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hey sorry if this is a dumb question but i wanted to start playing infamous, because i trust your opinion/taste so much because you're a rezan diehard, but with dashingdon is there a way to save your file onto your computer like you can with atoc? or do I just have to keep the tab open forever? like, once im all caught up to where the story is rn and the next installment comes out, do you just have to remember and replay all the same choices to get back to where you were? (i hope this makes sense)
HI !!! there is no way to download those save files :( for reference, i think there's a workaround for games published on steam (so wayhaven for example) but that doesn't . apply here. i am so sorry for not being to help w that
BUT those saves do remain even if you close the tab, close the browser, restart your device, etc, as long as you don't clear your cache! i usually play IF on my laptop so i can't say how easy it is to play on mobile, but i virtually don't ever lose saves on desktop! i haven't lost any so far and i've run through it a lot from the saves i have (i tend to save like.. at the beginning of chaps. sc below if it helps LOL) to get to things like drawing refs!! also a warning not to save on the stats page, since that corrupts the save, and to always do it on the game text itself!
it is a bitch to move from one device to the next though, and i know from experience because i got a new laptop and then realised i'd have to replay a bunch of games. which is technically a labour of love but still annoying, if for example you've got lots of playthroughs :( and it does mean you're limited to the amount of save slots available on each game, but that number differs from game-to-game 🤔
hope this helps!! if i didn't answer what you were looking for just send me another ask and i can see if i can help!!! i hope this also gets you to play infamous!!!!!!!!!🤩🤩🤩
#thanks by the way for your opening lines because that is going directly into the about#rezan diehard. thank you. its true. it made me laugh for 5 minutes straight#i wanted to hold off answering so i could keep this in my inbox#and. so sorry also. because it feels like im just pointing obvious things out :( idk if this actually answers anything#if anyone does know a way to get more saves it would also help me LOL. i think the most saves ive seen is like. 10-12??#but that was coded in by the author themselves . tried to dig around on the forums too but i cant find anything#also found out saves is not a normal thing on cog and that some games dont typically like. have the option at all#thats crazy. id die#answered#anon#ALSO. JUST THOUGHT OF THIS. sometimes IFs will require u to play the whole tihng anyway bc of like#big coding changes. like added factors earlier in the game that you hv to choose again or it breaks#but i dont think thats what u were asking for. IM SO SORRY
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imagine being nico di angelo undercover at a place he shouldnt know exists and hiding his identity while looking for the guy who he blamed for killing his sister and who also made him gay or whatever after he went missing. and then he just SHOWS UP with NO MEMORIES but looks at you for lik .5 seconds and says "i know you." literally how did he manage to be vaguely normal at all about that
#.txt#pjo#nico di angelo#like thats SOOOOOO CRAZY I THINK ID JUST DIE#you just know as soon as he was alone he buried his face in his jacket and screamed for five straight minutes#percico#<- ? not really. but into the tag it goes nonetheless
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I feel like I'm losing my mind. Like this has to be a thing right? It's a thing I experience at least. Please please please tell me abt ur experience if u do 🙏
#all the literature i find is like yeah pmdd can be mistaken for bipolar but then they dont talk abt mania or hypomania#so im like ??? wtf is happening?#i mean i wasnt looking that hard but its still weird to me bc i tell my mum i possibly had a hypomanic episode and she instantly was like#hm could b hormones and she was 1000% percent right bc it happens mostly in the days before bleeding starts#so like i cant b the only one out there. and it doesnt happen all the time. and usually its not that extreme#like id say its mostly just elevated mood and it mostly just lasts like 3 days or so. so i dont think it counts as hypomania. but thats wha#ill select bc i had one time that felt so fucking crazy it felt like there was something seriously wrong with me. it was fun tho#before i crashed so hard i had to leave work in the middle of the day bc i couldnt stop crying lol#anyway. im curious#menstruation#pmdd#pms#its always depression this depression that. why the fuck do i wanna run around in circles screaming until i die? riddle me that batman
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Sorry to be posting twice in one day but now I wanna talk about Sybil's last line of dialogue at the end of Wallaru. Bro says "The Spiral will always need its Scion." In terms of new villains always arising, new worlds to explore, etc.
Now of course in the real world this means something totally different than in narrative; for us it means yay Wizard101 will continue and it's not ending and shit and thats good!!! But in universe, I believe that fact would have brought different feelings. Like sadness. Or anger. Or maybe just numbness.
Like if you think about it. The implications. The Wizard will never, CAN never rest. It's an ongoing, neverending thing of always being needed. It's You and ONLY You. There will never NOT be evil. If not GF Spider, then the Schism. If not the Schism, then the Old One. If not the Old One, then someone else. Someone or Something will always come up as a Threat that only the Scion (for some reason. Gods exists here) is expected and able to defeat. When Sybil said that I was legit terrified because gotdamn I can't retire???? I will Always be The Legend who Always saves the day???
Like even setting aside the social consequences of this (the whole people suspecting us/fearing us Thing) imagine what that does to your emotional and mental health. Fuck even physical health. Going through all that strenuous trauma and exercise and magical ordeals and shit???? The pressure of knowing it's the universe at stake, not just you or the world? I actually would have died just in arc 2 personally how the fuck are we supposed to carry this. For the REST. OF OUR LIVES. FOR HOWEVER LONG WE LIVE
✨ Anyways here's hoping the Schism Soldier is arc 5's new big baddie haha #enemiestolovers101 😘✌️💕💕💕
#im not good with words ir explaining things but i still wanted to talk about That. what sybil said#thats fucking rough man. thats fucking rough#ALWAYS???? the spiral will ALWAYS need its scion??? the fuck you mean. whats this ALWAYS business#mr krabs voice: whats this WE stuff!?#i just need a picture of malorn and the wizard getting drunk as fuck on a tuesday together looking beaten and bitter. beaten and bitter.#idk if the wizard is like quasi-immortal now or what. how long do we live actually#are we like gonna outlive dyvim. mellori and the bat??? will we be alive for centuries and STILL defending the spiral??? hello??????????????#so like what happens if and when. we die. is the universe just fucked then?#what is the point of the council of light. gf spider and gm raven. BARTLEBY. if none of them do shit#they could literally do anything they wanted to but its US that has to be superman. okay#id actually go crazy i would actually just Become the joker guys. guys i would fucking lose it#wizard101#w101#wiz101#text posts#wallaru spoilers#wizard101 spoilers#can you guys tell i just want the soldier to come back
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I'm trying to pick a major that I would be the most interested in just because it would make my life so much easier and right now I have like three ideas and they all have a million problems
#like bioengineering. that sounds great right#id make good money with even just a bachelors degree#but i dont want to be stuck with that my whole life. that doesnt sound fun to me and engineering is supposed to be a miserable major#AND MINOR#and its a relatively new field so not a lot of places near me have it. and the places that DO have it are crazy expensive#i want to get a degree in linguistics because thats something that sounds fun to me. i would enjoy that#im good with english and language#but what can i really do with a linguistics degree? and im not good at learning other languages so i couldnt be an interpreter as much as i#would enjoy it#i kind of want to go for theatre tech stuff but. idk there arent really any buts but is that really realistic for me? i stopped doing tech#in freshman year because people were kind of mean. im a quitter and theyre not going to like that and i havent done anything related#in so long so really what are the chances i get accepted for that#how much do techs make anyways? i guess it doesnt have to be THEATRE tech i could do tech for anything#i know people who tech for bands make pretty good money and they have fun#i lied theres four#i could do geology something but thats broad and also the best school for it in the state is UF.#im NOT going to UF. i would rather die. its a personal grudge. also they suck and barely accept anybody even though the school SUCKS AND IT#SO EXPENSIVE FOR NO REASON#i wanted to do marine bio two years ago but theres soooo many problems with that. including ticks#I HATE TICKS#“but joel. isnt it MARINE science? there arent ticks in the ocean” YOURE WRONG. TICKS ARE EVERYWHERE. also marine bio has a lot to do with#marshes and there ARE ticks in marshes. and maritime hammocks where id be spending a lot of time. you would not believe the amount of ticks#ive gotten from my marine bio and environmental management classes. its so many. so many ticks
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i require....man to cuddle with...preferably much larger and warmer than i.......my limbs ache.
#i cant even use dating apps cause the local population makes me want to kill myself#yall so damn ugly i need an east coast man#they build em big out there by the ocean in mountains#just give me a grizzly bear with soft eyes#what am i saying all grizzly bears have soft eyes thats why id die if i ever came face to face with one theyre too cute#but seriously if i dont kiss a man soon i might go crazy#but i also only want to kiss a man if he is MY man i want my person and my person only i feel sick thinking about anyone else#daydreaming and touching myself thinking about it last night but ngl that didnt feel good#it always hurts and as much as i want to be with someone and fool around with him i dread the idea of sex#it hurts so mucj and its not even a testosterone thing making things complicated????im literally just built too small down there#i dont wanna cry in front of him but god do i need to bite his throat
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i think i should kill myself not necessarily as a desire to be dead but because i think life is incredibly boring and even moments of genuine joy dont particularly make living 70+ years of basically Nothing and Chores worthwhile. i want to see if theres another universe ill go to. and if theres not then at least i dont have to do laundry and to work anymore
#i got over being violently suicidal bc i hated myself but im still suicidal just in a different way#all happiness in life is 'despite' something or a 'but'#idk. 'i spent an amazing day with all my friends and it felt like life was worth living!' yes but thats IN SPITE OF everything else being#pointless. like the reason it feels so good is because its finally not boring and awful for five minutes not necessarily that its the#greatest joy a human being can experience#i dont particularly think anything we can experience on earth or in a human body is very interesting. its only interesting in comparison to#everyday life. we arent psychic or having ecstatic visions or discovering new worlds and colors or anything particularly monumental#i want to die so i can have the potential to shift to another planet or reality#i want to join a cult NOT bc i think theyre not insanely abusive and corrupt and evil or could be good but because i need#to be made delusional or something. like i need my brain twisted into a new shape. not into a healthy shape or anything or to be 'fixed'#i need to be fully crazy or in a coma or a permanent drug induced episode or something. or be dead#those are the options. im simply so bored of being alive no matter if life goes good or bad im just not interested#its like a tv show i dont particularly like. im not saying its bad its just not for me. id like to change the channel
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amerikkkan tiktok commenters will see someone not eating three squares meals and three snacks and 9 consumer purchases of little treats and will be like I Hope You Heal One Day
#some people r grazers of calorie dense things theyre literally fine#post of someone's mom whos eating like 150g of almonds 2 protein bars four full sugar cokes as thats abt 1200 calories which is literally a#fine and normal deficient for a short woman#thats not including how shes not really tracking so she's probably taking snacks and bites of other stuff also shes busy shes not thinking#abt food#the fear mongering over 1200 calories is very stupid saying its for babies yes because toddlers are like quadrupling their mass over the#next four years#also what about people who fast thats considered fine they're also not eating 1200 calories those days they dont immediately die#its like people forget that for someone not severely underweight being in a calorie deficit is not harmful#burning fat for energy and nutrients is What The Fat Is There For if it was harmful for your body we would have died as a species#now if she was doing that deficit every day or that limited amount yeah not great but she said specifically that was her being good on her#diet#(seeing a wieiad of someone getting fast food twice in a day and three other meals) FINALLY a NORMAL HEALTHY wieiad#it was like a casual video of her discussing it she wasnt forcing herself to eat only x y z she was a grazer lots of ppl are especially#as you get older#obviously not a great diet in terms of nutrition but it's not the amount its the quality#id definitely feel like ass and crazy and insane eating like that but some people can take it#its the four full sugar cokes my blood sugar would snap in half
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just one more day of work and then just fourteen more days of work. not so bad when you think about it lik ethat
#seven weeks...........................................#sometimes i wish i worked more days just so i could get hthe money i need quicker but then i think#no thats insane. iw ould go crazy id die id kill my self
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the only thing that comforts me now is the fact that im the flesh maggots adore.
#religious trauma. is god real? stop doubting that. are you even religious? why are you doubting that. religion is just delusion and youre#going crazy. don't say that you know its not true. wheres the proof that jesus is real? thats what you constantly search for. why do you#care anyway. im not afraid of death im afraid of what comes after death. I think about what comes after death way too much its all I ever#think about. id like to stop thinking now. ive had enough. just rot and rot and maybe then you'll be gone. nobody wants you here.#you dont deserve to have anything.#youre stupid and dumb you care too much about how you are perceived you live in the past you cant handle change youre a mistake.#you gag when you see yourself and you do everything wrong you should die#you waste everything and everybody hates you#nobody cares about you#dont say that
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MAAAAAAANNNN BRO THIS IS CRAZY LIKE FR INSANE WTF?!?!?!??? Dammit! It's like 12:30 no more gaming time I wanna see the ending broooo am at like the flashback sequence with Date in Rohan's body and him meeting Saito and like-- Brooooo
#aria rants#game time continues tomorrow#been gaming for nearly 12 hours today bro my head aching#not much status effect cuz i made sure to move around from time to time#but my head aint having it#ariaplays: aitsf#this is crazy my guy#aitsf is crazy#its making me crazy like wtf honestly#id very much like for saito to die please CAN SOMEONE KILL HIM FOR ME#NOT IN DATES BODY THO#err well... technically thats saitos body#but but! aiba is there!!!#GET AIBA BACK!!!
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basicallyheres the thing. i dont rly want to be immortal like me currently i probably wouldnt rly enjoy that. howeverrr if i got time travelled back to like the beginning of life on earth and was immortal i think i would have a good time bc im a curious girl. even just back to the birth of humanity or civilization... i just wannasee i wouldnt even do anything crazy with my immortality id just like. take a lot of notes abt everything
#ig travel might be an issue like if there r 2 places i wanna be but on 2 different sides of the world id have 2 pick one... which sucks.#like since im immortal i could just like Walk along the bottom of oceans lmao not that big of a deal. but itd take a while....#and if this happened i dont think id go crazy or whatever bc i ust simply wouldnt have any loved ones to watch die. id just be peeking in o#everything and having fun..... and the dressup would be super fun too#nik likeee the human brain fr cant remember that much stuff if i lived for that long id fr forget but 1. this is a timetravel immortality#fantasy world i can take creative liberties vis a vis my brain capacity and 2. Brother thats why id write everything down.. so later i coul#be like omggg i miss the byzantine empire. and read the diary and jog my memory'#obvious issue is. well. books dont last that long so id have to rewrite them on newer parchment#unless i find a fuck off huge cave and learn how to etch thatd be rather timeless#but also if ppl found it theyd be Oh so confused. bc theyd be like um ... these markings are in languages from throughout the world and#across thousands of years and they range in age from like prehistory to modern day . so whats up with that.. and theyd try to investigate m#and shit which would suck.
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wow dating vace really is.............like that
#how do you say (derogatory) while also implying you like the character without saying (affectionate)#i always forget just how much time i spent being frozen with my mouth open in shock during vace routes#i never know how to describe the emotion it makes me feel. its always. like a mixture of complete terror and slapstick comedy amusement#i did every version of romancing him i could think of. made the mistake of doing sidechick first. that was hellish#in my defense. i didnt know it would be. i didnt. listen i dont know what i expected#it is crazy to get disconnect the array while in a relationship w/ him and like. apparently actually grow old with him.#you get so little detail but that seems to be what it implies. just INSANE compared to his other romance endings.#like wtf tell me more thats not supposed to happen! we are supposed to break up or die!!!!#digi discusses#i was a teenage exocolonist spoilers //#also because it was my assol run i was talking back to him to see what would happen and then reload#and theres one specific quote i wish id ss because it has not left my brain since i read it. its petrifyingly awful.#and losing like 80+ friendship from a single dialogue option was new 4 me this run. it was funny w/ vace in a way but Not w/ nem. that hurt
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SCREAMING YELLING JUST FINISHED WRITING THIS SERIES OMGGGGG
#literally so crazy#never thot id be back and here i am just finishing a duology that is--#32k exactly total 😭😭😭#11.8k then 20.2k#and ive simply accepted thats how its gonna be sorry not gonna attempt to make it even or split ti into 3#multi-parts die in the tumblr ecosystem already#ANYWAYYYYYY IM MAD PROUD OF MYSELF OKIEEEEEEEEEE#and i kind of absolutely adore this fic!#its got a lot of my signatures as a writer but ALSO was so much of a technical and creative challenge for myself#did a lot that i dont do usually#was just trying to have a lot of fun with technique in this one!!#and i hope yall have a good time reading it too!!!!!#obvs have some revising to do but like not too much i think??? bc i did a lot of revising while i was writing this time#first part is the getting together and second part is like.....being together and also other plot :))#tag talk#text#talk#mine#s: golden fruit#f: pomegranate red
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Penance
BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER | 7.18
#faith is like 'i would die for you'#faith is like 'i will follow you to hell and drag you back'#faith is like 'i will follow you to jewven and kick ass on the way in to make sure they're treating you right'#faith is like 'the only value i have in this world is that i can help you let me help you'#faith is like 'i will kick my own ass if it makes your life easier for even a moment'#faith is like 'im only worth something because you make me feel like im worth something'#faith is like 'i love you buffy but im too broken for you'#faith is like 'any moment i spend with you is better than any moment i ever deserved'#faith is like 'i cant forgive myself and thats just another way youre better than me because you somehoe did'#faith is like 'if i had thirty seconds to love this is how id spend them fighting at your side'#faith is like 'i will kill anyone who touches you'#faith is like 'i wont let you go alone'#faith is like 'this is a bad idea but its yours so i love it'#faith is like 'if we die together its better than living without you'#faith is like 'isnt it crazy how slaying makes you hungry and horny' then goes slaying with buffy#faith is like anyone with a traumatic childhood who was taught they were worthless only to have a ray of sunshine prove thats untrue#faith is like 'kill me or kiss me just please do one or both'
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Honestly nothing is ever going to top the absolute Weirdness of putting in my 2 weeks notice, working thru one week of it, then my dad ending up in the hospital and me desperate to get my shift covered to go to him... and it was also a fucking *snow storm*, which meant an hour's drive took like. Something like 3 or 4 hours just to not fucking Crash. And then one evening at the hospital, then me staying up late chatting with a friend, so that when I got a frantic call from my dad's girlfriend at like 2 or 3 am I only got a half hour of sleep. Cue everyone in the house rushing to the hospital in the early am hours, but not TOO rushing, because it had, of course, SNOW STORMED, so the roads were still in Bad Shape.
Made it safely! Then watched my dad die. What a time.
#speculation nation#death ment/#like it was. obviously not a fun time in ANY regard. but it certainly was memorable.#the fact that i was halfway thru my 2 weeks notice for a job id worked a total of 8 years and had been considering quitting for Months...#the fact that *this day specifically* was a day with a huge snowstorm.#the fact that i got woken up with only a half hour of sleep.#but i wasnt sleepy. the addrenaline from when i realized it was my dad's girlfriend calling in the middle of the night. it was fucking wild.#ever feel like your heart is *pounding* but absolutely heavy with dread?#fingers trembling breaths coming too fast as you realize what this means. you realize it means your dad's about to die.#ive never gotten dressed so quick in my entire fucking life. didnt even brush my hair or put on a bra. it didnt matter.#the fact that this was only days after valentines day... i canceled my plans for it. me & my then-gf were gonna hang out that weekend.#the last normal day that my dad lived was on valentines day. then that night (in the early am hours) he drove himself to the hospital.#i heard about it later that day. on the 15th. we didnt think it was that serious.#early on the 16th is when it Was that serious. and thats when the fiasco with the snowstorm happened.#and then he died in the early am hours of the 17th. it took everyone by surprise. he didnt even know he was going to die.#i didnt even get to say goodbye. he was already unconscious by the time i got there.#i feel like something as big as the death of your father is going to remain in your head forever#but the fact that there were all these parts to it... the snowstorm... the job... valentines day... it's kind of crazy.#i was left reeling. my life suddenly so dramatically different. and with a newfound hatred for valentines day in my heart.#there are a lot of things i wish was different about it all. but it is what it is. and at the very least. it was memorable.#regular reminder and all to hold ur loved ones close as much as you can. because anyone can die at any time.#a central pillar to your life may die with barely a day's warning. many such cases.
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