#tbh it kinda makes me sad
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wip wednesday !
pls share your last sentence or if you don't have one, share a plot bunny or idea! (or sketch for your artwork!)
Thank you for the tag @liberalk1tsch 💜🌼These sort of things make me feel a lil more confident on sharing pieces of my writing (which i've kept to myself for SO many years) I have several WIP's on the go but lately I've been picking at my Hunger Games post Mockingjay fic called "Strike a Match" : ________
Katniss had heard people talk about stealing kisses - stealing implied that they never intended to return them. Peeta was so… Peeta that she never could have imagined to put that descriptor to him… but in this instant she did. And to be honest, she didn't care. He could take and take as much as he wanted and never return anything. But all too soon he stopped with a breathless huff and a look in those blue eyes of his that she could not understand. That hunger had taken root in her and she knew that her own eyes reflected it. A match had been lit between them once more, the warmth and tension so thick… so why could she not read what was on his mind?
“I need a moment” he said stiffly.
“A - what?” She watched perplexed as he removed himself from the room and she felt all the oxygen go with him. The fire was out and had left her fingers scorched. __________ No pressure! I'm tagging: @imm0rtal-idi0t @reineyday 💜 😘
#lucinda tries to blog#tagging game#hunger games#the hunger games#thg#everlark#i honestly have a fair bit plotted out for this fic but the challenge is connecting it all 😅#and i have so many fire analogies littered throughout that it isn't funny#so the title of the fic has SO MANY meanings it really isnt funny#tbh it kinda makes me sad#but enjoy the first kiss scene i've written for them - but like clockwork i turned it into angst 🤡🫡#i've been working on this fic for like maybe a good year or two now and i literally wrote this scene maybe a few days ago on a whim
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you know. I think it's going to be worse this year because the first night chanukkah is on christmas day. but I'll say it until I physically cannot speak anymore that chanukkah is not jewish christmas and if you so much as insinuate it is (while knowing better) I'll incinerate your face.
#i havent seen that much holiday stuff yet#tbh it kinda makes me sad but im also a bit relieved#i do miss seeing chanukkah stuff though 😔#i think ill go to target when i get back to LA just to look at the decorations#and maybe get some sufganiyot and gelts :p#jumblr#jewblr#jewish#chanukkah#hanukkah
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when I feel bad about being 22 and not having a big girl job I remember that at 22, Quill Kipps left his big girl job to then go work for a chaotic teenager and I feel a lotta bit better
#quill kipps#the dude is always on my mind#I relate to him a little bit too much tbh#I’m not gonna be 22 for much longer I will no longer be the same age as kipps and that makes me kinda sad#lol yeah anyway#lockwood and co#save lockwood and co#anthony lockwood#lucy carlyle#george karim#george cubbins#holly munro#lockwood & co#late night yve
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i’m so tired….i want someone to lay next to me so i can cling onto them like a koala
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#cant stop thinking about this lately#like let me hold onto you so tightly with all my limbs#sorry you are Not allowed to escape#like i wanna cuddle but like in a ‘i want you stuck with me forever’ kinda way#in a you try to get up for one second and i hold you tighter and make sad eyes at you#sorry im tired and feeling clingy for once😴#just come closer everything is fine *with the intention of trapping you with my full strength for as long as possible*#romance to me tbh#im gay and i like sleeping
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My FSH is high, which means that I can't... Maya and Carina || Station 19 - 7.05 ‘My Way’
#not a surprise tbh… we all kinda predicted it#but still very sad#why carina has to always suffer this much?!#just give her a break and let her live and be happy#for fucks sake#i'm glad they can still try and she can still be pregnant tho#but maya won’t ever hold her little carina and that makes me very upset#marina#maya x carina#maya and carina#maya bishop#carina deluca#station 19#station19edit#danielle savre#stefania spampinato#mine#otp: you’re my home#tv: s19
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My world shattering when I realize that Chilchuck is underweight
Post-canon Chilchuck stops dieting and gains weight real
Edit: I am going to SCREAM
#Dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#give him the dad bod. He earned his beer belly#It makes me sad please retire and let yourself live. Gonna draw him chubby.#Someone mentioned that with the changeling incident halfling Marcille and dwarf Laios had a hard time keeping up with the others’ pace#Which implied that Chilchuk is normally kind of running everywhere with the party#He doesn’t look toned tho he looks like he’s all skin and bones nooooo#Senshi feed this man#i reblogged with more evidence/interesting stuff btw#Isn’t it kinda messed up how half-foots don’t show the same physical signs of starving that other races do?#Who knows how many of them are malnourished. You can’t tell at a look#That does tie in with how other races dismiss them and their struggles tbh. Such “small” and “hard to notice” problems
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thinking about ghost hunter shen yuan (as always playing a sceptic but actually a true ghost believer. probably popular online for his sarcastic but funny commentary) and demon binghe who haunts every ghost location that shen yuan visits
#binghe is probably treating it as flirting#shen yuan isn’t very amused#because binghe is scaring all of the actual ghosts#there is obviously nothing scary about binghe to shen yuan so he doesn’t consider him ghost evidence worthy#which smh only makes binghe sad#tbh this is kinda mix of binghe and bingge in my head but still more closer to binghe than bingge#rip me#svsss
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Seraphina and Arlo: The Brainwashing of High Tiers
Exposition:
— Remi, Episode 50.
There is a heavy implication that Seraphina and Arlo were raised in much the same way. The pressure on Seraphina comes from her parents, so I’ll extrapolate that the same goes for Arlo. This raises the question: how do the authorities create such a strong societal pressure on such a small percentage of the population? Most high tiers will probably not know any other high tiers besides their parents. Take Wellston Private High School for example: it’s the most prestigious private school around, and canonically has the “highest concentration of high tiers in the region”. There are six high tiers in Wellston. Apply this to god tiers specifically, and there are only three. Not to mention that this current group of students is uniquely strong, even for Wellston. In Rei’s senior year, he was the strongest at 5.8 max.
So much of this brainwashing relies on the parents to do all of the work, and it only takes one or two people to break the cycle. So how are the authorities creating this immense pressure? One tactic could be by isolating high tiers. There is a very widespread concept that one shouldn’t associate with those outside their level range. A caste system like this that affects everyone is much easier to create and maintain than an expectation for a small group, and it also means that high tiers are only being influenced by those who are also high level. This creates an echo chamber. I’ve researched cults and how they brainwash victims, and the first step in the process is isolating them in exactly this way.
But, if there are so few high tiers, how the hell are they supposed be isolated from other groups? The answer is that high tiers are just isolated in general. Take a look at Arlo: his only friend is Remi, and even her, he keeps at an arm’s length. Arlo is only close with Remi in the first place because he was close with Rei, who, at the time of meeting Arlo, was presumably close in level with him. [EDIT: I forgot about Holden, which I think says a lot about his relevance. He is kept at more than an arm’s length and doesn’t seem to have any actual influence on Arlo, let alone a deep relationship. He is also not presented as an equal.] Take a look at Seraphina: before meeting John, she didn’t seem to have any friends other than possibly Arlo. Seraphina and Arlo pre-John seemed to have had more of a professional relationship, and while they were not close in level, Arlo did fit the bill of being a fellow god tier, and strong enough to also be brainwashed.
Now let’s look at Remi. In episode 60, Cecile says to Remi: “And yet here you are... Always hanging around those two monkeys, Blyke and Isen. Letting them treat you as an equal even though you’re in a completely different league.” This struck me as odd because, aside from Cecile herself, the Wellston students closest in level to Remi were Arlo, Blyke, and Isen. And who is she friends with? She actually was doing a pretty good job at following that social convention, unless Cecile wanted to be friends with Remi, which she clearly didn’t. But... her friends were still not close enough to her level. Was she supposed to just not have friends at all? The answer seems to be a resounding yes. Can you think of any genuine friends that Cecile has either?
Friendship simply isn’t considered a necessity for high tiers.
But... why is it that Arlo and Seraphina were brainwashed differently? Creating a societal norm for an isolated group of people is one thing, because those people’s mindsets feed into each other. Putting pressure on individual families to keep them in line, but doing it all in different ways? That would be near impossible. My theory is that Seraphina recieved the typical high tier brainwashing, and that Arlo was raised differently because he was being groomed to work for the authorities. Seraphina didn’t have a set career path planned out for her, but if she’s trying to be “perfect” by the standards of those controlling her, she’s bound to end up going in a direction that pleases them. Arlo on the other hand was specifically planned to become an authority figure. That’s why his brainwashing is so centered on leadership. Also, growing up with direct contact to the authorities makes it more possible for them to customize his brainwashing in this way.
But does all of this apply to high tiers in general, or is it specific to god tiers? Let’s take a look at the high tiers in Wellston. We have Seraphina, John, Arlo, Terrence, Remi, Cecile, and Blyke. John is a unique circumstance because he wasn’t raised by high tiers, so we’ll cross him off the list. Terrence was also unique, so we can cross him off as well. Remi was different from the norm as well. Why is that? Well, Remi actually wasn’t raised by high tiers either. Rei said on screen that both of his parents were elites. We can cross Remi off. Blyke doesn’t fit the bill either, but that’s easy to explain. He was an elite for a large part of the story, and he shot up rather quickly. We don’t know much of his family, but he probably wasn’t expected to be a high tier at all, and was raised as an elite. (All of this also serves to emphasize how much of this brainwashing comes from a person’s parents.) That leaves only Seraphina, Arlo, and Cecile to look at.
Cecile does seem to have high tier brainwashing, but it’s not nearly as intense as with Seraphina and Arlo. She doesn’t seem “obsessive”, and she wasn’t one of the examples Remi mentioned in chapter 50. It’s clear that high tiers are brainwashed in general, but god tiers are kept on a much shorter leash. This makes sense, obviously, because keeping a population in control like that is less necessary the lower the level. However, it’s also a chicken an egg situation: god tiers are both more important to keep in control, and also easier to keep in control. It’s important to note just how many exceptions we had to cross off. People like Remi and Blyke aren’t actually that unusual— a lower leveled high tier is much more likely to have non-high tier parents, or to have not always been a high tier themselves, or just in general, to have way more day-to-day interaction with non-high tiers. The brainwashing gets more and more diffused the lower down the ladder you go.
#UnOrdinary#Arlo UnOrdinary#Seraphina UnOrdinary#no one else is really relevant enough to tag tbh#analysis#in this world the best thing to be is an elite imo#high tiers and low tiers suffer the most from this system#and elites have it better than mid tiers#so you’d probably have the best time as around 4.6 ish#upper elite but not too close to high tier#Ngl the isolation of high tiers is rlly sad#no wonder sera latched onto john like that after her character arc#makes me think about arlo and rei also#Ouch#there are more high tiers in the story i could’ve looked at but this wouldve gotten really long if i extended past current Wellston student#I did not know I had this much to say until I started typing#I was coming to conclusions as i was writing like#“Omg THAT explains what I was wondering abt w/ Remi and Cecile!!!”#Now i still don’t know how the authorities would go about creating these societal expectations to begin with#so I’ll leave that open ended#propaganda? Idk#Ykw should i tag remi too? Maybe i should tag remi#she’s kinda important here#remi unordinary
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LSTWT now deleting stuff about Swagdoons and moving over to shipping Ashzam.. Weak links
#txt#Tbh one of the biggest LS ships now being Forbidden is really funny#But alos makes me. Kinda sad
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SBEmail blinkie set!
sorry to the 3 compé fans out there for not including it lol
#blinkies#blinkie#gif#old web#old internet#homestar runner#hsr#h*r#strong bad#strong bad email#sbemail#by me#yes i know i made ONE sbemail blinkie but it was like a mix of the compy and tandy so it doesnt exist to me#i love this set#it makes me feel kinda sad tbh
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OH MY GOODNESS!!! not little pauline the post box! :(
#“Yes ☺️”#i adore him he's so sillay#he's like NOOO not my girl paula this can't be💔💔#finished watching all the clips kinda sad tbh i wish there were more#there was one clip that was cut off RIGHTTT when evil duck was about to say something and im like PLS LET HIM SPEAK#also him making the entire town say that he can touch the bowling ball is crazy#wakey wakey#dhmis wakey wakey#dhmis pilot#dhmis duck#duck guy#don’t hug me i’m scared#dhmis key guy#mean steve
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MAN I'm seriously so sad about season 2. Bc I wish act 2 had the same emotional impact on me as it appears to have on so many others. But rn I'm just somewhere between unable to care and actively annoyed by some of those writing decisions. Seriously the more I think about it the less I like it.
#act 3 come through please 🙏#I don't think it can salvage some of the things I have contentions with but still... please...#don't ask me about the silco vander flashback with jinxs + vis mom#or the bizzare choice to do so much of the storytelling through this weird music video format they've got going on#completely stripping it of the weight these plot beats could've had if they were... normal scenes#and also missing the point of how the music was used in season 1 and what made it so effective#bc it was complementary to instead of replacing the storytelling#seriously don't ask me about these things I will spontaneously implode on the spot#whyyyyy would they recontextualize season 1 like this with that flashback#to me it kind of ruins the character dynamics and themes in s1. it just makes me so sad you have no idea#also what even are they doing with Jinx rn for real#aaarghhhh just... so many things that are making me scratch my head#also I'm so terribly sorry but I could not care less about Isha sorry lol#like i get that its sad conceptually but she was such a non-character that i struggle to feel impacted at all#same with sky tbh. i thought her role in s1 was alright but there is so much emotional weight put on her now#in terms of her relationship to Viktor but that was barely established so it's weird to have her around#and clearly you're supposed to care but they haven't given me much reason to#isha and sky were non-characters just there to die to further the development of other characters#they didn't really have anything going on on their own and that's just a type of character and plot device that does nothing for me#also i thought the war between zaun and piltover + internal struggles in zaun bc silcos gone would be the main focus#but that stuff seems so sidetracked rn#also sorry i dont like what they did with vander and warwick either. that man should've stayed dead lol#it honestly just makes his death feel less impactful and i dont know what this is supposed to do for the story or the themes???#that just feels like a pointless plotline that is taking up time that could've been spent on other things#i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me#it's so weird considering how tight and thematically consistent season 1 was#let's see where act 3 goes but... i kinda have a bad feeling about it ngl#obv im glad others are enjoying it and this is just my opinion! also a lot of this are probs just my personal tastes anyway#arcane spoilers
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"Now that world, and every other universe, came about as a result of possibility. Take the example of tossing a coin: it can come down heads or tails, and we don't know before it lands which way it's going to fall. If it comes down heads, that means that the possibility of its coming down tails has collapsed. Until that moment the two possibilities were equal. "But on another world, it does come down tails. And when that happens, the two worlds split apart. I'm using the example of tossing a coin to make it clearer. In fact, these possibility collapses happen at the level of elementary particles, but they happen in just the same way: one moment several things are possible, the next moment only one happens, and the rest don't exist. Except that other worlds have sprung into being, on which they did happen. - Northern lights - P. Pullman
#his dark materials#hdm#hdm edit#masriel#masriel edit#marisa coulter#asriel belacqua#au#the idea of this edit is supposed to be what could've happened if things were different#not sure if that's clear#in another universe they made different choices#somewhere in another timeline they're not doomed from the start#it probably looks more like memories which would be sad as f too tbh#kinda wanted to add a meaningful quote but wasn't sure what to use#this took me waaaay long to make photoshop overlays hate me#mine#my edit#asriel x marisa
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tbh I think the reason I don’t care about iwtv the show being inaccurate is because I’ve been in fandom since at least age nine. Like I don’t care about accuracy, I want to see what you bring new to the table when it comes to this piece of art. And show iwtv gave me a lot, making both it and the book be refreshing in their own ways, having two different ways to tell a story about grief.
like I just view iwtv the show and iwtv the book like I view Greek mythology adaptations. Do you shame kaos for not being like hadestown and shame hadestown for not being like the original truly faithfully retold tales? It’s silly to me
#rambles#Iwtv#interview with the vampire#fandom#This isn’t a post bashing people who wanted a faithful retelling. I think that’s a completely fine thing to want#however I feel like automatically disregarding the show’s writing quality from it not being faithful is kinda sad. Not every change was mad#with the smug intention of trying to make a better version of what Anne rice wrote tbh#It just makes me lowkey quite sad. Both are insanely fun and have a lot to chew on
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so the plot holes... were just plot holes? the unexplained things were just... unexplained things?
#I'm. a bit confused#don't get me wrong i like the finale and it was very sad and sweet#but like...#hm....#i thought we were gonna get more answers yk?#like why did Ruby make it snow#or why some things didn't add up#why so much fourth wall breaking#why those master references and such#so like#either next season clears it up with the whole mrs flood thing#or i will never trust RTD ever again#ngl#because that ending felt... sloppy? kinda?#also absolutely did not like all the Susan build up and then nothing#yes it was a trap from Sutekh but still#idk guys. idk how to feel tbh#I'll probably rewatch the whole season sometime later now that it's complete and make up my mind better#but as of now#I'm not. convinced#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#dw s14#doctor who series 14#fifteenth doctor#ruby sunday#empire of death#doctor who empire of death#doctor who s14
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I've been going though our submissions today and there's some real good stuff in there :D but also there's only like 3 art submissions (compared to like 25 writing submissions).
Historically, most of our art submissions have come from tumblr users, so I'm calling on y'all: please submit your chicken art! We all love to look at cute doodles, pretty paintings, and other wonderful art alongside the excellent pieces of writing! Come enshrine your art in the hallowed halls of COOP! You can (and should) still submit if you've already posted your art on social media (BAWKtober participants I am looking at you!)
If you don't feel like you're very good at art, please know that some of my favorite pieces of art we've accepted are little doodles :)
#chickens#trying not to sound too desperate but tbh the idea of an edition with an 8:1 ratio of writing to art is making me kinda sad!#we usually aim for between 1 to 2 pieces of writing for every 1 piece of art
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