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coquelicoq · 5 months

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i have absolutely no filter in one very specific area, which is that if someone smells good i always tell them immediately and with great enthusiasm. unfortunately this has led many people to think i was hitting on them when actually i just really like smells. apparently i can come across as incredibly forward to people, but only that subset of people who smell really really good. if you smell normal we will probably have a regular time.

#i keep forgetting how ppl interpret this but i think even if i remembered i would probably still do it. it's so automatic #the smell pathway creates some sort of override in my usual brain-mouth filter #many perfumes give me a headache but shampoo? now we're talking #also for some reason there are colognes that just like. turn my brain full off #what do they PUT in that stuff #i had this friend in college. incredibly attractive. didn't even phase me because he smelled so good #didn't matter that he was smokin hot i didn't have time to be flustered about it i was too blissed out on his cologne #one-track mind af #no one has ever been creeped out about it afaict they're either unphased or they're like. OH. are we having...a moment???#and we are not. *i* am having a moment but it only involves them insofar as they are the vector for a scent i am experiencing #sorry ://#my posts #f #god. i am hearing myself. anthony bridgerton ass behavior #except he only cares about scent insofar as it reminds him of a person he cares about. which somehow seems less unhinged #than whatever i got going on #this is so embarrassing. i am going to go hide in a hole for the next five years. send post.

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dykrophone · 6 months

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Do you have someone you talk to everyday? Except family

anon why are you trying to give me an existential crisis in the middle of the day:') also. bold of you to assume i talk to my family every day jsfhdkjghjk

#EVERY day every day? idts. i do not talk to my college friends at ALL when im home over the weekends #except rarely when they text me about assignments #but i guess i talk to them every day during the working week cause i meet them every day #i guess i talk to certain mutuals pretty much every day. i think ive talked to phobicule almost every day this week #shoutout to hana and rafaela i think the past couple months ive been talking to them pretty much every day #i USED to have someone id talk to every single day even when we hadnt lived in the same city since elementary school but #that's a different story. she sucks #and i dont think we've been friends let alone best friends in like eight months now #and there were a couple of other people id talk to every day and we still do talk and i still love them as much obviously #but im just constantly drained and overworked so not EVERY day #and there are some people i wish i could talk to more but somehow have even less time and energy than i do #but i dont think we're any less close than we used to be because of that. life's just hectic we're still a call away #anon (derogatory)#<- sorry:')#im assuming you saw my college post and i dont really get why youd send this lol

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bangcakes · 8 months

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#i think im so wacko nuts about him bc he literally came out of nowhere #like what are the chances we met in the first place....#like ..... its one thing to meet in university right after high school ok but.... its extra weird when its both your 2nd career #and you're at community college #then find out you went to the same university at the same time but 2 years apart #then worked for a bit.. only to realize AT THE SAME TIME that maybe this career isnt for you and that maybe comp sci is It instead #then we end up taking the same electives. and we tend to sit in the same areas of the classroom #and we're both always early and end up alone before class and end up talking #or we both park in a similar place in the parking lot and end up walking together after class #and o ya getting the same grades. having the same gpa. LIKE WHERE DID HE COME FROM??????#and then its like .... he reciprocates. like we're friends. im just. what the FUCK JDJDJJDJDJD #ya im just....... idk. idk. who is this guy JDJDJDJDJDJDM #i wonder too if he has the same like. 'what the fuck' feelings about me. bc idk its all so weird #if hes The Guy .... hes both different than i thought and yet exactly what i wanted. ya make sense of that HDNDJDNFJFNFNJFJF #god help me #personal

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todayisafridaynight · 8 days

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Hey so Snap this is going to be so fucking weird, but honestly don’t care. So I was watching a clip of Drag Race Philippines and it was the make over episode and I think they were making over family members and this father was all about getting into drag. So, I just wanted to tell you never forget how much of a lovely loving kind and caring father you have, who loves you and protects you and makes you feel heard. That’s all.

i'd have to die before i forget how great my dad is thank you for the opportunity to brag about him again anon

#snap chats #no smarmy one-sentence response i fear i never play about my dad's character and its been. A Month so i gotta be earnest #Comically And Topically tho i still wonder wtf my dad meant when he said 'i always thought of being a girl' when i opened up to him #part of me thinks he was just joking and thats probably it but also ....... //audible confusion + vine boom + eyebrow quirking//#its so funny you brought up my dad though i was thinking of visiting him this weekend #last week my Bitch Ass Mom wanted to watch a movie with me and since speak no evil was coming out i proposed we see that #since starting therapy shes been 'trying' to be closer with us but she still doesnt like me on a fundamental level so get bent ig #but she hates horror movies and made a whole show of not wanting to go and how american movies are so brutal and blah blah #this was right after she took me ice skating with her .. cause shes obsessed with ice skating now ... like maam please #i like skating so thank you but ... idk ... she never wants to do things i wanna do #then again we're pretty different i think so. LOL sorry i like horror movies and nothing you like apparently #im glad she didnt come cause i just went with my bro and since the theater was Virtually Empty we just cracked jokes the whole time vjlaekv #plus i just know my mom wouldve been annoying and i wanted to enjoy the movie !!!! which i did ty !!!!!!!#but yk who LOVES horror movies and who i used to watch horror movies with all the time growin up !!!!!!!!!!#i havent seen a movie with my dad in forever.... the last one we saw was so long ago but it was some weird owen wilson movie i think #wait now that ive dragged my mom into this she started therapy Did I Share That. Im Reminding You Anyway #but the most vile thing i ever heard her say was that she admitted to me she never loved my dad 'emotionally'#like wow ..... a thousand life times in hell for you i think i cant even begin to describe the rage chat i could write a novel #but i only have 30 tags so i wont. i should call my dad tho.. this is inspiring me to call my dad thank you anon #if youre still reading Double Thank You. i havent complained about my mom in a while and this was just funny timing overall vjRLKJAEVK #ok im gonna go talk with my dad now. my college friend's coming oevr in like three hours and we're gonna watch glass #cause that came up in convo yesterday Long Story so that should be funny vjlekjlakj

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plantenjoyer · 2 months

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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS

#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything #my will to draw specifically #but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it #i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that #i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though #so there might be some changes #but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation #we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing #not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw #anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again #but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!

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munamania · 1 year

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OH MY GOD also guys. please literally go to any amateur theater or whatever that u can near u. i went to a live performance of the it's always sunny ep where theyre doing the nightman. or whatever. it was soooooooo silly and so fun and in that room i could feel centuries of people gathering in rooms to laugh together. this is what can save humanity

#abby talks #i want them to do another one...#then we went to this sketchy weird party. well FIRST we saw one of my old buddies at the show!!!!!!!#hes gonna help w my thesis film and then he was gonna come to the party but by the time he was ready we were leaving #it was crazy me and my friends were so high and we were just in this absurd house. fucking maze ass layout #so anyway these dudes r playing mario kart. i asked my friend if there were going to be mostly straight ppl there and well that was a yes #these two dudes trailed me until i found a way to perch in a corner with my friend next to me. anyway. these dudes r playing and bring up #brba bc of course. im sorry u guys know when we talk abt that show its extremely thin ice. bc this guy is ofc hating on skylar and we're #lit all like ok misogynist like. she was just a woman living her life with an insane gaslighting husband. but he Kept his values the whole #way thru... ok. anyway hes like genuinely getting mad like we can see him take pics of us and angrily type to someone LOL and them hes just #pissily playing the game. so anyway yeah then we went back outside. then left after watching ppl do keg stands #i get so scared for college girls. literally felt like i was staring daggers at all the guys around the vibes were just off.#anyway. so fun night.#the show was genuinely amazing im so excited to see the one person in my class this week. she played mac

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lucasoliko · 1 year

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I really hope college doesn't end me this year cuz last year i barely had any time to draw things i actually wanted to draw and everything i did was schoolwork that i didn't even enjoy doing/didn't like how it turned out, i just want to draw silly cowboys or stuff that reminds me of the silly dress up cowboy game pls let me be free

#it's honestly hell #esp when im forced to do it traditionally like ik its important but at the same time its so time consuming #i cant paint a portrait in a week pls #i would love to learn to do stuff traditionally but its very time consuming and u cant teach how to do it in just a couple of 2 hour classe #i might dropout but well see.......#cuz ive been talking with classmates and friends and we all think its kinda useless #we dont learn anything we're just there to waste our time #and get a title that wont even mean anything #in the long-run #or just like. ever honestly #i want to focus on my portfolio and i cant do that with college #sigh #lucabla #anyway i start classes on monday if i start posting less that's why :/#i wouldnt be complaining as much if the classes weren't +6 hours everyday #how am i supposed to focus on my portfolio and be a human being like that ?!?!?!?!

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welcometogrouchland · 1 year

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I will feel so tired that it's like my atoms are coming undone and I'm being made unreal...and then I will have a little chocolate treat and for 15 minutes I am whole and present again. Then the horrors

#ramblings of a lunatic #i remember feeling like this at the peak of my burnout and fatigue before #(also the same burnout and fatigue that took my interests and creativity and ground them into dust)#so I've concluded that i will just try and make it through the next two days as best i can (I GET FANCY RESTAURANT FOOD ON WEDNESDAY)#and then I'll just try to let my mental and physical health recuperate while finding excuses to hang w/ friends #cause that'll stave off thr madness of isolation #i wanna watch my shows and movies too and I'll finally be able to w/o guilt after the last exam :cries:#anyway. if you've noticed an uptick in me just sayin shit recently (in a way that may or may not be cause for concern)#it's bc I'm so close to getting out of the mines that having to wait any longer is driving me clinically insane #i wanna downplay the problem bc it's truly not that big a deal in some ways #but then i remembered that this is a) the longest I've gone w/o seeing my pals in like. nearly a month #and I've been at home doing the same stuff everyday for nearly a month too #and also IT'S THE FINAL EXAM I'M EVER GONNA DO BEFORE COLLEGE. IT'S A BIG DEAL MAN #so actually. yes I'm a bit of a drama queen but my slice of life problems have a place for mediation and bemoaning #but it's fine. bc we're gonna kill it #I'm gonna do sooooooo good on this test (<- manifesting)#it's. a little high pressure bc the last time i did a test for this subject (that I'm generally very good at) i majorly beefed it #but I've learned since then and I'm hoping. praying. also working hard but mostly hoping and praying #anyway. I gotta sleep soon bc i got so little sleep last night bc of the heat that i almost started crying at breakfast #LET'S GO LESBIANS (the lesbians are me. it's just me talking into a hall of mirrors)

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smoothoperador · 9 months

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i miss the days when no one cared about me it's so annoying having this many guys in your dms

#the problem is since That Guy happened i am literally unable to tell when a guy is being nice just to get w me #or when he ACTUALLY wants to be friends / is just sweet #there's this friend of mine. i kind of like him but also not really. we talk a lot. im literally obsessed with his dog #he said (jokingly) that he'll take tons of pictures so he has one to send me every day even when we're back at college #'it's so that every day is wonderful' he said #my friends say he's in love with me and that i need to be so ffr. i think he's only just sweet ???? help.#he had like so many opportunities to kiss me and never did. surely he CANNOT like me now #clara tais toi

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khufiya-khaufnak-antariksh · 11 months

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I was thinking, "yes I'll make a paypal today" but then i shrivelled away from it because it was one adult task too many for this week

#afternoon college class got cancelled so I headed home right after the first one and ended up doing some art #and played Hades but it would've been more fun if I didn't have some pending tasks #all of which I actually have plenty of time for #but I like to clear stuff up asap #idk I mostly talked to my friends & gamed & did the art after getting back #and some music & writing after I'm done vibing to music #just 2 college assignments which i'm going to properly work on this weekend (and even that would be early but that's good)#a 3rd assignment too but that's a group assignment and it's due in december & none of the groups have started on it anyway #we're VIBING minus the closet transness & dysphoria + undiagnosed whatever-the-fuck + fomo from having to avoid some fun stuff because of #the chronic pain (altho the last one isn't nearly as bad as the rest). that's 2½ major problems. we're vibing.

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elytrafemme · 1 year

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it's kind of fascinating because maybe a few months ago if i was having a breakdown i had someplace to put it. but i got to university and i was like totally happy so i never questioned the fact that i no longer had anywhere? like the last time i seriously considered what i was going to do when this happened was the talk about putting me in semi proximity to my sister but i can't exactly talk to her about this. there's fucking nowhere.

#nightmare.personal #also i know i have people i can talk to online. i am not going to fucking do that though #i literally have not made amends for the emotional burden i've placed on some mutuals i've known for a while already #so i'm not going to make the case worse for myself in that regard or with anyone else #this is embarrassing .#i cannot believe i am still this fucking weak. this fucking weak!#nothing even happened. nothing has ever happened.#and i can't. talk to my college friends.#and i CAN'T talk to my high school friends.#have i ever had a friend i could just earnestly discuss my emotions to without fucking up? jury's out #i realize that sounds hypocritical though since i've traumadumped to my online friends for like 3 years straight now #but i don't think i made a space for myself to do that IRL after everything #because she no longer loves me. WHATEVER ! we're so fine.

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astrxealis · 1 year

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one day it'll be crazy if i meet someone irl who actually likes and plays ffxiv before meeting me

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#and not in an event or whatnot that is related to ffxiv too. ragh. AND NOT SOMEONE RANDOM you just meet at a mall... someone #who could become a friend i mean. argh. that is the dream indeed.#idk my two closest friends in relation to ffxiv are 1. one of my best friends who i met thru twt and ARGHHH I LOVEU SM /P #and 2. really cool guy friend who meets a lot to me and is just slightly older but i met this guy in my 1st xiv server and we're still #buddies :(( rlly thx bro. to both of these ppl. and gods the rest i've met in my fcs and statics and whatnot i love everyone so much #even if i barely talk to any of them anymore LMFAO but okay one day i will need to and want to meet someone into ffxiv and. irl.#maybe college! i doubt anytime highschool that will happen. fr.#even college seems unlikely tbh ..... ig it just really depends. i'm way too used to gamers i meet playing the same exact games all the tim #and claiming they play so many games and like gods i love all games sure go ahead but. be fr. i'm just lonely and a tad bit bitter ig lmfao #anyway rambles OVER !!! will do school stuff and random stuff and gods i'm so tired i just want to rest. and not worry abt tmrw.

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sylveqs · 1 year

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hi tumblr idk what it post is about because nothing special happening in my life rn but i want to share something

#no like fr nothing happened #just waiting for the prom on 25 june #and then college yay #and i have no friends to go for a walk with #that's why all these days i stuck at home #i'm bored af #just watching some dumb american comedys #(only rewatch one)#and sturniolo triplets lol #something fun in my life atleast #i read fics a lot btw #but we're not gonna talk about it um #so what else idk #play mobile games #if be more specific i play plants vs zombies 2 #i played in first part last summer and i slayed it so hard #god i love this game #well i need to try to take my friends outside because they be sitting home too and just fucking procrastinate like i am #also i'm very very glad that i don't feel like i was last summer oh gosh #it was a dark time for my mental health #it was disgusting holy shit #i feel much better and i'm sooo happy about it #maybe i was just stupid back then idk #and i feel like there's a lot of grammar mistakes because i wrote it all without a translator #so sorry guys if your eyes hurts!!#well yeah that's a lot #okay byeee!!

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teaandinanity · 2 years

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It is never going to stop being funny to me that people I love and who know I would never hurt them and who have seen me mad like one (1) time five or more years ago...

Are still like ‘oh yeah shit she’s TERRIFYING when she’s angry.’

#one of my coworkers - we're friends! she hangs out with me on purpose outside of work! - was talking a newish coworker #and this somehow came up #anyway based on this and The College Incident it is a good thing I do not get mad often #because apparently I give the distinct impression that I am not only able but eager to kill someone #babble tea (blacklist this for less chatter)#this is the second time she's brought it up to someone who wasn't there that I can remember #so it's just kind of making me think #I guess it's a good thing I'm not a dude?#I feel like being scary when angry is a lot SCARIER when you're perceived as male #and I'm already 6' so I'm theoretically capable of being physically imposing #that might actually be a contributing factor; initial impression is 'marshmallow; pear-shaped; silly'#and then I get mad and it's like 'oh okay yeah this person is totally capable of breaking a chair over my head'

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malkaviian · 2 years

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i have a headache but also i dont want to go to sleep just yet dkjnfjds i want me-time

(warning: as i was writing the tags of this post this turned into another kinda-heavy rant about the situation my group of friends and i are. so keep that in mind)

#things were weird today when She(tm) was there but when she left things were normal again #but these hours were kinda stressful rip or more like... there was an inherent discomfort and tension in the air #with some ugly commentaries and actions on her part. like its your (supposed) best friend's birthday at least try to hide your disgust 👍#birthday you ~apparently~ forgot until it the day before. also you didnt had a single penny to spend on the gift for him #but you sure as hell had it to go eat with your college friends to expensive places! girl at least dont post about it on insta #and just in case; this wasnt a '*goes to expensive places before* -oh i dont have money sowwy :(('#this was a '-oh i dont have money sowwy :(( *goes to expensive places after it*'#what we were asking for collaboration was way less than what she spent on those places. it was AT THE VERY LEAST 3000 ars per food #and you know what she wanted to give for the gift? 500 ars!!! you cant buy shit with it; let alone if we only collaborated with 500 each #like she wanted. we're 4; genuine question what kinda shit can you buy for $2000. maybe a good quality cup but we already gave him that #but even then the point is not the money; the thing is the attitude. you cant spend more than $500 on us #but you can spend at least $6000 on your other friends; given you went to eat with them two days in a row. priorities i guess?#OH! and talking about it!! can you fucking believe she INVESTIGATED the phone of our ~new~ friend (the one shes jealous of)#and DEADASS said 'oh i see. my mom has an A51'. our friend has an A20 if im not wrong; which might not be an A51 but its. still expensive??#also your mom has an A51 but you have an iPhone 5 since you were on high school. but hey; apple i am right?? inherently better than an A20 #sorry i have less than that; i have an A10s (that i got on the start of 2020). can i still breathe the same air as you and your mom /s #once again the problem is not the money or the phone or WHATEVER. its the fucking attitude shes having. you want to pretend you have money #and act like youre superior to people who 'dont'; when in reality YOU ARE MIDDLE CLASS. YOU ARENT UPPER CLASS; NOT EVEN UPPER-MIDDLE CLASS #YOURE MIDDLE CLASS. MIDDLE CLASS LIKE THE REST OF US; NOT LIKE YOUR COLLEGE FRIENDS YOU LOVE SO MUCH AND WANT TO IMPRESS #YOU SPEND MONEY YOU DEFINITELY DONT HAVE BECAUSE YOU WANT TO APPEAR UPPER-MIDDLE AT THE VERY LEAST. but thats a lie #a lie that if these beloved friends bothered to ACTUALLY know even the slightest about you; like we do; would fall apart. but they wouldnt!#because they dont care about you as much as we care(d). do you think they will tolerate this fucking attitude youre having towards us?#no they wouldnt. trust me; they WOULDNT. they will tell you to fuck off and leave you completely alone. go cry a river.#god fucking dammit why are you like this. WHY you turned like this. or rather; why we were SO GODDAMN blind we didnt noticed this before #negative

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starrypawz · 2 years

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On the one hand I don’t like to think badly of people or revel in misfortune but ngl the person in question was someone who in hindsight was a total arse to me so like

HA

#nothing that amazing btw #just a friend informing me of a person from back in college who was in my acquaintance circle #who turned out to have apparently disliked me the whole time #and would bitch about me behind my back #and yeah this person is fucking messy and not a good person #like we're talking 'has cheated multiple times on romantic partners'#and yeah bruh she makes me look like a well put together competent adult #so yeah feelings mutual on the 'i don't like you' and she's proven to be a shitty ass person so like #up urs binch

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