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Letâs get to it shall we?
So, I have studied the drawing for a bit and ended up coming up with around six relevant things that are probably symbolism
First is the mirror- it is cracked though it mostly is intact, the cracks all originate from the same point in LBMâs reflection: their eye. Mirrors tend to be good for identity symbolism, showing a characterâs reflection and all, so thinking about it like that and seeing the state this mirror is at we could come to the conclusion that it probably means LBM has identity issues. This will come back later
Next is the fact LBM is making a gesture of shooting herself, which kinda makes me concerned for his mental health tbh. I see this as potentially symbolizing LBM not liking themselves or at least holding some sort of grudge towards himself. Or maybe itâs meant to be like the past them is dead or something, idk
Next is the fact the mirror is cracked over the eye it never opens, which Iâm starting to think is actually missing. Now, I donât know how you differentiate your Bloodmoons but I have seen others and myself use the âtwo eyes-two twinsâ method, so like one twin has one eye and the other the other, and if you do this as well then the implication here is that one of the twins is dead. Which I think is true actually because of the drawing you dropped when I asked you for lore the other day (which I saw but forgot to reblog :()
Next is something Iâm not too confident on and am purely adding âcuz I think itâs funny. So the yellow stains yes? They seem to be magic of some sort, though their most notable feature is that theyâre yellow, and according to the Bibble yellow is the color of betrayal. And deceit and illness in the negative side too I guess. Feel free to disregard this one :P
Next I want to turn to the background on the reflection. Itâs all destroyed and thereâs magic flying and stuff, which probably means LBM is in a really dilapidated place, or she lost her temper, or Iâm overthinking, idk Iâm not good at catching thematic symbolism
Next letâs look at the Lordâs expression. Vacant. Empty. Iâd say maybe even melancholic. This just strengthens my conviction of one of the twins being dead yâknow?
And finally, what I asked about before, the flowers. Red Anemone Flowers have a plethora of meanings, as is standard for a lot of flowers, and thanks to your answer from a bit ago I could narrow the potential meaning a bit. First the slightly more unlikely one, emotional attachment and fragility, two of the Anemoneâs meanings in Japan, tied to what we saw before and the fact a mirrorâ aka a very fragile thing âis in the scene we could get a somewhat emotional view at LBMâs state, seemingly missing someone who they cared for deeply. Then we have one Iâm almost 100% certain you intended for, death and loss of a loved one, it just fits so well with everything else, LBM, the bloody god, thinking back on his past and mourning the (potential) loss of their twin, holding resentment towards themselves for it and the environment showing that. And lastly the thing you 100% intended for, the blood of Christ, I mean, I mean, câmon almost all the art youâve made for this guy has heavy religious tones, why wouldnât you use the flower that represents The Christâs death?
So, putting this all together, I think I can string together the lore thatâs being implied here:
Lord Bloodmoonâs twin is dead, they mightâve died on their own terms or the Lord mightâve been involved someway, who knows, what matters is they are dead. And Lord BM, not being very fond of emotions but anger, doesnât tend to show how much it affects him, mostly turning all the emotions into itself, maybe even having the feelings grow into self loathing stemming from guilt? It affects her, badly.
So yeah thatâs my reading
I Am so sorry if I got it all wrong :(
Tbh Iâm not very good at symbolism; foreshadowing and implications of the past and characterization are a lot more fun to play with for me personally, and I kinda sucked a lot at catching symbolism in school assignments, so if I got everything terribly wrong I apologize
Requests?!
Lord Bloodmoon Lore
Or uh, Lord Bloodmoon as a stained glass window? Anything Lord Bloodmoon
Or canon BM in a field of flowers I guess
Or your main in Dandyâs World?
pew pew
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plus these goobers
i main Rodger and Finn (Rodger for public runs and Finn for solo ones)
i like extracting a lot, so i like Rodger a lot! in the future id probably end up being a Vee player tbh,,
Finn is just fun because hes fast LOL. dont think i could play as him in a multiplayer lobby because i tend to get a bit.... reckless with him pfft
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#perhaps it is.... if you want it to be >:3c#<<< it was#god I hope I didnât mess up to bad#sorry if I did
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hi do you take requests for id that arent actually posts? im watching the x files and i Think the train car that gets decoupled is from the pioneer zephyr family of trains, but im not sure.
heres the best pictures i got
and heres some crappy dark ones
thanks in advance!
My boy... that is a Budd Company - RDC-2
If I've ever seen one.
RDC stands for Rail Diesel Car. That means it can move around on its own. Presumably it's being used as a railcar here cause it looks like one and it can control itself for whatever tomfoolery happens in the show. Curiously the windows have been plated over. I guess they did that for the show. As for the Pioneer Zephyr connection... they were made by the same company! Everything Budd got their hands on was made of stainless steel though. I hesitate to call them related. Zephyrs have a dedicated power car and the earlier ones have semi-permanently coupled cars. The RDCs are easier to work with⌠every car is a power car so you can just slap more on if need be.
(Side tangent, The Pioneer Zephyr is just the first one made. Burlington Route named all their trainsets of that style the [X] Zephyr. Really the Zephyrs deserve their own post, they're great fun!)
#Budd#Budd Company#diesel electric#diesel#railcar#north america#sorry i kinda forgot about this for a bit >_<#dmu#well actually itâs just a du but shh
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Happy 20 years to the Imperishable Night
#Touhou#Touhou Project#Imperishable Night#Get ready for all the character tags#Eirin Yagokoro#Kaguya Houraisan#Fujiwara no Mokou#Reisen Udongein Inaba#Tewi Inaba#Keine Kamishirasawa#Mystia Lorelei#Wriggle Nightbug#Reimu Hakurei#Marisa Kirisame#Sakuya Izayoi#Youmu Konpaku#Yukari Yakumo#Alice Margatroid#Remilia Scarlet#Yuyuko Saigyouji#(and Ran Yakumo and Chen but theyre barely visible lol)#Just a day late for the anniversary day damn it...#I started on this a bit over two weeks ago#And worked on it almost every day#Though i've had the idea of the composition of this piece for a long time#Specifically Reimu and Marisa in the middle facing off against eachother#And then the hourai immortals at the top with Eirin in the middle and Kaguya and Mokou on either side#I am slightly sorry to Mystia and Wriggle cause i kinda forgot about them and just threw them in where there was room#But yeah i worked real hard on this and even though i have regrets about how i went about it and i think it couldve been better#im just proud i finished it at all
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part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 (these make one big story, you won't understand this part without the others)
day 07: free space a happy ending
Wakefulness embraces him so slowly and gently that Steveâs not entirely sure he isnât dreaming when he sees Eddie lying next to him, watching him with an easy smile as his fingers tap out a slow beat on his pillow. Steve looks at him, blinking away the remnants of sleep, not quite daring to do anything more than that for fear of it being a dream after all, scared that Eddie would disappear if Steve reached out to touch.Â
But then Eddieâs smile widens. âGood morning, sunshine.âÂ
Steve gasps a little and moves his hand to Eddieâs cheek, tucking a few strands of hair behind his ear, his breath hitching when Eddie leans into the touch.Â
âYouâre here,â he whispers, his gaze wandering over Eddieâs features, taking it all in and looking for any indication that this is a dream.Â
Eddie hums. âAnd youâre pretty.âÂ
It hits him out of nowhere, the open sincerity in Eddieâs voice, the fondness in his eyes, the honesty in everything about him. The love, open and free now â or getting there, at least. It��s still so raw, though, so new, that Steve doesnât know how to handle it yet.Â
âShut up,â he huffs once heâs caught his breath, rolling over to hide his face and the way his cheeks are heating up. He rolls right into Eddie's chest, though, and he's so warm, so close, smells so good that Steve wants nothing more than to bury his face in his neck and stay there for the rest of the morning. Or maybe the rest of his life.
The reflex to pull away is there. The urge to run and hide, to laugh it off, to freeze up and find something else to do, something to occupy his hands and stop them from reaching for Eddie. Years and years of muscle memory telling Steve to leave.Â
But Eddie's arms come around him, holding him close and pulling him even closer. And Steve breathes him in, remembering that it can be okay. Remembering that they get a chance now.Â
Remembering the words.Â
What are you doing?Â
Changing the world.Â
So he tries that, too. Changing the world. He tries by winding his arms around Eddie, too, and breathing in again and again, learning that Eddie won't disappear if he does.Â
Slowly, he dares to move his arms, stroking along Eddie's back in slow, gentle patterns, lulling himself into a safety he hasn't felt in a while. Maybe ever. At some point Eddie begins to hum, and Steve thinks that it's just another one of his audible smiles, inviting Steve and the rest of the world to join in if they're so inclined. But then he detects a familiar melody in the vibrations of Eddie's neck against his skin, and he holds his breath to find out what it is.Â
His heart jumps when he recognises the song as one he used to listen to on repeat like a lovesick fool around the time his feelings for Eddie turned into something more, something better, something infinitely worse.Â
It skips and he forgets how to breathe as he lets his hands travel over Eddie's back, slowly and tentatively daring to slip underneath his shirt and touch his skin.Â
Eddie begins to sing, then, and Steve wonders if he's even been in love with him before, because nothing of what he's ever felt compares to Eddie's gentle, hoarse, sleep-rough voice as he sings Somebody to Steve, to their little bubble, or to the world outside.Â
"I want somebody to share, share the rest of my lifeShare my innermost thoughts, know my intimate details."
He closes his eyes as he listens, focusing on the vibrations, on the warmth, on the closeness, on how this moment is everything he's never even dared to want. Everything so perfect that he couldn't even dream it up.Â
Everything. You're everything.Â
He needs to be closer still, so be buries his nose in Eddie's neck and breathes him in, tangling their legs, filled with a breathless kind of joyful bliss when Eddie's breath hitches, too, and he stumbles over the words of the second verse as Steve tries to climb into his skin.Â
"I want somebody who cares for me passionatelyWith every thought and with every breath."
You have me, Steve thinks, pressing his lips to Eddie's pulse point. It's not a kiss, not quite. It's something deeper. It's a promise.Â
Eddie's hands come up to hold him there even as his voice carries through the drumbeat of Steve's heart in his throat, running fingers through his hair, lightly scratching at his scalp, making him purr along to the melody.Â
"But when I'm asleep I want somebodyWho will put their arms around me and kiss me tenderlyThough things like this make me sickIn a case like this, I'll get away with it."
When the song ends, Eddie's words faded out, replaced once again by the gentlest silence, Steve feels raw. Vulnerable. Open and exposed. But he also feels safe, and loved, buried in Eddie's skin and held there, as though Eddie is just as scared of fading away as Steve is.Â
He lifts his head just slightly, enough to meet Eddie's eyes â only to find that they're closed, an expression so serene like Steve has never seen before. Mesmerised and overflowing with affection, he reaches out to trace the line of his brows, down to his cheeks and all the way to his lips, where his eyes are glued for a second.Â
The thought of kissing Eddie is right there. The opportunity is, too. But he doesn't. He barely dares to move as it is. But he does roll them over the rest of the way until he lies comfortably on top of Eddie, and tucks his head underneath his chin, finding one of his hands and lacing their fingers.Â
"You've got him," he breathes eventually. "That somebody. If youââÂ
"Yes," Eddie says, his other hand finding its way to the nape of Steve's neck to play with his hair again. "I want."
"Good." It's lame; far from what he wants to say. From what he has already said last night. It feels like they're doing this backwards, starting with the I love you and catching up with the slow build-up afterwards. "Good. Me, too."Â
"Good," Eddie hums, and there's that smile again that Steve can't help but mirror.Â
They fall asleep again like that even though itâs already late in the morning; cuddling and holding and cradling each other, still trembling slightly. Maybe that's what changing the world will do to you. Maybe that's the bravery more than the love.Â
Or maybe it's just Steve and Eddie. Steve and Eddie. SteveandEddie.Â
I love you.Â
~*~
It takes a bit for Steve to relearn loving Eddie. To not associate it with tragedy and sadness and a bone-deep loneliness that'll leave him breathless even on the best of days.Â
It takes a while for Steve to learn a whole new kind of breathlessness, a whole new kind of aching when it comes to Eddie.Â
And Eddie's not much better than Steve, pulling away when Steve wants him closer, swallowing his words and needing a second, third, fourth try until he learns that he gets to love Steve now.Â
Years of unrequited love, or feelings unreturned, of words put out into the universe with no one to receive them, are not easily or quickly unwritten. But every time Steve's breath gets lodged in his throat and he wants to run away, Eddie is right there to remind him of what they can have now. Every time Steve tries to be a little less of who he really is, Eddie is right there to coax him out of his head with gentle touch and a lot of hugs.Â
Every time Eddie starts to doubt himself and all the ways he makes Steve the happiest person on the planet, Steve is right there with the words he only has for Eddie. Words that don't get stuck anymore. Words that finally get a recipient.Â
~*~
Their first kiss, the first real kiss, doesn't happen that first morning. They spend the first week only holding each other, barely wanting to let go, hiding their vulnerabilities within each other.Â
Steve is worried about it at first, seeing Eddie so quiet, so reverent, lacking his usual cheer, his energy and snarky comments. He asks about it one night, ready to prove right that he isn't and can never be enough for him, that all he will do is steal the things that make him Eddie.Â
Eddie stops then, lifting Steve's chin with a finger when he's too scared, too ashamed, too vulnerable to meet his eyes on his own accord.Â
"Stevie," Eddie says, his voice so gentle that Steve immediately feels stupid for doubting. "I have loved you for ten years. I've had you for three days. Let me bask in it. Let me be unable to be myself with how absolutely and utterly overcome I am with the knowledge that I have you now. That I get to hold you. That I get to kiss you and keep you and... God. I'm not unhappy. I'm so much the opposite of that that I'm not sure there's a word for it. Other than devoted. Smitten. Bewitched, body and soul."
Steve wants to kiss him then. Almost does, with the way they're just staring at each other, breathing the same air âair that smells like Eddie now. In the end, Eddie just holds him, brushing a kiss to his cheek, his forehead, his temple, and whispers, "Let me bask in it."Â
And so they do.Â
Wayne called Eddie not long after with the words, "Chrissy just told me the wedding's off. Please tell me that means what I think it means."Â
Eddie just blushed, reaching for Steve, tucking a strand of hair behind his ear. "Yeah, I, uh. I finally talked to Steve."
There was a very loud cheer on the other end that made Steve laugh, falling into Eddie's side, holding him tight, a weight falling off his shoulders knowing that Wayne was okay with them.Â
You know, I always figured it would be you.Â
No matter what happens, you'll always be a son to me.
It made his eyes sting again, but he basked in the moment and in the knowledge that Wayne was on their side. Always has been, always will be.Â
"You better come here on Sunday, and bring Robin and Chrissy, too."Â
"Robs and Chrissy?" Eddie asked.Â
"Oh, you're in for a treat. I'll see your asses on Sunday, boys."Â
And with that, he hung up. Steve immediately went to call Robin, hopeful and giddy with Wayne's implication, knowing that Chrissy was Robin's person just like Eddie was his.Â
"She loves me," Robin said, on the verge of tears, and Steve joined here right then and there. "She'sâ Steve. She's soâ She... God!"Â
"Yeah," Steve laughed at the ceiling above his bed, grinning because Robin sounded so happy, not even caring that she didn't have the right words for it, because he could hear Chrissy laughing in the background, too. Laughing and saying hi to him and interrupting Robin's ramblings and groans and giggles with kisses that always left her dumbstruck for a good two seconds each time.Â
When the call ended, he went right back to the living room, where he and Eddie started watching Pride and Prejudice before, and fell right on top of him with a happy, happy smile.Â
~*~
It happens at Wayne's, exactly one week after Eddie showed up at Steve's in the middle of the night. One week after the phone call. One week after I love you.Â
It happens in the soft glow of the fairy lights Steve and Eddie helped him put up years ago. I happens after Wayne hugged him tight once more, after he pulled Chrissy to the side and promised her that she's still his kid, that he still loves her, and that he's happy to see her smile like that. After he promised the same to Robin.
It happens when Wayne's inside to refill their drinks and Chrissy and Robin are caught up in each other that they're blind and deaf to the rest of the world. When Steve turns to find Eddie looking at him with the softest, gentlest expression.Â
"Eddie," he whispers, leaning in to rest their heads together, lacing their fingers and stroking his thumb along Eddie's palm.
"Yeah, baby?"Â
Baby. It fills him with butterflies, with the urge to scream, to shout from all the rooftops that he loves Eddie, and more importantly, that Eddie loves him back! Baby. Baby.
"I love you."Â
"Hmm. I love you more."Â
No, you don't. Just longer. "Can I kiss you?"Â
He can feel Eddie's little gasp before he leans in even closer, rubbing their noses together, cradling Steve's face with his free hand. "Please," he whispers.Â
And Steve does. He captures Eddie's lips, pouring into it everything he feels and more. Sealing the promises he's made and all the ones he's yet to make. The promises to love and cherish Eddie. To be brave. To be there. To stay and keep and bask.Â
It's nothing like their first kiss all those years ago. There is no question behind it this time. Only declarations, only promises, only the beginning of a shared future.Â
And there are many, many more after this one.
đˇđ¤đˇ THE END đˇđ¤đˇ
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god i can't believe it's over. i thank you, every one of you, who cheered for me, cried with me, screamed and yelled at me, and stayed with me throughout this past week. i have no words right now other than thank you đ¤đˇ and i hope this is okay
#steddie#steddie fic#steddieweek2023#steddie week fic#i feel like this one's a bit disjointed but i kinda like that about it?? little snippets that make a happy ending you know??#idk i hope you like it too (i always get anxious about endings tbh catch me vibrating out of my skin)#dio words#i cannot believe it is done. i cannot believe what a ride it's been. i'll find the words for it later i think. first we read. and we bask đ¤#morcantinon i am ENDLESSLY sorry i forgot to tag you even after you sent that wonderful ask please forgive me đđ¤#i also forget a bunch of people who asked in the reblogs but dear god i hope you find this anyway i am all over the place#i will edit this and work in more chrissy/robin when i post it to ao3. but this is steddie week. and these are 15k words of an au#that happened spontaneously and within 2h each night of me flying by the seat of my pants. xD
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gonna get back into the swing of things with!! some faces I did a bit ago!!!
+ closeups and oc creds under the cut!
the welcome home guys ofc <3
some of my guys!
(Niebla belongs to both me and @akemima ! <3)
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And now, some friendsâ ocs!
Lady belongs to @gremliinsart, Keira belongs to @funonion001 !!! :3
Sundown belongs to @carnivalcarrion !! <3
Damon belongs to @sammysun , Wizard belongs to @akemima !! :33 <3<3
#this was a while ago it feels SO OLD#by the way. this was hell to format. tumblr web and mobile both have skill issues idc#welcome home#welcome home fanart#howdy pillar#sally starlet#eddie dear#eddie my beloved <3 eddie my love <3#frank frankly#oh hes my babyâŚmy babygirlâŚfrankâŚ#sorry i forgot how ill i am about them#laughingstock lowkey been ruining my life lately (bogs fault)#AUUUUGHHH FUCKKK I MISS STAMPS.#oh i got a stamps ask a bit ago. gonna finally respond to it#BTW: saying this now bc its been a problem with a lot of people/for a while. i will answer asks that are asks!#people popping in to say hello is always loved ofc <3 but. it clutters up a lot. if youre new/sharing kind words ill respond ofc!#but if youre in my inbox just to be there/to grab my attenion. im not gonna respondđ this keeps happening and it makes me kinda sad idk#ANYWAY ANYWAY. not gonna waste my tags with a ramble#oc fanart#sherri stitch-up#hotel hubbub#niebla valentine#puppet oc#daiki iyer#indigoâs art#art#indigoâs ocs#other peopleâs ocs#puppet ocs#expression practice
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For the prompt ask game!
9. Sleep deprivation and/or 37. Secret Relationship and/or 40. Identity reveal/major secret reveal
(I selected a few so you can chose the one that resonates the most.)
For any DPxDC characters. <3
*emerges from a google docs, covered in blood and panting* i did it... it is done.
thank you for the prompt!! because i love a challenge, or because i can't stop myself, i went and did all of them!! for everyone!! everyone is sleep deprived and everyone is revealing secrets ^^'
Danny/Tim, mentioned Jazz/Jason
(ŕšâ˘Ě â â˘Ěŕš) enjoy!! prompt ask game
kid napping
âRed Robin, sound off. Status?â
âAll good here, Oracle. Everything okay?â
Itâs been a slow night, never a good sign. Pent up energy itches under his skin and he stretches when he stands, preparing for whatever Oracle is going to throw his way. Itâs going to be something, he can tell.
âGood.â Relief briefly colours her voice answers, before she becomes serious again, keys clacking away in the background. âThereâs been a report from Agent A. It appears that one Timothy Drake has been kidnapped and is being ransomed for five million dollars and a helicopter. Iâm tracing the call now.â
âA helicopter, too? Kidnappers these days, used to be they just wanted their money and that would be the end of it⌠a fucking helicopter, wow.â Red Hood scoffs, and Red Robin canât help but join in the laughter over the comms.
âDoesnât exactly sound like these are the brightest tools in the shed now, does it, Hood? Wonder what poor schmuck theyâve got instead.â Nightwing says, slightly out of breath.Â
The smile slips off Red Robinâs face and clammy, cold dread shivers down his spine. A stone settles in his stomach. He wets his lips and clears his throat. âOracle, can you pull up the CCTV on my apartment near WE? Any closer to tracing the call?â
âStill on the trace, theyâre using a jammer. Agent A is cooperating so they should phone back soon, which will help.â she reports, falling into silence as he finds the video feed.
âYou know who it is?â
âI hope not.â
Itâs tense, he taps his feet on the rooftop, fingers tightening over his grapple as he fights the urge to fly off the roof and check for himself. It better not be him. Please, dear God, donât let it not be him.
âWhat are you thinking, Red Robin?â Batman growls through the comms. Red Robin can hear the wind under his words, whipping fast as he no doubt makes his way over to his position.
âI had a, uh, a friend coming over tonight. From behind, he⌠he could be mistaken for Tim Drake.â
The jokes fall silent, the comms growing serious as they pick up on his tone.
âWell, fuck.âÂ
âEloquent as always, Hood.â
âShut up, bat-brat.â
âYou were right, Red Robin, it looks like it was your⌠friend they caught, instead. About two hours before the call came in. Iâm following their van now, I should have the destination soon. In the meantime, it looks like theyâre heading towards the docks.â
Red Robin throws himself off the building, shooting his grapple as low as he dares to get the fastest swing he can.Â
They have Danny.Â
Worry gnaws at his gut even as gravity pulls it into his throat with another swing.
Danny is⌠And Red Robin means this in the nicest way possible, but Danny is fragile. They havenât talked about it, but RR knows that Danny has health problems. Something plaguing him since he was young, thatâs landed him in the hospital more than once. A weak heart, far too slow to be normal, possibly chronic fatigueâheâs always so tired, falling asleep anywhere he can.
Sometimes, he doesnât even need to put his head down. Once, when they had gone to the corner store to get some popcorn to enjoy their movie (which Danny had explicitly and repeatedly promised he wouldnât snore through this time), Danny had rested his head on Timâs shoulder while they were waiting and heâd just⌠gone. On his feet, asleep, just like that.
Heâd laughed, when Tim woke him up. Apologised. Said Tim made him feel safe enough to fall asleep just about anywhere andâ
Red Robin grits his teeth and corrects his course as Oracle updates them with more precise coordinates.
Tim had carried him home that night, piggy-back for four blocks, but by the end of it, he wasnât tired at all. And thatâs another thing, Dannyâs just so light. Itâs concerning.
They never did watch that movie, but itâs a night that Tim canât help remembering fondly all the same. Theyâd ended up rewatching some old sitcom that Dannyâs seen countless times but Timâs never really bothered with, Danny drifting off to sleep again and Tim eventually following him, because⌠sleep is easy with Danny.
Itâs the same for him, he thinks. He canât explain it, but he feels safe enough to sleep with Danny, too.
He needs to be alright.
âSo⌠Is this friend just a friend? Or a friend friend?âÂ
âA friend, Nightwing. Now hurry up.â
Heâs not in the mood to play these games, not now. Thereâs a reason why none of them know about Danny, and this is one of them. His family, as much as he loves them, are just too damn nosey for their own good.
âYou know that doesnât answer my question at all.â
âThen why donât you ask something intelligible, rather than continue with your childish antics?â Robin snarks, and for once, Red Robin has to agree with him. Or, rather, heâs grateful for the distraction that it gives him.
Tim has secrets. Heâs sure that Danny does, too, and so farâaside from the standard background check he always runs on new friends and friend friends alikeâheâs done very well to respect them. He just canât say that his family would do the same.
They can be overwhelming, to say the least, and Tim has tried his best to protect Danny from that.
Only to fail to protect him in every other way that it counts.
âHow long have you guys been âfriendsâ?â
âNightwing, save it, please.â
âWhatâs his name?â
He ignores him.
Red Robin lands on the building first, thank goodness. He wastes no time in finding a skylight that can be pried open fairly quietly, slipping inside without a second thought.
âWait for backup, Red Robin, that is an order!â Batman says, when he lets them know heâs in.
âNegative, Batman. Iâm getting him back.â
âRed Robin!â
He weaves silently through the desks on the second floor of the warehouse, always moving, always keeping a trained eye on the shadows around him.
When he reaches the stairs, he hears voices.
âLooks like three of them, armed. The-the hostage is tied to a chair in the middle of the room, heâŚâ Red Robin takes a steadying breath. The person has a burlap sack over their head is slumped to the side, from where he is, Red Robin canât see if his chest is moving. Thereâs blood on the floor. âHe needs medical assistance. Another two on the northside entrance.â
The comms explode in admonitions, everyone pleading with him to stay where he is, to wait for help, but fuck that. With a tap, he switches them off and he can finally, just about make out the words of the kidnappers as he creeps down the first few steps.
ââshouldnât he have woken up by now?â
âI donât know, man, youâre the one that hit him! Do you think heâsââ
âNo! I didnât even hit him that hard, I swear!â the man cries, holding his hands up in surrender. âI just couldnât take any more of his stupid jokes!â
If there was any doubt in Red Robinâs mind that they picked up Danny by mistake, itâs gone now. Yeah. If you get Danny, you get his stupid jokes, too.
He creeps closer.Â
Thereâs some storage crates between him and Danny, if he can get behind there without being seen then that leaves him in a good position for when whoeverâs next in takes out the guys at the front. He canât do anything without them gone first, not without risking them taking shots inside and endangering Danny.
The man that hit Danny circles round behind him and grabs at his hands.
âWhat are you even doing, Pat? Who gives a shit, leave him alone.â
âIâm just checking! I just gotta see!â
âFuckâs sake, guys, who cares? We just gotta get our money, thatâs itââ
âAnd our helicopter!â
âAnd ourââ
âShit, I canât find a pulse! Shit, Frank, I killed him, Iââ
Jason told him once that when the Pits overtook him, he used to see green. Instead of blacking out, heâd be swimming in that putrid Lazarus colour and heâd slip into that rage and bad things would happen.
Heâs heard of people seeing red, too, but really, he thinks thatâs more of a literary device.
Tim doesnât see anything aside from his targets.
A barrage of birdarangs take the guns from the guys at the front, the three around Danny startling badly enough that the guy that kilâthatâs behind Dannyâstumbles, losing his footing.
Only one of them shoots.
Amateurs.Â
Thereâs a round of curses on the comms as the shots come through. Oracle must have turned them back on.
âFucking hellâNightwing and I are at the front, Red Robin, donât worry about them.â
Red Robinâs barely listening.
He spins, kicking the largest guy in the stomach hard enough so that he doubles over, wheezing. Following through the movement, another kick lands on the side of his head and heâs down.Â
The second one, Frank, gets his wits about him and raises his gun, spraying wildly. Heâs a shit shot, going wide in panic, and Red Robin simply ducks and rushes forward, keeping low. Tackling the guy, he grabs the gun off of him and uses it to smash him across the face, once, twice, three times, before he stops moving.
âOracle, get police and paramedics on scene, now.â Batman says, the displeasure in his voice evident. âRed Robin, Robin and I are coming in from the top.â
Pat hasnât even made it up off the floor yet, scrambling backwards, fear plain on his face.Â
Red Robin stands, breathing heavily, gun still in hand.
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry, I swear I didnât mean to do it! Pleaseâplease, donât, please!â
Red Robin doesnât kill.
Well, no, Red Robin doesnât normally kill.
No, thatâs not quite right, either.
Red Robin has killed. Red Robin will more than likely kill again. Red Robin sees no problem with killing.
The gun is up, pointing towards the guy without any real thought about it.
Footsteps rush behind him, the familiar heavy footfalls of Batman and Robin, so he doesnât bother turning around. The gun follows the guy as he keeps pulling himself backwards, snot and tears mingling down his face.
âRed Robin,â Batman says, softly.
Itâs always weird hearing Batmanâs voice like that. Itâs not the first time, obviouslyâBatman canât use his scary intimidating voice on victims or children, after allâbut having it used on him is weird.Â
âBreathe.â
âHeâs dead. They killed him.â
If hearing Batmanâs voice was weird, Red Robin canât even recognise his own.
Distantly, he realises heâs dissociating. Thereâs a tightness in his chest, itâs hard to breathe, a growing buzz drowns out any noise in his ears and he canât think, he canâtâ
A heavy hand squeezes his shoulder, jolting him out of his thoughts. Batman reaches around and gently removes the gun from his grip, and Tim feels the instant loss of it. He should have done it, why hadnât he done it?
Robin takes care of the last man, his crying cut off by a swift kick to the head. Nightwing and Red Hood join them, zip-tying the men on the floor and starting to drag them back to the entrance of the warehouse one by one.
No one says a word.
Shrugging off Batmanâs hand, Tim moves towards the chair.
Shaking, he takes a deep breath and removes the sack. The small part of him that was left hoping it wasnât him, it couldnât be him, please dear God let it not be him, shatters.
Even dead, he looks peaceful.
Timâs seen death. Heâs no stranger to it, heâs seen what it can do to a person. Thereâs some blood coagulating over his eyebrows, but otherwise, he looks peaceful. Is that comforting? That he didnât suffer?
Dannyâs head lolls to the side as the sack comes completely away, his hair flopping over his eyes. Timâs been on at him to get a haircut lately, he thinks itâll be nice tidied up a bit, just on the sides. Itâll get rid of that permanent bedhead. Help him with job interviews, heâs got to be thinking about that now that heâs in his last year of college.
Itâs about the only thing thatâll hold him back, Tim thinks. Dannyâs brilliant. Any employer would be a fool to turn him down because of his shaggy hair, but employers are stupid so it makes sense to put your best foot forward andâ
Tim falls to his knees.
Fuck.
Heâs dead, heâs reallyâDannyâs skin is horribly pale, cold to the touch. Gone is his bright, cheerful smile.Â
âDanny, Iâm sorry, Iâm so, so sorry, IââÂ
He stops himself with a deep, shuddering breath. He canât break down here, he canât, he canât, he canât.
Instead, he tips forward to rest his head in Dannyâs lap, arms curling around himself. They were too late. They got here as fast as they could and they were too late.
 âDanny, Iâm so sorryâŚâ he whispers. âI⌠I love you, I love you, Iâm sorry.â
Dimly, he can feel the others standing around them. Someone crouches down beside him, resting a comforting arm over his back, but he doesnât turn his head to see who it is. He squeezes his grip on Dannyâs legs tighter.
âCome on, baby bird. Letâsââ
Theyâre interrupted by a huge, honking snore as Danny jerks himself awake.
Timâs head snaps up, staring at Danny with wide eyes.
âYou were asleep?â Red Robin springs up, several different emotions rapidly flip flopping through him.
âWha⌠What?â Danny heaves a yawn, blinking blearily down at him. âSorry, Iâm just⌠they were shit kidnappers, man, really boring. Honestly, worst abduction yet.â
âYou were asleep? I thought you were dead!â
âNot mutually exlusive, you know.â Danny says through another yawn. He rolls his neck around with an almighty crack and glances at everyone. âDidnât think Iâd warrant the whole Bat brigade, thoughâŚâ
âThe kidnappers thought they had Tim Drake.â Batman supplies, while Red Robin tries to work through the emotional whiplash.
âAh, makes sense⌠wait.â Danny sits up suddenly, squinting at Red Robin. âDid you say you loved me?â
âNo, of course not, why would Iââ
âTim? Is thatâare youâare you Red Robin?â
âEveryone, hold the fuck up!â Red Hood shouts from the other side of the warehouse, having finished securing the perps to a streetlight outside. âDouble R is dating Danny fucking Nightingale?â
Well, there goes his identity⌠Oh, whoâs he kidding, Dannyâs smart. Thereâs no way he could have salvaged that. This was not how he thought the night was going to go.
âCranberry, is that you?â Danny twists in his chair, somehow delighted to see Red Hood rescuing him, too. âI thought I smelled you lurking about!â
âShut it, you little shit. Since when were you dating this dweeb?â
âIâm sorry,â Red Robin pleads, hands in the air to try and slow down the onslaught of information and insults, âyou two know each other?â
âCranberry?â Nightwing echoes, looking as lost as Red Robin feels.
âYeah, CranberryâThe Cranberriesâzombie, zombie, zombie-ie-ie. Obviously. Also heâs wearing a big, fuck off red helmet.â
âYeah, sure, makes sense.â
Itâs about the only thing that does.
âAnd please donât call my boyfriend a dweeb, Cranberry. Especially when he just said he loves me for the first time.â
âHe only said it because he thought you were dead.â
âI am dead, so it counts.â
âOnly half, so Iâd say that puts you at a solid âlikeâ. Timâsâand savour this, Tim, because Iâm only going to say it onceâTimâs intelligent, so Iâm sure heâll come to his senses soon.â
Danny just throws Red Hood such a shit-eating grin. A level of feral that Timâs only seen before in Damian.Â
âThatâs what I used to say about Jazz, too.â
Hood scoffs in offence, and to be honest, Timâs not sure where he should go from here. What the hell is happening, how do they know each other?
âCome on, is anyone going to untie me or am I really meeting your family mafia-style?â
âDo it yourself, Slimer.â Red Hood laughs, crossing his arms.
âUgh, you suck so much. Iâll fucking slime you, just you wait. Canât believe Jazz even likes you, I preferred it when she was dating Johnny.â
And then, without Danny doing anything other than muttering obscenities at Red Hood, the ropes fall to the ground. In one swift motion, Danny stands up and stretches himself to his full height of 5â6.
âAll of you need to explain, now.â commands Batman, and honestly, Red Robinâs very much on his side of it.
âI canât believe it⌠Jason and Timmy are both in secret relationships? Thatâs⌠How come no one told me?â Poor Nightwing sounds the most shocked out of all of them. He turns to Damian and clasps onto both of his shoulders. âYouâre not secretly dating, are you, D? Please tell me youâre not, please tell me youâre single, please?â
Of course, Robin just clicks his tongue and pushes his hands away. Really, Red Robin doesnât think that Nightwingâs in any danger of that happening, heâd be surprised if anyone could stand Robin enough to actually date him.
He shakes his head and turns to Danny, whoâs staring right back at him, worry clear on his face.
Fuck, he... He's alive. He's really alive.
Tim pulls him into a bone-crushing hug, fingers buried deep in his NASA shirt. Tucking his face into the crook of Danny's shoulder, he laughs wetly with the joy of it. He's alive. He hasn't lost him. He's safe.
âIâm sorry I havenât told you before now, starshine, butâŚâ Danny breaks the hug and softly pulls away from him to rise on his tiptoes to place a kiss his cheek. The skin burns cold where his lips touch. âI love you, too. Also, youâre gonna wanna sit down. This is going to be a lot.â
#dpxdc#dead tired#anger management#(barely but it's there haha)#dcxdp#hailsatanacrabđŚđŚwrites#i'm sorry this has taken a while but also this week has kinda sucked and i'm still pissed off about that#so writing has been a nice little break from that!!!!#i hope you enjoy it!! i'm not fantastic with writing romance/ships so like... hope it's alright haha#also i feel kinda bad about not putting the whole phantom reveal too but like... we get that all that time haha#idk maybe i'll continue it#OH SHIT I FORGOT MY WRITING TAG HOLD ON#must admit - i do like that you can edit the tags now even though the new post maker sucks#anyway!!!!!!! i had this whole bit from danny's pov in the beginning where he just decided to go to sleep but realised that fucking sucked#it was so boring haha#so we got this instead!#hope the emotions came across - i feel like i have a tendency to just go cold and clinical when emotions happen#idk#oh! danny and tim met because danny's a part time barista and when tim ordered his monstrocity of a drink danny just winked and said#'ah the walking dead special coming right up!' and added another three espresso#jason and jazz met before they did though - and none of them knew they were dating the other's family#danny and jason have a bit of a rocky relationship - he's not good enough for jazz!! she deserves way better than some two-bit gangster!!#jason just thinks he's a cute overprotective brother - he really envies their relationship and wishes he could have something like that#he likes to rib danny and tbh danny is really warming up to him too - now that the gross stinky ecto is starting to filter out#(which is thanks to him and jazz - which jason does know about and is extremely grateful for)#(he really does love jazz and is a little bit jealous that tim told danny he loved him first)#(jason goes home that night and dips jazz into a kiss and whispers it into her skin over and over again)#(he loves her he loves her he loves her - and who the fuck is johnny?)#once tim gets over his shock he's doing good! of course he accepts danny there was never any question of that#he meets ellie and then introduces her to kon and the rest of the team and ellie decides she might like to do some superheroing for a bit
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âCan you stop? I donât sound like thatâ
âReally? Because thatâs what you sound like right nowâ
Fanart for @kyuhu's lovely au that I have been thinking about for the past week
#hetalia#art#my art#hws estonia#hws poland#literally crying i just now realized that I forgot Ed's glasses#like... the lenses#dude has.....only frames#sorry estonia#i meant to post this like three days ago but#as you could probably tell from the lack of posts that I did nothing the past few days#literally nothingâŚ.idk what was wrong with me#but! back in business baby#I kinda really like how Feliks looks here#Ed is alright haha I think his hair is a bit lighter than I intended#I so love this au I could ramble about it for hours probably
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this is a test
#iâm bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters thatâs actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring letâs think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk iâm not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad thatâs a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isnât all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw thereâs probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i donât#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like iâm actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much itâs crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books theyâre all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry thatâs made everything a bit messy. i shouldâve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think youâre being annoying i literally donât care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now itâs just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i donât really have any thoughts to put here idk if weâre halfway ermmmm omg itâs#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. itâs wild how itâs basically almost christmas. like#what. thatâs illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesnât crash or#smth cause iâve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but iâve saved it and holy jesus itâs a lot of text im just sat here giggling thereâs really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldnât that be crazy) so wait thereâs 140#haracters and 30 tags so whatâs 30 x 140. someone hurry. i havenât done maths lessons in two and a half years iâve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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i love sundownerâs big coat he just looks like this to me
#ibis art#sundowner#metal gear rising#also HI littel bit of tag ramble. thank yooouuu for the color palette reqs im gonna see what i get done before my Big Trip#but anything i dont finish i will probly try to do after Big Trip#i like the ones i got a lot... there was a req for CLIVE! YAY#ah clive... as soon as i figured out i could draw mech bits i kinda forgot about him. sorry dude
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i need to remake my cup bros ref⌠both cup and human designs⌠itâs been almost a year(?) and iâve developed the headcanons and i would like to share with the class!!! (i wrote thirty tags. Please help me)
#my little hc i kinda showed in the refs but didnât point out: cupheadâs handle appears broken/in human form his ear is halved#cause he has microtia (that also affects the eustachiantube/middle ear). basically i am a HoH cuphead truther#also to add onto that i think he has poor auditory processing issues cause i also see him as AuDHD#double also. while he would use ASL on a bad hearing day i think regularly he also uses home signs to express words/concepts#autism-related btw. itâs actually a bit visible in insert cuphead media (to me at least LOL) that cuphead expresses a lot of body language#so not liking conversation oral or signed as well as replacing oral words w home signs is in character. at least to my headcanon whatever#floats your boat!#OH! plus his split upper lip that i draw him with isnât related to the microtia. he just roughhouses and chipped/tore his lip open when he#was younger#cuphead is also a trans boy. it feels right to me LOL#even back in 2017 when i barely knew the game or also much about trans people i saw cuphead and was like hm. hm!#tbh he just pawned his clothes onto mugman. who iâve also changed my hc for i see him more as bigender than a cis boy now#LOL. i cast bi on mugman. sorry buddy#OH HIM TOO. im so sorry mugsy i have like two headcanons for you đđđ#she uses he/she 2 me. i like casting personal parts of myself onto mugman even if i gravitate more towards cuphead/chalice#i see him as a bi ace as well. and a hopeless romantic. i donât ship uhh i donât remember what itâs called#i donât ship cala maria X mugman (respect though) cause i see the cups as kids and iâm also a hilda X maria shipper LOL#but in the show. i will be real that she is a hopeless romantic. Look at that dork#FORGOT TO MENTION. i am a cuphead aroace truther to my grave. KEEP THAT MUSHY ROMANCE OUT OF MY HIGH SEAS ADVENTURE!!!!#like i said w cuphead before mugman is AuDHD (they share. many genes LMFAO)#however the difference is that they express it in different ways; while cupheadâs is more linked to his hearing/social behavior#mugmanâs is more related to her emotions. i see it through my headcanon colored glasses that especially in the show mugman has more#meltdowns between the two cups#he has high emotional sensitivity both in positive and negative ways; former as in being strongly attached to cuphead and latter as in#more prone to meltdowns as well as being very literal#which isnât a bad thing of course. mugman we are shaking hands so hard we are the same#OK thatâs all the ones i want to share right now. i also havenât shared her human or cup design i did but iâm workshopping chalice!!!!!!#i am leaving her out intentionally she deserves her own post because i luv her so much#ok post over. twenty minutes dedicated to autism about the twins out of the trio#cuphead
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i wanted to draw sage again after i beat the game, but i kept forgetting to do that until just now...ah well better late than never or something
...also psst a spoilers version. yes i know its been a month since the game came out already im putting it under the read more anyway. donât worry about it
Damn...she got autobalanced...Â
#my art#sonic frontiers#sonic the hedgehog#sage#i still dont know how we tag this character is just the name fine...#she doesnt have a title......#also i forgot to pull up a reference until after already doing the sketch so i failed to properly reflect#how giant and weird her hair is she's got spherehead. sorry for flattening it a little bit.#also i gave her white eyelashes because i think when ingame screenshots of her were first being released#i briefly thought that she had white eyelashes. but then more of those came out and i think it turned out to just be weird lighting.#but i thought it was cool so i colored them like that anyways...#also to be able to make an alternate coloring of this i had to make it have like 1 billion layers csp got really mad about it. sorry.#sth#<-- i keep forgetting i have that tag for my own organization. whcih kinda defeats the prupose
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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: THE CITADEL (PART 1)
Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Lt. James Vega, EDI, and Thane Krios With: Flight Lt. Jeff "Joker" Moreau, Councilor Rannadril Bibsos Tembin Lesti Bensin Valern, Cmdr. Armando-Owen Bailey, and Kai Leng Kalahira, this one's heart is pure, but beset by wickedness and contention. Guide this one to where the traveler never tires, the lover never leaves, the hungry never starve. Guide this one, Kalahira, and she will be a companion to you as she was to me. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs â¨#sophie shepard#james vega#EDI#thane krios#jeff joker moreau#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#priority citadel is one of my favorite priority missions in the game so itâs a fun one to gif!#i absolutely love how much thane content you get in the front end of the mission since thane is one of my favorites!#and bailey is one of my favorite npcs in the game so i adore that he gets a bit of a spotlight role in a bigger mission too!#but i will say that i do think priority citadel has some.. writing issues? to put it mildly?#i think my biggest problem is that i feel like everything with udina feels like it kinda just comes out of left field#like it feels like thereâs VERY little build up for what happens with udina being a cerberus plant#the idea is interesting!! but i wish there was much more build up for it? itâs sort of just- there for me and it just comes at you so fast#like udina had always been sort of portrayed as a kind of shifty/power hungry character (donât get me wrong)#but the cerberus plot line seemed VERY hastily thrown in and i wish there was a bit more subtle nodding to it throughout earlier missions#and i could write essays about how i wish kai leng was written better#but people who write much more eloquently than i do can put it in much better words than i can what problems there are with his writing#i think he had potential to be a super interesting character if he was introduced earlier and was much less stereotypical in form#also iâm sorry mr. leng but miranda wears the armor better (I SAID IT AND I WONT APOLOGIZE FOR IT)#the fight between kai leng and thane is *chefâs kiss* đ tho (i adore the cinematography of the shots as a video editing bitch)#ME3 has very nice fight choreography in some of the cutscenes (especially the ones with kai leng and the phantoms)#thane krios will always be my beloved and in canon he and soph develop a mutual respect over their hand to hand combat skills :)#also i forgot to say joker looking so absolutely done with everything in that first gif is me irl â¨
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man... rhoam's "redemption" in aoc really sucked, huh?
like botw SHOWED us, several times, how much pressure rhoam put on zelda to unlock her powers, despite her telling him, several times, that it wasn't working. he got angry and banned her from doing not only something she saw as useful, but something that she was clearly very interested in and passionate about because she "wasn't dedicating enough time to her prayers." yes, his diary expresses regret for it, but at the end of the day, if zelda saw that it wouldn't mean much to her. the actions rhoam took, and the way zelda grew up under so much pressure that she nearly died as a child in one of the springs (this is in urbosa's diary, iirc) mean so much more than his regrets and his intentions. it took him nearly 10 years to realize that he fucked up, and by that point it was too late. the calamity had returned, and rhoam had lost any chance he had at making things right with zelda.
meanwhile, in aoc, all that's there is some half-hearted scene in the temple of time that's supposed to make everything better? yes, aoc had a very different and arguably better outcome than the calamity that led to botw, but the damage was still done by rhoam. it's still the same hurts and abuse and trauma that he put his daughter through all because of the prophesized calamity.
#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#hyrule warriors age of calamity#sorry i just. i don't know what nintendo meant to do with rhoam#i guess they were trying to make him into a guy who did bad things for a good reason but still#i think the action matters more than the reason because the action is what impacts others the most#when someone is hurting and they lash out what people remember most is them lashing out#that scene in aoc really felt kinda empty and half-hearted (even kohga crying during the scene kinda felt forced)#yeah i guess they were trying to make him into a stern father who we were meant to sympathize with because he didn't want to do#what he had to do. but it kinda... fell flat?#i don't think he was a good king either. he wasn't a tyrant for sure but also what kinda king puts the fate of his entire kingdom#on the back of like 6 people. 4 of whom are considered kids or young adults by their society's standards#(urbosa also mentions this in her diary and she hates that she and daruk are the only seasoned warriors of the champions)#(her diary is full of worldbuilding gems because of her relationship with zelda and its worth a read if you have the DLC)#don't think i forgot about link in all of this either. he was like 12 when he pulled the master sword and he wasn't much older than zelda#if he was older at all. and he was already a knight as a teenager. he was a child soldier who rhoam personally appointed#because he was able to wield the master sword#and maybe revali has a point there. maybe he didn't deserve any of it but not in the way that revali thinks#i don't think that's a writing mistake. revali is a very flawed character and he's young and brash and impulsive. he's very harsh on link#because he thinks he's being overlooked for his skills while link gets all of the pomp for doing the bare minimum#which isn't true but there's also not really anyone proving otherwise to him. link himself doesn't talk a lot#BUT I DIGRESS this post is about rhoam not link and revali#yes i have sat on this for 3 and a half years. what of it#i think rhoam could have had a redemption if he didn't like. deliberately lie to link at the beginning of botw. several times.#like.... these are flawed characters and it would take a LOT for rhoam to shift his world view like that#if he had come to the conclusion he did earlier and listened to zelda maybe things would have been a bit different#but he didn't. he missed his chance to speak with his daughter and tbh the fact that it took him about 10 years to realize this#says a lot about his character i think#post brought to you by the copious amounts of hades i've been playing (zagreus and zelda are an interesting point of comparison in my mind)#(like yeah rhoam and hades are two completely different parents but they both had similar outcomes with their children)
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Well I guess I'm officially all caught up on IWTV now AMA
#s 2 seems fine#its kinda fun to give them more time to like hang out in paris and wtv#i like madeleine (if thats still her name in the show? the dressmaker)#santiago is also fun#im sort of like ehhh about armand cuz sorry hes just not my type and hes supposed to be like the hottest one#also hes a bit too likable to me rn haha like hes a lot sadder and softer than i think of him as#well actually he is adequately bitchy to claudia#and i guess he was kinda like that in the first book i just forgot bc im thinking of how he was in the next book too#louis is looking good this season i feel his wardrobe had a bit of a glowup#vampire chronicles spoilers#interview with the vampire spoilers#p#vmpcs
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very gently hands you gossamer. can our lil rat guys be buddies :3
yes absolutely!!
whatâs his personality like? how did he show up at the hotel (iâm assuming weâre doing this in season two)? is there a story line youâd want light to play out?
#the void talks back#i think these guys would fit so well together from the little bits iâve got#sorry i gotta ask a bunch of questions#i donât really know a whole lot about light except that li like gossip lol#speaking of i need to fill out my guys like speciality and favorite food#i kinda forgot about those
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which is gayer? SIX or Adamandi (real)
adamandi
#like. gotta break it to you. one of these musicals is canonically lgbtq and it's not the one where women sing about their dead husband yknow#like. idk what to say! but <shrugs>#ask me stuff???#must say the fandoms are really quite different. i'm quite fascinated by the dynamics tbh#also i realise a lot of the queendom(? forgot that was the name for a hot sec) go mad about women in shiny pretty costumes slaying#but also hmmmm adamandi is very much gender for me.( for all the characters. but specifically vincent and beatrix)#and the thing about queerness is it literally gets woven into the narrative. and it's Obvious.#smth about canonical lgbt+ rly is just. it hits. the representation is real? as opposed to fandom interpretations only#(and like... i love fandom interpretations and when people can see a new side to the character that they feel seen in!!!)#(but having it be in the original content is just... yeah... you do feel kinda especially seen)#watching adamandi was a bit like first watching firebringer for me? like except for sexuality it was gender o.O#firebringer was the first musical i saw with a canon wlw couple. and like i'd known that girls could like girls for a while but#there was the small italicised oh moment where i was like ''this is actually real'' <it's maybe worth noting i wasn't very active on soc me#about consuming things other than content. so i wasn't very exposed to the community at large. so representation in media mattered!!>#similarly it's been a while since then and both online and irl i've found people who are more open about it and accepting. i've been very#very lucky in that sense. to have specific irl friendgroups where we're all out to each other <based on sentiment? i think most of us#including me. aren't openly out irl> ... and online i'm really glad to have friends who Get It and are similar to me. but the representatio#... !!! omg hsnfjkfgdsdsghf yknow?? the representation in adamandi really got me. the pronouns thing especially.#and because the core source material is Like That.. existing fandom is all accepting already. so bonus points i guess#sorry i have turned this silly little question into a reflection prompt.. but. thoughts.#[wow. on further retrospection i've never outed myself at all online either people just saw the ship art and Inferred and]#[to be fair they were Not Wrong. idk. tumblr avvy is very vastly different from irl me but neither of us feel comfortable stating it so-]#[also worthy mention of the musicals fandom that exposed me to the whole concept of lgbtq+ being a Thing at the ripe young age of 14]#[what a way to discover it. really. i say this with extreme fondness. conversely i have friends who decided through genshin or anime so idk#<i'm aware of the diverse casting thing for six!! i think it's very cool!! i also realise the show plot doesn't really have much to do w it
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