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Fandom is a community, not a corporation.
I want that on a t-shirt.👏👏👏
Said this to a dear and much-loved friend today, but I think maybe we all might need to see it:
Long-fic is not the rent you pay to be a part of fandom.
Fic, full-stop, is not the rent you pay to be a part of fandom.
Art is not the rent you pay to be a part of fandom.
Constantly creating is not the rent you pay to be a part of fandom.
Fandom is a community, not a corporation, your productivity is not a payment you have to make to be here.
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I think the deleted scene is simply showing you how much Buck is cared for by the people he chose to be in his life, and from someone who craved that care and attention for so long I just think that's neat that Buck has so many people now that do, and idk I'm just happy for him
#kayla.txt#bucktommy#evan buckley#IM JUST HE IS SO CARED FOR HE IS SO LOVED#look at three people all saying how much they care for buck#three people that buck chose to be in his life and they care for him as much as buck cares for them#its said in different ways but thats whats important in the clip#some of y'all are just fucking gross#sometimes the scene isn't that deep and taking shots out of context#to portray a character as predatory or whatever the fuck homophobic shit you are saying is gross#for a show all about how people can grow and change for the better y'all hate when people grow and change for the better#i see shit like im a pisces and a lesbian and I want this character to die violently#and i think I'm a pisces and a lesbian and I personally love this character#our experiences arent the same#and I think having the gay men in fandom be comfortable and safe#is more important then a fucking ship#sorry normally I dont do this on my blog but I am tired#if you want to know my stance? multishipper#I want people who follow me to be comfortable and have fun
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Forever: Oh... Philza... Philza senpai... 🥹
I feel like everyone's already seen Phil's POV of this but Forever's reaction was frickin adorable, man's having so much fun on this server. It's so cute seeing all these different creators interacting and becoming friends and bonding over the goofiest things :')
#Forever#QSMP#Philza#Phil#Sugarduo#Can't believe that's their frickin duo name LMFAO#[Also I CANNOT emphasize this enough: I'm posting this because it's funny and cute and their friendship is fun]#don't be frickin weird#R.P.F shippers are shot [blocked] on sight#anyways#Forever is adorable man I love him#I started watching him recently#because ofc we were all sus of him#but then I was like ''oh this dude's actually the sweetest guy ever. wtf''#He cares so much about the Eggs#I know the fandom loves to portray him as some yandere dude or whatever but his character is actually so much cooler than that#I adore him#anyways I chose the worst time to take days off I've missed SO much stuff#I'm adding stuff to the timestamp doc and I'm like ''life is hell 2 me''
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hi guys
#lego dreamzzz#dreamzzz#lego dreamzzz nighthunter#dreamzzz nighthunter#I'm not in this fandom at all anymore I just drew this for fun#I haven't posted in a long time#I might schedule out old art I've done but never chose to post it someday!#someday...#life is a boss that keeps me busy with its gay little paperwork okay
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me saying goodnight to my family at 9:00pm knowing damn well I'll be up until midnight on ao3 and Tumblr
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Fandom Journal
I have been working on a fandom journal for sometime now.. thought I'd share the covers with you all.. clearly Supernatural is my favorite fandom.. been working on internal pages now.. let me know if there's any interest to see those.. :)
It would also be fun to know if we share any other fandoms apart from Supernatural.. listing mine below:
Westlife
Supernatural
Twilight
Sherlock
Jamie Dornan
White Collar
The Mentalist
Hush Hush
Hidden Wings
Beauty and the Beast
#Supernatural#Spn#Westlife#Twilight#The Mentalist#Sherlock#I didn't choose the fandom life it chose me#Fandom journal#Journaling
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recently ive been rewatching voltron and i decided to go through the tag for keith’s mom and
oh my god it’s misako all over again is this just something that happens everywhere
#why do people hate mothers who make hard decisions because they want to protect their kids#all tags below this one have spoilers so if you wanna watch voltron at some point dont look#KROLIA HAD JUST WATCHED THE LOVE OF HER LIFE ALMOST DIE#IF KEITH’S DAD HAD DIED THEN NOBODY WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO GO INTO ANY TOWNS TO GET SUPPLIES BECAUSE KROLIA IS A STRAIGHT UP ALIEN#KEITH WOULD HAVE BEEN COMPLETELY SCREWED BC HE WAS A BABY THAT WAS PROBABLY BARELY SEVERAL MONTHS OLD#KROLIA CHOSE TO LEAVE BECAUSE SHE BELIEVED KEITH’S FATHER COULD PROTECT HIM WHILE SHE MADE SURE TO HELP TEAR APART THE GALRA EMPIRE#SHE DIDN’T EVEN KNOW HE DIED UNTIL SHE SAW THE PAST#THE FUCK DOES ANYBODY M E A N SHE’S A BAD MOTHER FOR THAT#ohmmy god krolia get behind me fandom doesn’t know how to handle women
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#blorbo thoughts... ive been so buckypilled for literal weeks (months?) now and idk where its coming from#i havent seen/read a marvel in years and even when i did see some of the movies#_I_ wasnt rly in the fandom it was my friend who always wanted to go see them#but oughhh bucky...... hes so important to me#hes so tragic and like ive been reading all sorts of bucky recovery fics lately#its very nice since theres a hundred thousand billion works on ao3 for him i get to be very picky#but idk how i got so attached???#like i said he was always my favorite but i never thought of him outside of the few hours i was watching a movie hes in lmao#now everyday im like waoww... this song is SO bucky#woahh im having a hard time picking what to eat... i bet bucky had a hard time making decisions after he was free of the brainwashing....#waoww a mask? just like bucky has sometimes.....#im not a marvel head but my friend did make us go see the endgame and every day im astonished at how they fucked it up so incredibly#like??????? first off i cant even think of steve going back to the past and leaving bucky in the present after all that hes lost already#cause it just breaks my heart in the same way end of the hobbit breaks my heart#and second of all what about peggys whole life in the past???? her whole agent carter tv show life???? her fiance????#are we supposed to believe a. steve just decides he gets to unwrite that timeline and marry her and b.#that undoing her whole life in favor of them being together is fair to anyone??? wheres her goddamn agency??????#its just so. but marvel movies are the epitome of undoing character development so idk why im even surprised#its just so incredible how theyre handed this super famous VERY FLEXIBLE beloved thing of MARVEL COMICS#and literal millions of money#and they manage to fuck it up so completely in every single direction#anyway im straying from the topic#i love bucky....... hes in so much pain and he gets to get better at least in my brain#my post#how embarrassing to get a marvel movie blorbo in 2024 but its not like i chose it to happen#i keep wanting to make a bucky playlist but i know itd have like 7 songs and thwn i never listen to it so i havent yet
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Top 5 characters
The rule is to make a poll with my top 5 all-time favorite characters and tag 5 people to do the same.
Thanks @sky-kenobye for the tag!
This was hard, in part because when I had to think about my top 5 characters, I suddenly didn't even know what a character was
Anyway, here's the result of my long and hard panicky thinking, after giving myself the rule of one (1) character per fandom, which is awful, I need you to know that, I feel like I have to justify why I chose this one and not the other (heads or tails. next question.)
Tagging @trinitrine, @redfoxline @miyamorana @tissusetbulles and @msephy (and anyone who would like to feel guilty all day for chosing, love you guys)
#dying that I had to chose between luke and obi-wan#and i need you to know that the ONLY REASON why kaveh and/or alhaitham aren't on there is because they're haikaveh to me#and that would have been cheating#oh god so many characters are missing#i don't like to chose between my children#fandom life#blabla#polls
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My Emotional Breakdown is over people somehow not understanding that I want them to stop talking about what happened to me as if they have any right to talk about the situation.
#Vague posting about it isn’t helpful. Putting it on websites where I don’t have accounts isn’t helpful#Let. It. Die.#You do not know me nor do you know what happened to me and what I chose to talk about online#I see posts about the situation everywhere that have either blamed me or said that they do not want to take my side which I dont care about#But I am tired of seeing things about it months after I was finally given the freedom to talk about it#Does it not compute to you that It was not an internet friend who I talked to once in a while? I saw this man face to face every day#It was a real man in my actual life who gave me actual PTSD So stop talking about it like I said months ago.#I’m tired and I want to lay this to rest#Just leave me alone I don’t need posts on your sideblogs mentioning what happened to me or how it was addressed#I hate having to plead for a Fandom to just leave me alone because why don’t you get it? Why do you think you can give your opinion on this#I sincerely apologize for this post but I am worn down I am tired and I am in an awful place and there is nothing more that I want than for#-People to understand that I want them to stop#I don’t know how many times this Fandom will not listen to me
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I was looking through my notes for Good Omens fanfiction, and realized almost every damn story includes Crowley having a baby.
There's the one where Heaven and Hell decide to use an angel baby carried by a demon as a diplomatic tool, leading into Crowley being protected by Michael, and them falling in love.
There's the one where she leaves her baby with Anathema and disappears, which triggers all the following events - from the search, to Aziraphale's trial, and everything else.
There's the one where she has to supply the new Antichrist, which leads to her and Lucifer falling in love, and her being crowned the Queen of Hell. (Well, this one is really two stories set in different timelines, in the second one the "baby" is like 27)
In the one inspired by a dream, she does have a baby eventually, but that's far from the worst thing that happens to her. Gabriel's treatment of her after is... How the Hell will I write this damn thing if I can't even think about it.
There's no baby in the one where she gets tortured with diluted holy water.
I see I have no storyline with male Crowley just yet... Fine, that's not true. I do have some thoughts for Crowley x Fem!Lucifer... It could include a new Antichrist, too. And, Crowley wouldn't be the pregnant one for once. But, dealing with pregnant Lucifer would probably be even scarier.
#diary pages#writing journal#fanfiction writer#ao3 writer#good omens fanfiction#good omens fandom#crowley#good omens crowley#lady crowley#fem!crowley#writers on tumblr#writer life#ffs what's with me and torturing miss/mr. snake#she's either pregnant or she's in some horrible situation or actually it's both#yes i feel damn guilty for doing that but i can't help it#in first two bullet points the dad is aziraphale but he screws up (without even knowing it) so michael steps in...#in the first one and not immediately as a love interest at first just as a protector#don't worry she's in on using the kid for politics and crowley know's there's drama#the second i'd rather not spoil because of the detective/investigation plot#hey but she chose michael herself she was supposed to be with hastur#in the antichrist one all is obvious and honestly it's one of those “good for her” stories for crowley#but in the time jump she is kind of riddled with worry for maxine fearing she'll burn out and so on#grr the dream storyline... the dad is gabriel and don't worry in the end she ditches him i can spoil that this story is so heavy#this story is the ugly crowing jewel of my frustration with crowley saving aziraphale over and over again#what she does to protect him here almost ends up killing her or breaking her it's... seriously no idea how i'll write it#i'm also worried people will think i'm romanticising it when it's supposed to leave the reader sickened like i am#no comment on the holy water thing rn it's a simple hurtfic that develops into a survivor - the previous one is survivor in the end too#i haven't given too much thought for the crowley/f!lucifer but it should be good#fr hell would be so frustrated she chose this moron as her king consort but could do nothing about it#her pregnant would be SCARY - she's terrifying already... well terrifying and to die for
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I have nearly 50 fanfics between my two AO3 pseuds, and the first comment I’ve gotten on any of them in more than 5 months is some fuckwit complaining that I used ‘creator chose not to use archive warnings’ on This Isn’t A Ghost Story instead of tagging for the specific trauma at the center of the mystery. the trauma that, had I tagged for it, would have ruined the entire mystery, rather than letting the reader piece it together for themself.
you wanna know why fandom is dying? this fucking bullshit is why fandom is dying.
fuck that person, fuck all the abusers of fandom who read thousands and thousands of words of free fanfic and even can’t be bothered to leave a single comment saying they liked it, and fuck the toxic cesspool the Doctor Who fandom has become.
fuck all of it. I’m fucking done.
#fanfiction#AO3#fandom life#Doctor Who#This Isn't A Ghost Story#I am a hair's breadth away from deleting EVERY FUCKING WORD I HAVE EVER UPLOADED TO AO3#but I am trying not to do anything rash that I'll regret later#so instead you guys get to hear this rant#and to that person specifically: FUCK YOU. LEARN HOW TO READ ARCHIVE WARNINGS.#the 'creator chose not to use archive warnings' setting MEANS THERE ARE SERIOUS TRIGGERS SOMEWHERE IN THE STORY.#grow up and learn to deal with your own triggers#you absolute waste of an AO3 account#and if you come at me here on Tumblr I'll block you here too
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My orientation is on Thursday and I am. feeling a lot. I can’t really do much more to prepare for it, but trying to distract myself is not working, so. I’ll just be feeling off for a few days
#I think my emotions can be read in my posts but maybe that’s me overthinking#no fandom#like I’m really excited to finally be at university#but the idea of an hours long mandatory thing where we walk around campus and I’m just surrounded by complete strangers???#hell. hell on earth.#I won’t even be having any family attending with me#which I’m not surprised about#(I mean my sister would’ve gone with me if she still lived in the area)#but it still makes me anxious to be alone#(also regretting not going to the university closer to my sister’s place)#(but the university I chose just makes more logistical sense)#(it was all v practical reasons but it still would’ve been great to be doing all this stuff with her)#uuuuuuuuuugh oh well#life moves on#mini vent sorry everyone
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one of the most dangerous lies I tell myself is "just one more fic..."
#archive of our own#ao3#i didn't choose the fangirl life#the fangirl life chose me#fandom#fangirl problems
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#uhhh.#ask to tag#EVIL. SCARY#i didn’t sort for this btw. i blocked some warnings complete works only sort by date updated (been thru kudos)#but it’s here! fucking. horrifying#also the ‘chose not to use’ in place of ‘no warnings apply’ is Scaring Me !!!!!!#which warnings are you choosing to not use . i’m scared#anywho. i’ll let u know if it’s good bc i can’t just ignore this the curiosity will eat away at me#we will be back with an update#this fandom has such a bountiful ao3 some of the weirdest shit i’ve read in my life <3
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the learned helplessness among fanon batfam people is. intense
#i rant#i saw someone be like ‘no one will tell me what to read!! so i’m just not reading anything!’#like. do u not know how 2 do a google search. hi??#or i saw a post that was like u don’t have to read the source material to be a fan.#um. yes tf you do?????? if any other fandom pulled that shit op would be laughed outta town#‘oh comics r so expensive’. u think i’m paying for comics lol#i’ve bought two comics in my LIFE: v for vendetta & watchmen. the rest i read for free online#again. do a goddamn google search it’s really not that hard it takes me like. thirty seconds#ooh theres too many comics. so chose runs that look fun & read em u don’t gotta read every batman comic starting from the 30s#like i started out w yj98 & bounced around from there it’s literally fine#well. i started out w hellblazer technically but that’s vertigo it’s different#u don’t see marvel comic ppl pullin this shit now do u#if i sound grouchy i’ve been holding in this rant for like two months
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