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terrminallycapricious · 4 months ago

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((an accidental thing happened on the 2nd, i had coffee and it was way too much even tho it was a medium size, the caffiene content was nearly 300mg and i have high blood pressure (i usualyl can drink up to 150mg at MOST before i get issues) and i nearly blacked out 3 times

i havent felt good since, so my focus is really bad right now, and my dizziness wont leave. so how im feeling is very scary and making me have anxiety which is raising my bp more. so im sorry im even more spotty with focus and responses. i really hope i can feel better again, im so scared))

#i just wanna be lazy without feeling like im going to black out against my will just by trying to sit up ))#ooc #obv im not gonna have ANY caffiene anymore. i was feeling okay despite a headache today unntil i decided to drink alittle bit of soda. ))#now im square one again and i feel like im going to black out or anything else worse. no chest pains #never had any of those. just feel likem y body is made of jello and my head is going to roll off my neck ;u; ))#and before u say it: unfortunately icannot just go to the ER bc of my ocd fears of catching stomach bug whcih has ruined my life.#not to dump that out but uuh. yeah. i need to go to the doc. i want to go to hte doc. i cannto though right now. itll put me in a bad state #sorry hhhgfdhhh

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