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my desire for this to be as historically accurate as possible vs my desire to write the scene I've envisioned fight!!
#i write sometimes#that's my WHOLE PROBLEM RN 😞#I can't get past like... gøøgling shit every other sentence to make sure it's at least plausible and it's SLAUGHTERING my flow#like I don't intend to go IN DEPTH with what I'm trying to depict. it's simple really. and I know HOW I want to write it#and the way I want to wouldn't necessarily be idk totally far fetched I guess?#and I mean lmao it is FIC this isn't a fuckin paper I'm submitting for a grade. it would hardly matter.#but it does matter. to me. and it's driving me insane. if it isn't perfectly correct and accurate I'm a fraud 🥴#whatever I'm gonna get a snack and try to just say fck it and let it fly babey FCK#doesn't help I can hear my brother watching td.k.r in his room and I'm like#*dreamy sigh* 💖jım gørdøn thoughts💖#my brain is a fckn mess disaster tonight. shouldn't have had 2 coffees today 😔
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★ JJK SMAU - DATING SUGURU GETO
notes: funfact sugurus my fav animanga character 🤭
→ gojo ver. !!
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y/nstivies: my starboy
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shokoko: BOOOOO I COULD TREAT YOU BETTER
↳ sugeto: why are you implying that i dont treat her well.
↳ shokoko: im not im implying that im better than you and she should break up with you and get with me.
↳ sugeto: wow.
↳ y/nstivies: that’s a tempting offer idk…
↳ sugeto: ???
thestrongest: me when i came up with this whole outfit
↳ sugeto: no you didn’t??????
↳ thestrongest: suguru pls don’t discredit me rn.
↳ sugeto: you LITERALLY told me i picked a good outfit before i walked out
↳ thestrongest: ok but like i mentally approved it so if i didn’t do that you would’ve changed and then you wouldn’t have that on so
↳ sugeto: i want to be happy so i’m ignoring you.
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sugeto: you are my sea, you are my sunshine
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y/nstivites: WAVE TO EARTH????? SUGU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
↳ sugeto: i love you more baby 🖤
shokoko: cant even hate he did research for this one.
↳ sugeto: what can i say 😜
↳ shokoko: now i can hate on you using that stupid ass emoji
↳ y/nstivites: yeah that was a little…
↳ sugeto: can i live.
haibabara: THIS IS SO CUTE IM GONNA POST MY FUTURE GF LIKE THIS
↳ thestrongest: youre not getting a gf anytime soon lil bro
↳ sugeto: what is your problem
↳ thestrongest: bitter.
↳ thestrongest: i’m sorry haibara you will get gf soon!
↳ haibabara: THANKS!!!!
↳ kenton: i wish i was this happy
↳ sugeto: i can somehow hear him through the phone
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y/nstivites: when he knows how to do your hair better than you do 😍
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sugeto: hair stylists are lucky i decided to become a jujutsu sorcerer
↳ y/nstivites: they’d be unemployed 😞
utahim3: this is cute ig. like i guess it is like idk i guess.
↳ thestrongest: crazy level of hating
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↳ utahim3: didnt you just tell haibara that he’d never get a gf cause you were jealous of these two.
↳ thestrongest: what happened to forgive and forget wtf…
↳ utahim3: YOU PISS ME OFF SO BADDDD
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y/nstivites: took a picture so itd last longer
tagged: sugeto
sugeto: dont need a picture when im here
↳ y/nstivites: 🙁🤍
↳ sugeto: 🖤
↳ thestrongest: this is disgusting
↳ shokoko: for once i agree
shokoko: had to burn my film camera after this one
shokoko: i need a cigarette
↳ y/nstivites: had to post this so they wouldn’t catch onto us yk you’re my #1 😙
↳ shokoko: omg ur so right
↳ sugeto: i don’t like this entire thread?????
↳ thestrongest: suguru i got you dont even worry
↳ sugeto: get away from me NOW.
↳ thestrongest: 🙁
thestrongest: u guys always have the corniest captions
↳ y/nstivites: ok then wtf do you want me to make it.
↳ thestrongest: idk something like we went to tinkle together after this
↳ y/nstivites: WHAT
↳ sugeto: EXCUSE ME?????
↳ thestrongest: oh ok so now i’m the weird one.
↳ kenton: you’re just now figuring this out?
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˚₊ ʚ 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝(𝐬) ɞ˚₊
pairings: f1 grid x fem!reader
summary: your daily dose of the grid and y/n being chaotic and gay. driver!reader
warnings: none <3
notes: can you tell I have a thing for lily?? I love this woman with my whole heart. also can someone please give me ideas on what to name this series??
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userstars mother is mothering
moonfairyy_ y/n is so ethereal
user1 I feel like I made her up sometimes 😭
danielricciardo my bestie is gorgeous ✨
yourusername I taught you well <3
landonorris run me over with your car
yourusername girl, calm down 🤨
danielricciardo do it, y/n!! I'll help you
landonorris not you, anyone but you -
danielricciardo its me hi i'm the problem it's me
yourusername I'm so proud right now 🥹🫶
lewishamilton ❤❤
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cardiganfolklore_ slayed so hard
usermoon y/n's model era??
charles_leclerc you're famous now 😞
yourusername so are you??
charles_leclerc yeah, but you're like a model
yourusername says you 🙄
saturnx_ I'm sat 🛐
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yourusername you more 🩷
user90 mother and mother 🛐
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yourusername I thought I was your child -
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alex_albon this is disturbing behavior -
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user5 y/n's out here stealing everyone's gfs 😭
space_song1 as she should 🤷♀️
pepsicola_lana she has unimaginable rizz
alex_albon I beg you to stop 🙏🙏
y/n.jpg I've stopped for now... 😒
lavenderhazeee the emoji, I-
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alex_albon lily, don't do this -
angel111 my gay ass is panicking so bad rn
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oscarpiastri sometimes?? we're cool all the time
y/n.jpg whatever helps you sleep at night
georgerussell63 thank you for burning my hand 😒
y/n.jpg I SAID I'M SORRY-
georgerussell63 SORRY WON'T FIX IT-
teaupdates_1 y/n brings the chaos everywhere she goes 😭
carlossainz55 stop playing smooth operator everytime I walk into a room 🙄
y/n.jpg i 👏 will 👏 never 👏 stop 👏
user41 this. this is my dose of serotonin.
landonorris y/n's ringtone for seb is, you're my dad! boogie woogie woogie
y/n.jpg shut up and get out of my comments rn ‼️
charles_leclerc I can confirm that
y/n.jpg charles, I thought we were friends-
charles_leclerc that was before you jabbed a paint brush in my eye
y/n.jpg I didn't jab it, jeez. I softly grazed it near your eye on accident 🙄
landonorris oh look, it's shakespeare.
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musicred_ y/n's on a mission to kill everyone
radiodelrey y/n, sweetie, I love you, but please don't kill anyone 💀
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[a random head canon thingy idk cuz my I pad is charging n I can't draw rn 😞] Glamrock Bonnie/Glamrock Freddy
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I like to think Bonnie often goes off on his guitar during live performances (leaning towards it sounding like heavy metal) n often forgets he's playing for children LMAO
The kids love it regardless but the gangs like "dude again?" His longest solo was like a good 3 minutes...
He craves to have artistic freedom, I'm assuming the rest do as well tbh
Imagine hearing Freddy practicing his vocals, since we see chica shredding her guitar in her spare time I wonder if he dose the same?
I bet Freddy also likes to help whichever staff member is doing heavy lifting n he sees them struggling with the cargo n just goes "Oh please it's the least I can do! You all do so much for us, I wouldn't want you to hurt yourselves."
Also likes to help because Freddy has trouble just doing nothing...he needs to be doing something!
Or else he gets a bit antsy
Which is why he loves conversing n little tasks!
Bonnie calls the people closest to him "Carrot cake" bc he loves it sm and he loves them sm
In terms of the OG Trio I see chica being the one they protect the most like that's their baby sister to them 🥺♥️
Side note that it's a shame we don't have enough interactions between chica n Freddy in the game...
Like I wanna know if their just as close to each other as Freddy and Bonnie were
Bonnie gets excited hearing stories that the staff members tell him (if he's friends with em) about the outside world...
He LOVE'S it when they share their favorite music with him! He likes to analyze the guitar solos n usually that sneaks into the next concert hehe
He wants to go outside so bad...he often looks outside any windows and wishes he could just step outside for a bit...
This is also something I think the rest have in common.
They are happy working with the kids! They love their job! They would just like to feel the sun n quite literally touch grass...at least once!
Going back to Bonnie loving carrot cake he dose actually have a slight problem with it similar to chica...just don't leave your slice unattended with him, like a magic trick it'll disappear ✨
I like to think Bonnie originally didn't have eye liner but he saw one of the staff members have some on and he just told them "I want that! Can you put that on me?!" And ever since then it's been a part of his iconic look
Freddy laughs to hard at simple jokes like dad jokes kill him, which is why when he tells them sometimes he can't finish the joke 💀
His laugh is so cute n contagious 😭♥️
Everyone groans but they laugh at Freddy's reaction anyways
Bonnie's laugh is dorky, he snorts on occasion and the others call him out n he gets embarrassed
All in good fun of course!
If Bonnie were to blush I like to imagine that his whole face goes red like you can always tell when he's flustered hehe
Honestly I believe Freddy has that classy rizz, like he's such a gentleman, he'd court you properly is all I'm saying
As for Bonnie he's flirty, if he likes you he'll be teasing you a lot
He likes to bully his crush a tiny bit by making em all flustered, and yes he challenges you to bowling quite often!
It's his favorite bonding activity what can you do
He's such a good teacher for bowling too! Has to be for the kiddos of course!
All in all these boys have a heart of gold
They'll inspire you in some way n leave you feeling happy! And you do the same for them! Their still learning how to modify their hugging power tho!
It's strong! 🧡💙
#glamrock bonnie#glamrock freddy#glamrock fronnie#idk#limbo writes#drabble#fnaf sb#security breach#headcanon#im still waiting for my ipad to finish charging...
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QUEEN ITS LIKE 2AM HERE, AND I CANT SLEEP CUZ YOUR NEWEST CHAPTER IS STRESSING ME TF OUT STOPP 😭
When i read the TWs, my eyes literally bulged out hahwhwjwk
As a hard core posy fan, i was fed the finest of feasts this chapter <3 lol i already know pillow-humper, skin-licker, daughter-lover, vouyerism-fetishizing, daddyseidon is a bit freaky but aint no way his first major fatherly disciplinary action is TO SPANK HER, and mf was smirking too 😭
this is even more wild to think abt considering that blud has never had a child to discipline before, so im pretty sure this scenario was floating in his crusty ass mind for a while and now hes finally had the chance to act on it
Another thing, i thought the whole ichor tasting scene was the cause for the cannabilism TW and i was like oh ok 🙂 and then my jaw dropped 😭😭 BEELIE 😭😭
I was a beelcy stan from the very beginning. Still am. But his recent actions — him just not saying that he fcked up and shouldnt have made that deal w loki, his newfound jealousy and rage against anthonious (leave him alone, he sounded hella cute in that pov and in his other interactions w our loser stop😔), and lastly WHAT HE DID TO MIMIR theres no going back 😭 i feel like all the love ur giving to beel this act 1 is like our hook but then youre gonna make him such an unhinged and even hateable yan (tbh u've been hinting at that a loooong time ago but my delulu ahh kept coping, correct me if im wrong, yes im still coping). Like i have this feeling that by the end, beels gonna be one of the people percy would start to hate a lot, maybe even the most cuz, while i havent read or watched pjo, i know that his character has a lot to do w loyalty as a trait. This then gives way for other yans to swoop in and get close to her, i see you author 😡.
Sooner or later, all of beels advantages will be stripped away from him: (1) him not being related since now theres anubis and loki, (2) his knowledge of her identity/being someone she can talk to without having to be careful with her words, since loki already knows and eventually everyone else will know, (3) her friendship w him/the trust that he'll have her back because my god he keeps fucking up and all his problems will blow up sooner or later cuz he keeps bottling it up, (4) the possibility of maybe having a normal relationship w her since mimir squashed that down. There could be more but im too braindead to think rn
You're honor, i cant defend him no more 😭
As a beelcy fan, im rolling on the floor, puking tears. But as someone who has been craving apollo and hades, and is currently warming up to loki, im so 💙💙💙
Im supposed to be asleep so i can continue drawing later, but then you dropped this nuke on me and i dont know what to do w my thoughts 😞
"pillow-humper, skin-licker, daughter-lover, vouyerism-fetishizing, daddyseidon is a bit freaky but aint no way his first major fatherly disciplinary action is TO SPANK HER, and mf was smirking too 😭"
pls i'm crying at the names 😭😭 poseidon's no longer the god of the seas or god of gods, he's just.... pillow-humer, skin-licker, daughter-lover, and vouyerism-fetishizer LMAO I CONSIDER THAT AS AN UPGRADE 😂😂😂😂😂
and yes daddyseidon has been WAITING for the moment to finally 'discipline' her 💀💀 he just didn't think she'd try to risk her life for it, but whelp, she's okay now so he can spank her for it later 😂😂😂
and as for beelie.... 😔
oh beelzebub, whatever are we gonna do with you 🥲
for your sake, everyone should keep their expectations for beelzebub low. i mean technically, you should do that for all the yans, but beelzebub ESPECIALLY 😂😂
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uhhh weight/body image/sex/gender talk below the cut, it's a lil rough in places so don't feel obliged to look 💖
one thing I've not been feeling great about lately is my weight 😞
normally I can kinda bullshit my way through it and be like 'idc the world can kiss my fat ass' but looking at myself in the salon mirror last week really made me feel so self conscious and wonder wtf is going on with me
like the shape of me is all wrong and I feel like a massive lump that needs to just be shut away from public view, no matter how much I try to dress myself up :( (also the beard, god if I were thin I would probably be letting it grow out and binding and being more visibly trans but instead I just look Weird and discordant in a way I personally do not enjoy!!)
and it's not a 'ohh you're not that fat' situation- I know I am; medically, I know it's a problem. It feels different but the doctors all tell me I'm fine so it must be my fault somehow and I should just take the wegovy and get off their case already. The irony being I actually get a lot more regular exercise than I ever used to, even if it's not enough.
maybe it is just the stress from this year, my sleep is all fucked up bc of the cats and the on-off all the time with my adhd meds is probably screwing with my metabolism, that and I quit smoking so the times I'd go out for a cig to cope with Everything I've probably replaced with food again 😔
also, tmi, but I haven't had sex in like, 10 years :') any interest in romantic advances has completely dwindled and I used to be the horniest little shit even on my own time. In part, it's due to pain. The whole mechanism just hurts half the time or it's blunted now. But I'm also so unattractive to myself I can't fathom anyone else wanting to even touch me in passing. And that sucks. Like it's genuinely kind of fucked up to me how apathetic I am about it bc I never used to be.
idk man, I think I'm just kind of accutely aware that I don't actually have that much time to fix this before I'm gonna have real problems in the next 10+ years and I worry that I'm either gonna be in the same rut I am rn or that I won't be able to take care of mum when she needs me :(
I feel like I've wasted a lot of time and I'm annoyed with myself but also afraid of what I have to do to turn it around. I've done it before, yes, but I'm older and much more worn out
#if u read this ur very kind#but yeah i just#am not very happy in a way i can't get away from rn#like im okay in the immediate but its chipping away at me yanno?
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OKI I FEEL KINDA NERVOUS 'CAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST TIME ACTUALLY BEING ANON HERE EVEN THOUGH I READ YOUR FICS FOR A LONG TIME 😭
Anyways I am in such SANDRONE MOOD RN I JUST HAVE TO RAMBLE ABOUT HER.
So, we all know that she has her robot that carries her around, I hc that she doesn't like walking that much and the robot carries her pretty much everywhere. And with you being her lover, naturally, she wants you to be with her pretty much everywhere. The robot ends up carrying her in one hand and you in the other.
Now imagine if the robot broke down on a day she had harbinger meeting to attend to... She didn't want to go, 'cause it meant walking all the way from her lab to the palace.
You try to convince her that those things are really important. She agrees that they are, but isn't her well being more important to you? ☝️😠
She just really didn't want to walk there, but you knew it would be more trouble than it's worth if she didn't show up, so you make a suggestion... Something you wouldn't do if she was anybody else.
You carry her on your shoulders, all the way from her lab to the palace. You were hesitant to make this suggestion, but it became clear to you that she wouldn't leave any other way.
Thankfully she wasn't too heavy, but the path to the palace wasn't really a short one. You thought you could finally have a break when you reached the door to the room where the meeting took place.
Then you heard the soft voice of your lover asking you why did you stop. 🙂
Turns out, the meetings can take a while and there's nowhere to sit during it. She can't stand for that long. 😞 Like fym, and I can with you on my shoulders?
Yeah, guess we'll find out since you did have to do it otherwise the whole trip would be for nothing.
Oh, and don't worry, she already informed the Jester that you're coming with her so you can't use "I can't attend the meeting since I'm not a harbinger" as an excuse. 🥰
Thankfully no one really commented on it. Childe was about to, but was silenced by the intense glare of the Marionette which was deadlier than usual. And you did get a dirty look from Scaramouche.
After the long meeting, your legs were slowly giving out. Thankfully, Sandrone noticed and was like "we can sit down for a while if you're tied" and you're like, "we?".
Yeah, you're replacing her robot for today, so she just has to sit on you. She finds out that sitting on your lap and feeling your warmth was actually quite comfortable. She wonders why you two haven't done this before.
After all of that she finally fixes the robot and you thought you were done.
NOPE! Now she constantly insist on sitting in your lap while she works, even after the robot is fixed.
But she has ran into one small issue. She likes the comfort of sitting in her lap, but the robot can move her where she needs to be when she's sitting in it's hand which makes her more productive.
But no worries, your smart lover has figured out a perfect solution. You sit on the robots hand while she sits in your lap. As goofy as it looks, it's both comfortable and productive, and it makes her happy.
ANYWAYS I ENDED UP RAMBLING TOO MUCH, BUT I JUST LOVE SANDRONE THAT MUCH 😭
[P.S. Can I be the 🦀 anon please?]
UGH YES I LOVE YOU 🦀 ANON... It is very rare that Sandrone is not seen either on her robot or on a regular chair... she doesn't even need to fight herself because the robot can for her... why would one get up if they have no reason to? Now you have no problem with walking places but your lover is rather insistent on having you be carried with her. It's rather fun! The robot holds its hands close to each other so you two are practically brushing shoulders! Very easy to hold hands. (Only in private of course.)
Although it's rare for her heavily invested in robots to malfunction, it can still happen on occasion but it's not a problem since she's very intelligent and efficient. However, this time she did not have the time because the meeting was far too close. She's annoyed but on the bright side, she doesn't need to deal with the irritating voices of her co-workers (Childe especially) but you aren't interested in seeing the Jester in the lab again for a "friendly reminder".
When you offer to carry her all the way there, Sandrone genuinely laughs at the suggestion (you always come up with the most entertaining ideas) but nope, you're dead serious. You will get your wife there, even if it means you need to cross bridges and endure the biting Snezhnayan cold! Even if your legs and shoulders collapse! (The thing you do for her... at least she's rather petite. Your wife said although you weren't as comfortable as her robot, she appreciated your warmth.)
Ahhh it would be so funny depending on how tall you are... If you're tall she would be well above most of the other Harbingers, literally looking down on them... even if you're short (like me 💔) it would still look really funny mwebfwew all while Sandrone has a straight face and you're dying. (You know, even though Sandrone thinks she's winning by hogging your lap, you can still take revenge by squishing her to death!! You may have gotten a death glare from her but it's okay!!)
Ouuuhh,, i can just imagine,, your arms snuggly wrapped around her waist as the robot moves the two of you up and around all the time... it would be so fun even though you're really doing nothing but watching her work,,,
#smooches talks#🦀 anon#sandrone love notes <3#shes so silly!!#tfw u just have a burst of sandrone love...#I LOVE THIS RAMBLE SM
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rebs i come here once again to annoy you cause i need to SCREAM…. haechan with a lip piercing made irreparable damage to me like i can’t even express how i feel rn i just want him so so bad he’s so hot 😞🤣☹️😭
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this is what i wrote yesterday while talking to myself on twitter lmao tried to keep it normal and sfw because if i spoke my real thoughts... i still have dignity somewhere
the problem is not only the piercing the whole look is insane when he has his hair like this i lose my mind and the eye makeup??? his golden skin???
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My (Updated) Thoughts on Rush Week (Pre Release)
Um...
So I'm not super stoked-
Firstly, the matter of it being randomised and solo Q
I don't HATE this, but I do feel as though it could have been done differently. I wasn't around for Friday 13th the Game and from what I did see of that game, I didn't rate it. I didn't like the gameplay, the characters or the IP (I've never been a Jason girlie, I'm sorry 😞). So the fact that this is a reskin of that game doesn't really excite me.
Now, I personally play a lot of Solo Q Family AND Victim already, because the person I usually play with is kinda out of commission rn and I'm too shy to ask strangers to play with me 🧍 and I have to say, I haven't really enjoyed it. Family is easy, though since I play Sissy, I don't get a lot of kills or like... Much to do? I don't blood rush because that's really fucking annoying when Family do it, I don't go down to the basement every because it's just unfair, so I just kinda run around playing defence until I either run into someone or the game ends. I used to be quite good, but idk. Recently a lot of my passion for the game has gone down, which happens, it's just a bit disappointing personally, but that's a me problem. As for Victim... It has not been fun at all. I haven't escaped much at all since I started playing Solo Q, and I know I'm not "bad" at the game. I taught my friends to play, I used to get a fair few escapes playing on my own, but recently, I'm getting nowhere and it really sucks, especially getting got by Johnny in five swings as Maria 😒
At the same time, I understand that making it a SWF experience would absolutely lead to bulky squads. Like, it already can devolve into bullshit, having six people throwing shit at Johnny? It'd be awful. At the same time... Not even duos?? Like, they could ensure they wouldn't be Johnny and a Victim, it could be easily done, I'm sure. But 2 against 1 is nowhere near as bad as 4 or 6 against 1. And then the randomisation makes sense for this mode, I guess?? Because it did for F13, but it's not really my thing. It's personal, but I also can't really see how else they'd do it, lobbies would be ridiculous.
The Sorority Girls Being Nameless
Yeah... Absolutely not.
I couldn't quite articulate my feelings on this matter, but @/rlnzlers on Twitter actually said it in a way I completely agree with:
It feels fucking tacky!!!
The Slasher Genre has always been controversial. Not for anyone with a brain (sorry 😶); those of us who are media literate and old enough to like, understand very basic concepts can see that reality and fiction are different things. You can make a movie about Michael Myers going to town on some teens, and that doesn't make you responsible for teen murder stats. Even if someone said "I wanted to be Michael Myers", that's a personal choice on them and they clearly need help and should get that help. It is not, nor will it ever be, on the creator of a piece unless they literally actively say "Go forth! Murder the youth, my children!!!!"
But regardless, it's controversial to those who don't get it. And a lot of early Slashers, the inventors of the genre, made it so the victims of these kills were people. That's the whole point, it's a tragedy of these people being killed in brutal, cool ways and then someone fighting evil and, more often than not, surviving to see the sun. Hell, The Texas Chain Saw Massacre works so well because we get to know the characters pretty well before they're killed! I thought Kirk was a sweetie, and seeing him die first sucked!! And then slowly they're whittled down until only Sally remains and she's traumatised!!! Obviously, not every Slasher goes that way. There was a good few years of "everyone sucks and then they die in a sick ass way" in Slasher movies, but most people don't like those films. They don't feel good, they don't feel like anything. Its misery and gore for misery and gore's sake.
Not to mention how close to Ted Bundy Johnny already was, this attack on the Sorority House is making him even closer to him. And so the fact that the girls are nameless, soulless and have no history?
It's gross. I'm sorry, I find it gross.
There are implications to things. Crazy, I know. But seeing the love and care that went into the original 8 Victims, only for this group of girls who exist only to be cunty cosmetics for that side of the fan base who just want hot, skinny girls to play dress up with and "be the final girl" without any of the history or meaning behind the title..? It's gross. They don't even have names! They're just bodies for Johnny to kill, and they're all women!! Like I'm sorry, I'm not exactly stoked to see a character I really find interesting and love slash his way through a bunch of women.
"but Liz, he's a cannibal serial killer"
I fucking know that, thanks, but at the same time, there is room for nuance?? Like, Johnny stalks and kills girls. Why? What reason does he have? Why is Maria special and different to him enough to keep alive? Why is he still doing this five years later? It's more than "nooo not my blorbo! He would never!" He would, but not like this. Not in such a way that feels like a real life true crime case. Because it feels like I'm watching someone put on makeup and tell me about The Sorority Slashings of 1978, not a fun game where I get to either slash or escape. It's not fun watching soulless women in a university get brutalised. It's not fun watching anyone who exists purely to die get brutalised. It makes me uncomfortable in a way that Slashers typically avoid. And it makes me especially upset because the Devs have done such a good job at making the characters so interesting and tragic and alive up until now. Ana and Maria's story is amazing! The female Victims have all been incredibly compelling to learn about and play as, I love each and every one of them and hope that Maria is able to somehow survive.
Knowing that Rush Week is just "Johnny kills six girls at school"? I doubt it. I did hold out hope that maybe in some fucked up way, the pair would actually make it work, and he'd kill Nancy, they'd run off together and either he'd stop killing for her or he'd kill in secret to get his feelings out and come home to her at the end of the day. I think it's more than clear now that Maria dies at the Slaughter House. Which really sucks, not only because she's our "Definitive Final Girl", but because I think it makes a much better story where she gets to live. But again, that's an opinion, everyone is entirely entitled to want the story to go whichever way they think it should, it's the Dev's decision in the end.
Idk. I'll give it a shot when it comes out, but they would have to release something AMAZING on that Content Pass for me to buy it for the early access. And I am excited to hear about what's happened post the main game!! We only know about Spring 1973, August 1973 and then 1986, there's so much time in between for stuff, especially with Johnny and Sissy and where they go once the Massacre in Newt is over. But I am more than disappointed that the direction the Devs have gone in is simultaneously fan-service-y towards (imo) some of the worst demographic (girlie on TikTok who want to play dress up with cunty outfits that aren't even period appropriate and are fatphobic to Julie, Maria and fucking Bubba because the worst thing you can be in the WORLD is not ozempic skinny, apparently), and does so in a way that gives us nothing but a shitty F13 reskin. We don't even have new characters, we have new blank slates to put whatever we want over. So many people have said if they wanted the fans to make their own lore, they could have incorporated a small character creation mode, but they haven't. And might I just add that we're also getting more characters of colour finally, but that they are also nameless bodies for Johnny to kill?
Idk. It's tacky and I don't like it. I'll give it a shot when it comes out for free, but I can't see it being my thing. I hope for the rest of you, you really enjoy it and I REALLY hope that Johnny gets some good fucking lore in this mode, but I'm not holding my breath, unfortunately.
And like, please tell me what y'all think!! I'm more than willing to have a conversation about this (so long as people are civil and polite ofc)!!!
#tcm rush week#rush week tcm#johnny texas chainsaw massacre#johnny tcm#johnny slaughter#tcm game#texas chain saw massacre game
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6, 9, 13, 22, 24, 27, 34, 48, 65, 69, 78, 86, 96, 100 (sorry for sending so many jsksbvs)
NOOO DONT SAY SORRY THIS IS PERFECT EHE
6. furthest you've ever traveled from home?
turkey!! i miss it i miss my turkish friends real bad. been well over a decade
9. favourite flavour of juice?
hmm it changes but right now i could drink a gallon of apple juice
22. what "bad" smell do you actually like?
is a bonfire one? i love the smell of fire
24. what type of tree is closest to you rn?
cherry tree :3
27. do you like looking at the shapes in clouds?
i do :) i took a pic of a cloud that had the shape of a bird a couple weeks back but i'm too lazy to find it rn
34. mountains, forest, or ocean?
pitting nature's beautiful creations against each other...each have such distinct things i love. mountains make you feel small and appreciative for the little things, sitting at the top of a mountain even a relatively small one brings a feeling that can be matched by nothing else, the air is colder and the wind is stronger i just want to let it hold me. forests can be so quiet but are so lively, so many creatures inhabit one space and coexist and it's so beautiful to me. trail cams the best invention for letting us have a small glimpse into that world that hides itself from us, animals travelling with their young or seeing the young curiosity about the camera and how it mirrors our own existence. i get lost in the small things that connect humans with every animal its 3am i don't need to cry about that rn. and the ocean...it terrifies me but that's also an aspect of it that i love, i love how little i know and i love how little we know. i love hearing about a species being discovered or confirmed to not be extinct, so much being untouched and destroyed by us hopefully it will outlive us entirely and stay as it was meant to. it's a whole different world in there and its unlike anything else we can ever see on land.
48. do you do any arts/crafts by hand?
not currently but i've always enjoyed sketching and woodworking. i deserve a little woodworking set up for all my fun needs
65. what's your most recent special interest or hyperfixation media?
dunmeshi 😞 i woke up thinking about it
69. if you could choose one of your life's problems to solve with the push of a button, what would you fix right now?
so many of my biggest issues could be resolved if i just stopped fearing everything. fear controls so much of me i need it gone
78. what bad habit do you wish you could enjoy without it being bad for you?
bad posture 😭 i cannot stop slouching or sitting in terrible ways man
86. what little thing from your culture/region/country do you love?
ughhhhhhhhhh straining to think of something. i enjoy the river the runs through the my town
96. do you like carnival rides?
I DO!!!!! only one i don't like is the one that goes up and then drops you like the one in zombieland pfhdjfhf i remember watching my sister go on this really big one and the entire thing was leaning and it freaked me tf out for life
100. what's on your anti-bucket list?
genuinely cannot think of anything. i wanna do everything i can it would feel foolish to put something entirely off limits
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being able to play sims again would fix me
#I'm kidding. half kidding. sorta kidding. maybe not really kidding.#I *know* it's a stupid video game. maybe the stupidest. but! it is a game I love. it's a hobby I have enjoyed for 20+ years#and not being able to play a VIDEO GAME due to my body being a dick is actually really depressing#can't do the ONE thing I usually rely on to kill time in a fun not depresh spiral way#now I just have to sit on the couch and do NOTHING and feel like I'm literally ROTTING and it's fckn DEPRESSING#idk what triggered my nerve damage to flare up rn but it hasn't been this bad in YEARS and I'm so tired#I can't even sit at the computer. like that's all I wanna do! something so stupid and simple! and I can't!#I even have a very nice office chair I got specifically BECAUSE I have all these back & shoulder problems. still can't use it#having to use my laptop & phone for work makes me want to die too it's just like FUUUUUCK I hate this#I just want to fckn use my computer 😞 waited my whole life to have a nice gaming computer#erin explains it all
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oh :(( i’m so sorry ur dealing with all that rn.. ur not in the wrong ofc for waiting for the right opportunity, i wouldn’t put urself down too much for being a so called ‘doormat’😞😞 i hope ur able to confront her properly soon though n things get resolved<3 i had what i think was a similar problem in college n,,, i did not resolve it well!! ended up cussing her out lmfaoooo soo don’t be like me :3 /lh
i’m still sorry things r hard for u rn though,,💓 n i hope they get better n easier soon!
are u still liking all ur classes? i rmbr us talking about ur language classes n such before idk🤓
- 🧁 anon
thank uuu (���﹏ㅠ) ig im just a little too used to my friends calling me one which like fair bc thats all i complain abt recently but its not like i can confront her like i want to n cuss her n her bf out bc i still have to live with her for a whole other semester no matter what happens (like literally i cant move out bc the 'penalty' for moving out before the contract ends is 3000 euros 🙃) n i'd rather not spend all that time with someone who despises me 🥲
n ur so sweet ily 🫂🩷
yes ! kind of lmao .. i didnt officially drop any classes but i've been skipping some of them more than others (unfortunately japanese history turned out to be extremely boring with the prof i have n my adhd brain cant handle that so its either skipping or sitting in the back of the class playing games on my ipad 😭) n even tho all my japanese profs r rlly nice n good at their job i still want to switch to korean bc japanese is way too hard (ㅠ﹏ㅠ) my first exam is in less than 2 months n i still struggle with remembering some hiragana n katakana , let alone memorizing kanji 💔
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i've been okay! just having some super boring days😞 how about you? i hope your days are less chaotic than before🫶(oh lol! I hadn't seen that meme before, but now I love it😂)
i get you! seeing them have fun and be genuinely happy makes my day better! speaking of the pool episode, I dreamt about them recently. we were playing in the pool together. i don’t know why, but it was a fun dream whicu i don't remember well tbh😢 have you ever dream of them or any other group recently? we definitely need a part 2 of that episode (it felt too short😭) and hopefully more cooking team episodes too🙏 i love P_friends episodes as well, especially their friendship dynamic
great minds think alike. maybe we really are twinning😄 i've been thinking about what emoji would fit thetak well since they’re both my bias, so I went with this 🌤 emoji, haha.
have you seen this yet? this made me laugh so much lol! around 7:22 mark is one of my fave moment, my heart just melt but at the same time lmao @ jiung https://youtu(.)be/c90AdLCyjnU?si=I8A2bpe9z988KkJb
(me too! i'm seriously so happy for them🫶 also, i'm really happy to talk to you as well!☺️)
hihii!! super boring days are still necessary!! mine has been quieter luckily ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ̀ˋ (i love sharing piwon memes omg djasd)
OMG YOUR DREAM SOUNDS SO FUN- plsplspls if you remember more and u wanna tell me don't spare any details, i love hearing about dreams. (hope u will dream about them again!!!). ykk that recently i have dreamed about p1h 🤭.
it was so so random, i remember finding them walking around at night in a big city that i visited a few months ago. i remember greeting them and asking them for a pic (i had my pics with only me nd theo too, i was trembling the whole time!! ) and then i don't know exactly how, but they ended up sleeping at my house (that didn't look like my house??? they didnt have a place where to sleep??). and the next morning, i had breakfast with them and i woke up FHJJKASD. it was so sweet, it always warms my heart when i remember it. and have u ever dreamt about other groups?<3
we truly are twinning!! and that emoji is so perfect for thetak sobs, nonnie you're so smart.
uhh you mean this video? (i had some problems w the link, hope i did it right!!). IM WATCHING IT RN THANKS TO YOU, and it's already so funny. i immediately skipped to 7:22 and I CANT STOP LAUGHING- intak and jiung acting like a divorced couple will never be not funny. i love how easily they can make fun of each other, and how seriously they were taking that ask adkjasja
UH and have you seen this interview?? i loved how they matched vibes so well!! it was so nice to see them happy while talking with her; they def should do it more often.
(mmmwah, your asks always make me so happy. hope you're having a wonderful day!! <33)
#🌤 anon's rose#☆ rose's rambling#p1harmony#and nonnie if you're from europe#how are you feeling for their tour on january??#🤭🤭#piwon
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OMG HELLO AGAIN!
You got my vibe you definitely match my freak 💋
I love how you said it "spiders in the tummy" just- that's exactly what I wanted to say
But now imagine the second reaction?
Girl this just keeps going around in my head-
He's sobbing in front of her, demanding an explanation as to why she's suddenly lost interest in him, did he do something wrong? Something she don't like? He's so dense that cannot understand that his attitude was the whole problem!
He even tries to gently take her hands, looking for some contact, something to keep him focused, but the speed with which she pulls her hand away hurts him almost physically.
Now, what if reader gets even ruder? Saying something like 'are you seriously asking that? Dude just- fuck off...' and looking at him in disgust? Bro he is no longer crying suddenly he thinks he's had enough
The last thing he sees pass before his eyes is how, by instinct, his hands travel to the collar of her shirt, pushing her hard against the wall. There are no more tears, now there is pure fucking anger, Shaking her hard demanding that she stop being a little bitch and go back to the way she was before-
I dunno maybe him forcing her to kiss him and get in her knees and apologize for being rude then he kneels in front of her with a smile knowing that he got his way again.
Dollie you don't know how bad I want to make him cry and then make him angry 😞
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HAIIIIII 🌮NON!!! >.< AND OMGGFHFHD…!!?!!?1!? TITTERING RN IM BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS U GET ME SO WELL…🩷🩷🩷‼️‼️
THERES JUST SOMETHING ABOUT MEN BEING SO DESPERATE!! especially nero… nero my waif..
starting off so pathetic, in tears,, begging before straight up snapping and just taking what he wants in retaliation to yur hurtful attitude.. he think he deserves to get what hes desired 4 so long, especially after everything you’ve put him throuh ‼️‼️
HES SOOO AGGRESSIVE WHEN HES HAD ENOUGH! thinks he’s the one being rational, when it looks like he’s lost his mind! (honestly? he might as damn well have >.<!) and thinks it’s up to him to knock some “sense” into yew!
he’d cup your face in his hands without a hint of tenderness, and force your lips onto his! don’t try fighting back, his grasp is only shy of your throat after all hehe :3 !! makes yu kiss him sloppily too, he’s obviously still desperate to taste you, feel you, in spite of his aggravation! there’ll def be a string of saliva after you guys pull away <3
THE KNEELING,??? IM DIZZY IM DIZZY IM SICK HE WOUULYDHJFDD… nero is a bit delusional!! he’s just soo happy you’ve finally come to yur senses and realized that yew loved him back (^人^)!!
and now that he’s gotten yew all submissive for him, he’ll snap everytime he thinks yur stepping out of line! soso rough with you; can’t yew just act like you’re supposed to??
im ILL IM SICK iyuuhuhhhgds… 🌮non u cooked so hard w this crumb of thought i lauv yew…
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Rough day X(
It all started at the gym this morning. The Body Combat class I'm always excited for wasn't on the schedule. I didn't check. I figured it out 2 minutes later XP I proceeded to be on the treadmill for 30 minutes playing Solitaire on its touch screen.
I took the Battle class instead, + that was a whole lot of hurt. Especially my legs/thighs. Lots of rope exercises like this:
I was physically dying by the end of this class. Shortly after entering the locker room:
Not pleasant, as always.
A long shower later, I just plopped my body onto the nearby couch until food time. Food time later, I plopped down again until work.
I was just yawning all over the place. The coffee did help a bit. I needed to move around more to wake myself up.
To top it off, I feel bad/guilty for leaving (too) early at 8 (technically 8:12) bcuz my coworker endured a pissed-off, bad customer. Could be impatience or my fault for suggesting an 8-inch (takes 15-20 minutes) personal bcuz we were out of pepperoni slices (takes 5-10 minutes).
So now, getting texts from my coworker + manager for whoever's not closing will leave at 8:30 instead of 8 to avoid any future problems like this.
I did ask if he wanted me to stay but said no. I *really* should've stayed bcuz he looked like he was struggling.
This is hard. It's hard to help when I don't even have the energy. It sux.
Overall, I feel like I let them down. I hate that feeling of knowing I could do just a bit more if I held on a bit longer. Then I proceed to beat myself up + sleep it off at the end of the night.
Idk. I shouldn't be caring too much bcuz I've been in this job for nearly 6 years. But at the same time, I'm needed there + I'm good at + like what I do. Or is this exploitation? Regardless, I will have to move on eventually.
Then there's hardly any energy i have left for the night to do hw with the time I have rn.
I feel defeated for the night 😞
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For the ask game: all of them! I’d love to hear about your system! -AetherAmalgam
Well okay I mean if you insist XD (long post incoming) (I also cut some questions I didn’t really wanna answer loool)
If you had a dollar for every member of your system, what could you buy? ....last count waaaas..23 (although our gatekeeper is being sus whenever I say that) so 23 $ maybe a nice meal? or a movie and snackies?
Have you ever accidentally laughed out loud in public because of something your alters did in the innerworld? YES OMG several times, the biggest one was I was just hanging out playing the games and Kalo just out of nowhere yells “How am I supposed to Live Laugh Love under these conditions!??!” And I just died laughing XD
What's one thing that everyone in the system hates? Avocados, we all hate avocados for some reason
What's the weirdest thing about your innerworld, if you have one? There are different “planes of existence” there so some of us can’t access each other even though they’re technically layered over the same place, if that makes sense?
Do you have a partner system? Do you want one? No, I’d love to have a platonic partner system though I think that’d be really cool.
What's the weirdest thing you've came into the front to find? A whole tub of ice cream left in our bed 😞
What is co-fronting like for you? Do you co-front with your alters frequently? With the frequent fronter we're pretty often co-con but not co-fronting. Co-fronting happens rarely and when it does it feels awful.
You're stuck on a deserted island with all of your alters: Who would be the first one to find a way to escape? Kalo 100%
Who's the resident cottagecore alter? Vanessa 100% has all the maternal instincts and the green thumb.
What's the one song that everyone in the system likes? “My friends are kinda strange” by Left for London
Have you ever eaten your alter's food that they saved for later? We're currently saving Fizz's bang but I personally don't like them so it's not very hard for me to save it.
How often do you switch? Do you wish that you switched more or less? It really depends, sometimes it's every 30 min or so to upwards of being front stuck for months on end. Generally if I had to say and average is every day at least once
What's that one song that you can't listen to without another alter poking their head into the front? Any song from our middle school years just cause I don’t have emotional attachment to them but some alters do.
Which alter would you trust to file your taxes? Which alter would you never let near your taxes in a million years? Any of the littles under 7 and also Kalo because he would keep the tax returns for himself XD
Spill the tea: What's the latest in-system drama? Uh Ashe hates boys and we’re engaged to one so that’s our biggest conflict rn
Do your alters have different fashion senses? Who has the best fashion sense? They do! I can kidna appreciate all of them, obviously I think mine's the best but they def have a good sense of style it's just not my thing haha.
Do you have a discord server for your system to communicate in? We do! it's completely private to us tho
Which alter takes the longest showers? Well we actually have major problems in it so usually we only have one or two alters that CAN shower soooo
All of your Halloween candy mysteriously went missing - Which alter is most likely to blame? bunny, or me XD
Do you have any stuffed animals? Do they belong to the whole system, or individual alters? The whole system, but most of the alters that get attached usually get to specifically one or two we label as "theirs"
Do different alters style the body's hair different ways? Yeah usually the guys/ our nb alter will style the hair up and wear a hat or something
Tell me a random fun fact about your system! We might be polyfrag! Not sure! I hate it here! Uh also we have a pretty balance system with introjects and non-introjects? (These asks were from “System asks” not the most recent one :)
#meet the system#meet mosaic system#did system asks#mosaic system asks#actuallydid#did#actually multiple#did system#d i d#actuallymultiple#actually traumagenic#actuallytraumatized#actually did#dissociative identity disorder
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