#smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams

[keenerchicago]

When you and your bestie get in front of a camera... #minimoney #bestie #wine #goodtimes #chicago #keener #keenerchicago #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at Chicago, Illinois)

[letsget-real-here]

Let’s talk mixed signals...

So the average person lives and learns, and than you have me. I live, become confused, try to learn, and end up becoming even more confused than I was before. It’s truly vicious cycle. What do I get confused about you ask? Well, mostly simple things, such as talking, geometry (seriously who understands that shit), but mostly, BOYS.... I know I know, what a cliche thing to say, but I tell you what, they person that write a book on what goes on in the average guys head, and what he actually means, they would make a killing. The same things can be said for girls as well, in fact, they’re worse. There is nothing more that confuses me, than someone instigating a conversation, flirting, and than dropping and acting like nothing happened. I can not keep up with shit like that, but yet it seems to find it’s way into my mind, and the only thing I can do is thinking about it. You know what I’m talking about, over analyzing everything that was said, trying to decodes it like some type of davinci code. Not to mention I am forever stuck in the BROZONE with anyone in the male gender, (but that’s another day.) For instance, Girl (me) falls for boy, boy knows, boy still texts and flirts, but acts like nothings going on... fuckkkkkk. 

Well here it is ladies and gents, your answer...... STOP!!! I can't tell you how much over the last year I’ve wanted to beat my head up against a brick wall I was so frustrated over the mixed signals that I was getting from people. People would always just tell me to tell the other persona how I felt, and to breathe. And as much as I hate to admit it, they are right. If there’s one thing I have learned, it’s not to push something, let it flow, ESPECIALLY, with a relationship, otherwise you’ll either end up driving yourself nuts trying to figure shit out, or you’ll end up in an unhappy relationship. 

So I know it’s hard, but sit back and enjoy the crazy ride we call life.

Forever naturally blonde and confused

Abby

[ellenelleus]

x|: I can remember as a kid, being called up at church and told that my dreams would be the gateway to the freedom of others - mentally, spiritually, emotionally, physically, financially... That I should not set my hopes on things that seemed reasonable to attain but rather to dream so big that there was no question of God's hand on my life. Now, the dreams that took flight years ago, shooting for stars are landing on moons and who knows how many moons are truly out there! #LNLLifeLessons #Thankful #Excited #London #Frankfurt #Heidelberg #SmallTownGirlWithBigCityDreams #LNLandCO

[keenerchicago]

Let yourself be inspired by the people around you.. And...please...Have some fun! @gaby_howze_zumba . . . #chizumbachicks#zisters #zin #zumba #zumbalove #zumbafitness #ilovetodance #dancer #fitness #freedom #peace #love #selflove #self #keener #keenerchicago #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at Chicago, Illinois)

[keenerchicago]

When you're feeling alive AF... #alive #nature #live #love #beauty #myrtlesplantation #Louisiana . . . #writer #blogger #bloggerlife #cats #chicago #citylife #chicagolife #keenerchicago #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at Myrtles Plantation)

[keenerchicago]

I always make this face right before class...🤩💃 . . . #zumba #zumbafitness #zumbalove #ilovetodance #dancer #fitness #Ilovecardio #health #lifestyle #healthychoices #keenerchicago #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at LA Fitness - SOUTH LOOP)

[keenerchicago]

She's my friend🐕🐶 #Mayathedog #myfriend #ilovepets #writer #blogger #bloggerlife #pets #selflove #chicago #citylife #chicagolife #keener #keenersrule #keenerchicago #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at Chicago, Illinois)

[keenerchicago]

When you get XXLovely #zumbawear and make it your own... #zumba #zumbafitness #zumbalove #ilovetodance #dancer #makeityours . . . #writer #blogger #bloggerlife #chicago #citylife #chicagolife #keener #keenersrule #keenerchicago #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at Chicago, Illinois)

[keenerchicago]

🍕🍕🍕 #pizza. . . . #writer #blogger #bloggerlife #chicago #citylife #chicagolife #keener #keenersrule #keenerchicago #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at Big G's Pizza Taylor)

[keenerchicago]

She owns my heart♡ . . . #EllieBellie #cat #crazycatlady #Ilovecats #cathive #catsofinstagram #caturday #ExCatly #furbaby #meowdurino #bestfriend #animallove #Ilovemycat #catlife #meow #kittycat #humansareweird #catlover #pets #petsofinstagram #keenerchicago #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at Uptown, Chicago)

[keenerchicago]

Always in my heart♡ I miss you, Naki. . . . #nakikitty #cat #crazycatlady #Ilovecats #catsofinstagram #caturday #ExCatly #furbaby #meowdurino #bestfriend #animallove #Ilovemycat #catlife #meow #kittycat #humansareweird #catlover #pets #petsofinstagram #keenerchicago #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at Chicago, Illinois)

[keenerchicago]

View this post on Instagram

A post shared by Kyndal Napper (@nappingwitch)

Let it flow through you. Breathe it in deep. Let it out slow. Feel yourself let it go. And let it go. #louisiana #keenerchicago #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at Town of Waterproof)

[keenerchicago]

Dim Sum YUM! Furama Chicago #dimsum #dimsumyum #chinese #furama #chineserestaurant #myfave . . . #Day21 #sobriety #quitter #alcoholic #soberissexy #soberlife #sobermovement #hangoverfree #sobervibes #alcohol #nobooze #livingsober #onedayatatime #livingsoberlivingfree #gottadome #reallife #realme #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams #Chicago #Uptown #timetochange (at Furama Chicago)

[keenerchicago]

Day 9: Time can drag a little. You remember more. You see more. You're there. You're a part of it... really a part of it.! And it's nice. I caught myself reaching for a diet cherry 7up in the same way I would a beer. The taste was far more welcoming. One day at a time. . . . #Daynine #sobriety #quitter #alcoholic #soberissexy #soberlife #sobermovement #hangoverfree #sobervibes #alcohol #nobooze #livingsober #onedayatatime #livingsoberlivingfree #gottadome #reallife #realme #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams #Chicago #Uptown #timetochange (at Uptown, Chicago)

[keenerchicago]

My name is Kyndal. I'm 28 years old. I weigh 172lbs and I'm 5'6". I wear a size 12, a size 10 on a good day. I hate the way I look and I'm very self conscious. It's time for me to change the way I feel about who I am and how I look. It's time to hold myself accountable. #accountability #fitness #gottadome #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams @kkcrazyshow kyndalkeener.com (at Uptown, Chicago)

[keenerchicago]

My sweet widdle baby♡♡ . . . #EllieBellie #cat #crazycatlady #Ilovecats #catsofinstagram #caturday #ExCatly #furbaby #meowdurino #bestfriend #animallove #Ilovemycat #catlife #meow #kittycat #humansareweird #catlover #smalltowngirlwithbigcitydreams (at Uptown, Chicago)