#still have all these thoughts just chillin in the background tho haha not terrifying or ominous at all

[nuisanceground]

okay i sat with my depressive meltdown long enough for it to finally pull its claws out of me

we were late and i was very very low energy and people definitely noticed but 'i'm just tired' is always my savior there

i forgot. that the dog. is a puppy. and that puppies are made out of pure unbridled joy and mischief. and it's impossible to be depressed when there's a puppy begging you to play with her. we played tug for a while and then we wrestled for a while. she kept trying to punch me in the face with her paws. and then she discovered my hair and kept trying to eat it lmao

it was cute she's cute. i'm glad she's not my dog though bc she is very high energy. she got the zoomies and nearly took a few people out at the knees and then got sentenced to crate time lmaooo.

i talked to some people a little. ate some food. no one asked me about my side of the family for once. i definitely hit a wall though. almost fell asleep on their couch. almost fell asleep in the car. feeling like i'm about to fall asleep at my desk rn tbh

"im gna comfort you and hold you and ask if you wanna talk about it but the one thing you actually want is out of the question

you feeling sad and upset is completely valid and I'm glad you told me, feelings are volatile and the holidays are hard even without the things we're going through separately and together

anyway we need to be there at x time and we have to go to the store first and they want you to trim the dogs nails and"