#randomish

[alirhi]

she/he? oh, no sir. my pronouns are bitch/asshole 😁

[rigormortisangel]

i see other systems on here talking abt how they send different alters to therapy how the fuck do you do that ?? like ?? can some of you control your switches or do you just purposefully trigger yourself before sessions to make a different alter front ?? /genq

[veone]

a cool summer night

[randomishsuggestions]

At this point I feel like I'm just being used.

[asktheisle]

Hey you. Yeah, you. Sit down a sec.

I think we all know what's going on right now, it's kinda hard to avoid it. Not just this last week but all over the world too. It's rough out there.

I know we're all collectively freaking out, I've had my fair share in its own forms.

So that's where this post comes in, welcome to ✨ The Checkpoint✨

I'll reblog this post every once in a while at randomish intervals, and with it comes a few things:

did you eat something today?

did you have water?

did you go outside for a few minutes to get some sun? (if weather permits)

have you talked to anyone today?

think of one good thing that happened today, even as simple as seeing a pretty cloud outside

This post is also a little signal flare to drop some positivity for your fellow folks here which can be done by sending an ask in. Use the askbox too to drop something good that happened to you, we're gonna celebrate even the tiniest of wins here.

Look for the helpers, check in on your people. I know I have a lot of people in mutual servers on discord so it shouldn't be hard to find me, but if you want an ear I'll do my best to be available-hell if you want you could add me on discord, message me here if you need my username.

Day by day guys, hour by hour even. If it's gotta be minute by minute, anything that gets you through.

We'll be alright <3

[saffron0v0]

using the touch pad (using the mouse was worse) brought me exceptional pain, and you all know i can't colour for crap, but i needed content so here :D some randomish oc in pixel art.

here's a close up

[calypsos-fate]

I don't really know you that well but you seem cool so keep it up 👍

Here have a randomish image from my phone's gallery

you're also really cool, from what i have seen on my dash :)

have a energy graph

[marcusagrippa]

randomish question for people who know more than me - i'm looking through catullus' bedspread (which i Do Not Like but needed to find a quote from) + dunn mentions this (i think?) portrait from lake garda

as a picture of catullus multiple times, and references it regularly to describe his appearance;

(^one passage. there are More and she is meaner)

don't actually remember what my original question was but. does anyone know anything else about it ? i can't find a lot online </3

[39tn39]

@beezonia I finished a lot quicker than I thought! I did some randomish colors. Hmm. Damn. It looks so good. I'll try the other version later! One without mask too.

[shepherds-of-haven]

Randomish question but are the servants in the Heth Macoll arena also slaves or did they actively seek employment there? This is a question that’s been bugging me haha

It depends on who you're referring to: it's a mix! Certain people are also there as slaves against their own will; some people are technically enslaved but on the "side" of the arena-masters/captors in that they prefer life as gladiators and would snitch on other gladiators working for rebellion in exchange for personal privileges and freedoms; and some are part of the arena "establishment" willingly and are being paid to be there and help keep it running! Hope that makes sense!

[lazulisocinfodump]

Arlee “Goblin” Secco: Why Are They Like This?

Randomish Word Vomit about my Beloathed Abandonware OC

-Seacrecher sona would be a Sea Bunny (a fuzzy looking see slug that appears to have ears and a tail)

-Here to cause problems.

-Goblin is arrogant, obnoxious, impulsive and as smart as they are stupid.

-has spent their life as a big fish in a small pond.

-very naturally intelligent and has undiagnosed adhd

-Did incredibly well in school but flunked out of university and nobody could figure out why (it was the undiagnosed adhd)

-coped with their social struggles with an attitude of ‘well I’m smarter and more superior than these plebs so it’s to be expected that people have trouble being friends with me.’ Doubled down on this after flunking uni, with all the cognitive dissonance that implies.

-works from home doing mid-tier coding jobs and white hat hacking.

-To the surprise of nobody, they like to troll people online for fun.

-Does have friends irl. They have a charisma born from a confidant persona. Can be very funny. Gives genuinely good advice if you can get past how terribly they give it. Once you earn their loyalty they are ride or die. And we have seen that they will go to great lengths to protect the people they care about. Any friend of theirs now has an attack dog ready to go.

-estranged from parents after flunking university. Their younger sibling Aria (Sec) moved in with them after showing similar signs to Goblin of beginning to fail in their education and couldn’t handle their parents constant disappointment.

-Goblin loves her sister very much but respects her very little. This has caused the once close sisters to slowly and quietly grow distant from each other in the past few years despite living together in the same house.

-Goblin would die for her sister though. No question.

[teshadraws]

Hi, I have a randomish question, that hopefully makes sense.

Do you have any behind the scenes world building that you have but probably won't get to show off in your works?

Nothing that's spoiler-free. ^^' I think the closest we've got are the asks on this blog that get me thinking about those unexplored aspects of Seekers, haha!!!

Sorry for the dull answer!

[heartfulselkie]

okay like. i didn't know what to pick for the director's cut ask game because skdjbfkjdbgf i wanted smth from penumbra but combing through a nearly 400k fic is to pick 500 words is impossible. so idk i kind of picked a hurt/comfort scene at random (or randomish--i do love hospital scenes hehe) ---

Suddenly a flurry of emotions flooded his eyes. He was looking at her more frantically now as he tentatively caressed her cheek and then lightly ran his hand over her arm. She patiently let him check her over again and again, giving him time to reassure himself that her own injuries were really gone. While she wished he would have more concern for himself after everything he’d gone through, a loving warmth still bloomed in her chest at the affectionate and careful touches he was giving her. When he finally settled on leaving his hand cupping her cheek, she leaned into the nervous touch. She’d missed these small loving gestures from him so much, the feel of his fingertips brushing her skin as though she was the most precious thing. He was looking at her again with so many emotions and thoughts flickering through his eyes.

“Marinette…”

His lip trembled as he was unable to say anything more than her name, but for her that was enough. His eyes became downcast as he struggled with all that had to be going through his mind. She knew she couldn’t even begin to understand all that he was going through and all that he would continue to face from here on, but she was going to stay with him nonetheless.

“I’m okay.” she said softly, “You need to focus on yourself right now. Speaking of, you should really be lying down. You need to rest.”

She felt the tremor that went through him as he answered, “N-No, I...I don’t want to sleep…Please don’t let them make me sleep...”

Marinette observed him for a moment. He was still frightened, his anxiety still eating away at him as he tried to find some reprieve in her embrace. But he was a lot more subdued than the panic he had awoken in.

“It’s okay, they won’t do that as long as you’re not doing anything that’s going to make your injuries worse.” she told him gently, “You just need to try and stay calm, alright? And if you feel yourself panicking then just let me know. Can you do that for me?”

Marinette remained steady as Adrien started to lean on her more heavily. He pressed himself into her as though she were the shelter he needed against some invisible storm. He gave a faint nod, letting her know that he’d understood what she’d asked of him.

His words passed as a quiet whimper from his lips, “Don’t leave me alone. ”

Marinette tenderly brushed his blond hair back from his face, placing a gentle kiss on his forehead as she wrapped both of her arms around him.

“I’m not going anywhere.” she assured, “I promise.”

[Ask Game]

I should write more hospital scenes just for you 🥰

So this is an incredibly raw and emotionally charged scene towards the end of Penumbra. These kids have just gone through hell for each other and they both blame themselves for it. They've learned though, and this is their true starting point for healing - especially for Adrien.

Adrien has taken so much damage at the hands of others - from people who claimed to care for him - that he is absolutely mortified at the thought of hurting Marinette. And he did hurt her. Even if he wasn't in the best state of mind or in control of himself, he still caused her harm.

He is terrified in this moment - of what he's done and what can still happen. He's already made the devastating choice of letting go of his mother and separating himself from his father. But he could still loose Marinette.

Marinette is challenging that fear though. She stays with him and is patient, giving him all the time to reassure himself that she really is there. She's learned to let him lead in these fragile and vulnerable moments because he needs someone to go at his pace. While hse can't fully understand his trauma, she can be understanding and compassionate towards him. She loves him so deeply and shows this in the smallest of ways - by just being close by and listening to his words and paying attention to his cues - but these ways have the deepest meaning for Adrien.

Even in his terrified, broken, vulnerable state, he loves and trusts Marinette enough to let himself just be that. So much so, that he is able to vocally express to her "Don't leave me alone" - something that he has struggled again and again to express because of the abuse and trauma he's lived through.

And Marinette meets his fear with love. She's continually met every side of him with love. She is set on loving him openly and freely, just as he has done for her.

Because loving each other is also loving the broken and messy parts while also helping each other become the best version of themselves.

[sneebl]

randomish question but are there any pjo characters you ship queerplatonically?

YES okay okay uhh. jason and reyna and perhaps percy and piper!!!

what about you??

[sorensouls]

randomish question, have you ever read Cirque du freak?

Uuuh no Is that a dp fic or ???

[chorus-communities]

since this blog has more followers posting this here

*randomish being i kinda have a pattern but it's mostly random colours in uneven sections