#the flirting's only getting hotter phew

[lyricalimerence]

No Matter The Season - JJ Maybank

a/n: so this is based off the song no matter the season by sara kays, it's an incredible song you should listen to it. this is my first time writing on tumblr so i hope it's okay and y'all like it!

word count: 1879

warnings: little angsty, some fluff, lots of hating on yourself, lack of body confidence

summary: you're insecure and jj lectures you because YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. all of you are beautiful and i know that it's just my word against what you think about yourself, but know that i think you're beautiful so don't beat yourself up or give up on yourself bbys. you're perfect.

i got my long sleeves on. baggy and way too long

The world was spinning on its axis, the sun rose in the east and set in the west, the tides pushed against the shores before being pulled out again. Everything was normal. It was just another day on the boat with the Pogues. Swimming, fishing, drinking cheap beers left over at The Wreck that Kiara’s dad so graciously donated to his daughter’s friend group. It was just another day. But as you stood in the mirror in the bikini Kie coerced you into buying when you two went to the mall as a girls’ weekend, you couldn’t help but notice everything you deemed was a flaw. Every little mark and every curve that was on you but not on Kie or Sarah.

Practically hearing the Pogues start to get antsy for you to hurry up, you reach into your closet and pull out your only warm clothes that were normally preserved for December and January. You let out a shaky breath and held up the hoodie to your torso, itching to just cover up all the insecurities that you have. Throwing the sweatshirt back onto your bedspread, you hold the pair of JJ’s sweatpants that he let you borrow but you’ve never returned, to your waist, remembering how safe you feel when they cinch in your waist and fall down past your ankles.

Dropping the pants to the laminate flooring underneath you, you hug your waist, as you suck in your stomach, feeling a manipulative dosage of serotonin surge through your brain when your arms follow your stomach into your ribcage and your stomach looks thinner in the mirror.

nobody has questions in december, but five months later, all i hear is:

Before you can pull the hoodie and sweatpants on to erase how you truly feel, a quick knock followed by the squeak of your bedroom door hinges rings out, revealing your blond haired boyfriend in your doorway.

A smile etched its way across JJ’s face as he looked you up and down. Scanning every inch of your body, he soaked in your features and how perfect you looked in that bikini, “Damn, Y/N! You ready?”

You clear your throat and retreat into the skin you hate so much, “Yeah, gimme a minute?” JJ nods and respects your request, walking out of your room and closing the door, but leaving it open ajar. You grab the hoodie and sweatpants, turning to see the connecting bathroom, it looks so tempting to just try to make yourself throw up, but you know JJ will hear, and you can’t bear to disappoint him. He just likes you so much.

You pull the sweats on, covering every bit of skin besides the sandals that cover your feet, your fingers that barely stick out of the oversized hoodie, and your face that is on full display as your ponytail pulls your hair back. You slip out of the bedroom quietly, hoping that JJ was already back in the boat, but there he was, his goofy, fun-loving smile playing at his lips while he hears the door creak.

aren’t you warm?

“Y/N?” JJ asks when he sees your oversized clothes, his smiling dropping into a look of concern, “You know it’s August, right? It’s, like, hotter than Hell.”

“Yeah, I just got a chill or something. Might not swim today.” JJ cast one last glance of uncertainty before throwing his arm over your shoulder and walking out of the back door towards the boat with you, bumping your hips together as you walked.

aren’t you sweating up a storm?

Kie jumped up when she saw your and JJ’s shadow from behind the back screen door, excited to see you in your new suit because she’s wearing hers too. Her expression drops when she sees your sweater paws and your sweatpants. “Y/N? Aren’t you warm?”

“I’m freezing, guess I’m comin’ down with something,” you say, your voice becoming raspy as you look at the ground, feeling too self conscious at the idea of just being there, in a bikini, when Kiara and Sarah look that effortlessly good in theirs. You and JJ hop onto the HMS Pogue, settling into a comfortable position at the stern of the boat as John B pulls the boat away from the dock and across the marsh.

JJ leans his head slightly to rest his face in the crook of your neck as he starts to whisper sweet words to you about how gorgeous you look, whether you’re in a skimpy bikini or a fully covered in his sweats or in the dresses Kie lets you borrow when she drags you to the Midsummers parties so she isn’t alone.

are you aware that it’s hotter than hell out here?

You smile slightly as you prop your elbow up against your knee and rest your head in the palm of your hand. Sarah had veged out across one of the seats in the boat and is now fanning herself as sweat starts to collect at her hairline. “Phew, Y/N, aren’t you sweating up a storm?”

“I’m doing okay, actually,” you say, the drops of sweat forming a patch on the back of your hoodie. However, you can’t help but revel in how good it feels to cover up and not to worry about how you look.

Pope drops the anchor into the marsh as Kie, Sarah, John B, and JJ pull off their shirts to get to their swimsuits. They dive into the marsh as you lean over and rest your head on the edge of the boat. JJ stops just before he could follow Pope into the water. “You’re really not coming?”

maybe i would dress for the weather if i would feel better, but i have to tell them all i’m freezing

The sweat forming around your hairline and underneath your arms and on your back starts to accelerate as you become overwhelmed with another lie. You mumble under your breath as the fragment of your friend group swims farther away from the boat, “I would dress for the weather if I felt better, but I don’t.”

“What?” JJ asks, following your eyes with his, managing to secure eye contact with you despite your fidgeting glances. Fixing your gaze on the floor of the boat, you swallow and shake your head, refusing to repeat what you said, not wanting to have said it in the first place. “Feel better about what, Y/N?”

You look up at your boyfriend. Your boyfriend who would flirt with Kie before you two got together, calling her hot and gorgeous. Sure, JJ says the same about you, but he called her hot first and she made it clear that her door was closed. Crossing your arms over your chest defensively, you stand up, digging your toe into the rough vinyl you stood on out of nervous habit. As you straighten up, you suck in your stomach, almost involuntarily. “Look at me, J!”

“I’m looking!” JJ yells, his exasperation rolling off his tongue in the same way as sweat rolls down your back. “And I think you look beautiful, you’re perfect, so if this is about how you look, I don’t understand!”

“I don’t understand either!” You shout back, immediately biting your lower lip as you analyze what you just said. JJ’s expression contorts, his look of concern and confusion falling into one of realization and anger. He reaches out to you, grabbing the cuff of your hoodie and drawing you into him. He shifts his arms once or twice around your body, trying to avoid the places where you sweated through the fabric, but in the end he didn’t care about it.

“You don’t think you’re beautiful?” JJ asks softly, the volume showing an air of compassion and love, but his tone showing his anger at you for thinking of yourself that way. “You are.”

“You can’t just tell me I’m beautiful and expect me to believe it.” You retort, your eyebrows furrowing as you grasp your bottom lip with your teeth even harder, drawing blood in an attempt to halt your lips from quivering.

“Why don’t you believe it?” JJ inquires, his tone softening to concern instead of anger as he pulls you into a seat next to him.

“You have eyes--”

“Yes, I do.”

“I don’t look like Kiara and Sarah do, and they’re actually beautiful.” You say, your voice dropping to a whisper as JJ watches your every move, overanalyzing every little twitch your lip makes to avoid your eyes from spilling over and every time you subconsciously tug at the hem of your sweatshirt, making sure your tummy stays completely covered.

“Obviously you don’t look like them. They have different DNA, silly.” JJ says, attempting to get a laugh or even a giggle out of you, but you don’t budge. Your arms crossing over you tighter, whatever you can do to encase yourself in armor. “Y/N, just because you don’t look like someone who is beautiful doesn’t mean it takes away from your own beauty.”

“I know that.” You mumble as JJ reaches out to push the cuffs of your sleeves up to your elbows.

“You need to believe it. It’s like evolution. It is factual.” JJ insists, tracing images onto your wrists and twisting the bracelets that wrap around your wrist into different shapes. “Your hands help so many people when they’ve fallen and your arms have pulled up the anchor so many times.”

JJ motions for you to take your hoodie off, to which you begrudgingly oblige, immediately wrapping your arms around your torso in a hug as you do so. “Your stomach has eaten so many of my molding PB&J’s without complaint, and your abs have beaten Pope in a push-up contest.”

“My stomach complained, you just weren’t there for that part.” You say with a smile as you tease JJ, his hand coming to clutch his heart in fake pain. You laugh at his antics, only for him to pump his fist into the air in triumph for your laugh.

You shimmy off your sweatpants, showing your tanned legs. You curl into an upright fetal position, trying to hide your thighs and your stomach in one fell swoop. JJ lifts his hands to bring your knees in to lean against his stomach so he can draw circles around your kneecaps. “Your legs have taken you on so many fun adventures.”

Intertwining his fingers with yours, JJ pulls you up to a standing position, holding you an arms length away by your shoulders as you squirm, very aware a passing fisherman could see you. “And your body has danced at so many parties with me and swam to find great treasures in sunken boats.”

“Y/N, you are perfect. You’ve always been perfect.”

“You can’t expect me to--”

“You’re right, I can’t expect you to believe anything I’m saying because the only opinion that matters is your own. But, you are perfect to me and to the rest of the Pogues, and it is okay for you to be insecure about things. But, never, never ever, put yourself down because that shit hurts me too.”

no matter the season.

[minhastraducoes]

This is a collection of yuri stories about a original character based on La Pucelle from Mahou Shoujo Ikusei Keikaku but with differences to make her own, having affair with woman on different jobs, this cases imaginary seiyuus.

The pics are just for guides

``Ara, I had been a famous seiyuu, the Rie Kanata knowing for her seductress tone should give me a better romance history, but this was far of true, my married was unhappy because, honestly, a husband is a dumb life partner turning the divorce a relief’’

‘’In my young age, be close and flirt with other woman was common but didn`t takes seriously, now I’m mature lady and regret don`t go further with them, especially beauty as Nana Mikizu, fua, my drools only for imagining it``

``But is seen complicated because the girls act flirty until suggest it has a bigger meaning, for my lucky, certain day had discovery a beauty, a magical warrior, with parts of beautiful dragon, perfect as this stories when they had a human form``

``Hi, I’m the Knight La Pucelle, something to assist you?’’—long blue hair with a dark bodysuit with a gold color tail

``She found me while I observe a battle with a monster, don`t care about that part since her figure so noble take me interested on her, start with an invitation and she accept``

``Oh, what fortunate meet a woman of your level``- the knight kiss Rie hands.

``Ah, I want her but is necessary been patient, after had multiples encounter around 3 months, knowing she is a warrior fighting creatures avoiding them arrived to this place, we talk a lot:

``Where you live, my dear? Don`t tell you`re a Roshin``

``I had been fighting for a long time with pays, so my house is pretty``- shows a small house, seen comfortable for having a garden.

``Oh sweet, but isn`t lonely?’’

``We been seen each other a lot, is impossible with your beauty``

``Ara, been compliment by a knight makes me happy``

``Same for me, for spending with a woman as you``-

Both stared for each other for a long, without noticing their bodies get closer``

``Our mutual understanding increased, together with my confidence grown up to ask: ``

``Miss Pucelle, I want us enjoy our bodies``- the seiyuu touching her own chest.

``We pleasure…``- take one of the lady hand.

``We both go to my room, only using this white dress is enough for turning on her with my shoulders, hugging to our breast feels each other I request``

``Can we eat our mouths?’

``Absolutely, hehe, talking as a woman who perform sexies ladies…cherk…CHEER…``

``SAWAWA…CHUURK…CHUURK…a woman mouth is soft …CHUURK…. and warms…``

``Nghh..Rie, you`re excited…CHEER….CHEEER…``- hugs her slightly, with their chest pressing

``Truly…, sawawa…, CHUURK…CHURK…Biting is funny…CHUUR…``

``Eak…Riee…CHUURK…``

``We are on each other arms, pressing strongly, she had defined muscle, my arms are slender but my confident is on my legs for  this first time with a woman, aah, how I can have missed so much``

``CHUURK…give me that make me feel pretty…. ``- Rie whisper on the knight ear.

``I sure you already are…``- caressed her check.

``Ah! Is excited me but leave me change for less clothes``

``Pucelle, please enters. ``

``As you desire… gorgeous! ``

``With a slight transparent bruised that exposed my obscure brads, my legs show my hips that I`m proud owner, my lover climbs to my bed, first kissing my leg```

``Nghh…my dear I will prefer you been quick…AH…``

``Chuck…chuurk…is so many gorgeous skins to choice…``

``Her eyes of snakes cause me a sense of been a pray, I voiced plenty of dominant woman but for our first time my choice is been sub, shiver run to my body with her nails between my crotch while the other hand caressing my butts``

``Ah…AAH…a woman nails are gentle…AAAH…pocking…``

``Rie,i`m glad you enjoy…CHIER…``

``CHUURK…CHURKU…HAAA…Pucelle…aah…slips more…AAH…. ``

``Riee…churck…Churku…be with a gorgeous seiyuus…. CHUUURK…is divined``

``Ara…maybe next time we roles plays…CHUUR…``

``My butts pulse when she sneaks to my center, it didn`t expect feel so nice that my crotch gets drenched still with underwear```

``Aaah…. Pucelle move your tail between my legs…``

``Mmh…haaa…. this is…HAAA…``

``Ora…finally been vulnerable…. Mhs…the loose of your tail is…AAH…``

``MMH…RIE…RIEE…AAAH…``

``ARA…your vulnerability is cute…``

``Riee…haah…gorgeous…``

``I spread my legs and taking the top of her muscle of scale to caressed my crotch, my desire to feel her inside me, it won`t hold back…``

``Pucelle…enter in this divorce lady…``

``This make your body hotter…EAK…``

``AAAH…. NGHHH…SWIN MORE…``

``RIE…RIEE.EAAK …RIE…``

``ARA…ARA…NGHH…MORE…MOORE…AAAH…. ``

``RIE…RIE…CHUURK…EAAK…``

``Ah, this is blessed, my body shakes while I flavored this woman dragon, we went for an entire hour, never went so far with someone and now I won`t stop``

``PUCELLEEE…. AAAH…AAAH…I CUMMING```

``RIE…THIS IS TURNING ON ME…EAAAK…. ``

``We both panting. with my hands on her face to whispers``

``Let`s do every day…. ``

``Our entertainment continues, so an hour later wearing and old outfit of already forgotten series, but after seen me in the mirror my confident diminished, so when presenting myself in front her my shyness reveal``

``Mmh, is seen become older with the silver hair``

``Ah, don`t mind about me, as long you`re comfortable``

``Aah, Pucelle, you accepting so much…``

``Extending my arms inviting to kiss, is not an erotic outfit but is elegant for me, and our face approaching cause me a heartbeat``

``CHURCH…CHURCH…a more quite kiss``

``CHUS…CHUUS…Mmh, this is how my mood is now``

``Very elegant. CHUUR…``

``Aaah, she`s flipping my hair around my ears, a shiver came from all my body so I grab her face pulls to me, is hot``

```CHUUR…CHUUR…Rie…softy``

``Aah Pucelle…we don`t need this…``- remove the wig in a slam- ``My dear, give me your tail``

``Ah, on this outfit?’’

``Mmh, I`m not using underwear…AAH…AAAH…Phew``

``RIE..EAK.…DOING STANDING…AAAH…``

``CHUUS…CHUUS… you can hold me with this arms…CHUUS…. AAAH…``

``Ngh…RIE…RIEEE…CHUURCH…I ruining your cosplay…. EAAK``

``PUCELLE.HA…IS FINE IF IS YOU…HAAA…CHUUCH``

``Raised a bit OF my dress and we`re connect again, we`re drenched, is fine because proof that she hot me``

``We still sleep in our homes during this time, but in a Sunday she was invited to a breakfast with me, wearing this old maid dress``

``My dear, how about tea…``

``From you I will accept even poison…``- takes happily.

``Certainty this will be your taste…``- kneels in her front.

``UM…my tail…NGHH…``

``Slurp…slurp…don`t stop drinking…SLUURP…``

``AAH…this is complicated…Nghh…``

``Ah, should had licked her tail sooner, is cute and in my mouth it tastes sweaty and my tongue can stay under her scales, her moan are adorable``

``AAH…RIEE…RIEE…NGHH…adorable! ``

``SLUURP…SLUURP…I dressed a lot clothes and you enjoy all of them…CHUUR…``

``From you almost everything is erotic…``

``Ara, knowing this I just removed some piece of clothes…``- take off the hat showing the ears, pose with a toy gun. - ``Hope , my dear understand my suggestion``

`` Maid with guns was a common fetish time ago but is forgotten now, with her still want to experience this characterization, and we do it standing``

``Ah, my tail had to effor more…EAK…``

``ARA…grabs my hips, my perfect fitness…AH…AAAH…``

``RIE…RIE…you`re so cute..AH…``

``AAH…adorable saying this of a old lady…AAH…``

``We didn`t kiss this time because this position hold my breats even with her the lewdess make comfortable``

``AAAH…MY KNIGHT…KEEP PUSHING…AAAH…``

``SURELY…a docil Rie is fluffy…AAH…``

``Ooh…IF YOU WANT…GIVE ME PERMITION FOR SOMETHING IN THE MORNING…AAAH…``

``SURE…EAAK…Fluffy``

``Ooh, she shouldn`t say this, she sleep in a guest room but with the door unlocked, I wake up early to crimb to tge bed, catching her warm tail by surprised``

``Mh..OH…Rie is a succubus…EAAK…``

``Not exactly, and angel…YOUR TAIL IS ALREADY INSIDE ME…``- grins.

``Oh…I`m been dominated RIE…EAK…EAAK…AAAH…``

``ARA...ARA..ARAAA…swing like this….i feel I’m flying…``- her cosplay wings flips.`` AH…MY HIPS ARE WAVING…AAH…IN YOUR LENGH…``

``I SEE…IS HIPNOTIC…EAAAK….``

``YES…SHAKES…CUTE DRAGONS…AAAH…``

``AAH…I`M BEEN RIDING BY A GODDESS…AAH…EAAK…``

``OH…MORE…MOORE…DELICIOUS KNIGHT``

``I always want to tried a cowgirl position but only someone gorgeous as Pucelle, initially my hips swing close to my hands, my thighs should had excited her a lot since her crotch was red making all her scale the same color, her legs spreads while I grab her breast while she hold my butts, aaah, if feel like a couching``

``AAH…RIE..IS SWINGING ON ME…AAAH…``

``ARAA…I PULL YOU, SO PUSH ME…NGHH…AARAA. ``

``AH…RIE…YOUR BEAUTIFULD STOIC FACE…EAAK!.``

``AH…YOU LIKE THIS EXPRESSION? AAAAH…. `- lift her hips

``All your emotions are gorgeous…I think…EAAK! ``

``JUST THINK, UHM? AAAH…``-her waist raised and down repeatedly.

``EAK! RIE, YOU`RE DELICIOUS…``

``YOUR LENGTH TOO…AAH…IS SO FLEXIBLE…``-

``I stay riding her for long with spread legs with my waist pulsing, the breakfast was ignored but we eats in some way, after so a joyfully hours, it was her turn again``

``Oh, this silver outfit is charming…``

``It was for a younger me…``- inclined her body- ``This shorts stand up my butt, come enjoying me…``

``Aah, it makes me happy we enjoy our bodies as much…Mh…my tail cail cross the clothes``

`` AAARA…. CONVENIENT`’- smirk.

``I will grab this beautiful and long legs …EAAK…so smoth hips``

``OH…OOH…KIMOSHI…. MOSHI..AAAH…THE SOUNDS OF MY HEELS``

``RIE…IS GOOD…. THIS TAPPING IS EROTIC…CHUURK…``

``YOU``RE MY LOVER…. CHUURK…AAH…PUSH MORE…`NGHHH``

``KANATA…EAAK…. HAAA…``

``This stands position was better than previous one, maybe was my outfit that makes me seen more palatable, with her kindness if didn`t feel rought we all her moves``

``RIE…I LOSING STRENGH…NGHHH…``

``GRAB MY BREAST…YEES…FEEL WITH MORE GAS NOW? AAAH….``

``A BIT MORE BUT STILL…EAAAK…. ``

``AAH…This pants were successfully torn…hehe``

``My bad…CHuurk…``

``Is fine as long is with you``

``I cum so hard that my heels broke, for our first weekend together it was memorable, doing with a woman was so good but even anxious for next times, our works coincide and from a month we could only see each other on mobiles, after those days, is fair to rest this time``