#sorry this is self-indulgent i just had some shitty negative thoughts earlier and i'm trying to drown them out!!

[copiawife]

copia's obsessed with me actually. like he just loves me so much it drives him crazy. sometimes he'll be in an important meeting or even on stage at a ritual and he'll just get so caught up in thinking about me that he'll forget what he was doing entirely. when i have to get up before him in the morning, he'll hold on tightly to me, trying to get me to lay with him for just a little bit longer. he has a picture of me as his phone background, and looking at it always brings a smile to his face. and he has a little framed picture of me he puts on the pillow next to him when he's away on tour staying in hotel rooms, he gives it a little kiss before going to bed, sighing and wishing it was actually me next to him. like he's so in love he doesn't even know what to do sometimes, he feels so lucky he found someone as wonderful as me. he didn't think that he could love someone as much as he loves me. but he's so glad that he met me, he couldn't imagine his life without me now <33