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nohara-rin-dot-mp3 · 10 months ago

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no but the way team minato really does drive me insane. the thing is that obito likes rin in a very normal twelve year old boy way and he dislikes kakashi in a very normal twelve year old boy way. kakashi hates obito and rin wholeheartedly because hes like ten and traumatized and hates expressing emotions and unfortunately he likes them so he has to hate them. rin feels absolutely nothing towards either of them and then she worries that that's weird and then she gets mad when they feel things towards her because shes not feeling anything towards them???? and she wants things to be EQUAL. but also if she ever stops masking She Will Die On The Spot so she just never expresses any of this???? minato looks at his team like "kakashi has issues. and obito has issues too i think. but at least rin's normal!" but no at any given moment she is feeling either rage or apathy and. thats it. occasionally despair makes a guest appearance. she's just taken up "Being Normal" as her only hobby (LIFE is an infiltration mission and oh baby she's getting a good grade. but also how dare anyone fall for her facades) and also no one here is a people person. like rin. communication. its ok she's 12 and she kills people she can be a little weird. ugh.

#rin is like.... hm. complicated mix of “traumatized” and “really doesnt actually enjoy people”#very aro. very low-empathy autism.#kagurin is almost comphet to me???? from rins pov??? i mean obviously not het but like.#rin starts out so devoted to kaguya cuz shes spent like 20 years building her personality around “liking space”#so when a guy from the moon comes down shes just like “welp guess im in love”#and like. i do think that rin ends up reciprocating romantic feelings.#but there's an element of performance to it.#there's always an element of performance to her relationships. she just gets better at recognizing that performance doesnt mean insincere #at least it doesnt have to . you know?#idk what im even saying. what was i talking about. team minato? oh yeah i give em a hard time but i will not lie. many of rin's problems #with them #are like. problems that they had no way of knowing about. cuz she spends 100% of her time rping her normal-sona and also the Horrors

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