#that was an eye-opening experience

[unorganisedalienrubbish]

Almost killed myself trying not to die. I thank luck alone that I'm still alive It's been some months since I lay passed out on the cold bathroom floor My mind forced to shut down, not even itself could comprehend what I had done. Nauseated, vomiting and shaking from the very violence my own hands had committed.

In a past life I was a warrior, an assassin, a murderer. And my hands still stay coated in blood. It seems to be all that I can do. It's something I am drawn to, a draw that I can't explain.

Why I need to bleed to breathe is anyone's guess.

[puppyeared]

my attempt at making a fursona

[solacebean]

Quick Joel design to go along with the rest of my Creechurs

[narikill]

aughdhshfjjsjcjdjfjsbgsknfjs <- leshy in this art probably

[pikamusume]

[rad-roche]

i though it would be fun to try my hand at drawing the new ghoul cowboy character from the tv show with a retro twist! a little more in line with the older fallout style, just for fun, though this is a mishmash between a bunch of different ghoul design elements from 1 - 4. the mouth split and eye cover is pretty old school, but his facial features are more modern

i was thinking of fun ways to make him emote. eventually i landed on this, keeping his bottom lip and having the skin split as a body language supplement!

[tropicalscream]

sorry what was that i was distracted thinking about trans mascs domming me and collaring me and putting me in my place and riding my face and using my body like a favorite toy and calling me cute dumb puppy and shoving my face a s down puttong fingers in my mouth to get me to shut up

im sorry what were we talking about

[bruhstation]

can't it even be more obvious thomas. why are you surprised that a sudrian historical site filled to the brim with armor and weaponry that dates back to the middle ages has old people afflicted with the gold dust working around the castle

[crystallizsch]

i just met meemaw felmier and i will die for her

[inkyblxts]

When I say I'm a fan of this fan of this man never EVER do I mean I condone these actions

What I mean is that I'm front seat waiting for this man's realization arc where something happens to Theodore that makes him realize his son is a child with emotions and emotional needs

[skimpilydressedwithanaxe]

Bad boys, bad boys what you gonna do when they come for you

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

Randomly thinking about “tolerate it” (narrator voice: it was not random) and how under the cloak of fiction it is ostensibly inspired by works like “Rebecca” (which Taylor said she read during the 2020 lockdowns I believe?), with the line of “you’re so much older and wiser” indicating that the speaker is significantly younger and inexperienced compared to the person she’s speaking to and a pretty direct reference to the plot of the book.

But I saw something somewhere once that stuck with me about how it might not be referring to relative age between the characters but chronological age as in the passage of time in a relationship. And that made me think about how in a contemporary context, it might not necessarily be referencing an actual age gap between the two characters, but rather a sarcastic or cynical response to the man’s claims that he has matured (“you’re so much older and wiser [than you were before/than you were when we met/etc.]”), which then made me think about that line in relation to the woman. And that it could be taken like, “you act like you’ve matured so much in our time together and like you know everything, while I’m supposedly still stuck as the girl I was when we first met.��

Which then made me think of the “right where you left me” of it all and did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen time went on for everyone else she won’t know it and the bit in Miss Americana where she talks about how celebrities get frozen at the age at which they got famous, and how she’s had to play catch up in a lot of ways not just in her emotional growth but kind of in general. (Which also made me wonder if she’s ever been called out for immaturity/lack of curiosity/lack of education about things in her life…)

Which then made me think about the rest of the song, and @taylortruther’s posts yesterday about “seven” and “Daylight” and the way Taylor idealizes her youth yet contrasts it with an almost sinister reality in its wake, and the line, “I sit by the door like I’m just a kid,” because the discussion raised that her relationship let her recapture some of the childlike joy and wonder she’d lost. So this line is a double-edged sword: the speaker sits by the door with childlike hope that the person will come home and cherish her, but on the darker side, feels like the child dealing with the monsters she doesn’t have names for yet and the feelings of isolation she felt as she aged.

I’m not saying the song is necessarily autobiographical; like most of the songs on folkmore, it’s clearly a fictionalized story based on media she’d consumed and created, but we know a lot of the fictional songs were infused with her own feelings and experiences and… This idea swirling in my head picked up steam and now I kind of can’t stop thinking about it. Sorry but I’m a little obsessed now.

Like maybe it might start to shed light on why she identified so strongly with the novel in the first place…

[zytes]

7.15.23

[k9punkout]

in reference to this poll that urak won

[snowflake-sage]

[ding-a-derry]

just watched the first few saw movies, and PLEASE don’t spoil me if it gets addressed in later films, but.

what is it with john and crafts. he’s gifted in engineering & knows how to work some chemical MAGIC so where in that time did he pick up puppeteering?? or did he love puppets so much he commissioned one of his persona???