#sermin solusi

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... I wanted to try... x

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*slides a 20* so where's a gay lady troll? One who LOVES GORLS

Almost all of them are pan but lets see... The Truly 100% Gay No Boys Allowed Ones would be:

Kishel Nileda

Meliss Oxylon

Sermin Solusi

This list may look short... But listen... Most of my troles loves the gorls... They just happen to be bi/pan...

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Sermin Solusi - The Shy Artist

II: { r-really im just... u-uhm... kindofpathetic. im nothing special a-at all... ) II: { im sorry... )

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tfw u finally have gathered up the courage to confess to ur crush but then she look at u with them big eyes

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Let me present: Sermin Solusi, my third (I think) fantroll. FINALLY she got a good reference.

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goddammit Gnocit, just say hello already

stop being a creep

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Sermin trying to get used to her social, 50 cm taller landlord/Hester trying not to scare the shit out of their overly shy, 50 cm shorter tenant who’s renting the basement as an apartment...

Ah yes. Ppl living awkwardly in the same building.

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I realized I don’t have the energy it takes to draw out all of what happened to Sermin after she lost her hive in the fire and spent a long time unconscious under the care of a stranger (aka punitrolls‘ Jarkov), her lusus being taken cared of at the shelter, and what not...

SO... Long story short; here’s her updated profile. Maybe once she got a talksprite too I’ll start to actually use her some.

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What if, when Sermin turn invisible, she can see everything in her surrounding that is also invisible... Such as ghosts and what not, and what if they can still see her... What if.

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Jarkov teaching the current freeloader living in their hive about the beautiful art that is ORIGINAL characters.

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In which Taima keep re-designing the tiny mouse.

Or I guess mostly just... Drawing her in new outfits??? And hair let out and a bit longer wow.......

I can't believe I've had Sermin around for 3-4 years holy shit.

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Played around a bit yesterday so have a Sermin-profile that looks... Very different from how I normally draw her?? Idek.

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Gonna take some time for you to heal girl, tho the real wounds are those you can't see.

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Sermin ===> Wake up

When you wake up, for the first time as far as you can remember, you slowly open your eyes and blink in confusion as it takes you time to remember. You stare up into the roof without recognizing it, turning your head lightly to see a room you've never seen.

Normally this would send you into panic, but you feel oddly calm for once. Maybe it's because you're so tired... Maybe it's because your body hurts so much.

But why does it hurt? And why are you not at hive?

The thoughts hit you, slowly sinking into your think pan as your eyes trace the room, until you see an unlit candle. You have a few candles at your hive, but you barely ever use them because it's so dry in the area where you live... You're afraid it'd start a fire, and that you wouldn't be able to control it.

...

A fire.

You stare at the candle, gasping as the memories of a tall highblood woman; fire, pain, so much fire. You sit up, wheezing a bit at the pain in your chest when you do. Your drawing hand and the whole arm is all wrapped up... Your legs feel quite clumsy too.

You were saved? But what happened? What about your lusus?

You stare around you, trying to make a sound but your lips and mouth are completely dry and you have to swallow several times before you can get out anything more than a whisper.

"Mum?! MUM!!"

"Your mum is alright. She's resting at the shelter..." a voice replies.

You blink, turning silent again. You're so tired, you're ready to just accept this fact. She's ok. She's ok and you're alive.

It gets dark and blurry in front of your eyes, and you feel someone putting their hands on your shoulders and carefully pushing you back down in a laying position. You don't struggle.

She's ok and you're alive...

There's something peculiar with fighting for your life and losing. Maybe especially when even when you lost, you somehow come out on the other side alive.

It's maybe even more so for you, who so often wished that you could just disappear, be gone forever... Often wished that you would die.

Yet now, as you lay there, eyes closed as you get help to drink some water before you fall asleep again, you're relived.

You're glad that you're alive.

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Have the panelse for this plot-thing in a little higher resolution, tho I drew it pretty small. ´v`

I'm actuall very happy with the fire in the first panel... This is all painted without lineart and all in sai, it was fun. c:

The troll you see in the first panel is letotrolls's lady Rabbia.

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======> Burn

Dark, thick smoke forms on the sky, rising from hot flames in the distance of what once used to be a hive...

A woman is leaving the place. Calm, not in a hurry, if anything she seem content with the scene. Content with what she's leaving behind.

There's golden blood spotted on her clothes and skin. Golden blood, coming from a young little girl and her lusus.

You and your lusus that is.

Your name is Sermin Solusi and you're unconscious, and maybe you're lucky to be... If you were awake, you'd feel the pain from the bruises, your broken bones and the smoke that's burning in your lungs.

If you were awake, you'd be watching the life that is burning away from you, everything you ever owned and every painting and drawing you ever created. Everything that was ever yours.

If you were awake, you'd know about your lusus who's clinging to your body, who did everything to keep you safe before fainting themselves...

If you were awake...

But you're not.

And at this point, the fire might as well reach you before you wake up.