#sorry friends im not interacting a lot lately huhu

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just some random ramblings...

mental health stonks slowly going up again, tho its probably because I've been taking sleep meds so my sleep quality improved a bit 🤣 i discovered the quality is better if i drink sleep meds + sleepytime tea. even better if i also apply pain relief patches and efficascent oil.

bad news is that i ran out of sleep meds so I'll have to endure for a bit. i ordered a lot this time so i hope it arrives soon.

also trying to adjust my sleep schedule and supplements as well, the fatigue is catching up to me again unfortunately. its so bad that i should probably see a doctor to check on it atp but you know... anxiety.

on the other hand, i finished some oc profiles but i need to check the wordings because i typed those up at 3am lol after that i'll continue with the white day set, almost abandoned it ngl but i'll just finish the 🐟🎀 one then move on. sorry yui, i'll just draw u a solo art for that next year lmao i just follow where my inspo takes me and my brainworms lowkey want baby hibari pt 2 or the other ones dkjsksjsksks I wanna try drawing it on csp (i use this on pc) this time bc i have lots more of assets there but it's more convenient & faster with ibispaint (i use it on my phone)

im also preparing and studying for a certification exam as well, so i'll prob be offline more (hopefully not) as i get more into it. im trying to balance it rn so that i still get to draw and interact with friends. my gaming time did get sacrificed unfortunately, i bought lots of them in the last year end sale but i can't find the right time and headspace to play them.

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Shannon Arreum.

1. Syanon-ie is kiiind, one of the toughest girl I’ve ever met, funny, friendly, she cares her surroundings and so heart-warming ! ♡ 2. Honestly there are nothing to be fixed about, she did good already ! Even until her fc’s updates, she did very well ~ ♡ 3. Syanon-ieee ! ! Christmas is near, 2018 is near ! Time when we turned 21 o   v   o ♡ I hope we will be a goood friends ! Since I do adore you a lot, my tough chingu ! I hope you’ll receive happiness from the whole universe because you deserve it— ! Me loooves you ♡

1. coin, berisik kaya group chat, bulliable, always listening and always understanding like prudential 🤗 2. she doesn’t need to improve anything,  but she needs to find a boyfie 3. honestly shan is one of my best, she’s been there in my good and bad moments💖 she’s the best person everrrr !!!! she was always there to hear me out and support me in anything!❤️ wouldn’t replace her for the world 😘 I love shan with all my heart and she knows she can always count on me. i feel sorry that I haven’t been acting my best at all. I can’t believe I’m able to write this. I cringe.

1. Kind, Cute, Portrays her chara well, talkative. 2. Shan, semoga kita bisa ngobrol lebih banyak lagi. Aku kangen bahas Smash sama XO-IX kaya waktu kita pertama kenal. Maaf ya Shan, sekarang aku sibuk banget jadi sering hilang. Iya aku hilang lagi bertapa di Dormitory SMASH, mau ngelobi Rafael buat kasih kamu fanservice. Myane, aku tau bias kamu Bisma. Okay, I want us to get closer more and more, modus nde ? ? ? 3. 2017 sudah mai berakhir. Ga kerasa ya? Hmm.. sudah berapa bulan kita kenal? :D udah lama ya? Tapi tuh aku betulan MIA terus. Ya tell me how to deal with my job dong. Hehe. I wish you to have a great year ahead! Lets be friend in 2018!

1) Cutie, kind, energetic, loud and fun! 2) I wish that this person stay just as she is now and I hope we could talk a lot more because we didn’t talk that often now :’( 3) Hi, Shannon! Thanks for being a part of my 2017. Ayo, lanjutin sampai tahun selanjutnya? I love you. Have a wonderful year-end holiday! 4) I can’t say anything bad for this person so I want to emphasize #2 here ;)

#1 - Cute - Kind - Warm - Unexpectedly quite loud - Lovable #2 Seems like Shan’s currently busy and rarely interact with members. I hope she will comeback soon and talk more soon!💓 #3 Hello, Shan Shanie! It’s so good to talk with you not too long ago! You’re such a cutie person. A sweet heart. You are kind as well. I remember you always loves to share your foods or else with the members. I would really love to get more closer to you! I hope we can talk comfortably without awkwardness. Love❤

lovely, kind, cheerful, cute, food supplier

1. Warm, kind, cutie, attractive, pwetty! 2. Talk with me more often huhu I miss you! 3. Letters.. uh.. I’m not smart with words but yeah, here we go. You’re the only one Shannon in my timeline. You often update your chara, good job! And you’re so humble! Not like me, such a potato. :( cUTIIEEEEEE me want to squish your cheeks. Mhehe, enjoy your xmas and new year!

1. cute, humble, so damn nice omg just- nice nice nice 2. you don’t need to improve everything, i just want your foods .knojk I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU, YOU GET THE HYPE FROM MEH BUBU 3. Dear shannon moi food provider, i just want you to know that im enjoying talking with you even tho im so bad at handling mentions, but i do miss talking a lot with you .. lets get mooooore closer in the future, shall we?

1. Shann brights like a diamond. Shann brights like a diamond. 2. Be more positive and keep being happy! 3. Please enjoy the rest of the year and get your goal!

1. Good, friendly, bright, cute, funny 2. Hm.. You’re all good. Keep it up. 3. Hello, pwetty Shannon. 2017 is gonna end soon and 2018 is coming soon. I’m grateful to know a good person like you. You’re a good friend. A good person to have conversation with.. I hope we could be a good friend for long long time. Stay warm on the winter! pretty, actually we haven’t talked each other but i guess she’s kind person. Let’s have a chit chat with this giant guy, i won’t bite u don’t worry. She’s cute, nice, and funny people

1. Shann is a humble, kind, cheerful, cute yet pretty indeed. suka bagi2 makanan, nggak pelit even sometimes being so ngeselin lol. 2. She is potrayed as Shannon well, so maybe there’s not much to change her character. 3. Hope we’ll keep our nice convo, stay being nice to people. And i hope we can get more memories as a friend in the future!

1. kinda funny, random, cheerful, kind, caring 2. I hope she will always stay happy and random because from what i see she’s like vitamin for some members 3. Hello, shan! since 2017 is coming to an end soon, i want to say please always take care of your health! I saw your tweet about having sleep problem, if i’m not mistaken? you need to get your proper rest! because health is the number 1! and also i hope you will always be happy! Fighting!Lil sissy who is always so cheerful. She is such a hppy pill that makes me happy too whenever i talk to her. SHAN YOU DA BEST

1. hyperactive, cheerful, kind, cute, nice 2. i’m bad at this but well.. i hope she can keep having a good convo with all member and with me too. 3. hello shann, its nice to see you! i forgot the food that you send to me when i’m just arrived at wst. but i hope you can send me another food again next time! pssst- its almost christmas tho- have a good one, shann!

1. Talkative, noisy (in a good way I swear), cute, lovely, funny. 2. Nothing. She’s that impressive. 3. Hello, Shanshine! Please enjoy the rest of 2017 happily.

1. bright, amber’s friend, friendly, open mind, i dont know that much since i just meet her 2. lets talk more with me 3. Marry christmas and happy new year, ah lets get more closer next year so we can have fun year together.

1. Childish, cute, playful, nice, funny. 2. Being more slay eventhough youre very young but you coulf slay as a woman i think hahaha 3. Dear shanon, i hope youre always healthy and happy despite any problems that youre facingI never talked to her so…I don’t know what to say about her. I am sure I included her in my greetings tweet but maybe she didn’t see it. And every time I saw her on timeline, she was talking with somebody else or replying mentions. So I didn’t have the chance to talk to her yet…but I hope we can talk and be friends in the future! To Shannon, Hello Shannon. Happy early new year! Hope 2018 will be a good year and let’s get closer too next year!

1. Kind, receh, berisik. (actually just like me 8"D). 2.  I see her became kinda less active huhu because we used to have many many convos before. We need to have more convo later, ofcourse! 3.hello, Shannie unnie my foOdie fairy also the one of receh-mate what else? Damn mimi video? Also india song tracks or maybe WESTLIFE!? since 2017 almost over which mean new year will bring a new hope also. Please stay healthy because the weather is not so good lately, keep warm. Xx Loves♡

1. Kind 2. Lets make a new conversation with jiejie♡ 3. Happy New Year Shannon , hope you will be happy everyday^^

1. SUPER KIND, my love, SUNSHINE, FOOD GIRL, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HER. 2. I don’t think there is things needing to be improve but perhaps online more? I miss you. 3. Hello, Shannon, or should I call you Shannie? Hi kid I’m sorry for not being online lately, and yes yes yes I do miss you! Thankyou for lighten up my world even though we’re not talking much lately. STAY COOl, xx. Have a great year in 2018!

1. Shannon is a brave girl, so kind, polite, pretty and has a good personality. 2. I think bcs she is a brave girl i have a little problem to get closer to her. Maybe she could toned down her braveness a bit so she could be way more approachable. 3. Idk what to write a letter for you. But i wish after 2017, we could be a good friends hehe. Please stay healthy and be happy always ♥️

1. - cute! - kind - loveable - adorable! - sexy! 2. keep on being a food supplier for us! i think i didn’t see you often on timeline, i miss seeing Shannon spreading a lot of foods >

1) humble, cheerful, lovable, adik-able, koin saram 2) no need to ehehe 3) shan shan my lil sist! we rarely talk recently… my fault tho because i rarely online :“ )  let’s talkeu talkeu with me again! atau perang koin juga boleh kok HUEHEHE + i hope 2018 will be much much better year for you! ✨Butt-lover,  crazy,  stupid,  but lovely,  funny. Shan you'ra SHAN!  hahaha my fluffy ball. Kadang kalem, kadang tidak😃. Tukang bagi2 makanan hehehehe. Ramah trus lucuukk. Tapi jarang keliatan euyy. Semoga kedepannya bs lebih deket lagi❤ Message: Satu tahun berasa cepet ya, kayaknya baru kemaren tahun baru sekarang udah mau tahun baru lagi aja. There are a lot of thing happened in 2017, ada yang menyenangkan dan ada yang menyedihkan. We’ve met a lot of people with different characters and each of them taught us something. Semoga di akhir tahun ini Shanon dilingkupi rasa bahagia selalu, dan apa yang belum tercapai di tahun 2017 bisa tercapai di tahun 2018♡Shannon-ieeee i still wait for the song that you’ll sing for meee and i want you to give me more of your derp face again :   p you’re cute and lovely, friendly and nice, have the cheerful vibe that makes someone beside you feel that tho/? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

1. She’s indeed a cute, warm, and kind person. We rarely talk each other and I feel bad though since I’m on hiatus period. 2. I really don’t know what to say, but keep up the good work. You portray your chara well. We should interact more in the future. 3. Happy new year! Santa claus is coming to town~ *chuckles* You should take a good care of yourself, keep smiling widely, and be happy as always.

1. Humble, always on(?), cute, attractive, pretty ; 2. We rarely talk these days, hope we can have a proper convo in the future! ; 3. Hello Shan, it’s nice to see you around here in WST. Please have a talk wimme in the future!

1. Crazy, Always Crazy, Friendly, Noisy, Humble, Sometimes weird LOL 2. Just be yourself! Change to be better person is a must and you can do it. don’t mind about haters, I love you! 3. Hey Shann. You must know who’s the most handsome in weast and its me! I bet you’ve know me already xD. 2017 is going to end and we’ve met for first time through weast since few months ago. Thank God that we be able to talk and get along well. and I think I got a chemistry everytime talking with you. Shann, please dont forget me! I’m your mama and you’re my daughter. Even though I’m rarely online and talk with you lately, but I always remember you! Just be yourself honey. You can do anything what do you want. Keep being friendly, be crazy, humble and ofcourse forever become my escape room buddy! Stay healthy Shann. and I hope you will not change your chara.

1. Nice, kind, amiable, talks a lot, kinda weird. 2. Be more active and lesser your alayness jsy 3. PLS ACTIVE MORE AND LETS MINGLE WELL. You are the reason why I come to wst ):

1. Cutie, not really talkative, not really active on timeline, rarely talk with everyone, a calm one 2. Maybe, be active on timeline, since we rarely talk though. 3. Shannon-ah, I want to talk more with you, but since you rarely active on timeline it’s kind of hard for me to do 8(

1. Baik 2. Humoris 3. Ramah 4. Lucu 5. Cantik Shannon, I don’t see you around nowadays so please appear because this oppa wants to see you. It’s 2018 soon so please comeback soon! I really miss you hahahahah. Let’s talk a lot more in the future, Shann.