Billford playlist: So alright, Cool, Whatever
I think this song could be from both points of view, Bill or Ford. So, alright, cool, whatever.
“After you leave, I'll be so alright, it's true
It's not like I've got something grand to say to you
Like, "You'll be the only ever one
Like the only ever ones who came before"
How could I ever be so dumb
To believe I'd be the one you would adore?”
“I wanna be with you, I wanna be with you
I wanna be barely hanging on
I wanna be with you, I wanna be with you
I wanna be barely hanging on”
“I wanna be with you all of the time
I wanna be loved by you every night
I wanna be dancing, dreaming, bawling and weeping
Over you all of my life”
✨“Now your name makes all the life inside me shake
But I guess God wants us apart for heaven's sake
But how could you ever really know?
If you never look, you don't know what you'll find
I've got an effervescent glow
If you'd show me all the dark parts of your mind”✨
“I wanna be barely hanging on
When you make me lose control
I wanna be barely hanging on
When you make me lose control
I wanna be barely hanging on
When you make me lose control
I wanna be barely hanging on
When you make me lose control…”
Nothing left to say. It’s just perfect.
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4 & 5!
4. a song from an underrated artist.
underrated. I don't even know how to measure that to be completely honest umm. okay, here is a song that I love and think not many people might have heard so far:
are they underrated when they have barely 1m people listening to them monthly? i feel they're not underrated enough?
(I might be overthinking this.)
5. a song from a popular artist.
my fav of the recent ones <3
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gonna be reading the husky and his white cat shizun vol 1 for the first time, so i've decided to humiliate my future self by making predictions based on the summary or whatever rn. feel free to laugh at me if i get things terribly wrong
just based on the cover, im thinking mo ran was this determined, loyal, and playful guy maybe? awfully trusting? idk he just kinda gives off jokingly smug energy and is probably un serious most of the time which gets on the other guy's nerves. or, he's just. super dedicated. though maybe he's a little overbearing with it?
in the extra picture, his shizun has this armor arm (but not on the cover?), which, to me, implies that something pretty wack happens, leaving him needing to replace it with that badass magic steel limb. mayyybeee this happened in mo ran's old life already or this is a new thing that surprises him
probably really looked up to his quiet shizun, who can be quite easy to annoy (mo ran annoys him to no end because of his constant yapping idk) but would never actually lay a hand on his disciples? or just be pretty light compared to the other shizuns either bc he prefers to use other ways as punishment or doesn't feel the need to for one reason or another. elegant and refined, but maybe a little lazy. he doesn't really look like the type of person to go out of their way to punish or fight
something happened that was actually just this huge misunderstanding or his shizun had to do something pretty fucked which led mo ran into complete despair, being betrayed by his teacher (trust and abandonment issues? yes please). before, he had a crush on his shizun but didn't really realize it? but now he couldn't care less than to create this super elaborate revenge plan, those unknown feelings either buried or wiped clean away
mo ran was low-key depressed after becoming emperor because it purely just to fuck with his shizun and make things terrible and out of spite or whatever. so then he ended his life because nothing was going his way, expecting to be happy with his path of revenge. but now that he's back in time, he goes, "oh i should play it smarter this time, now that i know of my shizun's true nature! i'll get him back. maybe if i get rid of him early, then i wont have to suffer longer. i'll also get revenge on everyone else earlier!" or smth like that idk
but of course, his plans kinda get fucked and slowly he starts seeing sides to his shizun that he didn't see before bc he heavily idolized him in his past life, ignoring everything else. his newfound hatred has kinda brought a new perspective? which is surprisingly helpful but also not, since he's now villainizing his every move and is super distrustful.. straight up in denial about his shizun's good deeds. maybe mo ran will instinctually save him at one point and beat himself over it, or his shizun will save him even though he really, REALLY had no reason to/actively went out of his way which really messes up mo ran's feelings.
anyways, i'll be off to read it now. we shall see how wrong i am lmao
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Victor knows with absolute certainty that he cannot return home.
It grieves him to acknowledge that fact - when he thinks of his father, and reflects upon Ernest and Elizabeth and their own suffering in his absence, he feels so violently ill that he wants nothing more than to go running back into their arms. All of them are hurting from a wound that has not yet healed, after all - the death of William bringing what feels like an end to their happiness, never to be found again.
But while he knows that his actions appear selfish, he doesn't have a choice in the matter. Because he - he and he alone - is the true cause behind William's death, the one who brought his killer into this world! If he were to stay, wouldn't that place all of his family in danger of succumbing to that same beast's malice once again?
Perhaps he is a coward, but at least will they have each other. Victor, on the other hand, is alone. Having made his vow to keep them safe, he's now found himself wandering aimlessly through France, fearing with every step that the creature of his nightmares might find him again and strike when he least expects it.
"What a beautiful voice..." he muses, listening to a woman singing a song he does not recognize. It should bring comfort to his weary heart, and it does, but it's a bittersweet kind of appreciation he feels in this moment - as if the beauty of the song is exposing the rottenness of his soul in contrast, dragging it out where he can't ignore it. But when he realizes that he's been overheard, and that the singing has stopped, he quickly remembers himself and hurries to make himself known.
"I must apologize... I did not mean to bother you. I couldn't help but be drawn to your song, you see. It reminds me of someone that I used to know..."
@angelicrequiems ( starter ! )
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I’ve been playing with this off an on for a couple of weeks now but I don’t want to touch it anymore so here ya go.
Don’t you hate it when you meet a love so pure and true and innocent but the circumstances surrounding you taint any relationship that could’ve been possible? What about when a person seems like they were made for you but you both know that they will inevitably have to leave you. You know? These things that happen.
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ngl i’m both incredibly excited and also incredibly terrified of how richter’s going to be handled in the next netflix show.
A trailer was leaked where he's fighting a vampire and he says something like "My name is Richter Belmont and I kill vampires. Fuck you" and it was Not Good. The first trailer they released where it gave the impression that he was going to be sad and tragic had me really excited, but after this one I'm like oh, great, we're getting another Trevor
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