#so just projecting fears abd insecurities. whatever.

[sweetorangepoptart]

I cannot believe how much and how quickly this assassin fic took over my brain.

I had originally planned when I had multiple fics, to rotate updating them. But then I decided that was maybe putting pressure on myself to update for the sake of people pleasing rather than for the sake of having fun and telling a fun story. So now I'm going to work on whichever story my heart desires and right now it's assassin Mako. But now I'm worried people are going to think I'm abandoning other fics which I'm not!

Sigh what a balance to strike. I write for myself but also nothing give me a dopamine spike like those ao3 emails and I'm like, is this fic flopping? People seemed excited on Tumblr but it doesn't have much engagement on AO3 it feels like. 🫤 I guess it's new and probably darker than some people want to read but still.

I'm overthinking it. Imma just keep my head down and keep writing.