#so yeahhhhhhdsfj gonna try to get closer to my old bestfriends again? im meeting one of them next week
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#negative..ish? u dont have to read im just rambling#:// i really just want a new beginning again lol#i wanna be finished with high school already so that i dont have to..meet the same people every day. i guess#university in uhhhh one and a half year ughdfd please so long#i dont talk to my closest friends anymore which is sad i guess but i dont mind it that much really#talk that much*#(my closest friends at school)#it sounds..bad but yeah#its more the..situation im bothered by? if that makes sense#ive gotten closer to some other people which im really glad about tho (mithila if youre reading this hehe hello mayhaps i lob u see u soon)#so yeahhhhhhdsfj gonna try to get closer to my old bestfriends again? im meeting one of them next week#i havent seen her in like half a year yikes#i feel guilty for getting tired and irritated by some of my closest friends hehh#its just that we are so extremely different and i have to adapt myself to them sort of? cause they expect me to act a certain way#but its not that theyre different from me that bothers me i just. dont know what it is ive been trying to figure it out for a long time now#everything is fine i guess when im with them but ehhhhh#i hate this i hate it#i never know what im feeling about anything#im always confused but not bothered enough to figure it out#or more so that i really dont know how to figure any of it out#and like. whats there to figure out#if you read all of this henlo im a fool lob u
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