#so anyway she's not only old but a capricorn and this

[queenimmadolla]

𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

(dad!eddie munson and mom!reader as young parents)

more of the penny verse here • eddie edit © @fefemunson!

Summary. . . You admire your new baby girl. warnings: none, just fluff a/n: eddie and reader are about 20 and 21 (i also feel the need to express eddie exhibits Sagittarius traits so i'm thinking he had to have been born in december, kinda close to capricorn cause he looks evil but he's not) and some cuteness before I give you angst with 'Wayne's World'. enjoy! let me know what you think? ◡̈

“So…how you liking it out here?” You asked, propped on your stomach and resting on your forearms.

  Your daughter, only six days old, stared back up at you, small plump lips parted. She still looked so new and a little wrinkly.

  “There’s not a single thought in your adorable little head, is there?” You stroked over her soft hair—she’d come out with a full head of it—mindful of her delicate head and softspot. Penny blinked once, hard, at the gentle caress, but continued to marvel at you, the big brown eyes she’d inherited from her father were so wide that her forehead was squishing up towards her adorable hairline.

  The television was on, more so for background noise as the volume was very low. Eddie was asleep in the bedroom, he’d taken it upon himself to let you get as much rest as possible—always insisting on getting up in the middle of the night to gather Penny when she became fussy. She didn’t do too much, wasn’t all that active yet. If she wasn’t fussing, she was attached to one of your nipples or sleeping. In the four days since you’d brought her home, she hadn’t done a whole lot of sleeping during the convenient times for her new parents. No, she slept during the day and was up all night.  

  Eddie was so good with her, though. Took the screaming like a champ, it was so fascinating to you that she couldn’t produce actual tears yet but it still hurt your heart to hear her cry. He’d just take off his shirt and hold her to his chest, skin to skin seemed to calm Penny down, and you’d pumped enough to have overnight supplies of milk for her when your nipples were too sore to handle Penny’s nursing, though you didn’t mind when he stirred you from sleep to settle Penny against your breast so she could eat.

  That was about the only time Eddie did wake you. Giving birth had drained you, you knew it was gonna be uncomfortable and take a lot out of you but you hadn’t anticipated the lack of energy you’d have in the days following as well, and you hadn’t voiced it but Eddie knew you. Sometimes, you thought he knew you better than you knew yourself.

  It was surprising when you woke before him, feeling well rested instead of drained. You’d quietly gotten out of bed, careful not to wake him, to check on Penny, and for once, she was up at a normal time, too. 

  Eddie looked exhausted, breathing deep as he slept so you decided it was time to start bonding with your baby more. A little mommy-daughter time.

  After changing her diaper and feeding her, you got yourself dressed and ready, put her in a cute little onesie and folded a blanket on the carpet in the living room to lay her down. 

  You hadn’t realized there wasn’t a whole lot to do with a newborn until half an hour had passed with you two staring at each other, really taking each other in. You studied her and while you didn’t think she had a whole lot of brain processing power, you had a feeling she was trying to figure you out, too. As more than just her food source, anyways. Sometimes her stare would go soft, eyelids looking heavy before they were wide open again as if you’d done something to startle her out, it was kind of funny. 

  “You know, you’re pretty cute but you’re kind of boring,” You teased, fingers trailing down her little side until you reached her onesie covered foot and your ovaries cried at how small it was. You pressed your thumb gently just below her teeny tiny toes and like the little alien she was, they curled in on it in a way she probably wouldn’t be able to do in a few months, newborn flexible-ness.

  “All you heard was cute, huh?”

  Seemingly in response, because of course your daughter knew her cues, she was Eddie Munson’s baby after all, she began to suckle on nothing, lips miming the motion. You grabbed her pacifier and held it to her lips, giggling when she mouthed at it until it was settled and she looked content. 

  You beamed down at her, thumb stroking over the pad of her foot before pressing a kiss to it. And since you were kissing her foot you just had to show those chunky (god you wanted to bite them) cheeks some love, pressing your lips noisily and repeatedly against her face.

  Penny let you have your fun, the eye of her cheek you were focused on forced to squint as the chubb of it spread with the pressure of your kisses.

  You’d been expecting her to smell good, a baby survival mechanism to entice people to want to take care of her, but you had no idea how obsessed with it you’d become. You just wanted to bottle the newborn smell up so you could have it forever. Once you were done kissing her face, your nose trailed up her head to sniff at her hair where the scent was the strongest. You inhaled deeply, very much so exaggerated and let out an even more dramatic sigh before you pulled away to look down at her.

  “I’ve never done it, but you’re better than crack,” You swore.

  “Neither have I and I agree.” A raspy voice responded from behind you.

  You rolled onto your side, glancing over your shoulder to see Eddie leaning against the doorway of the bedroom, lips curled into a smile and sleep still lingering in his eyes.

  “You know, it’s really hot when you linger in doorways like that, but it’s also kind of creepy, Eddie.”

  The sleepy look quickly morphed into a mischievous one, “You think I’m hot?”

  “So, that’s what you’re gonna take from that? You already know I think you’re hot. Exhibit A,” You gestured down to his baby you’d popped out less than a week ago. 

  Eddie laughed and joined you on the floor, lips pursed in exaggeration once he was settled. You were all too happy to lean in, pressing your lips firmly against his. It was clear he’d just been expecting a quick peck when he let out a sound of surprise before you felt the curve of his smile which in turn made you smile.

  You felt so doped up on love; you had Eddie, who you thought would be the greatest love of your life, and now you had the baby you two made, proof of your love (an accidental one but still) and also proof that you could be wrong, since she turned out to be the other great love of your life. Despite the late nights, sore nipples and how peeing was somewhat of a chore while your stitches healed, life was bliss.

  “Mmm,” Eddie hummed when you pulled away, eyes still closed and that smile still plastered on his face. Then he groaned, head dropping. “These are going to be the longest six weeks of my life, I just know it.”

  You laughed, pressing a kiss to his cheek before you sat up and carefully lifted Penny. She was so doll-like, ugh, you loved her so much. You turned her in your grasp, a hand cradling the back of her head and neck while your other supported her bottom as you pressed her cheek against yours, the both of you facing Eddie.

  “But isn’t this worth it?” 

  There wasn’t any humor behind the reply he rasped out, his features morphing into the tender expression that always made you feel breathless, like you were important to him, “Yeah. Yeah, it is.”

[holywizardheart]

~Astrology observations~

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★How Aquarius/Uranus dominant aesthetic in my opinion looks like ^_^

★Moon/Mercury negative aspects they're bubbly only with close people. But they're usually quiet at first in my view.

★Sun/Saturn negative aspects can represent a detached or disinterested father. It can also mean that your father was absent throughout your life.

★Mars/Saturn negative aspects I noticed that they're quick to cut people off without explanation.

★Scorpio moons expect you to spill your guts and expose your vulnerable side but they won't do it themselves.

★Saturn in the 3rd house it's such a pain in your ass when it comes to school. Even if you try so hard to be the best student and always receive good marks people won't be satisfied especially teachers they will say like "You need to try harder" and lower your scores because they think that's not enough.

★Lilith in the 3rd house can mean in your school life you said something inappropriate and for that people shamed you. After that incident, you can be scared to express your opinion.

★Venus in the 10th house can also mean that you can't hide your relationship from people. Someone is going to find out and everyone will know about it anyway. I think having a secret relationship with someone may be impossible.

★Having Pluto in the 6th house is exhausting. Always overworking yourself and being a perfectionist at the same time. Also in childhood, you can be criticized for your mistakes and actions so as a result you may be scared of making mistakes.

*By the way, I have this aspect and my mom was so critical of me that she judged everything from my clothes to my behavior.*

★The north node in the 10th house and the south node in the 4th house can represent a distant relationship with the mother but a close relationship with the father.

★Capricorn placements are nostalgic as cancer placements. They can listen to their favorite old songs and just remember these memorable situations. Honestly, my dad with Capricorn stellium does that at least one time a year. Also, his playlist is filled with 80-90x music :)

★I think the sign who mostly has a victim complex is not Pisces but Leo

★Mars in the 10th house loves competition and challenges

★Pisces placements & Stockholm syndrome

[0xstarzx0]

DANCING QUEEN |ONE-SHOT|

Drew Starkey x Reader

{OPEN COMMAND}

synopsis: Y/N has always managed to scare the men who tried to seduce her, but Drew is determined to be the first to fail to scare

[english is not my native language .❗️❗️]

tw: smut, felation, sex, penetration, raw language, abuse, unprotected sex, vaginal sex.

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"You really had to do this?" asks Camilla, your best friend. "I told you I didn’t want to come, he was sticky, and besides, when he talked to me, he looked at my boobs. He’s a big jerk." You say while lighting a cigarette.

"You threw your glass in her face and threatened to cut off her balls!" she said, shocked at your behavior last week.

"You’re not fucking kidding," said your best friend, Trevor. Half choking so much he’s laughing.

"Seriously, aren’t you tired of being alone?" Camilla asks.

You drink your drink, knowing already what kind of speech you will have the right.

"You go home by yourself, no one gives you a gift-" That’s not true, Trevor does!" You laugh and Trevor throws you that means "not now" with his disapproving head movement.

"Seriously Y/N when is the last time you have sex?" you blush instantly and sigh.

you drink your shot and get up. " For starters, I haven’t had sex in six months" Shit, you thought it was less serious in your head.

"I’ve decided, do you really think an asshole could have this?" you show your body as a trophy." And then I’m not determined to be in a relationship with someone who wouldn’t be able to help me when I need it."

Your ex was a first-class asshole, he put you through hell. He stole your money a hundred times, let his friends insult you with all the names and if you retaliate it was like you insulted his mother personally, and he didn’t care what you wanted, he took it without your consent 99% of the time

And when you weren’t his docile bitch he didn’t hesitate to hit you or threaten you.

You left him eight months ago now, threatened to press charges if he didn’t leave you. Luckily your threats scared him and left you.

You chase away bad thoughts and you take a tone that wants to be funny " and then anyway, the only people I want in my bed, are old rich grandpa who are easily manipulated who will give me their money when they die." You smile cheerfully before heading to the bar.

You come to the bar and you order from the bartender, Calvin, three shots of tequila.

You turn your head when you see three guys talking together, two blondes and a brown guy. The three of them are chatting, you detail them one by one and one particular catches your attention.

He’s tall, thin with shaved hair. His arms are big and veiny. You watch his abs fit perfectly to his white tank top.

"Hey, honey, you got a little name?" asks a heavy guy who just arrived.

You wave your hands to say you are “mute” and he nods and apologizes.

He orders and Calvin gives you your three shots. "Thank you my favorite bartender!" you say drinking one of the three. The three men laugh and try to hide their laughter when he sees the head of the heavy guy.

"You’re not mute Then I can know your pretty name," said the stranger. Calvin looks at you like Trevor, his boyfriend. A disapproving head movement.

You smile at Calvin and then your face gets bored when you look at the unknown again. "Calvin, can you pass me the meter?" You ask not to let go of the man’s gaze.

He gives it to you and you start taking it out until 6,1 He looks intrigued by what you show him.

"My ex was 6.1, if you do more than him I’ll let you buy me a drink!" you say cheerful. 

He stands next to the meter, For his greatest happiness it is more than 6'1, your face becomes jaded.

"So you want a shot?" he asks, smiling with all his teeth.

Well, you only have one more option.

"Yes, but first, my name is Y/N and I have three cats: Kitty, Daphne and Omar, I am Cancer but I do not go out with the: belier, capricorn, Pisces and Taurus." You say without leaving time to understand. He opens his mouth as you speak.

"I want to get married in... 1 year and have four children, so what? You miss me having a drink!" you say happy grabbing his arm.

he abruptly takes off his arm and leaves without turning. You turn to Calvin and he sighs. I do not understand why you reject all the men who approach you " he says exasperated.

"I didn’t reject him, he left all alone!" you say defending yourself, one of the three men of earlier laughs, the blond, Mister big arm.

Calvin looks at him with fascination, as if he were in front of a super star.

You leave laughing at yourself.

You were Camilla sitting in your seats when your flagship music started.

Dancing Queen, you got up and took it with you to the dance floor.

You dance with her, you do the choreography she and you invented when you meet the blond eyes of earlier. 

You stop each of your movements and Camilla looks at you strangely. she turns her head or you look. And her eyes turn into admiration.

Ok this guy is beautiful, but from there to admire him like a god. It’s weird.

"Oh fuck Y/N! Drew Starkey is here and he’s looking at you!"

"WHO THE FUCK IS DREW STARKEY ??" 

You’d like to yell at her instead you nod, Drew is so well-built that your eyes can’t help but look at his body instead of his eyes.

She takes your hand and trotts in her direction. Your eyebrows instantly frown and you curse her because even before you try to run away you are already in front of the three men.

"Hi!" she begins, you raise your eyes to heaven. " I’m Camilla and she’s my best friend Y/N I just wanted to know if I could take a picture with you, I’m a big fan of outer banks!"

"Yes, of course!" Camilla smiles and approaches them, she stands between them and looks at you." Y/N? " she says firmly.

You turn the head to look innocently. "Yes?" you say  "The picture? please.".

You take your phone and position it correctly. You notice that Drew is not looking at the lens but in your direction. Eh Mister big arms could you look at the lens, please?" You lean your head to the side. 

You open your eyes wide when you realize what you just said. In front of your reaction he laughs, as if you were just both.

You come to your senses and take the picture for Camilla. Once finished you tell her and she insists that you take one with them. You refuse several times by saying that you had not seen the show but she pushes you towards them by saying that one that you would have seen the show you will be happy to have a photo with these actors.

She forces you to put yourself right for the photo, the blond on your left, the brown on your right and Drew behind you. Oh my god, you can feel his breath on your ear. 

When the picture is taken, you run to the toilet, too embarrassed to stay longer.

You walk into the bathroom and look in the mirror, Fuck, you’re red like a tomato. You don’t know if it’s because of the alcohol you drank or the fact that Drew triggered something in you that no one had ever done.

You try to calm down when the door opens. You turn your head and has your greatest regret or happiness- you do not know what you want- Drew is there smiling when you turn away the look too embarrassed.

"Is there a problem?" You ask when you put on your femme fatale mask.

"No, should be?" He sees clearly in your game and has you way of acting, he tries to destabilize you and god only knows that he can do it.

You don’t answer his question and look at the mirror in front of you, it puts your hair back in place when you see its reflection move to get on the door right behind you.

"If you try to flirt with me your way sucks." You say barely audible.

" I don’t need to flirt with you because I meet all your criteria.". Shit. He heard you.

You turn and frown, he continues:

"I am 6'3, I love animals, I am scorpion. Marriage is an event that can happen quickly in a relationship if you are sure you want to and I want children but I can negotiate for three."  He says he’s sure.

You smile sincerely before bursting into a sweet laugh.

Drew’s heart tightens, was he falling in love with a girl he had just met? probably yes, but love at first sight exists no? If you thought about it, why not.

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You spent the whole night laughing with Drew leaving her co-stars with your best friend, who was happy you were having fun with someone other than her or Trevor.

When he offered to take you home you wanted to refuse but, without really knowing why, you did not hesitate and accepted on the spot.

When you got to your apartment door, you felt the atmosphere was palpable. Your desire to throw itself on him was immense and the desire that he undressed you invaded his mind.

So when you threw yourself on his lips he answered your kiss by dipping his tongue in your mouth you went back into your apartment glued to his lips, he closed the door with his foot.

He grabbed you from the back of the thighs with his big hands and carried you. He threw you on the couch and stood on top of you. while continuing to kiss you.

You started to undo his belt when he simply tore your t-shirt causing him a painful erection, which could only be cured by you.

He began to wrap your breast with his lips, you moaned while he was not even in you.

You managed to take off his jeans and touch him through his boxer causing him a growl.

You put your hands on his chest and pushed his away calmly, causing his to misunderstand you. 

You went into your bathroom and took a rubber band and made yourself a ponytail and knelt right in front of him. you lowered his boxer and he dropped his head back when you put your mouth on its length. kissing her before taking her whole in your mouth

you started to go and come with your head when he looked down at you, trying to maintain eye contact. He likes it.

When you felt his dick shaking in your mouth he took you away, despite the fact that you were soaked, you wanted to feel it in you. 

He grabbed you by the arms to position you just above him. he approached your ear and said:

 "I want to come into this little pussy that I’ve been thinking about since I saw its owner."

You blush in front of his words and he starts to take off your cyclist. your panties are completely wet and he knows it.

When he sees your little red panties he gets even harder. He takes it off and without even warning you he pushes his cock inside your folds deeply. causing a sharp moan from you.

He maintained eye contact with you throughout his deep, frantic thrusts. Every time you closed your eyes or looked away, he grabbed your jaw and said, "You wanted to play, so let’s play."

your nails dig on the bare skin of his abs, and his hands grab your hips as he kisses your breasts always holding your eyes in his.

you feel your orgasm coming when your moans get stronger and you move faster on him. he accelerates his thrusts." Come on, come on my dick I’ve been waiting for this from the beginning" you squirt on his dick and it comes, pulling long lines of sperms into you.

You take yourself away from him, legs trembling, chest and neck full of hickeys. You sit next to him, grabbing his arm and positioning your head on it. He turns the head to see how much you have been subjected to him. He smiles when he notices your little body trying to resume normal breathing without him realizing it.

"My room is down the hall on the right." You just say, he gets up his hands on your back and behind your thighs and lifts you up.

Once in the Chamber he puts you on the bed then settles next to you, he pulls you towards him and puts one of his legs on your thigh and you fall asleep against the other.

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The next day when you open your eyes you see him lying next to you, you have not changed position and in addition you managed to sleep all night while usually you wake up in the middle. You don’t know but in any case you would like this moment to last forever.

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[seafoamreadings]

week of july 7th, 2024

these are written predominantly for the *rising* signs but they are also intuitively "channeled" enough that they should work for any dominant energy you have! (try your sun if you don't know rising, or more advanced readers can try moon, anywhere you have a stellium, etc and see what works best for you!)

aries: mars inching closer to uranus can have people (including yourself) thinking you're a bit (a lot?) unstable... especially when it comes to resources like money. but maybe you just aren't fully settled on your values. the conjunction doesn't perfect until early next week but you feel antsy from now. that doesn't mean you have to act on every impulse.

taurus: a series of earthy and venusian trines grants you unprecedented powers of balance - working enough but not too much, resting plenty but not getting lazy, etc. but the focus will need to be on what works for you, not what other people think you should do.

gemini: jupiter blesses your past and future this week by interacting with the nodes of the moon. in particular, bond with old friends or loves, and make new ones. try to stay out of trouble but if you find yourself in it anyway, it's easier to escape unscathed than usual. turn all perceived hardships into opportunities as well as you are able.

cancerians: venus heads for leo this week, but not until she has already had a poignant trine with neptune. this trine helps you really see the beauty in all things, including the hard things. it is also a trine of the highest forms of love.

leo: solar leo season approacheth. mercury is already there, and venus joins this week. your ruling luminary, sol himself, arrives before very long. this is quite energizing after so much earth and water for so long. enjoy it without getting carried away, and do look after your heart both literally and metaphorically.

virgo: your risk of clandestine, torrid, or even unsavory affairs increases this week so make sure what you are pursuing is what you are wanting, especially if you find yourself considering a dalliance outside of an established relationship. such dallying has consequences, even if they are worth it. but even outside of romance, delulu fantasies may take hold. enjoy them, but don't put all your eggs in an unhinged basket.

libra: the atmosphere is romantic, but without necessarily being productive, healthy, or wise. of course, librans are all about romance. but you're also all about balance, so don't get too off track daydreaming (or living) a soap opera or romcom.

scorpio: once venus has made her way into leo, as she will during this week, it's a great atmosphere for improving your reputation. you can even do this from the shadows, rather than directly putting yourself in a spotlight, but to be seen, whether in person or in photos or simply in the imagination as people talk about you, is auspicious at this time.

sagittarius: finally, the fire vibes really start to increase. this is great news for you if you have been itching to travel, learn something new, or make some spiritual move. your mind is expansive as ever, and probably sharper than usual too.

capricorn: this week comes with a lot of structure, which suits you well, but not in any direct sense. you will have to hone in on it. it is like not knowing you have a skeleton, but understanding that you don't have to lie in a heap on the floor if you don't want to.

aquarius: your sign is one that has two ruling planets. one is the old god of time, saturn, chronos. the other is the new time - the kind that isn't linear, or even properly cyclical, but instead is everywhere at once. but this week, you'll fare better if you operate on saturn time. one thing at a time. even in the knowledge that it's only a useful construction.

pisces: it wouldn't be shocking if your eyes turned into hearts this week and everything around you took on a rosey hue. dive into the romantic feeling and enjoy it. romanticize everything. but keep a toe on the ground because sometimes it helps to be just a tad bit practical.

[starsreminisce]

your thoughts on nesta and her relationship with cassian?

Lucien said it best: Cauldron help the male who winds up shackled to her.

Nesta is so Capricorn moon coded that I can’t help but laugh about it. Because she’s so Cap moon coded to me, she needs a specific kind of person who can handle whatever she throws at them, since she’ll do anything and everything to avoid what she’s actually feeling, something Cassian himself pointed out to her.

Cassian kept his light grip on her chin. “Whatever you need to throw at me, I can take it. I won’t break.” No challenge laced the words. Only a plea.

@zenkindoflove said something about Nesta that stuck and it was that Nesta is a badass, a take-no-shit type of person, and you have to imagine the kind of person who could be on the receiving end of that. She can make a High Lord shuffle with just a stare, she resisted Rhys’s dominance, and a glamour cast by a High Lord didn’t work on her as a human.

With that, Nesta can’t really be with someone she can bulldoze over, so I love that Cassian knows when to give her tough love and when to be soft with her. I know people criticize Cassian for not siding with Nesta in HOFAS, but Cassian already had issues with the mask back in ACOSF. His concerns were warranted, and it just so happened that people forget how easy it is to read his expressions.

I also know people criticize Cassian for not saying “I love you” back to Nesta, but honestly, I didn’t even notice because Nesta didn’t need him to say it. She felt it when he chose to "kill" himself rather than harm her and in all the other ways he had shown it to her before.

For what it’s worth, it was Papa Archeron telling Nesta he loved her that caused her to spiral because she didn’t feel she deserved it. Cassian made that sweeping declaration in ACOWAR, and Nesta still went no contact with him. Three months after their bond snapped, Nesta was still like, "We aren’t mates, lol. I’ll give you forever, but we aren’t mates," and she still ran away from Cassian when he made her face that fact.

What mattered to me was that Nesta said “I love you” to the two people she felt needed to hear it, and the one person who needed to say it back for her, Feyre, did.

So yeah, I love Nessian. They aren’t super fluffy, but not all relationships are. Nesta’s story isn’t completely done. She’s passed the point where she can frame her mind better, and now it’s about practicing that growth, which we’ll see more of in Elucien’s and Gwynriel’s books. And there really isn’t a better person than Cassian to challenge her when she slips back into old habits, since healing is never linear anyway.

Personally, one of the reasons I think the next book will be about Elucien is because ACOSF ends with Nesta feeling like she needs to do everything she can to earn the love others give her so that it feels deserved. I’m really hoping that a part of Elain and Nesta’s healing involves Elain telling Nesta that she never had to earn love, that love is given freely and sometimes, just because.

Thank you for asking!

[latenightbreezeinheaven]

Natal aspects from my natal chart + my personal experiences (planets in houses) *Part-1* ☃️

First of all, these are my experiences due to my personal placements in my natal chart so please take them with a pinch of salt. They are not facts. Every placement has good and bad sides and I’m not an astrologer too.

Saturn in 1st house

🖤Since I was a child, I was taught to be able to stand on my own feet and stay alone. My mother said she tried to stay away from me both physically and mentally as possible as she could because she was afraid that I would be too much emotionally attached to her. I was extremely soft and I relied on my parents at that time, so they didn’t want me to grow up as a weak person. That’s why I never tried again to rely on my parents, mostly emotionally because I know that I am the only one who has to pull myself up again and they aren’t.

🖤I have issues with my self-image and appearance, especially my body, since I was about 12 or 13. I feel like I’m not beautiful and I don’t meet up to this generation’s beauty standards.😐

🖤According to my mother, I started talking at about 3 or I guess even 4. It’s considered a bit late compared to my cousins and my brother. I don’t know if this placement is related to my talking stages but my speech was delayed and it was at the first stage of my life so yeah.🤷🏻‍♀️

🖤I think I’m responsible for every matter that happens around me even though I didn’t cause them.

🖤My parents have expected me to take care of my brother and his needs since I was about 10 and he was 5. I had to console him whenever he cried and I had to feed him, cook for him when they worked etc. They put too many responsibilities on my shoulders from the start so I wasn’t really carefree as a child.

🖤I’m also extremely hard on myself. I want to be perfect in every scenario and I feel this need to come out as a strong and independent person.

🖤My mother told me that when I was a newborn baby, I already looked like a 3-year-old kid. My facial appearances looked mature and till now, a lot of people still think I’m a lot older than I really am.😭

🖤My parents, especially my mom is really strict and they also have very high expectations on me. I feel judged by them quite often even when I’m doing well academically.

🖤They are also conservative, especially my mom. She yells at me whenever I tell her that I want to have a boyfriend but I don’t want to marry him and I will just live together and sleep with him. (It’s quite forbidden in our country and publicly considered as something we shouldn’t do).😂

🖤I am prone to anxiety. I often have anxiety attacks and I bite nails a lot too.

🖤Saturn also conjuncts my ascendant, so people also often tell me that I have prominent high cheekbones and I also think it’s true. But jawline? My jawline doesn’t look Capricorn rising-nish. I’m not also tall and slim. Actually, my body depicts exactly what a cancer rising with a cancer stellium would look like.

Lilith in 1st house

💃I’m not sexualized directly by men but every man I’ve met always wanted to chat with me about sex only. It’s really weird because my friends also have boyfriends but none of their boyfriends treats them like a sex toy. And I feel like a sex toy among those guys. They don’t want to take me out on dates and instead, they just want sex. I can’t tell if that is “sexualization” but I also get comments about my body a lot in both positive and negative ways.

💃Anyways, apart from men, I get stared a lot, not in a sexual way but in a more curious way like I’m an alien or some mythical creature popped out of a 13th century novel book.😂😭

💃I was also outcasted by my friends most of the times because they thought I’m too slutty (they said it themselves behind me). My ex friends bullied me and slut-shamed me so I have become a bad bitch since then. That’s why I don’t really care about friends in my life. They’re not my priority. Normally, I’m really bubbly and friendly but at times, my bitchy side comes up and forces me to stay detached from friends and never trust them.

💃Another thing I experience is I always have problems with authority figures. I hate it when someone uses their power to win something unfairly. But on the other hand, I’m secretly in love with authority and power because I want to own them and use them in a good way.

💃Some people also tell me that when they make an eye contact with me, they feel intense and intimidated but also warm and comforted at the same time (probably my cancer rising again lol).

💃I’m rebellious and I love weird outfits which are different from others.

💃I’m a bit open-minded when it comes to sexual matters (except when some random guy talks about sex out of nowhere for like 3 hours straight). I don’t feel ashamed to discuss about sex education whereas my friends see that as a taboo topic in the society.

💃I hate my body when I can’t fit into some outfits that I love but I love to touch it a lot and I also love to sleep naked (except I can’t sleep naked anymore after my parents found out about that).😭😭

💃However, the room doesn’t go silent when I enter. I’m not that powerful though.

💃I also don’t care about what other people think about me. It’s like “fuck off” vibes coming out from me since I got bullied.

Moon in 3rd house

📚People tell me I’m smart. I don’t get compliments about how pretty I am but I get ones about how intelligent I am. However, I don’t really think I’m THAT smart but maybe almost. HAHAHHAH😝

📚I love to express myself by writing out on a paper or on websites or on apps like this. I just love to turn my emotions into sentences and sometimes they turn into short stories. Writing releases my stress.

📚I love to write and read a lot. A book, a cat and gallons of iced coffee are enough for me in a day.

📚By traveling, I gain knowledge, inspiration and happiness. It’s my stress reliever for all time.

📚I love to ride cars too (I know it’s weird but I even had a childhood dream in which I live in a van and travel around the country).

📚I love my brother a lot and I have a very affectionate and friendly bond with him. I also try so hard to get along well with my cousins and stay friendly with them even though they’re a bit fake.🙄

📚Back to my brain. My primary teachers always complimented me about my intelligence and my grades and I was always the one who got first prize in every year for 5 years straight. Not bragging but it’s true.🤣

📚My moods change very often and my mind is scattered. It’s like a wide field with multiple places to hide and suddenly, a clown shows up from nowhere out of the blue! For instance, at first, I’m on instagram. Then after a minute, I remember to reply dms so I go onto messenger. Then, not even a minute later, I’m on TikTok again. Then, I’m on Reddit. It’s like soooo scattered that I don’t even know how to describe. I think my anxiety attacks also come from this placement.

📚I’m not grounded. I like to meditate but I can’t be consistent about it because of my intrusive thoughts. I jump from one topic to another very quickly when I talk.

📚I’m not a very good listener. I’m always ready to talk about various topics. So if I listen to someone very patiently, then he/she is important to me or I’m going to ghost them soon so I’m being patient in the present time loll😭

📚I overthink a lot and I tend to forget about a lot of things too. On the other hand, I also have a photographic memory about certain events like how my mom breastfed me. I remember what she wore and how she looked very vividly although I was just about 1 or 2 at that time but I don’t remember what I ate as a breakfast this morning. Strange right?

📚I love to learn foreign languages because they challenge me and intrigue me!

📚I’m also curious about everything and often have questions like “how were the oceans created?” “were Adam and Eve real people or just myth?” and my thoughts spiral into a big infinite hole and I get detached from the reality and my eyes are like 💀DEAD💀.

📚I also tend to turn my emotions into a problem to be solved instead of accepting and dealing with them. I observe me and my feelings from the third party view and respond to them logically. It’s not that I’m not emotional but I rationalize my feelings from another perspective.

📚I love to contain full stops, exclamation marks, question marks at the end of every sentence. If someone doesn’t do that, I judge them secretly LMAO.😭

Jupiter in 3rd house

🪄You can say that I’m quite lucky when it comes to education. I stand out among others since I was a child due to my education success. My parents could also support my education financially unlike right now, they’re struggling for my brother’s.

🪄I am a quick learner and I have a large vocabulary. I love to use advanced words in my language (Burmese).

🪄I am also quite talkactive but only with people I’m comfortable with. However, most of the time, I get into trouble for talking too much. I spill all the tea without any intentions but that drags me into a big mess and that’s why I have to control myself a lot when I communicate with someone, not to share gossips or else I’ll be in trouble again.

🪄Most of the times, people think I exaggerate a lot but I don’t.

🪄I hate HATE misspellings. They irritate me Periodt.

🪄I’m also open-minded and not afraid to observe from other perspectives. But my beliefs are so strong like try to attack them and I’ll kick you out of my life forever.🦵🏼

🪄I love learning about various things and I also like to be seen as a nerd. As long as I’m learning something, I feel valuable and precious.

🪄I prefer intelligence to beauty. When I say intelligence, it’s not only about studies but also about the keys in communication, how to eat and drink with manners, how to fight back people with wits etc. I’m quite of a sapiosexual. I get turned off when someone doesn’t know about something they should know. I get turned on when someone is intelligent and knows exactly how to talk to someone. Appearances matters too but not very important as long as they have brains.🧠

🪄I also love to see arguments (not in an aggressive way) and I always guess why they have their own opinions by trying to be in their shoes. And I get turned on when someone I already admire gets passionate in intellectual arguments wisely.🥵

Pluto in 6th house

⚡️I love hardworking people and I also try hard to perform well in my daily routines. I put efforts even into tiny cases.

⚡️I have a very strong will when it comes to my career and I hate being told what to do. I’m still at college so I have zero experience about work places but I think I would be obsessed with my work because that’s how I imagine myself to be.🤓

⚡️When I get emotional, I try to stay as productive as I can and I shift my focus onto my daily routines, my studies and my ambition to suppress them. I know it’s bad but I can’t deal with all of them. Emotions are weakness for me.

⚡️I love and hate routines at the same time. My Gemini sun and 3rd house moon hate them but my Virgo moon and 6th house Pluto love them.

⚡️I get stressed out a lot when my routines are ruined. For example, I even feel like my life is a mess if I didn’t finish some work in a limited time. I want to cry when I’m not productive and I go on self-destruction mode if I feel like that. I waste more time if I know I’m not doing enough. And then I cry. And the cycle repeats. So, the only way to keep myself happy is to stay productive and to be perfect in every work I do.

⚡️I’m also very competitive among my peers (my mars Aries doubles it).

TW: Eating disorder

⚡️I hate diets and workouts (I don’t know if this is related to Pluto in 6th house though). I have three personal planets in hard aspect to Pluto. I also have an eating disorder. I’m trying to maintain my balance again but it falls back every time. Either I binge or I restrict shockingly. There’s no in-between. Right now, I’m in my binging era with inconsistent workouts (even though I HATEEE workouts).

⚡️I love cats but cats don’t love me I guess. Whenever I look in the eyes of cats, they get scared of me and run away without hesitation. But they love to receive cuddles from me and they let me pet them though.🥺

This is the end of this post and thank you for reading to the end. Have a great day fellows!

Part-2 will be about planets in 7th house to 12th house!!✨

[nobizlikeshowbiz]

Y'know, i did always wonder... how old are yall? The only thing i know is that Mitzi's bday is on new years

I asked Looney Bird if I could answer this one because I thought it was really sweet that you remembered my birthday and I wanted to tell you that personally, and I just thought it'd be fun to get to answer one of the questions!

To start off, I'm 15 and like you said, my birthday's January 1st, and I'm a Capricorn!

You'd think it'd be a pretty easy question for everyone else to answer, but I asked everybody to make sure I had it right and it went downhill FAST.

Billy Bob: This wasn't even supposed to be a competition, but Billy Bob wins for being the only one to actually give me an actual answer. He's 26.

Looney Bird: I watched him count on his fingers for what felt like ages before Billy Bob finally stepped in and told me he's 23. Who doesn't remember how old they are?* Fatz: He tried to pull that "gorilla years" junk again before Beach Bear told me he's "43 years young", which left Fatz, for once in his long life**, totally speechless. Someone should probably check on Beach Bear to make sure he's still... y'know. Alive.***

Beach Bear: I didn't even bother asking Beach Bear because he always gives you a different answer. I think the highest he's told any of us was 40, and the lowest was 20? Which makes it a little hard to guess, which I guess is kind of the point. Fatz swears that he's 24, but knowing Beach Bear, I don't think we'll ever know for sure!

Dook: Walked away laughing after making a joke about Beach Bear's mom that I gotta admit was a little bit funny, but I don't think I can post on here****. But long story short, I think he forgot to answer the question.

Rolfe: I didn't ask for a lecture about how rude it is to ask someone their age and how "as a young lady, I should know better", but you'll never guess what I got. For that, I'm telling you all what I do know, and that's that Rolfe's the second oldest member behind Fatz*****.

Earl: I don't even know if Earl technically has a birthday, and I wasn't about to stick around Ranting Rolfe long enough to find out.******

Anyway, thanks for the question! Let us know if you have any more! <3

-Mitzi M.

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FOOTNOTES:

GENERAL NOTE: Please remind Mitzi that while her honesty is appreciated, she doesn't have to be quite so honest? -Billy Bob

*Forgive me for losing track of time! -Looney Bird

**Mitzi, honey, you know I love you, but was this really necessary? -FATZ

***I'd like to go on the record confirming that I am, in fact, still alive, and would also like to remind Fatz in particular that, per our collective agreement when Looney Bird made this account, no one's allowed to directly edit someone else's post without first confronting said someone in person. See you guys at work tomorrow. -BB

****Dook here. You definitely can't. -Dook LaRue

*****You're walking on thin ice with this one. -FATZ

******Just you wait until the next time I see you, you terrible little COME BACK LATER WITH WITTY COMEBACK -R. DeWolfe

//OOC NOTE: Since the Rock-afire's canon timeline is a little wonky, the ages mentioned are based on how I headcanon them at the beginning of the Rock-afire days. However, the timeline this blog exists in kind of lives in a vacuum. Everything in Rock-afire canon is still up for questioning, even if it's from the later years. :)

[bl00dngh0uls]

I decided to start posting OC shit even though I’m still at work HHH , too excited

This is !! Ikeda Noboru! 🖤

December 29th, he’ll be turning 40!🎉 so he’s a Capricorn~

He lives in a house in Hakone, Japan, commuting daily by Shinkansen to Shinjuku, Japan where he works as the CEO of a bank~

That’s his day job, anyways…

Unfortunately, he was born into the Yakuza

So,, smuggles drugs & guns in, and out of Japan. His mother, Allison, who was American, tried to get them both passports to flee the country when Ikeda was 7 years old after realizing what his father did for a living. His father’s name is Kenji Noboru. I say ‘was’, because, she’s dead now. Yep, Kenji killed her for trying to run off with their son.

She was under the impression he was just a businessman.. Kenji was in America when they first met, and only being 18 at the time, Allison happily ran away to Japan with the ‘love of her life.’

Kenji being gone for long periods of time seemed appropriate, seeing as how she thought he was a traveling businessperson.

Well, shortly after giving birth to Ikeda, (literally within the year after moving to Japan with this man) she started to notice little things. Kenji speaking on the phone privately in his office quite often. He had several different bank accounts, in a few different countries that she wasn’t allowed to look at. He could never tell her what he was doing while he was away, and started to get angry with her for asking.

And then, yaknow, he started being a bit more obvious. Leaving guns out around the house after coming home in the dead of night. Which in Japan, owning a gun as just a civilian is very much illegal. He got arrested!! And was released within the week.

Once he couldn’t easily hide it, Kenji came clean. It was apparent that he was planning on bringing their son into the business, trying to teach him hard lessons at a very young age. Often times with physical discipline.

His violent outbursts towards both Allison and Ikeda became too much, and she confided in another wife of a Yakuza member. Together, they worked to get passports, and began quiet preparations to flee to the US.

Unfortunately, this would never come to fruition, their plot being found out when the flight confirmations appeared in their husbands emails. They were both murdered for their betrayal, and Ikeda was left in the sole custody of his father.

So, some 30 years later, this half Japanese, half American man, lives alone in a big house, completely denying himself any close relationships because of what he saw happen to his mother. ((She was shot down in front of him, pleading with Kenji not to hurt their son))

He’s an ass hole of a boss, who constantly harasses his newly employed Secretaries, absolutely hating having to work with others. His hopes of that he’ll be terrible enough for them to quit within their first week. To get any respect being just half Japanese in the work place, he found that being friendly was out of the question.

That is, of course, until Charlie Bakersfield got hired to be his secretary. His father is a travel agent, currently living and working in Japan, originally from America. He put in a good word for his son, helping him to get employed at the same bank branch he worked with…

No amount of strife he tries to cause for the younger man seems to shake him.

This is mine and @cinder-stars rp, #holidaybonus

WAAAHOOOO first OC dump✨

[roo-bastmoon]

Remembering Nana today...

Interestingly enough, it was my 93-year-old grandmother who sort of led me to BTS. Today is the second anniversary of her passing, and my rambles about that are under the cut.

So, just to give you a visual: my Nana was a lot like Rose from the Golden Girls but, like, not in any way a ditz. She was a very practical Capricorn, but she looked and spoke a lot like Betty White from that show.

Nana practically raised me. I spent literally every weekend with her, from the day I was born until my parents divorced and we moved away when I was 13. Every Friday, my folks would drop me off at her apartment, and she'd make me homemade mac and cheese for dinner and vanilla ice cream for dessert (I did NOT like to try new things). Then we'd watch Full House, Perfect Strangers, Golden Girls, and Empty Nest on TGIF. After that, it would be bath time and bed.

Fun side note: I was an extremely independent and stubborn only child. So I always insisted on bathing myself. Not wanting me to drown on her watch, Nana would sit in the bathroom with me and read me poetry while I played with my Tub Town toys. But the poetry would always be the most macabre stuff--like The Spider and the Fly, or The Wreck of the Hesperus. I am not saying I was scarred for life by this, but I'm also not saying I'm normal, either.

Anyway, those were our Friday nights. On Saturdays we'd get up at the crack of dawn to go flea marketing with her two younger sisters. She would give me $1 to spend on my "trashy treasures" -- but it was the 80s, so I could make it stretch. After that, we'd all go to a buffet lunch. Then she'd take me in the afternoons to the local library, where I would pick my books for the week.

Another side note: My parents were not big on buying toys, but I could have any books I wanted. As a young kid, I used to take a flashlight and hide in the bathtub at night so I could read past bedtime. I figured I was being super sneaky because they couldn't see the light coming from that room. But we lived in a tiny house with only one bathroom, so of COURSE they knew. Mom told me years later that they thought it was funny I was being rebellious by secretly reading YA novels in the bathroom when I was in elementary school. Nana, of course, let me stay up as late as I wanted to read. I digress.

As the years passed, even when I went out of state and the country for school, or moved across America to take jobs, Nana and I emailed every day, called once a week, kept in constant touch. When I moved back to my home state 13 years ago, I sort of became her caregiver and weekend companion.

This time it was my turn on the weekends to make her food, take her shopping, drive her around, get her books from the bookmobile. She raised me, and then for 10 years, I took care of her.

I loved my Nana. She was funny and soft-hearted and well read, but she grew up *dirt poor* and never got to see the world except through books and the TV, so she was always very humble and a bit shy. She loved me so much--she was the only person in the world who would listen to me drivel on about anything, and still be interested.

At 93-years-old, she died of a sudden heart attack on August 30, 2021. Emergency personnel were with her in her apartment, so she wasn't alone or in pain very long, but I couldn't get to her fast enough to say goodbye. Mom and I identified her later, at the hospital.

I am grateful she had a long life, and didn't suffer, and wasn't alone. But my family is very, very small. Just Nana and Mom and me. And after the whirlwind of taking care of her funeral and packing up her apartment and donating everything, suddenly there was just all this free time--these empty hours I usually filled taking care of Nana.

I just was so lost.

I started trying to read, or quilt, or watch movies. I got into some K dramas for a bit. Nothing really interested me. Then I started watching dance compilations on YouTube before bed.

And one snowy December night, I found a Steezy video where Brian Puspos was reviewing Jimin's dance style. I had no idea what it was. It was like this weird impulse--as if someone moved my finger to hover over and click that video...

You cannot imagine how every nerve-ending woke up. My brain suddenly came online. (I was a semi-pro ballet dancer as a kid, and I knew the absolute second I saw Jimin that he was a master who trained relentlessly--nobody had to point it out to me.)

For the first time in months, I FELT something other than grief.

I watched every single video of him I could. I had no idea who BTS were, didn't know anything about Kpop. But eventually I found more videos, I listened to their songs, and later I discovered Jikook, and I made online accounts and I watched RUN episodes, and I got to go see Yoongi as my first-ever concert, and now I'm making my way through In the Soop and Bon Voyage.

In fact, pretty much every day since I discovered Jimin, I've been thinking about, learning about, and trying to support Jimin and the people Jimin loves.

Jimin and BTS got me through the grief at losing the person I loved most in the world. They saw me through uterine cancer, and the surgeries, and mourning the fact that I can never be a bio mom now. They got me through the medical tests and the chronic fatigue and pain I've had for the last 4 months.

I really love our boys. I may not understand or love everything about them or their company or their industry, but loving someone doesn't mean thinking of them as demi-gods; it means being loyal even as they grow past any flaws.

To be honest, I feel like I owe Jimin my life, in a way. I was in a really, really dark place a year and a half ago. Jimin was the only joy, the only reason to keep going (besides my mom and kitties, of course).

Now I own every digital release BTS has put out--the whole discography, even the skits. I try to vote on all the apps whenever I can, and stream on premium family bundle accounts for Spotify, YouTube, and Pandora; I also do free trials for Tidal and Qobuz. II've never done any of this stuff before, never been a fan of any musicians, but I really, truly do try to return the favor.

It's a bit hyperbolic to say they "saved me" because lots of people cope with grief and illness and loneliness and it doesn't mean they just throw in the towel.

But BTS helped me stop surviving, and made me want to really live.

Plus, even when I'm too sick to go out or call up my friends, I can always get on my phone and come here, to chat with my fandom friends. I don't know most of their real names or faces or anything about their real lives, but we all love BTS; we all talk about and work together for BTS.

Nana would have loved that. (She also would have let me talk her ear off every day about Jimin and Jikook and the Tannies because that was her love language.)

Is BTS a replacement for real, genuine human interaction? No. Of course not. It is, at the end of the day, a band. Not a life.

But it also feels like getting to know 7 people I'd be honored to be friends with, if we ever met. People I want to support so they can achieve all their dreams--because they always pay it forward, too.

I sometimes wonder if Nana guided my hand to click on that video that day. Maybe she was looking down at me and thought "Ah, this will be good for her. This will be healing."

Probably not, but still, I'd like to think that. I'd like to think it was Nana who led me to the Magic Shop.

I miss her. I love her. I still can hear her voice in my head every day.

But I'm gonna be okay. (The future's gonna be okay.)

There's still so much to look forward to and work to be done. Fighting!

[lifmera]

hi, mera. ♡ i hope that this finds you well, and that you are having a lovely day! i recently discovered your account, and i felt intrigued so i thought that i would request a mash-up for hazbin hotel. i haven’t done something like this before, so i thought that it might be interesting.. if you decide you can’t do mine, that’s okay. no pressure !!

my name is katerina, (however, i sometimes also go by kaia!)

i am twenty years old (as of this january), my star sign is capricorn (cusp of aquarius) and my mbti is enfp (although, i think people might perceive me as infp or isfp?)

i use any pronouns (but i usually prefer they/them or gendered pronouns to be used with equal frequency)

i am queer (no gender preference) and genderqueer. my gender expression fluctuates a lot. usually i dress femininely because i have a soft spot for pretty things <3 but recently i’ve been coming to terms that i also might be transmasc so i’ve been experimenting a lot with pronouns and dressing more masc.

i am between 5’3 - 5’4.

i have.. a lot of hobbies lol. i enjoy things like reading (especially classical literature!), painting, gardening, academics (philosophy, history, science, linguistics, etc.) musical theatre + classical music, sewing, baking and more :D

i am.. a very shy person when you first meet me and i struggle in social situations. this is mostly due to the fact i have autism. i also sometimes struggle with selective mutism. after a while and i feel more comfy with you, i become more outgoing.

i’m very optimistic.

i am also the kind of person that cares a lot for others. i’m a listener. i try to help people whenever i can and i aim to be as kind and welcoming as i can be. 💗 i’m also an environmentalist and very involved with the world’s goings on, staying educated and educating others. i also do volunteering work.

anyway, i hope this is enough info !

HI SWEETIE!!!

!!

I’ve decided to pair you with… CHARLIE!

She definitely loves and looks forward to the outfits you pick out! And if you’d let her- she’ll try and help you!! She’d love picking outfits with you!

She would love to ask you to help out with team building exercises thanks to your hobbies!

Painting? We can all do it! Though some of us may suck…. Gardening? Let’s plant flowers and make the hotel pretty! Musical theatre and classical music would allow you guys to sing together!

I think baking would be only you two though. She’d think the kitchen would probably blow up with everyone else.

She tries to be understanding! If you can handle a social situation she’ll definitely step out with you!

Charlie is a listener and a yapper!! She will talk to you about her plane, you’ll find out everything about her too! She’d also definitely compliment you for any little thing too!

She loves that you’re optimistic! Most people in the hotel aren’t.

She loves if you kept up with the environment and educated her- she’s usually holed up in her room coming up with a new plan to get heaven on her side!

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I hope you enjoyed love!

[lindyloosims]

OC Questions Tag

I was tagged by @stargazer-sims, thank you.

I'm going to choose Dexter William Maloney and Evelyn Dawn Robertson, my OC's from my Love Drunk universe. I completed their story in TS3 and I started to do TS4 version but different and I got distracted (as I do) then I did Washed Ashore, which was an alternate universe story that I really need to finish. Anyway I did both of them because they are twin souls.

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NAME: Dexter William Maloney

NICKNAME: Dexy or Pretty Boy by his Lainie, Dex by everyone else.

GENDER: Male

STAR SIGN: Capricorn

HEIGHT: 5ft 11in

ORIENTATION: Heterosexual

NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY: Irish/White

FAVOURITE FRUIT: Pineapple

FAVOURITE SEASON: Summer

FAVOURITE FLOWER: Tulips, because they're his mum's favourite.

FAVOURITE SCENT: Lainie's perfume, Kylie Minogue: Darling

COFFEE, TEA, or HOT CHOCOLATE: Coffee, he has a machine that his best friend Drew made for him and he likes to experiment with flavour. His favourite is caramel syrup in his coffee.

AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: He suffers from headaches now and again after an accident so it can vary. When it's really bad, he's nigh on an insomniac but Lainie forces him to drink chamomile tea before bed as she knows all about sleep problems.

DOGS or CATS: Dogs, he had one as a boy called Rosco and he was a Rhodesian Ridgeback. He has two dogs with Lainie, Trixie the yellow Labrador and Kizzy the Husky.

DREAM TRIP: Hawaii with Lainie, a lazy beach holiday walking by the ocean and collecting seashells. No kids, just him and his Freckles!

NUMBER OF BLANKETS: He's rarely ever cold, so I'd say one?

RANDOM FACT: Out of all of the numerous tattoos he has, only one is sentimental and that is his daughter Keira's name on his wrist in Irish Gaelic. The rest were a rebellion when his father suddenly passed away of a heart attack when Dexter was 24 years old.

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NAME: Evelyn Dawn Robertson Maloney

NICKNAME: She prefers Lainie and hates her name, Dexter calls her Freckles and her mother calls her Evie. Her father calls her monkey but that's a whole other story!

GENDER: Female

STAR SIGN: Leo

HEIGHT: 5ft 3in

ORIENTATION: Heterosexual

NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY: Irish/White

FAVOURITE FRUIT: Watermelon

FAVOURITE SEASON: Autumn for Halloween

FAVOURITE FLOWER: Roses

FAVOURITE SCENT: Dexter, he doesn't wear any scent it's just his natural aroma and it makes her feel giddy.

COFFEE, TEA, or HOT CHOCOLATE: Tea, all kinds but her favourite is plain old green tea, or cat's piss as Dex calls it.

AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: She has bouts of insomnia so knows all the tricks for trying to get sleepy, however they rarely work with her. She suffers from severe anxiety.

DOGS or CATS: Dogs, she's not a great fan of cats but she did have one when she was a teenager but her older sister left the back gate open and she never saw little Socks again. She had two Labradors growing up, her favourite dog breed. She and Dex have a Labrador named Trixie and a Husky named Kizzy, they pretended to adopt them for the kids, but really they were for them.

DREAM TRIP: Anywhere with Dexy, although she would love to go to New Orleans during Mardi Gras, visit the cemeteries and wander around the French Quarter. She's a fan of The Originals and that's where her love for New Orleans began.

NUMBER OF BLANKETS: It depends, some nights it can be just the duvet, other nights it could be two extra blankets. She's inconsistent.

RANDOM FACT: She is a secret fan of The Prodigy, it's something only Dex and her best friend Roxy know about. They're not her usual taste of music but for some reason she gets so much housework done with their tunes in her ears.

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I tag @zosa95, @simmersofia, @babolat85, @silverspringsimmer, @akitasimblr and anyone else who would like to do it, feel free to ignore if you don't.

[liminalsp4ce]

« several  sightings  have  recently  been  reported  of  a  suspicious  individual  seen  around  greylock,  ma.  their  exact  whereabouts  are  yet  to  be  disclosed.  however,  after  conducting  thourough  analysis  of  local  records,  the  person  was  identified  as  casey  grendel  ―  a  twenty  -  nine  year  old  counselor  currently  working  at  greylock's  high  school.  grendel  has  no  history  of  prior  criminal  activity,  but  in  case  of  an  incident,  do  not  hesitate  to  refer  to  the  details  provided  below. »

I. BASICS

FULL NAME. casey grendel NICKNAMES. case AGE & DATE OF BIRTH. twenty - nine / january 10th, 1995 PLACE OF BIRTH. greylock, ma CURRENT RESIDENCE. greylock, ma OCCUPATION/TITLE. counselor @ greylock high school THE BIG THREE. capricorn ☼ pisces ☾ virgo ↑ GENDER. nonbinary PRONOUNS. they/them SEXUALITY. queer

II. APPEARANCE

FACECLAIM. jodie comer EYE COLOR. hazel HAIR COLOR. blonde (dyed) HEIGHT. 5′ 8″ (1.73 m) DISTINGUISHING CHARACTERISTIC(S). intense gaze radiating alertness, casual yet fasionable outfits, a compass tattoo on the right sleeve, absence of facial expressions at times due to repressed nature.

III. RELATIONSHIPS

PARENTS. thomas grendel, lillian grendel SIBLINGS. elora grendel (younger sister) CURRENT PARTNER(S). tba. PAST PARTNER(S). tba. ENTANGLEMENTS. tba.

IV. PERSONALITY

POSITIVE TRAITS. considerate, playful, disciplined, allocentric, generous NEGATIVE TRAITS. repressed, escapist, impatient, perfectionist, grim LOVE LANGUAGE. acts of service & words of affirmation ALIGNMENT. neutral good MBTI. INFJ

V. HISTORY

everything has a beginning and an end. your story began with a set of restrictions. rules & expectations high enough to overwhelm anyone let alone a young child. but you persevered. so much so, that no class was left unattended and no assignment was left ungraded. a perfect a-student. polished mannequin to be paraded inside the school grounds and around the entire town for all the nosy nancies to see. a 'future savior' your mother used to describe you to everybody else.      ʺ  casey  will  be  saving  lives.  just  wait  and  see.  ʺ they already had planned everything out for you even before you were born. your mother wanted you to become a doctor, you see. yet another title she would add to already full basket of responsibilities. what did it matter which career path you'd feel like choosing anyways, right? mothers do know what's best for their children, after all. but did she know? did your father? based on how scarce the memories you two share are, that seems unlikely, either. the two of them were a lost cause as parents from the very beginning. as for you ― you carried on with your 'duties' as long as you could. you allowed them to dictate your life: restrict the time outside with your friends, add more house chores on the list to 'be taken care of' while having to behave like a perfect child with no defects. along the way you learned to hide those 'defects', as your family liked to call them, as there was no use in bringing up any of your emotional turmoil to any of them. not only because they wouldn't care to hear of them, but because you weren't sure where to even start. so you didn't let any of it show.

all of the more severe negative emotions shoved far away into the dark depths of your mind, where all the exit signs seem to be intentionally removed. perhaps that's where your inner fear of emotional intimacy also lies. it's... quite difficult to say, actually. it's not like you yourself have reached this level of awareness of just how deep it all goes. meanwhile all of those inner emotions are abandoned to simply rot & build up in a wild storm, quietly threatening to burst at any correct push of the buttons.

during your senior year at greylock high school, it became apparent that your parents were planning to move out into the city as soon as you graduated, adamant to have you start med school once the family got a new place. you weren't aware of their need of a 'better life' elsewhere, but ultimately, knowing their constant discontent with everything around them, it did not surprise you one bit.

you did move to the city soon after your graduation, however things did not exactly go according to the plans of your parents. instead of going to med school, you chose a different university as you decided to pursue career in education & social work. it was the first time you went against your family's wishes since now you were an adult and felt the need to follow your own heart. and that you did. picking up a part-time job while you were at it and gradually distancing yourself from your parents who had no qualms about suddenly shifting their focus on your younger sister, probably seeing you as a failed project.

only when you had a masters degree in your hands did you return to greylock ― a town some made the effort to leave behind in search of bigger & better opportunities, one that others were hesitant to settle in. yet you did the opposite. there was always this looming sense of knowing that you'll be back someday. it was your home, after all. and despite having an outstanding reputation as a town on paper, there were plenty other teens in need of guidance, that you knew through other families in town & from rumors about underlying difficulties in some teenagers lives that unfortunately, spread like wildfire in a place like this. you were even more sure of staying after hearing about emily palmer's sudden disappearance. some unknown forces of humankind or otherwise were at play & you won't just sit there and ignore the signs of another upcoming tragedy if only you can help it.

VI. WANTED CONNECTIONS

CONFIDANT [0/1] ― a close friend of a family or from school back in the day. someone who knew things about casey no one else did. one that casey ended up opening up to and would keep firm ties to right until casey's graduation, after which they moved with their family to the city, thus straining their connection. there was less and less communication as time went by and neither had heard about the other for quite some time. now that casey's back in town, there is a possibility to rekindle their connection with some potential angst mixed in! (all details can be plotted!)

"THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY" / POTENTIAL SLOW BURN [0/1] ― a situationship which, unfortunately, did not work out at first. the two of them met at high school, one attracted the other like a magnet and thus, the pair seemed inseparable during the last couple of years in high school. similarly to the connection above, this dynamic came to a close when casey's love interest decided to be the first one to move away before the two of them properly established their connection (details & reasons can be discussed/utp!) thus leaving casey behind. six years later (current time) casey returned to greyloack and few months later, to their surprise, their past love also came back to the town. (again reasons behind this can be utp!). i imagine their reunion to be packed with tension and even angst to add some spice! the future of this connection can be discussed/plotted!

CLOSE FRIENDS [0/2] ― a couple of buddies casey would spend most of their free time with outside of their job. possibly met through common interests/hobbies during school times or after returning to greylock & ended up sticking around ever since! casey would be the one to often help them out & be there in times of need even if they hasn't opened up to them about their life/past troubles with family. these two would be the type to bring casey out of their shell & their house to hang out, have a drink & basically have a good time!

BAD INFLUENCE [0/1] ― someone who cannot help themselves & stay away from trouble. what's worse, they are in dire need of someone to mess with... and casey happens to be around in the worst of times. would love for this muse to remind casey of the freedom they used to have before leaving greylock & be able to do whatever the fuck they want.

HOOK-UPS [0/2] ― although casey isn't in the state of mind to be emotionally available, there were a couple of 'slip-up's' which manifested in the form of either one night stands or short-term friends with benefits! (details can be discussed!)

COLLEAGUES @ GREYLOCK HIGH SCHOOL [0/∞] ― teachers or other staff working at greylock high school! the nature of dynamics can be plotted!

PARENTS OF STUDENTS CASEY WORKS WITH [0/∞] ― if any of your muses happen to have children who are currently in high school & could use a counselor for whatever reason, that's where casey comes in! there is high potential to have some very spicey interactions, especially if dynamics within families aren't the best!

ACQUAINTANCES [0/∞] ― people casey met around the town or outside of it and those that now are staying in greylock! the circumstances behind their first meeting & history plus potential dynamics can all be discovered either through plotting or by throwing our muses straight into interactions!

MISC / UTP! ― space for any other platonic, neutral, romantic or antagonistic dynamics! let's brainstorm & come up with the storylines we always wished to explore but never had the chance to!

[vivianbernadetteaurora]

My conspiracy for this information goes back long long time ago, and I believe it all started on the red carpet at the moment when would really look up to Aaliyah, Aaliyah and Beyoncé were polar opposites. If you wanna think about appearances, Beyoncé was voluptuous and blonde and curvy and light skin, Aaliyah with slender, darker skin and beautiful face., they both carried that superstar essence, I have literally just uploaded a video to one of my TikTok accounts about how I believe Jay-a( jay-Z if you really cared about Allah and wanted to be with her, why would you do a whole tour with R. Kelly? That’s some libra moon shit right there. No loyalties but then woman out with you that tell you that you’re the world. I’m sorry that’s just how I feel. I know many of them .

 Aaliyah wasn’t going to take that kind of crap off a man. This woman was a Capricorn, son and Aquarius rising. I won’t even say that she’s a Virgo moon fuck check this before I finish it anyway Beyoncé and Jay-Z go to film the music video drunk in Love in 2013 on the same beach, where Aaliyah filmed her last video rock the boat which she didn’t come back from. She had a pain crash. Apparently she was given a sleeping tablet and wasn’t able to be carried that load it wasn’t strong enough.

 Anyway to go back Aaliyah‘s moon sign is in Virgo. This is the important part, horizon sign is an Aquarius, so when you look at the rising sign which is the first house you want to look for the ruling planet of that sign and then that sign planet becomes your ruling planet in your birth chart so hers would be Uranus in modern, and Saturn in traditional has Saturn was in Virgo and how Uranus was in Scorpio, I’m still learning numerology guys so once I get back to you with that I’ll have so much more information but if we want to go into Beyoncé and Jay-Z top I’m happy to.

Both these women had femme fatale qualities don’t get me wrong. They’re both air sign women, and Aaliyah had a lot of earth in her chart a lot a lot and she had that beautiful subtle quality about her. I’m in Beyoncé. She won’t do interviews anymore which I get Beyoncé is not so good with her words wasn’t it Wendy Williams he wants said she talks like a fourth grade or whatever. Yeah, TV wasn’t really full Beyoncé anymore, and now she’s gone into this element of rich with Jay-Z where they team up together and become this power duo and believe me in Hollywood. A lot of these power duos are just like connected for work, and work alone.

So outside they could be having other activity, so when the lounge got caught in the elevator doing that Jay-Z, maybe that’s why Beyoncé stayed so quiet and stood back because because she knew that he humiliation in the background as it was gonna come, and even Matthew knows, use it as another PR stunt don’t be full boy like the whole PR thing because I have only recently and like the last year also that these couples aren’t really couples a lot of the time. A lot of them can’t come out is gay#LoveYourself,SoTheyHaveToGetBeardsABeardIsSomebodyWhoGetsWithUsOppositesex partner and they stay with them to make them present straight, but really like on the side of these people are living a gay existence. A good example from old Hollywood would be Rock Hudson Rock Hudson. Obviously not Israel name, that’s another thing they change your name Hudson in fact got married to his agents, mother or sister or something like that, but it was a happy marriage because they know what they expected. I actually think gay marriage would be like really cool because you’d get treated really well over a star Phil, and yeah I don’t think it’s good for the person who has to hide the sexuality that is wrong. I’m not saying Jay is gay and I’m not saying Beyoncé‘s lesbian although there are rumours about Beyoncé, this is all I’m gonna talk on it for now but just look at it. Look at the trophy on the beach. I’m drunk in love and listen to rock the boat backwards and look up what Beyoncé‘s name means, then look up what Allah’s name means. Much love. Stay safe, XOXO

Mayo also add that Virgo rising Jay-Z, Virgo, son, Beyoncé, Virgo, moon, Aaliyah, Scorpio, Venus,jay z  Scorpio, moon, Beyoncé, Scorpio, Uranus, Aaliyah. libra, rising, Beyoncé Libra, Venus Beyoncé, libra, Pluto, Aaliyah and Beyoncé, and Libra moon, Jay-Z. If you know in the astrological community, you will see how this is a bit fucked up.

[iamfearless-andthereforepowerful]

Lanyon headcanons! I'm sorry if some of these have already been said; I haven't looked through everyone else's.

(Quick sidenote: lots of people have said that Jekyll is autistic, which I could see, but I definitely see him more as having OCD instead. For lots of reasons, but mainly because I relate to him way too much, and the whole moral scrupulosity part of OCD. If you don't know what it is, please look it up. It's him. Spot on.) (Also !! There's a lot of stigma and misunderstanding and belittling of OCD. So it would be good to look into that too because lots of people definitely just don't understand it and can say harmful things!)

Anyway !! Back to my guy Lanyon <3 He is quite possibly my favorite character, like, ever, and he deserves more love

- He's not good at keeping secrets. At all. Of course, he barely knows the lodgers, and definitely doesn't trust them, so he's less likely to tell them anything. But with people he's close to (especially Rachel, since they would gossip in Jekyll's kitchen) he will tell them everything he knows. If someone tells him something and says not to tell anyone, he will immediately tell someone. Probably Rachel.

- He DOES NOT like werewolves. We've kind of seen that with Jasper, but that is also probably just him not trusting anyone until he really knows them and feels comfortable around them. I haven't read bleeding heart, but I've heard that some people definitely see Morcant as predatory (Jekyll's 19 I think and I don't think it says how old she is? Don't judge me if I'm wrong). So I feel like he doesn't just hate Morcant because she was with Jekyll, but because she was creepy and predatory. So now he won't ever trust or even like a werewolf (also because they're wolves. Big, hairy, dirty. Not his thing)

- He has religious trauma <3 No this is not me projecting (a lie). Sabrina has said that Lanyon's atheist (and Jekyll's agnostic). And Victorian England was VERY Christian. And the comic shows Jekyll going to church, which implies that Lanyon does too. So like, not only does he have religious trauma, he also has to continue reliving it every week. I feel like he specifically got it from his mom, her forcing him to be a "good Christian man," and, whether or not she knew he's gay, scolding him, saying he's going to hell, making him "pray for his immortal soul," and the likes.

- He's a Capricorn. He's definitely a winter baby, and Capricorns are December - January. He's practical, he keeps a small circle of friends that he is very loyal to, he seems cold and detached, but he's actually very sensitive! He feels emotions very strongly, but he does not want to show "weakness." He's also stubborn and can hold grudges for a long time. And Caps can get a lot of hate, like him unfortunately :(

- He mostly doesn't like animals (again, dirty and gross), but if he had to choose an animal he would pick a snake. I'm thinking some kind of viper? Probably bush vipers. They look cool asf, and he likes their large fangs and dangerous venom. He likes that snakes don't have fur, hair, or feathers. He'd be too scared to hold a snake, but he thinks they're pretty cool.

- His dad knows he's gay. He probably wouldn't just come out, so he was outed. Maybe when he was 16 or 17? Not in public or anything, just to his father. His father knows there's nothing he can do to change it, and that if Robert wants to do something (men) he's gonna do it, whether or not he tells him not to. So he basically told him that he can do whatever he wants, as long as no one finds out. Especially with how hard he's worked, his father would do anything to keep the family name respectable. And he really does care about his son.

- His mom Does Not know he's gay. She would basically disown him if she found out. So he and his father keep it a secret (this is one of the few secrets he can actually keep). Even as he gets older, they still make sure she doesn't find out. He kind of always knew he was gay, or at least that he was different. He was ashamed of it for a while, but when he was about 14 or 15, he became friends with a bi/pan girl (Who was also aspec. Because I said so) who was just so openly proud of her sexuality (as openly as you could be in Victorian England). She just was so happy about being queer, which influenced him to also be happy about it! He probably took a while to get all the way there, but even just like acknowledging it and being okay with it was so huge to him.

- He likes to sit on the piano bench next to Everly while she plays piano !! (They're not the gay/lesbian solidarity we deserved, but the gay/lesbian solidarity we needed.) It's very nice for him, to just relax and focus on the music. He does like music, he just hated being forced to learn the violin. So it's really good for him to de-stress (heaven knows our boy needs it) and just be more of himself-- not faking smiles or having perfect posture-- because he trusts his wife. In general, he's comfortable enough around her to laugh, smile, not be a "perfect gentleman."

- Speaking of his wife !! (except she's my wife actually because I said so). She gets overwhelmed by being around lots of people, and obviously Lanyon knows this. So when he sees her start to get anxious, as he's known her long enough to see the warning signs, he goes to her, links her arm with his, pardons them, and takes her to an isolated room. Whenever she goes to an event with him, he makes sure he knows the venue/house at least a little bit, to know where he can take her. He sits with her, holding and rubbing her hands, until she calms down. If it's bad enough, he'll leave the event, no matter how important it is, to get her out of there. Because even though it's not in a romantic way, he loves his wife <3

- He'd never admit it, but he sings. No matter how much he denies it, Everly sometimes hears him humming or singing softly to himself while he's getting ready, etc. He usually sings Scottish lullabies (that he knows from Jekyll from university) or songs Everly wrote. She thinks his singing is really cute, and it makes her so happy when he sings her songs. She used to be too nervous to play piano around him, but after so many years she got comfortable enough to do it. And when he shows that he likes her writing in ways like this, it makes her more confident in herself.

- He likes to press flowers! It's very calming and therapeutic for him, and he can take his time with it. He likes using different meanings with flowers (the Victorian flower language). He loves the beautiful payoff it gives after weeks of pressing. It's something he doesn't really tell people about, because he knows they will think it's too 'feminine' for a man. But even though he's a bit insecure about it, he still lets himself do it, because it makes him happy!

[stigmvtas-archived]

VIKTOR SAMUELS — ABRIDGED.

welcome to marina, VIKTOR SAMUELS ( nonbinary, they/them ) ! they are a THIRTY year old who has lived over on TOWER HILL for THEIR ENTIRE LIFE and works as a VISUAL ARTIST. everyone says they look a lot like MAXENCE DANET FAUVEL. what do you think? — JAMES, 24, THEY/THEM, EST.

MENTIONS OF RELIGION, HERESY, MISSING PERSONS / DISAPPEARANCE, DRUGS, ADDICTION, HOSPITALIZATION, AND REHABILIATION.

profile.

full name: viktor phillip samuels.

birthday: january 2nd, 1993.

astrology: capricorn sun, gemini moon, libra rising.

sexuality: bisexual.

currently listening to: lilian by depeche mode.

last known location: [[[cannot be found]]]

PINTEREST.

brief history.

religion; second eldest to a devout preacher and his wife, only minutes behind their twin sister, but years ahead of their youngest sister. the samuels are a cold, god-fearing household.

unfortunately viktor's never been fond of the lord. after a peaceful childhood, viktor became a terror. a nuisance. finds a love for all kinds of horror early on, and is pretty much a full fledged goth by the time they hit double digits.

heresy; has faked possession, has defiled the church pews, has committed so much heresy they've been banned from all church services. is better off not going, anyways.

their twin sister is the definition of perfection. more moonlight than sunlight, because she's always been unsettlingly cold, even when smiling. got along great with the richer kids, while viktor was known as her freak brother.

kind of like an art prodigy, so they naturally went to art school after high school.

missing persons / disappearance; during their last year of college, their twin sister went missing. search parties search every inch of the island, but there's no sign of her anywhere. after a year of dwindling efforts, they stop the search completely.

drugs / addiction / hospitalization / rehabilitation; viktor went completely off the rails. they already struggled with their drug use, but it got worse during this time. wound up in and out of hospitals and rehab for a good few years. was sober for a few months after their latest stint, but it never lasts for that long. is at least trusted enough to have their own apartment again.

has their own art studio beneath their apartment, the rent inexpensive because of mysterious fire damage that leaves the building not completely up to code. hell yeah.

facts & temperaments.

blacklisted from almost every therapist on the island except for this ancient fucker who will not succumb to viktor's efforts to woo and subdue. is secretly grateful for this.

loves pretty much anything horror. can settle for a thriller. as long as it's scary or disturbing in some way, viktor's into it. fan of goth music and the overall subculture, icon of wearing smudged under-eye eyeliner that only further accents the fact that they look like they've never even heard of sleep before. there is no color in their wardrobe.

moody but the moods range from horny (is a local whore) to just a fucking asshole. doesn't care about other people except for their sister rosa, and a select few others. everyone else is like they're just playing a game of cat and mouse.

doesn't know how to just be. nice. disregards other's feelings relatively easy but is way too into their own emotions. feels everything so incredibly deeply, or not at all.

dramatic and loves the attention, even if they're apathetic. will start shit just because. loves getting into fights that'll result in their ass being fully beat because that's just a tuesday afternoon for them.

uses humor to cope sometimes, and is pretty sardonic - but doesn't ever talk about what really bothers them, or their traumatic past.

masterful at sculpting but fucks around with ceramics a lot and oil paints. got into metalworking for funsies, and sometimes will branch into other art forms, but they know what they're really good at. will destroy their own artwork for funsies sometimes, call that performance art&lt;3

like chaotic neutral i'd say. drives a customized vintage hearse and it's one of the few things that viktor actually loves.

painfully honest unless it comes to their own emotions.

[alltimefail-sims]

Today I'm sharing my Strangerville OCs full names, birthdays and zodiac signs because I realized I've never done that and it would probably be a good idea to document these things so I don't forget them!

(Help me my brain is so tired this took forever.)

ANYWAY my ramblings are under the cut if you're curious ↓

Zoe Renee Tate: February 10th, Aquarius

Erwin Michael Pries: October 15th, Libra

Tashia Latrice Moore : August 9th, Leo

Anwar ibn Samir ibn Hadi al Nabih: August 24th, Virgo

***** Note that Anwar's secondary names are not actually "middle names" as the western format would assume, but they actually are his father's name (Samir) and his grandfather's name (Hadi). In other words, his name would be "Anwar, son of Samir, son of Hadi. He only uses this formality in certain settings, mainly in the presence of his family and other Arabic-speaking people. Nabih is his family's identifying surname (which they actually chose for the sake of fitting western naming conventions when his father's family left Palestine three-or-so generations before Anwar was even born). Since most of his life has been lived in America, he has always just gone by Anwar Nabih in school/with coworkers/etc. "for the sake of simplicity and maintaining sanity."

Junia "June" Ahyoka Cahill - May 7th, Taurus

*****Note that Junia's mother was Hispanic (dad's side) and Cherokee (mom's side), so Junia's middle name pays homage to their native roots. It means "She brought happiness." Junia didn't actually have a middle name at birth, she received it once her mother felt she knew her daughter well enough to give her a native name that "reflected her true nature." (Junia was around 7 years old).

Bonus: Margaret Diedre Pries - June 29th, Cancer

Theodore Beckett Roswell III - January 3rd, Capricorn

*****Note that Beckett is named after his father, Ted Roswell (II) and his grandfather Ted Roswell (I), but he goes by his middle name "Beckett" when the story takes off. His mom actually calls him "Theo" though, as did the Strangerville locals who watched him grow up.