#so yea that's how my day was
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#was in the car today and had the realization of angus's death hit me again then started to cry#idk why i feel stupid admitting that#like i dont want people to be like oh she was just obsessive and just a crazied fan and she's being even weirder now that he's passed#but damn it just hits so hard and like it still doesnt feel real#like it's coming up on three weeks and things are slowing down and idk man i still feel like it happened yesterday#and like vividly i remember everything and will remember everything given the fact that my friend texted me about it cause she knew that#i liked the show and shit#so yea that's how my day was
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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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dance of dreams
#THEYRE SPINNIIIING THEYRE TWIIIIIRLING JUST LIKE IM TWIRLIIIING MY HAAAAAIR blink blink blink blink. hi :3#im not taking back the :3 its how i feel dammit. its REAL RAW EMOTION u gotta accept it. en ee wayz#so 7.3 eng drop huh. yea so um. i . so u remember how the initial drop made me go insano mode and i drew 5 pieces in 4 days?#so it wasnt done. the second drop gave me one more to draw. its the THEM chapters its mals rage when hes like 'YOURE AWAKE??'#the TENSION!!! the DRAMA!!!! oh i am SICK my heart SKIPS!!! the two guys with dream powers fighting ougughh made just for me#made in a LAB for miss cartoons!!!!!! made in a lab for ME!!!!! silver's eye is a lil bit open if u look close. mal will find out soon#IM SICK SICK SICK SICK AND TWISTED MY BRAIN IS RATTLING LIKE A JUNKER CAR U BOUGHT AT 16 FOR 400 BUCKS#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#malleus draconia#the overblot fit still sucks to draw but goddammit ill do what i must. also yippee i dont hafta tag spoilers for once FGHJD#suntails
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House M.D. but it's when a character says the name of the episode
#house md#prince's talk tag#flashing#repitition#so as i was watching this show i noticed they'd say the episode title in the episode#so i wanted to see how many times they did it#the people on livejournal who made transcripts of the episodes are my saviors and without them this would of been so much harder to do#thank you all for your service and i hope wherever you all are you're having a great day#sometimes they would use a variation of the word like in the episode poison they would say 'poisoned' or 'poisoning'#i did not include those instances#there was an instance in 'merry little christmas' where they do play the song in the show#but since ella fitzgerald was not a character in the show i did not include it#where as in the episode 'joy to the world' the students are singing it in the concert so i did include that#i apologize for the tonal whiplash when you get to that part but it did make me laugh#one of the times kutner says 'locked in' is overshadowed by the POTW's voice over but i assure you he says it and thats why its in there#out of the main characters from the one who said the title the most to least are#House > Foreman > Wilson > Chase > Cuddy > Adams > Cameron and Taub > Kutner > Thirteen and Park#this took a bit to do lolol its probably been done already but i wanted my own#there is a chance im missing some on technicalities but idc. im fine with this#there are two more i wanna do but with a character saying another character's name but ill do that some other time#EDIT: When I was making this video I was unaware that the Pilot episode went by two names: 'Pilot' and 'Everybody Lies'#Basically everywhere I looked the first episode was only referred to by 'Pilot'#which I found weird bc i remember seeing somewhere that the last episode was paired with the first episode in terms of title#but i couldn't find hard proof so I decided to leave it out at the time#well i checked again last night and yea the pilot IS also called Everybody Lies so I updated the video#I also think it goes well with the fact that House does say 'Everybody Dies' in the finale so another reason to fix it#AND he says it without Wilson while he and Wilson say the title of the pilot sooooo yea hehehehehe
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swimming pools at night
killer belongs to rahafwabas cross belongs to jael peñaloza rental suits au belongs to me and @psycho-chair
#aughghghh i dunno if i like this one. i feel like a lot got lost in the process and stuff didn’t work out. falls over and dies#i really like everything about killer and how he came out but cross feels off#also i feel like the layout is crazy off too. i don’t knowww i don’t know if i like this one#but i’ve been working on it all day so it gets posted anyway. we ball etc etc#it looks better all blown up and big on my computer#armageddon art#rental suits au#cross sans#killer sans#cross!sans#killer!sans#kross ship#criller#sanscest#utmv#ut au#also yea they’re just full on in their suits. because they’re weird like that /silly/j#and cause the point is they were somewhere else and killer decided they should do this#and also they probably trespassed into someone’s back yard#and and i thought it’d be fun. so#one final comment apparently the lyric that inspired me to do this wasn’t even like. right. it said something else almost entirely wailing#but the caption for this thing stays cause i. don’t have anything else WEEPING
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"I love you in every universe."
#Link Click#shi guang dai li ren#时光代理人#koi no yokan#I call this my CM multiverse compilation#The first screencap is not but it's still valid#♫ me and you and you and me#♫ no matter how they toss the dice it had to be#♫ the only one for me is you and you for me#♫ So happy togetherrrrrrrrrrr♫#yea I am watching all the Link Click commercials
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Love the qsmp egg anouncement was like "you'll be given a partner to raise this egg with. The island is perfect" and then now the entire server is like in the "it takes a village" mentality and there are like no nuclear families anymore. Jaiden's partner was platonic and he got married, Phil is married to the goddess of death and loves Missa platonically, Bad and Baghera adopted each others eggs, Richas has so many parents omfg Idek how to keep track anymore. Pomme also has a lot of parents. Chayanne has 3 parents when you think about it. Tallulah is being raised by her abuelo and tios and (I personally relate to this :D >) her uncle is more like her brother. All the eggs are siblings.
I love it. Im always like "why does it have to be a mom and a dad who love each other very very much?" And this is one of the reasons I love qsmp so so much. A family can be husbands who love each other in different ways, or romo husbands and ig co parent in law? A family can be a bunch of ex convicts, some goddesses, an amnesciac, and honorary brazillians, a family can be a bunch of people who are trapped on an island with an opprosessive government bc they know no matter how much of an issue they have with each other, they have to stick together to get out.
#qsmp#yea my grandma would watch me for most of the day and she adopted my uncle when he was very young so we were more like siblings than niece a#and nephew#so I really like how Tallulah is kinda like#granted my mom actually came home by the end of the day-#but my dad didn't :/
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💚🥑💚
#trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls band together#trollsona#avocado#clay#iloart#ignore how u can clearly tell these were drawn on different days gfbgvjkfndb#anyway.. vine reference.. yeas#im going to throw something#i litrerally cant decide on lore im too busy drawin cringe shit ugh#ALSO GIRL ITS SO HARD TO PICK COLOURS FROM THIS MOVIE LOL MY PERFECTIONIST ASS IS STRUGGLING#im tired of keeping this in my drafts its time to release it.. go.. be free
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carnis au accidental [???] but i was thinking about mimic luffy wanting to get closer and closer to law, and i'd been thinking since i've made the au about how he'd want to see law's scars (already various scenes on how it could happen, written notes and all, don't know which to pick), and then the fact that he knows there's something carnis still in him.
so i was thinking of another scene where he's inspecting the scars on his face and they both very close but it's not the scars he's really looking at, he's searching for that carnis leftover and says maybe mostly to himself "It's still inside you. That's just so unfair. Why, just why couldn't it have been me?"
And jokingly is thought: This is it folks, I broke the code, this is about bottom dysphoria!
But then! I thought again, the au is about feeling otherized, isolated and monstrous and wrong. i've already strongly considered the idea of luffy's death as a suicide metaphor. the mimic has been thinking about socially detransitioning because it keeps getting accosted by creeps and assholes and knows that luffy would've fought back most of the time but also knows it's much stronger now and doesn't want to get caught, he needs to lays low, it doesn't want to cause a scene, it has to go stealth.
law hates the idea because it's not enough that it killed luffy now it has to just go and erase that important part of him of as well but the mimic insist, he's still a man, he'll just fake being a girl to make it easier. but law doesn't understand because to him the mimic is faking being a man, it's faking being a person, it's faking being luffy.
the reason the mimic wants to lay low is because it doesn't want to get caught so it can stay with law and study him, understand him. law doesn't knows that, he's too freaked out by the fact that's it's a mimic! that it killed luffy and might possibly want to kill him too! but the mimic feels a kind of kinship with law because of that remaining carnis in him.
remains he got from nearly dying, from losing his family, from an attack to another carnis. and i thought, law is meant to be reminiscent of mimics. he had to regrow his face, he's (as always) autistic and doesn't always act as expected, he's also paranoid even when he happens to be right, he's traumatized to the point of psychosis, the encounter changed him. it was meant as a parallel to how ppl like to think murderers&co are all mentally ill because they can't possibly be Normal Like Them, they must be different, they must not be human, they're obviously monsters. but those victims, those who get to survive, the trauma change them, they can acquire all sort of neurodivergences, and when those same Normal People learn that a person has some kind of The Scary Disorder they think "Oh, you're a monster too! You'll (inevitably) hurt someone!" which lead back to being otherized ect.
there's also something about how law didn't just get scars from his near death experience but also what's essentially a disease.
and then back to the mimic, who recognize itself in him, in that disease, but it isn't quite right, it's not enough and it's also nothing alike at all and also he's kind of jealous? it makes no sense to the mimic itself but he can't stop thinking about law either.
it's also how a monster that's linked to what is theorized to be something close to a hivemind accidentally developing a sense of identity and facing some sort of existential crisis over the fact that it can't ever escape it's monstrous nature and doesn't want to either. and that sound like, very much like being trans and cracking your egg and realizing you're fucked cause that sure is knowledge to have about oneself and also it's in the fictional 90s of a op carnis au so good luck with that.
anyway that's a lot of words and im not sure how to phrase the rest it's just, this was supposed to be a casual au where i went "OHOHO look at the Tragedy" but i thought about it too long and now i feel like i've ended up with a millefeuilles of overlaying themes and im, i means sure. can't draw All that tho so what now.
#you know im thinking hard when im switching between my usual writing style and more proper capitalization and then how i write fics#long post#op carnis au#anyway yea. perhaps fics to come. but i also want to draw it and it's under construction as it goes so it's going to be a big all mix.#also ive been hallucinating mimics since september 1st and im no longer scared of them. they're kind of fucking adorable actually like#fucked up puppies that are also degloved humanoids and they follow me around as i go about my day it's fun. might draw them.
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JJK (Toji & Mahito) x I Saw the Devil (K-Movie) Crossover
#jujutsu kaisen#toji fushiguro#mahito#i randomly rewatched this movie a couple of days ago and i instantly just wanted to make a crossover w toji... can u see it...#i can see it..#also chose mahito to be the main antagonist bc yea...#remember watching this movie the first time w sushi and oh my god.... it was good but omg so many uncomfortable scenes#so be warned if u decide to check this movie out as well#also wanted to practice more lighting and background stuff#even tho the bg was so hasty LOL thank god csp got a leaf brush#been talking w friends how gege should make a side story that's toji focused about his life before dying LOL please...#i would love to see his ass sleep around and be a deadbeat#just wanna know MORE but gege... hates us LOL#last time i did a crossover was my mystic messenger x train to busan... that was in 2017 and they look terrible LOL#art#jjk#jjk toji#fanart#artists on tumblr#killamonart#i saw the devil
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I have no idea what they're dynamic would be but I say they're besties
#i mentioned last griande post that these two are my favorite to draw so yea#also 3rd day in a row drawing griande im pretty sure#im half tempted to see how long i can keep the streak going before i get bored of it#ariana griande#grian#tangotek#tango tek#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#hermitcraft s6
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There is no needle and thread that will mend you, so
Don't you break, I will not let you
#iwatex#tangent exocolonist#sol exocolonist#its been 3 days since I posted an iwatex doodle so ofc I had to#hello soltang enjoyers#yea Ive been thinking about that scene where we force tang to take a nap....#n knowing how hard the future is for her in particular..... ough#v fitting song I think. also for just. Sol saving everybody in general. I wouldve made more w the other characters but this one started get#getting a little too involved....#Id like to think the twist at the end is Cal hugging Sol instead <3 cus hes like our rock with that -5 stress cake buff#injecting niche indie darling music from like 2008 that was popular in my friend group#ILL MAKE SURE THEY DO NOT GET YOU!!!!!! Sol at every single member of the colony who is near and dear to their little heart#my evil scribbles
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totals ur drama
#shut up. dont say a word. total drama lives in my SOUL but that wasnt how this started.#so i talk abt it privately a bit but im currently Drowning in ideas. ive never had this happen before. i have a backlog of ~25 drawings#and then i thought 'oh maybe it WOULD be fun to build a silver rig! a simple one! like the chihiro DR rig i built!'#and then i SCREAMED INTO THE VOID because i do not have TIME!!!! even a SIMPLE RIG IS MINIMUM A FULL DAYS WORK#but does reason ever stop me??? NO. so i fuckign. DREW THIS AFTER TODAY'S BG SERIES WORK. YKNOW. JUST IN CASE#im smashing my head with ROCKS i am DERANGED. i am CURSED. i do not have TIME FOR THJIS. HES SO CYUTE#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#suntails#oh yea but also im obsessed with total drama and always have been and always will be and have watched the reboot seasons#multiple times each and i have them downloaded just in case and i read the tumblr webcomic total trauma and have for years and and and#gripping ur shoulders. leave. get out of here before i keep yapping
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Ok I know I'm heavily biased here but like I kinda love that Astarion's romance is one of the few in this type of video game where you basically end up canonically unmarried and childfree in his "good" ending? Just travelling the world??
Like it's honestly the millennial dream lmfaoo cannot believe i chose what would undoubtedly be my favorite option, first try
#also love that he's basically atheist like ok thanks you made the man exactly coded to be my type#and the humor and beautiful curly hair is very much something my IRL partner has too so like... how can i resist#anyways not sure a lot of people relate cause i think a lot of people want that fairytale romance#even tho wyll is right there yall#but i love me an unconventional or nontraditional one!!#i'm TIRED of being married with children as the endgame pls let's not do it#also a lot of people seem into him being a dad and im like... how? why? where in canon did he ever lmfao#more power to ya if you dig it but i just dont see it being in character#like in DAI i loved cullen and my inquisitor getting married and having a dog#and they seem the type to wants kids one day. but Tav & Astarion? lol no#i just think it's neat#is this a hot take? i have no idea but i don't see it mentioned a lot as a new fan tbh#pls do not come at me you can enjoy whatever you like#i haven't seen the ascended stuff so idk if being his 'consort' is like being his bride#but i feel like overall it's not and the vibe isn't all that different in this sense#except that you're hosting evil parties instead of travelling :/#Astarion#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#also YEA he's nice to Arabella but you can tolerate certain kids without wanting one or being 'good parent' material#case in point: me lmfao#OKAY update i saw the AA stuff and yeah you're kind of implied vamp married and he does mention spawn as children 😫#but he also says in banter he won't make any other spawn??? so what is it dude#anyway that's also clearly the “bad” route and he doesn't seem as happy as unascended#who feels “truly free”#and if you're durge I'm pretty sure its even worse to consider having kids?? lol#but i digress#pk plays bg3
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Day 6: Jevin!!
This guy looks very squishable 10/10 would use as a stress ball.
#fanart#mcyt#my art#hermitblr#hermitaday#hermitcraft fanart#hermitcraft art#hermitcraft#hermitcraft jevin#the guy is so cutesy just ignore the human skull floating in the slime :DD#hc s10#hermitcraft 10#jevin#ijevin#ijevin fanart#hermitcraft ijevin#hermitaday 2024 day 6: jevin#yea no im very pleased with how this one turned out#I was going for max cuteness and I am happy to say I think I got the right vibes :)
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Metadede
yep. metadede 👍👍
dedede is great at getting people to stop overworking by the process of Shenanigans. even if it’s just taking a little break
meta’s weakness is fighting so egging him on usually works
#i actually started laughing when i saw this ask because!!! yea!!! metadede!!!! you got it that’s what i draw lol!!#metadede. you’re correct lol i love it#it struck me funny#anyway idk if this was meant to be a request but i drew some anyway#but i have a lot more in drafts rn so yayy#*deep sigh* how do you replicate poses in characters without knees#kirbyposting#my art or something#meta knight#king dedede#metadede#on a good day meta will roll his eyes and play along#on a bad day…well. he’ll just get mad. and then they’ll probably need to talk it over later#headcanons
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