#she looks like nicole k

[hystii]

ward, judith

[batunatu]

i suddenly want to kiss all of them

(except nicole and kylar, boo boo 🍅🍅)

Nooooo Nicole

[kanmom51]

JK Radio Stationhead 1 October 2023

And a little more as well...

cr./and huge thanks to the translation accounts I used in this post.

I think this was the most interesting Stationhead we've had so far with JK. JK was chatty, informative (well, to an extent), I would maybe even say combative? Maybe that's a little too strong a term to use, but I do think he came to show that he is unbothered by the shitstorm going on and clap back just a little bit. And he knows about that shitstorm, make no mistake.

I see Jikookers falling for this hateful campaign against JK. Not only are they perpetuating it, but they are also adding to it, embellishing it, and spreading it.

By now JK has had several girlfriends named, he's a baby daddy (she was pregnant in Feb, so...), he's going on double dates with his mate Tae, trucking (censorship issues had me change that - you know exactly what it's meant to be) her with the windows and curtains open for all to see (after telling us he's aware he's being followed around including home). All this he managed to get done before he sat down and did hours on end of JM dedicated lives, calling him his fan, flirting with him online while in bed for all of us to see, and going on a 4 day private trip with him.

A very wise blogger once said: (@ourwinterspring, hope you don't mind me quoting your wise words):

Rumors are created by haters accepted by fools and spread by idiots

That. Just that!!!

People that called themselves Jikook supporters (I'm not talking about shippers, they are in this for their own self gratification, while supporters are supposed to be looking out for JM and JK and supporting them both individually and their relationship, which btw is still considered tabooed in their own country), they are rushing to conclusions, and aiding in the spread of these lies.

K-army laughed them off.

Chinese army are fighting them off.

And I army are just spreading them like wildfire.

Why this long winded introduction?

Because Jikook are in an impossible position really. They are a closeted queer couple in a country and industry that would not accept their relationship if it would become publicly known. As long as the door is open for deniability they are ok. Taking that step through that door and out of the closet, that is one hell of a step with many consequences, to them and to those who surround them.

JK is about to release his 1st solo album, and he's in the midst of trying to infiltrate the American and Western music market. To do so they are selling a very certain image, and being queer is not part of it.

They are also both before enlistment to the military.

Them going: "hey bitches, the stories are untrue, we're in a long term loving relationship", is not a realistic expectation. And no matter what JK would say otherwise, the rumours they are just gonna keep coming, cause this train, this coordinated smear attack, it's not finished. And if and when that would be done, we'd be back to Yubi and Rose and Lisa (oh, oops, she's with Freddie), and Miju. Ehm, she's married. But wait, since when has that stopped anyone, eh? It didn't stop the Nicole stories, which, btw, are still rampant, including among some Jikookers (?) - what the actual truck is wrong with people???

So, no Jikook announcement.

A company one? Kind of feel that one won't come either. Again, JK 3D promotions and upcoming album in mind. Not to mention, and this my friends is me being super cynical right now, other than the harassment claims, the company doesn't have a problem with these rumours, given it solidifies his bad boy, truckboy, heterosexual image they are selling right now. There, I said it.

But Jikook, JM and JK, they aren't happy with this. They can't be happy with this. As much as this image is a price to pay, on the way JK is sending us constant hints that it ain't all that you see. That he's a complex being. That he might appear one way in 3D, but another in Seven and another in his CK and Vogue photoshoots (the latter with him being the artistic designer and bringing along some outfits and/or accessories that he wanted himself), not to mention someone else all together in his long lives with us. He tells us this is him. Who we see. But those that only see that image in 3D are just not looking at the full picture he's painting.

This is him:

But also this:

And this:

And this:

And this:

And this:

They are all pieces of the puzzle that is one Mr. Jeon Jungkook. And I'm sure there are pieces we have yet to see.

It's funny that JK is singing 3D (basically having phone sex and wishing for more) but at the same time he's telling us "this is me in 3D". Not one dimensional. A complex grown up human being.

Btw, I kind of feel like I need to link this post again, seeing that so many are still thinking that having muscles, tattoos and piercings makes you heterosexual or at least bi. Cause, I mean, you must be sexually attracted to women if you are super masculine, and get tattoos or pierce your body, right?

Oh boy, this is a long one. I haven't even started with Stationhead, lol.

So, JK is trying to show us he's a complex human being. This is him. Not one MV or song he chose to sing. The full picture. The shoots he chooses, the concepts for his songs (do I have to remind of his Seven concept shoot?), his lives, what he shared with us (as in past tense cause Idk how much more he will with everything that's going on).

And in the midst of this, knowing you are in a committed relationship, having your integrity, your good name smeared, being with the person you love and knowing that the world not only doesn't see how dear you are to each other but also thinks you're being sexually intimate with multiple others. Not to mention, having to deal at this young age with the knowledge that there are people out there that hate you enough to want to hurt you on such a level, to ruin your good name, your career. It can be paralyzing. And they put on a brave face. JK says he knows people hate him and good for them, he'll continue to live his life. But it's hard, it's hurtful, and these two, they are the kindest sweetest people out there, they don't deserve this.

OMG, when will I finally get to the point?

I think about now would be a good time.

So, no speaking up. No announcement. But at the same time they don't want to just sit there and take it.

Phew, here we go?

JK came today, 1st October (or more so 1st Jimtober) to Stationhead after his 3D dance practice video landed (same day).

And by some strange coincidence (no coincidence at all), JM released his second #ThisisJimin dance clip to Dominic Fike's Phone Numbers with these lyrics, coincidentally:

Woah, Kenny! Why you not here with me? Can you break bread with me? Why you switch phone numbers like clothes? Why you can't answer me? (Yeah) 'Cause I got more coming

(Not a love song)

Using a prop. Wait for it...

Oh, and the outfits that happen to be kind of similar and sticking to the black and white.

I feel like I'm repeating myself here, but you know, sometimes you need to in order to hammer the message in.

And JK, well he also posted a selfie on Weverse (while on Stationhead).

1st Jimtober with his fave Jack Skellington.

So yeah. The little things. Those little codes that say "we are here, we are ok, all is well, this will definitely not break us."

Yes. I get all of that from those little things, lol.

But, it didn't end with that.

And here we are.

Finally at the precipice.

Well, not precipice per say. That's being a little dramatic. But I am finally going to get to JK on Stationhead, as in what we got from him during the show.

I guess with this long introduction I should start with the Jikook related, right?

Let's start with JK repeating the endearment JM used in his IG post for 3D.

And then JK basically confirmed that he and JM were together when drawing the cloud whale drawing JM shared with us on IG telling us JK drew it.

Making sure we know that they drew the whale together.

You don't have to understand Korean to hear the amusement in his voice. We don't know when this was taken (CT or perhaps more recently... although my initial thought was CT I'm kind of leaning to it being more recent, like very recent), but we know they were together. We thought so and now JK confirmed it.

Enjoyed confirming it.

He also brought up JM's birthday being this month. Yes, he could be reacting to comments, but we've discussed this multiple times in the past. You know. Choices. And in this case, his choice which ones to answer, right?

Once again, it's all in the way it's all being said. The "I know something you don't" tone of voice. The "a-ha, yeah, Uhah" while supposedly looking up if he's doing something on the day. The "I'm going to be busy...I see I have a schedule..?" ending with a question mark? As in "do I really?" Lol.

The way he was talking, the man has something planned. I really don't want to have any expectations here. But man, he's making it hard for me not to have them. Lmao.

And another JM related comment he chooses to answer:

This time you don't get the sassiness or teasing in his voice like we did with the JM birthday answer. Idk why they aren't doing each other's challenges. It's for them to know. We know JK was showing/teaching JM Seven moves. We know that JK knew SMF pt. 2 moves. I guess it's something they just decided between them. Or perhaps schedules didn't and aren't aligning. Who knows. And who knows, we might just get a surprise. Next phone song JM does could be 3D, lol.

Ok, so he saw his parents. He goes on to also talk about his mother's cooking (oh, that man is so in trouble with his mom calling her cooking bland, lmao). Kind of gathering from it all that JK was in Busan for the holiday. Could that photo JM shared, you know, the one JK made sure we know they both drew the whale on, have been taken when they were both down in Busan for the holiday? I wonder...

This here is, I feel, JK clapping back a little at the haters. But also telling us, once again, that he's an adult and does adult things. Knows how to work hard when needed, and when to "play hard", as in relax and have a good time, when allowed.

This one isn't about Jikook (well in a sense maybe it is, as it's about shooting down TKKs hopes and prayers, lol). JK clarifying Tae's story about him recording a song at JK's place and JK directing him.

So, no pre-planning, JK's reply "and I was like "suddenly"? And also letting us know Tae didn't record the final at his place. Burn, lol. Also answers (again - like in the Inkigayo live) a question about karaoke with Tae. More or less same answer. More or less "that's a no"?

And this I already shared with you guys:

This is basically JK. Again, when he says I'm showing you my true self. It's not the image of the hunky guy with the sexy expressions doing that sexy choreography with the female dancers hands on him. Well not only. It's the shy introvert that feels awkward when these women are touching him. And just to be clear here. This isn't me saying anything about his sexuality. But it's definitley me saying he is not this careless truckboy people are so badly wanting him to be. Being an adult and having sex (let's call it rex from now on), a lot of it, enjoying it, doesn't make it the core of who you are as a person, doesn't mean you are having rex with multiple people for the only pursual of physical gratification nor does it mean that the rex you are having is necessarily with a female even if you are singing a song saying girl in it, to which the lyrics were not written by yourself. JK also sang a song about having rex 7 days a week, but with that one person, in his words, wanting to be all the time with "the love of my life". See, that was a little slip of the tongue by him, lol. But very revealing. Thank you ever so much for that one JK.

Do you understand the difference here?

One being lyrics to a song he's performing, him being a singer. Lyrics he didn't write himself.

The other is his explanation, his take on the meaning of the song he is singing (also not written by him). Inserting that little very personal touch.

Do we get it? JK isn't the lyrics, the lyrics aren't JK.

Oh, and by the by, JK's lyrics aren't referencing multiple partners. If we are being all about "but he's singing it, so it must be who he is". The multiple partners, the truckboy image, that's Jack Harlow's bit. JK is still talking to one person.

But again, I stress, the song doesn't represent JK as a person or his character. And those that are making that leap are simply...

Moving on.

JK's asked which he prefers more? 7 or 3D. Very diplomatically makes sure we know that at the time he liked Seven and now it's leaning more towards 3D. Well duh, this is him promoting it. Then he combines the two to 7D.

"What's your favourite part of 3D?" Him asking the listeners.

JK talked about eating chicken, being busy practicing all the time (I am curious to know what for), finishing up and going home to workout, shower and sleep.

He also talked about GCF and his appreciation for Army.

Asked about music or variety show, and the answer is probably not, it's hard for him (this is where the shy introvert part of him wins, I guess). It's easier to be alone on a stage in front of thousands performing than have to interact one on one with people that you aren't as familiar or comfortable with. On stage you go after much practice. Small talk and interviews and socializing means having to be focused (neuro divergent prince here) and it's so so hard for a shy introvert to deal with. Key word ALONE.

Although he's asked about further plans he's adamant not to give spoilers (well, more so afraid he'll be told off by the company, lol).

He misses the old days I guess. Of Kakao Fancafe. The intimacy of it. The safety of it perhaps.

He also wants to cook for army.

I feel like him telling us he is pulling back on the lives, allowing for the mystery, well he's also missing those lives. He needs that connection with his fans. Maybe even more so with this path he's going down, disconnecting from the idol and becoming the mega star. He needs that emotional connection with his fans. But at the same time, a more intimate setting, where he can really connect with them, is something he prefers.

And again, the connection with Army.

About the members:

F u c k , this is getting way too long. I can't talk about it all. I will add a couple more things and leave it at that. My apologies.

So, this is another clap back from JK:

Oh, and this was curious.

Ooh, one last thing.

He finally tells us where he got the scar on his shoulder from. Well, not too glamorous, lol. He slipped and fell while running in the car park shooting the CK ad. Hurt his finger as well, but that has healed already by now.

JK ending with:

Funny how the little things just added up. All very little perhaps inconsequential actions as of themselves, but add them together and you get a message.

One you will see if only you wish to.

Oh, and end comment. This is utterly disgusting and childish and I'm at a total loss for words here.

We have 2 more of these coming, if I'm not mistaken. Will be interesting to see what we get next.

[gigabyte-flare]

Follow the Stars | Part 1

Summary: Pixel is a Proxy with a rather unconventional way of entering the Hollows: a battle android that she controls with her H.D.D.. When her best friend goes missing, seemingly lost in a Hollow, Pixel jumps at the chance to rescue her, but not before meeting a mysterious wolf Thiren that catches her eye.

Word Count: 4.3k

Pairing: Von Lycaon x Original Character

Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction. You are responsible for your own content consumption. If any of the following warnings trigger you, please read at your own risk. Minors do not interact, this story is 18+ only.

Warnings: Strong language, graphic depictions of violence, depictions of PTSD, domestic violence and emotional abuse (not perpetrated by Lycaon), masterbation, unprotected p in v, oral (m and f receiving), size kink, knotting, creampie

More warnings may be added in future entries

A/N: I had originally planned for this to be a reader fic, but the more I was plotting it out in my head, the more I realized that New Eridu is the perfect place for my OC, Pixel. This is very likely going to flop but I don't care; I'm very excited about this series. Based loosely on Chapter 3, Lycaon's Agent story and his trust events, I will be trying my best to not write the existing dialogue word for word, but in some instances, it can't be helped. This will be my first time introducing Pixel to you all and I hope you all love her as much as I do!

Title inspired by Come Alive by San-Z and Hoyo-Mix

Divider by cafekitsune

Pixel: Hey Rain it's me. Is everything ok I haven't heard from you

Pixel: Rain it's Pixel again, call me when you get this

Pixel: K Rain, this isn't funny please call me

After reading through my chat history from the last few days with Rain, I put my phone to my ear; Rain's phone just rings and rings and goes to voicemail, "Rain, it's Pixel. Please call me, I'm worried about you."

I hang up, gently tossing my phone aside as I put my feet up on my coffee table. I knew in my gut something was wrong. Rain and I have been best friends for years now, she would never just blow me off like this without telling me why. A part of me wanted to get PubSec involved but where she is one of the best hackers in the Proxy business, it wasn't worth the risk. That's not even mentioning that I, too, am a Proxy. That's just asking to get burned.

I turn on the TV to the news only to find that the trial against the Vision Corporation is just about to begin. Supposedly they had cut cost in the Metro expansion project by failing to relocate the residents of Canvas Street, leaving them to the mercy of their explosives and the Dead End Hollow.

Fucking money hungry pricks.

The camera pans over to the individual that is representing the residents of Canvas Street and my mouth unconsciously hangs agape. I'd recognize the pinked haired loud mouth anywhere: Nicole Demara of the Cunning Hares.

"What kind of mess did you get yourself into this time, Nicole?" I ask myself as I take a sip of the can of soda in my right hand.

Just as I set the soda can down on the coffee table, I hear my phone vibrate next to me. I reach to grab it, my stomach dropping upon seeing Rain's name in my Knock Knock notifications. I couldn't open it fast enough, however the wave of relief that had been rushing through me is cut short when I am greeted by what appears to be a completely blank message.

"… the hell…?"

Before I can even process what I'm looking at, another message from her comes through; blank just like the previous one. Followed shortly by another. Then another.

Then another.

Knowing Rain's skillset, I take my phone over to my computer desk, plugging my phone into it to inspect the messages. I was expecting to find encrypted messages, but to my surprise, the messages were truly blank. Just as I unplug my phone from the computer, another message comes through, only this time, it's not from Rain. It's from the last person I would ever expect to get a message from:

Phaethon: I need to call you

I scoff as I stare at the message in disbelief. I'm a decent enough Proxy, but Phaethon is legendary. They were one of the first Proxies to master being able to directly sync to their Bangboo to communicate to their agents in the Hollows; although if they saw what I'm running with these days, they'd likely shit themselves. Regardless, I'm friendly with Phaethon. For me, we have a friendly rivalry.

Still, I'm puzzled as to why they want to call me; I need to be cautious, this very well could be a PubSec trap. Unfortunately for me, my curiosity gets the better of me.

Pixel: Go ahead

Immediately after sending the message, Phaethon calls. I accept the call and put the phone to my ear.

"Phaethon, for what do I owe the pleasure?" I ask as I walk over to the sliding glass door to the balcony of my apartment.

"Listen, I need to make this short. I need your help."

I raise an eyebrow at the man's voice on the other end as I open the sliding glass door to step out on my balcony, "… go on."

"You know the Cunning Hares, right? We need you to meet up with them outside the--"

"Whoa, whoa, whoa hold on," I cut him off as I shut the door behind me, "do you have any idea how many Dennies they owe me? I'm not doing jack shit for the Cunning Hares!"

"Pixel please. Phaethon will pay you, now let me finish. We need you to meet up with them outside of a Hollow. Can you do that?"

I fold one of my arms across my chest, using my hand to rest my elbow on as my other hand continues to hold my phone up to my ear, "what's this about?"

"We've been trying to track down a hacker named Rain to decrypt a flash drive for us--"

"Wait a minute! Did you say Rain?! I've been trying to get a hold of her for days, do you know where she is?!" I frantically ask.

"That's what we're trying to figure out. Nicole's been getting these weird blank messages from her."

"I've been getting them, too," I reply, turning around and leaning against the balcony railing, "I tried to see if they were encrypted or something, but they're truly just blank."

"That's what we found out, too. We were able to trace them back to the Ballet Twin Towers."

"The Ballet Twins?" I once again raise an eyebrow, "that's impossible, they were engulfed by the Hollow years ago. She wouldn't be able to send any messages out if she's there."

"That's the thing, the top of one of the towers is coming out of the Hollow because it shrank at some point. We believe she's there."

"So where do I come into this? Isn't Phaethon perfectly capable of handling an operation like this?"

"Normally yes, but currently, PubSec is at my place."

Flashes of red and blue catch my attention from the corner of my right eye and I turn my head to look. I live in one of the apartment buildings just outside of Sixth Street, giving me a clear view of it and I can clearly see several PubSec vehicles in front of the Random Play video store.

"They're there right now?" I ask.

"Yeah… we helped a couple of PubSec officers in a Hollow not too long ago and somehow they were able to trace our Bangboo to our place."

Well, son of a bitch… the owner of Random Play is none other than the legendary Phaethon.

I can't help but let out a short chuckle, "well that was certainly a rookie move, Phaethon."

"Shut it. We should be able to throw off their trail, but we won't be able to meet with Anby and the others outside of the Ballet Twins Hollow in time. Hence, why I'm calling you, Pixel. Can you meet them over there at 9:00pm?"

I look at my watch, it's just past seven, that should be plenty of time to prepare.

"Yeah I can do that. Listen, Phaethon. I'm only doing this because of Rain, got it?" I reply, my voice firm as I stand up straight and walk back into my apartment.

"Thank you, Pixel. Anby has the flash drive we need Rain to decrypt once you find her. I gotta go. We owe you big time."

Before I could even reply, Phaethon ends the call. I slip my phone into the back pocket of my jeans as I reach down to the remote on the coffee table, turning the TV off before setting it back down.

"You sure as hell owe me, Phaethon," I say to myself as I walk into my bathroom.

I stand in front of my bathroom mirror, scrutinizing myself for a moment until I run one of my hands through my short hair. I'm nothing remarkable; brown hair, blue eyes, average height and unfortunately on the overweight side, tactfully hidden by my baggy t-shirt, complete with a faded print of the Starlight Knights. I honestly hate how I look, so I try really hard not to focus too much looking at myself in mirrors.

Knowing I'm going to have a headset strapped to my face for several hours, I lather soap into my hands and rub it onto my face before rinsing it off. I finish my business in the bathroom and walk back out towards my computer. Standing next to my computer is a large form that has a white sheet covering it. Phaethon has their special Bangboo they use to dive into Hollows, I use this.

I pull the sheet off, revealing what's beneath it. This is Pixel and she is an android. Having found her in a Hollow a couple of years ago, I believe she was dumped there by the Marcel Group. With her human appearance, synthetic skin and internal hydraulic fluid that even looks like blood, whoever made her wanted her to look as human as possible. I dressed her in trendy techwear with a neon blue jacket with hot pink accents and dyed her short white hair into a brilliant neon blue. Her eyes are blue as well, however that's hard to see with her eyes being closed.

The only clue to her true identity that I have is the barcode on the back of her neck and beneath that is either a model number or serial number: P1X3L. And that is where my Proxy alias came from. I had used a Bangboo like most other Proxies right up until I found Pixel and after Rain helped me program her to assist me in diving into Hollows, I took up the name of Pixel and never looked back. As far as anyone is concerned, this is Pixel, not my sad excuse of a human husk. Although, now that I think about it, I don't even remember what I was going by before I started going by Pixel; must not have been that cool if I can't remember it.

In addition to Pixel's hyper realistic features, both her arms are equipped with mantis blades. She's loaded to the brim with sensors and data regarding most of the nearby Hollows, although the data I have on the Ballet Twins Hollow is severely out of date; not a lot of Proxies go there. This will give me an excuse to collect updated Carrot data. Strapped to her thighs are two Ether pistols for when I can't use the mantis blades.

Placing my hand onto her shoulder, I give it a gentle squeeze, "ready to get to work, Pixel?"

I sit down in front of my computer, booting up my HDD system. I grab a series of wires with nodes on the end that I then proceed to stick all on my forehead, temples and behind my ears; these are neutral transmitters that I use to control Pixel remotely. I then grab my headset along with my headphones, putting them on.

Pixel is activated by my voice, so I say the command loud and clear, "Pixel, engage."

The headset on my face whirls to life, going through it's start up sequence before the words "Welcome back, Pixel" come onto the screen. Pixel opens her eyes and I can see the inside of my apartment through her eyes, including me sitting at my desk. Seeing myself used to really freak me out, but I've gotten used to it. I also used to get really motion sick when controlling Pixel, but thankfully that's no longer a problem.

I take a couple of steps forward, lifting my harms and flexing my hands, making sure my synchronization with Pixel is completed before I really start moving around. Once I'm confident I'm synced up, I ball my fists, grinning.

"Let's Rock!" Pixel and I exclaim in unison.

"UgggggghhhhhaaaAAAAAAAAHHHHH!" Billy cries out, throwing his hands into the air, "Anby, where's the Manager?! Didn't Nicole say he'd be here by now?!"

Anby glances down at the clock on her phone before looking back up at Billy, "yeah. It's not like him to make us wait like this."

Did something happen? Anby thinks while pacing back and forth.

Nekomata seems completely unbothered by the situation as she's currently grooming her cat ears, her two tails twirling absentmindedly. Anby lets out a deep sigh and continues to pace. She surely hoped that nothing happened to Wise; recently a soft spot had begun to form for him, their mutual passion for movies often bringing them together. His sister, Belle, is equally as nice; always full of energy and positivity. Her thoughts are suddenly interrupted by the sound of someone's voice, a female voice.

"Hey, sorry I'm late!"

Anby turns around, unable to hide her shock upon seeing Pixel approach them, her asymmetrical neon blue hair and unique clothes unmistakable. Didn't the Cunning Hares owe her an exorbitant amount of money?

"Don't worry, Phaethon is covering your fee this time around," Pixel says, seemingly reading Anby's mind.

"PIXEL!" Billy shouts, running over and wrapping his arms around her, "It's good to see you but… where's the manag--"

Anby quickly shoots Billy a glare.

Realizing his slip up he corrects himself, "I mean Phaethon, are they alright?"

Prying herself from Billy's grasp, Pixel brushes herself off before answering, "Phaethon should be fine. They found themselves in the crosshairs of PubSec so they sent me over in their stead."

A lump forms in Anby's throat at the mention of PubSec, but she recomposes herself, "we appreciate you coming, Pixel, even if Phaethon is paying you."

Pixel gives Anby a nod before walking towards the railing overlooking the Ballet Twins Hollow placing her hands onto the railing and leaning forward, "so, what's the situation?"

"We're looking for a hacker named Rain inside the Hollow. We believe she's in there somewhere. Most likely on the piece of the roof sticking out of the Hollow," Anby explains, gesturing towards the Hollow.

Pixel nods in acknowledgement, "I have a personal stake in this as well. Rain is my best friend. Do you have any Carrot data on the Hollow?"

"No. The one we have is severely out of date," Anby replies as she stands next to Pixel, crossing her arms.

"Same here… we'll make due. It's better than nothing; I can try to record new data while we're in there."

Pixel pushes herself away from the railing, turning around and putting her hands on her hips. Her gaze shifts to Nekomata, raising an eyebrow.

"Who's she?" Pixel asks, her gaze scrutinizing.

Nekomata stands at attention but approaches Pixel cautiously, "Nyah! I'm the newest member of the Cunning Hares. The name's Nekomiya Mana, but you can call me Nekomata!"

"Nice to meet you, I'm Pixel," Pixel replies before turning back around to gaze up at the Hollow, "now that introductions are out of the way. let's get this show on the road, shall we?"

I never envy the Agents that risk their lives in the Hollows. Even through Pixel's android body, I can feel the pressure of the Ether inside the Hollow. Just as we enter the Ballet Twins Hollow, I bring my right hand up and press a hidden button that's behind my ear, engaging my holographic glasses. They tell me a wide range of information; including etheric levels, heat signatures and Carrot data for the Hollow I'm in.

"So… where is your Bangboo? I've never heard of a Proxy entering the Hollow themselves," Nekomata asks me as she bounces to my side.

"These glasses are my Bangboo," I reply, the lie coming out smoothly has it has so many times in the past, "I reverse engineered them from bangboo technology."

That part isn't entirely a lie. When I found Pixel in Hollow Zero, it was Rain that helped me equip her with Bangboo technology so that I could use her to dive into Hollows. In truth, there wasn't a lot of work that had to be done; most of it was programming the glasses. Pixel was already corruption resistant and had a ton of Carrot data in her system. Pixel remains a huge mystery. With a few keystrokes at my H.D.D. back at the apartment, I begin recording new Carrot data.

"Do you think the rumor about the Ballet Twins is true?" Nekomata asks, moving in front of me and walking backwards.

My gaze shifts up to her, "what rumor?"

"That this place is haunted."

"Don't be ridiculous," I immediately rebut, walking around her to follow behind Anby and Billy, "there's no such thing as ghosts."

"Aww come on, meow! You have to admit it's a really interesting rumor!"

In that moment, one of my sensors goes off for a split second: an unknown heat signature coming from behind us. I stop in my tracks, turning around. Nekomata dramatically skids to a stop upon seeing me stop and turn around. She follows my gaze before darting and cowering behind me.

"What is it?!" she whimpers.

I don't see anyone and my sensors aren't picking up any other heat signatures. Despite this, I feel the hairs on the back of my neck and arms stand on end, suddenly very thankful that Pixel can't portray that. Anby and Billy quickly join our side, looking around.

"I don't want to alarm you all," I begin before turning on my heel and continuing forward, "but we're not alone."

"Is it a person or an Ethereal?" Anby asks, walking beside me with her sword at the ready.

"Hard to say, whatever it is tripped my sensor for only a second. Still, we need to stay alert."

We make our way through the Ballet Twins building, taking out an Ethereal or two along the way. That random heat signature from earlier is still fresh in my mind, making me uneasy. I can tell it's making the others uneasy, too. Eventually we come upon a large room, our steps echoing the expansive space.

"Does anyone else find it odd that we haven't run into that many Ethereals? You'd think a place where the Carrot data is so out of date would be crawling with them." I ask, stopping in the center of the room.

"I was thinking the same," Anby replies as she stops and addresses me.

Billy and Nekomata stop and turn to me as well. Billy scratches the top of his head and glances around while Nekomata takes a moment to groom her hair. I'm startled when one of my sensors goes off again; another heat signature. Same as before, it only popped up for a moment. I glance around myself, but I don't see anyone.

"We're being watched. Stay sharp guys," I say, rolling up the sleeves on my jacket.

Billy, Anby and Nekomata nod at me in unison, all of them taking out their weapons and looking around the room. A flash of movement catches my right eye and I immediately turn to it, deploying the mantis blades in my arms.

"We've got company! Ethereals!" I shout, charging at the Ethereal, leaping into the air and coming down onto them; one of my mantis blades coming down and piercing its core.

Despite my annoyance about the Cunning Hares not paying what they owe me, we fight together in perfect harmony; even with their newest member, Nekomata. We make very short work of the Ethereals, rendering the large room silent once more.

"That presence you felt before…" Billy begins, turning back to look at me, the anxiety in his voice heightening, "that was the Ethereals, right?!"

I shake my head as I approach them, "I'm not sure, something doesn't feel right. Don't let your guard down."

Standing in front of me, Nekomata looks down at both of my arms, the mantis blades still deployed, "are your arms fake?!"

"They're prosthetics, yes. I lost them in a Hollow years ago," I reply, another lie rolling easily off my tongue.

"Neat!" she says as she once again starts to groom her hair and her ears.

A flash of light from behind Nekomata catches my attention and I quickly realize something is hurtling towards her.

"Nekomata look out!" I shout, shoving her aside and bringing my right arm up to deflect whatever it was that was flying at us with my mantis blade.

A large spear-like weapon makes contact with my blade, however there is so much force behind the weapon, as I move my arm to deflect it, the various components of my mantis blade immediately shatter. The weapon spins in the air, impaling itself into the ground behind us. My arm sparks and makes whirling sounds as I try to move it.

"Shit!" I curse to myself as I look down at my busted arm, dark red hydraulic fluid dripping from it.

"It's a giant pair of scissors," Anby points out, pulling her sword out and taking up a defensive stance.

A loud clanging noise begins to reverberate through the large room, causing my breath to hitch. Anby and I spin around, my left arm returning to its normal state as I pull out one of my Ether pistols, pointing it at the source of the sound; a set of stairs leading into the darkness. As Billy and Nekomata cower behind us, I see someone come out from the darkness, stopping at the top of the stairs. From where we stand, I can tell he's a Thiren, admittedly a handsome one; his large bushy white tail swinging behind him. He's wearing a vest with a white shirt rolled up at his elbows, black dress pants, fingerless gloves and a mask that covers one of his eyes, his other exposed eye seemingly glowing a bright crimson in the darkness. What really catches my attention are his powerful looking mechanical legs. This is not someone to mess with.

"A wolf Thiren?" Nekomata whispers from behind me.

I tighten my grip on my pistol narrowing my eyes at him.

"You're all quite skilled. It's no surprise you were able to get through the building unhindered. However, I must ask you to leave. This is private property."

"Who are you?" I ask, my stance unwavering despite his smooth voice giving me chills.

"You are not in any position to ask such questions. I'll give you thirty seconds to explain your presence here before I--"

"WAAAAHHHH OH NO!" a female voice cries out before the sound of something crashing is heard.

A circular saw blade rolls out from the darkness behind the wolf Thiren, rolling down the stairs. All of us watch as the saw blade rolls before tipping over in front of us. There's a moment of awkward silence before our attention is back on the wolf Thiren.

He clears his throat before continuing, "in summery, the Ballet Twins are not open to the public and--"

More crashing sounds cut him off again, causing one of his erect ears to twitch towards the direction of the sound. He closes his eye and groans as a young girl steps out from the darkness, holding what appears to be a staff in her hands. Her green hair is in pigtails and she's wearing a maid outfit.

"How many times do I have to stress that the floors and one's weapon are to be kept in pristine condition," he growls, looking over at the young girl.

"I'm sorry Mr. Lycaon, I'm so sorry!" the girl whimpers, giving the Thiren and apologetic bow.

Lycaon… why have I not heard of him? I think to myself; I make a mental note to look him up later.

"Ugh… I'm so tired…" I hear another female voice from behind the Thiren.

"Ellen," he snaps, turning his head slightly to the left, "some professionalism, please!"

"Okay, okay…" she says as she walks up to his side; she's a shark Thiren with black hair with touches of red, also wearing a maid outfit; the giant scissors must be hers.

"Wait a second…" Nekomata suddenly says, stepping out from behind me and looking at the green haired girl, "Corin? Is that you?!"

"Nekomata! Anby! Billy! It's so good to see you!"

"Do you know them, Corin?" Lycaon asks.

"I don't know the blue haired lady, but I know the other three! They're the ones that saved me from the Hollow that I told you about!"

"This blue haired lady is our Proxy, her name is Pixel!" Nekomata exclaims as she gently places her hands onto my arm that's pointing my pistol, "it's ok, they're friends!"

I glance over at her, furrowing my brows before hesitantly lowering my weapon and putting it back into its holster.

"The Proxy that enters the Hollows herself. Your reputation proceeds you, Master Proxy," Lycaon says, his crimson gaze locked onto me; causing my heart to race.

He knows me? I swallow hard.

His gaze shifts from me to just behind me, "Rina, you may stand down."

My gaze follows his and I turn around slightly to be met with a woman that's floating in the air with long dirty blonde hair. Unsurprisingly, she's also wearing a maid outfit. She's accompanied by two floating Bangboos.

"Holy shit!" I cry out as I jump away from her.

She giggles, floating away from me, "your powers of perception are impressive, Master Proxy, you almost saw me!"

"She means you weren't even close!" one of the floating Bangboos follows up before both laugh wildly as they follow behind the woman who is now floating towards Lycaon and the others.

"Since you're not trespassers, that makes things easier," Lycaon says, descending the stairs, "allow me to introduce ourselves."

Rina joins them and they all stand at attention, facing us. Even through my headset, I can feel the immense regal aura coming from them. Lycaon clears his throat once more.

"We are Victoria Housekeeping."

Part 2

[austinslounge]

https://www.instagram.com/p/C_1ep_UxK7_/?igsh=MWg0OGZibXlvYnNvOA==

I think k&A broke up with the comment she left on her friends instagram post

🤔

That comment that she makes, isn't that a song lyric or something that Nicole Kidman says at the beginning of her AMC movie theater promos? 😅

Anyway, I wouldn't read too much into this for right now. Don't you all know by now that Kaia is a troll? I peeped this about her back when rumors of her being pregnant with Pete Davidson's baby came out years ago, and she posted a photo of her sticking her bare belly out to resemble a pregnant woman.

She is a notorious troll. 🙄

I even suspect she took that photo of that guy in the Library Sciences shirt with the cropped head (neck gate! Lol) because she knew people would be speculating that it was Austin in the photo. (Which I highly doubt it was)

She's one of those dry sense of humor girls who thinks she's oh-so-funny with her dead pan sense of humor, but she's just not.

I might be in the minority in feeling this way, but I think that when Austin and Kaia break up, it will actually be a quiet thing, and we'll just hear of sightings of her (and him) getting cozy with other people, or being spotted with other people. I actually don't see her throwing shade on her social media (like V did), or putting out hints about "breakup" or "heartbreak". I actually think she will be more quiet about it. Most celebrities like her aren't putting their business all out there. Look at how she and Elordi split.

I could be wrong though.

I will continue sipping this tea 🍵

If you all find anything else though, let me know in my asks! 😊

[ladydemise7]

Okay so it is 1 am and I'm bored as fuck so I wrote a lil story that's not like complete at all I js wanted to know if it's a good idea. Its a story where Jecka and Nicole don't become friends right off the bat like they do in the game

"Karen, listen I don't know if I can-" Jecka said over the phone. "Jecka you promised! You promised you'll go with me since it's my first party!" "I know, I know but my mom just got mad at me because apparently I'm not preparing for college enough and she's gonna start giving me disciplinary tattoos if she finds out I'm going. You really don't have anyone else you can go with? Like... Ari?" Karen frowned. "You know I don't talk to her.. it's fine I guess. I just won't go."

She felt bad. Karen was telling her about this party that Kelly's throwing in her house the whole week. She really seemed excited too. "Fuck, Karen you're lucky I like you. Fine ill- just.. figure out something." Immediately she could hear squealing. "Thank you Jecka!! Thank you so much" "yea no problem, Karen. I gotta go now tho okay? See you on the party." And she hung up.

She sighed and threw herself on her comfy bed. Since the start of this school year she hasn't been talking to her old friends that much. They all have different lunch periods and she's been stuck forcing herself to try and understand any of the shit Karen and Jeffrey always talk about. She likes Karen but there's not much they have in common. Kelly is a major whore so she doesn't give a fuck about her but other than that she doesn't talk to anyone that much. It's not like she's a loser who's lonely with no friends, far from that, she's a perfect ten, but she doesn't have anyone that understands her like some of her old friends did.

She sighed again and opened her flip phone. On the screen it said 2:34 am. How has it been already an hour since she talked to Karen?? She should go to sleep. So as she does, she takes her earphones and plays whatever is on her shuffle right now and slowly falls asleep.

The day of the party. Everyone from school was invited (except Jeffrey). Jecka was already on her way in her 'Jeckamobile' as Jeffrey called it, to pick Karen up. Karen really needs to stop hanging out with Jeffrey.

For tonight's party she dressed preppy as usual. A white tank top and short jeans shorts. When she pulled up to Karen's house she already saw her waiting at the front. She gets into her car and Jecka turns around to look at her. She was actually not looking that nerdy anymore. The glasses are gone and she has a green dress on.

"Hey K. You're really pretty without glasses" Karen smiled. "You're skeeting on me??" Jecka was instantly horrified. "What the fuck?" "What?" Karen asked innocently. "You gave me a compliment so you're skeeting on me! Right?" "Uh, no-? The fuck, who told you that?" "Oh, the new girl that came to our school this year!" "Who? Nevermind that, never say that again. Skeeting does not mean complimenting people." "What does it mean then?" Jecka struggled. "Uh- I..  wooww look at the time! We should.. like go." She starts to drive and puts on the radio LOUD so she can pretend she doesn't hear Karen's questions in the back.

After a few minutes Jecka turns off the car and steps out. "Okay, Karen? At the party there's gonna be a lot of men who will want to molest you so if that happens, just try to find me, mkay? I'll tell them to fuck off or something." "You're not gonna be with me the whole time?" Jecka looked at the house. A lot of people were already there. "I'm probably going to get fucked up so Uh yeah. I'll try to be around you if you want."

They walk in into the house. Loud music immediately hits their ears. Flashing lights their eyes. Jecka knows exactly how this goes. Kelly's parties are the same boring ones for virgins to get laid. She sees Ari and Emily across the room so she walks to them.

"Hey" she looks at them. On a second thought they look awfully touchy. Like  touchy. And they also smell like alcohol. "Heyy Jecka!! I didn't notice youu, when did you get here??" Ari said, while clinging onto Emily. "Just now, with Karen." Shit. Karen. Where is she? "NO way Bella Swan is here right now. Did she came with a twilight shirt on?" Emily laughed. Ari slowly clinged more onto her. "That's not nicee, Em.... I reaaally want to make out with you"

and so they did and Jecka left as quickly as she could. She took a cup of some alcohol that was on the table, hoping it wasn't mixed with some shit and took a sip. Wait. Fuck, Karen. She really needs to go find her.

She started looking everywhere for her. Crispin bumbed almost 6 times while she was running around the house and said "oohh my bad.. Wanna go out?" every single fucking time. She eventually gave up and texted her 'hey u alr?' And went to sit on a chair.

Suddenly she could her yelling. "Get your fucking hands off me, you dipshit!" Jecka looked over and saw a girl and Kylar. Of course it's Kylar trying to fuck some girl. Except this time she was surprisingly conscious. She barely recognised the girl. It was the new kid who just moved.

She didn't know anything about her, they never talked to each other. She was wearing a blue tanktop, black jeans and her hair in a ponytail. Her hair was actually really pretty. Everyone just got kind of quiet except the music and the girl yelling. "Oh come onn-" SLAM!! as soon as Kylar opened his mouth the girl hit him HARD on his face. Some people started clapping some were just shocked. Jecka just stared at the girl who now stood up and looked straight at Jecka.

She didn't break the contact until suddenly Jecka got a text message. "Hi, yeah I'm okay. I went home because I guess parties aren't my thing. Hope you have fun tho!" From Karen. When she went to look back at the girl she was gone. What the fuck.

The party came to an end and everyone went home. Jecka was still thinking about her. The way she hit him and then looked at her.. the way her eyes were incredibly blue even though the lights. Who the fuck was she?

"Who the fuck was she??" Jecka sat with Kelly at lunch. "What? Who?" "Bitch, are you even listening to me I just told you! Did Emily had fucking sales this morning in the bathroom or what the fuck?" Jecka looked annoyed at her. "She did. She even gave me a discount." "You're such- oh my god. Since when do you even do drugs?" "Helps me not think about my cousin." She said like it's a normal thing

"Ew- ew ew okay- just answer my question. Who was the girl that hit Kylar yesterday" suddenly Ari surprisingly sat next to Jecka. "I've got a question!" They looked at her. "Does anyone have Nicole's phone number??" What. "Why is everyone suddenly so obsessed with her?" Kelly was too high for this. "Ari, who's Nicole?" "You don't know? Did you see the girl who hit Kylar yesterday? That was Nicole"

Okay..  but why the fuck does she want her number "why the fuck do you want her number?" Jecka looked over at Kelly who was out of it. "No... reason?" Ari tried. "Bitch, you were just making out with Emily and *now* you're on that Nicole suddenly?" "Okay so you don't? Bye" completely ignored the question and left. As the bell rang Jecka slowly stood up too and just left Kelly there. She'll be fine.

She needs to find Nicole. Only because she seemed like the coolest bitch in this whole school. She was at her spot infront of school. Smoking and waiting for the counselour to magically appear as he did everyday. "Jecka, again with the smoking?" And so he did. "Uh.. yeah." She replied awkwardly. "I feel like this is something that I should help you with.. and talk about. We can discuss it in my office today." "Uh I think I'm..  fine. I've.. got uh a family dinner tonight too- so sorry." the only thing she had with her family tonight was arguing and arguing.

After she managed to run from the counselour she went on with her day at school. The same boring shit. She always kept looking for Nicole but she never saw her. After school she went to the mall cos she wanted to buy a new msi CD. She went into the shop with CDs and music stuff, smiled at the cashier incase she gets it for free, because that's just how men work and went to find the one she wanted.

As she finally found it, she saw Emily at the entrance. Then she saw you wouldn't believe who. Nicole. Like her in flesh almost infront of Jecka. This was her chance to talk to her. So she went up to them. "Hey Emily, what're you doing here?" "I just went to say hi to my boyfriend" and pointed at the cashier. Now she's definitely getting the CD for free. She looked at Nicole who was just kind of looking at the CD Jecka was holding. She noticed so she kind of put her hands behind her.

"You listen to msi?" Nicole actually spoke to her. "Oh, yeah. I know I don't look like I do but that's just cause my mom is crazy and she dresses me up." "Cool, my mom's a bitch too." Jecka didn't even notice Emily already left. "What's your name? I'm Nicole." "I'm Jecka" Nicole's face was full of confusion "Your parents named you Jecka?" "Short for Jessica. But that name just screams married at 20" "marriage. Never doing it" "yeah me neither"

Talking to Nicole was actually so easy. "You're the one who hit Kylar at the party right?" She knew she was the one. The eyes, the hair. It matched. "Oh my god, everyone keeps talking about it like it's a big deal. So what? A hot bitch hit a pedophile jock." Jecka chuckled. "I'm so happy someone finally did that.

He was so annoying" Nicole nodded.

"What are you doing with Emily?" "I guess she's cool? So we're friends." Oh right. Jecka's phone made a sound. It was her mom asking where she was. "Oh my fucking godd it's my mom. I gotta go now.. see you in school?" "If I don't skip" and they separated.

[demisexual-eddie-diaz]

The Hardware Store

Canon divergences about Bobby and Eddie’s talk in the store. Basically, it’s an Eddie pinning story. I did write this in like ten minutes, so I’m sorry if it sucks.

1.k

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“How did you do it with Shannon?”

“I didn’t.”

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Eddie called Bobby frantic, asking for help with one of Christopher’s school projects. Some elaborate, over the top structure.

He’d usually call Buck for this. Buck always knew how to help with Chris’s projects. From models and diagrams to chemistry and bake sales. Buck knew how to do it all. But Eddie didn’t want to bother him. Buck had said something about cooking dinner for…Nicole? Whatever her name is, it doesn’t matter. Buck can’t help them now.

Eddie had mindlessly been answering Bobby’s questions about his dating life, the good and the bad, when he asked something that stuck.

“What did you do with Shannon?”

He looked down at the wood he was holding, longer than he needed to to be honest. He needed to think of a good answer. What did he do to get Shannon? He doesn’t really remember. He should remember. There should be some elaborate ‘will you go to prom with me’ story, or hell, an elaborate ‘will you marry me’ story. But there isn’t. They found out that she was pregnant so Eddie said they should get married. He didn’t even ask her. It was a “I did this, I’ll help you out of it” kind of thing. He couldn’t think of a real answer, so he looked up at Bobby and told him he didn’t.

“You ‘didn’t’?” Bobby questions, staring at Eddie as he stands back up, knees cracking in the process.

“No. I mean, we found out we were having Chris, so we got married. It was the only thing we could do.”

“The only thing?”

“Well, I’m sure some people figured it out, but we weren’t even supposed to be, well you know, before being married. We had to do something, and she didn’t want to have an abortion, so we got married.”

“What about when you started dating? In high school.”

Placing another wood block in the cart, Eddie rested his arm on a shelf and looked back up at Bobby.

“We weren’t even together all that long. We were kids when Chris was born. Shannon was eighteen and I was only a year older. Well, a few months older. We only dated for about ten months before getting married. Like I said, we didn’t have a choice.”

Bobby looked cautiously in Eddie’s direction as they turned down the next aisle.

“Would you have gotten married if you hadn’t have had Chris?”

Without even thinking about it, Eddie gives his honest answer with his back turned.

“If I didn’t know what I’d have in the future? No. I wouldn’t have married her. Maybe not even years after we did. I just don’t think I would have at all. Now that I have this life, I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I wouldn’t change anything.”

“Anything? You wouldn’t change ‘anything’?” Bobby asks as they walk up to the checkout.

“Cap.”

“Eddie.”

They pay in silence. How could Bobby have asked him that? Does he need anything else? Would he change anything? Of course he would. Of course he would. He loves how his life is now, so he’s not going to risk it. As they climb into Eddie’s truck, Bobby stops Eddie before they drive off.

“Look, Eddie. I'm sorry for saying what I did. I guess I can go too far sometimes.”

“You don’t have to apologize.”

As he starts the ignition, and pulls out of the parking lot, all Eddie can think about is what he’d change. He’d change the fact that he can’t have Buck’s lips on his. He’d change the fact that their left ring fingers are left bare, naked. He’d change the fact that he doesn’t wake up in his bed, with Buck next to him. He’d change the way he held Buck. At times, when they hugged, he can smell the strawberry shampoo Buck uses. He wants to be able to hold him so very close and just breathe Buck in. He’d change the fact that Buck’s hands aren’t always holding his, or on him. He’d change the pictures in their home to those of their wedding and other small adventures. He’d change the fact that he can’t hold Buck’s head in his hands, lean him down, and kiss his birthmark. God, did he love Buck’s birthmark.

The whole ride had been silent, until a muffled sob came from Eddie. Echoing its way to the backseat and being covered up by the honking of the cars near to them.

“Eddie?” Bobby starts cautiously, “what’s going on?”

“It’s too late, Bobby. It’s too late.”

“Too late for what?”

“For what I want. For what I almost had. For what I need. For him to..for me to. It’s too late.”

“It’s never too late. Never.”

“People always say that. But I think it’s not true this time.”

“You can tell him. I promise you, he feels the same way.”

“You can’t promise that.”

“How so?”

“You don’t know how he feels.”

“I know that I had a similar conversation with him when you started going on dates again. I know that I told him it wasn’t too late, but he didn’t believe me. He said if you were going to date someone, going to forget him, then he had to try and find a way too.”

“Don’t lie to me.”

“I wouldn’t, Eddie. Not about this. Not to you. Not about my son.”

His son. Not about his son. Now Eddie felt like some scared teenager asking permission to go on a date with someone’s daug- son. Someone’s son. Bobby’s son.

“You really think so?”

“Yes. I do. You should talk to him.”

“Maybe.”

[bratshaws]

through the hourglass 239. brb x oc

a/n:just a cute moment...and then,well,WELL (comments and reblogs are super welcome and encouraged!)

pairing: plus size!oc x rooster

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Sunday was the final day that the girls would stay at their house, and Beatrice was still asleep. Why? Because Bradley decided to leave her there that morning, they were going to go to the hospital later that day - after Leo picked the girls up - and now he was busy.

Busy preparing them breakfast.

It was such a throwback of that Christmas when he prepared Bianca pancakes, the first Christmas he enjoyed with the Schiavoni and the first Christmas that…well…he had a very,very good gift.  He licks his fingers clean of the batter as he flicks the whisk inside, smacking his lips and arching his brows at the taste.

The girls were all busy watching tv, well,most of them. Bianca’s little form appeared next to him, peeking towards the bowl, “...are you making pancakes?”

“Yes,ma’am.”

She gasped in delight, “Really? Like the ones you prepared when I was a kid?” and she looked around for the chocolate chips, letting out a quiet ‘yes!’ before grabbing it, “Can I put it in now?”

Rooster chuckled at Bianca's enthusiasm, still mixing the batter. "Of course, kiddo," he said with a grin, tilting the bowl towards her. "Go ahead and sprinkle them in."

Bianca carefully poured the chocolate chips into the pancake batter, her eyes lighting up as she watched them swirl into the mixture, only to pour a ‘little bit more’ inside - not that he complained. "That looks so good!”

Rooster couldn't agree more. "It does, are your sister and your little cousin okay?”

Bianca nodded enthusiastically, her smile radiant. "Yeah! Éowyn is watching tv and Nikki is on Jack.” she says,”Sitting on his back, watching tv too.” she watches as he mixes a bit more before pouring it on the hot griddle, “Oooohhh…”

“Cool,right?”

“Yes.” she says, “I like fire.”

He pauses, blinking at that sentence and trying his best to ignore how weirdly worrisome that was, choosing to say something else instead, “Well, good. I’ll make sure to bring the pancakes to y’all once I’m done.” he says, then turns his head towards Bibi who was still standing there, “You can go back,honey.”

Bianca nodded and flashed Rooster a sweet smile before scampering back to the living room to rejoin her sister and cousin. Rooster couldn't help but smile as he watched her go. She was growing up so fast, and soon Nicole was going to be that size.

…maybe not so fast,he hoped.

He poured it once again  onto the hot griddle, creating round circles of goodness that sizzled as they cooked. The scent of pancakes filled the air, and Rooster couldn't help but feel a sense of nostalgia.

This, also helped his mind relax. He wasn’t going to keep the Haltons in his mind like this, not anymore. He sent everyone a message, they didn’t know much about him but were clearly interested.

The clicking of claws followed by the soft pitter patter of a known pair of feet made him smile without even turning around, “Mornin’ gorgeous.” her arms wrap around him from behind, her soft cheek between his shoulder blades, “Slept well?”

“Hmmmm…’ Beatrice hummed, grinning against his skin, “Smells good…”

“The pancakes?”

Her smile widens, inhaling his scent through his night shirt, “That too.”

“Cheeky.” he smiles, flipping the pancakes, “But you didn’t say if you slept well or not,babe.”

"I slept well," Beatrice replied, her fingers gently tracing patterns on his chest, her position still the same. "But waking up to the smell of pancakes? That's even better." she kisses his nape by standing on her tiptoes, walking around him and gasping when she notices her mug on the counter, already filled with her morning tea, “Aw,Roos.”

Rooster chuckled, turning to face Beatrice, leaning his weight on his arm as he looks at her "I thought you might want some tea," he said, his voice soft and affectionate. "I didn't want you to miss out on the delicious pancakes."

Beatrice leaned in and planted a sweet kiss on Rooster's lips. "You're the best," she said, her eyes filled with adoration. "Thank you for always taking care of us."

Rooster smiled, his heart warmed by her words. "It's my pleasure, babe. I love taking care of my girls." and he winks, then looks back over the griddle to check how the pancakes were doing, “The girls are watching tv.”

She hums with the mug’s rim on her lips, closing her eyes blissfully because he even knew the amount of sugar she liked. God she loved this man so much. “Hmmm, figures. I thought they were,Nikki sin’t hungry?”

“She’s honestly too busy watching a chimpanzee doctor traveling through the jungle.” he shrugs, “So I guess not yet.”

“Right…and you,Roos?” she smiles, “How did you sleep?”

Rooster's smile softened as he looked into Beatrice's eyes. The early morning light filtered through the kitchen window, casting a warm glow on her face,making the green of her irises almost turn lighter once it was illuminated. He reached out and gently tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear, his fingers grazing her cheek.

"I slept pretty well," he admitted, his voice filled with affection. "There was a beautiful woman sleeping next to me."

Beatrice's heart swelled with love for her husband. She set her tea aside and moved closer to him, wrapping her arms around his waist. She could feel the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath her cheek as she pressed her forehead against his chest.

"You are so sweet, Roos," she whispered, her words muffled by his shirt.

Rooster tightened his embrace, his arms encircling her as he leaned down to kiss the top of her head. His lips lingered there for a moment, a silent affirmation of his love.

"I try." he said, his voice filled with sincerity. "You and the girls are my everything."

They stood there for a moment, wrapped in each other's arms, their own little cocoon.Eventually, they pulled away from each other, though their hands remained entwined. Rooster turned his attention back to the griddle, where he had been expertly cooking a stack of pancakes. He flipped the last pancake onto a plate and handed it to Beatrice with a grin.

“Chocolate chip?” she smiles, “What’s the occasion?”

“I just want to pamper you.”Rooster winked at Beatrice as he continued to work his pancake magic on the griddle. "And every day is an occasion to pamper you," he replied, a mischievous twinkle in his eye. She just stands there, looking bashfully at him with her cheeks glowing red. He couldn’t help but squeeze her cheeks with one hand and press a noisy kiss to her lips,”Fuck you are so cute!”

She blushes even more, letting him kiss her a few more times before his attention returned to the pancakes, “...I mean,I’m not complaining,Roos.” she shrugs, “I’m glad you are okay.I know yesterday was…a bit tense, with the Haltons and all.”

Rooster nodded as he carefully plated a few more pancakes. "Yeah, it was a bit weird," he admitted. "But I don't want to let them bother us.They already did more than enough.” he arches his brows once he was done, “Besides,I messaged the guys and they’ll keep an eye out as they see them.”

“Oh?”

“Yeah, you know how they can be,” he mutters, “Very…gossip oriented.” Rooster finished cooking the last pancake and finally set everything up for the girls. "So, what's on the agenda for today, babe?"

Beatrice took a bite of her chocolate chip pancake, savoring the sweet burst of flavor. "Well," she began, "Besides visiting the twins at the NICU? I dunno,I might want to…stay home a bit, you know?"

Rooster's eyes lit up at the idea. "That sounds perfect," he said, “Honestly,I’d love to just stay home, doing nothing.” he murmurs, walking to the living room and looking back at Beatrice, “Help me with the girls?”

Beatrice smiled and nodded, setting her plate aside and following Rooster to the living room. The girls were engrossed in a cartoon on TV, their little faces filled with wonder and delight. Nicole, in particular, was giggling at the colorful characters dancing across the screen. The dogs were busy lying around them, Jack was already asleep, Jolene was being used as a pillow by Bianca and Éowyn was holding against Eleanor who was just watching the TV like the.

Bianca was the first to notice them, immediately sitting on her knees with a gasp, “Is it ready?” she leapt out of the couch before her uncle and aunt could say anything, feet thudding on the floor and a loud ‘YES!’ leaving her mouth, followed by the scraping of a chair.

Rooster  just sighed, picking Nicole up from Jack’s back while Beatrice picked Éowyn, carrying the two towards the kitchen where Bianca was already.

Rooster and Beatrice shared a knowing look as soon as they saw Bianca wiggling on her chair, too excited to keep herself still. Her excitement was palpable.

Especially because she was looking at those pancakes like it was the last supper.

Rooster carefully placedNicole, into her high chair, making sure to secure the straps to keep her safe and comfortable. On the other side of the table, Beatrice did the same for Éowyn, but instead of a high chair, she was on a normal one instead.

Bianca looked up at Rooster with her bright eyes shining like stars. "Uncle Rooster,” she holds up her plate, almost vibrating with excitement, “Please! Please!” and she moves the plate even more, “I want the one with most chocolate.”

Rooster couldn't help but chuckle at her excitement, ruffling her hair affectionately. "Alright,alright,calm down,kiddo.”

Beatrice smiles, about to sit down only for her to hear her phone in the living room, “Oh,” she laughs, “Be right back,Roos. It’s probably Leo,I’ll be right back, can you-” she gestures to the three girls and her husband nods with a small smirk, making Beatrice leave the kitchen with a sigh of relief.

Jolene was staring at Beatrice’s phone, it hasn’t stopped ringing and the pittie only looked away when the brunette quickly picked it up, “Hello?”

“Daarling.”

“Marcus!Hi! Good morning.”

“Indeed it is.” she hears him moving around in his studio “Darling,I know we talked a few weeks before and I know it is sunday but…are you busy today?”

Beatrice leaned against the wall in the living room, crossing one arm under her bust. "Not too busy at all," she replied with a smile. "Rooster and I were just planning on spending a relaxing day at home. Why? What's up?"

"Well, I have an idea," he began. "I’ve drawn some amazing pieces and I need my muse to help me with them.”

Beatrice blinked,”Oh? Really?”

The fashion designer sighs dramatically on the other end, “Yes,Oh I was hit by the creative bug these days, I don’t know what happened.” but he probably knew what happened “And now,here I am, seeing my work on mannequins and thinking…hmmm..Beatrice would be much better!”

Beatrice couldn't help but laugh at Marcus's enthusiasm. "You're too kind, Marcus," she replied with a warm smile. "I'd love to help you with your new designs. But…well,we’ll see the twins at the NICU and we can’t leave Nikki here,alone.”

Marcus let out a relieved sigh. "Oh, darling,I promise it won't take up your entire day. Just a few hours, and then you can return to your relaxation. Besides, you can bring your little one over. We’d love to have her.”

“Wait,really?”

Marcus sounded delighted. "Of course, you know how much I adore your little family, that included the little ones.” he pauses “Oh!Yes, there’s also something else I want to tell you.”

Beatrice's curiosity piqued at Marcus's mysterious tone. "Something else?" she inquired, her brow furrowing slightly. "You've got my attention now, Marcus."

The fashion designer chuckled playfully. "Ah, the intrigue!" he said, teasingly. "Well, darling, I'll tell you when you get here. It's better to see it in person."

Beatrice blinked only to laugh along with him. "Alright, Marcus,fine, you've got yourself a deal," she agreed. "We'll head over to your studio later this afternoon,is that alright?”

"Perfect, darling," Marcus replied. "I can't wait to see you and your little one. And you're a lifesaver for helping me with this."

"You know I'm always happy to help, Marcus," Beatrice said sincerely. "We'll see you soon!"

With that, they said their goodbyes, and Beatrice returned to the kitchen where Rooster was busy feeding the girls. Bianca, in particular, was still enthusiastically devouring her pancakes, each bite filled with chocolate chips, cheeks completely covered.

Beatrice grinned at the sight, "Looks like someone's enjoying breakfast," she commented as she approached the table.

"You could say that," he replied. "I think she's on her third pancake already."

Bianca, her mouth still partially full of pancake, nodded vigorously in agreement.

Beatrice playfully ruffled Bianca's hair. "Alright, little one, don't eat too fast," she advised. "We don't want you getting a tummy ache." she sits down next to Rooster, smiling when he pulls the chair for her.

Bianca swallowed her bite and grinned up at Beatrice. "I'm okay, Auntie Bea," she assured, her chocolate-streaked face lighting up with joy. "These pancakes are so yummy!"

She smiled affectionately at her niece's enthusiasm. "I'm glad you like them," she said, taking a seat next to Rooster. "And thank you for helping with the girls, Roos."

Rooster reached over and gave her hand a reassuring squeeze. "No problem, babe," he said. "Who was on the phone?"

Beatrice's smile turned a bit mischievous as she leaned in closer to Rooster, her voice low and playful. "Oh, just Marcus," she whispered, cutting the side of her pancake - the one he already put on her plate with a heart made out of maple syrup. "He needs my help with something today."

Rooster raised an eyebrow, a teasing glint in his eyes. "Oh for the uhhh,collection?”

“I’m not sure if it is for the collection. Just some modeling for his new designs," she replied, bringing a piece to her mouth  "He said we can go there after seeing the twins and after the girls go home."

Rooster chuckled, leaning on his open palm"Well, I guess I can share you with Marcus for a few hours." he pauses, “Does he still have that couch there?”

“I think so.”

“Oh, that’s a nice couch, great to sleep in.” her husband comments, “While you are busy,me and Nikki can nap there, you know?”

Beatrice chuckled at Rooster's comment. "That couch is pretty comfy," she admitted, "And as long as Nikki behaves and takes her nap."

Rooster nodded in agreement. "She's been a good girl so far," he said, reaching over to gently tickle Nikki, who was sitting in her high chair. The baby giggled and babbled in response, her tiny hands reaching out toward Rooster,holding onto his finger.

Bianca, meanwhile, was finishing up her pancakes and eagerly to ask what the conversation was about. "Auntie Bea," she asked, her eyes wide with curiosity, "What kind of clothes does Marcus make?"

Beatrice smiled at her niece's question. "Marcus is a fashion designer," she explained. "He creates beautiful clothes that people wear to special events, like parties and fashion shows. He designs dresses, suits, and all sorts of stylish outfits."

Bianca's eyes lit up with excitement. "Oooohhh that sounds amazing!" she exclaimed. "Did he create your wedding gown?”

Beatrice shook her head. "No, but it was his friend." 

“Do you think he can make something for me?”

Beatrice opens her mouth, then closes, “Well…I can talk to him.” but she had to be careful, if her siblings found out about it, they’d then ask for more stuff from Marcus. She knew they would, “But he’s a busy guy, I can’t promise it,Bibi.”

Bianca nodded, too excited to show any sort of disappointment. "That's okay, Auntie Bea," she said cheerfully. "I know he must be super busy making amazing clothes for lots of people. Like you!"

Beatrice couldn't help but smile at Bianca's understanding. "You're absolutely right," she said. "But who knows, maybe one day he'll create a special outfit just for you. Maybe for your birthday-"

“Oh!Like a Venom dress!”Bianca's eyes sparkled with excitement. "That would be so cool!" she exclaimed, throwing her hands up in the air, eyes wide, “With threads to be like the symbiote!”

“Yep, sounds fun, cutie.” Beatrice smiles, then looks down at her hands once Bianca goes back to her breakfast, “You won’t be upset there,right?” she asks Rooster quietly, “I know you’ve been there with me before but,I just want to make sure you’ll have a nice time there.”

Rooster  gave her a little smirk ,”Gorgeous.” he says, “Come on, I love going out with you, trying on clothes,”he lowers his voice, dropping his voice a bit, “See how they fit on you and how nice they look.” her gentle swat on his thigh was just something he laughed at, playfully pinching her hip, “Relax,gorgeous, it’ll be alright.”

Anything to keep their minds at ease to be honest.

[pomegranateboba]

ArTw OC

i finally got my lazy ass onto picrew to make my OC guys i hope yall are proud of me

This is my OC (read self-insert) guys her name is Nicole

In her early 20s

Birthday is 17 February

Half Korean and half British, but lives in Korea

Juggles all 6 boys like some sort of harem (she has given up on choosing one)

"Summoner please don't do that" *proceeds to do exactly that*

174cm tall (5'8.5)

very bisexual (wishes there were more women)

You have chosen to keep reading. I hope you like reading because I have never written a longer post before.

Relationships with the boys:

Arcturus:

"guys he a lil clementine i love him"

She can crochet, so she made a crochet orange for him once

Protects him from Sirius

"rawr arcky" "...thank you Summoner?"

Likes hanging around him, because he's very approachable

Sneaks him out of work whenever his clan mates drag him to work, whether he likes it or not

Takes care of plants with him

Spared from her constant roasting

Her heart explodes whether he speaks

Spica:

First interaction: "Are you Rapunzel?" "Excuse me?"

"guys he won't let me braid his hair :("

Respects Spica a lot, because he's responsible (unlike her)

For his birthday, she has given him a chameleon named Pascal

Pascal now sits on his shoulder

Getting Spica out of work using force doesn't work, so she resorts to guilt tripping (it always works)

Alpheratz:

Nods in approval every time he prioritizes sleeping.

Likes taking naps with him whenever possible

*pointing at Alpheratz asleep under a tree* "eepy."

Lets him lean on her

"guys he keeps calling me short." "But you are"

"Why does his grandpa keep shipping us wtf"

Crochets a whole fucking blanket for this man

Sometimes points Spica in the wrong direction when he asks where Alpheratz is

Watches them fight like it's a K-drama (has snacks on her)

"It's like that scene in Harry Potter guys, except Sirius and Remus are Spica and Alpheratz and I'm Snape."

Pollux:

First impression: very squishable

Current impression: still very squishable

Absolutely adores Pollux

Flexes that she is like 2cm taller than him

"Short." "i'n nOT THAT SHORT-" "Short."

Her, Poll and Arcky are almost always seen together, and if they're not (Summoner gone), something is wong

"Or maybe I'm just with someone else." "BUT YOU KEEP DISAPPEARING"

Let's Pollux drag her out (away from Sirius)

Keeps snacks on her so that she and Poll can share

Vega:

"Vega my beloved"

Thinks it is very fun to tease Vega, considering he gets flustered very easily

Though she has toned down the flirting by a lot when Vega actually passed out once (very canon)

Looks up at Vega like ":3" and he replies "...how do you say that out loud?"

"He's very cute" (canon)

*pap paps his head*

Knows he is very overprotective, and constantly assures Vega that she will be fine. He doesn't believe her.

Vega is also spared from her constant roasting

Very affectionate to Vega, solely because he's always so worried about her.

Sirius:

"Sirisus T-T"

"Summoner, I got you a new bottle of shampoo since your old one seems to be running out :)" "How did you get into my room"

Is unable to keep Sirius out of her room, no matter how many locks and charms she places on her doors and windows.

Lets Sirius take her out (in all 3 ways, simply because)

She very much enjoys watching him perform.

Joins in when he starts practicing his acting skills out of the blue.

Has figured out how to read Sirius (works 90% of the time). Sirius doesn't understand how she does it.

Despite being a deep sleeper, she knows whenever someone (Sirius) has found their way into her room (most of the time)

Thinks Sirius is extremely hot and that therefore cancels out half his sins (emphasis on half)

*after a few hours* "wait...how did he know I was running out of shampoo?"

Personal stuff:

"where are all the women at?" (cue Sirius transforming into a woman)

Downbadussy. (no i shall not explain)

"Alpheratz is sleeping under a tree again." "...I almost asked what a tree was." "Nicole what the fuck."

Has a whole 3 friends in Mid Earthium. They do k-pop dance covers together (I might talk more about them if yall want.)

Bullies little kids on Minecraft.

Has like 100 Minecraft axolotls

Enjoys drawing (both digital and traditional art)

Sucks at sugarcoating her words

"Oh my stars I'm so stupid." "For real."

Her closet at home is like something out of a Pinterest board

Is very strong mentally, which is good because the life of a Summoner is very traumatic.

Is eerily calm because of that. It makes even Sirius uncomfortable

Hyperfixation. She now knows things ranging from the evolution of frogs to various medieval torture methods.

Keeps a pen in her pocket for self defense

"It passes airport security." "...why are you like this."

Either sleeps for 25 hours a day or doesn't sleep at all.

Her staple foods are water and bubble tea.

Can withstand cold, but instantly dies when it becomes too hot.

"It's so hot here." "My apologies, Summoner." "...I hate you."

[lover-girl-estxx]

Your Here

Part 2

*not my gif*

I was shopping for food and some things I haven't gotten from Texas yet for my hotel because as much as Mitch has been trying to tell me the past four days to stay with him, I wasn't ready for it and I liked my own space. "hey Y/n!" I see one of the local old lady's Sue that as pretty much the town mom "hi how are you?" "I'm good what brings you back to town?" "umm-" "is it Mitch?" she smiled and I chuckled "a bit yeah" "he's not with that girl Nicole anymore?" "um I don't know first I heard of her" "oh yeah they were all over town young little thing " "oh i'll have to see" I smiled lightly " okay well I'll see you" "okay!.....thanks for telling me my ex husbands dating someone" I whispered the last part.

I opened the bar door and Mitch was behind the bar talking to one of the girls at the high top, it was packed so I didn't look closely into it. "Hey!" I sat down and he came up to me "hey!" He smiled "which one?" I set two menus in front of him "you made them! Which one do you like?" "That's for you to say I like them both" “Here nicole which one do you like?” he asked the girl at the bar drinking her glassed root beer “umm I like the first one!” she smiled at me “ I think the first matches, they both look great!” I lightly smiled “thanks” she nodded “you gonna stay here for a bit? I’ll make you something ""no,no i’m okay i’m just gonna go back to the hotel ""you sure?” I nodded. 

I got in the car and sighed putting my bag in the passenger seat “so stupid” I whispered to myself putting the key in. It's been years I don’t hold him to anything we had our chance, I want him to be happy even if maybe that's not with me.

I unloaded my bags into my hotel, I got all my good toiletries finally I took a nice shower with everything I needed. 

Haylie <3: hows tulsa?

My best friends from Texas text came through my phone 

Y:its good…just odd i guess

Haylie <3: why's that

Y: he's got his whole thing i just feel like i’m overstepping

Haylie <3: Y/n he doesnt own Tulsa your not overstepping. If hes been reaching out your not k?

Y:yeah i guess i’m just overthinking maybe

Haylie <3: yeah you do that a bit 

I put my phone down tying my robe before hopping into my bed 

Mitch: u wake?

Y: yeah why?

Mitch: i’m at your door

Breathed a laugh “one sec!” I hollered and threw a shirt on and some shorts before opening the door “hi!” he smiled and I chuckled “hey mitch” he held up a bag of food “I brought food” “thanks wanna come in?” I opened the door more and he nodded and set it on the table.

I was sitting across from him eating from the Bred 2 Buck box “why’d you leave the bar the way you did?” “What do you mean?” I asked “you just,” he shrugged “you just did i dont know” he tilted his head and leaned forward “you don’t have to tell me” “that girl? Who-umm who was she?” “nicole?,” I nodded “shes 21 and shes 3 years sober and I’m her leader or I don’t know what you call it” he leaned back “okay….fuckin’ Sue” I whisper “she tell you she was what?” “your girlfriend” “well you do get jealous easily” “do not” I smirked he laughed “yes you do!.. you just were!” I laughed. “Our shows on!” he said turning in his seat.

| Mitchs POV |

She went over and sat in the bed “come on” I took my boots off got in bed next to her, I patted my chest she moved over and laid the back of her head on my chest. "you came to my dads?" I asked she looked up at me then back to the TV she nodded "yeah I did" "why?" "I wanted to make sure you were okay..and I missed you" she shrugged "I missed you too your a hard girl to find" "you tired?" "yeah of-of course got myself right I wanted to...show you I guess" she turned in my arm and wrapped her arms around my waist "is this okay?" "yeah" I said into her hair I wrapped my arms around her "well your showing me now and i'm very proud of you Mitch" I held her tighter "I'm sorry" she looked up and cupped my cheek "it's okay mitchy" she laid her head on my shoulder in my neck her thumb rubbing over my cheek, I leaned down and pulled her legs into my lap pulling the blanket over us.

"hey yeah i'm going to get dressed and head down to the lobby of my hotel cause my friend is still asleep," I hear Y/n whisper as she opened the dresser drawer "okay i'll call you back" she hung up the phone "hey" I rasped "hey sorry" "don't worry about it...do your work in here i'll get out of your hair" I put a hand being my head and yawned "you can stay!" "I gotta set up for the hoedown tonight" "oh yeah that's right" she sat on the bed "which I need a singer and I think everyone's tired of me" "no" she smiled and shook her head "come on your great....please?" she sighed " if wanna stop half way though can I stop?" I nodded and stood up "yeah i'll take over if you don't want to" "okay" "okay?" "okay!" "yes!" I smiled making her blush.

[toxic-sugar-piie]

TOXIC-SUGAR-PIE

🥩🥩🥩

Hi, Everyone! I'm Nicole

Nicole/Nico || SHE/HER || BD: 22 May (2003) || ENFP || RUS/GEO

🥩 M A I N P A G E

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🥩 TGChanel

🥩 TGC 18+ Arts

🥩 Tik Tok

> > > I am getting an education as a film CARTOON ANIMATOR & FILM DIRECTOR

My hobby is collecting, practicing to make electro-music (DnB, Breakcore, Rave & Techno). I really love clubs and concerts. In most cases, I draw arts & animations. I draw according to fandoms and not only. A typical party-goer who loves fun and his friends Even though I'm an adult, I still love computer games, cartoons and memes. I have been familiar with Internet culture since 2012 :P

I don't support: w2r, terr*r|sm, naz/sm, su|c*de, bu//ying and ped0!!!

MY ACTIVE URLs

Сarrd.CO - where are all the links to my social networks and if u wanna umg... buy commissions?? (they are closed, i will say when i open it again)

Telegram - Here I post some stuff in chanel, which I can't post on other social networks (like NSFWs, but NSWF in another section. Check in Telegram please or here. link in the up of the post with others links)

Furaffinity - Like a Deviant Art, but without trash

Instagram - uhhh, look like Tumblr, but's that's instagram

About message: You can write to me here in Tumblr on main page, or in Telegram

NOTES

> (21.02.24) I should have done this a long time ago, but I thought that maybe if I put it off, I would forget about the design altogether. Anyway, the MAIN PAGE itself was created purely as a portfolio without a shitpost

>> UPD (10.04.24) pick picture with "meet the artist" demo

>> UPD (07.05.24) ADD Urls on TGC

THANK U FOR READING!

[vivianbernadetteaurora]

Coming up with some more venus sign and placements ...house and sign ✨️✨️✨️✨️💖💔

5th house or Venus in leo ♌️

When your venus is in leo ♌️ your love language is big gestures ,and romance that sweeps you off your feet, in 5th house it can be very like nature ,catching your prey you may attract men who are ,self conscious, self concerned, big gesturing ,cheeky , bossy ,classy and very masculine .you may be very fertile as leo also rules children ,depending on what sign it's in will have different theme example ..venus in virgo ♍️ 🤪 your venus could be very concerned about your body and daily routines, and your pets ,it's very traditional venus .

Famous , selena gomez , jennifer Lawrence, Amy winehouse R , Madonna, Tom cruise ,Pamela anderson.

6th house Venus or virgo ♍️

Venus in this placement bring out a traditional way your venus is focused on your body in some ways and your physical health can be amazing 👏 ✨️ ,your style can be very minimal, look wt kim Kardashian s house she had with kanye ,it wasn't very practical. It was all white ..her moon opposed her venus so that homely feel might always feel uncomfortable. The look is natural beauty so many people people said kim didn't need the surgery and she really didn't. Famous kim k , Bridget Bardot, demi Lovato ♥️, Adam Sandler, Robert di Niro, julia Robert's, Andrew Garfield. Anderson.

7th house Venus or libra ♎️ venus

Having a 7th house Venus can be really heavy on you ,you often feel reasonable for others feelins ,and how you come across , your social butterfly 🦋 with this air venus in its home sign ,you may be influenced a lot by other people style and not always sure of your own , all you know is you want to show. Off your fun cheeky flirty playful style ,your house may be open to other people a lot 😉...and house people round up at .your really good looking after other ,but don't forget yourself .your natural beauty , you may attract someone with the classic beauty , friendly , sociable ,gentle ,fun but sometimes they could be a little fake or fickle .you can make beauty very easily tho 👗🏠🎭. Dont forgeg to let go and enjoy yourself.

Famous. Anna nicole smith , will Smith, beyonce , prince Harry Freddie mercury Jada Pinkett Smith

8th house Venus or Scorpio ♏️ Venus

Scorpio ♏️ vibes ✨️ 8th house this is werre we cab delve into dark mysterious ,your house and your appearance nay have ways of pushing 🫸 people away subconsciously, since a child you Scorpio Venus attracted dark spiders ,insects ,dark sided occult ,witchcraft, supernatural, think your home 🏡 is going mimic probably something you love deeply eg. Like you may really enjoy certain celebrity, film 🎥 franchise 😉 💙 and that how you may have something entirely dedicated to that person .

Famous cardi b , drake , Tommy Lee, Jay z ,Avril Lavigne, Joaquin Phoenix, Winonna Ryder, snoop Dogg.

[jennystahl]

dany!! would love to hear your opinions on history fashion youtubers 🫡 any recs? not that i don’t mind k*rolina but ehhh 🧍‍♂️

I hate her and B*rnadette Banner <3 They do suck in my opinion. Bernadette B*nner body checks in her videos and has an entirely fake personality and voice. K*rolina Zebr*wska is annoying (she gets called "meme mom" by her fans... lol). Their information is boring and a ton of other YouTubers do it way better.

Overall, I like historical fashion YouTubers if they: 1) don't call themselves "fashion historians" unless they ARE HISTORIANS (aka you have a master's or more) and 2) are admittedly hobbyists and have fun with it. I don't know which of the following are historians and which are hobbyists but I'm sure you could find it easily enough. Some have very millennial woman humor, sorry. Some are more active than others but have good backlogs regardless.

Also, some make vintage clothes or historical/vintage GRWM rather than fashion history videos, but I'm including them too. I'm also including some that post similar things. And disclaimer that not all are always 100% accurate, but you will know what to look for if you watch multiple people and study it yourself.

My suggestions, alphabetical order, bolded faves:

Abby Cox

Angela Clayton

Bygone Wardrobes

CrowsEyeProductions

Daisy Viktoria

Elin Abrahamsson

Emi's Vintage

glamourdaze

Laci Fay The Vintage Girl Next Door

Laura Jane Atelier

LizCapism

Making History

Melina Meineke

Morgan Donner

Muse and Dionysus

Nicole Rudolph

NotYourMommasHistory

PrettyShepherd

priorattire

Sage Lilleyman

Serena Dyer

sew_through_time

SewRena

Sewstine

Shirinatra

SnappyDragon

The Glambassador

The Sewlo Artist

TheLongHairedFlapper

V. Birchwood

With Love, Kristina

[parisian-nicole]

Fancy Meeting You Here (A GarVez Ficlet)

Author: Parisian Nicole

Rating: K

Summary: Tonight's chance encounter could bring closure to years of misunderstandings. A Penelope Garcia/Luke Alvez ficlet.

Publish Date: Dec 8th, 2022

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Almost the instant he had entered the room he knew that she was there because his body seemed to feel a centripetal force whenever she was around. So, there he stood at the counter scanning for her in the comfortably packed diner while he waited on the order he had called in 40 minutes prior. He had discovered this place thanks to her, as it was her favorite. When he had discovered this fact years back, he had made a point to buy her lunch at least one day out of their workweek from this diner. Along the way, he had found that he too enjoyed many of the variety of dishes they offered, and he designated it his go-to spot for dinner when he didn’t feel like cooking. He turned his body outward a little to where the tables and booths were arranged and allowed his eyes to continue to scan over the crowd in search of her. When his eyes finally landed on her it looked as if there was a small spotlight that shone just on her. An adoring smile spread across his face as he watched her from where she sat facing him with her big bubbly smile on her face. From the fancy flower barrette, she wore in her hair, down to her glasses and decorative earrings, which matched her entire ensemble, he thought she looked beautiful. He always thought she looked beautiful, simply breathtaking. She hadn’t noticed him yet and this was when he enjoyed watching her the most. In those times when he could openly gaze upon her unreserved. His mind blocked everyone else out and he hadn’t noticed yet that she was not alone in the booth she sat at until he noticed that she was blushing. And the smile he had held mere seconds ago morphed into a frown as he wondered who was making her blush like that. It was this thought that tore his gaze from her, and it landed on the back of the head of the man who sat across from her. He was pulled from his contemplation when the waitress settled the order that he had already paid for on the counter in front of him. He gave his thanks and grabbed up the paper bag with the intention of just walking out, but his feet had other ideas. 

“Hello, Penelope,” He greeted informally, and she jumped slightly as she locked her wide, surprised eyes up at him, and he cast a slanted smile back at her. He raised his brows a bit in anticipation of her reply, but she sat silently with her mouth ajar as she glanced between where he stood, and her companion who sat across from her. And her companion smiled as he also waited for her to speak and make introductions. 

“Lu-Luke,” She finally stammered out, and then shifted in her seat as she regained her barring and composed herself. “Uhm, Charlie,” She spoke directly to her companion while she held out her left hand in his direction, and then waved it over to where Luke stood. “This is Luke Alvez, he’s an ex-co-worker of mine,” She explained, and Charlie’s face held an a-ha expression, and then he turned to regard Luke with a kind smile and a nod. Luke frowned a little at how yet again she would dismissively refer to him as someone other than a friend. For him, it had moved past simple teasing and was now quite hurtful for him.  “Luke, this is my current co-worker and friend, Charlie Lopez,” Luke only tossed the man a curt nod as he dug his free hand into his front pants pocket, to ensure he had no hand free for shaking. The move hadn’t gone unnoticed by Garcia or Charlie who had already started to offer his hand but just as quickly sat it back down atop the table. “What are you doing here at this time of night, Newbie?” She asked and purposely used the nickname to prod him as she knew how it irritated him, and well, at this moment she felt he deserved it for being micro-aggressive and rude to Charlie. 

“We just got back from a case, and I’m too tired to cook anything,” He answered honestly with a heavy sigh. She could now see how tired he was. His unshaven face and the small curly fro on his head told her they had likely been out of town for a week and it had been a difficult case. She felt a strong urge to stand up and give him a hug but she pushed it away. “I just wanted to grab Roxy and a quick meal before I head home,” He ended and her face instantly lit up which Luke took note of and also knew why. “Sorry, I haven’t picked her up yet from the sitter,” He tacked on and she frowned slightly. “We can have a pet date sometime this week, Roxy, would love to see Sergio,” He said and she smiled sweetly at him and nodded eagerly to the idea. 

“Sergio?” Charlie interrupted as he looked back and forth between them. 

“Her elderly cat,” Luke was the one to answer and Charlie nodded his understanding.  It pleased Luke that this man didn’t know Garcia well enough to have ever met Sergio. He knew this meant that Charlie had never been to Garcia’s apartment, and this made him feel good.  

“Well, I’ll call you tomorrow and we can schedule a good time for Roxy and Sergio to hang out,” Penelope said. “You have a good night, Luke, and get some rest,” She continued, and her dismissive tone and demeanor brought a slight scowl to Luke’s face as he looked at her. Was she giving him the brush-off so she could get back to her date, he wondered. And the thought angered him. 

“Right, sorry I interrupted your ‘date’,” He nearly hissed the last word out and it instantly caught her attention, and she looked up at him baffled. “You two enjoy the rest of your evening,” With that said Luke turned and practically stomped from the diner. He had just exited and made it to the bottom of the steps to the diner when he heard the ring on the bell at the top of the door, but he had not bothered to turn and look as he assumed it was just another patron leaving. So, he kept walking through the parking lot to where he had parked his truck. 

“Hey,” Upon hearing Penelope's voice he quickly stopped and turned to regard her as the clacking on her heels struck the concrete as she walked over to where he now stood. “What is your deal?” She asked and he could see she was upset.  

“My deal?” Luke replied with a frown on his face when he turned fully to her as she was now stopped and stood right in front of him with her arms folded across her bosom. “I don’t have any deal.” 

“No? Then why the fuck were you being so rude in there?” She further questioned him.  

“Me? I was the one being rude?” He countered as his voice rose a little, which he would have never normally done to her, but he was agitated. “He’s my ‘ex-co-worker’ … ‘Newbie’,” He spat her words back at her in a mocking girlish tone and she briefly bit her inner cheek nervously. “Why do you always go out of your way to tell the outside world that I’m not your friend, and make me feel like shit in the process?” He asked her and she flinched at the words. And they both stood there in silence for a few seconds; her looking down shamefully at his boots and him staring at her as he waited for the answer. 

“I don’t know,” She finally said meekly.  

“Do you even like me as a friend, Penelope?” He probed further and she quickly shot her eyes up to his and her face held a look of disbelief. 

“Yes, of course, I do, Luke,” She answered truthfully and then became filled with sadness that he had been unsure and that it was due to her behavior toward him. 

“Do you like me as more than a friend?” Luke added on, and her eyes doubled in size and her mouth fell open in surprise. Upon seeing the uncertainty and panic on her face he decided to expose himself and confess some of his feelings to her. “Because I like you more than just a friend, and I have for years now,” He declared as her eyes enlarged more, and her jaw dropped more to hearing this. “I had never said anything to you while we worked together because, well, we worked together, and I will never mix my professional and personal life like that. But when you left our team to work for the non-profit, it was a sad and happy day for me. Sad because I knew I would really miss seeing you at work every day, and I do, every day. But I was happy too because I could finally ask you out on a date. And it was a great date I thought, I mean, we had a really wonderful time, right?” He probed and she smiled in remembrance and nodded her head. 

“Yes, it was,” Penelope voiced. 

“Then why didn’t we ever have a second one? I asked repeatedly but you kept coming up with all these excuses about why you couldn’t, until finally, I just stopped asking,” He admitted. “I told myself that maybe you were just not into me like I was into you.” 

“That wasn’t why. It was just the opposite,” She stated as he frowned in confusion. “I’m attracted to you, Luke, like very, very attracted to you. And I have been from the first time I saw your stupidly handsome face and gorgeous body. There, I admit it, you happy now?” She huffed out and he smiled a little. 

“Yeah, but I already knew that, and the feeling is very mutual, thus the reason I asked you out in the first place,” He countered, and she rolled her eyes dramatically at his cocky words. “So, why have you been giving me the brush-off these past three years since our first date?” 

“Because of your stupidly handsome face and gorgeous body, aren’t you listening?” She replied aspirated and his confusion deepened. “Yes, we had a great date, and I had a great time but then I remembered something. Luke, men who look like you do not really like the girls that look like me. Yeah, they may ask us out, and yeah, they will hook up with us behind closed doors, but they don’t want to have a real relationship with us. They don’t want to introduce us to their friends and family. They don’t want to marry us or have children with us. And speaking from my own personal experience, they always hurt me both emotionally and physically. The last one shot me and nearly killed me,” She had to swallow down the sob that nearly escaped as she quickly wiped away the tear that had slipped out. And Luke himself had to swallow down his rage as he recalled being told she had been shot. “I just don’t want to ‘ever’ go through that again, so I now have a rule that I do not date guys that look like you,” She waved her hand at him.  

“You think I’m like ‘those’ guys you just described?” He asked her genuinely offended by the idea of it. “I would never purposely hurt you, Penelope. And I would proudly introduce you and show you off as my woman to my friends and family. I’ve spoken so highly about you to Mi Familia so much over the years my mother constantly asks me when I will bring you home to meet her, and then she starts saying she’s ready for grandbabies from me,” He spoke this with a chuckle, and she couldn’t help the blush and smile on her face at hearing this. “And,” He frowned again with a newfound irritation. “Why do you put me under the ‘I don’t date hot guys’ rule, but Charlie in there gets a fucking pass. Why are you out on a date with him then?” 

“I’m not out on a date, date with Charlie, but he will be very pleased to know that you think he’s hot,” She said with a teasing smile and Luke rolled his eyes and also smiled a little. “Charlie and I are just as I said, co-workers. He’s one of the few who actually lives here in town, and every so often we meet up. But it’s strictly platonic and you’re his type not me,” She said and this news relieved Luke immensely. 

“Oh,” He replied as he scratched at the back of his head. 

“Yeah, oh,” She repeated teasingly as she could now see that his behavior earlier had been due to him being jealous that she was on a romantic date with Charlie. 

“All right, well, I’m sorry for interrupting your strictly platonic work-friend date,” Luke pushed out as he tried to hide just how much this knowledge pleased him. “I need to go pick up Roxy, but I will be calling you tomorrow to set up the play date for Roxy and Sergio. Oh, and I will be asking you about going on another date with me too,” He warned and when she opened her mouth to speak, he cut her off. “You’re not going to talk me out of trying to pursue you, Penelope. Especially, not now that I know that you want it as much as I do but you have some hang-ups that have absolutely nothing to do with me. I don’t mind the chase or trying to woo you, I welcome it in fact. All I ask is, no I beg of you, do not compare me to anyone else, please. Let’s go out on a few more dates to see where things could go and base your judgment of me on my actions only, all right?” 

“All right,” She agreed as she smiled and bowed her head coyly. “But I was only going to say would you like some company picking up Roxy? I haven’t seen her in a while and I do miss her,” Penelope said. 

“Sure, your company is always welcome and I know Roxy has missed you too and she’d be very excited to see you, but what about Charlie?” Luke asked as he shot his eyes to the large picture window of the diner to where he could still see Charlie seated in the booth. 

“Oh, he’s fine, in fact, he was the one who sent me out here after you. He said he could sense a strong sexual energy between us,” She stated. “His exact words were, ‘Girl, you better go get that man before I do.’,” She giggled a little as Luke chuckled. “So, you don’t mind some company and maybe giving me a lift back home, I rode here with Charlie?” 

“No, I don’t mind at all,” Luke replied as he offered her his arm, which Penelope grasped with a smile. After a few seconds of them silently and lazily strolling through the parking lot he spoke again. “So, how many children do you think you might want someday?” He asked nervously as he stared straight ahead but watched her closely through his peripheral vision, but then he full-on smiled and inwardly sighed in relief when he saw her blush and smile sweetly at his words. 

The End 

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Meet Travis the Aussie who's big Down Under BRIEFS ENCOUNTER THAT CHANGED 'CROC DUNDEE' KID'S LIFE As he scanned the Los Angeles horizon with just $60 in his pocket and beaten-up old shoes on his feet, newly-arrived Travis Fimmel had little idea of what fate held in store for him.

Just a year or so earlier, this latter-day Crocodile Dundee was running barefoot around his family's dairy farm in Australia and tearing about the bush on a motorbike.

Now Travis, 21, was on the verge of fame and fortune - but old habits die hard. As he walked into the offices of LA Models, he realised that he had instinctively slung his tatty trainers over his shoulder.

He needn't have worried. Model booker Paul Nelson cast a professional eye over the muscular torso topped with an angelic, boyish face - and signed him on the spot.

"He had a beautiful face, a very funny personality - it all clicked," says Nelson. "We helped him out with money and a place to stay. We believed in him from the beginning."

That was last April. The young man who used to milk cows to earn pocket money was months away from one of the biggest deals with Calvin Klein since Kate Moss made her name at the fashion house.

THE extremely well-endowed Aussie, now 22, is on a six-figure deal to front the underwear campaign that has sent ripples of desire and envy throughout the population.

Gazing down from a giant billboard in downtown New York, Travis is an Adonis clad in skimpy white briefs. His image is plastered on billboards and in magazines worldwide. A week ago, he was in London's Selfridges autographing underwear for fans.

But when he opens his mouth to speak, the words that come tumbling out are not in sync with his sex-symbol status. In his Aussie drawl, he says frankly of the huge poster: "I don't look at it, man." He is also quick to laugh off the idea of being an object of desire for many women - and some men, too.

"Can't take it seriously, mate. Embarrassing. Funny." Then with a cheeky smile, he relents saying: "It's good, it makes a lot of people happy."

There is no holding back the Aussie bluntness. He says of new boss Klein: "You'd think he'd be stuck-up but he's just so down-to-earth. He's rich as f***, though."

After appearing in a Jennifer Lopez video, he described the diva thus: "She's got a fat a*** but she's very nice." As for his instant success and the underwear shoots: "I felt like a p***k. I was very self-conscious I have to say, mate." Still, at least he did them. He once declared: "No way, mate, I'm not wearing jocks."

These days Travis has more "jocks" than he can use. Along with the year-long contract comes a supply of Calvin Klein pants: "I've got 500 pairs of them at home. I only have to wash about once every two months."

Travis grew up on his parents' remote farm 26 miles outside Echuca in Victoria. The youngest of three brothers, he worked on the farm and rode around on motorcycles and hunted foxes.

Proud mother Jenny says: "He would disappear and camp out for the night. Even now, he jumps on a motorbike and heads out to see what's been happening on the farm." She offers some insight into why her son is dismissive about his good looks: "He was small, the little guy, so it doesn't suit his character to make a big deal about his looks."

At 17, Travis moved to Melbourne to play football and study sport management at university. But hopes of a sporting career were dashed when he broke his leg.

It was while working out in a Melbourne gym that he was spotted by a talent scout from Peter Chadwick Model Agency.

Booker Matthew Anderson recalls: "He never saw himself as a star and I don't think he does now. He is either genuinely not aware of his appearance, or he's just playing it cool. It might be a mixture of both." Part-time modelling jobs took Travis from Melbourne to London. At 19, he dated then All Saint Nicole Appleton. But after a short affair, Travis dipped out of the limelight, dumping Nicole because she was "boring".

It was only a matter of time before he decided to try his luck in America. "Just to see the country," he says. "I keep saying: 'I am not a model, mate. It's just a job to make money to travel'."

After being plucked from obscurity by LA Models, the young Aussie found himself in close proximity to a number of leading ladies.

But his talent for speaking his mind appears to be almost as big as his talent for filling Calvin Klein's new Body Underwear line. He even describes playing the love interest in a Janet Jackson video as "cheesy". Today he lives in LA and is more likely to be found surfing the waves than trapped inside a gym: "I'm the most unhealthy person in the world."

Travis has also been spotted out with Hollywood beauty Meg Ryan, 40. The pair recently dined at Manhattan's Nobu sushi restaurant owned by Robert De Niro. They shared plates of raw fish and giggled like schoolkids.

But we'll have to wait to see whether a more mature woman can tame this wandering Aussie spirit. "Modelling is so boring," he confides. "It's meant to be glamorous but you sit there for ages.

"I don't have a clue what I'm doing. I might go home straight after this. I might go travelling again. My plan is to make a plan."Interview by Emma Hibbs