#so it's like. girl pardon?????
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she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
#writeblr#wlw#i often think about like.....#being happy in a gay relationship is sometimes so odd#bc u can forget how stupid ppl are.#bc ur so USED to being gay. and u forget other people GENUINELY ARE homophobic#so it's like. girl pardon?????#but also there are moments where it's like. ohhh the kids are alright#like watching someone razz someone else.... so fucking wholesome#“lemme get this bitche's pronouns before i make gentle fun of them” .... i would have KILLED for that.#THAT is how u know ur accepted#not just tolerated#..... when ppl are like. sure ur nonbinary congrats but WHAT is this fucking sunscreen application#ps idk if "razz'' is a real word but someone asked what it means -#i've always heard it as being a term for 'gentle & friendly teasing'' which like#i personally notice more from my guy friends but is like - when a person isn't#LIKE ACTUALLY teasing u (it's nothing personal/mean) they're just laughing w/you about something#my friends often put on a little voice and call me an anemic little bitch#like 'ooooo the anemic little bitch is cold??? does she need a mouse blanket#bc she's SOOOO SMALL AND ANEMIC???''#and it doesn't hurt my feelings (it makes me laugh very hard) bc 1. i actually called MYSELF that first#and 2. i'm not sensitive about it!!!#a proper razz is when you are ALSO in on the joke - i ALSO think it's funny#for some people i personally find that when they razz u it's when they love u -#they've noticed something genuine about u and love u enough that u know they're not being mean#this is cultural and personality based of course but i'm hispanic#if someone isn't making fun of me it means they hate me . obviously.
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It’s just… it is everything that Cardan thought Jude would notice his “SO OBVIOUS” exile riddle and thinks Jude to not hesitate to come back. Beside his certainty of her cleverness to piece the riddle together, he believed he was that clear about his feelings toward her; he had thought she absolutely ought to know how he feels for her.
Like oh buddy. BUDDY. Your wife had thought of the answer to your little riddle like you thought she would. But guess what? She has detrimental TRUST ISSUES. (Like… Ur super mean and hot, I can’t blame her.) Anyway.. it’s SUPER adorable of him to so wholeheartedly believe she wouldn’t question his trust. It reveals so much about his pov of thier relationship.
Jude thought Cardan’s (silly) trick was a (vile) trick, when it was simply a: “Im trying to impress/pay you back in kind with our romantic metaphorical sparring and eventually get you out of political drama for a bit,” trick.
I’m fucking laughing wow these delusional ass children I fucking love them.
#IM JUST NOW REALIZING I SPELT THEIR WRONG AND IM SO EMBARRASSED#at least it was the right their😭😭#THEYRE SO REAL LMFAOOOOOO#like they both were so hot ofc they constantly questioned the validity of each others feelings#if the last part didn’t make sense I’ll explain#she knew he had tricked her into exile and when Jude was like ‘can I pardon myself?’ she thought it was another trick to humiliate her#like girl it was to do THE OPPOSITE of humiliation#HE WAS SENDING YOU TO SAFETY UNTIL YOU COULD COME BACK AND FLAUNT UR NEW POSITION#but basically it revealed that he loved like Jude loves#that they have the same heart#(he’s not like the reg folk. he grew up around so many mortals as she did the folk)#but he’s a faerie so he doesn’t take caution to being unpredictable#Jude even knew: the folk could be humanlike but they (the folk) inevitably would do something to remind her that they STILL ARE folk#though she had too easily assumed that the folk acting like the folk meant betrayal#he thought the whole marriage thing had meant she fully trusted him#because he knew how hard it would be for her to give up her power over him#and he thought because that she had given up her ability to command him(comma) that she couldn’t doubt trusting him any longer#queen of nothing#the cruel prince#the wicked king#Jude Duarte#jurdan#cardan greenbriar#tfota#I’ve known them since I was 13 they’re much older in my stubborn pov#also me using the semi colon as if I’m sure that it’s proper grammar LMAOOOOO#confidence is key
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Because he BROKE into my HOME and refuses to leave. CALL SOMEONE
#kidding joking light hearted et cetera#anyway the lore behind this statement is that the first time I heard kaynes voice I said oh no out loud because#the thirteen year old part of me that was way too into bill heard that voice and was like oh I’m letting that guy in#so kayne exists in my brain as at best an unwelcome constant house guest and at worst a vision from an angry god#on the other hand you know how sometimes you see a character and the kin part of your brain is like oh that’s me#my brain did that except instead of going that’s you#it said that thing is related to you. girl what.#pardon the bad joke but he uh activates my Cain instinct. you understand
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2 days since i finished once upon a witchlight. 2 days since i last saw kremy. Kremy withdrawal is starting, and it hurts. Like a kremy hangover (which no is not connected with my actual hangover). Kremy means so much to me. In fact kremy means SO much to me i have a deep desire to get like a badge or a diploma for being a part of kremy nation. I would like to be perceived above all else- as a kremy girlie. WITNESS ME AS I TALK ABOUT KREMY LECROUX. contact me if you want to talk about kremy lecroux, i need to verify the info. When i die and my brain gets cut in half, all the wrinkles are shaped like kremy. And if one sunny day, running late somewhere, with a single slice of toast in my mouth, i bump into richie god damn gilder i will with no hesitation fall on the ground and thank him for creating kremy. And he will think wow shes so cool and normal, from his backpack he will produce a purple book. I gasp. Oh my god what is that. He says szare you are so cool you should have this its a book that contains every single fact about kremy ive been writing it for years. I will say thank you how can i ever show my gratitude. And he will say dw abt it bestie.
Every wednesday kremy nation shall gather as i will read a page from the kremy book.
#richie if youre reading this#thats your cue to start writing#yeah yeah im normal or whatever#just#kurwa mać no#staram sie pisac a bestis gadaja obok moj mozg nie daje rady#okay focus focusssss my head hurts so much from the hangover yes the actual hangover#kremy nation#justtttt i dont know i have this weird desire in me to be recognized as a kremy girl i dont know what this says about me#id say im a massive fucking loser but i just got a job i have friends and good grades thats not very loser like#i guess the loser within never leaves#pardon my long posts and long tags im with friends and i cant be vocal about kremy#kind of writing all this to self regulate birthday party was great but overwhelming#anyway i fucking love kremy its a love that doesnt happen often#happened once before with dennis reynolds i think i have a type#kremy my best friend from another universe all i have is a gator plushie#idk whats wrong with me#richie is a very smart man i cant even imagine how the process of making such a character and living him works#and how amazing it is to witness how wonderful it is to see richie live kremy god dammit hes so fucking smart and amazing#gods!!!!#what a time to be alive at the same time as richard gilder to witness his craft#i will shut the fuck up now#at least for this post#*i cover my face with a cape like a vampire and jump out of the window*#once upon a witchlight#kremy lecroux
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#thirsty again..PLEASE I need constantine and a feisty, tinkerbell like reader xo
girl. literally spent 25 minutes on google trying to understand wtf does feisty mean i still got no clue. hope i didn’t fuck this up please.
honestly it amazed him how small you were, especially compared to him, but still had the audacity to fuss over things more than he ever could.
he made the mistake of taking you to midnite’s bar with him for his meeting with the owner, and now he was suffering the consequences.
they weren’t even ten minutes into the conversation when the sound of bickering noises caught their attention. he wasn’t sure why was he even surprised when he saw the scene: you threatening a literal demon, who stood at least a feet taller than you, with your finger accusingly pointing at its direction, yelling like there is no tomorrow.
poor dude literally had to grab you from where you were standing before the creature hurt you in any way and he had to intervene to make a far worse mess.
his fingers were digging into the soft flesh of your forearm, guiding back to his car, your legs struggling to keep up with his long strides. you snatched your arm from his grasp with a dramatic scoff, moving to stand next to him and mimicking his body which was leaning back to door of the vehicle.
he lit up a cigarette, hoping to calm his nerves down before your voice broke the silence.
“i was doing fine. you didn’t have to ruin it,” annoyance dripping from your tone.
he didn’t even reply, blowing smoke from his lips, his eyes focused on nothing in particular. he would hope you would lose interest at his ignorance. but well, it never stopped you before.
“i could take him out. her. it. whatever,” you waved your hand in the air, crossing your arms in front of your chest, like a spoiled kid who got interrupted playing her favorite game.
“sure you could,” his tone flat, which earned a jab to his chest before he pinched the bridge of his nose and closed his eyes for a second, tossing the cigarette on the ground. “goddamn child,” you heard him mutter under his breath, his body circling the car to the drivers side. “get in the car,” he half yelled, not wishing to hear anything further.
of course you complied, but not before slamming the door with a force which shook the entire vehicle.
#reader so quirky#girlie will get herself killed one day#anyway#english confuses me#pardon brothers#are you not my friend google#like it gives me ten different meanings what a bitch move#not a girls girl#whatever#thirsty anon ily#john constantine x you#feinv!jc#feinv—jc
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I love and hate having such a backlog of aus that I never posted, because then I get a really devastating thought and want to post it but without context it wouldn't make any sense
#what didyou you mean ME when you said that Rainy in the friendzone au would vhange their style overtime to fit mavericks??#bevause hes STRAIGHT#“STRAIGHT”#SO THEY WOULD DRESS MORE FEM TO TRY TO GET HIS ATTENTION#WHAT DID YOU MEAN BY THAT ME#WHAT DID YOU MEAN#its the thought of rainy just in their room surrounded by clothes and their frustratef because they want to look like other girls#HUH#WHAT#PARDON?#im drawing this.
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in my heart of hearts I believe Death Sentence is actually set in South Carolina where they filmed it which means Spink is from South Carolina, but every time I think of it I think about Leigh trying to do a thick Carolina accent and it sends me into hysterics
#he honestly was pretty good in fuckin. what’s it called The Pardon but tbh that was more like. coal country than Appalachia#also to me personally I think Cisco was born in Kentucky but moved to sc at like 6-8 but also no one cares so#death sentence 2007#girl spink
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ive seen some people justify IW writing issues by saying the other games in the series were like that too and im like ??? first of all do you not think people complained about the problems in the other games too and second of all do you not want them to keep improving?? such a weird justification to me
i love these games though dgmw i just thought IW could've been so much better story wise 😭😭
my beef with the 'the writing was bad in other games too' defense is that First Off. What-Aboutism arguments are just horrendous in general imo since it doesn't argue anything for the point, it's just someone going 'well This Thing is a thing so This Thing should be valid too' like no !! surprise !! it's still lame and you're not doing anything to convince me it's not lame. right now youre just making an excuse for a thing to Be Lame
and Secondly, since 0 the majority of people have had little complaints about the writing of RGG's latest entries (not that i doubt people have them, but i definitely don't hear them as often as i do older titles and their shortcomings dont feel as obivious as IW's or previous entries). what makes IW's writing stick out so much is that right after Y7- hell after GAIDEN the quality is just so stark you cant help but notice
to top it all off, what really shot IW in the foot was just how much hype was built around it. obviously theyre gonna hype up a game theyre gonna drop, but when they promote things like 'dont play this in one sitting' and 'this is rgg's best game yet', the bar's gonna be incredibly high
#snap chats#like id even argue Y5 has pretty solid writing. pardon the aizawa bit at the end vjELRKREAKJ BUT WE GET MY POINT#like everyone was praising gaiden for its writing so when we got IW right after its like. Girl What Happened#i try to be optimistic about game plots and all that i try to find the good in eveyrthing cause i think thats a nice attitude to have#and what frustrates me about IW's story i think is that it had so much potential#or at the very least its pieces could have been executed much better#it's just so baffling lke what happened ...
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art class is so strange because i practically roleplay being a generic cis guy during it on account of who i sit with (3 generic cis guys). like we talk about the most ‘normal’ stuff its wild…
#its also strange as hell sometimes bc theyre all at least somewhat rich and today we talked about houses and this dude is like#‘oh yeah its funny we sold our house when interest rates were really high so we got way more than its worth haha’#girl what are you a landlord. another guy (the one i sit next to . whos also my friend of many years) was describing the house he’s#moving into soon and hes like ‘yeah weve got a gym in a seperate building with a bathroom and every bedroom has a bathroom and we have#3 lounge rooms for some reason haha and 2 washing machines lol…’#meanwhile im sitting there like. PARDON?#theres also the 3rd guy who sits with us who thankfully wasnt here today and hes kind of just a horrible person
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i really gotta make a rotten crowd.
#styx says#pardon the uncropped screenshot but like. its so hard wanting everything to do w gatsby when some of the books are just :[[ they look bad#anyway i promise my horror gatsby book will be Good... and not told to you in booktok terms /hj#“gatsby gets the girl” well he kills her in this one! hey wait where are you going
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deciding next class i'm just wearing my slides with socks. if i trip i trip.
#i am so low on energy#i dont think i wanna meet the international students (mb they aren't transfers. had a brain collapse) because it just feels tiring meeting#new people. and also that girl is going to be there and i. dont want to get second hand embarrassment from seeing her asking them if they#like k-pop. that just pisses me off because yes yes k-pop is very popular. as is a lot of pop music. but really. you're going to ask#japanese students if they like korean pop. or excuse me assume they like k-pop#and not any other genre. pardon#i wouldn't think of this as weirdly if she hasn't been so disrespectful and honestly. racist. like it's not “extreme” but she has said some#VERY QUESTIONABLE shit#anyways
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I’m so extremely done with dance directors for this year lmfao
#going to get thru tomorrow and then not talk to a single dancer for 2 weeks#this fucking director#my friend warned me last weekend that she’d like suddenly started being (pardon my French) bitchy as fuck#and that has just been so so true#like I was too fast on one (1) step today and she’s like you need to review the video and it’s your responsibility to know all the steps#and I’m like baby girl I have had one month of rehearsal and I DO know all the goddamn steps#Blargh#personal#going to be with her all fucking day tomorrow 🙃🙃🙃🙃
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make believe son or ewbaite daughter
BOTH ??
Both of these albums are PERFECT and any fan of them is amazing. I would cherish both as a mother.
#weezer#ewbaite#make believe#I LOVEEEE BOTH ALBUMS#IDM EITHER#if ewbaite daughter relates to lonely girl 😞💔#or anybody like :( that’s so sad it’s one of my fav songs but still#idk the idea of being lonely just makes me so sad#and make believe son?! amazing album my fav songs are perfect situation (i squealed when they played it at Wonderfront) and Pardon Me#and The Other Way and Peace.#i love the album actually it’s all good#i love you weezer!#but yes either one is fine with me#both albums are awesometastic#maybe maybe lean towards ewbaite daughter? in all these posts i sound a bit sexist always picking the daughter BUT SHES ME#MINI ME#i would love all of my sons given whatever album they love!!#they’re all loser weezer fans at the end of the day! LOL#ask!
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Oh god, these Archon Quests had me STRESSED-
#genshin impact#genshin impact thoughts#did I absolutely love it? Y E S#was I stressed out by the justice system of fontaine? Y E S#also the va for furina did an absolutely gorgeous job#ALSO also. CHILDE. *incomprehensible noises* what a magnet for trouble/affectionate#ALSO alo also. Navia is a treasure#as well as Meluse and Silver#genshin impact fontaine#genshin impact furina#genshin impact childe#genshin impact navia#genshin impact 4.0#afinna explores teyvat#also also ALSO. are all... dragons(?) so evasive with their answers? is it an unspoken tradition? neuvillette we need ANSWERS#he's very charming though#another round of alsos: there was a funny moment during the first trial when istg furina acted like a teenage girl about to go slam the doo#of her room on the respective adult figure (neuvillette). they are such a fun duo to see#pardon all my rambling that should be all for now
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i need friends /gen (slight rant in tags)
#xelle.txt#i noticed i don't really have a permanent circle of friends. at least irl#i have one online but they're also busy and i just can't dedicate my time to one friend group#i don't know - it's just the people i thought who were nice turned out to be the exact opposite#and when i found out about that i just kinda. lost interest in making any more friends#my partner is the only person i interact with on a daily basis. the irl friend group i was referring to earlier i'm not exactly close with-#-them either#i feel like if i didn't only give my time in nurturing my romantic relationship i would have done the same for my platonics too#that's still a problem of mine. my time management between love life and friends. heck i even got myself into an unsolvable problem because-#-of my inability to stay consistent#also my brain is kinda fried from reading 20+ pages so pardon any grammatical errors but yeah anyway#honestly i've been craving for interaction here. but i know i won't be active and it'd just be pointless#to gain more friends or followers. i don't exactly make content as consistently as i did before#the other day i had to vent to an ai (would you believe me if it was cha.tgpt) about my troubles because i had no one else to talk to lol#there's just so much going on irl 😭 ya girl's almost starting college and they're throwing so much tasks at us!!#and i feel very very stressed about it because they're usually done in groups i am ALWAYS the assigned leader#which gets exhausting especially when there are lazy members present#anyway#hopefully this weekend i get some time to cool off. but next week i'm back to grinding and working#lol i don't even think i'm in the top ranks anymore. i'm so burnt out.#this is what being an academic achiever gives you oops ZZHSIAHAHAJAHHS#imma sleep now 😭#idk you can just interact with me or recommend someone you know who self ships in the same medias i do#goodnight everypony 🫶#vent tw#rant tw
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#I think I'm getting worse#I've always been anxious but it seems like lately I'm just a nervous wreck around people#like can't look people in the face most of the time let alone the eye#and some part of me is certain with razor sharp clarity that I'm so ugly and unpleasant that me merely looking at a stranger would be#objectionable? desecrating? threatening?#that I do my best to remain casual but never ever look at someone useless they're talking to me and maybe not even then#I'm afraid that people are mad at me all the time#and I'm ravenously desperate to be liked and accepted and wanted#or even just tolerated#so I assume that reaching out would be outre#that nobody *really* likes me or wants me around and I'd just be imposing myself where I'm not wanted#just like always#so I cut myself off and pack myself into as tiny of a space as I can and do nothing but cower and apologize#because I can never be pardoned of the sin that is myself#and the least I could do is dispose of myself#behold the scrupulous corpse! see how she apologized for her corrupted flesh! how she seals herself within the tomb!#I envy the dolls and the puppy girls and the girlthings#for I am the dead and all I can do is r o t#trapped inside of this putrid bloated flesh that I have no hope of redeeming#my tomb shall have no mirrors#and no mourners#and without them#and without me#I will finally be able to just sleep forever#corpseposting#perhaps the most cadaverous one yet
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