#shitty and anxious and panicky every single fucking time

[maybe-theres-hope]

how do people, like, not think about a single bad interaction that lasted like five seconds for 3 years straight anytime they let their mind wander/become less than vigilant and also not long for very real death every single time it crosses their minds

[officialkendallroy]

I know it must not be that comforting from a complete stranger but being reminded that I'm not crazy always helps me,and I want u to know dude you are in the right i promise constant noise always drives me crazy like that I've literally had panic attacks bc of it so many times living in the city,youre not alone ,just a reminder you are not the problem I promise parents are just shitty like that,no one understands what it's like to be absolutely overwhelmed by noise unless it happens to them,they're being insensitive to you hang on in there I promise it'll get better nothing is temporary <3

EXACTLY!!! you get it!!! it makes me so fucking anxious and panicky and shit and i really had a whole ass mental breakdown bc of that today and like... it's so bad I'm already planning to rearrange my entire room and shit like???? that's fucking mental dude !! but really it is comforting that you understand this situation so well bc no one in this house does and it makes me so mad and sad and fucking angry as well it's just affecting me so badly :( but i already know that this shit is not gonna end anytime soon so I can just hope that when i move out it's gonna be better than this bc i really wanna cry every single day bc if this

but really thank you for being so understanding and for putting this in the right words!! also im so sorry you had similar experiences :( that shit fucking sucks so much and drains you so bad :( anyways so much love to you honey 💖💖💖