#so upsad

[heartstringsduet]

911 whats your emergency?

Studios not paying their actors appropriately

[alis0vvs]

Now I have a question and upsad

[chiptrillino]

Netflix should've hired you as a costume designer for the live action.

I think your clothing designs for the characters would translate really well into real life and look realistic? believable? not sure what would be the right word here...

I don't know, if you're actually interested in doing something like that, I just want to say, your designs are incredible and I don't have enough words to describe how in love I am with every single one of them.

(Say, in theory, would it be okay if someone made a cosplay/recreation of one of your designs? With credit of course. Asking for a friend)

Not just in theory but in practice i am okay with people making cosplay or art in any form based on my designs. Please credit me because I am immensely curious how it can turn out! 👀

And I am squeeling and blushing over here for the compliment, but the idea to be hired for such a big project is genuinley terrefying so I rather pass. But thank you so much this is a big compliment that made just my day!

We are a bit spoiled by fandom. Like most if us probably are. Not to defend the life action design choices, because I do have some beef and complains. But artdirectors, costume- and setdesigners in netflix are challenged by staying as close to the original cartoon but also bringing in more realism.

And doing all of this so, in a way that looks marketable and upsads the least amount of fans.

That's difficult but I do think they did great with aang and katara!

[sivy-chan-blog]

TMNT LeoxSivy💙🖤

Your Beautiful

Silvia:*watch the mirror for herself*…….

Silvia:*look the body*

Silvia:(💭*why...why i can't have a skiny body like anyone i know for exsimple April she's perfect and beautyful then me and she have a perfect body..but I still try to be good enough for myself*).......

Leonardo:_*come to the room*_??

Leonardo:babe?what are you doing here?

Silvia:oh!? l-leo i-i.....i do nothing..

Leonardo:ooh....ok.

Silvia:(💭*mmmmh may I tell him mmmmh i don't know if Leo are still love me*)

Leonardo:mmh babe why are you upsad what's wrong?

Silvia:.........well I.....

Leo:well......

Silvia:uhmmmm.....love.

Leonardo:yes babe?

Silvia:do you love me?

Leonardo:what's question is it of corse I love you dear.

Silvia:r-really?

Leonora:sure love,why are you asking?

Silvia:it's just......no nothing it's just for know love.

Leonardo:...........

Leonardo:babe there is something wrong?you can just tell me.

Silvia:...........it's just me..

Leonardo:what are you talkin about?

Silvia:I mean i can't except my self im don't have a perfect things of my body,my body is horryble.

Leonardo:your body is beautyful.

Silvia:*look Leonardo*.....don't be joke

Leonardo:Im not joking Silvia....

Silvia:*look Leonardo*......*look down*..

Leonardo:if you saying your body is horryble and why you fell in love with a turtle mutant uh?

Silvia: (◞‸◟ㆀ)oh~yeah but your so fine

Leonardo:...Silvia look at the mirror and tell me what do you see?

Silvia:*look at the mirror*.......i saw....a simple girl with some few extra kilos and a headsome mutant turtle boy.........and you what do you see Leo?

Leonardo:*look at the mirror*i saw......a beautyful taller lady with a pretty face and beauty body and a mutant monster turtle with a sword...but still good and-

Silvia:what?! you monster?nhaaa your not Leo, your a turtle your fine

Leonardo:...well yeah but sometimes I am and I thoght too if you still love for who I am...a mutant.

Leonardo:a turtle mutant.....

Silvia:......*walk to Leo and go to hug him*

Leonardo:?!..

Silvia:well..if we are so different at. least love doesn't change....right?

Leonardo:....tks yeah..right *hug Silvia*

Leonardo:yeah...we are different but we still feel in love,and remember if you are skiny or chuppy i don't care I still love you my love.

Silvia:aww i love you too my love

*look each other*....

Silvia:kiss?

Leonardo:hehehe come here.

Made by @sivy-chan-blog

[mr-markovic-rabbitfranky-studio]

Hi, Chester.I want to ask you something. What upsets you the most? What moments in Chester's life are very sad🥺?

Oh, you mean my oc character ? Well, I didn't make how chester the Priestchep story of character how he upsad, I'll will make at for story of my character soon. For now, I'm going to say like this how chester really get upsad. He been upsad how he alone and he want to hang out with other friend, but sandale, chester got bully of those year how he was a kid from school church, he been pik on someone who get bully of chester, like 1 character will be like the rat kid who really mean and dumb and pik someone lunch box money, he is bad bully rat, the rat cartoon, how about we call, harry the bully rat. But not only who harry peking on chester, but charley came over, noke the bully down, and charley help chester up, and they been together at last. So yeah, that will be how chester is sad of this character story, will, but, I'll just going to see make that of this story of cartoon character of it, I just last time make what is chester the Priestchep all about, but that is how chester the priestchep was upsad. So what is iz, is it good or ? 🤔

[iheartchv]

I wold like Bayverse 🐢 matchup to pls

Some Info about me:

My name is Silvia im italian🇮🇹 the original Calabrese(don't know if that's important) and I love drawing,listen music,some movie,and I like animal my favorite animal is dog🐕🐩🐶,turtle🐢,birds🦜🐦,I love so much all shades of blue💙💙and black 🖤🖤,oh and I love cristal especialy the lapis lazuli ther are so gorgeous,I like japanis place there are so cool and I wanna learn it japan .Im go high school artist design goldsmith so I created some jewels,but im still a good artist.I would like learn the prospective drawing but im lazy😅.im not a fan of the meat i don't eating so much but I like so much pasta🍝💕eating snacks but they make me a little upsad becouse im a bit fat😅,and I'm one of those cute girlfriends who wants cuddles and attention. 👉👈👉👈👉👈👉👈

(I do this pictures in this morning)😉

💙💖💙💖💙💖

You'd be matched with... Leonardo💙

Leo is attentive so he'll give you all the cuddles and hugs and attention that you want

Need him just because?

He's by your side in a flash, just ask

Even if you have a bad day, he'll ask to see if you are fine and give you the support you're looking for

After all this time you've been together, he's still blown away that you chose him as a life partner💙

This Christmas he was wanting to give you the most perfect gift

But there's no such thing as perfection, everyone would say

He begged to differ

Without going into much detail, he was going to give all of him to you

Every feeling of love, passion, understanding, intimacy, he was going to open himself to you

Leo knows that he doesnt have to put up the whole leader persona around, but he just wants to be himself around you like you are with him

With bravery and courage that he was known to have, he let it all go 😊😉

What a night you were going to have😊💙💖

🐢💙💖👩🏻

Hope you like your match 👉💙👈

[123passwort]

They are both so adorable by overthinking so much what would upsad the other one (Sam is still a great support too). I really cheer for them both individually and as a couple eventually 😍❤

Collared part 39

Pairing: Dean x Reader eventually

Series summary: Sam and Dean save a woman from where she has been held as a slave by a witch. But things turn dark whenever they try to take her magic collar off, leaving them with a slave to look after and a curse to break.

Episode summary: You have a nightmare.

Warnings: None

Word count: 2.8k

Series masterlist | Supernatural writing masterlist

Part 38 <- -> Part 40

Dean awoke to the sounds of a struggle, to occasional yelling and whimpering. His hand was on his gun before he'd even consciously woken up, but he pretty quickly recognised that the sounds were from you. He looked over and could see there was no external threat to you, you were having a nightmare. He left the gun where it was and got out of bed, quickly crossing to you.

You screamed just before he got to you. It broke his heart to see you so distressed.

He crouched down next to you and reached out to touch your shoulder. He gently shook it, trying to wake you up. When that didn't work, he started to tap your face.

You were just coming to when Sam opened the door, gun at the ready. He looked at Dean and mouthed “Nightmare?” Dean nodded. “You ok?” he mouthed again. Dean gave him the thumbs up and he backed out of the room again, closing the door behind him.

You looked up at Dean with confusion and fear written all over your face. “It's ok,” he murmured, “you were having a nightmare.”

Your breathing was heavy and your eyes darted around the room like you were scared something would jump out at you. He needed to calm you down. He sat down on the floor and gently coaxed you to come sit next to him. He wrapped his arm around your shoulders and you leant into him. He could feel you shaking.

“You're ok,” he said on repeat, trying to get through to you.

You started to reach up to touch his face, as if you weren't sure he was really there. Your other hand felt across his chest. He wondered for a second what you were doing, before realising it was like you were checking he was alive. He had a sudden inkling that perhaps he had died in your dream.

“I'm ok too, I'm here,” he tried. You did seem to calm down a fraction.

“Sam?” you whispered.

“He's fine too. He came in just before after he heard you scream, when I was waking you up.”

You were still looking worried and rubbing his chest, so he thought you might need some tangible proof. He managed to reach up to his phone on his bedside table. He sent Sam a message:

Can you come here? I think we died or something in her nightmare, she's a bit freaked out

He put the phone down and turned back to you, rubbing your back gently. Sam opened the door shortly after, giving you a small smile.

“Hey, Y/N,” he said gently. He came over and crouched next to Dean and you. You reached out to him and he squeezed your hand. “I'm ok.”

You looked at him for a moment and nodded, then turned your attention back to Dean. You other hand came to grip his collar, like you were worried he would vanish. Your nightmare must've really affected you.

Sam gave your hand a squeeze again and said, “You ok if I go back to bed now?” You nodded and he stood up and left the room. You were looking a little less terrified now, which Dean was happy about.

What he wasn't expecting was that you would suddenly burst into tears. He gave you a squeeze with the arm that was around your back.

“Hey, hey, what's wrong, sweetheart?”

“I thought it would be over with him gone. I thought I was better,” you sobbed. Fuck, he thought.

“Maybe your subconscious still needs to process. Or maybe it’s just an asshole, stuffed if I know how it works.” His joke fell flat. He wasn't that surprised.

Your other hand came up to clutch at his top too. It was like you were trying to get closer and closer to him.

He cleared his throat. “Umm, Y/N, do you want me to put you on my lap? It helped when you were upset and you had the collar on, but umm, obviously only if you want me to.”

You bit your lip and stiffened up, even through the tears. Crap, he thought, he's scared you off. He started to apologise but you cut him off.

“Yes,” you whispered.

He looked closely at your face, trying to see if you looked like you'd said it because you were afraid of him or felt the need to appease him. He saw no evidence of that, so he slipped his hand under your knees and lifted you around to sit across his lap. You leant into his chest and wrapped your hands in the front of his shirt.

He held you firmly and let you cry.

He didn't mind holding you like this at all, but he was starting to get uncomfortable sitting against the wall on his bedroom floor, with you on his lap. It was much easier when you'd had the collar on and he’d held you while he sat on the bed.

He tried to adjust you slightly, give some relief to the leg that was losing circulation. You froze. Crap, he thought.

“I can get off,” you mumbled through tears, moving to do so before he'd even had a chance to reply.

“No, sweetheart, you're fine. I just needed to move my leg a bit.”

“No, no, I'm in the way, this can't be comfortable for you.”

“You are not in the way, Bambi. But if you want me to be more comfortable, how would you feel if I sat on the bed with you?”

You bit your lip but then nodded. “We can get off any time you need,” he reassured you.

He gently placed you on the floor next to him, then stood up. You stood up yourself and followed him over to the bed. He sat up against the headboard and held out his hands to you. You were still sniffling and your eyes were red and puffy. You tentatively took his hand and he guided you up on to the bed and over to him. You visibly relaxed once he had you on his lap again.

It killed him to think about what had happened to you to make you so terrified of being on furniture.

After a short while, you started to calm down fully, brushing away your tears.

“Sorry, Dean,” you mumbled, looking embarrassed.

“What are you sorry for?”

“I’m a grown-ass woman, I can’t believe I’ve forced my, what, housemate to let me sleep in his room and to hold me while I cry.”

“I’m your housemate?” He wasn't sure why, but he hated being called that by you.

You bit your lip, “I couldn’t think of a better word…”

“Well, anyway,” he said, returning to the topic, “I googled about healing from umm, traumatic shit. And I dunno, I reckon maybe you hadn’t actually confronted it yet. All the shit that happened. It reckoned crying was good, at least once.”

“You googled for me?”

“Uh, yeah... Sorry.”

“No, don't apologise, it's sweet.”

 “So, you know, fuck what other people do or think, they’re not living this shit.”

You smiled, “Thanks, Dean.” You looked around awkwardly, like you'd just realised you were on his lap on his bed. “I, umm, should get back to bed...” You looked at your blankets on the floor with a strange expression on your face. You shivered and he realised: you were scared.

“Do you want to watch a movie or something with me?” he asked.

“Umm, yes, please,” you mumbled. “Nothing, umm, nothing scary or violent...”

“Whatever you want, sweetheart.” He looked around to where his laptop was, and realised he couldn't reach it without getting you off him. You seemed to realise too, sliding off his lap to sit on the bed next to him. He tried not to ogle, but he was pretty sure the whole reason you'd been sitting on him was because you felt you couldn't sit on the bed. You hadn't been that upset when they'd moved off the floor, hadn't absolutely needed the comfort. And now, here you were, sitting alone on the bed.

He hastily got up to get the laptop, not wanting to make a big deal out of it. Maybe you hadn't even realised what you'd done.

He brought the laptop back and sat next to you, watching to see what you did. You leant in and looked at the list of movies, peacefully sitting next to him. He followed your lead and scrolled through them, waiting until you picked one.

He set it up, then returned to sitting next to you against the headboard. You seemed engrossed in the film, seemingly not even noticing you were sitting on the bed without even touching him.

He spent more time watching you, surreptitiously, than watching the movie.

Slowly, you started to lean on him. He got the feeling you were getting tired again, as your head lowered on to his shoulder. A minute or two later, you were asleep.

He wondered what to do. He was happy to have you sleep in his bed if it helped you sleep better, but would that freak you out when you woke in the morning? Should he put you back in your blankets on the floor? But would you feel rejected if he did that?

You'd looked afraid of going back to your blankets, where you'd had your horror nightmare, so he decided to let you stay on his bed. He’d deal with the fallout in the morning, if it came.

He carefully manoeuvred you down so you were under the covers with your head on a pillow. He felt like he was diffusing a bomb, trying not to wake you.

He put the laptop away and pulled himself under the covers too. He sent Sam a quick text:

She's asleep again. In my bed. If she freaks out later, show her this. Nothing happened. We watched a movie and she fell asleep. I thought she'd sleep better here.

After a moment, he sent another one:

I hope I haven't fucked up.

---

You started to wake up. You felt warm, comfortable. You could hear the comforting noises of Dean breathing in his sleep, although they sounded closer- FUCK! You opened your eyes. You were literally lying in his bed!

The man was a freaking saint, the way he let you just take all his stuff!

You took a moment to admire his sleeping face. He looked so much more peaceful and at ease. And he was gorgeous, even without being able to see his beautiful eyes.

He must be so sick of you taking up his space, demanding his time, waking him up.

You looked around. You were in a bed. It was a little unsettling. You trusted that Dean wasn’t going to hurt you – he’d had plenty of opportunities for that, and hadn’t taken them. But you couldn’t shake the feeling that bad things happened in beds.

This was absurd. Why couldn’t you just use furniture like a normal person? Why couldn’t you just leave your housemates and their personal space alone? What were you, 3?

Berating yourself, you crept out of Dean’s bed, trying not to wake him. You grabbed your pillow and blanket from the floor and eased open the door, carefully shutting it behind you.

You headed to your own room, quietly opening the door. A few clothes had been unceremoniously dumped on the floor and the bed. You took a look at the bed and all of your courage and determination evaporated.

You lay down on the floor.

---

Dean awoke and quickly opened his eyes. You weren’t in the bed. You weren’t on the floor. Your pillow and one of your blankets was gone.

Fuck.

He picked up his phone. No message from Sam. He was worried about going out there if you were upset with him. What if he’d caused you a panic attack? What if he gave you another one by surprising you somewhere?

He messaged Sam:

She ok?

 He waited.

And waited.

It hadn’t even been read yet.

He hovered Sam’s name then hit the dial button. This couldn’t wait. What if you’d left the bunker?

Sam answered on the second ring. “What’s wrong?” he asked blearily.

“I need you to find Y/N.”

“Shit, where have you already looked?”

“No, I mean, I need you to specifically to do it.”

“Uh, what? Why?”

“Because after she had her nightmare she came and sat with me on my bed watching a movie and then she fell asleep. I didn’t move her. But now she’s gone and so is her blanket and pillow from the floor. What if I freaked her out? What if she’s terrified of me because she woke up in my bed?”

“Oh. Right. Umm, ok. So you haven’t gone looking if she’s in her room or the kitchen or anything?”

“No, what if I freak her out more?”

“Ah, ok. I’ll go have a look and I’ll let you know. But Dean, she’s probably fine.”

“You don’t know that!”

“Ok, ok, I’m going.”

---

Sam knocked gently on your door.

“Come in,” you called. You sounded normal, from what he could tell through the door, which was reassuring. He eased the door open and stepped inside.

You were sitting on the floor in your blanket. You smiled when you looked up at him, looking ok if a little tired after your limited sleep last night. “How are you?” he asked gently.

“I’m ok, thanks Sam. Rough nightmare but I’m fine now.”

Ordinarily, he would leave you at that, or see if you wanted to get some breakfast. But he knew Dean was currently freaking out, so he felt he needed to pursue a little more.

“I wouldn’t normally pry, but... are you upset with Dean?”

“What? No. Why?”

“He’s currently hiding in his room terrified that you’ve left the bunker for good and/or that you’ll have a panic attack at the mere sight of him.”

Your face was a picture of confusion. “Why would he think that?”

Sam dug his phone out of his pocket and opened to his text conversation with Dean. He double checked the messages above the ones from last night and then decided it was all ok for you to see. He held it out to you.

He watched your face as you read. “Oh... Oh,” you said half to yourself. “He’s woken up and I’m not there, so he thinks I freaked out when I woke up in his bed.”

Sam nodded, happy he didn’t have to explain his brother. Better if you made your own connections.

“Umm, l’ll go talk to him.”

---

You knocked slightly on Dean’s door and then pushed it open. He paused in what was clearly his pacing and looked to the door. A number of expressions appeared to cross his face as he looked at you, but too quickly for you to identify them all.

“H-hey,” he said, looking like he was trying to be cooler than he really felt.

“Hey, Dean. Sorry I, umm, scared you.”

“I- I wasn’t – I wasn’t scared,” he said, looking exactly how someone who was lying would look.

You lifted your eyebrow.

“Ok, ok, I was worried. I thought you might think I’d done something to you, and I know you don’t like furniture.”

“Not fragile, remember,” you said, a little sullenly.

“I’m not trying- that’s not what I- I don’t mean to-”

You felt bad, that had been a bit harsh. “Dean, it’s ok. I totally get why you thought that. I really am sorry I scared you, you were just being considerate. And you looked after me for ages in the middle of the night.” He was looking relieved. “But that’s why I left, I have to stop taking up your space, intruding on your whole life.”

He frowned, “You’re not intruding on my whole life.”

“Yes, I am. And I’m so screwed up you think that leaving me in your bed where I literally fell asleep is likely to make me terrified of you.”

“No, I think that you have a justifiable reason for jumping to conclusions. But also, you know what I really thought last night? I thought ‘Look at how much progress she’s made, she doesn’t even notice she’s sitting up here and enjoying the movie’.”

“You- really?” Your voice totally changed, surprised. “That’s what you thought?”

“Yeah, why wouldn’t I?”

“I- I- I dunno,” you mumbled.

Dean looked at you for a moment, then he said gently, “I know you’re struggling to find your place in the world; believe me, I’ve been there. But you don’t have to throw everything out to prove yourself.” He took a breath, considering, then added, “I’ve said this before and it’s still true. You were entitled to comfort with the collar and you still are. And if you want it from me, well, I’m easy.”

You started to giggle. He frowned, but you could tell he was joking, “Jeez Y/N, everything’s innuendo to you.”

“I mean, I have seen your penis.”

“See, that one right there, that’s innuendo.”

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[jdeanmorgan]

louis was right, getting your wisdom teeth out is real nasty business

[inspiredwriter]

Silvia:(💭ooooohh i feel lonely)

Leo:*meditation*

Silvia:*look Leonardo in meditation*(ooooooohhh i wish his stoping to meditation and come to me)

Mikey/Anastasia:noted Silvia are feel upsad

Mikey:hey sivy therse something wrong?

Silvia:*put the finger to Leo*just Leo are meditation...that all

Michelangelo: Oh, ok *takes Anastasia's hand* *whispering* Angelcake needs to step back for a bit.

*Turtle and girl leave the dojo*

Anastasia: Sivy is so sad today, I can't look at it...

Michelangelo: Hmm, we need to get them together somehow.

Anastasia: But how? Nothing can distract Leo when he is meditating.

Michelangelo: Yeah... Stop! There is one remedy *Comes back into the hall* *Clears throat* Leo, your buns are on fire!!

Leonardo: *stops meditating* Mikey, why were you silent earlier? *Goes to the kitchen* *Opens the oven* Hmm, no, the pastries are alright... By the way, everything is ready

Silvia: *walks up to Leo* Is this for me?

Leonardo: *blushes* Umm, yes... While they were baking, I decided to meditate.

*Leo and Silvia have a cute conversation*

Anastasia: *Kisses Mikey on the cheek* Mikey, you are irresistible😍🧡

Michelangelo: I know, baby, I know~✨

[ssreeder]

“I fucking knew you would come here! How did I know you would come here!?” -zuko after saving sokka from the varden.

Its such a nice moment. Its hard to describe, he sounds so upsad and unbelieving this happend, in a way also relived while still tense and it was such a refreshing and fun sentence during this hellmess of an escape!

Hellmess??? Pffft… I thought it was smooth sailing for everyone involved.

especially Chang ;)

:D

[millenialfanfictionaddiction]

MOM, i need some advices :(.

uhmm, so.. my bestfriend/lover/gf left me. without saying anything, i was pretty upsad about it ngl. she left by leaving all of her socials, just for me to find out she had another one hidden from me.

-🎁 giftbox ‼️‼️

Ugh I'm so sorry 🎁 anon! It's so frustrating when people just up and leave!

Was there any sign that the relationship wasn't working or was this just out of the blue? Heartbreak is awful and it truly hurts us in the worst ways. I know hear this now might not help but sometimes things happen for a reason and sometimes we don't learn that reason until later on.

I hope you feel better soon ❤️

[gveerkracht]

So last week I was really upsad After a whole month of hard work I did not lose weight, I'm stuck in this plateau and it is really frustrating.

For this week I start all over, goals:

1. Drink a glass of water when wake up and keep hydrated

2. Work on my master paper

3. Read some poetry

4. Do my indoors training

5. Have a self-care routine

6. Work on my master essay

Let's do Monday! 💪🏼

[chiptrillino]

Hello! This is kind of related to one of your previous asks about watermarks

I saw this fanart on Instagram that kind of reminded me of yours, but it didn't have your watermark or anything...

I remember seeing an illustration of yours of atla kuspuk week that looked similar to this so I just wanted to check

is it odd of me to be upsad that they removed appa? (how dare them!!!) oh well its... a redraw of this one i guess? link

not gona lie not sure how to handle this one anon. thanks for telling me

[tayzrep]

H A P P Y 💛 B I R T H D A Y

Hey Taylor I made you a birthday 🍰 I know calories don’t count on your birthday, so enjoy haha!

30 reasons why I love you @taylorswift

1. Your voice sounds so calm and friendly what makes me feel calm and loved everytime you speak.

2. You spread self-assurance all over the room to the people when you enter and no one is going to tear you down

3. You always give me motivation to hold my head up when things are not as planned

4. You make people feel safe

5. You insplre me to make art (I use your photos a lot for practicing and inspiration for my big portfolio)

6. Because you showed in 2012 that there’s finally music out there that I like. I never liked music before

7. You’re so silly that it makes me laugh

8. You spread a message that’s important to people even if it doesn’t apply to you!

9. You’re a COOL catlady!

10. Because you’re so sweet AND smart!

11. Every time I feel super upsad, you make me laugh and feel better

12. You always try to be your best self

13. You always stand up for things you think are the best

14. The effort and love you put in all your fans

15. You give reallllly good advice

16. You make people feel special

17. You think about others

18. You make everyone feel comfortable

19. How you make me feel loved

20. How acceptal you are towards everyone no matter where they are from

21. The way you dance yahh

22. Your generosity

23. The way you make me look at things as I never did before

24. You speak up for other people and not shy to let them know how you feel about it.

25. You made me see that playing the guitar is so much fun, I had a guitar when I was 6 but it was so difficult. After seeing reputation tour I wanted to play the guitar again!

26. You have the brightest smile!

27. You have the craziest (bad) jokes

28. Your heart is always in the good place

29. Your incredibly creative and amazing business woman!

30. I love you because you’re being yourself

You inspire me everyday to keep working hard for my dreams and for myself and even when it seems difficult in times. This year I started my own business, after 4 years. People thought that I was crazy and that’s it’s just a hobby and that something like that wasn’t possible! But I thought if Taylor can do it then I can do it. So thank you so much. I hope you have a wonderful birthday xoxoxoxo Sanne ☀️

[daravinp]

It's a hard pill to swallow. I know I'm short and small, but hearing people or barely know call me "mnak 1 toch teab" what??? So that how people see me? I mean it's not the right way to callout people. If it positive like "mnak ey tall" it sound ok bc it kinda compliment. Back to me, I felt just small low self-esteem. I mean I don't have to know or ur call to remind. That would be ok through out the day. But know no. I'm upsad. Hmmm

[cheekypoutine]

I honestly thought I was gonna have a better time going through this type of situation. When I left I was okay and I thought I had already grieved the relationship months before

But im finding that I'm so freaking sad

Anything can remind me of them and im thinking about them

Expressing my love for them was a huge goal for me and then it was taken away (well not really but like in context w our relationship) and it's feels weird to still be able to say that but not have the same things back ((I don't blame them at all and we ve already talked abt this sorta stuff - nuance n all that))

But im so upsad. I hate having to get comfortable all over again

The worst part is I wasn't looking for them... they came into my life at the (although I didn't know it at the time) perfect moment. Truly a gem if I ever found one (corny ok but im love them a lot alright)

I wish things were different but I getting by...