lunged out of the clouds with arms wide open to capture the little goat, but the grim reaper appeared out of nowhere and blocked the spirit with a scythe. The spirit quickly dissolved back into the clouds, clearly thwarted by the grim reaper.

After that, the goat was sitting on the reaper’s lap, content and munching a bundle of flowers and herbs. The reaper was petting the goat and feeding it, exuding pure love and admiration for such a precious creature.

I was very moved by this vision. It reminded me that Satan is not just a force of death, darkness, doom, and revenge. Satan is also a force of life, light, benevolence, and justice. Satan is a force of nature that encompasses and manifests multitudes. To focus exclusively on Satan’s baneful powers or punishing aspects is to reduce Satan to the confines of Christian stereotypes, misunderstandings, and misrepresentations. Please don’t repeat the same toxic ideas about those who embrace Satan that were popularized by the Satanic Panic. Satan also embodies liberation, pleasure, happiness, and respect for life.

We already know about Satan’s wrath and revenge. What about Satan’s kindness and compassion?

🐐: Wikimedia Commons

[momonica05]

Tagged by @analogboii !!!

list 5 topics you can talk about for an hour without prepping any material

Moral Orel I am not normal about Moral Orel

The ending of game of thrones and why it will haunt my days until I die.

My characters. I have their whole stories just in my head (i even did a video of a power point presentation about the beginning of their story to my friends). But because its just in my head and it's all silly and not serious at all it can get pretty confusing and no I don't have only one universe of characters, I am not counting with the self inserts 😔

The Path. I know more than I should about this old indie horror game. I blame Izzyzz but some is on me too lmao. I actually planned on writing a sequel and how I think each event happened and anyway i basically have a whole fanfic in my head

Miracle Musical. I love that album and have some things to say about the story (yes I'll go on a tangent about the Elrking)

Honorable mentions (I have material for only half an hour): why I love certain characters and why they're so cool and important and my guy (luffy, papyrus, Orel); Psychonauts 1 and why Gloria's Theater and the fish phases are my favorites, and they're so underrated. Something I saw in a video essay LMAO; I literally spent 30 minutes of my therapy session talking about Japan's war crimes in WW2; Danganronpa or what I remember of it; POSSIBLY IN MICHIGAN!!!!!

Tagging: @skywayoctane @red-tomato-sauce

[shevr]

Why goat

god honestly i don't know i have absolutely no cool origin story for it.

i think a few years ago i started wanting to draw myself as an animal instead of just human in my diary comics + wanting to pick a proper fursona for myself and i huuuh didn't really have any default option to go with

i think i landed on goat ultimately by default bc honestly goats are neat in general + my hometown is near the Alps which is goat-friendly + when i tried to get into the best french animation school in 2017 i put some sorta personal project in my portfolio that was focused on a goat character trying to go against what they were told their innate nature was and i think i still somewhat vibed with it ( i didn't get into that school )

[horseskitchen]

spring is finally back

[bladesmitten]

what if...

[dootznbootz]

Poison Ivy? DNI. Poison Oak? DNI. Poison sumac? DNI.

[sistersatan]

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

Hola, a friend and I are thinking about doing a sightseeing trip to Madrid in the middle of november. Do you have some insider tips what we should see? :)

hi anon, yes of course !!!

so, one thing about madrid, it isn't a monument city but a walking city. i'd say walking through the city center, centered around the two main squares, puerta del sol and plaza mayor (both also massive tourist hotspots so expect a ton of people). just walking around that area, around arenal street, calle mayor (main street), carretas street and others is enough to get a feel of the oldest part of the city (also called 'madrid the los austrias' or 'austrian madrid', when spain was ruled by the habsburgs). it's my favourite area honestly, alongside the barrio de las letras, which you can get to walking or in a few metro stops. its name translates to 'neighborhood of the letters' because a ton of writers lived here, and you can find phrases from spanish literary classics engraved on the streets, it's lovely.

apart from that central area, other cool spots i would really recommend you should check out is gran vía (busiest street in the city, it literally translates to 'broadway', it has a ton of theatres as well), malasaña (hip arts district, love the vibe, also it's so beautiful and there's always stuff going on, really nice place to go out at night as well), chueca (next to malasaña, it's the queer district!!! also very beautiful), debod (my actual favourite place in the city!!!!!! it's this hill that holds an egyptian temple - the temple of debod - that was gifted to spain after the aswan campaign, you can visit it and also the views from the city from here are lovely, you can find the best sunset here), el rastro (the largest flea market in the country, you can visit it every sunday, you can find anything here. also nearby, in the cuesta de moyano, there's a book fair also open only on sundays), retiro park (our main park, really pretty, it's very nice to just chill; it also has a lake you can row on, and cool statues and stuff), and the royal palace (it's open to the public if that's your thing, but the area around it is very very nice, i always end up here when i hang out with my friends).

now let's talk museums!!!! madrid has a ton of museums, i'll tell you the ones i recommend but depending on what you're looking for there's probably something for you. important to note is that at least the prado and the reina sofía museums are free everyday one hour before they close !!!!!! important !!!!!! check in case there's other museums that do this, but i'm unsure, i think it's those two and maybe the thyssen?

so. the main three art museums in madrid are the prado museum (the counterpart of the louvre, that sorta vibe), the reina sofía museum (our modern art museum, only stuff from picasso onwards), and the thyssen museum (ngl i haven't been here, it's a private museum made out of the collection of this one countess). all of them (more or less) are in the prado boulevard, which is also very nice to walk by so it's always lovely to go there even if you don't enter the museums. nearby there's also the national archaeological museum, my personal favourite one.

other smaller but also cool museums that i love are the madrid history museum (the facade is insane, also has tons of cool maps of the city), romanticism museum (an old romanticism-era palace with romanticism-era paintings and other stuff), cerralbo museum (underrated af; it is the personal collection of this one noble, the building itself is absolutely insane), and the sorolla museum (if you like sorolla this is your place!).

(i'm nearly done i swear)

if you have time and want to visit a nearby city, my recommendations are: alcalá de henares (really close to madrid, it has the second oldest university in spain, with a medieval feel to it, it also has the madrid archaeological museum - it was a roman foundation under the name of complutum - and most importantly, it's known for being the birthplace of miguel de cervantes, writer of don quijote!!!! you can visit his house, it's now a museum :), el escorial (deep in the mountains, it has the monastery of el escorial, maximum icon of spanish renaissance, it was the winter palace of the monarchy and holds the royal crypt, where most of spanish monarchs have been buried), toledo (oh if you love medieval cities you'll love this one. it was the first capital of spain, and it is most known for being the city that during the medieval times had christians, muslims and jews living peacefully. there's tons of churches, mosques and synagogues to visit, and it is very well preserved, with narrow steep cobblestone streets, cannot recommend it enough), and segovia (toledo is to the south of madrid, and segovia to the north! it is most famous for its roman aqueduct, the best preserved and highest in the country, and it also has a ton of historical buildings, including its alcázar, a palace that inspired the sleeping beauty castle !!!!!). also it's not a city but there's a national park in madrid, the sierra de guadarrama national park and it's super beautiful, it's this lovely mountainous area perfect for hiking or just chilling, and depending on when in november you come, you might see snow!

as a final warning!! i don't know where you're from but in november madrid is probably colder than you are expecting so make sure to pack some extra layers just in case !!!