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orcelito · 2 years ago

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i know manga vash does have the full blonde originally but i read trigun original manga on like 4 hours of sleep in a haze of procrastination and intense hyperfixation so it passed by in the blink of an eye and i remember barely anything from it. including his blonde hair. full head blonde manga vash is so weird to see

#speculation nation #IM KEEPING A BETTER LID ON THE HYPERFIXATION ok im getting sleep. mostly.#by that i mean im getting like 6-7 ish hours rather than the like. uh. heh. 3-5 hours i was getting for a solid week or two there #i need to go to sleep NOW to get my 6 hours tho. grr bite kill i shouldnt have started reading more trimax #shouldve called it quits after i posted the thing but noooo i had to go and do RESEARCH #and then remember that i do indeed want to read trigun and not just write fanfiction!#smh. hyperfixations are so fucking hard to handle #PLEASEEEE PSYCH PPL DIAGNOSE ME WITH ADHD SO I CAN GO ON MEDS AND BE FREE FROM THIS HELL #the interest wont go away but the all-encompassing life destroying qualities of it will. lol.#Hopefully at least. we can only fucking hope.

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