#the Holy song makes me all warm and giggly every time

[ramblyimagines]

New Year’s kisses!

With -> Aizawa, Mic, Hawks, Midnight, Ms. Joke and Fatgum! After such a crappy year, let’s give the pros some love!

Nemuri Kayama (Midnight)

Nemuri LOVES New Year’s celebrations!!! She loves getting all dressed up and going to the club but that’s obviously not happening this year

So instead, she’ll get all dressed up to stay home! And insist that you do too! She’ll be right there by your side the entire time to chat or gossip and compliment you every five seconds while you pick out your outfit and do your hair

She isn’t the best cook in the world but she can make a few dishes that are just...so warm. You can taste the love she put into cooking them! But tonight she isn’t feeling like a fancy dinner. So she whips up a huge bowl of ramen with thick chunks of pork thrown in as well as veggies! And of course some eggs!

You can’t help but laugh when you sit to eat together cause...holy cow! Neither of you can eat that much!! Looks like you’ll have leftovers for lunch tomorrow! And the day after!

She takes it upon herself to put a towel around your shoulders to act as a bib so you don’t spill food down the front of you. She’ll tease you about it as if she isn’t wearing one too “Awww look at you! So cuuuteee! Like a big baby!”

Neither of you pick up after dinner besides putting the leftovers in the fridge for later. The dishes can wait! You’ve got each other all to yourselves...might as well make the most of it.

You dance together, hands all over each other, unable to resist the urge...You’re kissing long before the countdown begins :0

She puts a finger against your lips, pausing to smile at the firework display visible from your apartment “Looks like we missed it. Oh well, you’re not going anywhere anyway. Happy new year, honey”

You’ll get plenty of kisses to make up for it! And much more :0 You’ll return the favor too of course! She deserves it :’)

Cont...

Shouta Aizawa (Eraserhead)

Shouta managed to get the night off so despite it being a holiday, he’s not wasting this opportunity to rest

He’ll order some really shitty takeout and have a movie marathon! He lets you pick the movies and konks out halfway through the first one

If you really want him to stay up he will but is it really that important to stay up? Just set an alarm for 11:55pm and call it good!

Being the persuasive little shit he is, he’ll probably get you to curl up and nap with him. I mean...it’s hard to resist when he’s so warm and his hugs are so inviting

You turn the tv down and set the channel to where the countdown would be later tonight so you can rest together

Sure enough, your alarm goes off just as planned! You gently shake him awake so you can watch the last pre-countdown performance of the night together

You count down along with the announcer and once it hits zero, Shouta smiles :) he pulls you down for a lazy, tired kiss, his hands running up and down your back ‘Happy new year...can we go to bed now? It’s so late...’ Of course you can’t say no to that handsome face

Emi Fukukado (Ms. Joke)

Emi has been planning this for awhile!! She bought party poppers, silly hats, board games, noise makers- all kinds of stuff to make your night together special!

She keeps the countdown channel on all day long, watching the speeches and performances from celebrities “Ooo!!! I didn’t know they were performing!!! So cool!!”

Her eyes light up as she watches, practically bouncing in her seat while crushing your hand in her grip

You eat tons of popcorn and candy while playing charades, Twister and Mario Kart on her Switch. Some other games she brings out are tough to play with two people but eventually, you guys just make up your own rules! It’s more fun that way!

She jumps for joy when the countdown starts! She gets her party popper ready and fixes your hat “Here we go!!! TEN! NINE! EIGHT!-“

You both pop your confetti poppers and laugh as it rains down on you. She grabs you and dips you with a grin “Here comes your kiss, sweetheart!” Your silly, giggly kiss slowly melts into a warm, loving one

“I’m so happy that I got to spend this year with you! I wouldn’t wanna be with anyone else. Let’s kick 2021’s ass together, what do you say?”

Hizashi Yamada (Present Mic)

Hizashi is beyond excited to be spending New Years with you! He’s got all kinds of snacks dumped out into big ol’ bowls and soda in champagne glasses since he isn’t exactly the biggest fan of alcohol

His hair is down and the ‘Present Mic’ facade is gone for the night so you’ve really got Hizashi all to yourself :)

He has a whole playlist made of songs you guys enjoyed together throughout the year! He frequently pauses songs to reminisce with you ‘OH! Remember when we went to the beach and that kid totally face planted in the sand? This song was playing!’ He remembers these moments so clearly just cause he associates then with songs! There’s plenty of moments that he loves to remember

You two don’t tune into the countdown or the pre-countdown performances or speeches. Instead, you play Guitar Hero!! It gets so competitive that you find yourselves sweaty and out of breath by the end of the final game before you realize ‘oh shit! Thirty seconds to midnight!’

You fumble with the remote and just barely make it! “5...4...3...2...1! HAPPY NEW YEAR!”

Hizashi whoops and yells, pulling you into a sweaty hug ‘WOHOO!! This is gonna be our year babe I just know it!’

Before you can even get a word out he smushes your lips together. It isn’t exactly romantic or anything but you two are smiling and giggling like idiots anyways :)

Now that you’ve caught your breath...How about Guitar Hero round two? He’s not gonna go easy on ya this time!

Taishiro Toyomitsu (Fatgum)

Boy oh boy! You’re in for a fun night!!

Instead of staying in the whole day, you’ll be running all over the city together to pick up food from different restaurants so you can have a bit of everything together back at home! It’s mostly appetizers and little desserts :)

Back at home, you share your dinner while looking at pictures on your phones. Tai gets so excited when talking about his interns and coworkers. Looking back through these photos shows him how much they’ve improved in just a year! Wow!

He’ll also pull up horrible pictures of you just to mess around “What!? I like this one! Oh don’t give me that look- I’m not gonna delete it!!”

Once it starts getting dark you’ll curl up on the couch to flip through channels, maybe settling on a movie or crappy soap opera to watch until it’s time for the countdown

People are setting off fireworks before it even hits midnignt so the two of you make your way outside to watch from your balcony. Tai looks especially handsome all lit up under the colorful lights...He thinks the same about you too

That’s where you have your midnight kiss too, under the fireworks while people celebrate in the streets below. You can’t stay out there too long though! It’s cold!

Eventually you tumble back inside to dive back under your warm blankets on the sofa, hugging each other close

You don’t even know what time it is when you fall asleep but you’ll wake up in the morning to a super sore neck and Tai drooling on your shirt as he lays on you... Better take a picture as revenge for earlier! >:)

Keigo Takami (Hawks)

Keigo got stuck on patrol but that won’t stop him from coming home to celebrate anyway!

You get frequent texts from him letting you know where in the city he is. He’s desperate to get home cause you’re his one and only New Years kiss!!

You’re home alone until 11:30pm rolls around. You left the window for your shared apartment open so he could get in but you weren’t expecting him to fly full speed through the window!!

He nearly collides with the wall, quickly righting himself and throwing his arms up in the air triumphantly “Look what I got! Just for us, chickadee!” ...It’s a bucket of KFC. It is a tradition after all!

Keigo insists you sit while he fixes you a plate. You two usually don’t eat in the livingroom but tonight can be an exception!

He’s still in his hero costume, his feathers are disheveled from flying and there’s a smudge of dirt on his cheek. Not to mention, he’s absolutely tearing into a chicken breast. Wow...you really are in love, huh?

When you two are done with your feast, he clings onto you, resting his head on your shoulder while his wings curl around you “Sooooo....What was your favorite thing you did this year?”

“That’s a tough one. I got to spend so much time with you so...I’d say every day was my favorite!” And just like that you broke the poor guy :( he starts crying and kisses your cheek. He can’t help it!! He’s an emotional guy :( “Birdie :( I didn’t expect you to say thaaaatttt :(“

For the countdown, you sway side to side together with content smiles. Your New Years kiss is soft and sweet, a little short lived but oh well. You’ll get plenty more kisses later

You wipe the dirt and grease off of his face for him before he leaves again! And a playful slap on the ass for good luck ;)

“Hey!! Knock it off!” He’ll get you back when he comes back home :0

[lashtoncurls]

Paris in the rain(AI)

Summary: Loosely based on the song by Lauv and greatly based on my love for this dude. 

Words: 2K

Warnings: Some cursing, smut

A/N: I love Ashton Fletcher Irwin. That is all. But thanks to @astrosashton for helping me with editing so there was no typos like there is in every other thing I post lololol

“Hey, are you on your way home?” Ashton’s voice rang through the car speakers as she drove, the rain sputtering on the windshield.

“I did say I got off at eight, didn’t I?” She didn’t mean to snap, but it had been a long day.

“I know baby, just asking.” He sighed before telling Calum to help himself to a beer from the fridge.

“I thought you said it was just us tonight.” Her voice sounded annoyed and Ashton could tell that she wasn’t going to put up with a lot tonight. It wasn’t his intention for Calum to ask him as he was on the phone with her, but he seemed to always do something to get her going. 

“He stopped by because we had some stuff to discuss with getting back in the studio soon.” Silence surrounded them as the rain could be heard on both ends of the line. 

“I’ll be home soon. You can ask Cal if he wants to stay for dinner or if you want me to grab something on the way I can.” 

“Just come home, doll. We’ll figure it out when you get here.” Ashton ended the call and went back to what he was doing. 

“I guess I chose the right night for this.” He chuckled as Calum joined him, the both of them lighting the last of the candles that adorned their back family room.

“She hasn’t had you home in months mate. And every time she tells us about work it’s a lot, so any day would’ve been good.” He patted Ashton’s head as they played around for a couple minutes, endless teasing of the sex he’d be getting present. 

“Thanks for the help, I owe you one.” They sat and talked until the door was opened as she walked into the front living room, kicking her heels off and placing her purse on the table. She frowned when she saw Ashton and Calum sitting on the sofa with the TV on. It wasn’t like she didn’t come home to this often when they were home from tour, but tonight she was exhausted and just wanted quiet peace. 

“Hey.” Calum greeted her with a smile as she took a seat next to Ashton as he wrapped an arm around her and kissed her temple.

“Hey, Cal. How’s Duke and Jess?” 

“They’re good. Jess is in New York with her parents so I’m all alone.” They chuckled and talked some more, Ashton giving him looks to make him leave.

When he had finally left, Ashton grabbed her hand and pulled her towards the kitchen, the smell of tomato and garlic filling her nostrils. She smiled when she noticed the bouquet of flowers that adorned their table, two plates and glasses set.

“Wow.” She breathed out as she grabbed the flowers and smelled them, her eyes closing.

“Sit, baby.” He smiled as he pulled her chair out kissed the top of her head as he went back and poured wine in her glass.

“Liquor store brand, huh? None of that fancy shit tonight?” Ashton blushed as she laughed and grabbed his arm. The tension began to build in that moment and the room began to get hot, but she wasn’t sure that it was because of the candles.

“We were in Paris, you deserve the best.” She took a sip of her wine as Ashton made their plates and sat across from her. They talked about her day at work, about how her boss had been an asshole to her and another girl. They talked about Calum and Jess, how they needed to get married already. Then he went on to talk about their date in Paris. The way that she had giggled as the rain drenched them and had ruined her hair and sweater, but it had been one of the best dates he’d taken her on in the last couple months.

“So you’re saying nothing will beat that, huh?” He smirked, his plan going along just fine.

“Baby, it was so romantic.” Her eyes were glistening in the candle light, the wine playing part in her giggly state. She began to hum along to the music playing softly as she held her glass close to her lips, her foot reaching Ashton’s thigh as he squirmed in his seat.

“Not yet baby. Patience.” He smirked and got up, picking up the dishes and leaving them on the sink. Ashton filled their glasses again, turning off the lights and candles as he grabbed her hand and walked towards the back of the house. The soft sounds of Elvis and Frank Sinatra continued to come through the speakers in their house as they got there and she gasped, a smile creeping up to her lips. Ashton had the fireplace on, candles placed and lit in almost every surface he could place one. There was roses set on each of the tables, the glass window facing the hill as the moon shone in along with the city lights. The was placed strategically on a hill where the city could be overlooked.

“You will never cease to surprise me. Anne taught you well.” She reached up to his cheek and gave him a kiss as she placed her glass on the table, Ashton doing the same.

“Dance with me?” He pulled her body to his, placing his hands on her waist as she placed hers on his shoulders, Frank coming through the speakers again. They moved in sync as he grabbed her hand to twirl her, her hair flowing as she threw her head back in another fit of giggles. Ashton knew that he had made the right decision when he married her. His eyes filled with love at the sight of her smile and how relaxed she looked. She was aware that he was staring as she raised an eyebrow in question with the smile never leaving her lips.

“I just love you so much. I’m so lucky to have you.”

“I’m the lucky one, bub. Because after traveling the world you still choose to come back home, back to me.” He kissed her lips and pulled her closer again, his chest flush against hers. Her hands instantly found themselves on his neck, her fingers pulling slightly on his hair. Ashton moved his hands up to her back as she winced when he pulled her in tighter.

“Are you alright?” He trailed kisses down her neck as he asked, his hands still on her back.

“Work has my muscles a mess, that’s all.”

Ashton moved his mouth from her skin as she pouted and he laughed. He turned her around and unzipped her dress, his fingers trailing down her spine as she shuddered, goosebumps raising on her skin. He kissed her neck as he pulled her hair aside and let the dress pool at her feet, his eyes instantly raking her body up and down.

“Lay on your stomach on the rug, I’ll be right back.” She removed her bra and laid on her stomach on the rug as Ashton instructed, his footsteps getting closer to the living room again.

“Holy shit. I need to take a picture of this.” They laughed as he moved in front of her and snapped a picture “This will get me through the next tour.” He left his phone back on the table and straddled her, the denim rubbing on her bare thighs as she grumbled.

“Why are you still wearing clothes?” Ashton chuckled as he dropped some oil on the palm of his hand, rubbing his hands together to warm it up. When his hands touched her back as he began to massage the knots, she dropped her forehead to the ground with a loud moan.

“Oh gosh, that feels so good.” Ashton’s calloused fingers would leave a red mark everytime he pressed too hard, forgetting that she bruised easily. He continued this until he felt no more knots, her body heavy with how relaxed she felt. A sigh escaped her lips as Ashton began to kiss down her spine, his fingers tracing her sides. When he reached the hem of her panties he stopped, unbuttoning the pink shirt he wore.

“No, stay like this.” Ashton placed his hand on the bottom of her spine, keeping her in that position as he removed his pants as quick as he could. When he was in only his boxers, he returned his attention to her body, trailing more kisses up her spine and to her neck. She giggled as his curls tickled her lightly. He moved back down and removed her underwear, his fingers slipping between her legs.

“So wet already babygirl.” A moan left her lips as she lifted her head and turned to look at Ashton as he rubbed his finger on her clit. He felt his boxers become tighter at the sight in front him; her eyes were hooded as her bottom lip was caught between her teeth.

“I don’t want to ever forget how you look when I’m working you like this.” His words elicited another moan from her, her head returning back to its place. The room felt hotter than before as the pressure began to build in the pit of her stomach when Ashton inserted a finger inside her, slow enough make her whine at him to go faster.

“I don’t want to rush this baby, I want to love you all night long.” She melted at his words as she let herself go and came around his finger. He removed his hand and slid his boxers off, pumping himself a couple times before straddling her again.

“Lift up a little.” Ashton placed a hand on her hip, lifting her a little off the floor as he thrust in her, moans leaving both of their lips. He began to move slowly as they adjusted to each other, her walls clenching around him.

“I love taking you like this, so pretty under me.” His thrusts were slow, the position making it feel better for both of them.

“I love it too, but the rug burns are not gonna look pretty.” She laughed as he agreed and pulled out, both gasping. Ashton got on his knees, as he helped her get up and instructed her to get on her knees with her back to him. He positioned himself under her, the tip of his dick rubbing her clit. She sunk down on his dick, moaning again. Ashton grabbed her hips as his other hand was on her breasts and his mouth on her back and neck as he bucked his hips up to meet hers.

“Oh my.” Her nails dug on the skin of his thigh as she ground her hips on him when he placed a hand on her neck, the cold silver a contrast to her hot and clammy skin.

“You feel so good.” He moaned as she threw her head back, their thrusts getting sloppy as Ashton felt he couldn’t last much longer. He moved his hand from her neck to her clit, rubbing circles as she clenched again “Come for me baby.”

“Fuck Ash I-” She came around his dick as she moaned his name, her body shaking on top of him as he came too, his fingers digging on her hips then he wrapped them around her, kissing her shoulders and neck. They sat and let themselves catch their breath as Ashton kept kissing her neck, his dick still inside of her.

“If you don’t move I’m gonna get hard again.” He chuckled as she got up and he moved back, the empty feeling going away fast. Ashton pulled his boxers on and handed her his pink button up and her underwear and watched get dressed, his heart growing more than he thought possible.

“You in that shirt does things to me.” He grabbed the throw pillows and blanket from the couch and laid down next to her on the floor, turning the music off and putting on a movie, knowing that they both would drift off to sleep soon.

“You without clothes does things to me.” She kissed the tip of his nose and she found her place on his chest, their legs wrapping around each other “Thank you. Thank you for dinner, for being so romantic and never letting my bad moods ruin us. It’s not Paris, but dare I say that this was better.”

Ashton laughed as he hugged her tighter, leaving a kiss on the top of her head “Anywhere with you feels like Paris.”

tags: @slimthicccal @grinchluke @hotmessmichael @xxfuckmecalumxx @angelbbycal @calthesensation @cashton-queen @happycrimiscalum @irwinkitten @thecashtonexpress @heaven-high-water @uncrownedqueeen @lukesflaredpants @boytoynamedcalum @mistletoemichael @norawashere @calumhampton @hoe4hemmo

[persephonelovesbts]

Little One

Taehyung x Reader 

One Shot

Rating: mature

Category: 💞🆘

Warnings: Daddy kink, age regression, non-sexual age regression, dom/sub 

Word Count: 7,239

AO3 link

Summary: Taehyung gets paired with the girl of his dreams for their dance showcase. She gets sick and can't practice for a week. he gets worried and takes her some soup... he never expected what happens next.

The professors were deciding who would do what at the end of the year showcase.  I was probably going to get a solo.  Professors never like pairing me with people or putting me in groups because other people hold me back.  It was finally time for them to make the announcements.  They started with the group acts, which I tuned out because that has nothing to do with me.  Then they announced the duets, which I also was ignoring.  Well… that is until they called my name.

“Kim Taehyung and YLN YFN.”  One of the professors announced.

My heart stops.  YLN YN.  They paired me with YLN YN.  The adorable girl who is a triple threat like me.  The girl who I’ve wanted since I laid eyes on her.  The girl who is walking towards me right now with a beautiful smile on her face.  Fuck.  Fuck.

“Hi.”  A soft melodious voice fills my ears.

“Hi,”  I say back.  “I guess we’re partners.”  I can’t say that I’m upset about this, even though I never do duets.

She giggles.  It takes everything in me not to melt into a puddle at her feet.  “I wasn’t expecting to be in a duet.”

“Me neither.”  Fuck, she is so cute.  How does this beautiful creature exist?

“So, when are you free to discuss ideas?  I wasn’t prepared for a duet.”  She smiles up at me.

She’s so small.  She barely comes up to my shoulder.  I could throw her all over the place with ease.  I’d probably break her if I fucked her.  I wonder if she’s a virgin.  She looks so sweet and innocent- No.  Stop that.  This is not the time for those kinds of thoughts.  “I’m free now actually.  We could go to the coffee shop on campus.”

She smiles brightly, “Sure sounds good.  Just let me go grab my bag and text my roommate to let him know.”  She skipped away to her stuff.  

Him?  Her roommate is a him?  Maybe it was a mistake.  I mean if she had a boyfriend or if this roommate was her boyfriend she would have said ‘boyfriend,’ right?  She comes back up to me and smiles.  Fuck, that smile is so perfect.  I hope she doesn’t have a boyfriend.  

“Um, Tae?”

She called me Tae.  That’s so sweet.  Wait she’s talking to me, fuck.  “Sorry, what?”

She giggles, “I asked if you were ready.”

“Oh, yeah.  I didn’t have class today.  I just came for the announcements.  Did you drive here?”  I say as we walk out of the dance hall.

“No, I walked.  I don’t have a car.”  She doesn’t have a car?  So, I can take her home?  Fuck yes.

“Do you always walk to and from class?”  I inquire.  Maybe if I date her, she’ll let me pick her up and take her home every day.  That would be so great.

“No, Jimin has a car and he picks me up when I have late classes.”

“Jimin?”  

I must have said it with more malice in my voice than I intended because she smirks up at me.  “Yeah.  My roommate.  Park Jimin.”  She chuckles.  No, not giggles.  Chuckles.  She’s fucking with me and she knows it.  She’s being snarky, not cute.

“Hold up.  Wait, Park Jimin?  The singer and dancer.  The one who is simultaneously the sexiest and most adorable guy in our year?  That Park Jimin?”  I sound like a fanboy, but that shit is facts.

She falls into me as she laughs.  Yeah, it has to be that Park Jimin because he does the same thing when he laughs.  Fuck.  “Yes.  That Park Jimin.”  She says when she composes herself enough to make words.  She’s so cute.

I grunt in response.  Fuck.  I have no chance.  Poor Jungkook is going to be devastated too.  We don’t speak the rest of the way to the coffee shop.  She has this devious smirk on her face the rest of the walk there.  Once we get there, we sit in one of the booths.  “Do you want anything?”

“No.  I’m good.”  She smiles at me.  

She looks different.  She’s not wearing her cute smile.  It’s still quite devious.  “Hmm.”  I nod at her.  “I don’t drink coffee.  I just like the atmosphere here.”  I say as I lean back on my side of the booth.

She smirks and leans forward, “So… would you like me to set you up with Jimin?  He’s currently single and ready to mingle.  And the one guy he’s into, he’s too much of a chicken shit to say anything to.”

I blink at her.  Did she just say those words to me?  “Um… no.  I’m not gay.  And my roommate would kill me.”  Then a bright ray of hope hit me.  “Wait, he’s gay?”

She chuckles, “No.  Bi.  Who’s your roommate?  Maybe I can help them out.”

Bi.  That’s not gay enough.  They could still have been a thing.  But, apparently, they don’t now if she’s trying to set him up.  “Jeon Jungkook.”

She gasps.  Her mouth turns into a sexy little o and holy fuck do I want to put my dick between those pretty lips.  “No fucking way!”  Now I really want to fuck her dirty little mouth.  She needs to watch herself with the swearing.  “Jeon Jungkook!  That’s the guy Jimin is crushing on!”  Her voice raises an octave.

“Really?”  I ask excitedly.  “We should totally set them up.”  Maybe if I can get Jungkook with Jimin I won’t have to worry about him being with YN.  

“Oh my gosh yes!”  She reaches across the table to grab my hand as she speaks.  Her smile is so big.  She’s so adorable.  

Her hand is like fucking ice though, “Are you cold?”  Is it cold in here?  I know I don’t get as cold as other people, but I usually am aware if it’s cold for others.  It actually feels quite warm from the hot drinks in the shop.

She quickly pulls her hand away and pulls her sleeve down over her hand.  “Sorry.  I’m cold natured.”  She smiles shyly.  Note to self: always have a jacket when hanging out with YN, just in case.  “Any ideas for the dance?”  She quickly changes the subject.

Weird.  “Um… I don’t know.  Maybe lovers-”

“No.”  She deadpans, interrupting me.

If she were mine, I’d drag her ass home and take her over my knee.  “You didn’t even hear my idea,”  I say as calmly as possible.

Considering the gleam in her eye, it wasn’t very calm, “Lovers fighting, lovers falling in love, lovers being torn apart, lovers coming back together after being apart, lovers who once friends.  It’s all been done before.  Everyone is going to do that.  So, no.”  She crosses her arms.

Brat.  “Well, what do you want to do?”

The smirk on her face tells me she’s enjoying this.  “Not lovers.”  She pulls out her phone and starts typing.  From the way she’s looking at her phone and typing I can tell she is texting.

She knows what she’s doing to me, “How about a story about a bratty girl who gets punished?”

She freezes and slowly meets my gaze, “Lame.”  She says impassively.

What the fuck?  Lame?  That was meant to be a threat!  “Who are you texting?  I thought you wanted to talk about the dance?”

She smirks up at me, “Why do you care?”  I just stare at her and try to keep myself from glaring too hard.  “It’s Jimin.  He’s freaking out about Jungkook.”

“So, he’s your roommate?”  I should NOT have asked that.

“Yeah.”

“Just your roommate?”  What the fuck?  Shut up.  That’s so obvious.  Why am I allowed to speak?

She looks up at me through her long eyelashes, “Depends on what you mean by that?”

Shit.  Now I have to know.  “Have you ever fooled around with him?”

She gazes at me, “Are you sure you want to know the answer to that?”

“If I didn’t, I wouldn’t ask.”  That’s a lie.  No.  I don’t want to know.  Because form how she said that I know the answer is yes.

She chuckles, “Yes.  He’s been my best friend since we were kids.  He was my first everything.”  

Fuck.  Nope.  Can’t have that.  I have to get rid of him.  I have to get him and Jungkook together and maybe they’ll move in together and Jimin will be out of the way.  

She smirks at me.  “Jealous?”  My stupid face must have given me away.

Yes!  “Why would I be?”  I try to contort my face into something that doesn’t look angry, jealous, or disappointed.

“I don’t know, but your face sure as hell looks that way.”  She chuckles.

I miss her being adorable and cute and giggly.  This is a whole other side of her.  I think I like it.  In an I-want-to-fuck-it-out-of-her sort of way.  She’s a teasing little brat and those can be quite fun.  If she’s teasing me, maybe that means she’s at least somewhat interested in me.  I smirk at her, “Do you want me to be jealous?”

She tilts her head, “Nah.  But I need to get home.  Jimin is losing his mind right now.”  She stands.

“What about the dance?”

“We can talk about it later.  Come on let’s set our roommates up.”  She takes my hand and pulls me up and walks me out of the coffee shop.  Her ice-cold hands make my heart race.

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It’s a week later.  Jimin and Jungkook have been officially set up as of yesterday.  YN and I decided to do something very dramatic for our showcase: an angel of death dance.  For most of the dance, it looks like I’m the angel of death, but in the end, it will be her.  We also got permission to do our song and drama finals as part of the dance.  We are both triple threats after all.  It is a big ordeal we are taking on, but it will be amazing.  

Rehearsals the past week have been… interesting.  YN was an excellent dancer and her singing voice is a gift from the gods.  It was really nice to be able to hold her and dance with her and move her body around.  Honestly, I liked it in more than just a sexual way, although we did have a few heated moments in the dance that left us both breathless.  She always smirked at me in those moments.  I had to use every ounce of self-control I had not to kiss her in those moments, even just to wipe the smirk off her face.  Not that I don’t think she would like it, if anything she’s been inviting it. I just don’t want our first kiss to be because of the dance.  It can be intense dancing with someone and you get the adrenaline rush and you feel like you’re on cloud nine.  I want it to be because we both want it not because we’re feeling the rush.

She was a hard worker and would get frustrated when she messed up.  If I messed up though, she was encouraging, kind and supportive.  Her hard-working nature though was not always the best.  She has been coughing a lot but has so far refused to go to the doctor and says she’s fine.  One day it got so bad that I ended practice early.  When she tried to refuse, I walked out of the studio because she couldn’t really practice without me.  Surprisingly, it worked.  After a minute, she stomped out of the studio after me and asked me to give her a ride.  

As I’m getting ready to head to our rehearsal today, she texts me.

[9:29 am YN]: I’m sick.  Can’t come to rehearsal.

She must be really sick if she’s not coming to rehearsal.

[9:30 am Me]: Oh, hope you feel better.  You going to the doctor?

[9:31 am YN]: Yeah Jimin is taking me now.

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That was the last text I received from her for a week.  I mean I get it, she’s sick, but she could at least tell me what’s wrong, how long until she gets better, all that.  But no.  I noticed Jungkook was mopey too because he hasn’t seen Jimin in that time as well.  Maybe he got sick as well?  Lucky for them classes were canceled for the week, so everyone could start getting their ideas together for the showcase.  

Jungkook has been on his phone a lot lately when he isn’t at his own rehearsals.  He got a solo for the singing portion of the showcase.  “Hey, Kook, have you heard from Jimin?”

“Yeah, I’m texting him now.”  He mumbles without looking away from the phone.

“Is he sick too?”

He shakes his head, “No, but YN really is and he’s taking care of her.  He said she’s a real baby when she’s sick.”  He looks at me now and wags his eyebrows.

“Shut up.”  I sneer, “So, she’s not contagious?”  I ask.

“I guess not.”  He’s now typing quickly.  “Jimin says she won’t let him leave her side though.”

“So, if I were to… say… take her some soup… do you think that would be okay?”  I ask.

Jungkook raises an eyebrow at me, “She’s sick, perv.”

“Fuck you!”  I yell, “What are you even insinuating?”

He gives me a knowing look, “I know how much you like babygirls.  Jimin says she is one.”

My heart stops.  “And Jimin knows that... how?”  I say through clenched teeth.

Jungkook rolls his eyes, “Hyung-”

“How Kook!?”  I yell.

He lets out a breath, “They’re best friends.  You really think they don’t know that shit about each other?  Also, they were each other’s first everything.  You knew that.”

“So, you wouldn’t be mad if Jimin was her Daddy or Master or Sir or whatever?”  I’m shaking with anger now.  

He just sighs, rolls his eyes, and ignores me.  

“I’m taking her soup.  Don’t tell Jimin.”

“Hyung-”

“Don’t tell him, Kook!”  I say from the door as I slam it shut.

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As I walk up to her apartment with the soup I bought, I try to calm myself.  There is nothing going on between them.  They’re friends and roommates.  I knock on the door.  Jimin is with Jungkook.  It’s fine.  When the door opens, a half-naked Jimin answers.  Just friends, nothing more.  Dance partners have seen each other in less clothing.

“Taehyung?  What are you doing here?”  He asks with big surprised eyes.

Good to know Jungkook will still do what I ask even if it means not telling his boyfriend stuff.  “I brought YN soup.  She must super sick if she isn’t even able to pick up the phone.”  I say as calmly as I can.  Although there is some tension in the last sentence, I may be a little salty.

“Oh, that’s so nice-”

“Daddyyyy!  Come back to bed!”  YN’s whiney voice comes from inside.

Jimin closes his eyes and lets out an exasperated breath.  Before he can say anything though I turn to leave.  Fuck this.  Just friends my left ass cheek.  No friend calls the other Daddy.  “Wait, Taehyung!”  

I feel him grab my arm, I yank it away, “Don’t touch me.”

“Listen, it’s not what you think-”

“What the fuck else could it be?” I turn back and step close to him as I yell, “ You’re fucking naked, she’s calling you daddy and asking you to come back to bed.  She’s not sick.  She’s fucking around with you.”  I try to walk away again.  I can’t believe this.  Why would she not tell me?  Was she just leading me on?  Oh fuck, does Jungkook know?  Is that why he didn’t answer the question about being mad if Jimin were her daddy?  Are they all in some weird polyamorous thing?  If they were wouldn’t Jungkook be here too?  Jungkook would have told me that, wouldn’t he?  He’s full gay though so I guess not.  Still, is Jimin that good that Jungkook would allow this?  Does he have that much control over my friend?

Jimin grabs my arm again, tighter this time, “You’re wrong.  She is sick.”  He looks as though he’s trying to compose himself, “She has the flu.  She’s a big baby when she’s sick.  I swear.”

“Oh okay.”  I say with fake understanding as I turn to him, “Then why the fuck is she calling you daddy?”  I glare at him.  That’s not just being a baby, that’s being his baby.  “And isn’t that contagious?”

He looks me over for a moment, “It’s complicated.  And not anymore she’s medicated and I got a flu shot so I didn’t catch it.”  He has a calculating look on his face, “Just come with me.”  He pulls me.  When I resist, he glares at me, “Just fucking come on!”  He yanks harder and I follow.  

Once inside he takes the soup from me and puts it on the counter.  I follow him to a door, he stops before opening it and turns to me.  “She’s really sick so try not to stare at her.  And she’s…”  He takes a breath, “You’ll see.”  He opens the door and steps halfway through the door, keeping me shielded from the girl inside.

“Daddy, I’m cold.”  She whines.  My heart aches.  She has the sweetest voice.  The word ‘Daddy’ sounds so good in her voice.  If only that word were directed at me.  A fresh pang of jealousy hits me.

“I know baby, but there’s someone here to see you.”  He says in a soft voice.  A nurturing daddy voice.  

He opens the door so that I can now see into the room.  There on the full-sized bed I see YN.  She is definitely sick.  She looks like she hasn’t slept in days with the dark circles around her eyes and flushed cheeks from her fever.

Her eyes go wide when she sees me, “T-Tae?”  She looks confused.  “W-what are you doing here?”  Her voice isn’t the same as it was when she talked to Jimin, much to my disappointment.

“He brought you soup,”  Jimin informs her as he goes and sits on the bed next to her.  “Are you hungry?  Will you try to eat?”  She looks at him with big eyes and pouty lips and shakes her head.  Melting.  I’m melting.  That was the cutest thing ever.  God, I wish she looked at me like that.  “Well, I need to go to the store baby.  Can Tae-ah stay here with you?”  She shakes her head quickly.  “Babygirl, you’re going to go back to sleep anyway.”

“But I’m cold.”  She whines.  She’s covered in blankets, is wearing a hoodie, and I can’t see her lower half, but I would bet all my money that she’s wearing sweatpants and thick socks as well.  How the hell is she cold?  I know she’s cold natured but damn.

Jimin smiles softly and feels her forehead, “You still have a fever that’s why.  Tae is a good cuddler though.  Kookie told me.  He can keep you warm.”  Jimin looks at me expectantly.  

Why the fuck are he and Jungkook talking about my cuddling skills?  This is really starting to sound like a weird polyamorous thing.  Oh shit, I’m supposed to say something.  I swallow.  I slowly walk over to the other side of the bed and squat down by YN’s face.  “Will you let me keep you warm, little one?”  The words just came out.  It was instinct.  My eyes flicker to Jimin, but he looks happy rather than mad.  Interesting, most daddies are pretty territorial.  I know I am.  If anyone said something like that to my babygirl without my explicit permission, I’d rip them a new asshole.  Then again, I haven’t had a babygirl in years.  

YN stares at me with big eyes for a moment.  She looks at Jimin curls into Jimin, I try not to be disappointed but…

He sighs, “Baby, Daddy needs to go get food.  You need crackers and more soup.  Tae brought a lot but you’ll need more when it runs out.”

“Not hungry.”  She mumbles into his chest.  She’s cute even when she’s bratty.  I prefer this kind of brattiness over the brattiness she shows me when she’s big YN.  She looks so small, curled into Jimin, and Jimin isn’t exactly a big guy.

“Daddy needs food too.  Do you want Daddy to starve?”  He asks a bit dramatically.  

She looks at him with a pout and shakes her head.  

“Well, then I need to go to the store.  Tae-ah will take good care of you, won’t you?”  He looks at me again.

I smile warmly at the small girl who’s clinging to another man, “Yes, I won’t leave your side little one.”  She doesn’t know this, but I mean ever not just until Jimin gets back.  If she’d let me, I’d stay with her forever.  When she looks back at me, she nods slowly.

A huge smile spreads across Jimin’s face, “You’re such a big girl.”  He says in his loving daddy voice then leans down and kisses her face multiple times.  She smiles brightly and giggles.  Even though she’s sick, I can tell how much she loves Jimin.  I want that.  Jimin untangles himself from his babygirl, stands, and looks at me, “She feels cold because of the fever, but to you, she will feel like a furnace.  I would suggest at least taking your shirt off.” He stares at me expectantly.  When I do nothing, he waves a hand at me.  

This is why I am a dom, because I don’t like this, but I roll my eyes and take off my shirt and crawl in the bed with YN.  You know YN?  The girl of my dreams?  Yeah her.  I’m in bed with her.  Strangely, because her daddy told me to.  But let’s ignore that fact.

Jimin smiles.  “I’ll be back soon.  Be a good girl.  Go back to sleep.”  He blows a kiss at her and she eats it.  I want that.

She rolls over to look at me.  Damn, she is so cute like this.  Her hair is all over the place, her cheeks are pink from her fever, her mouth is pouty, her eyes are big.  I open my arms to her and she smiles shyly before moving into them.  “You can watch TV.  I’m sleepy.”  She says in the sweetest baby voice.

My heart might explode.  This is a dream come true.  She nuzzles into my chest.  Holy shit she is like a furnace.  Who the fuck cares though?  Not me.  The girl of my dreams is a little and she’s cuddling with me.  I stroke her hair.  When she falls asleep I sneak a kiss on her forehead, because I am a weak man, and this is all I’ve ever wanted.  The only thing that could make this better is if Jimin just never came back.  I would take over as her daddy and all would be right with the world.  

All was not right with the world though, because he came back and popped my happy bubble.  “We’re not together or anything.”  He says from the doorway, now fully dressed from going out.

I nod but I don’t believe him.  I’m tempted to play with YN’s hair again, but now that Jimin is back, I don’t want to push any boundaries.  I’m lucky enough he’s allowing this at all.

He lets out a breath, “We’ve been best friends since we were little.  Her dad was never around, and her mom died when she was ten, so she came to live with my family after that.  So, growing up we always had each other.”  He looks down at her fondly, “She’s my family.  My parents kicked us out when they found out we were bi.  They were raising us to get married to each other but we both knew that wouldn’t happen.  We love each other, but we’re not in love.  We never were.”  He looks at me now.  “She regresses when she’s anxious or depressed, you know.  And she can’t help it when she’s sick.”

As amazing as all that sounds, there is just one thing that I have to know, “So, it’s not a sex thing?”  I ask.

He takes a breath, “Not right now.”

“So, it is other times?”  I refuse to look at him.

“Are you sure you want to know the answer to that?”  He asks hesitantly.

There’s my answer.  “You know, she asked the same damn thing.  Yes, I wouldn’t ask if I didn’t want to know.”  I say a bit too loud and YN whines a little but doesn’t wake up.

“Yes.”  He states.  “But not for a long time.”  My jaw hurts from how tight it’s clenched.  I can’t believe how jealous I am.  “Honestly though, I think it’s time for her to find a new Daddy.”  That grabs my attention.  “I have Kookie now and it’s not fair to him.  This whole week I’ve neglected him, and I feel like shit for it.”  He looks down at YN and runs his fingers through her soft hair, “I just couldn’t leave her.”  He looks sad.

After a beat, he stands.  “Will you wake her up and take her temperature?”  He points at the nightstand where the thermometer is, “I’m going to make her some soup.  Does she feel as hot to the touch?”

I gently touch her cheek, “She warm but not hot.”  Jimin nods and walks out.  I look at the sweet girl in my arms.  “Time to wake up, little one,”  I say softly as I shake her gently.  I would prefer to kiss her awake, but that seems inappropriate.  She burrows deeper into me.  I close my eyes and savor the moment for a second before trying again.  This time her eyes flutter open, “I need to take your temperature, baby.”  She stares at me for a moment then opens her mouth.  So fucking cute!  I place the thermometer in her mouth until it beeps.

“What’s it say?”  Jimin asks as he walks in with a bowl of soup.

“One hundred even,”  I tell him.

He smiles down at YN as he places the soup on the nightstand.  He crawls toward her, “Look at you.  Your fever is down.”  He says in his daddy voice.  Her fever must have been very high if he’s excited about it being one hundred.  She smiles giddily and buries her face in my chest, my heart swells.  “Will you try to eat now?”  She turns to look at him again and thinks for a moment, then nods as she sits up.  I feel cold now that she’s gone, which isn’t surprising because she was so hot that I’m covered in sweat.  I sit up too.  

Jimin hands her the soup.  She just stares at the soup and looks like she wants something.  Jimin chuckles, “Do you want to sit in Daddy’s lap?”  She looks at him and shakes her head.  Jimin raises an eyebrow and looks at me, “Do you want to sit in Tae’s lap?”  She nods her head quickly.  “Well go on.”  He takes the soup from her and she hides her face in her hands.  

“Oh, don’t get all shy on me now, little one,”  I say as I lean over and pull her into my lap.  She giggles as I do so and my heart soars.  

She eats about half of the soup then sits very still.  Jimin looks at her for a moment, “You okay, babygirl?”  She doesn’t move.  “Are you going to throw up.”  She hesitates for a long time before she shakes her head.  “Are you done eating?”  She nods.  “Do you want to lay back down?”  She nods and leans back into me, “Are you sure you’re not going to throw up?”  She hesitates again then nods her head.  

I move so that she and I are both laying down again.  This time we’re spooning and facing Jimin.  She takes Jimin’s hand and closes her eyes.  Jimin gazes at her fondly.  How could he not be in love with her when he looks at her like that?  How could he not be in love with her when she looks at him like that?  I would kill to have her look at me the ways she looks at him.  Jimin taps my arm to pull me out of my thoughts.  He jerks his head toward the door.  She must be asleep.

I follow him out of the room and into the kitchen.  “You hungry?”  he asks me.  “I was going to make something, you’re welcome to stay.”  He is a very kind person.

“Sure.”  I stand in the kitchen awkwardly.

“So, you’re a daddy too?”  He asks.  As if things between us aren’t awkward enough.

“Yeah.”  I rub the back of my neck.

“And you’re interested in YN?”  

I look down, “Yeah.”

He doesn’t say anything, so I look up.  He’s smiling at me, he hums and continues wandering around the kitchen preparing food for us.  “What kind of daddy are you?”

“Uh…” I hesitate.  I never really thought about that. 

He faces me again with a very stern face, “Are you a sadist?”

My eyebrows pull together in confusion.  That’s a very specific question.  “Uh, no.”  He just stares at me with the same stern look.  Seriously, fuck other doms and their bullshit. “I mean I believe in spanking as a punishment.  I don’t necessarily get off from hurting people though.  It’s more of that it gets the other person off, that gets me.  I’ve never really done much more than that by way of pain punishment.”

He stares at me for a moment longer, then nods and smiles again, “Good.  YN isn’t into that stuff.”  He starts chopping vegetables.  “By the way, I’m trained in kendo and judo.”  He glances back at me, “If you hurt her, you’ll have to deal with me.”  He says with a smile.  Not his signature cute smile that I’ve seen before.  No, this is an evil deadly smile.  For someone so small, he can be pretty scary.  The way he is with YN, I definitely don’t doubt he would follow through on his threat.  For some reason, I’m quite glad that he would do anything for YN.  But can I just say, what the fuck is up with these two and their bipolar personalities?

“I would never intentionally hurt her,”  I tell him.

He turns back to his cooking.  “I don’t think you would.”

That was reassuring.  He continued to cook in silence.  When he was finished, we sat in the living room.  We sat in silence as we ate.  It was a comfortable silence.  

When he was finished eating, Jimin sat back and eyed me.  “So, you don’t have anyone at the moment?”

I raised an eyebrow at him, “No.”  He just looks at me expectantly.  He does this a lot.  I let out a breath, “Not for a long time.”  Again, he just looks at me.  He just expects an elaboration.  “Why do you do that?  Just stare and wait for me to elaborate?”

He smiles shyly, “Sorry.  It’s out of habit.”  I stare at him mocking his expectant expression.  He lets out a laugh, “I’ve been in daddy mode for a while now, so I just…”  He waves his hand around.

“But you don’t give YN that look.”

He thinks for a moment, “Hmm, I guess I don’t.”  He laughs quietly to himself.

“She’s special to you,”  I say without thinking.

He smiles the smile that seems to be reserved for YN, “She is.”  He looks at me, “What happened to your other baby…” He looks at me for a moment, “girls?”  He raises an eyebrow.

“Just girls yes.”  I look away from him, “The last one…”  I take a breath, “We didn’t have an exclusive relationship.”  I can feel his glare on me, but I don’t worry about it.  “She left me for another man.  I was too much for her.  I’m a very caring daddy and I am daddy at all times.  I didn’t expect her to be little all the time, but I wanted to always take care of her and I expected her to follow certain rules….”  I swallow thinking about her.  Her long dark hair, her pretty brown eyes.  “She didn’t want that.  It wasn’t like she was just being bratty…” I shake my head, “I like bratty sometimes, it keeps things interesting.  But I was just a good fuck to her and that’s all she really wanted.”  I feel I hand on my shoulder.  When I turn, I see Jimin’s kind eyes and sympathetic smile.  I nod at him.

“Jimin.”  YN’s hoarse voice comes from behind us.  I watch Jimin’s eyes go wide.  We both stand and turn to the girl.  She’s rubbing her eyes.  When she’s done, she looks between the two of us with wide eyes.  “Taehyung?  W-wha-”  

Jimin quickly moves to her.  He stands so that he is shielding her from me.  I can hear him whispering to her.  After a moment he steps back with his hands resting on her neck.  She looks at me with wide, scared eyes.  Then she looks back at Jimin and shakes her head and grabs onto Jimin’s arms.

He lifts her and wraps her legs around his waist.  “Just a sec Tae.  Don’t leave.”  He says without looking at me then disappears into YN’s room.  Weird.  If this turns out to be some weird polyamorous cult, I’m moving to Russia.

They’ve been in there for thirty minutes.  I should probably leave.  This is weird.  What are they doing?  Why are they taking so long?  Are they discussing bringing me into their polyamorous cult?

Then I hear YN scream, “No!”

Jimin runs out of the room, “Tae-”

“No, Jimin, please,”  YN says now following after him.  She coughs.

“YN he’ll be good for you, good to you.”  Jimin turns back to her.  “I’m going to leave you two alone-”

“No!”  she reaches for him, but he pulls away.

“Baby, I can’t…”  he takes a breath.  He looks like he’s in pain.  “I have Kookie now.  It’s so hard with both of you… I just-”

“I’ll be a good girl.  I promise.  I’ll-I’ll stop being needy.  I’ll let you spend more time with Kookie.  Please just don’t leave me.”  She begs.  Leave her?  He plans on leaving her.  This isn’t a polyamorous cult then at least.

“I’m just leaving for now.  I live here, I’m coming back.”  Maybe not.

“You’re forcing me to be with him.  I don’t want him.  I don’t need anyone else.”  Ouch.  That hurts.  I should go.  This is private.  

I slowly inch toward the door, “Don’t fucking leave, Tae!”  Jimin shouts at me in a dominating tone.

I freeze.  

“He’s no Daddy if he listens to you!”  YN shouts.

I turn my head slowly to her; my face must convey my irritation because she cowers slightly.  “You think that because I listen to him that I’m not a daddy?  I listen out of respect.  He is your daddy, I am respecting any boundaries he sets for me concerning you.  Because I would love nothing more than to be near you and you belong to him, so I consider myself lucky that he lets me come close to you.  I’m not going to jeopardize that to prove my dominance.”

She stares at me.  Her face seems to flicker between YN and little YN.  She seems confused.  Like she wants to be mine, to submit to me, but like she’s scared to do it.

“Baby,”  Jimin says gently.  “You do want him.”  she shakes her head at him.  “You chose to sit in his lap over mine.  You were little with him-”

“That wasn’t a dream?”  She says in a small voice.

“Please, give him a chance.”  

She shakes her head, tears fill her eyes.  “I’m sorry.  I’ll be good.  I swear.  Daddy please-”

“No, YN!”  Jimin shouts.  “I am not leaving you.  You are my best friend.  The only family I have.  I will never leave you.  But I need you to try again.  I can’t be your daddy-”

“No!”  YN screams as she begins to sob.

Jimin closes his eyes and steps further away from her.  “He’s a good daddy-”

She shakes her head.  “I don’t care!”

I watch Jimin’s jaw clench.  “He’s not Namjoon!”  he yells.  YN freezes and starts breathing raggedly.  “You didn’t listen to me about him.”  Tears well in Jimin’s eyes, “You didn’t listen, and he hurt you.  Tae is not like that.  Just listen to me, for once in your life!”  He shouts.  Jimin’s words shock me.  He thinks that highly of me.  It’s like he’s trying to give me YN.  They stare at each other for a moment.

YN starts coughing.  Jimin looks strained, then he turns and runs out of the apartment.  “No!”  YN lunges towards him but ends up falling.  I quickly move to her.  “Get away from me.”  I ignore her and wrap my arms around her.  “Stop.”  She struggles against me.  I move to sit and pull her into my lap.  Eventually, she stops resisting and sobs into my chest.

I don’t know what I did in a past life to deserve this but clearly, I did something pretty damn good to have the girl of my dreams just given to me.  Jimin didn’t even say anything to me, he basically just handed her to me.  Granted he handed her to me sobbing for him, but beggars can’t be choosers.  I still think it’s strange that he would do this at all.  He barely knows me and yet he knows that I would be good to her.  It looked like it really hurt him to leave.  He must really trust me if he was willing to do all this.  

YN starts coughing, so I rub her back gently.  “Tae.”  She croaks.  I look down at her.  “Why are you here?”

“I brought you soup.”  That is why I came.  I brought the soup because I’m totally in love with her but that’s weird to say.

She lets out a weak laugh, “Why did you stay?”

Why did I stay?  “I don’t know.”  I shrug, “I wanted to take care of you.  I wanted to be with you.”  I say honestly.

“Why?”  She looks at me with fear in her eyes.

“I don’t know.”  I gaze down at her.  “There’s just something about you.”  I run my thumb along her jawline, “The first time I saw you…”  I smile as I remember, “You were wearing a light blue dress with flowers on it.  You had a flower crown on.  You probably don’t know what I’m talking about because the first time I saw you, I don’t think you saw me.  But you were sitting at the coffee shop.  You were reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, probably for the hundredth time.  A girl tripped and dropped her books and drink and you, without any hesitation, jumped up and helped her.  You just put your book down, without saving your spot and helped her.  I know a reader when I see one and not saving your spot is a big deal.”  I chuckle,  “Don’t think I’m creepy, but I watched you from afar for a long time before I introduced myself.  You were so beautiful and I thought you couldn’t possibly be as kind as you seemed.  I watched you stay after practices and help people with choreo.  I watched you bring tea to your groupmates when you were working on songs and their voices were strained.”  Her eyebrows furrow.  “I’m sorry, that’s weird.  It was just so outrageous to think you could be perfect.”  I Brush her hair away from her face, “You were the sweetest cutest girl I ever saw.”  I breathe a laugh, “That is until I got partnered with you.  I got to see this whole other side of you.  One I assume you reserve for people who are close to you, people you feel really comfortable around.  The snarky, bratty side of you.”  I shake my head and I can’t hold back my smile, “And that made you so much more perfect.  Every time I learn something new about you, you just become more perfect.”

She shakes her head, “I’m not perfect.”  She whispered.

“You are to me,”  I whisper back.  “I won’t hurt you.  I swear, I will never hurt you.”  

Fresh tears fill her eyes.  “What did Jimin tell you?”

“Nothing.”  I shake my head, “He asked me what kind of daddy I was.  He asked if I was a sadist.  And he just told you that I wasn’t Namjoon.  So, I assume all of those things are connected.”  Her lip quivered.   “You don’t have to tell me.”  I cup her cheek.

She swallows and looks deep into my eyes, “If you want me, you have to know.”  She whispers.  She takes a deep breath and looks straight ahead, “Namjoon was the only other daddy that I’ve had.  I found him at some bar.  He was funny and had a dimpled smile.  He was clumsy and sweet.  Everything was great…”  She bites her lip, “He was kinky.”  I can’t help how my grip on her tightens a little.  “He-” Her voice breaks, “He tied me up and blindfolded me, which was fine.”  She pauses for a long time.  She starts to tremble, and I hold her tighter.  “He caned me.”  Her voice is barely above a whisper, “I used the safeword, but he didn’t stop.”  Anger bubbles in me. 

I brush my fingers through her hair.  “Where is he now?”  My voice comes out thick and gravely.

“Don’t worry, Jimin made him suffer.”  She says with an unconvincing smile.

“That’s not what I asked.”  My voice comes out a bit harsher than I intended.

She takes a deep breath, “He transferred to some other school.  I don’t know which one and I don’t care to know.”

“What does he look like?”

“Why do you c-”

“Because I need to know just in case we run into him.”  So, I can kill him.

She shakes her head.

I close my eyes and take a breath, “Sorry.  I just- We’ll discuss it another time.”

She starts coughing.  

“There is something important we need to discuss though,”  I say as I stand, lifting her with me.  I take her to her room.  I set her on her bed and grab the thermometer.  She opens her mouth.  Her temperature is now 102.  I pile blankets on her and climb into the bed with her.  I pull her close so that our noses are almost touching.  “I understand that Jimin is your safe haven.  He’s the only one who has always been there for you.”  I brush my thumb against her cheek, “But would you let me try to be there for you too?”

She looks at me for a long moment.  I think she’s going to say no.  That she’s going to tell me to get out, but she doesn’t.  After a few moments, she smiles softly and hides her face in my chest, “Yes, daddy.”  She says in that sweet voice I thought was only for Jimin.  My heart soars as I pull her closer and kiss the top of her head.

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Warmer In the Winter

Okay holy crap I didn’t know that this was a recommended blog for Polysanders fics... like ahh that’s amazing and it’s all thanks to you guys?? So seriously, thank you so much and I’m just a fangirling, giggly, happy mess rn which is amazing so thank you all so much.

Anyway, here’s a cute, fluffy Polysanders fic in honor of the fact that I’m in the middle of a heavy snowfall. 

Also, the title is named for Lindsey Stirling’s album, which I love (and yes I know it’s a Christmas album but she’s amazing).

Afterthoughts: That ending took forever, like wow... 

But I really just want to say thank you so much for reading this, you all are amazing, and thank you so much. See y’all soon, I hope!

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Summary: Winter fun with the Sanders Sides we all know and love!

Characters: Patton Sanders, Roman Sanders, Logan Sanders, and Virgil Sanders, (also dark sides are mentioned but literally for like a sentence or two, nothing much)

Pairing: Polysanders/LAMP, though there is a slight focus on analogical at a certain part

Warnings: none

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The thing that Logan woke up to was Virgil chasing a laughing Patton and Roman around the mindscape’s living room. The thing that he figured out had caused this somewhat annoying and yet amusing was Roman and Patton had been singing “Do You Want to Build A Snowman” from Frozen. They, stupidly, had sung it loudly enough to wake up their emo boyfriend. To be fair, they couldn’t help it. It was snowing outside, and there was a song about building a snowman from Disney. Logan would have laughed, but he was still tired and did not like being woken up.

Logan left the three emotional sides to go get himself some calming tea, but he remembered it was snowing and decided to make them all hot chocolate, with whipped cream and chocolate chips, instead. The three smelled the warm aroma, coming in and apologizing for waking him up. He laughed it off, happy that he and his boyfriends were doing okay. 

The four of them sat at their kitchen table, silently watching the gentle snow fall outside. They all observed the scenery, but each in different ways. 

Logan, for example, analyzed how the light from the sun reflected into his eyes to let him see the pale grays. He was fascinated at the snow itself, how each tiny dot was truly a different crystal that was never the same, but pretty in of itself.

Roman saw the swirls of the clouds that never failed to remind him of a tempest, and he loved the shades and colors. He was reminded of plays written in a time not quite forgotten, and he was reminded of just how much nature could truly inspire any artist.

Patton, too, saw the colors, and figured out what they reminded him of. The pale grey made him think of small, adorable kittens. The darker grays reminded him of Logan, the way that logic was mostly black and white but could still be brought into the realm of moral grays that Patton himself lived in. The whiteness was like Roman - blinding. Beautiful. Noticed. He smiled at that thought, knowing despite how much he loved the spotlight that Roman would never be too much or too bright. A sun, but a warm one. But there was one more person Patton was reminded of when he stared out the partially frosted window - Virgil. As Patton stared out the window, he noticed the little hints of blue in the sky, the small bits of grass poking through the soon-to-be-deep snow. That’s what reminded him of Virgil - seemingly covered up or ignored, but always fighting, even if it was from behind the scenes. Patton knew that as long as Virgil had their backs, everything would be okay, because he would never let anything bad happen to them.

Virgil simply had been enjoying the scene, how picturesque and calming it was to look at. Then he felt a flood of warmth in his heart, smiling as he turned to look at Patton. Sweet, sweet Patton, who was in a world of his own, thinking about the sky and Virgil didn’t know what. But Virgil was happy, that Patton was thinking about him in a way that made him feel warm and fuzzy on the inside. 

It wasn’t Roman or Patton who suggested that the four of them go outside. It wasn’t Virgil. Interestingly enough, it was Logan. He noticed how they all stared at the Great Outdoors, and made a decision once everyone was finished with their hot chocolate. Roman and Patton readily agreed, grabbing their coats and heading gaily out. 

Logan moved to follow, but stopped when he noticed Virgil still sitting down. He frowned, putting his hand on Virgil’s shoulder. “Are you alright, Verge?” Logan asked, concerned. Virgil nodded.

“I am, I’m just anxious.” He cracked a smile. “I’ve never actually seen snow before, that’s why I created it... I saw a picture and my curiosity spread out into it snowing outside. Pure instinct, I guess.” 

Logan smiled. He knew that Virgil had never liked the cold too much, and he knew that the other Sides only made it snow on Christmas Day, and only when Virgil wasn’t outside so he wouldn’t get anxious. But then a thought occurred to him.

“Wait, if you created it, why are you afraid of it?” Logan sat back down, now holding Virgil’s hand so that Virgil knew he wasn’t alone. 

“B-because, Logan... I’m still dark. Not as Dark as the others, but...” Logan flinched slightly at the mention of the Dark Sides. He knew how they had made Virgil feel, and couldn’t help but be angry at them for what they had done. 

“Virgil, you never were Dark like them. Believe me. You help protect Thomas, and all of us. And that’s my point: you heal. You help us. So, believe me when I tell you, your creation will not turn Dark. Your creation is beautiful, and look - there’s Patton and Roman! They’re happy and safe, and it’s because of something you did, Virgil! All on your own! And you said it yourself, it was out of instinct. If you can create something that holds that much of a symbol of purity and goodness, on instinct, no less - Virgil, my love, that is proof more than anything that you are never, ever going to be dark. Oh, and since I don’t say it often enough - I love you.” Logan smiled gently, gripping Virgil’s hand a little harder. He had meant every word he had said, and he knew that Virgil knew it too.

Virgil had felt love and hope and even a little bit of peace wash over him as he listened to his rational boyfriend’s words. He knew that Logan was right, and he kissed Logan in order to convey all of his feelings. Logan smiled at Virgil, who smiled right back, and they went outside (after grabbing the proper items like coats, of course). 

They joined Roman and Patton, who were in the middle of building a snowman. “Because Disney!” Roman had exclaimed, before dissolving into a happy, giggly, fanboying mess. The others smiled and slightly shook their heads at their dramatic boyfriend, helping him calm down a little before they finished the snowman. 

Virgil found that he could enjoy the cold, and Logan was proud of him for opening up about how he was feeling. Later, Logan would tell Roman and Patton what had transpired between himself and Virgil, but for now he watched happily as Virgil and Roman got into an all out snowball fight. Patton walked towards Logan, happily cuddling into him as they talked and laughed at their other two boyfriends. 

And that was it. Snow softly fell around them, an innocent and pure setting that made them all feel secure once they were there to experience it. They were all quite sleepy by the time they had dragged themselves inside (or, in Logan and Virgil’s case, had dragged themselves and Patton and Roman), so they went to Patton’s room. They saw new memories appear - pictures on the walls of the memories they had made together today, and they fell asleep just content to be with one another.

The snow continued to fall gently outside the window. Somewhere, a fireplace was roaring, and there was hot chocolate waiting to be made the next morning. And when everyone was fast asleep, and everything in the mindscape was still - that’s when it happened. 

A picture appeared over the gentle fire in the living room. It was one of the for of them with their snowman, holding hands and smiling at each other. When they discovered it, they wouldn’t know where it came from (considering this wasn’t Patton’s room), but they would end up leaving it up year round to always remind them that they truly did have one another. 

So as the snow falls gently to the ground, and as we are all lulled to a peaceful slumber by the sound of soft, gentle flames - picture happiness, and hope, and love. Just picture the peace, and the relaxation, and the feel of knowing that you are home - right where you ought to be.

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Tag List:

(Sanders Sides)

@astraastro

@madly-handsome

@amber1594

@lie-lie-birdy

@thebaagelboy

@justanotherpurplebutterfly

@ravenclawunicorn1

@ako1209

@funsizedgremlin

@princessbelix

@water13girl

@romanasanders

@deathshadowrules

@virgils-jacket

(All)

@birdybabybird

@awesomelissawho

[sopekid]

My experience on the BTS WINGS TOUR IN SYDNEY

For the lighter note, when I went back inside, I stayed towards the back and I was so fucking surprised that I could see MORE than when I was at the front. Even the air was fresh and to my surprise I could actually breathe. I was disappointed though that I didn’t get to see Reflection or Stigma because my pals (we were all separated) all told me that reflection was one of the best performances. I got to see my biases up close and JIMIN LOOKED ME IN THE EYE!!!! even if it was the single moment, I was left in awe.

The boys were so much more beautiful in real life it felt so unreal. My favourite performance had definitely got to be MAMA., AWAKE and FIRST LOVE. I really enjoyed the mini performances of Bangtan’s past songs because that was when the boys decided to walk around (aka the moment I had eye contact with Jimin).

I got to say that Jin’s performance was so fucking pure and wonderful. People need to appreciate him more because honestly after watching his solo, I was left awestruck. It moved my heart so much that all I could do was stand there and god I could go on but y’all honestly need to see this in real because it was a dream come true. Kim Seokjin is a living art. HDJSD ALSO WHILE THEY WERE TALKING MAN LETS TALK ABOUT KING OF EXTRA!!! HE PULLS OUT TO HEART WRIST BANDS AND TELLS EVERYONE THAT HE’S MR WORLDWIDE HANDSOME I HATE THIS MAN MUCH

Kim Namjoon really did shine and I think he out of all the members tried the most to connect with the audience. He really is such an awkward bun in real life it makes me laugh. Whenever he made a joke and people didn’t life he’d just quietly chuckle and boi if I had to pick one out all of them to be my best friend, HAND DOWN I would pick Namjoon in a heartbeat. He shone so much and his smile was so?????? Holy shit. In real life his smile was so… I wouldn’t say gummy but it was so sweet? I don’t know the word for it but I’m honestly so in love.

Okay now Yoongi and JUNG FUCKING HOSEOK!!!!!! Oh my god you guys don’t even understand. I’m a fucking hardcore Jimin stan but after last night I’m going to have to rethink my lanes because yoonseok are my second biases and I seriously think they’re all in the same position now…

Yoongi’s performance throughout the whole concert left in a daze. He’s so fucking passionate and I know he’s done this like a million times but this performance had got to be what moved me the most. It was so powerful and unique. He had such a calm personality throughout the concert. Yoongi is so talented and I think he’s become one of my ult’s now. I’ve biased Jimin for the past three years and this concert experience left me dazzled and confused.

MAMA was too much for me to handle and I’m so confused as to why anti’s always call out Hoseok’s looks because he is honestly the most fucking beautiful man I’ve ever seen. He’s the definition of millionaire playboy but without the playboy. His smirk and ‘lazy but cool’ act at the start of the performance where he gave the audience the half opened look… like you know those gazes in movies where the man just wakes up and he’s looking at his partner with half opened eyes? I don’t know if that makes sense but it was like that and it was so fucking hot I nearly wet myself. Honestly at this point I don’t even know a Hoseok, it’s just Jay.

AHSKAHSKJSA PARK JIMIN SHDOFOSN HOE MY GOD OKAY GUYS THIS GONNA BE A LONG ASS ONE FOR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE okay just kdiding but seriously I’m so shooktd because he’s my bias and he fucking looked at me. He fuckign looked at me, even for the split second and I was fucking dead. I just stood there for 5 minutes, jaw dropped, and so shocked. I was SO shocked and had a ‘what the fuck just happened’ moment. His voice is so soft. It’s not that angelic kind of soft it’s like… a mother putting her child to sleep kind of soft. His voice is made of gold and it’s seriously one of a kind. When they had their talking moment, Jimin was like “make some noise~” and he didn’t yell it but he was like ok ykw i’ll just attach the video

but my dudes, my heart honestly exploded in so many directions. I had so many butterflies and ahsjahskj I felt so giggly like someone meeting their crush face to face for the first time. The split second felt like an eternity of puppy love but that was mainly one sided LMFOAOD I’m so giggly even thinking about it right now sdojoendsikm

Let’s move on to Kim Taehyung. A god. Hell, he’s become my RELIGION! Taehyung’s face is small and his skin looks so dewy I think?? I wanted to feel his skin so bad because it just looked so smooth and mellow. He really is what people say, a real life God. Honestly compared to all the pic that fansites usually post - he’s not very pale but he’s not as tan as others make him out to be either. Of course, it could be because he hasn’t been in the sun lately but his melanin reminded me of the beige colour. His hair also looked to be so fucking fluffy I WANT TO RUN MY HANDS THROUGH IT. Every performance they did, you would literally see his hair fly like wheat moving side to side in a flow from the wind. I seriously wish I could’ve seen his performance but man:(( what could I do? Anyways, he’s a golden boy alright.

Jeon Jungkook lmao. To be honest, I didn’t see much of Jungkook or him during his performance because his solo was one of the first few performances and that was when I was stuck in the crowd. Which honestly disappoints me so much. Throughout the whole concert, I was amazed at how professional he actually is. It made me gummy and warm inside actually and he kind of gave me the boyfriend vibes. He was calm and sort of cheeky I guess? It wasn’t cheeky but he gave me that warm in awe feeling that also kinda made me feel like I had a puppy crush once again. I could listen him talk forever.

Anyways, that was how I felt throughout the concert with them individually. One of my favourite parts of the concert was when I was screaming the fanchants and singing along to cypher!! I could say more but there would be too much so I summarized it in the best way I could. What touched me most was the ending when they all bowed and ahhh it seriously feels like I just woke up from a dream because it honestly did not feel real. I honestly couldn’t believe I just saw my ult group live and I wouldn’t mind doing it again.

Thank you Bangtan Sonyeondan for giving me a chance to live this moment. 

(please don’t reupload my videos without permission, thank you guys.)

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Responses to {Part 24} I Won’t Stop You // Jeon Jungkook, Vampire!AU Asks~

Please ‘Keep Reading’ to find my response to your ask ^^ As always, I have copied and pasted all asks into this post in regards to last night’s chapter to avoid clogging up people’s dashboards and to avoid spoilers for those who may still wish to read the chapter. Thank you ^^

(I have also included asks that I received in the hours before IWSY was posted ^^)

Anonymous said: So I'm an English teacher living in China and every Wednesday I wake up at dawn just to read the newest update of IWSY! I loveeeee it!!!!!

That’s so awesome that you’re an English teacher in China! I really miss being an English teacher in Japan *cries* I can’t wait to do it again! But oh my goodness I feel bad that you wake up at dawn x.x I hope you manage to get a good sleep the night before or at least take a nap during the day! Thank you so much my love ^^

Anonymous said: Really quick! You are amazing and your writing IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I have ever laid eyes on, my day today is scheduled around your your update! And 2 I always think of Boys Over Flowers when i see the word paradise 😂

Thank you so much my love, I fan girled so hard when you said that your day is scheduled around my update aahhh *hides* AND OMG YES “ALMOST PARAAAADIIIIISSSEEEEE” that was both the best and most annoying song every during that drama...it would have been better if they didn’t play it every 2 seconds lolol

Anonymous said: ITS TONIGHTTTT!! I REALLY CANT WAITTT 🙈🙈💞🔥

YES IT’S TONIGHT GET READY!!

Anonymous said: Hey Sara! I just want to say that IWSY is the best work that I've read in my 13 years of existence! You're really 대박! BTW, in my country you update every Wednesday 😂 Because I think when it's Wednesday here in Philippines it's actually Tuesday their. So lots of love from Philippines!! 💕💕😍😍

Omg hello to Philippines!! I really wanna go to Philippines someday, it looks so wonderful and I always hear about how the weather is always amazing :) Oh my god you’re thirteEN AND YOU READ MY SMUT I *faints* please make good decisions in life lol I beg you xD Anyway, thank you so much for reading and liking IWSY ^^ That means so much to me!

@talkmemeytome said: I love the iwsy series so much NICE ONE SARA and your other ones are amazing too ILY JFTJH

Thank you very much my love, I’m so happy that you like what I write! I love you too :)

Anonymous said: OK BUT IMAGINE IF VAMP!JUNGKOOK WAS GOING TO BE A DAD HE'D BE SO PROTECTIVE OF HER AND JUST A BALL OF SQUISH WHEN THEY'RE ALONE THO????????? WOW MY HEART

WOW WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? I’M ALREADY A HORMONAL EMOTION WRECK TODAY AND YOU JUST HIT ME RIGHT IN THE WOMB GOD DAMN IT :(

Anonymous said: iwsy is actually one of the best fanfictions i have ever ever read!!!!! i am so excited for this weeks update — thank you for being such a talented writer 🌹

You’re too kind to me, honestly. But I appreciate you so much for saying such wonderful things. I hope you enjoy tonight’s update my love, thank you so much!

@mocking-butts said: Mumsyyyyy I'm so excited for today I'm checking my phone constantly I know I will cry over this chapter dear lord I'm in need of help~!

Ahhhh I hope you enjoy the chapter! I had so much fun writing it :3 I can’t wait to hear what you think! ^^

@im-that-chesire-jax said: AGHHHHHHHH

Is that a cry of frustration I hear

Anonymous said: what are you trying to do to me!!! chapter 24!!! I can't even... holy shii the emotion roller coaster that is this fanfic

I didn’t do anything I swear! TT I hope you enjoyed it :3

Anonymous said: Tbh sometimes I have to reread some of the chapters of IWSY because it's so much to take in!!

That’s a good thing! I often get scared when I see people send in an ask SO QUICKLY after I post the chapter cos i’m like “there’s no way in HELL you read ALL of that and took in ALL the information in 5 minutes...” lol because I do put in a lot of detail and information and for someone who was to speed read it...I think it would be less enjoyable for them that way :(

@mocking-butts said: WAIT WHAT NO WHAT IS THIS NOOOOO IM SCREAMING NOOOOO MUMSY WHY IM NOW IN THE CORNER CRYING NOOOO I CANT BREATHE IT NEEDS TO BE NEXT WEEK!

You’re welcome my child *evil laugh* thank you so much for reading it!!

Anonymous said: I..Omg..WHY?! I want to cry..Yoongi better not hurt Y/N or I swear to God. Thank you for updating. Everything was going so smoothly and just BAM, it's like a punch in the face ;A; I hope Y/N will be okay.. -Kira Anon

You’re so welcome for the update Kira anon and thank you so much for reading the new chapter! And yes - just as the quote in the description referred to, I truly wanted to capture the essence of ‘the calm before the storm’ hehe ^^

Anonymous said: Sara!!!!! How could you do this to me? I. Cannot. Deal. With. This. U.K. Anon

I apologise for doing to you whatever I did! I hope you enjoyed the chapter my love :D

Anonymous said: Even though she was being careless in the last chapter, i really love the character Y/N. I love how inteligent you made her, but also shy yet feisty. She's not an annoying and whiny character, not Too Bold not Too Shy. I really love it! I love how both she and JK can have mature conversations about everything. I LOVE THIS STORY SO MUCH AHH i just. wow. I've been reading it since part 1 and i cant believe its been so long already!

Thank you so much, you’ve no idea how much that means to me! I wanted to try and make Y/N with as much transparency as possible - but with enough character to build upon so that it sets her as ‘part of the cast’ you know? Thank you so much for reading it and staying with it since part one, that means the world to me! And IKR! 24 weeks...damn. I knew that this series was going to be longer than expected after the 4th chapter, but I wasn’t expecting to get so carried away like this xD hehe THANKYOU once again my love ^^

@bangtangurlarmy said: SHIT PART 24 HAD ME CLUTCHING ON TO MY BLANKET BECAUSE I KNEW SOMETHING HORRID WOULD HAPPEN AMD I WILL SHAMELESSLY ADMIT I SOBBED THE MOMENT I READ THE DETAILS OF TAE TRYING TO WILL YOU TO TURN AROUND. IM SO SENSITIVE TO THIS SERIES. OH MY GOD. I JUST CANNOT WAIT FOR THE HAPPY ENDING ALREADY BECAUSE NO. I HATE ANGST. BUT I LIVE FOR IT AS WELL. AWESOME CHAPTER SARA😭

NO DON’T CRY DON’T SOB IT’S OKAY TT I wish I could tell you how it ends but I don’t want to spoil it for you :( AHHH thank you so much once again for reading the new chapter and I’m really happy you thought it was awesome!! ^^

Anonymous said: So uhm.. this may sound weird and dirty? and maybe not fitting? but UHM... I loved it when jungkook came inside Y/N. Filling her up with /his/ seeds. And then the talk about children.. when his heart became so warm to even think about the woman he loves carrying his little goofballs. I just get so giggly and excited to know Y/N is now carrying his seeds and the possibility of them going at it again without a condom.. and her really getting pregnant. They'd be such great parents T_T

NO OMG IT’S NOT WEIRD AND DIRTY lol you’re fine! Actually - this is probably tmi and probably no one knows this about me. But...it’s kind of a huuuuuge kink of mine? Like - of course I am on the contraceptive pill bc I am not at a stage to support myself and a possible baby having complete unprotected sex lol but a kink of mine is exactly that ^^ So don’t worry! It’s a completely normal thing to love :D And yes they would be such great parents I think :3 hehe

Anonymous said: Fuuuuuuckkkkkkinnnggggg cliff hanger gosh diggity darn it I really don't know how I'm gonna wait another week to find out what happens next. You're too good that this. 😱😑😠hahaha

You know it ;) hehe~ Thank you so much for reading my love!

Anonymous said: Aah ._. I just read the newest Chapter of IWSY and now I don't think I can go to sleep in peace ._. Why do your writings have to be so well described and giving me all the emotions T^T You're amazing though <3

Aww I hope you manage to get some sleep TT Sleep is important!! But thank you so much for liking the detail and all the emotions :3 That makes me really happy to hear! And hey - you’re more amazing, I promise you ^^ hehe Thank you once again love!

@animeimmortal said: God damnit. It had to go that way. God it had to -.- Oml the second she got the call saying "let us in" I knew something was up cuuz if it wasn't then they would just have called throu the thing I am so angry @ Y/N (myself) god so stupid so effin stupid lord Jesus Christ idiot ❤ your taken for writing is amazing. Like lord save me really the amount of little detail you put in there ❤❤❤

It definitely did have to go that way! heh~ It’s never all sunshine and rainbows in this house! xD Thank you so much for reading it and for taking time to notice all the little details I put in there ^^ I really appreciate that love ^^

Anonymous said: SARA IM FREAKING CRYING HOW COULD YOU DO THAT OMG IT WAS ALL NICE AND FLUFFY AND I THOUGHT MY EMOTIONS WERE SAFE FOR A WEEK BUT NO WHAT THE HECK WHY

YOU WOULDA THOUGHT ;D hehe NO EMOTIONS ARE EVER SAFE!!

@mysr3 said: Sara U Know I hold my phone since 1pm (9pm UK), so I can read when u post it! That how bad U got me wit IWSY🙈 U seriously have all emotions hit me wit this PT! Poor Tae n Jimin. JK will be so Pissed! Can Tmr be Tues again? Can we talk about JK n Y/N sweet moments? This is a relationship Goal! JK is so sweet! I know U will leave us with cliff hanger but this week is lit ToO MuCh Dont U think? Now let me cry in silent til next Tues! Thank you LuV! I Love You❤ Send u Big Hug! Have a Good Day!

Oh my god you’re so cute asdfghjk I’m so glad I could hit you with all the emotions with this chapter :3 And ikr? When can I have a relationship like VampKook and Y/N?? D: I want it now! lol It’s never too much for a cliffhanger, you should know me better by now :3 hehe I love you too my dear and I hope you have a great day as well!! *hugs back* thank you so so so much!!

Anonymous said: *sobs* poor tae... anD YOU *points finger* Le quEEN OF CLIFFHANGERS, AN AMAZING CHAPTER ONCE AGAIN

LE QUEEN OF CLIFFHANGERS HEHE *runs away* what did I do? :3 lol thank you so much my love ^^

Anonymous said: OMG SARA IM SCREAMING WHAT WAS THAT OMG FUCK

WAT HAPPEN

@theninjachan said: "Monday morning came after another night of Jungkook pushing you towards several highs in several different locations throughout his Manor– starting with the living room, going on to against one of the walls in his hallway, and ending in his bedroom as it usually did.   okay GOALS

Goals as fuCK GIVE ME THAT ANY DAY PLEASE. I’M SINGLE AND MY P***Y IS READY TO MINGLE (just kidding I’m as shy as a fucking pigeon goodnight)

Anonymous said: I'm currently bed ridden with the flu. So what's the only thing I do? Reread IWSY and the rest of your imagines. :D It's the best medicine. ��

Oh no! :( I really hope you get better soon...having the flu sucks but I hope that you’re taking good care of yourself and taking medicine regularly and eating yummy soup ^^ I’m glad that IWSY and my writing can make having the flu a little more bearable. Thank you so much and I’m sending lots of healing thoughts your way!

Anonymous said: I know it's probs not gonna happen, coz ya know yoongi is supposed to be the evil guy, but I can't help but think what a twist it would be if once he captures her he begins to get feelings for her just like jungkook did.... THAT WOULD BE SO COOL 😎

I WONDER WHAT WILL HAPPEN *wonders* HMMMM :3

Anonymous said: You mentioned beauty and the beast and I was wondering if you had seen the movie, or if you included as more of a coincidence?

I did mention it! But actually, I haven’t seen the new live action movie yet - although I really want to! I’ll forever be a fan of the original Disney animation though, I don’t think even Emma Watson could win me over it hehe~ But I’ve used the beauty and the beast analogy for the IWSY series before~ so it is just purely a coincidence that the movie was released at the same time!

Anonymous said: Y'know, I should've known that something was gonna go wrong in this chapter, but I was like 'Nah, my good author friend would NEVER do that. Especially when I'm emotionally distraught.' and you gave me fluff. And I was happy. AND THEN THIS BANANA SPLIT HAPPENS. UNBELIEVABLE. I TAKE IT BACK. I'M STILL MAD AT YOU >:( - love Vampnip anon

BANANA SPLIT LMFAO VAMPNIP ANON WHY DO YOU ALWAYS REDUCE ME TO TEARS OF LAUGHTER I SWEAR TO GOD CHILD YJHVBSBDGKAJG Please don’t be mad at me, I love you very very much ;c

Anonymous said: I knew it aaalll along! Leaving her alone wasn't a good idea in the first place T.T But hey, the good point is that we'll see Jungkook savior's mode and I'm exciteeeeeeeed

Hmmm yes, indeed! I wonder what our Prince will do?! :3

Anonymous said: Omfg. WHY COULDN'T I JUST CALL KOOKIE! WHY AM I SO UGHHHH?! Love the cuddles and his departure was too cute. XD BUT STILL TnT  SARA WAEEEEE~ -Anon that pulled her friend into kpop(aka anon+friend⚇)

I’m not sure but I’m assuming that it would be hard to pull one’s phone out and dial for help when one has just been chloroformed :P BUT YES she should have called Kookie in the beginning when Tae asked her to come outside to confirm with him~ But she was too headstrong for her own goo! Thank you so much anon who pulled her friend into kpop! I hope you’re both enjoying the series ^^

Anonymous said: istg ur ff IWSY is hands down one of the best ive ever read! omg ive been a silent reader all this time and it is truly a pain in the ass to have to wait for the next chapter ugh bUT GIRL U KNOW HOW TO TRILL MY NERVES LIKE IN THIS CHAP 24 HOW I WISH TMR IS TUESDAY AGAIN </3 pls keep on going with more fluff!! and beb just so u know theres someone whos constantly waiting for ur update & love ur stories!

Ahh thank you from the bottom of my heart for that! That’s so sweet :3 I know it’s a pain to have to wait a week for the next chapter but at least you definitely know it will be uploaded at the same time! ^^ Thank you so so so much and I hope you’ll enjoy more to come!! c:

@koreaisanaddiction said: SARS!!! what have you done to meeeeeee!!! FUCK!!!! im going to be trying to solve this now for the next week!

Solve away :3 thank you so much for reading!

Anonymous said: NO READER NO i knew it was a bad idea, i could taste it wHY?!?! poor kookie is gonna be mortified... i feel so bad for tae, too! i mean, he obviously didn't want to do it but he didn't want jiminnie to die. i really hope jungkook won't hate him... i'm a mess help

Let’s hope everything turns out okay in the end! :3 thank you my love ^^

Anonymous said: The whole time at the end of IWSY I was thinking "NO! CALL JUNGKOOK OMG STOP!" You're such a great author I can't wait to see where this leads! 💕 I can't wait for next Tuesday

Yes she should have rang Jungkook but she was too headstrong! Silly girl ^^ Thank you so much :D

Anonymous said: OMG SARA IM JUNGSHOOK wow I cant wait for next week ! Also if Vampires cant enter a house without being allowed to how come yoongi was able to come into Y/N s house to murder her family 🤔 --wifey anon 💕

Because her brother Cassidy let him in ^^ Like I wrote in the previous chapters :) Thank you for reading the update love! ^^

Anonymous said: Mom you got me all the way fucked up. Hold up now. I was prepared for this. Like I was expecting a nice piece of cake and it was a plate full of Brussel sprouts instead. Fucking Min Yoongi you sexy little devil you. But it's all good cuz bae gonna swoop in and snatch y/n up and take her home where she belongs. Poor Jimin and Tae. Like they deserve so much happiness and the keep getting in shitty situations. But even though I feel betrayed THIS WAS A NICE ASS CHAPTER. I Love you 💜 ~LilKookieAnoN

Bae gonna swoop in haha yes hopefully c: I’m sorry for betraying you but I’m so happy you enjoyed the chapter~ i love you too lilkookieanon and I hope you’re doing well ^^

Anonymous said: OOOOHHHHHH FUCK! CHEEZUS SARA THIS TIME I WONT EVEN TRY TO CALM MYSELF DOWN! WHYYYYY??????? Ohmaigawd the whole freaking time it was like a horror movie; I could feel the suspense building and I knew something bad was going to happen, plus the added factor you ALWAYS end on a cliff hanger... CAN YOU FEEL HOW ANXIOUS YOU MADE ME FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER?! anyways, I love you soooo much!!! Please take care of yourself and stay healthy! <3 - army anon

I apologise for any anxiety I caused *hugs* heh ^^ I love you too and and I hope you’re doing well - please take care of yourself too! Thank you very much for reading the update Army anon ^^

Anonymous said: I almost cried while reading chapter 24 of "I won't Stop You", I can almost feel the regret, sorrow and pain in Taehyung eyes, he still love his brother regardless of what, and little did he expect that his brother took him for granted, and that's the most painful thing one can experience, especially when the one is your brother, and I dread seeing how will Jungkook react when he found out omg I CANNOT!!

Yes - it’s hard when your family does shitty things because on one hand you love them, but on the other they are possibly bad people (in this case, definitely) lol ^^ Thank you so much for reading it love!

Anonymous said: S A R A WHY WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT SARA WHY 😭😭😭😭😭 as soon as Tae said come outside I knew something was wrong I KNEW IT god I'm gonna cry poor bby Jimin poor everyone POOR ME I can't!!!!!! Why do you do this to my heart

Because I’m evil ~ sorta :3 hehe thank you so much for reading it!

@wanda-rog said: You can't end a chapter like that and then make us wait a whole week to see what happens! You're so evil T-T I want to see Jungkook raise hell now!  It's going to be the longest week in history

I can and I did *evil laugh* hopefully he will raise hell for you! thank you so much for reading the chapter lovely ^^

@mysr3 said: Sara I have funny thing to tell u! How coincidence that u wrote about Forbidden West Wing and the impressive Library of Beauty and the Beast in IWSY today and I happened to see the movie today! When the west wing was mentioned I was thinking about Y/N and her JoKe lol Then the Library scene I was like huh Y/N enjoyed Jungkook 's just like Belle does in hErE! it's such funny coincidence! 😝The movie was ready GooD! If u have not watched I recommend it! 👏

Yes, I haven’t seen the live-action movie of Beauty and the beast yet but I hope to because I love Emma Watson a lot! Thank you for thinking of me when you saw it my darling :3

@min-ty said: IM SO SHOOK ON CHAPTER 24 OF IWSY IM JUSY ALSJDJSISJDMDJLXKSNS I CAN'T. Your writing was so good in this chapter. Not that your writing isn't always amazing (it is) but I really took notice on it! I know writing fanfiction isn't easy, so to write a chapter of something every week and have nothing be filler or bad quality is so amazing! Have a good day/night!

I’m always trying not to make episodes feel filler-y! I thought that perhaps at the start of this chapter, it felt that way. But it slowly built up to the ending which turned it into a normal storyline! Trust me - many years of watching Naruto + Naruto Shippuuden made me HATE fillers with a passion lolol but they can of course be needed for a storyline to be complete! Thank you so much for reading the chapter love and I hpe you also have a wonderful day ^^

Anonymous said: Oh my god!!! IWSY is killing me I wish you could update 10 chapters a day!!! but oh well, as a university student myself, I can totally understand the demands of school work... am thankful to even have a chapter a week to read HEHE. please tell me Prince jungkook comes to the rescue!! and jiminnie and taehyung please be safe too!! super excited for the next chapter ㅠㅠ

LOL oh my goodness I would definitely write myself into an early grave if I did that :3 I hope Prince Jungkook can come to the rescue for you! :3 thank you so much for reading it love and I hope you’ll enjoy the next chapter too!!

Anonymous said: Hi! Just wanted to say your fics are really amazing! :D I literally just joined Tumblr earlier this month for the fun of it but after miraculously stumbling upon your blog and reading IWSY, I felt like giving a try on writing fics as well (though there are so many of them around already omg). Can't wait for your new chapter on IWSY!

Thank you so much my love! I’m so happy you stumbled upon my tumblr and IWSY ^^ And yes you should definitely try writing ff! It’s so fun and it feels nice to put your work out there for people to enjoy and read too :D I hope you have an awesome day dear ^^

Anonymous said: SARAAAA! Why do you have to do this to my poor heart?!! Can I make tuesday, everyday?.😭😭😭 You're really an amazing writer! I love you!.😭🤧❤️

Anonnnn! I’m sorry for any damage to your poor heart :c Thank you os much for liking IWSY, I’m so glad you enjoy it and I love you too!

Anonymous said: FUCKING HELLNSJSJSJSJSK OH MY FUCKING GOD OH MY FUCKING FLYING FUCK IN THEUFKXINDJSJSJ WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT I MEAN OK inhlae exhale 348x LIKE HOLY SHIT that endingsjdjdjdjjd

*holds you* it’s okay...shhhhh...it’s okay my love

Anonymous said: its my thesis defense tomorrow, im kind of nervous but after reading the new chapter of iwsy my anxiety went away BUT IM LIKE MKAKSK THAT LAST LINE WHY TF DO I THINK YOONGI LIKES Y/N HOLY SHIT HE WANTS  HER OOOHH WAIT BUT HES EVIL RIGHT... BUT LIKE WHY HE CALLED HER "MY DOMITOR" BITCH TF JDJDJXJ HOW ABT JK SHIT THEY GONA HAVE A FIGHT IM FUCING HERE FOR THIS IM FUCKING PISSINGIN EED TIME TO RECOVER FROM THISNKSK

Good luck for your thesis defence my love I’m sure you’ll do great! I’m so happy that my story could make you feel a little at ease :3 LOL OH MY GOD *dies laughing* I guess you’ll need to wait and see what happens dear! :3 thank you so so much for reading ^^

@jauntyjin said: YOUR STORY IS STRESSING ME OUT IM LOWKEY MAD AT TAE BUT I UNDERSTAND BC JIMIN WAS IN DANGER OH GOD JUNGKOOK IS GOING TO GO MENTAL IM COUNTING ON MUGSY TO FILL JUNGKOOK IN

NO STRESS PLS ENJOY~~~ lol I HOPE ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!

@jungkookbangtaned said: SARA TELL YOONGI I'M GONNA PUNCH HIM BECAUSE SYCRGIZEWHAO HE USED TAE AND JIMIN TO GET TO ME AND SO I'M GONNA PUNCH HIM.  Amazing as always, and I really can't wait to read how Jungkook is gonna react... poor baby😓 love you💕

I’LL TELL HIM BBY DON’T WORRY ;) Agh thank you so much for reading the newest part love ^^ I hope you’re having a great day and I love you too ^^

@cynicalspacehoe said: DAMMIT I KNEW IT! THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU LEAVE ME ALONE FOR A WHOLE DAY JUNGKOOK, I GET KIDNAPPED

JUNGKOOK CAN’T LEAVE YOU NOWHERE! hehe~

Anonymous said: Whoop whoop I hope I am not too late for the answer post 🐇 Huuuuuum Tae just why ??? I cant judge u tho u had probably no other choice but still baby dont scare us like that 😩 --wifey anon

Yes you’re not too late! I usually post the answer post any time after 9:30pm on a Wednesday but sometimes I hold off in case I get more asks ^^ I don’t wanna clog up peoples feeds but at the same time I wanna answer everyone lol! Poor Tae :) he had no choice, he loves Jimin so much :( Thank you so much for reading my love!

@trashyxpotato said: Hello~ I just wanted to say that your Jungkook fanfic "I Won't Stop You" is amazing! I've been reading it for a few days and... I really love it! I really laughed at some parts. :') I love the story and everything! It became one of my favs~ ^_^

Hi there! thank you so much for finding and reading IWSY and I’m really happy that you’re enjoying it! I’m glad you said that it’s one of your favs, thank you very much once again love ^^

[lostinreality014]

#ThinkPositive2017: May 15

Chick fil a for breakfast 

Pizza for lunch

Somehow managed to pull off making our LY goal and almost making plan

New collection is set at the store

Cuddles from the fur kids

HARRY STYLES BEHIND THE ALBUM

WHERE DO I START?!?!?!

WE GOT DRUNK HARRY, GIGGLY HARRY, CUDDLY HARRY, STRIPPED DOWN HARRY

I’M NEVER GONNA BE OVER HIM SWIMMING IN HIS TIGHTY WHITIES HOLY FUCK

ABSOLUTELY LOVED SEEING HIM IN HIS ELEMENT AND FEELING SO COMFORTABLE AROUND HIS BAND AND FELLOW WRITERS

WATCHING HIM PERFORM SONGS IN THE ABBEY ROAD STUDIOS IS UNREAL

SWEET CREATURE MADE ME SOB

SOTT MADE ME SOB - HE NEEDS TO NEVER DANGLE FROM A HELICOPTER AGAIN

HIS FRIENDSHIP WITH MITCH IS EVERYTHING TO ME. I SHIP HITCH SO HARD YOU HAVE NO IDEA

THE GUITAR SWAP BETWEEN HITCH MADE ME BAWL LIKE A DAMN BABY

LATE LATE SHOW NIGHT #1

THAT FLORAL GUCCI SUIT IS FUCKING ACE I NEED IT

HE’S SO COMFORTABLE WITH JAMES AND GIGGLY

AND THE LITTLE DANCING WITH AARON WAS SO FUCKING CUTE I’M BARFING RAINBOWS

James and Aaron teasing Harry about his facial hair, or lack there of. It was so endearing

That FLINCH game is awful. Oh my god. My anxiety would be through the roof. Holy fuck. 

His performance of SOTT was incredible just like it has been since SNL 

Every time he sings this it gets me more and more

Can he chill with the note changes - I love them but I need to breathe

He sounds so good with his band it’s insane

SLOW HANDS LYRIC VIDEO

How DARE you Horan?!?!? I need to breathe for fucks sake

Loved all the behind the scenes footage

Julian and Niall together again makes me all warm and fuzzy

He looks so good and he needs to cool it for about five minutes thanks

Liam in Boston meeting with fans at the Boston Children’s hopsital

All the pics of him with fans are so cute

And him talking about Bear is so damn cute

Luke’s insta posts and snaps

Michael’s tweets