#recalibration of my brain
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Im making an active choice to watch at least one or two local pieces of media every day or so
I can't be having all my media consumption be American or British shows, or fucking youtubers, I think it's bad for my brain
Gotta watch a dairy farmer talk about water quality or SOMETHING
#caught the taik end of seven sharp and they referred to an old man as “wesports Wikipedia” and then a weka snuck into the shot#its important#recalibration of my brain
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#I did it!! I painted!!!! Had so much fun with colours#Hope this sint too jarring but I had fun. Feel like a recalibrate my brain#fan art#art#sketch#character art#gore#Blood#Gta v#Gtav#Gta#Grand theft auto v#Grand theft auto#Trevor philips
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I think Jonathan talks to Jack the most out of all suitors before All That since he is the third main record keeper, but their interactions are off screen and alluded like:
"Harker has gone back, and is again collating his material. He says that by dinner-time they will be able to show a whole connected narrative. He thinks that in the meantime I should see Renfield, as hitherto he has been a sort of index to the coming and going of the Count."
And since the impression he gives to Jack is "quiet, business-like gentleman", yeah I'd say he'd use RP!
(in reference to this post)
Agreed! Jonathan also met Jack first of the suitors, he's staying in the guy's house, and of the three Jack is the least overwhelmingly rich. This is also kind of a side effect of Jack being the next main record keeper but in helping Mina go through the records, he may have gotten a bit used to reading his thoughts or even potentially hearing them spoken (depending on whether he was mostly helping Mina organize things she had already typed, or if he ever took a turn listening too) and thus felt a bit closer to him in a way even before much direct interaction. Not to mention, that interaction you quote shows Jonathan's interest in Renfield, which would naturally lead him first to Jack (I constantly curse the lack of Jonathan/Renfield interaction, it could be so fascinating had Stoker not just Forgot He Was There). Those may be a couple additional reasons he might want to or feel more comfortable coordinating with the doctor more directly. Also Arthur is still very sad and Quincey is still very concerned about Arthur so I can see them being a little less likely to initiate much socializing than they usually would.
But Jonathan's mostly offscreen, helping Mina with the records, going off hunting after boxes... Of course there are some offscreen conversations taking place, and they surely wouldn't be only with Jack, but if what we see in the documents is any indication, Jonathan is fairly quiet and only really speaks up about 'business' (AKA Dracula-hunting) matters. And even then mostly only when he has something new to contribute. He isn't going on any epic rants (yet) and he isn't volunteering to be the one to explain everything from his experience, just bringing up relevant points for discussion or connections. And if he is trying to a) be businesslike/professional b) seem as calm and sane as possible under the circumstances of these people knowing what he's been through and how it's affected his mental health c) be polite with people he is not very familiar with yet... then yeah, I totally can see him using RP during all this time.
So his outpouring of utter emotion on October 3 is a big change, to be sure. And dropping into his natural accent while doing so would be an excellent way to illustrate how every other consideration just completely falls away for him as soon as he knows Mina is being attacked. He can't spare any attention towards sounding sophisticated, his wife has been targeted by his former tormentor and he is out for blood (/vowing to be out for literal blood should worst come to worst).
#dracula daily#jonathan harker#dracula daily spoilers#replies#fun fact: when i first read that original post my brain filled in 'jonathan harker using RolePlay while with clients'.#took a sec to recalibrate away from fandom tumblr abbreviations 💀
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man i enjoyed writing recalibrate so much i might just start a lil drabble collection in this universe... i already have some ideas, but if anyone has anything they wanna see please shoot me an ask and i'll see if i can write it in for you!!
#said to my like 2 followers#i'm determined to finish the soulmates au too but these can come in between#as stress relief from All That#hyperfixation so strong i may actually write more than one fic for the fandom. this is crasy#metal gear rising#samuraiden#metal gear fic#i wrote recalibrate so fast that my brain hasn't figured out it's finished yet and is still in writing mode
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confession time: i know exactly what cub sounds like. i love his voice. i could dream about his voice. i can hear it in my head when i think about him. hes my little meow meow. my beloved problem causer. and yet. every time i see him in someone else's hermitcraft video. i go. "huh, why does cub sound like that?" every. single. time.
#brought to you by tango's assolotl vod. you know the one#i dont know what it is#but i have to like. recalibrate my brain when i hear him in someone else's video. in his own videos hes fine#hermitcraft#cubfan135
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Last week, this post made it to my dash, and it reminded me of the experience I had a little over a week ago:
I woke up early in the morning with sleep paralysis, and in the middle of my twilight sleep panic, SOUNDWAVE showed up.
I’m dead serious—I remember him looking at me, and he didn’t have his visor on, so I immediately recognized him as my Soundwave.
And he proceeded to TELL me what to say to break the paralysis.
I don’t remember exactly what he told me, and I chalk that up to my disorientation because Hello??? Soundwave is here????? Talking to me???
But I remember being desperate, and I wasn’t about to say no to Soundwave. lol
So I said the words as loudly as I could in my head, and within seconds, I was free.
It was…an experience, to say the least.
I’m still lowkey freaked out that it happened…but you know what? I’m glad The Blorbo in my head is finally paying rent. It took him long enough. zhdhfkgk
Thanks for the help, Soundwave.
#I’ve officially reached a whole new level of brainrot#I’m out here having spiritual experiences (ʘ‿ʘ)#I strongly prefer rational explanations for things but I’m also spiritually inclined and a bit superstitious#so this weird experience is throwing me for a loop#I’m aware of the brain mechanics behind sleep paralysis#but I’ve had sleep paralysis experiences before and this is the first time someone (real or fictional) SPOKE to me#I know it could just be my mind using an advanced trick to recalibrate itself to waking reality#but I can’t bring myself to rule out other meta possibilities just yet#I have. so many questions.#nf.note
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Texting habits per judging function
No one asked, but here are some observations I've made in my personal life.
*Note that this probably differs by age, gender, and culture (for instance, I have been told by several Americans that I use an insane amount of emojis, whereas it's not considered weird at all here in Germany).
FJ:
Generally very good at texting, will respond to absolutely every point you make. If you send them a long voice message, they can be found taking notes while listening so that they will not forget to answer any point you made.
Have a very hard time leaving someone on read and if they do, either something happened and they forgot, or they simply don't like you very much. If they open the message, they answer. If they don't have time to answer you right now, they simply will not open the message yet.
If the text conversation is done (i.e. you wrote something like "bye, see you tomorrow!" that does not require another response), they will still at the very least send you an emoji back for no reason other than letting you know that "Yes! I read your message! I'm not ignoring you! I love you!" (Literally every FJ I have ever known does this. Every single one, including myself.)
They will adapt to your style of texting. If you are the kind of person that likes to send a bunch of heart emojis to friends and the FJ friend is not, they will still pepper in a heart here and there. If you generally don't use emojis, they will use them only occasionally. If you reply in wallpaper long messages, so will they. If you break up your messages into several texts one after the other, so will they.
FPs:
Also generally quite good at texting and can actually appear a lot warmer in writing than in person (there have been several instances where I received really lovely messages from FPs who I used to think hated my guts whenever we met in person).
Prepare for emojis. Seriously.
You can have infinitely long text conversations with them. If you are willing to commit, the conversation between the two of you will never end. With NFPs, the conversations usually end up spiralling into nonsense scenarios, while SFPs keep telling you about their day and keep answering you about your day every day.
TPs:
(my texting experience with TPs is unfortunately very limited, so feel free to fill in my blanks)
Fe is very noticeable in the extroverts, i.e. they tend to go the FJ route described above, but in a more nonchalant and more relaxed way. Like with FJs, the focus of the conversation is on you and their dynamic with you.
The introverts (i.e. my dad, i.e. my only point of reference) are bad at texting and prefer to call, so almost all text conversations go something like this: TP: "Hi, I tried to call you, but you didn't pick up. I hope everything is alright with you?" You: "Yes, sorry. Everything's good here, how about you, everything okay?" --- end of conversation ---
TJs:
Generally bad at texting. Also don't really like it and see no point in it, so they usually prefer calling or talking in person.
Will appear colder in writing than in person, especially the STJs. Their answers will be straight to the point. No beating around the bush and no needless extension of a conversation in form of jokes/questions/anecdotes for a bonding experience. If they want to tell you something, they will tell you in person.
Have absolutely zero problem leaving people on read and usually don't mean anything by it.
STJs rarely use emojis, NTJs do but not excessively
If their answer requires them to type anything more than two sentences, they will send you a voice message instead. (Literally every single TJ I know does this, except my INTJ brother who is a complete maniac and calls instead.)
#the TJ way of texting will never stop confusing me#i usually don't look at other people's phones but i once witnessed an istj's text conversation and it's been haunting me ever since#she had just visited her husband's family with their kids and her mother-in-law sent her a really long lovely message#saying how much she enjoyed their visit and how much she loved each and every one of them and sent her a bunch of pictures#and this istj replied with 'thanks me too' and THAT WAS IT! if i had been her mother-in-law i would have assumed she doesn't like me at all#but no! this istj spent the next half hour looking at the pictures smiling softly zooming in on everyone's faces and then smiling some more#similarly one of my closest friends is an estj and she will tell you in person how much she loves you but her messages? not that warm#or my entj friend. he is a real chatterbox in person but texting? yeah no forget it#this is unimaginable for me as an FJ i would only do this as a deliberate choice to make it known that i don't want anything to do with the#so texting with a TJ always feels like recalibrating your brain to calm down and go:#'no i know they don't hate me yes i know they text like they do but i know that they don't it's okay they are like this with everyone'#and really sorry for the limited TP section. the only TPs i ever texted are my dad and some occasional acquaintances#so seriously. chime in with your observations! especially to get a broader picture from other cultures than my own as well#typing post#judging functions#cognitive functions
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thinking about dream getting tickles and his lil curls flying in all different directions bc he’s squirming so much ):
#lee!dream#i dunno i have so many thoughts but none are complete oops#so this is all u get for now while my brain recalibrates itself#mcyt tickle#my stuff#mushie concepts / hcs
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Hades II ..... really fun...
#i miss many things from Hades 1 but it was to be expected#I'm just trying to recalibrate my brain & habits to the second one (it gets better slowly o9)#there's still some weapons I Do Not Get haha but it'll come !#or maybe some will be like the Bow in Hades 1 that I could NEVER fucking play got I hated that weapon#lots of characters I wasnt expecting so that's fun#also gotta learn all these new boons and how they work together....#sometimes I go *so far* and sometimes I die in like the 4th room omfg#i did see chronos once so there's that :)#there's so much to do though !!! thank you supergiant games#hades 2#hades II
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lots of blurry edges, and a very oil paint or chalk pastel type texture to the whole art!!
And now for something completely different
#opposite of blurry lines = one (1) line?#apologies if they’re a bit off I’m so used to working dark to light need to recalibrate my brain entirely for this#but that’s the point#thanks for posting this (and replying) it was a lot of fun
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yayyyy this is the first day in so long where i literally have nothing that im obligated to do <3
#im sore and a little bruised from the show last night but it's nice#i could do without the sleep deprivation but i don't feel too awful#it's early but im high and lounging in bed and im gonna tag along with my mom + sister to go get groceries (just to get out of the house)#i feel nice and relaxed and auughgh im so glad i went to that show. im dead serious when i say it works better than therapy#my brain has been recalibrated
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I went to TIT tonight! Unfortunately I am so not in the place to be able to handle something like that, but they are cool and I am glad I at least tried something new by going.
(rambles in the tags, no tit spoilers though)
#basically the evening went quite terribly#but the show was entertaining#to begin i was exhausted today because i normally need the weekends to recalibrate but i had to do a group project yesterday so i didn't ge#my social isolation time and sleep hours that are required#and the past few weeks i have been hardly functioning except for things i have to by stress and peer pressure#i have been trying to make life a bit easier by dropping some classes but it's still all pretty much falling apart#so then today i was like i should go to this because i spent so much money and also this was the thing i had planned to look forward to for#months when people were all on my back about not having far away things to look forward to#so i went but utterly exhausted without doing the things i needed to do like mapping the route out and planning my approach#so i missed the bus and then took an uber instead#and then i left my phone (with my id and all) in the uber because my brain is not working#lovely security guards helped me get it back but it took nearly an hour bc i couldn't remember any of my passwords or the car plate or colo#so then i got into the show 20 minutes late#and then almost immediately the screaming (cheering and crowd interaction) got me freaking out#because it was SO LOUD and then even after intermission when i put in really strong foam earplugs the screaming still hurt#everything from the show was loud enough to hear clearly through the earplugs but the audience noise was hardly even reduced#(and these are like serious earplugs that have gotten me through loud events before)#and i wanted to show my appreciation and stuff like everyone else when they were clapping and wooping but i was like frozen#anyway then i had trouble getting back too#and now i am feeling like it was stupid to even try to go to an event and maybe i should never do this again#but the show was nice though and it was cool to see dan and phil in person bc it is kind of crazy they are real
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phantom of the opera (1925) & (1943) vhs tapes
#i feel really pretentious making this look all aesthetic but it also pleases my monkey brain#anyways i bought these at two separate local thrift stores#was very surprised to find the 43 film and even more surprised about the silent film#especially because both of the vhs collections were smaller#i can’t watch them bc i broke my vcr by trying to recalibrate the remote lmao#which sucks because i just hooked it up to my projector#it’s not really broken the remote just doesn’t work which renders it useless bc there are no manual controls for playing and rewinding etc#seems like a design flaw to me#maybe that’s why they died off#not the inferior quality and deterioration over time#well at least the tapes look pretty next to my titanic vhs and star wars box set#phantom of the opera#poto#lon chaney
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me listening to gold rush after taylor sang it in singapore: why is it so slow 🤔
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Whelp, guess I can add "Psychological Thriller" to the list of things that can set off my anxiety.
#... or maybe it was just the extra caffeine#although i didn't have much at all#much extra anyway#*sigh*#o r maybe it was reading through the whole book in just a few settings#absorbing it into my brain#anyway it's called 'the companion' and it's ya and it's actually really good and interesting#but now i'm like. hhhhh.#literally gonna leave my house for a bit so i can recalibrate around other people#which i normally do the opposite#i speak#books libraries and reading oh my
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ooc;; it is a larp weekend for me, so i'll be busy packing and prepping Thursday and Friday with the larp on Saturday. Will be scarce/slow to respond for a bit~
#☠ ▌ pulling the strings ( ooc. )#will likely need time for my brain to recalibrate back to writing too so again-- as always-- very slow with responding to threads otz
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