#the closest ill get gif wise lol

[vai3r13]

Hello hello! :) I’m here for our matchup trade for Black Butler! (I sent the pictures for the Paparazzi end :) )

Starting off I am a neurodivergent, queer (but attracted to masculinity) female. I go by she/they and im an INFP Sagittarius.

Physically, I am a 5’2” but wear platform converse or boots every day of my life. Style wise, im definitely alternative. However, Im also a fan of the baggy jeans, tight top, kinda side of grunge. Im also a sucker for black with pastels, so I suppose my color pallete would fall under “Pastel Goth” or something similar. I actually really love the style called “Morute” which stands for “Morbidly Cute”. I just absolutely adore the creepy-cute combination, and i aspire to look like a creepy doll somedays.

That also would lead into hobbies, as I love dolls! I collect them and will gush over them any time i see one in public i like. Especially going to cons and seeing the little stands with BJD dolls? I go feral-...and broke. My entire room is decorated in pretty dolls, anime figures, manga, and cherry blossom vines. (I really want a cherry blossom tattoo on my back but im terrified of needles-) My other hobbies include writing, skateboarding, singing/making music, and dancing! I have a band with friends right now. I’m training my voice to be a metal singer despite having a feminine voice, so im a bit shy with it right now.

Personality wise, I suppose it tends to fluctuate, but i think what sticks the most is that I'm extremely sweet and loyal. I used to be very shy, and can even be pretty quiet nowadays too. Im definitely introverted but, ive gotten much better with it. Friends would definitely say that im bubbly, always trying to laugh. Definitely witty too because I absolutely love bantering and softly bullying people. Id say im very emotionally intelligent when it comes to other people. Im definitely a realist, and im told im very good with advice and empathizing with people. I feel i understand other emotions more than mine sometimes. Which annoys me- Because I have a habit of not expressing anything negative. I think it might be due to past trauma, but I have a hard time staying angry or upset with people. Its like- once you screw me over, i have no issues getting rid of you. I dont like that i can easily disconnect from people, as I feel it makes me sound like a bad person, but I just feel l like if i know my worth, and someone isnt treating me as they should, I shouldnt keep them in my life. That does go to say though, that I am an all or nothing person with people I care about. If i am your friend, I trust you can come to me with anything and I vice versa no matter what. I always come through and i expect the same. 

Another bad habit though would be disappearing. I wouldnt call it ghosting because I always pop back up, but I usually dont respond or see people for weeks or even months, even close friends. Most that are close know that if they need to talk to me, they have to double text or call me. Ill always answer then. I dont mean to, I just for some reason am really consistent with randomly dropping off the face of the earth for everyone but my partner, or person closest. Texts are always paragraphs though! Im not a dry texter, just forget I exist and have to respond :) Not to mention, i have ran away out of state before just for the sake of going and exploring. (Did a lot of Urbex and trespassing- it was fun but i dont think ill ever go to abandon buildings like that again. That doesnt mean ill stop climbing trains though!) I just love road trips and little late night adventures. 

Some notes about me… Id say my fears involve needles, the dark (I sleep with a nightlight but love horror-), Clowns, and deep water. I cannot swim and have nearly drowned before so I actually hate going swimming. I dont see the appeal and start to panic if i cant see or touch the bottom. I wouldnt say im scared of spiders though like most. I actually am the person my job calls for to grab spiders and take them outside. If theyre cute, ill just grab them with my hand. Another thing is that I have OCD and PTSD. My OCD isnt the typical stereotype of being clean, Im just very routine with patterns. The person im with has to be okay with frequent alarms I set for different time frames, my strange eating habits (I cant have anything touching, one food at a time, soft foods over crunchy, and i absolutely love bananas but cant eat them unless someone peels them for me while im not looking) I also get very paranoid about certain things, like for example, i get little episodes sometimes where I freak out because I believe Ill inherent my dads schizophrenia and Ill because dissociated with reality, so whoever im with needs to be able to help assure me i wont just lose my mind- That being said, my least favorite love language is touch! I can be touched, but its very easy to overwhelm my due to past trauma. I also flinch very easily without even thinking and it gets annoying when people make fun of it. Because of this as well, im a very silent walker and tend to scare people because i subconsciously make myself as unnoticeable as possible. Im also an insomniac. I will not go to bed until the sun is up, and even then I wake up very easily. My doctor keeps trying to give me medications for it so i can sleep better, but its so ironic because I stop taking them constantly because I hate feeling tired. SO someone who doesnt mind being up a bit late would be appreciated :) 

Random facts are: I absolutely adore raccoons and rats, and used to be a rat mom! I’ll spit out little rodent facts like im google. I know morse code. Im an amazing driver. I will get you there fast and safe….fast as in i max out my car frequently and if i get one more traffic misconduct i lose my license. BUT i know how to be safe with taking those risks, if that makes sense? Like i know where and when to speed and when not to- Most people fear getting in the car with me. But other than that, i think that’s it for now! Thank you <3

Hello!<3 @xxchthonicreaturexx

I apologize for any mistakes! English is not my native language and I'm new to writing:) Written in "you" perspective

possible tw - talk of mental health, mentions of unhealthy relationship ig? idk how healthy grim reapers r, mentions of drowning and suicide

barely proofread

To start, you're gorg and going off of everything I think your Black Butler match would be..

Undertaker !!

Both visually and personality wise I think you would compliment each-other! In my opinion your energies have something similar.

visual

I think Undertaker would like your piercings, he has an industrial himself.

small head cannons

You both have black nail polish, so painting each others nails as a cute activity:)

Doing each others eyeliner/make up.

classic

Undertakers mbti type most likely is ISTJ while yours is INFP. While your compatibility can seem difficult at first, by appreciating each others differences you "balance" each other out.

Sagittarius and Aquarius are an energetic match, being air and fire signs your elements fit seamlessly. In astrology, air feeds fire.

"i can easily disconnect from people"

Is a trait both of your star signs posses, a similarity that needs to be balanced between the two of you.

In terms of style I can see you in lots of similar/ partner outfits, as your style is somewhat similar too. Undertaker would, just like you, adore pastel goth and a creepy cute, dolly like aesthetic, - not on him but most definitely on his partner.

I think Undertaker would definitely share your love for dolls, acquiring many dolls and gifting them to you.

As we can see in the Luxury Liner arc, I'd say he has his own love for "dolls", if you know what I'm saying.

As for your other hobbies I think Undertaker wouldn't exactly share your interest in them, but he'd definitely support you. Ex. Watching your band perform, making tea to soothe your voice after you've practiced. He'd definitely be one to annoy and tease you in a joking manner, while you're writing or doing other things.

You being more calm/quiet and Undertakers more energetic and chaotic certainly harmonize. You'd participate in a lot of witty banter and Undertakers life mission would be to make you laugh all the time. He'd adore your sweetness and bubbly-ness (is that even a word??) and your loyalty would be VERY important to him. While he acts and is mostly carefree, I think deep down he still wary of deep connections with people, as he doesn't really have friends.

When he achieves said connection tho he might not always act like it but he'd be sort of possessive. Wouldn't let you get very close to Sebastian or Ciel out of a fear, that they would use you against him in some way. It takes a while for him to tell you what he is, it takes him a while to trust someone 100% wouldn't talk about how it happened tho.

I think arguments wouldn't happen very often, when they do tho they would happen out of Undertakers disregard for "human customs", ex. relationships with other people, etc. Undertaker doesn't resort to screaming, he wouldn't even comprehend that you're mad or annoyed with him. After a few days of not talking much he'd try and talk, bring you something, dolls, sweets, whatever. Makes you sit down and explain what's bothering you, wouldn't always get it but he'd try. Makes up by gifting you dolls or figurines.

Would get worried the first few times you disappear, always manages to find you tho. Absolutely goes exploring with you, might not say it but part of the reason why, is because he's worried about you.

Teases you about your fear of the dark, always lights a candle for you at night tho. Undertaker has died through drowning, as shown in a manga panel, so he shares your fear of water. It serves as a constant reminder for him, so you both don't see the appeal.

Might sound weird but he's fascinated with your OCD habits, he asks you about them. Once you explained them, he always makes sure that your food is arranged the way you like it and peels your bananas for you. Doesn't mind the alarms you set, can be your personal alarm clock actually.

Undertaker has dealt with a lot throughout his long life, he has his own problems. He will always assure you that you're going to be okay. Another thing, that might seem insensitive but sometimes he'd joke that you'll be "crazy" together.

Undertaker's very touchy by nature, I would say. After noticing you flinch, he'd be unsure if his presence and being a grim reaper still intimidates you in some way, if he decides talking to you about it, Undertaker will resort to gift giving and quality time.

Being a quiet walker doesn't matter with Undertaker, as he senses your presence, he isn't human after all, or easy to startle.

Grim Reapers require both sleep and sustenance, but have you seen Undertaker? That man runs on two hours of sleep maximum, he also definitely wouldn't mind staying up late. Dancing late at night, while nobody is watching, is definitely a reoccurring activity in a relationship with the Undertaker. He can be a bit overbearing at times.

Depending what century you're imagining this in, Undertaker loves when you drive, it's sort of an adrenaline rush for him.

head canons

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Doing each others makeup, sitting on a coffin or your bed. "You have to be still, for me not to smudge the eyeliner!!", while he tries to tickle or smooch you.

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Painting each others nails and making a cute date night out of it, lots of candles around you for the atmosphere. Playful banter, which ends in you two cuddling in a coffin.

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Going out to explore the woods, him following closely behind you, suddenly disappearing just to appear in front of you, scaring you in the process, making Undertaker burst out laughing. Holding out a hand to help you climb onto things.

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Exploring the city at night, when the people are sleeping and the bustling and usually loud streets of London are completely empty. Even jumping roof to roof. (This reminded me of that one Howl's moving castle scene. 01:47-02:10 in the linked video)

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Late at night, while both of you aren't sleeping, Undertakers shop is dark, except for the dozens of candles littered across the room, as a music box starts playing a soft melody. Undertaker coming up behind you and offering you a hand, as you start dancing across his shop, moving through the space together, occasionally stepping on each others feet and giggling.

Again, it's my first time writing and English isn't my first language. I hope you could still enjoy this<3

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ELIJAH BRANDON

twenty-two ♱ innovator + designer + creator + hacker ♱ lefevre

”I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it.”

WE ARE PLAYING A GAME OF EMPIRES

The boy genius. Child prodigy. Brainiac. You name it, Elijah Brandon has been called it.

It may come as unexpected, a boy born to a mechanic and a cleaning lady. It was tough for the two of them to make ends meet, but what they never skimped on was spending time with their boy. Once upon a time, his mother had dreams of being a teacher, a dream that met its demise when she found she was pregnant with Elijah. She never regretted choosing her family over the pursuit of her career, but she poured those ambitions into her son. The woman never missed an opportunity to teach him, scraping up the money to get him piano lessons as young as four. She kept on to him, encouraging him to learn math, spelling, reading all as a toddler. The time she spent with Elijah, reinforced by her husband when it was his turn to watch the boy while she worked, was immeasurable. And it paid off.

Whether it was a natural disposition for intelligence, the efforts of his parents, or both, none could really say. But whatever the reason, Elijah was recognized as a young genius. When he finally made it to public school, he was far ahead of the rest of his class; and not just like any run of the mill advanced student. He was lightyears ahead, completely bored in his kindergarten class. Though the school he went to in Brooklyn was hardly known for its educational reputation, he was lucky enough to have a teacher who took an interest in him in the first grade. A few after school lessons later, she was telling his parents he should be promoted to second grade.

Each year, Elijah only continued to excel. By the time he was in high school – at age eleven – he was granted the opportunity to work from home and graduate early…which he managed at thirteen. By now he was practically a legend in his community, everyone astounded by his intellect. He was praised and celebrated, and the community pitched in to help give him a small college fund. Unsurprisingly, he was granted early acceptance to MIT. Though this was not exactly his mother’s dream, she and his father could not be prouder of the boy he was becoming.

Peaking at such a young age, though, did have its drawbacks. Though his intelligence was superior to his peers, his social skills did not develop as quickly. He may have been able to do quantum physics, but he was still a kid at heart who threw spitwads and laughed at fart jokes. This set him apart from his college peers, leaving him feeling isolated and alienated. Elijah was an awkward kid, too rambunctious for his young adult colleagues. He would try to tell jokes, try to get people to laugh, to like him, but mostly to no avail. They cared only about what his mind could bring to the table – nothing else.

As it would turn out, college did not pose much more difficulty for than high school. His brain remained like a sponge, always taking in new information and managing to store it in some massive database. On campus he was dubbed Boy Wonder, and managed to get into a prestigious PhD program at seventeen – breaking records. By nineteen, he was a full blown doctor, finally prepared to share his mind with his professional field.

That endeavor, however, would prove worthless. At least, in the eyes of Elijah. It was hard for him to be taken seriously; a kid not even twenty, trying to carry on a sophisticated and highly technical conversation with pioneers of the field? He was laughed at and mocked, reactions that were not helped by his immature antics. It was frustrating, that no matter how many papers he published or theories he concocted, no one would give him the respect he felt he rightfully deserved. Elijah was thinking so far ahead of anyone else in his field, they could not keep up; and rather than embrace him, they ridiculed him.

He traveled to Europe, hoping to meet more forward thinkers, but without luck. Everyone still thought of him as the awkward kid with a weird sense of humor. Though he wasn’t discouraged, he felt like he was at brick wall with nowhere to go. He may have had a thousand new and innovative ideas, but if no one gave him any ounce of respect, what did it matter?

For a year he traveled the continent, seeking like-minded thinkers. Rejection after rejection, he refused to become disheartened. His mother, however, begged for him to come home. A few more years studying and researching would do him some good, give him a chance to grow up and re-enter the professional world. But her pleas fell on deaf ears.

It did not take long for the Giordano family to learn of Elijah and his ideas and to offer him a job. Perhaps it was his immaturity or his eagerness to finally pursue these ideas, but he accepted without hesitation. He found the danger of a life of crime for a powerful family alluring and exciting. He was like the anti-Bond, an agent for the morally corrupt. Though he was only the puppet, there was still a sense of power in what he did. Building gadgets, developing programs, hacking into impossible locations – he thrived off of it. It was a thrill, to break the rules and not give a fuck.

This danger, though, would begin to grow dull. His team with the Giordanos treated him just like the people who had rejected him. Elijah may have been young, but he knew what he was doing. It did not even matter that his innovations were incredible, he was still seen as an obnoxious kid. Again, he felt isolated. He would spend so much time alone it felt like he was going crazy, alone with only his thoughts as company. His mind ran too quickly, processed too much, and with no down time to process it he worried he would either have a meltdown or burn out.

Christian and Giuliana took advantage of this, offering him a change of pace, with promise of respect he didn’t get from the Giordanos. Not only was the offer tempting, but since he so enjoyed a good thrill, he could not say no. There were no hard feelings when he left the Giordanos, happy to get away from the people who put so little faith in him. One day, they would recall him and regret ever giving him the chance to slip away.

TAKE NO PRISONERS, LEAVE NO SCARS

LOVE

To call Elijah socially awkward would be the understatement of the century. He may have been smart, but almost obnoxiously so, giving him a nerdy quality rather than that of a sexy intellectual. This nerdiness coupled with his youth left little room for him to attract any girls. Whatsoever. He has a few little crushes here and there, a redhead in his calculus class, a brilliant wannabe chemist he met in his PhD program – but any attempts he made at flirting were overlooked at best and laughed at at worst. Romance, therefore, has taken a backseat while he puts his work at the forefront of his attention.

LEGACY

All his parents know about his current situation is that he is working for a wealthy family in Italy, funded by them to continue his research and creating. On several occasions his mother has asked to come and visit, though he vehemently refuses her, insisting that he is way too busy to even spend a moment visiting. Of course, he realizes the danger of his parents coming to Rome, for them to ever even suspect what kind of work he is actually into. He may be immature, but he is wise enough to know that cannot happen. However, he does keep in close contact with his parents, but has gone home to visit Brooklyn only a handful of times.

ALLIES

He may have only been with the Lefevres for a short while, but already he feels much more welcomed by them and their recruits. Zaine was the first person to reach out to him as a friend – a member of the Lefevre family himself, as surprising as it was. The Giordanos never made an effort to know him, and probably could not say his name if they saw him, so it was nice to know that this family at least attempted to know him. Zaine has been very welcoming, even laughing at his awkward jokes and calling him a friend. Elijah also gets along with his fellow tech guru Miles. Although they come off as a bitch harsh sometimes, Eli realizes it is all in affection. It is clear they want the best for him, even if it is not what Elijah himself thinks is best. And then there is Kiah, a girl who caught his eye upon first meeting. She was beautiful, to be sure, though maybe a bit too dramatic for his taste. But the more time he has spent with her, the closer they have become. For now, he considers them friends, though he thinks she may have a bit of a crush on him…and his own feelings for her are becoming quite confusing.

ENEMIES

Though he is technically on Team Lefevre these days, he does not harbor much ill-will towards the Giordanos. Of course, he does not think they appreciated him like he deserved, but he does not hate them. With maybe a few exceptions. One of those is Jax, who never failed to shoot him down and treat him like an imbecile. Then on the opposite side of the spectrum was Pilar, who ironically enough hated Jax but managed to treat him much the same way, flaunting her superiority. He hates them both, and would definitely call them his enemies.

THE REST

There is not anyone he left behind with the Giordanos that he could say he would be very sad to miss, but Oliver comes fairly close. He was the closest thing to a friend Eli had there, and he was the only one he felt bad leaving behind. He is sure Oliver must hate him now, especially given the pain caused to his precious Aurora, but if that is the only fallout of his decision to defect then Elijah considers it worth it. Since coming to the Lefevre side, he has distanced himself from Amara. The girl seems determined to start some kind of ruckus, form some type of brotherhood among the former Giordanos to demand more from the Lefevres; but this is a venture Elijah is not interested in the least.

ELIJAH is potrayed by JORDAN FISHER. He is currently AVAILABLE for auditions.