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[literaturebf]

HII was tagged by @mirageboy my best friend and favorite insane mutual

favorite colour: green

currently reading: LITERALLY NOTHING. GUYS HELP PLEASE give me recs anything would do im literally not reading anything it's so bad

last movie: ummm some bollywood movie i watched w my parents

last song: ordinary superstar by rina sawayama my gf

currently working on: a lab report and a social justice assignment. and also some poems kind of

tagging @stardstgf @dreamertrilogys @narcissuscore if u want to <3

[stewyonmolly]

@tellmenottobleed @eljaleo @literaturebf @stardstgf @declanshole if u were tagged already pretend this doesn’t exist. if u weren’t tagged HIII & thank u for the tag @gaewaren we are sooo bingo together. this is like my current taste i always have different answers for these but these r the current guys in my ears

[scoopsgf]

ITS UR BIRTHDAY OMG I love u!!! Happy birthday!!!💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗hope u have the most beautiful day ilysm<333 u mean the absolute world to me thank u for being such an amazing friend and writing sooo incredibly well i love u to the moon and back always🌞

AHHH CHLOE ILY ILY THANK U SM!!! ur too kind omg i adore you <33

[petruchio]

HI hello ive been reading ur hunger games essays all day what if i re read them for the fourth time i’m thinking.... <3 anyway hope ur day is going well!! 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

AAAAAHHHH im genuinely obsessed with that i can't believe how many hunger games essays there are on this blog like it's actually an insane amount so the fact that you've read ANY of them?? and MORE THAN ONCE????? god... truly obsessed thank you so much im actually so touched

thank u bestie i hope ur day is going well too ✨

[fairycosmos]

have not dropped in to say hi for a while so hi💗🌷i hope life is not being too harsh with you today and that you’ve had some food n water if nothing else <3 so much love always

omg hiii was just thinking about you the other day! 💗 todays been kind of up and down, but i'm dredging my way through it. made a delicious vegetable curry which was the highlight of my recent life really lmfao. hope you've been doing well? u deserve it! sending all that love back your way of course 💗

[somegreysfics]

hi i just wanted to send you so much love<3 i know things have been really difficult lately and i’m so proud of you for getting through it all. you’re doing amazing, i love u sm, and i hope that today had been a little better🌷🤍😌💞<33

thank you so much for this chloe! you mean so much to me and I’m very, very grateful to have you as a friend <33

[kaimelia]

kai day - pt 1

a/n: there will be a second part to this…tomorrow? I think. anyway. for @herrera-n-hayes and @stardstgf do your essays I love u both<3

"Mama?" Scout asked from the backseat, kicking his legs into the seat in front of him in his car seat.

"Yeah?" Amelia glanced back quickly in her rearview mirror, smiling at her son's eyes before turning her attention to the road.

"Why is there no Kai day?" She frowned and looked back at him for a moment.

"What do you mean? Their birthday is in July."

"Not birthday," he shook his head. "There's Mommy day and Daddy day, but no Kai day."

"Well, not everyone has a parent like Kai, but most people have Mommies and Daddies."

"That's not fair. I have a Kai, and there's no Kai day."

"If you want to have a Kai day," she parked the car in the driveway, unbuckling her seatbelt and shifting in the driver seat to look back at him. "I'm sure that Kai would love that." He grinned, showing off the latest gap in his teeth he wouldn't stop telling everyone about.

She got out of the car, walked around, and opened the door, quickly unbuckling the straps on Scout's car seat and helping him out, taking her bag and slinging it over her shoulder as he took her hand.

He jumped as they walked up the sidewalk to their house, following the chalk hopscotch outline he and Kai had made over the weekend. Amelia unlocked the front door, and Scout ran through, immediately running towards Kai in the kitchen.

"Hey," Kai chuckled, bending down as he hugged their legs. "How was your day?"

"Good," he pulled back and smiled at them, pointing at his teeth.

"You lost another one?" Scout nodded quickly and high-fived Kai when they held their hand up. "You're gonna have no teeth soon, little dude."

"I'll get big teeth!" They stood and ruffled his hair, glancing over at Amelia.

"And how was your day?"

"Fine, I got stuck in back-to-back surgeries and didn't get to sit down until I left to pick him up," she rounded the counter, sliding her arms around their waist as they embraced her. They kissed her forehead. "But, all the patients made it out okay."

"Rockstar," Kai muttered, grinning as they tucked her hair behind her ear.

"How was yours?"

"Typical, running around the lab. I think I made some progress with the cell viability in warmer temperatures, but I'll need to test again tomorrow." Amelia dropped her arms around their waist.

"Who's the rockstar now, huh?" She playfully pushed against their chest and stepped back, looking over at their son, who had settled himself in front of his train set in the living room. "You wanna know what he asked me today?"

"Hm?" Kai turned back to the stove, mixing the pasta they'd been making before she got home.

"He asked me why there's no Kai day."

"Kai day?"

"Mhm," she nodded, wrapping her arms around their waist from behind them and leaning her head against their back. "He told me that there's a Mommy day, a Daddy day, but it's not fair that there's no Kai day." They chuckled softly as she spoke. "So, now, he wants to celebrate Kai day."

"Am I supposed to pretend that I don't know about this?"

"No, you're fine. I'm just giving you a heads up because it's this Sunday." She stepped back and walked over to the cabinet, opening it and pulling out bowls for the pasta. "And, it's perfect because we'll celebrate Kai day in the morning with Scout, and then Link will be here to pick him up in the afternoon, so you and I can celebrate Kai day together." She pushed herself up onto the counter beside them, handing them the bowls. They raised their eyebrows.

"And what type of festivities do you have planned for that?"

"Things that I can't say when our son is ten feet away," she whispered and tilted her head to the side. "I'll leave it up to your imagination for now."

"Stupid child development and word retention," they muttered, shaking their head.

"That's a bad word!" Scout called out, and Kai immediately blushed, widening their eyes at Amelia.

"Sorry," they rolled their eyes at the neurosurgeon, who was attempting not to laugh as she nudged them with her foot. "Well," they spoke louder, turning around to look at Scout, "I am very excited for Kai day."

[georgianadarcies]

wip tag game! tagged by @redbelles thank you <33

Rory nods. She digs her teeth into her lower lip, staring straight ahead of her in the direction of the arch. The light breeze pushes her hair to the side, her curls crashing like waves. “Well,” she says finally, glancing down at her lap, “you just need to tell her… tell her that you made a mistake. Tell her that you weren’t ready then, but you are now, and you just — you needed some time to figure things out, and that you hope it isn’t too late for another chance, because you actually get it now. Tell her that she’s more important to you than any fight, and fixing things with her is what matters most. Tell her—” She inhales. “Just… tell her the truth.”

“D’you think she’ll understand?”

“I can’t tell you that. I don’t know her well enough. All I can tell you is that — well, if it were me, I would get it.”

He nods, his throat constricting inexplicably. “Thank you,” he says, “for helping me. Really. I’m not very good at this sort of thing.”

She smiles — a sad one, wistful, and lifts her shoulder in a nonchalant shrug, as though there was never any possibility she would have considered otherwise. “What are friends for?”

tagging @stellaluna33 @rorygilmoregf @stardstgf @jonismitchell and anyone else who wants to do it!!

[ry-kills-jemily]

When I Look Into Your Eyes (Kai Bartley x Amelia Shepherd):

Rated: Teen and Up.

Amelia finds herself frustrated with the research, so Kai is there to help her and come up with a remedy, or they do what they can to calm her down. You'll have to read and find out.

Link is here

Taglist: @ellephie-greenaway @mmmmmkay77 @amelia-bartley @yourlocalwhor @stardstgf

[thedefinitionofendgame]

rules: tag 9 people you want to get to know better or catch up with (or tag whomever)

Tagged by: @sylviebrettsey, thank you sky!

Favorite Color: turquoise/sea foam

Last Song: Want That Back by Brett Eldredge

Currently Reading: Throttled by Lauren Asher (it's a spicy F1 racer book...I have no regrets)

Last Movie: Encanto (I don't watch many movies lol)

Sweet, Savory or Spicy: Spicy!!! although I do love ice cream ;)

Currently working on: chapter 2 of my current Upstead multi-chap 'Begin Again' (yay) and homework (yuck)

tagging: @21stdetectives @pagingevilspawn @clo-q @kaimelia @greys-for-days @fighterkimburgess @mrshalsteadxx @arwren @stardstgf (no pressure, only if you want!)

[stardstgf]

url change!!

wordsxstars → stardstgf

(mutuals can rb!)

[literaturebf]

DIGESTIBLE. 09/27/21.

taglist + transcript under the cut

[id: black text on a white background that reads:

DIGESTIBLE.

The awakening begins with a round of applause.

I'm standing on my feet as the curtains pull open wondering where I begin and the world ends, where the person I was turned into the person I've become.

Did I mold myself into the shape you've always loved? Have I made myself small enough for you to swallow whole?

You serve me love laced with poison on a silver platter and I eat in one bite. I believe this meant to be my destiny. I believe this is my standing ovation, my one good run.

I believe this is the world telling me: look, man, you gave it all you have but this is as good as it's going to get, this as much as a person like you deserves from me; a silver platter and the barrel of a gun down your throat.

Cold steel pressing against my tongue, a knee carving a space into my chest and the sound of your voice slipping behind my teeth.

Maybe now you'll let me sleep in the empty spaces between your ribs.

Maybe I'm small enough to fit this time.

End ID.]

taglist: @herodiaz @rorygilmoregf @boymagnolia @stardstgf @arthuriankings @maharaanis @boysaints @mirageboy @xuanyuu @uncannyparrish @lilyevansgf @becomingicarus @bakaree @k4dhal

[adelidae]

MUTUALS YOU WANT TO KNOW BETTER.

(thank you sm @lesbiancytherea for the tag!! 🫂💖💕✨)

favourite colour? oh god this one is always tricky.......maybe pink?? you can't really go wrong w pink tbh every hue is bound to be good! one for every occasion <3

current read? the ruins of gorlan by john flanagan! decided to reread the ranger's apprentice series, since i blazed through how to train your dragon earlier this year. though i'm swiftly learning that not much compares to httyd 😔

last series? assuming this is tv series, the witcher (netflix) 💔 i've been struggling to find time to get through it and season 2 is definitely proving to be....interesting, to say the least.

last movie? robin hood (1973)! help that was all the way back in early november though....i haven't had much of an attention span recently.

sweet, savoury or spicy? depends on my mood tbh! though i'm not a fan of super rich/sweet food anymore......

currently working on? most recently i've been planning two writing wips ^_^ one is my long-standing fantasy wip i've had since 2015, and the other is about some lesbians who meet when one of them washes up half-dead on a beach 😏 the height of romance

tags: @sleepingfancies / @wizardfromthesea / @crabbstation / @anemodromos / @asiancatboy / @taminoamirgf / @adorabable / @merrillapologist / @sayheytospace / @caligmaera-main / @ughkento / @stardstgf / @bluejaybytes

[dakotasgreenkitchen]

Equal Parts.

I open a book. It’s new, the pages are crisp and reflect the words that I hold to my heart that I can’t seem to conjure into my mind but the soul who wrote the next 400 pages can.

I sit in front of the chess board. The cool wooden floor of the hallway as the night becomes morning. The 64 squares of total control. I can make it anything I desire.

I open my eyes. The pale moonlight hitting them. My heart flutters as I glance the clock, the wee hours of the morning where humanity goes asleep. I find myself awake. The stars and moon my dear friends shine back on my tired face as I sit at the window sill, opening the blinds wider.

The door swings open. The scent of books and peace meets me. My finger scans the rows of fiction to the non fiction. My mind travels 100 miles a minute as the authors and titles fill me. I relax into a cushioned seat and prepare for the journey of the next 200 pages.

Cool. Refreshing. The sweet, welcoming taste of matcha meets my taste buds. The seeming reward after the 5 days of hard work and stress. My time alone in late afternoon after school. Me and my thoughts.

Driving down the long road on the way home. That song I had forgotten about fills my eardrums. The moment I first heard it flashes my mind. The innocence I felt when I first enjoyed it. Accompanies me on my way home, bringing a smile to my lips.

A list. The way I keep my days organized. The thing that gives me structure to know how to tackle the day ahead. The fresh paper and liquid ink that stains it in beautiful motions and shapes.

Play. I hit play and the opening credits of my favorite film plays on the screen. That familiar feeling of being home, safe from the world warms my heart as the characters begin to converse and laugh.

The soft dip of the bed as I lay the rest of my body on it. The warm blankets consuming removing the stress of the day. The pillow welcomes my head that can’t seem to slow down. Peace. I find myself at peace.

The rain hits the car window. Strangely I roll down the window and allow it to hit my face as I press the gas pedal harder. The wind and rain mix with my hair and my smile grows causing me wonder if my cheeks will be sore tomorrow. Joy. This is joy.

As wonderful as these things are to my heart and to my soul and my mind. My darling whoever you are that reads this. You are better than all these if I had put them together at once.

- This short fic is for my beloved people. I hope you all know what you mean to me. <3

@amelinkendgame @afsalta @stardstgf @hurricanery @thedefinitionofendgame @oboevallis @herrera-n-hayes @somegreysfics

[fairycosmos]

happy new year my love <3 i hope this one treats you a little more gently i am kissing u on the forehead + making you soup always

!!! thank you angel face omg ❤️ happy new year i hope this one is full of all the love warmth nd light you deserve. we r always telepathically eating soup in my mind palace btw mwah

[somegreysfics]

love the new theme!!!<3

thank you so much <33