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my ao3tube agenda starts NOW!!!! LMAO this comic idea has been living in my head since back during the fucjing strife arc. i HAD to get it out no matter the quality. also i have more ao3tube stuff planned im kinda insane about them😁😁
#Socialstuck cloutchase#AO3 cloutchase#Youtube cloutchase#Ao3tube#in my mind this isn't the first time YouTube's attempted something like this (copying tropes to win AO3 over) LMAO#it's intrusive but the persistence and effort is kinda endearing and it's kinda starting to work LMAO#AO3 has a list of tropes YouTube's attempted to copy#Ao3tube is super jokey but unfortunately i am physically incapable of not taking everything seriously and i am making real headcanons#LMAO sorry😭😭😭
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Another random headcannon about Gerome (and Snick) cuz’ I got nothing else to do for lunch-
(Also should mention this was an original Headcannon by I think- @alaskacoolkid1? I really liked it and thought of using it for something <x])
When Gerome started to get used to the tower (let’s say a few years in already) he meets Snick, and Snick is BY FAR the NICEST person he’s met throughout the Tower, of course we have John but Snick was a REAL ONE. He didn’t treat him like dirt, he actually treated him as a person, and Gerome was SO grateful for that.
Although Snick was a bit eccentric it was in a good way (not like Pizza Head…) He was cheerful and really full of energy.
(I think Snick might’ve gotten in the Tower cuz’ he was curious but ended up getting stuck inside. He made the best of the situation though <:])
I’d like to think that Snick introduced a lot of things he likes to Gerome, let’s say Sonic Adventure (I think Snick would still be a big fan of Sonic Games-) and that night when Gerome talks to John he just tells him:
“I know what Sonic Adventure is now. I really like it.” And he just continues to say why he likes it so much-
I really like this Headcannon, Gerome FINALLY after YEARS of being in there found a friend! He brings so much light to what the dangerous situation they’re in. And he’s so immensely grateful…
At least… I think what makes it sadder is that Snick went missing later on….
He..just stopped showing up….
Gerome..put up missing posters for him… At that point he almost broke…
#Pizza Tower#MY HEADCANNONS????#From super happy to super sad. I love angst 🥲❤️🩹#Gerome seriously tried looking for Snick but their wasn’t any trace of him unfortunately..#(I think Snick might’ve gone missing because of the…..clones)#The tower REALLY is just- breaking him down Jesus Christ-….#Gerome#John#Snick
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#okay i actually want to rant a bit 😭 - not advised to read this because then you might get brain damage#because oh my god??????? weird#(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it)#basically i was coming home from this chem thing right#i used the train as i always do when it comes to this. and because the new station just got a shiny renovation it is now connected to the#new mall in front of it (we have two now it’s an addition to the first one). and guess what 😭#i had to go in and get to the first mall because my dad said he’d just pick me up at the lobby instead of the bus stop in front of#the station entrance right.#and when i was on the elevator going up on a call with my mom about food orders 😭#the guy i used to have a very very VERY heavy crush on in middle grade got to the elevator leading down just as i was on the landing 😭😭#and i had to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating so as he was descending and his back turned to me i examined the back of his head and i’m#pretty sure it was him. curiosity killed the cat i should’ve remembered that shit because you know what my stupid ass did??#i was already walking away on my way to cross to the first mall but then that curiosity got the better off me and i steppedonto the elevato#leading down 😭 and followed him out into (apparently) the fucking bus stop#oh my goddd I JUST REALIZED this is my the one moment help#except i don’t think he recognized me because i was never even friends with him lmao. wrote tons of poetry about him ✅#actually had one proper conversation with him ❌#i was delusional and kept alone with my thoughts living in my head do not judge me#but seriously even though i don’t really care about him anymore this would’ve been (unfortunately) SUPER important to middle grade me#she would’ve taken it as a sign or something and write like five pages about it#and i just keep thinking about that#funny how things change because IF YOU KNEW how many credits and exaggerated compliments i gave him in my old journal#oh you would’ve laugheddd#like i used to SPEND SO MUCH TIME pondering over him it’s so 😭#i used to have an oc and i think i based it on my idea of him and then i think that idea of him was even the reason i started to TRY to#write poetically. and i used to relate every taylor swift love songs to him (esp the ones in debut lover and rep and fearless) IT WAS SO#FUNNY LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW#i think he did see me though. i put on this act as if i was searching for someone confused and then (my go to) pretended someone called me#and then i whisked off as if to find that someone#i’d like to think i look pretty cool though. not because of anything (def not my looks because i was SO TIRED from that extra chem lessons
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#Wow. Okay ♡#I love this episode. The animation is flawless. The drawings quality is out of the world for real.#I love this episode so much I'm so grateful so much care and dedication went to this sskk centered episode.#(Refraining to talk about what 5x03 could have been)#Sorry for repeating myself but seriously the illustrations this episode are so so pretty.#I rarely appreciate how Akutagawa is drawn in the anime but when it comes with this episode I really like how he looks too.#And Atsushi that I already like a lot in the anime on average‚ this episode is just fabulous. Handsome even.#Seriously I don't know who the animators are but I want to kiss them. This art style is one I dare say I like even more than Dead Apple–#that although is obviously more detailed is just... In comparison too rough for my personal taste?#The art style for this episode is very delicate and soft and I love it tons#And the directing is just great. No weird pacing or awkward ost choice. It's neat.#The reiterated placing ss/kk on opposite sides is neat. The lightening is likeable and especially the purple scene is super pretty.#The “don't compare me to him” scene is neat. The ss/kk final scene is AMAZING. It's gorgeous and stunning and awestriking and every other–#epitome in the world. It's like the only scene I believe turned out better in the anime that it is in the manga which is saying SO MUCH.#But it's really that good!!!!! My favourite anime ss/kk scene ever.#Aaaaaahhh please let me talk about it forever it's sooo pretty and especially poignant...#The heaven-like soft yellow light and how it contrasts with the bleak stormy background. But especially their softening features...#Man that scene. okay. Akutagawa's quiet surprise!!!! That scene is. Idk. Unfortunately chapter 88 exists–#but it's nearly the most romantic thing ever.#I'll leave it at this. It's not like the bsd animation suddenly became a masterpiece and this is still an episode–#I would say I like less than my least liked k/l/k episode (Trigger animation my beloved). But in comparison with the rest of the anime–#It's really bsd anime at its peak#random rambles#Aah peoples btw I'm probably going to spam ss/kk‚‚‚‚ a lot today. Apologies in advance unfollow me now etc. etc.
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the thing about Jack's character is that his gender is integral to his role within the story and situated within SPN's existing (sexist) narrative framework:
Kelly gets pregnant against her will, decides Jack's life/powers are more important her life, and dies in childbirth to 1) create a parallel to Sam & Dean losing their mom very early in their childhoods and 2) provide Jack w/ angst over her death
Cas, Jack's first chosen father, gets resurrected partially by him in early S13 but Kelly stays the Sweet Dead Mom for Jack to mourn & feel really sad that she had to die for him to be born; when they interact briefly in S14 she expresses no regrets about dying and is more upset that Jack is in Heaven and so must be dead
Mary and Jack form a quasi parent-child relationship thru S13 - S14 and then late in S14 when Jack accidentally(?) kills her the focus is on how bad & guilty & horrible he feels, with Mary's death also motivating Sam, Cas and esp Dean's guilt & angst; Jack continues to feel really bad in S15 after he regains his soul
and honestly, I'm not even complaining! I know what I'm getting into w/ SPN and the ratio of Man Pain vs. Let's Put Our Heroes Thru Situations is workable. it's just that while the show's sexism may have gotten less overt as it went along (more female characters, less calling women bitches) that doesn't mean a baseline level of misogyny wasn't still there within the narrative.
#because unfortunately We Still Live In A (Patriarchal) Society#it's also why in all honesty I can't take the 'Jack was so mistreated by the writers :((' super seriously#because he's given so much narrative attention & sympathy *immediately* w/in the story & then until the end of the show#jack#queue
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kind of frustrating that people took "fat does not equal unhealthy" to mean "fat is not unhealthy." sometimes being obese IS unhealthy & excess fat can cause a lot of problems. ignoring health issues isn't progressive. real "oranges kill people with depression" moment
#i have a lot to say but i think it all boils down to this:#the only reason people think this way is because they experienced body shaming & bullying for their fatness#& instead of gaining a healthy relationship with their body & its needs they went full denial mode#people that aren't fat that think this way are just going with things uncritically which is also bad btw#because when you have decades of proof that being severely overweight can be detrimental to your health#(& no i don't mean fucking. supersize me. i mean medical proof that too much fat causes diseases & early death)#but you're ignoring that because a tiktok influencer that has no medical experience said so#that is a huge lack of critical thinking skills on display & people are gonna listen to that misinformation & some might die#this isn't some light shit that can be waved off as non-harmful because it IS harmful! it is actively hurting people!!#again being unhealthy isn't a moral failing & no one deserves shit for that!! but that's the whole damn point isn't it!!!#militant fat activists are so afraid of their fatness being associated with anything negative they turn right around into ableism#they don't WANT to be considered disabled! because being disabled IS a moral failing to them. disability is abnormal#& of course being morbidly obese is totally normal. because if it wasn't then they'd need to do work & handle an ED#& that's too much to grapple with mentally so. no. they're normal. super normal. don't look at the lifespan of someone over 300lb#btw i am 100% aware that a lot of this is combined with other issues like racism sexism homo/transphobia genuine fatphobia#but also sometimes they really can't operate on someone that can't recover afterwards#like i wouldn't call the vet bigoted & cat-hating for being unable to operate on my 20yo cat#Minnie would simply not survive that. because she is so damn old#unfortunately for Minnie she can't get younger but people CAN lose weight in multiple different ways#& it may seem like the world is attacking you but you really have to train yourself out of automatic bad faith reactions#''you couldn't possibly understand!!'' yeah okay i'm sooo abled & privileged you got me there (<-sarcasm. if you couldn't tell)#just because someone hasn't experienced your EXACT thing doesn't mean they can't relate & haven't gone through similar#it's so difficult to train your brain out of that shit i get that but you really really really have to. or you will die#or at least be miserable#DISCLAIMER: i'm not talking about every person who has even a little fat on their body. fat is NEEDED#but like all things too much of a good thing can cause problems & fat is not exempt#this is about morbid obesity. not someone who's like 160lb that shit is normal#& people need to stop thinking anything over 110lb is fat#because it isn't & i think most people are getting into unhealthy territory at that low of a weight#basically i view being too fat the same as being too thin. they both cause health problems & should be taken seriously
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then they Morbed all over each other. the end.
#ah yes the Morbius phase#i watched morbius like 5 times in a week cuz i got a copy of the whole movie that could be sent on discord#it was so crunchy lmao#unfortunately lost that when the computer died by virus#and i cant find it where i thought i passed it around so#rip pirated morbius copy that could be sent through discord#maybe we'll meet again someday#i cant believe morbius exists like fr#i love it so much ironically like dude he morbed and punched his best friend with the force of bats#like fuck jared leto tho he like actually runs a cult and i feel like no one talks about it?#no seriously look it up its so super sketchy and preys on younger female fans its crazy this guy can still get roles#also hes just not a very good person#hes stepped on a good amount of people's boundaries while on set and it was just really weird and bleggh#every scene with that guy was like 10x better#crowmancerx#digital drawing#doodles out of context#morbius#its morbin time#fuck! it was Matt Smith sorry!!!#names are hard!#i knew it was one of the guys who played The Doctor but aaggsvd i was wrong#sorry Matt Smith your scenes were the best
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oh btw i get even more why brennan (like me) clocked sophomore year fabian as fucked up and sad even if some of the other pcs were like "what are you talking about dude" . it's because the basic core theses of fabian and leiland eftbk as characters are actually pretty similar
#AND matt mercer was like 'yes absolutely. my character has so many issues' meanwhile b4 lou could even say anything siobhan/adaine#went 'fabian isnt depressed his life rules.'#which like. 1) deeply incorrect statement. 2) fairly in character for adaine to say. 3) unfortunately this caused#a pretty big shift in tone w regards to how seriously fabian's arc ended up being executed#2.5) i could write a whole other post on how point 2 could be a super interesting thing to explore w adaine#she starts off so aware of there being no love from her parents towards her. so she sees love between a parent and a child#and cant conceptualize their relationship being ultimately harmful. like she learned long ago that there was no point seeking approval from#her parents meanwhile fabian made it his whole entire life's goal to do just that thing. both of them are fucked up in opposite directions.#crunchy concept yet very unexplored. and i'm not expecting this to happen in a potential s3 im just throwing ideas around like basebal#d20#eftbk#fantasy high#sorry wrote all those tags then forgot to elaborate on how fabian and leiland are similar anyway it's this whole idea of#having this unhealthy dependency on the approval of someone you admire to the ends of the earth despite them being#fully and clearly a toxic influence on you. The whole illusion of inflated self worth howthat all crumbles when you Realize how fragile you#whole entire worldview was. and THEN you have an embarrassing breakdown in front of ur friends#and this is SO terrifying because you have really tried your best to look really cool and put-together in front of them#it's the 'getting knocked down SO hard and having to build yourself up by recognizing the love from your friends#+finding something completely different from the person you hinged your entire being on in order to find your way to the surface' of it all#also galfast/whitclaw are surprisingly similar narrative wise it's so funny to me. th storytelling series of nat 1s against an op enemy </3#i think it WAS easier to execute leiland's character arc in the way it was bc a) he was played to be so CLEARLY insecure from minute 1#and b) it is very easy to condemn ripoff sauron and say 'yeah this guy sucked and we're glad that leiland and maggie are free from him'#meanwhile for fabian. a) he has convinced himself that nothing is wrong with him even though there so clearly is#and b) you have to acknowledge that bill loved his son so deeply yet was such a bad influence on him#it's such a bittersweet-bitter complexity and i imagine it would be super hard to pull off esp when bill and fabian's dynamic is#played as fairly comedic most of the time. in this vein of 'this evil guy is so evil but he cares about his son this hard and it's funny'#and also just the fact this kind of bitter complicated parent-child dynamic is very rarely portrayed and pulled off well.#WHY the fuck are these tags so long if you read all this i'm so sorry
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Sorry but if your tall range is defined as “5’7 and over” I don’t think this is going to work
#i am JUST trying to find a pair of sweatpants that fit my body as a woman who is 6’1 (and most of that is; unfortunately; leg)#AND i need high rise so men’s sweatpants don’t tend to work for me. they’re either too tight around the waist#or they fit fine but i have to hike them up such that i end up with a few inches of ankle exposed#and look. i don’t care if my pyjamas are short on me. i’ve made peace with that fact but it’s fine because i will be in bed and no one will#see me. and honestly most of the time i wear shorts to bed anyway#but with sweatpants i’m going to probably leave the house in them and at the very least be out of bed#and i don’t want my ankles exposed!! it looks ridiculous#my kingdom for a pair of sweats that start at the top of my hips and end at my feet#but seriously. 5’7. 5’7 is your idea of tall. iiii#swear to god the only place i’ve ever found trousers long enough for me just on the rack is america lol. if anything ever happens#to my grey sweats with the university insignia on them idk what i’ll do#i also have a couple of pairs from am*zon but they were SO overpriced and one of them has a giant hole on the inside thigh 😐 and i’ve only#had them for like… 18 months? at the most? other than that i do love them. i like that they’re super comfortable but the material doesn’t#look like sweatpants (partly because they’re black) so i can wear them to legitimate places and not worry that people think i’m a slob#i mean they don’t read as like smart trousers or jeans but they don’t read as sweats either. they just look like a generic black trouser#i would not care at this stage though if i was blatantly wearing joggers or sweats. i just need a big pant#i got out of the habit of wearing jeans/anything tight during my very long knee recovery in which i either wore shorts; sweats#or festival pants the whole time to accomodate for a brace; movement of the knee; icing the knee; etc#and now it’s like. i CAN wear jeans but i prefer not to. i don’t like leggings; i feel all exposed and nasty. plus i lost some weight during#this process because i lost my appetite and some of my favourite jeans are now super baggy on me#I NEED BIG PANTS. professional stuff is fine because i can just wear a dress and tights but like.. i’m not putting on tights just to be#at home lol. who does that#long tall sally you are my last hope#personal
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Us talking to our councillor about this newly discovered alter: his job is to help us process this negative emotion and protect us, and sometimes he goes too far and either we get hurt or other people get hurt, but he doesn't mean to, and we cant do this without him
Our councillor: so how do you control him? How do you restrain him? Can you get rid of him? Can you make him stop?
Us:........WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
#the negative emotion in question is anger so this is technically me getting defensive over myself but the anger isnt just mine yknow?#i think we messed up a bit talking to her about me#shes been pretty understanding of the plural thing but shes not TRAINED in this. if she has experience with it its not much#because that shit is kinda......super messed up?#her first question was literally 'how can you control him' like im fuckin evil or something#good to know that we cant talk to her about the actually complex parts of being plural#good to know we figured that out through me. all im gonna do is get pissed#imagine if it was someone who would actually be seriously hurt by something like that#not saying im not but i know shes in the wrong for it and im pissed about it#anyway im pretty sure whoever was fronting for that appointment handled it pretty well#they didnt give in or let her think that just because i mess up i shouldnt be doing my job#if that was the case she might as well quit her job right there on the spot because thats hella hypocritical#one of the reasons i was discovered was literally because we were so pissed at her (and some other things going on)#that i took front and started lashing out#(she messed up pretty bad but unfortunately its been forgotten instead of forgiven so now i dont know why im mad)
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all I’M saying is that if twitter was gonna crash why did it wait until AFTER I impulse gave that stupid gun-welding slut $45 of my hard earned dollars? :/
#seriously though I'm so excited i actually think schlatt's merch is so cute :((((#I bought it in a large so i can wear it like a sweater dress :(((((((( the multi color one thaats super cool looking#also...new experience to be shopping and constantly BOMBARDED of pics of him looking so correct and hot unfortunately
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the world if tales of games were accessible. i know many of their developers have said if symphonia does good they'll hope for more remakes/remasters but i feel if they actually believed in that then they would have already begun doing that after arise's release and success.
#.text#which is unfortunate because i think this series is super fun and silly and enjoyable and holds onto something many other video games#dont anymore. in that it allows itself to be genuine in its themes and its story while also taking its sillier and more#ridiculous aspects just as seriously. which makes the overall experience better as it isnt constantly making fun of itself and is instead#focused on making the player have the most fun possible.#not to mention i think how they often take cliche tropes and bend them in a way that makes the characters#so interestind and enjoyable. i think thats fun. its Fun. i love it#alas.#i feel also them waiting for anniversaries to release things is so. STUPID.#like i get why they do it. anniversaries very often get more attention than just any other day. but at the same time#considering theyd only be doing one game per year at the most they would be waiting and waiting and WAITING for every game#at a snails pace. when they should be available and accessible NOW.#this is one of those series i feel like has the most potential to become lost and that worries me. just thinking about how much#media and how many games there are that could exist and are like this series that are umplayable. AUGH.#sorry. im normal. video games make me normal
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woa gaining more People Like Me (but not on tumblr)
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#can't expect anything from the side of tumblr i'm on unfortunately on smh /hj#in all seriousness thoufh whehehehwhsheh >____< !!! i'm still shy but wowie if i interact more w em all#then wahahahah 🥺 <3#i'm glad w who i am but i am terribly ambitious (super duper) and i always want to improve and all so hmmhmhm#apparently filipino ffxiv players are often toxic qwq can't say i'm surprised FJEBKDNSKS#thank god i'm not toxic phew /gen#like behind the screen i act annoyed a bit but i would never say that to the actual person bcs bro. wtf is the point of being mean
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okay i also went and made a list of what i remember from my icon and header combos this year so i dont do repeats. thank god maplestory is a big game so i can just constantly do new regions and map bgs and stuff
#the only one im allowing to repeat is the sellas sky whale bc my url name is related to that region#shay speaks#i cant remember what i did for january and i dont see it anywhere in my private server unfortunately#but that was around the time i decided to do this so#i'll keep digging around and seeing if i can find it#ristonia might also get a repeat for february bc it just fits so well#but im thinking maybe also fantasy theme world? or ereve. or lachelein#lach i want to do at some point bc ouprle and pink. its so pretty#ue anyway i am already thinking up ideas for november#not super seriously but like. i am
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Apparently season 3 of Abbott Elementary is also airing and they're also taking a break until May. What is going on over there (in the US)?
#like did y'all suddenly start celebrating Valborg super seriously#(it's like the biggest holiday for Swedish students so we do essentially get that week off)#(unfortunately it's also my birthday so I will not be partying)
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Ok but why is it that I can't go even one fucking day in this house without seeing at least one spider all up in my stuff??
It's not just gross, it's horrifying. I'm incredibly arachnophobic, just thinking about it makes me itchy and uncomfortable. BLEH.
WHY WONT THEY FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE ?!?!?
#theyre always upstairs#which is unfortunately all mine#this is reason number two that two story houses aint for me#every summer its like a god damn spider fest up here#not only that but literally any bug#stink bugs ants flies silver fish pincher bugs every spider thats ever lived#lady bugs have made a visit or two before but i dont mind that#or the silver fish or pincher bugs really#everything else makes me want to scream pull my hair out and burn this fucker down#(only once mom me the cats dog and all our possessions are safe and sound tho of course)#i feel like ive seen the most spiders ive ever seen in life just in the past 3 summers weve been here#seriously reedick#i even get super panicky and emotional during this time bc its like theres nothing i can do#no matter what theyre always here they always find a way in if they werent here already#i fucking hate it#im so stressed#no sleep for me tonight#that last one was right above my bed and i only noticed it when i turned around and it was big and gross#how long was it even in this room?!#was it IN MY BED?!#im nauseous#i hate it here#but my current coping mechanisms are contributing to the unfortunate fact that its guna be difficult to move#cope now bc stress is now or stres now maybe feel better later?#ive never been good with the whole concept of doing things over time for improvement or going thru tough times knowing good awaits#ive missed a lot of life lessons#or didnt pay attention clearly#this has become a very weird post so ill stfu now (not that anyone cares or reads the dumb shit i write anyways)#personal#thoughts
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