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a message to everyone from a loki veteran, having 12+ years experience in the field, the most important aspect that makes s2 so much better than s1 is that the focus is on loki’s PLATONIC relationships with the people around him. not sylki, not lokius. he is learning how to care for and TO BE CARED FOR by people around him. THAT is what makes it good, not the prospect of a weird romance or worse, selfcest.
#loki#for the record i’m not really as anti lokius as i am anti sylki#but i’m anti romance when it comes to loki#right now especially it is not necessary#loki spoilers#loki season 2#loki s2#lokius#anti sylki#personal#tom hiddleston#owen wilson
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What happens when your coworker kills your other coworker but both of you are in a relationship (kind of) with the same ethereal woman who had an admiration for said dead coworker.
+bonus Evandrey because it’s funny to me (I’m sorry Eva.)
#pathologic#pathologic 2#andrey stamatin#yulia lyuricheva#eva yan#evandrey#yulieva#evaandrey#Eva yahn#Andrei Stamatin#see I think that Eva is very okay with Eva being how she is- promiscuous and spreading her love (Maybe a little jealous but more rooted in#self loathing and insecurities)#and she’s like look I’m okay with this whole open relationship (technically we aren’t in a relationship even though I really want to be)#thing BUT why HIM. I have to work with him and he’s by far the worst man I’ve ever worked with (besides maybe his brother because at least#Andrey actually talks but really they’re a package deal anyways) I need to have meetings with him often and it’s horrendous every time#like spread your love it’s noble really.#I wouldn’t expect anything else from you#but maybe give him less he’s annoying as hell#I also think that she’d figure out pretty quickly that Andrey and Peter killed Farkhad#just bcuz like. yk she’s there. she’s seen the already shaky relationship crumble beyond repair. she’s seen them argue in meetings.#she knows the stamatwins are not above murder. especially for art. and she’s clever.#And andrey knows that so he doesn’t try to hide it. she doesn’t have recourse anyways-#the kains (who I think helped cover up the murder) employ her too#and andrey respects her to a degree- he assumes she’ll see reason.#and honesty. Yulia might be upset that Andrey killed one of the only other architects but also she does not miss him that much.#she’s like I don’t agree with this whole murder thing but you are kind of right he had to go he was getting on my nerves#the meetings will be 10x more tolerable now that the twins can’t argue with him about things that aren’t even real#it’s awful but it did drive Eva further into my arms so necessary evils.#my art#sorry for the essay in the tags.
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can i pay extra for a phone NOT to have ai
#i actually love my phone and do not want to upgrade it#but.#i may be won over by camera features because mine kind of sucks#especially since i am kind of planning on a northern lights trip#and my phone straight up does not really have the necessary functions to photograph it#i'd like to have like. more than one option right?#if my dlsr and tripod fail?#or be able to take phone pics if i have the dslr set up for a timelapse or something? or vice versa#anyway#getting tired of every single ad being AI IS HERE NOW BUY THIS PHONE FOR AI#(cough. samsung and their galaxy AI plastered over everything)
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hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x
#seriously another shout out to my mutuals#id particularly like to say thank you to boom who's always right there for me no matter what's happening or how insane im being#and also everyone in our little discord that wound up having to make a whole new channel for venting#bc i was there so often like 'today's weird ask isssss.... telling me about my cupsize!! rip them to shreds!!!'#hannah and theo especially being there and pushing me to finally turn off anon. war is truly over#and of course rori bc the shamelessness u show when hating on my anon asks has been genuinely really cathartic#sometimes u really do just need a rottweiler mutual to tell random people online to kill themselves 😭#okay weird oscar acceptance speechcore gratitude over. i do just rlly love my mutuals#like i went three years not telling anyone about the worse side of internet popularity for fear of looking spoiled and ungrateful#so for the first time to open up about it and be met with outrage on my behalf and people saying in fact it's MORE fucked up#than i initially realised bc ive grown desensitised to it is. yeah cathartic i guess#they are singlehandedly reassuring me of the good this cursed app still holds#so everyone thank them and send them flowers NOW#okay im done i think. see you guys soon. i truly do want to come back asap bc like i said i NEVER EVEN WANTED TO FUCKING LEAVE#SOME ASSHOLES JUST HAD TO PUT GRENADES ON WHAT I ASSUMED WERE VERY UNIVERSAL AND OBVIOUS BOUNDARIES#if you're reading this like 'ohhh fuck i defo sent something invasive lately. i thought it was a joke/we were friends'#then 1) we arent friends if you're on anon. it immediately creates a power imbalance where you know me and any necessary context#but i have no idea who you are or how much you know about me. that's already a fucked dynamic#and 2) I HOPE YOU FEEL BAD. LIKE GENUINELY I HOPE YOU FEEL AWFUL AND HAVE A GOOD LONG LOOK AT YOURSELF#okay i think that's all. ta-ra lads??? how tf do u end something like this#ive queued this to reblog a couple more times throughout the day
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hey this is the opposite of what I wanted from season 6, actually. Why do these writers hate me personally
#screaming crying throwing up#you mean to tell me Tory can't just have some peace. FOR FIVE SECONDS#actually diabolical to kill her mother right when she was finally getting some goddamn stability#not to mention the LaRussos (accidentally) boomerang launching her right back into Cobra Kai#I get they were trying to help but jesus read the room#I'm not even gonna touch the hawkmetri situation#(mostly cuz I think this is actually a very necessary fight and there's hope at the end of this tunnel)#but god damn if those actors don't shove as much Queer Yearning into every scene they had this season#especially Eli jesus christ#oh hey I'm caught up now I can use the tags#cobra kai#ck spoilers#tory nichols#hawkmetri#hawk moskowitz#demetri alexopoulos#crane-talk
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some c3e89 reflections
Fully losing my mind over all the cast's theories they talk about in the ep89 cooldown. The city being a massive funnel for Ludinus to suck up Predathos? Liliana thinking she can prevent The Worst Outcome, while insisting that Ludinus has some undisclosed redeeming qualities? Ashley continuously questioning the existence of Predathos? I love it. And I particularly love all the conversations about the gods, their importance for the world, questioning Liliana's assessment of them as tyrants, and that you can live your whole life on Exandria without knowing more than the gods' names. I also found their discussion of who deserves to come to Exandria interesting. They didn't really get too far into it, but the idea of a stolen homeland and the need for some sort of "restoration" is definitely something I've been thinking about since they've met some of the Ruidus peoples - there are some colonial/native parallels shining through. And just in general, it's wholly fascinating that even now - on the moon - it seems like, other than Orym and FCG, none of the Hells are actually particularly convinced that saving the Gods is necessary and worthwhile. They know that Ludinus is bad news, but they aren't in it to save the divine. I like that this leads to great in- and out-of-character discussions, but it must be difficult for each of them to find their motivation to put it all on a line for a cause that they only circumstantially stumbled into.
#critical role#C3e89#critical cooldown#Like ashton has his connection to the titans but I don't see that as a clear motivator#Especially now that his shard has been activated#They're probably in it because they wanna stick with the party which... Fair#Imogen and Fearne have personal connections#FCG wants to save the Changebringer (???)#I actually don't really get FCG and the Changebringer#This connection feels weirdly hollow to me#Chetney wants to... be remembered? I'm least certain of his motivation tbh#Laudna is driven by Delilah and her love for Imogen but she's also not really here for the cause#Orym wants to do what's right and what's necessary but mostly out of military duty and revenge more than clear determination#He would go wherever he's told he's most needed by his leader#Okay glad I worked all of that out in the tags don't mind me
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For the 2nd time in 2 months someone commentating on an fia world championship series has felt the need to bring up driver weights, like it isn't something so many drivers have struggled with, like its fucking nothing, and I just dont understand why they feel the need to say it????? The minimum weights were introduced for a reason and unless you were born yesterday i dont think its difficult to figure out, implying drivers are worse at their jobs or severely disadvantaged is fucking vile
#f1#formula 1#canadian gp 2024#first it was dc with ollie in misano in formula e#now crofty to mekies about rbs drivers for next year#you can try and get info about their future driver line up with bringing peoples weight into it#especially peoples weight in relation to performance#there is just absolutely no need#tw weight#tw weight comparisons#<- i dont know if those are necessary or the right ones but i feel like i should but something just incase#why did i ever start watching motorsport i just get angry at it like all the time#also this may not make sense but i am angry so im just yelling into a void#fuck sky f1 commentary for this
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the projected results for germany are fucking dismal
#ctlyuejie writes#eu elections#idk if there is analysis already but i will never understand how nominally center to left parties move more and more to the right#(especially on immigration issues) to appease some kind of 'consensus' on these issues for the nth time#and AGAIN do not recognize that they are alienating what is their actual base#actually checked whether i could vote closer to my interest with the pirate party or more left wing parties#but alas...they're not doing much better in terms of policies#will end up voting in the same block anyways#and there is a chance they get an awkward number in votes so that mine isn't as effective#heartened by the anti-right wing protests happening almost every weekend#but it does feel like getting hit over the head repeatedly with how that isn't only necessary but also couldn't prevent the amount of votes#right wing parties are getting right now#always careful with how much of an argument for a self-own the rejection by the front national is#but the fact the german right wing got rejected by the right wing block in the eu parlament towards the end#does tell a certain story on how bonkers their 'politics' are#the more cynic reading is that more center and left wing parties do not actually care that they are alienating the base as long as the base#still votes for them begrudgingly (sp?) and they either gain a phantasy of an eco fascist vote#or don't care about racism etc that much on a party leadership level#met my ex roommate yesterday and we were talking about her travelling through germany#and she just remarked how many foreigners are at this one city's central station and how that's different to the south#and i was just like...'so?'
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You were supposed to fall in love with him, not me
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You were supposed to fall in love with him, not me
Art taglist: @angst-after-dark, @whumpsday, @flowersarefreetherapy, @rainydaywhump, @softvampirewhump, @burnticedlatte, @whump-me, @honeybees-125
#inflicts you with ridiculous shitty vent art#well I like the first image a lot actually. not so much the second one but it's necessary#everyone had that one toxic codependent homoerotic friendship when they were a teen right? ahaha#being in a love triangle where one person is a fictional character who is also sorta you is a wild time. my ace ass couldn't handle it#I hope she's doing good#also this is not how I look or feel now. I don't have long hair anymore#I mean I have it but it's not attached to my head. it's in bundles in my writing desk.#anyway this goes out to everyone who's had a friendship fall apart because they fell in love with you. especially if you're ace#vent art#my art
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It's a really heartwrenching sequence as it's happening but looking back at the part where jgy grabs jin ling as a hostage in guanyin temple I always crack up when he starts to assure everyone that he really likes a-ling, actually! He practically raised him, he really doesn't want to hurt him so don't worry and please just do as he says.
A-yao. Sweetheart. The point of taking a hostage is that the people you're negotiating with believe you're going to kill the hostage so you can use their wellbeing as a bargaining chip. Saying "Oh yeah I really like this hostage I don't want to hurt him" kind of ruins the point of a hostage. What are you doing?
#mdzs#meng yao#jin guangyao#i just love that even now. EVEN NOW. he wants them to think well of him#when at this moment their perception of him as cold and ruthless is not only in his favour but NECESSARY for this plan to work#like if jiang cheng for some ungodly reason would take jin ling as a hostage everyone would just laugh#i guess he was banking on everyone there and especially jiang cheng being too neurotic about jin ling to dare call his bluff#which. he's very right about. but why even give them the option?#god so much of his character is tied up in what other people think of him#that even when his reputation is already irreversibly ruined and he's planning to leave anyway he still needs them to think well of him#that's what really makes the xiyao stab so painful. even if he'd walked out of that temple he'd have died. the world wouldn't let him live.#but the fact that it was xichen? over a lie? a lie that he'd hurt HIM? that's what does it.#this post was supposed to be funny what happened?
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i would’ve accepted a book 9.5 if it had been from marella’s pov and started where stellarlune ended (like unlocked did with legacy).
#kotlc#NO BUT THINK ABOUT IT#we’d see marella’s realization that she found what fintan wanted and now has the information necessary to find out what happened to her mom#and then she’s like. wait. i gotta get out of this elysian situation first whoopsie daisy. but we could find out WHAT HAPPENED TO HER MOM#more fintan content and more four horsegirls content and WE’D SEE MARELLA’S FAMILY DYNAMICS (ESPECIALLY HER MOM) THROUGH HER EYES#and also marella’s stuffed animal :) bonus i guess#could be like unlocked where it switches between sophie and marella to keep some amount of connection to the main series#shannon messenger i am outside your house don’t ask how i got here but#the pov choice being marella was so obvious literally who cares about what keefe was doing in the forbidden cities#i should be past this but i’m still cyclicing through the stages of grief and haven’t quite reached acceptance yet lads#hhhhhhhhhh grieving over the marella pov book we never had and were never going to have#am i going to read unraveled? absolutely. i will eat up any canon kotlc content i can get my grubby little hands on#will i like it? right now i’m thinking no but hey maybe shannon will surprise me
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Special Counseling (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#DAX#These are especially funny to me because I remember when I first looked through the gallery and was Deeply Distressed at ZEX like this#I didn't know the context yet so the betrayal was uncomfortable! As intended but unexpected haha ♪#I love ZEX! Why would he do such a thing! Now I know <3 <3 And now I'm doing the same thing! Lol#The thought of ZEX never getting his own body again even for just a night even on the Institute's side ah it hurts#At least he'd finally have visual proof that it's Possible he never even saw Tanaka so for all he knows it was just another ''vision''#But of DAX <3 Of him getting his body back but turning on ZEX about it ough ♥ And the fallout!! Agh!!!#The setups the payoffs <3 <3 <3#I wrote a bit more for both scenarios actually - of DAX actually pointing a laser pistol at ZEX and threatening to kill him#Thus why ZEX is questioning him the next day - was that brainwashing or would you really do that??#ZEX of course wouldn't have flinched at the time - and DAX's motivation either way that this is a fate unbefitting of his Admiral#''He lowered his head feelers in a sympathetic way. 'I can hardly stand to watch you waste away in that form. If you would ask it of me...''#Weh ;;#Can you tell it's a bit inspired by We Do What is Necessary hehe <3#Which btw you've read right it's so good everyone needs to read it <3#Remind me to make a separate post about that one actually I had the oddest reread experience :3c Fascinating ✨#Anyhow lol#I actually like how I've written their next-day meetup after DAX returns to his senses more than I've drawn it hm :P#I think it's a specific line that sticks out to me - VUX communication through human bodies my beloved ;;♥#''He ran a hand down DAX's arm - a poor approximation of the gesture he was trying to emulate but he was sure DAX would understand.#They'd exchanged it enough times before.'' Hhhhhh ❤️💕💖💞💗 ;;/♥ I love them <3 <3#Also forehead touches and holding face and hands and jfdsalkfd the tenderness and loyalty aghhahgah <3#I really like the idea of VUX lacing fingers with each other as a kind of twining/head tendrils holding replacement ♥#The most intense one-eyed eye contact hehe <3
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#something i've been thinking about for a while now#is how much context matters in fandoms especially when talking about things like racism and other bigotry#the stuff i saw after 4x01 will stay with me forever#the way people were not only so mad at carlos but also how some of them went to other peoples' inboxes#people who weren't mad at him or hadn't decided his character had been ruined#and were basically like 'how can you still like him how can you support him after this'#'people supporting him and still caring about him just means he'll be able to continue avoiding and poor tk will just have to deal with it'#that part's been so hard to shake because that's not criticism#going to peoples' inboxes who still liked him and were giving him grace and asking how they could implying he didn't deserve it#if you felt he was ruined that's fine that's you but to go to other people who did not feel that way and be upset they didn't#as if a character of color being given grace and patience is a commonplace thing in fandom lol#as if people that look like carlos in the real world are regularly given grace (they're not)#it's not that some people weren't able to empathize with his decisions it's that they got angry at people who were able to.#because apparently he didn't deserve it.#and i've watched this sentiment grow stronger and stronger for almost two years and it is just.... i don't even know#when we talk about things like empathy and understanding in relation to carlos it is loaded#it does come from this#and i really think that's important to understand it's necessary context#peoples' strong feelings about this have not just sprung up out of nowhere#if you've been here since then you know how everything went down#i don't know. i think sometimes the urge to punish him feels really strong and i can't understand it#and it's hard to take particularly now because we know why he's struggling and we have all of the context#and yet. still.#idk what my point is i just need it to be known that nothing happening right now exists in a vacuum
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perhaps I am becoming far more utilitarian than I ever expected to be?
#not sure how I feel about it#but I am increasingly adopting the 'things have a Purpose to fulfill and if they are fulfilling their Purpose then they are good!'#and it is in many ways a very freeing way to live my life#my car is not a trophy it is a vehicle to get me from one place to another#I do like it a lot. I have some emotions about it. more if I sit and contemplate it.#but I find it so much easier to take care of (wash vacuum the carpets keep up-to-date on oil changes etc) if I see it as a necessary tool#in many ways I approach my body this way right now as well#not sure if I'll use it forever but it does seem to be a helpful perspective to use for now#especially given how /hard/ this year has been so far#gurt says stuff
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After all the steddie and Steve Harrington content that I have consumed since July, how am I just now noticing that Joe Keery’s eyes are hazel?
How many fics have I read where Steve has brown eyes? And how much have I also described Steve having brown eyes? But nope. I’ve zoomed on so many pictures and this man has hazel eyes
#this information felt necessary to pass on#it’s especially obvious when you compare his eyes to Eddie/JQ’s#sad right now that the brown eye community can only claim one Joe#I blame the lighting#joe keery#steve harrington#stranger things
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[Plain text: Help me choose a new icon. End plain text.]
#polls#m#m: polls#not sure if the plain text is necessary (idk how screenreaders do with polls) but it's probably best just in case#anyway i'm really into both mario and tua (the sparrows especially) right now so i can't decide
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