#seizures are so weird like ?????
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#this one is very easy to get strange angles with. because it's just got so many weird shapes on it#porygon#bald#even the original front-facing angle was strange and you could barely tell it's front-facing#hell‚ this angle you can at least tell what it's supposed to be#if you remember the realpokemon post. you remember#this thing also got like banned from the anime or some shit because of an episode that featured it giving kids seizures#fucking did i almost just type “seasures���?? hello?? where am i#even though it was pikachu who initiated the explosion that caused the seizures. and iirc it wasn't even that many seizures#it was like the galaxy note7. where only like 20 or so phones actually exploded but it still got banned from planes#or maybe i'm remembering Every tidbit of information here incorrectly!#y'see folks. this is why i am not a reliable source of information#because i will not be fact checking any of this and instead i'll end off the post with “but idk lol”#edit: it was a lot of seizures. and yes this justifies taking the episode off the air but i don’t feel like the pokémon itself#deserves to be banned from the anime is my point. plenty of folks still like this pokémon#hmm. i wonder if i maybe shouldn’t be spreading middle school rumors on the middle school rumors website
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Rapidash/Rainbow Dash ponymon fusion: Firestorm!
Inspired by @pinxpony‘s Pinkie Pie/Flaffy fusion, Flaffy Taffy (hope you don’t mind the tag :P)
Edit: Found out that the rapidash pic I got for reference is a fakemon mega evo designed by CaseyDeanFakemon on Deviantart
#mlp fim#mlp#rainbow dash#pokémon#pokemon#i need to draw ponies more. develop my own style for them. cause this line art ain’t it no wires#*no siree#eye strain#photosensitive warning#seizure trigger#migraine trigger#theladart#illustration#digital art#art#mlp fim fanart#it’s funny that i used the mega evo version of rapidash cause i decided i refuse to believe in them#mostly because it’s funny. partially cause i don’t like it as a lore element/game mechanic#also it’s hilarious to imagine a person in the pokémon world that is a huge skeptic and comes up with any excuse as to why something#wasn’t a mega evolution. trick o the light. weird genetics. rabies. video editing. mass hysteria. and so on#i LOVE the galar versions tho. love em. great speculative biology
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i know this sounds weird based on the content of my blog but does anybody else also feel like... fully disconnected from their past self, like they were plopped into someone else's life and are now having to deal with the bodily consequences of what they went through but don't feel connected to the things that happened in the past, good or bad?
#non religion#mental health stuff#i always say i have data of the past but i don't have memories#i know [xyz] happened but i don't actually remember it happening#and even if i do remember it happening i don't feel connected to the person it happened to#i'm still able to write posts and make connections and be upset about stuff because i have the data of what happened#and i'm like... mad on behalf of the person it happened to#but i don't have like... the memories or connection to it#so it's weird when my body is like oop let's have a seizure or oop let's have a paralysis episode or oop let's have a flashback#bc like. those are the consequences of a life i didn't live
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a lot of people seem to use Entry #61 as 'proof' for the crux of the "Brian didn't care about Tim, he was Taking Advantage of Tim's conditions and Forcing him to work as part of totheark" thing, but honestly when you think about it there's no possible way Brian could have possibly orchestrated that series of events, like you almost have to interpret that as a baffling group of coincidences
#N posts stuff#mh lb#it's not like Brian has loads of mutual friends that he could ask to call Tim out one night; Tim's departure right as Brian showed up#just has to be a coincidence ; second yes. Brian does steal Tim's meds & that's a dick move but it's almost safe to assume#that Tim and Brian had been sharing prescriptions back in S1 - that's why the pills were at Brian's house that time Jay broke in#even if Tim no longer remembers that agreement it's not like Brian is brimming with other options so i can see the throughline of it#but there's NO way that Brian knew that 1) Tim was going to immediately turn around and come back home OR#2) be in the throes of an attack when he did so ; there's no Possible way he planned for that -- even if you Could assume that like. what#Brian 'knows' the operator is following him & Somehow orchestrated an encounter 1) no that doesn't make any sense and#2) that Still doesn't make any sense bc Tim has been Plenty Close to the Operator before w/ almost no negative effects (like in#Entry 17 when it's Right behind him) so there's no possible way Brian could have predicted that would unfold this way#sure it's weird he sets up the camera in the closet before Tim comes back but that Could Have been something unrelated#after all sometimes Brian DOES deliberately put himself on camera so someone knows he's responsible for something#or maybe he even planned to leave the camera there for later but it doesn't make Sense to interpret that as him Knowing what would happen#like don't get me wrong i'm not trying to say Brian is a pinnacle of ethics and moral behavior lmfao but also it's like#a kind of incomprehensible argument to make that he was Responsible for Triggering Tim's seizure that night when for all the#information Brian had on hand when he broke in he'd think Tim probably wouldn't be back home until much later#(''but the Creators Clearly intended'' yeah sure but since the creators also failed to establish a coherent series of events that SHOW#it then like. the intent doesn't matter anymore; sure they scripted the events in close succession but that doesn't mean they#scripted Intent & if they meant to then they did a bad job portraying it to the point the supposed intent is meaningless sorry lmao)#and EVEN IF you get this far and you're Still like 'but tim went after Jay and Brian would've Known he'd do that' like. no he wouldn't#because in Entry 18 when we see Tim have a seizure the first thing he does when jay approaches him after it is Run Away#so Again there's no consistent throughline of behaviors that Brian could have Possibly known about to orchestrate jack shit
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actually what i really need is for my work schedule/task to change
#i am so sleep deprived#and there is this weird ambient stress for most of the day#i am getting so many migraines#and this week they were so bad they had weird like pseudo seizures with it#it's just too much#it's i suppose surprising i am maintaining the rest as well as i am at all#i have probably 2-3 more weeks of this too#this has been the longest 2 months or whatever it's been of my life jdjjsd#actually that's not true my entire life used to suck so bad this is nothing#i just don't remember as much of that lol
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genuine question, since dinosaurs had feathers and are pretty close to birds genetically, could they…mimic noises like some bird species can?
like if they existed today would there be a chance a trex could say hawk tuah
#I had a seizure right before asking this LMAOOO#priorities#but like imagine you hear a loud tree fall and you look behind you and it’s just a big ass dinosaur mimicking it#so weird#I’m probably dumb and this has been disproven but#dinosaur#dinosaurs
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#so I just realized Saweetie had a seizure...#and I'm terrified bc this has happened before but I didn't realize this is what was happening#I thought it was just like weird zoomies#but I noticed she was drooling and also her eyes were really dark like dilated and her meow sounded weird#almost like if you've ever heard a dog howl it was like that#anyways I'm crying and very scared cause it could be a chronic condition or something very serious#and I have to find a way to take her to the vet and not get in trouble at work so#Saweetie tag
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im gonna be honest i havent thought abt DBD in like a solid 2 1/2 yrs but seeing the unknown mothgerfuckner crawling up like that is making me want 2 redownload it again
#they are so fucking DISGUSTING i love it#dbd is supposed 2 be a horror game and it like royally sucked ass the past 2yrs so i just dropped it#esp being a killer all the moris were so scuffed i felt like i was being tbagged by the entity every time i logged on#but im significantly more interested in it now wtf#his moveset is also pretty chill and since im not having weird seizure/tremor time anymore i can def play killer better#excited#hrmngh choices#toby speaks#prince speaks#collective talks#dead by daylight#dbd
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Looking back on my mental health feels really surreal. Like I'm not about to go on an anti medication rant, I still do want to be medicated just on. Different stuff. The worst I've ever been was about three years ago when I had a severe reaction to a medicine I was prescribed (so severe that I had a seizure and developed a tic disorder, but we didn't figure out that's where it came from until later. Yay minor neurological damage) and my psych did not listen when I told him it made me feel like shit so I just stopped taking it cold turkey. Then it came out one of the meds I was on significantly raises your chances of dementia if used regularly, which I had for five fucking years so I cut out that one too. So yeah I really feel like that initial bad reaction + quitting two medications really fucked me up and it's taken 3 years to get back to any sort of baseline.
And maybe I do have a bias against medication now, I haven't thought about that much. But I also do think I'm feeling and doing better now that I'm not taking anything. Don't think it's a long term solution, I'm still very much unwell but I'm not anywhere near where I was and that's a relief. Idk if I have a point I just realized I've gone weeks without any tics and my old triggers don't do anything to me anymore. It's pretty much something that only happens if I'm having a full-blown meltdown now. It's a big deal to me that just a couple years ago my tics were severe enough that I'd have to pull over and I was always worried about having another seizure. I'm glad I never did and it's surreal feeling confident enough to say I don't think I ever will.
#it did. way more to me than just the tics and the one seizure but those are the easiest symptoms to track.#I was way angrier. It was so much easier to achieve sensory overload. Every single thing that happened to me felt like it was poking at an#exposed nerve. I was miserable myself and I was miserable to be around. That weird rawness is better but hasn't gone away completely#reconnecting with the people/world around me is still really hard but it actually feels like it might be possible now.
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Uhhhhhhh
#so uh. medical tw#so I suspect I may have had a (very minor!) seizure#I've been sick and I started laughing into some intense coughing and that's happened before#but it kind of. ticked over to a level of intensity I'm not used to and I'm not sure I was even coughing at that point?#it felt really weird and I was really disoriented for a bit#normally its 'I cough a lot and its very intense and I get a sharp headache as part of that' but this was all out of order#The headache was much later and I sort of... quit? like bluescreened for real? for about 30s based on context#anyway it might've been it might not've been but the event happened and I'm pretty shaken#though at the moment I seem to be okay. assuming a second seizure doesn't happen I have no reason to seek immediate medical attention#I'm just rattled and have a pretty intense headache#the only other problem is that I'm 2 for 4 on responses being 'Well I don't think you had a seizure' from people who weren't THERE#(I was in a voice call but home alone) and I'm a bit upset about that. like I know it COULD have been anything but I'm rattled!#like now is NOT the time to argue about what it was or wasn't!#anyway if you've read this far can I humbly request some acknowledgement? just like. that I exist.#feeling a bit out of my skin and that would be real nice kthx
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I recently had a seizure and I was tubed and sedated for a day or two because of seizure activity. It was insane to wake up in the hospital with no knowledge of what was going on in the slightest. I had the tube down my throat and I very vaguely remember the feeling of gagging as it was pulled out, but I barely remembered the next few days. I could barely speak and I had to almost shout to get any sound out. My mum is deaf and lip reads, and she couldn’t understand me at all when I was having to shout to make the sound of a whisper, so I started just mouthing things when I was speaking to her so she could read my lips properly. One thing I remember is realising they’d taken out all my piercings and panicking a bit. I couldn’t eat for days after, I had absolutely no appetite whatsoever. I also remember (I think) that they asked me what month it was and I said April or May.
It was the beginning of June.
It’s now been a little over a month and my voice is almost back to normal, but my brain is still a little bit fuzzy,
#I’ve been diagnosed as epileptic now#and I’m on a lot of medication#I think I’ve had about 5 seizures in the past year#not counting small ones I think I’ve had in my sleep#back in January I managed to bite through my own lip#which is pretty impressive considering I have my lips in a cage made up of piercings#first time I was unconscious for more than like an hour tho I think#epilepsy#actually epileptic#still feels weird to use that term to describe myself#and every so often I think of something that I used to love that I can no longer do#my dad told me it was all in my head#like… no shit Sherlock#bit of a wake up call tho#hospital
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Suddenly realizing I've had seizures before :0 but this was just the first one where someone who knew what it was was there to witness it (my girlfriend)
That's so cool and definitely not terrifying /s
#for context i dont spasm uncontrollably like people imagine seizures#i think from the outside it probably just looks like im having a bunch of tics and staring intently and being unresponsive#but then afterwards i end up being really confused and disoriented and forgetful#so its been very easy to forget about the seizures i had in the past because i didnt remember them#until just recently when i was like 'huh that felt familiar-'#from my perspective though its like uh idk its really weird#its a bit different every time but just in general#i tend to be unresponsive even if i can tell whats happening around me#i cant talk or control what my body is doing but i know what part is moving (usually jerkinv my head or arms)#my muscles feel either really rigid or really lax#and then my vision gets so weird#everything is sparkly like colorful static and the edges of my vision gets really dark#and there's intermittent flashes of lights or floating shadows#it feels like im extremely focused and very spaced out at the same time#i keep describing it like my brain is smashing all the buttons at once cause thats what it feels like#its also kinda similar to the feeling of being electrocuted? but i dont think many of you will know what that feels like#hopefully you wont at least#i just happen to#its like a weird buzzing just under your skin that doesnt exactly hurt but doesnt exactly not hurt either#it would be like the pain of a constantly tightened muscle- not painful at first but like strenuous to endure ?#and thdn painful if it stays like that or gets worse#i feel like im not allowed to say i had a seizure because i cant go to doctors about it so i cant get diagnosed >_<#but the thing is not bei g diagnosed isnt gonna stop me from having them#yay denial /j#im hoping theyre just dissociative seizures because god i cannot deal with epilepsy on top of everything else rn#and also because i cant see doctors right now sooo#god im exhausted and scared but i feel like those words dont even measure up to how im doing right now#i dont know. im just enduring#thats all i can really do i think#but i hope i dont have to much longer...
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haha what a silly irrelevant anecdote about tom getting tazed that has absolutely no other importance and will not at ALL have an impact on him. so fun to see the minor moments that are NOT relevant :)
#the insignia trilogy#vortex#CMON tom how many times are we gonna do this#we're barely into book 2 and this is the THIRD time you've had problems with this thing#first the bone density#then the reprogramming#now you got tazed and are probably fucked up#and EVERY TIME!! you're like nah I'm gonna say NOTHING about this#SIR#'the weird numbers in my vision after i basically had a seizure which is not normal went away so it's probably fine'#TOM STUPID HOURS ARE 24/7 </3
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I think I might be a little sick in the head because I was thinking about that person who likes getting surgeries bc it's fun and I was like oooh that's so me. I love having medical things done to me. It's so cool and interesting. I love it when they stick monitors on me or use ultrasounds to look in my body. When I have a weird medical procedure/test coming up I tell people about it like it's an exciting activity. I look forward to it. If I didn't have vasovagal syncope from needles I'd be one of those people who watches when the nurse inserts the IV and I'd be all interested talking about it with them. That's not normal is it
#i have a doctor's appointment coming up to investigate why i've been suddenly having debilitating vertigo and brain shocks#my two hypotheses are hypothyroidism and pernicious anemia. i'm gonna get blood tests. and i'm all excited about it#medical stuff is fascinating and my own body is a conglomerate of weird fucking medical problems so i get to experience it through that#if it isn't either hypothyroidism or anemia though my enthusiasm is going to drop and i'm going to start getting scared though#because as much as i find it interesting my fear of having neurological problems like epilepsy or a brain tumor is greater#the symptoms came on suddenly one day last week and it felt like i was having weird seizures over and over
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Idk if this is too tmi to post on here but I had a seizure this morning and I still feel like absolute dog shit. Literally have never felt anything even close to how the aftermath of a seizure feels
#vark posts#medical tw#before this ive only ever had 2 seizures. one in 2016 and one in 2018#i have epilepsy so it's not like some weird freak thing but honest to god didnt think i would have another one#it is pretty freaky to experience tho#when i become like conscious again I don't remember anything or where i am#and my emotions are super unfiltered its bizarre#i forgot what day it was til like an hour after it all#and i couldnt remember what days i worked my 2nd job when asked#it was really weird#im pretty sure my memory is back to normal now#but the really intense heaviness on my whole body is still there#and i have a killer headache#I'll feel better tomorrow but god damn its a lot to process
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I haven't seen the OG flag so I can't confirm and don't really want to but according to the notes it's because if it's viewed on a screen and scrolled (turning it into a moving image) the high contrast, saturated colors with the black/uneven design create a strobing effect which can trigger a seizure or migraine.
Pls do not reblog anything with the old disability pride flag, it does cause seizure and migraines, please use the new one which was created by the same person with the feedbacks of many other disabled people.
This is the safe one:
Dont use the zigzag one, your making disabled space inaccessible for a part of the community.
#high-saturation colors alone can actually trigger one#but ESPECIALLY combined with weird patterns and motion it does sound like it'd be A Lot#so it's not just 'a zigzag causes seizures and migraines' it's the saturation and eyestrain-y colors doing that#the zigzag just doesn't HELP matters#I guess some people said it looked like an aura too (visual disturbance that cues a seizure or migraine attack)#and caused anxiety
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