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On notes of cherry and ice and everything nice, Im currently thinking about Nikolai and Rudy being absolutely shameless about how much they love their partners.
Nik, as I've said, shoves his hands up John's tits to 'warm his hands' (he once walked out in russian winter wearing only a t shirt while John was freezing his tits off). He pulls him in by the belt loops for a kiss when they've touched down on base.
Nik likes touching John, kissing the soft spot behind his ear just to hear the soft mewls from John. If he could, he would like to dedicate a day showing John why he loves him so much.
This gets worse when Nik acts cocky around John, just to provoke him. He'll whisper filth into the man's ear while they are in the garage, smiling as the man shudders.
Rudy is more subtle, but he's just as shameless though. He likes touching Ale, palming his hand on the man's bulge whenever he can. He likes seeing the man hot and bothered for him, making out sloppily with him in some janitors closet later on.
Rudy also lounges around Ale's apartment in nothing but sweatpants, the kind he saw him eyeing Gaz in days ago. Either way, Alejandro is still sitting between Rudy's legs after.
It's all in the eyes, they say. And Ale seriously fucking hopes that's true. Because seeing Rudy stare at him with far too much intention in his eyes before looking away might be too much for him to handle.
I truly, fully believe that these two are deviants. Fucking deviant's guys.
#cod#call of duty#nikprice#pricenik#call of duty nikolai#cod nikolai#call of duty price#cod price#cod rudy#cod alejandro#call of duty alejandro#call of duty rudy#alerudy#guys im cooking#ignore my hw and projects#sleep is nothing but a concept#i say as I crash out tmr
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idk if y'all have seen about the old pokemon game design stuff leaking, like beta mons, concept art/character pages, and design inspiration, but inb4 anything submas, just know these are BETA CONCEPTS AND IDEAS and aren't canon! Take what you want, yeet what you don't, don't treat it as solid fact bc it never made it to the game.
#there's been nothing submas yet and idk if there will be but#saying so BEFORE anything happens just in case lmao#not turning this into a war over literally unused info#it's not 'secret canon lore' that must be abided by#and in some characters cases so far is a little. yeesh. yeah.#but it's proven to have changed bc there's stuff in the bits that have come out that's obviously different from the final product#and characterizations#like VERY DIFFERENT. elesa's whole deal was entirely changed#it's not another bald ingo situation where it's concept art but could still be canon enough#this is UNBAKED info#also DON'T ASK ME TO EXPLAIN THE LEAKS OR STUFF#CHECK OUT OTHER SOURCES I am going to sleep soon lmao#it's mainly focused on gens 3 4 and 5#personally i want no additional lore. just doofy concept art and that's it#teraleak
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ahh yes, the naruto experience™
#every chapter is like 'woah!!! they're cool!!! i hope we see more of them!!!'#and then he just never expands#like even characters that are even semi important to the plot get sidelined#fucking iruka man. literally took care of that kid even when no one else wanted to too -> gets like 10 minutes of screentime#main love interest hinata????? maybe like 20#hyuuga clan slavery subplot that our main chara promises to fix??? lets never mention it again#oh and also our significant hyuuga branch member dies for a main clan member!!!!#every woman ever???? housewife. immediately. kishi is now forcibly housewife-ing you#hinata should've been an academy teacher and i will die on this hill#she's good with kids!!! and she clearly doesn't like to fight!!!!! it would've been perfect#so many cool characters/concepts..... and we get nothing....#kishimoto i am in your walls. sleep with one eye open#naruto#masashi kishimoto
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i need more aus where makoto lives and he has a palace coz smth fvcked up happened when he gets brought back. ryoji also gets back too coz he's connected to makoto teehee
#p3 brainrot#ryomina brainrot#ive only seen 1 or 2 fics with this palace au for makoto i think#one is due to maruki's influence and for some unknown reason he has one#aigis and ryoji are at a lost on how they (ryoji and makoto) got back#and why makoto has a palace#the other fic i like more its so interesting to me#in that one he got “revived” but smth is horribly wrong#it's like he has apathy syndrome or smth#coz he will not do anything unless explicitly told to#so he needs to be reminded to eat and sleep etc or else he'll just stare into space and do nothing#he wont talk either and it has to be blunt/direct#the phantom thieves wants to help solve this mystery and help him#he also lost his ability to summon a persona#and then ryoji showed up in his palace#he doesnt know why hes in there tho#sad the fic hasnt updated for years now#i really like the concept#poor makoto... smth happened to his persona/shadow#and idk what coz we havent got there yet ;;w;;
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Woke up thinking about Neve Gallus becoming more infamous than the family who left her behind.
#[ introspection ] its not what keeps me up at night. its not the quiet. i never could sleep once work gets in my head.#[ woke up thinking about 17-19 year old nev.e just starting out as they leave her ]#[ abandoned and shunned because she refused to leave with them ]#[ remember in movies and there was always the concept of that young questioner or reporter that trailed after important people#[ where she’s asking questions at a rapid fire before she loses them or gets shoved away and shove her away they do. ]#[ yeah at one time that was Neve ]#[ the scrawny nobody with nothing but a notebook and small writing pen and ink ignored by everyone#who lived in a shady little beat down apartment in the back of a forgotten alley#both ignored those in charge and her own people living in Docktown ]#[ dozens of those people she wanted to help turning her away too and telling her there was no point to it- to go home and leave them alone#[ Hal likely doesn't even remember the first time she showed up with nothing but the money she scraped up for the food that day ..#or maybe he does. that's why he doesn't take her seriously when she shows up (endearing wise) because he still#remembers that scrawny half starved detective who was hired for a job no one cared to take only stopping by there on#runs between her office and her bunk. ]#[ for me its funny also imagining this young neve- before she lost her leg- crossing paths with a young also nobody Rana standing guard#as a faceless foot soldier- who was nothing more than a suit of armor by the door with her fellows - watching this young detective#chase after her boss asking him questions no one dARED to ask and just thought she was either bold..or stupid.. maybe both. ]#[ the fact in Neve’s mind she’s still that girl. ]#[ still that little nobody who isn’t doing enough ]#[ ANYWAY! Neve Ga.llus feels today!! ]
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I need to train a bird and send it to spy on somebody who knows EXTENSIVE knowledge of HI3 lore and then when it comes back to report its findings to me I need to brutally snatch it out of the air mid-flight like a peregrine falcon and eat it and thus immediately absorb all its stolen knowledge so that I can understand even a sliver, even a fraction of what the FUCK IS GOING ON in HSR and what ANY of these references and allusions are and who the HELL any of these people showing up are. The fuck is Kevin? What’s up with your cane, Mr. Yang? I need to shred that fucking bird.
#honkai star rail#honkai impact 3rd#WHAT IS UP WITH THAT WRECHED CANE#WHAT IS ITS SECRETS#WHO IS KEVIN#WHAT IS KEVIN#AM I KEVIN?#IS KEVIN NOTHING BUT AN INCONSEQUENTIAL CONCEPT?#Finis how much sleep have you gotten- DON’T ASK YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW#Releasing my evil spy bird like go little Akuma and bring me lore#I need to have Tumblr taken away I can’t be trusted with it rn#2.1 is killing me dead don’t you see
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it's incredible that people still talk to me when I never reach out
#emilbee talking#it mainly comes down to being terminally boring and doing an impressive amount of nothing all day#I still do writing but even that has slowed drastically from before#(besides don't lie nobody wants to hear my insanely convoluted plot concept rambles for the nth time in a row)#meanwhile the only other things I do are play games I have hundreds/thousands of hours in (civ v and tboi)#and rewatch old shows and movies that I've seen a million times before#outside of a few scattered episodes of dr who I don't think I've watched literally anything new this year#and I don't go to events or concerts or make food or play any instruments or do any craft or really go outside or even sleep much#just kind of sit in bed and do a constant loop of old stuff while drinking away my anxiety over being completely broke#(which is now going to be replaced with anxiety over job(s) and still not having enough money)#hm. I started this with “lol I'm boring” but I think the terminal boringness is born out of terminal depression and isolation#good job em#oh I have caught up with and am now watching severance. hooray. I have checked out one (1) new thing since moving. dope
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Resident Evil really makes me wanna become an unhinged scientist creating horrors beyond our comprehension yet made of our own flesh and maybe a sprinkle of virus/parasite/mold in it to give it some extra ooomph
#txts#this is mostly about re4 bc its on my mind rn#the las plaga is like a dog to me#look if its big enough to be petable at some point then its a puppy-i dont make the rules#its just a more fucked up spider#which then growns into an even more fucked up spider hiding in a human suit i guess#the usual things y'know#i say this but the concept of parasite(anime) fucked me up#just the thought that i could sleep and SMTH could crawl into my ear-fucking disgusting oh god who thought of that no please#nothing you can do except die i guESS#good aesthetics there too tho#fleshy long bits with knives on the end are just a go-to-aesthetic for me i guess#i rly should go buy re4make tbh#like i already watched others play through it and enjoyed that#but i also saw some achievemtns which also made me wanna try my hand on this#which is a first#but expected tbh#resident evil#little me thought i could be whoever does autopsies bc A i cant smell B i am not easily grossed out at all and C if i studied just a bit#more and had the energy for it I could do smth smart but i dont wanna do smth like doctor smart so...dead ppl#this is just that but with extra steps and more corpses walking#to be fair-young me also thought i could go find a way to become immortal if i only managed to get cells to stop dying out#which seems really easy#but like...i am NOT a doctor so dear god do not quote my hubris here#'just stop dying'->younger me#so yes i would like all the funding and all the experimental fluids and.....things 👀 in the world to play god with thx <3#it's been quite a week i am sure you can tell
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#pregnancy anxiety is such a weird concept#I know there’s a baby in there but when I don’t feel her move for an hour or so I absolutely spiral#I know there’s nothing wrong she’s just sleeping but still it freaks me out a bit
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if i am being honest. it is scary trying to be a quote unquote creator with no imagination. i cried about this in a dream i had a few nights back. i cried knowing i didnt know what to create. i cried knowing the face i drew was stolen from a pose i saw. i cried knowing the face i drew was a design someone else made. i cried knowing i cant do anything without stealing from someone else.
there were women in that dream, watching me cry. one of them came to hold me, sitting in front of that canvas (a tool i could never use. im too scared, in my life, that the money spent on the canvas and the paint and the brushes and the easel would all be for nothing when i realized i couldnt even think of anything to draw, much less to draw anything). but she had nothing to tell me. i had nothing to tell myself, to tell someone who cant make anything for themself, to tell someone who cant think for themself.
but when i wake up, i still choose to try to create. i still want to create. it makes me less alone.
#ok i am going to sleep#but im hrhrhjfjfhchcf having a moment#despairing over the concept of creativity and imagination#over thinking about the zoo and seeing the veldt and wanting to cry#because truly nothing i do is original. i am not capable of originality. but i will not let that stop me#i dont care if i have to tear the thoughts and images out of the hands of others#i have to create#its what makes the concept of ai insane to me. you guys have enough ideas to generate a PROMPT? i dont even have that.#i can visualize things. just nothing original. nothing i havent seen or read or heard of before.#vans.txt
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Buyer: you got the stuff
Roman: yeah I got the stuff, let's see the cash
Buyer: you don't get to see the cash until I see the stuff
Cinder, in the next hotel room next to a sleeping winter: oh for Oum's sake there's only one way to deal with this. HE'S WEARING A WIRE
*cinder falls asleep as Roman guns down the buyer*
I can only picture that roman and the buyer were going back and forth for almost an hour as well
#anon#i love when these come in#also i wheezed at the concept of Cinder punching the wall from bed before rolling back over for a winter whose now just violently concerned#but also so so sleepy still#win: whooa wha?#cin: nothing go back to sleep#gun shots escalating
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Decided I wanted to fuck around with some new brushes, so sure. Let's play with my Harkon sketch 🤷♂️
#i have thoughts on how skyrim specifically handles the concept of the vampire#no thoughts on the rest of the elder scrolls#nothing...coherent anyway#I'd have to spend more time with those vampires#tes skyrim#lord harkon#the elder scrolls#digital sketch#neeeeeds more body hair but whatever#it's almost midnight and i need sleep more than he needs body hair lol
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so in juniper's campaign we've just found ourselves in a high-stakes situation that I as a player do frankly find stressful and am anxious about, but hey hi also the DM was like 'okay here are the exact mechanics of how this is going to work because I don't want to surprise you with serious repercussions, also here are all the options you will have to try to do something about the situation-- [affected player] what do you think? honest feedback, I don't want it to feel unfair, I want to be clear that I am not just trying to kill your character, and if it ends up being badly balanced we can revisit it down the road' and oh my god I could COLLAPSE and WEEP with gratitude
#[tears in my fucking eyes] WHAT IF DND WAS GOOD!! WHAT IF A DM THAT'S GOOD!!!#LIKE I've said actually MOST of my DMs are good but because of the way this situation was presented specifically#where-- as NOT the affected player-- it does feel like the way it came up was a little unfair and I AM worried about the stakes--#I REALLY SPENT SO MUCH OF THAT ABOVE-TABLE TALK GOING OH WOW I FEEL LIKE OUR FRIEND ACTUALLY LOVES US AND WANTS THIS TO BE FUN!!#I DON'T KNOW THAT I AGREE WITH WHAT HE'S DOING HERE BUT I TRUST MY FRIEND AND IT'S SAFE FOR US TO TALK ABOUT THINGS LIKE THIS PLAYER TO DM!!#WOWIE THAT FEELS RELEVANT TO MY DND EXPERIENCE RIGHT NOW LMAO!!!#'I've looked at your stats and inventories to try to make this serious but balanced but if it doesn't work we can retool it'#'I want to be extremely clear that this situation could kill destal so I want to be extremely sure that you're comfortable with that--#-- and with how the mechanics are designed around it'#I am fucking. on my KNEES WEEPING. at the contrast with how punishing and DEEPLY unfun felix campaign has relentlessly been the whole time#and how little of a fuck it feels like THAT DM gives when he's like 'this random rolltable encounter was deadly :)'#'you guys didn't get hit last time and got all your spells back right?' uhhh wrong and wrong and we TALKED about that last time#are you gonna revisit the balance on your fifth in a row 'if you fail you'll TPK' scenario? no? yeah I figured lol#christ knows HE'S never invited feedback on his DMing. you KNOW I don't feel safe to say 'hey this doesn't feel fair or fun' with him#AND LIKE!! WITH A DM I TRUST I FEEL SAFE ENOUGH TO REALLY PLAY WITH SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPENING!! YAY YIPPEE STAKES AND PATHOS!!!#I don't just want nothing bad to happen ever! but I don't want it to feel careless or heartless or just... Not Fun#anyway. grasping william's hands so tightly. my beloved friend. my wonderful friend. what a relief to have a DM that's good#after the shit we've been through in our now most-frequently-run campaign#the thing I'm mad about is that destal has been making a mystery saving throw every night-- but this was imperceptible to the characters#so we weren't acting on it#and now that he's failed it three times the situation is 'okay NOW you will be maming a con save every night and accumulating exhaustion'#'which can't be removed by sleeping' [six levels of exhaustion Kill You]#so like!! well okay I wish we had had ANY way of knowing how urgent this was before we got to 'now there's a deadly countdown' BUT OKAY#but like I said. he clearly put a lot of thought into the math for the mechanics#he made sure that we DO actually have ANYTHING we can do to mitigate the condition and outlined several options specifically and clearly#he checked in with justin about whether that seemed fair and opened it for future retooling if necessary#so I'm just at 'that was kind of a rugpull dude :/' instead of DESPAIRING lmao#this is a level of Oh Shit that's juicy! this is a level of Oh Shit that might force dramatic character choices out of desperation!#THIS IS AN OH SHIT WHERE WE STILL GET TO PLAY DND ABOUT IT AND HAVE ANY AGENCY WHATSOEVER. WHAT A CONCEPT.#ANYWAY!!! GOOD DND SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!
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ever since i was a little kid i knew i wanted to be unemployable
#i perfectly remember complaining abt waking up early for school my entire life#and my parents saying 'well you're gonna get a job and wake up early your whole life get used to it'#no <3#i may or may not have delayed sleep phase disorder. who knows#also working in anything for 8 hours is genuinely unbearable like it's straight up an insane concept#my friend switched workplace and the new place is much better but days are 9h (plus 1h lunch)#no one on this earth needs to spend 10 hours at an office. graphic design is not that important. nothing is
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dont look at me with hope im being delusional again but if i were to have an art stream on like. june 14th what'd be the best time for you lot.
#snap chats#making this before i sleep for forty minutes because this thoughts eating my brain again#i dusted off my old picarto account and got thinking#AGAIN EXPECT NOTHING FROM ME life is unpredictable and so am i but. for the day i finally stop being a baby#i say june 14th specifically cause that was the day i started making RGG art again so it'd be a cute 1-year-anniversay kinda deal#'snap why the hell did you put these ~ ugly fucks' because while the plan is for the stream to go on for two hours#i am also filipino and therefore the concept of time and schedules are mere suggestions#idk if it'll go on for two hours- could be shorter could be longer#but two hours seems realistic. plus it'd be my first time streaming in a while#and i have no faith i can entertain people for barely two hours let alone any more#but idk idk#ok good night for real now
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oh I just remembered it's Daylight Savings in the UK tonight. it's almost time for the system's annual tradition of watching the clock go from 0:59am to 2:00am so we don't forget and think we dissociated for an hour lmao
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#on the one hand I'm like ''time is fake. daylight savings means nothing to me. I'll still end up sleeping at whatever time we get tired''#except actually our sleep schedule does eventually shift to match the new time anyway I think#and the concept of it being light outside until like 8pm sounds really nice
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