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B always wanting to be by A’s side, no matter what they’re doing. + sidgeno pleathe
oho HO dont threaten me with a good cute time!!!
The dough yielded beneath Geno's hands as he gently rolled it into itself, occasionally adding flour when it still felt too sticky. He tried his best to concentrate on the feeling of it beneath his palms, instead of the too-hot body at his side.
Sid's chin rested against his shoulders, stubble brushing Geno's throat. Sid's hands rested against Geno's hips, gently stroking at his hip bones through his sweats. It might've made Geno hot under the collar if he wasn't fucked dry earlier that day. He was sore and used and wanted to just make his egg noodles in peace.
But it seemed Sid wasn't all too interested in that activity, as he was flaccid when his groin brushed against Geno's cheeks as he shifted. Warm fingers snuck their way under Geno's shirt, stroking at the skin.
"Sid," Geno huffed, kneading the dough into a ball. He definitely added too many eggs and not enough flour; he was going to have to work to get it right. He added some work flour to the top, then began to work it back in, his movement limited a bit by the man attached to his side. "Can't work when you hang on like that."
"Seems like you're doing just fine," Sid said, a pout in his voice, "Besides, I like being close to you."
"Like to eat?"
"Sure, I guess."
"Then get off."
"G," Sid's big nose brushed against the underside of Geno's jaw, "Come on."
"You just hang around all day!" Geno exclaimed, satisfied that the dough finally seemed to be at the right consistency. "Hang around, always there, not let me do anything in peace."
"Is it wrong for me to want to be around you? Be with you?"
In all honesty, Geno didn't think so, he found it cute, but some days, he needed a break. Today, Sid had fucked him awake, had clung to Geno all throughout breakfast, was practically on top of him during their workout, and they'd napped on the couch, wrapped in each other's arms.
"Of course not," he eventually said, "But want bad noodles?"
"No."
"Then sit," Geno nodded towards the opposite side of the island where their bar stools sat. "Sit and watch and can cuddle later."
Sid made a disgruntled noise deep in his throat, nuzzling against Geno's shoulder blade, before reluctantly slipping away, settling on the stool directly across from him. If he could, there was no doubt Sid would hook his foot around Geno's calf.
"If you won't let me cuddle you," Sid said, "Then I get to eat some raw noodles."
"Get sick that way."
Sid flashed a wide grin as Geno began to roll out the dough. "You'll just have to take care of me then, won't you?"
"Oh, I see. Won't give you attention now so you make yourself sick, so I'm have too. I see how is."
"You love me for it."
And unfortunately, he did.
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horror has KR dust can't be affected by KR unless it's by another version of himself. horror's (somehow) still a judge dust wants repentance for his wrongdoings,,,, someone must see where i'm going with this
i just wanna imagine like if dust ever feels like he's doing something wrong (like having thoughts about gaining LV again or something,,,,) he'll just ask horror to give him like. a quick little punch. hit him with a bone fragment because he needs to feel his sins crawling on his back from a true judge,,,,
and then horror's more than happy to do it 😁😁😁 he winds that shit up before he bitch slaps dust :33 oh you need to be judged DONT WORRY DUST horror is a totally impartial judge that totally won't find your situation both ridiculous and entertaining 😁😁
#something something this can totally be morphed into a more toxic dynamic#dust keeps asking to get hit.... horror totally agrees#but yk he feels BAD because of course he'd feel bad he still has some sort of fucked up morals#buuuut then again dust IS asking for it.... and he's saying that it'll improve himself!! AND ok maybe horror likes seeing him beat up SO WH#dust thinks that he needs this to stop the thoughts that he has and accidentally slipping into the LV grind mindset#and horror's nice (?) enough to do it!! dust isnt doing this to fufill his own hatred of himself. THIS IS TO IMPROVE HIMSELF!!!!#and also maaaaybe just an eensy bit so he can give horror that mental struggle abt dust since he always thinks that he's better than hin#i'm sorry i cant do toxicity if its not equal on both ends i HATE IT when toxic relationships have like.... 100/0 toxicity in them#i've been LOCKED IN TODAY with writing what the hell#me when i write more than 3 words after not writing since fucking MAY of this year#yeaaaah its soooo fun detailing how i think the trio met eachother#(i am dreading the part where i have to make dust and horror meet killer but ill deal w it later)#i have ideas...... i have bountiful ideas....... i only fear that i write something that none of these 3 would do or say or think..........#ill totally post the dust and horror sections once im done with horror's#but once again..... i fear of killer's section...... i will probably cry during it slash half joking#idk bc i dont want horror's part to be disproportionately longer than dusts.......#and killer's will probably be EVEN LONGER!!! which i DONT like#UGH is it so bad to just want killer to experiment on horror and dust the minute he sees them for the first time IS IT IS IT SO BAD#and then dust and horror have a little mini fight about who gets to be named sans :3333#AND THEN I WANNA GIVE THEM CUTE LITTLE TEMPORARY NICKNAMES UNTIL THEY GET TO SMTH NEW :33333#because killer would know their coded names but horrortale residents wouldnt. horror gets to be named red and dust purple!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!!!#horror cant do more than just ONE hit because dust's KR would probably affect him massively#the og hit is just like 6 dmg and then the KR lasts for like 20 seconds and then dust's at 3/99 HP 💀#tricule hc#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#horrordust is so silly my favorite pair of mildly tense abt eachother yet surface level friendly frenemies!!! YES!!!!! I LOVE HRDT!!!! ❤️💜
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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,
if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."
i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,
i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason
#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions#ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person#if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully#that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is#not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion#yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something#like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad#honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner#and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion#and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf#its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333#ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions#ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol#being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless#but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy#and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize#ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people#so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3#i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE#watch nobody read this fr#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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Halley, do you have any fears coming into the tournament
“The more omnipotent contestants intimidate me slightly for reasons I am not able place. Then there are the ‘immortal’ contestants. I will spare you from my spiel on how pretentious that ordeal is. Then there are the ones that have died before… a violation and destruction to the cycle of life no doubt, it is not my job to deal with them at the moment as it is a friendly competition. However, a part of me is curious… how did they achieve such a fate of revival. Was it magic? Was it will? I need to know.”
Featuring several OCs of other folks in the tourney :]
consider this propaganda to vote for them
Fylass belongs to @george228732
Life belongs to @shippyo
Fecto Flora belongs to @ceoofmetagala
Mapobas belongs to @sacrificecage
Starstruck Waddle Dee belongs to @starflungwaddledee
Valfrey belongs to @gethoce
Gizmo belongs to @kid-of-chaos (metal user)
Sir Uther (he is dead) belongs to @quanblovk
#halley being halley and avoiding social interaction with other contestants#kirby#kirby ocs#kirby oc#my ocs#my art#for context Halley’s kind protects the cycle and will lack for a better terms eliminate any one that disrupts it#also what halley says isnt my own opinion#Halley is just like that#i think all of your ocs are so cool :]#sorry if any of you arent okay with tagging please let me know through dms if you would not like to be mentioned in the future#also the next few asks are longer winded it will be a minute but they will be lore heavy :3
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Everytime I face a new character limit on a website that didn't have them before/used to have really long ones... AUGHHhhh the modern social media world was not made for people like me (lovers of details, rambling, elaboration, thorough explanation, and nuance)
#twitter and other short form shit and everything being a Phone App On Small Screen instead of a Proper#Computer Website i feel like has just ruined the format of literally everything for me. Thoughts just keep getting more and more condensed#with detail and nuance taken away. everything over simplified into only the basics. blah blah blah. I've already probably rambled about thi#all before but it's just SO frustrating. I literally just CAN NOT talk that way!!! even if I try!!! I took multiple advanced placement#english & language arts classes in school and I literally never made below an A on any assignment EVER except for ESSAYS#where I would legit get almost failing grades just because I cannt express myself concisely. I took an english placement test thats made to#like evaluate your competency in a subject and out of the 102 multiple choice questions I only missed TWO of them. almost a perfect#score. But for the 5 open response questions (about articulating thoughts succinctly) I did not get a single one of them lol#I only got partial credit on 3. It's like I OBVIOUSLY understand the material and I know how Words Work and how to analyze and interpret#meaning and etc. etc. But it's just when I have to express myself CLEANLY I can't. It's always ''well you have very good points and you#get around to the idea eventually and I think it's very insightful - but it just needs to be shorter/the side tangent needs to be removed/#etc.'' I've always wondered if it has something to do with being on the schizophrenia spectrum and how that can cause disorganized#speech sometimes hmm..ANYWAY.. But I just naturally express myself in a very particular way which is lengthy and I can't rea#ly seem to control it. So it's basically like just.. being gradually pushed out of every place that won't accomodate people with different#ways of like perceiving and expressing or etc. Everything cannot ALWAYS be 100% 'Short and Snappy and To The Point' or a quippy one#liner or the Bare Minimum of information being provided or etc. Some peoples brains just do not work like that!!!!! Sorry I operate#in detail and elaboration lol. ANYWAY.. I still sometimes use random ''dating sites'' like OKCupid to look for platonic friends since#I never leave the house so it's hard for me to just meet friends naturally. And I just realized today that they added a RIDICULOUSLY small#character limit to their messaging system (2000 words?? augh). And also took away answer explanations (when you answer a compatibility#question you used to have a space to give detail and explain why you answered the way you did) and removed a few other features and it's ju#t like.. how the fuck is any of this actually helpful in terms of judging compatibility? take away ALL nuance and anyting that actually#is meant to tell you anything about a person? Bumble's character limits for your profile description are even more fucking insane and so#is every other disgustingly minimalistic place I've seen like.. OKC used to be superior BECAUSE it allowed for a TON of detail. like back i#2016 or something there was SO much data you could look at. long form question answers. personality trait summaries. etc. Now you have#SOO little to judge off of when evaluating compatibiility it's like. You'd have better luck just throwing a dart in a crowded street and#talking to whoever it hits. Why are people so fucking allergic to reading anything longer than 3 words and providing DETAILS!! It just seem#harder and harder to find any place to meet platonic friends where you have any amount of actual data to go off of and it isnt basically#just random 'speed dating' set up shit. AARGH. &I know 'oh just join a club& meet ppl irl' 1. erm..covid. 2.I mostly want to meet ppl#in places I'd like to move so I already know ppl when I get there. You kind of HAVE to do that online. bc I am not there yet.. WISHING for#Complexity.Com where ppl can upload full 900 page psychological files of themselves. MINIMUM profile character limit 30k words lol
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If only you knew...
if only you knew the depths of my illness for these two
If only you knew...
(Rosa belongs to @foxyd101)
#theres so much more#theres about to be 3. yes. 3 MAGMAS OF JUST THEM.#im so sorry i have nothing to offer i have just been brainrotting so intensly its not even funny#okay... thats a lie... its a little funny...#theres so much more art of them like theres SO much more#i want to show but Rosa technically isnt out yet... i will patiently wait for it...#BUT AHHHH#i want to draw them so BADLYYYY#I just woke up... im sorry for my rambles#welcome home oc#rainy dewdrop#myart#i adore them so much... wawahhhh...#RAHHHHH ROSAAAAAA#my head is in my hands#i told myself i wasnt going to post today but i cant contain my excitement for them much longer#goodnight#rosa time
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kind of want to rewatch cowboy bebop
#honestly i dont know why i just got this wave of nostalgia for some reason#i watched it in the middle of the pandemic. i distinctly remember binging it and eating icecream sandwiches#ik the pandemic was bad but i. i kind of miss sitting around.........#missing that 3 2 1 lets jam you know.#honestly out of all the watanabe productions its really not my most favorite.#space dandy and samurai champloo are my personal favorites#but i've been in a cowboy bepop mood lately. not sure why#its kind of sad though that its the most popular...WHERE ARE MY SPACE DANDY FANS!! HELLOOO#if cowboy bebop and samurai champloo are like bleach and naruto space dandy is like the gintama#which isnt a great analogy but i think it works.#not to mention the fact that the music SLAPS. honestly all three of them have great soundtracks but#space dandy really is my favorite. it just scratches an itch in my brain idk what to say#if space dandy has 1 million fans i am one of them if space dandy has 100 fans i am one of them if space dandy has#10 fans i am one of them. if space dandy has 1 fan that is me. if space dandy has no fans then i am no longer on this earth. thank you#oh and not to mention that the animation is stunning. they get experimental with it and its really cool#its done by the same people who animated mob pyscho i think. not 100% about that but im p sure#i would rb sooooo many gifs but. no one cares about it unfortunately :\#sorry this totally derailed. uh. now i kind of want to rewatch space dandy instead lol
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The day women characters in jrwi are treated better is the day i can know a little bit of peace.
#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#prime defenders#riptide pirates#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd#apotheosis#jrwi apotheosis#the other half of this is the day grizzly is consistent w his shit i will know piece but we arent ready for that are we 😒#sorry im being a little bit of a hater rn#also. im not including bitb mainly bc of how short it is#but if it was longer it would apply to it too#im just so. annoyed sometimes#i will say of the 3 pd is the best but not by much#actually. no its better by quite a bit but it still isnt safe#but between how yuri in apothy was literally just sexualized like. the whole time.#and how grizzly makes most of his female npcs#its. ugh.#like amanda rinn in 102. she became a pirate. cool!#and then you learn she became a pirate to chase after chip#a man that wants nothing to do w her#and also. they already ended the relationship. if she became a pirate bc of. fuckin idk#like. if she was inspired by how much chip loved the sea yknow what thats fair#but. to chase after him? and their nonexistent relationship? gross#or lizzie! lets talk about her!#the second shes canonized as a black woman shes heavily sexualized! crazy how that happens#and like yeah maybe her previous fit wasnt great but lets be honest here. there is a pattern.#genuinely the only one who i can make an argument for is edyn. bc shes not doing what she is bc gill is man or anything.#its bc hes her bro. and shed do it no matter his gender. also if they were swapped i think gill would do the same for her. nuance is crazy
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#personal#im like so happy rn. but also terrified#bc like. uh. gotta go back to the real world of having a job after bein in school for 3 years DNDNJDNDNDNDN#and also like. my boy problem. like NDJFJDJDJJDJDJDJD#big transitions oml#i can only do 1 thing at once and like so sorry to me but the job search thing is kinda taking a back seat NFNDDJFN#OH I HATE TO SAY IT. AS LIKE. A USUALLY CAREER DRIVEN PERSON BUT..................#JDJDJDJDJDJDDDJDNDNDNDNDND I CANT EVEN SAY IT............#but rn ya. my priorities.... im ashamed NDNNDNDNDNDNDNDNDNNDDNDND#but.... HHHHHHHHHHH its the more fun thing so !!!!!!!!!#but gah..... i also am like takin a break bc its like christmas n who the fuck is looking to hire rn lmao#the time between xmas n new years isnt real so !!!!#and also !!! i think i deserve a break after 4 months of non stop work !!!!!!!!!!#also like the faster i resolve my boy problem the easier itll be to focus#on job searching ?????#or like god i guess i could do both. my mom keeps being like.... youre both looking for jobs... why dont you ask him to do it together NDN#um.... 1. hes my competition LMAO. we literally had the same gpa down to the decimal#(tho this may no longer be the case bc we got our grades for the semester n mine went up. idk the state of his. would be fuckin funny if it#was still the same tho JDJDJFJDJ)#and 2..... LOL ID RATHER DO LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE WITH HIM........#god idk where this post is going. but 1. i wished him merry christmas and he answered back with a 'merry christmas 😄' which !!!@@@#from a reserved/grumpyish guy...... im just kind of like NDNNDNDNDNDND IDK. IDKKKKK. LIKE IM HAPPY ???? BUT IM ALSO LIKE FREAKED OUT ??????#i dont think i'll be able to deal if he actually likes me back#and 2. i like have a draft message of like. asking him to hang out JJDJDJDNDNDM#if youve been following these posts.. maybe u remember me askin him if he wants to keep in touch with me n our mutual friend and he said#he would. so that friend is like. going away for a month and like ok lets be real. if i have to wait until feb to see him i'll um Die JDJJD#so i have a message planned. IDK WHEN IM GONNA SEND IT. BUT IT WILLLL GET SENT. I JUST.... HHHHHHH I HAVE TO GET THE NERVE....#but .... ya idk i hope he says yes but i'll also get if he says no. may be awks just the two of us. maybe we're not ready LMAO IDK. ive bee#alone with him maybe like. 30 mins max. and like the convo keeps going but there are pauses. IDK. maybe i should stop thinking and go to be
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hey by the way. if you send an ask that has no sentence structure or even question mark? i will delete it. sorry but some of yall are really impolite sometimes. one might even try saying 'please'! that would be cool.
#just saying stuff in my inbox like 'transfem vriska <> transmasc terezi' no additions whatsoever is no longer gonna fly sorry guys.#<-hypothetical example but i have gotten this exact structure many many times including recently#dstext#this isnt abt everyone obviously and to those who DO word things in like. a nice way i appreciate you.<3
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MAC. MAC. MAC. I'M ON HANNIBAL S2E9. WHAT THE FUCK MAN. this is gettign insane. i don't have much else to say except whaaaaaat the fuckkkkk dude. "i sent a man to kill you, you sent a man to kill me. i suppose we're even." I'M GOING TO START GNAWING ON FURNITURE. wagh. hannibal isn't lying to will anymore, he's just not saying anything because will already KNOWS. he KNOWS. he doesn't HAVE to say anything it's all unspoken. i thought will was either gonna become his partner in crime or hide his crimes from the fbi while feeling conflicted about it but no. it is a secret third thing. and i don't even know what the fuck that thing is but BOY IT SURE IS SOMETHING!!!! also it's getting quite gay?? there may have been straight sex scenes on screen but that is nothing compared to the eroticism of whatever the FUCK is going on between these two. what the fuck man. i gotta go lay facedown on the floor for a bit. i'll start ep10 soon. hopefully finish the season either tonight or tomorrow morning. very looking forward to the season finale. WHAT THE FUCK MAN!!!!!!!!
ITS A SECRET THIRD THING !!!!!! god. season 2 is so. ugh. i think season 1 is my favorite overally but s2 has some absolutely fucking banger moments. yeah. whats gayer. gay sex or whatever the fuck those two have going on etc. god i CANNOT wait for u to see the finale. im not gonna give u any hints but i promise you. You Will Know the scene im talking about when it happens. good lord.
#season 3 is the weakest in my opinion. its still good but it didnt capture my attention quite the same.#also hiiiii whsikey i am soooo tired im sorry this isnt longer but just know i am LOVING ur hannibal liveblogs.#sorry about freddie btw <3#except not really bc oh my god i could not stand her.#DONT GET ME WRONG. shes an EXTREMELY well written and interesting character and i think the show would be worse without her.#however. i see a nosy annoying firey redhead and it is ON SIGHT. she activates my cain instinct i think.#like i love her but also i think i would like to punch her <3#HAVE YOU MET THE VERGERS YET. I CANT REMEMBER WHETHER THEYRE SEASON 2 OR 3. i need to tell u my verger story#actually. wait. hold on. maybe theyre season 3. let me google something rq.#asks#friends!!!#anachronistic-falsehood
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Kamen Rider Geats episode 35 poorly summarized via memes with as little context as possible:
#kamen rider geats poorly summarized#kamen rider geats#kamen rider geats ep 35#the fact they're collecting hella cracked ID cores CONCERNS me#reminded me of the DR unlock mode where you collect parts to build more monokumas#but couldnt find good footage of that within 3 minutes of googling which is my limit for effort for these shitposts#anyways if it doesn't bite em all on the ass later imma be suprised#nadge-sparrow once again thinks hes the smartest mfer when he doesnt know jack#he died as he lived: without purpose#seriously tho if daichi was your fav im so sorry the narrative does not care for him#love that beroba and kekera are j chilling and are like 'aight plan B'#love keiwa trying to help his sis out but also honey this isnt sustainable#no idea why the boys are chilling in a warehouse when buffa no longer must pretend to be dead and ace has zillion dollars but go off ig#'they're laying low' i hear you but consider: hotels exist#ace saw michinaga in a warehouse and went 'i can work with this'#love seeing girls be friends#i know theyre just gonna kill off keiwa's sister but let me enjoy the fluff while it lasts#also i am aware i skipped episodes - probs gonna do dif stuff for those so can look forward to that
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Ça va, mon ami?
... Oui?
#🐝#'?' as in 'maybe???? sorta??? idk' type '?'#okay sorry rant in the tags#does that make sense?#i would say okay but. . rn im just chilling#but my emotions flip flop as easy as flipping a coin#one moment ill be hella sad and upset and then the next it'll be like it never happened#like oh. i was sad?? yeah alr cool ANYWAYS time to watch my favorite actor#happy?? good times??? one wrong word or sentence boom im sad#but then that goes and its like okay well thats over time to be laughing and happy#so yknow i can never say yes because right now i cant recall the last 10 minutes#does that mean im just on autopilot??? maybe.#does that mean my brain is on power-saving low-usage mode??? yes.#yknow i just. i just. my emotions change so smoothly its kinda concerning?#i can go from being in the dumps to just 'eh im good' so quickly its as if it never happened#i just dont process anything longer than 20 minutes. 21 minutes? yeah watch me simping for one of the main 3 i like acting like i wasnt sad#yeah so im just. im just on low energy no-real-attention-needed mode rn mon ami#rewatching a tv show ive watched 30 times. music. dark room. my irl/online bestie/platonic marriage partner isnt on#i mean its just low vibration buzzing brain hours rn
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how do you feel about tom soap. i want to know all of your thoughts i want to hear your succession meta
um. um. thes. my best friend thes my bestest friend in the whole wide world. i uh. well. um. to steal lucy's words this is. well this is like opening a can of worms if by which you mean a can of worms is actually a portal to hell. um. worlds shortest answer is that he made shivsad and well for that alone i think he should be killed with rocks.um
#this is. well this is like if someone asked u why you hate *!***t. there is so much and well i would have to spoil s3 for you#um. put a pin in it and we can come back to this. perhaps#longer more srs thoughts that i can give u w/out spoiling too much tho. i do think tom is a super interesting character#and so funny very funny character#but i also just do not like him partially for reasons some of which r valid and some of which are shivolo demons#and i cut him way less leeway w how he acts next to the roy siblings bc. he did not grow up one of logans children. you have no excuse budd#like. when those three exhibit Behaviors its very tragic i think. kendall roman shiv are desperate for power and cutthroat and nasty#in pursuit of their dads approval bc they were raised to do that. logan taught them to do that from childhood. its all they know#but like. tom isnt. he married shiv out of equal parts love for her. and love for her last name#and is willing to be just as nasty in pursuit of power but he just is like this. no reason#also i just find it supremely tragic that shiv married tom to distance herself from her father and tom married shiv to get closer to him#it kills me forever and i am a shivgirl until i die#SORRY this was perhaps not what you were looking for sorry sorry#ty for asking me about it tho i had fun FKDSA<3#ty for the ask!!! <333
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didnt wanna rant in the tags of that previous post i reblogged so im making a separate post
cause man i WISH i could just do fuck all at work sometimes. theyre monitoring your performance and i always skip at least one of my breaks so i can stay well above the quota and get performance bonuses. but its fucking bullshit that the time you spend on a coffee break counts towards your hourly average of lines collected. my feet hurt every day and im slowly developing a bunion from this shit fucking job that doesnt let me sit down and fucking REST for a moment
#not to mention like 95 % of my coworkers are men and a lot of them are fucking annoying sexist and gross#snd disrespectful#one of them pushed his cart against my ass cause it took me longer than 3 seconds to leave the packing area#one of them talks to me about his life and stuff but doesnt listen to a word i say to him.#chabges subject immediately to himself once im done talking about something#can you tell i had a bad day at work today#this isnt even relevant to my rant but ywah#i fucking hate the work culture at the warehouse i hate the warehouse itself#and i hate that they basically pay me in small pebbles for my hard work#i get cuts and blisters every day and my managers complain about being bus#busy#while they bring their dog to work to hang out with or order pizza while sitting in their office#that has a fan btw#no air conditioning in the warehouse but the bosses get to enjoy a pleasant wind on hot summer days#cause fuck those of us who ate actually moving and climbing on dusty shelves every single fucking hour at work#sorry im just pissed off today lol#every day i think about how should i inconvenience the corporation on my last day here
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thinking of how lucky it is to die while you're still someone that'll be mourned
#the selfishness to wish you were someone worthy of being mourned if you were to die tonight.#i wont so it doesn't matter that im not. yet its still a secret heartache to remember how quickly my life can be forgotten.#but even to call it a life would imply at some point something was alive and is no longer. that there was a time i would have been mourned.#but i didnt die. for better or worse im still alive. but to be alive means im not supposed to be mourning my indefinite death. but#there i go pretending existence can be manipulated&resurrection could be as common as death just to fanatsize on my own selfish desires lol#which sounds sad but its really not. theres not much to consider its just december and i wss i reminded of something#which is how these moments always go isnt it? ^_^#anyways sorry for the cringe vauge mental illness ill go back to posting about wanting to eat a comic characters sweaty asshole or smthn <3
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