#queueing way too much these days
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just a boy and his third cigarette of the day against the world
#ocs#oc#drawing#punk#my art#queue’d!#queueing way too much these days#it’s so hard to get back onto posting regularly on social media… blahebelehbleh#hope everyone is well :q#how does one manage a balance between the interwebz and the irl world#advice is appreciated !
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Ellie & Joel + text posts
#ellie williams#bella ramsey#joel miller#pedro pascal#the last of us#hbo the last of us#ive not started incorrect quotes yet but i have a GREAT excuse#ive been making these all day :)#ive made over 100 :)#i wanted to get a full 10 for tommy and i ended up with WAY too much game ellie#and a very offensive joel one i apologize its in queue#joel text#hbo tlou#ellie text#so yeah ive been making these all day <3#but i'll start incorrect quotes soon and schedule them for night#i think they do well at night i think a lot of people are online at night#whether its timezones waking up or my timezone goofing off online before bed#plus to truly capture the Unhinge of incorrect quotes#i have to be So so sleepy
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SMALL PSA:
i'm going mostly blind into veilguard and probably won't finish it very soon, so i'd really appreciate any spoilers to be tagged for at least a couple months. if i post any spoilers early on they will be on a readmore and tagged d.a4 spoilers (w/out the period), and i'll make a note of when i start posting hcs/threads etc (and still tag them for as long as it seems reasonable).
i've started queuing my replies to keep myself from getting overwhelmed and hopefully have some time to do meme replies as well because i haven't been doing those in ages. this is both in case my activity drops after thursday but also to keep activity more even on weeks when i work more, so it's possibly a permanent thing. atm the queue is set to post once a day but i'll likely set it to higher in a bit. the plan for now is to post meme replies as i finish them so not everything is on queue and then see how it works out.
#ooc ( bird noises )#psa#adding the first to my pinned now because that's going to be very relevant very soon#i currently have one long draft and two short ones and that's IT and i feel so good abt that#setting the queue to 1 day means there's a very long wait time for replies and i don't want to keep it that way#but i want to give myself time to finish everything and reblog some memes and maybe get some new things going#im not sure how much i'll disappear when the game is out i rarely have patience to play for too long at a time#but just in case#i have the option :)
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Might be a little radio silent today and tomorrow, but I'll be back soon. Gonna run off a queue & pop in and out. 💜
#i'll be okay...just not today#tw family death#it’s the day of the funeral and it’s been very difficult#I hate saying I’ve dealt with this since I was a child in my family#but it’s my husband’s grandmother who we were close with#I'm trying to distract myself the best I can and be there for him and make time for my own feelings too#but it’s shitty. the whole thing is#it wasn’t surprising but watching her slowly fade away hurt more than I imagined it would#i keep trying to tell myself i'm fine. that i can keep it together#my first funeral as a child was traumatic cause i didn't understand it and then it...just kept happening to our family#and her (my aunt) anniversary is in September#22 years and it still haunts me in the most bizarre yet beautiful ways#I’m rambling now. I know things get better and it just becomes something you deal with#it doesn’t mean it’s easy#my heart goes out to anyone who knows what I mean#I don’t even know if I know what I mean#sigh. if you read all this thank you and I love you#truly this little corner of the internet has brought me such sweet friends and i cherish you all. so much.#☆.queue
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Dysprosium, Mary Soon Lee
dysprosium, AN 66, is a silvery-white rare earth metal. its name is derived from the greek dysprositos, meaning “hard to get at”, owing to the difficulty in separating and isolating this rare earth element. dysprosium is used to measure neutron flux, to fuel reactors, and to activate phosphors. terfenol-d is a magnetorestrictive alloy, meaning that it changes shape when a magnetic field is applied, and is used to manufacture underwater acoustic systems.
jason “robo” robertson, dallas stars #21 for @simmyfrobby’s nhl periodic table poems <3
#i had a couple different ideas for poems that were taken by the time i could go deranged for a couple hours to make this but as I looked#i was like WAIT NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE JASON ROBERTSON YOU HAVEN’T SEEN MY TEXAS CAM and had to do it. also was STRUCK with the#sudden immaculate vision of the Dallas D as part of terfenol-D and could not get it out & robo is the most dance! person i know on the team#liv in the replies#dallas stars#jason robertson#nhl periodic table poems#guys i am plagued with visions and no execution skills!! every day i come here and learn one new skill on GIMP the way god intended!!!#today it was emboss. also cannot claim any credit for the pulse to the magnetic beat photo which is so cool that was one where i had a#couple and was like maybe i can do like crayon shockwaves like the art process video kasper showed? and then found that picture and was#like thank you lord stanley for knowing my limitations. thank you for your understanding in this moment it was a trial enough to make#expand contract dance and one would THINK i would have fucking learned from the claude animorphs tragedy!! i did not. but i did use the#shear tool and 3D rotate so at least if we’re animorphing it’s SLIGHTLY better. anyway me frantically doing this like WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT#WAIT FOR ME YOU GUYS ARE SO FAST i keep seeing all of these and just spinning around in circles until i get dizzy & fall down I’m so happy#the drive folder for this is just called joy!!!!! because joy this is such a cool idea but now because it brings me so much joy#i just saw the Travis dermott one and burst into tears super normal AND someone did exactly what i wanted with hydrogen which was the water#the ice!!!!! it’s so perfect!!! and cody ofc did silver lord stanley. like does it ever make you cry how beautiful & creative everyone is?#anyway if you see me post and delete this and then update it or change it no you didn’t it’s fine. but i wanted to be included#if i could make the dysprosium letters not have a white background i would I simply could not fuck with it at 1AM. we are hitting send#it may not look like it but i queue#pretend i spoke at length about the reasons why i picked all the pictures & the element just know that it’s there inside my brain u can ask#GUYS I TAKE IT ALL BACK I SAW NEONFRETRA’S ISOTOPES AND I COULD MAKE THE EDITS EVEN THOUGH THEY’RE THERE!! ISOTOPES!!!! YOU GUYS!!!!!!#get ready for the edits then. dylan magnesium my beloved child of stars who can never return… like i wish i could say anyone else but it’s#i KNOW number nineteens bismuth don’t make me Google how many years nolan played hockey but also there’s ej for stable so.. also half-life#actinium claude giroux my beloved… when i saw there already was a claude i thought maybe Brady too for that#I don’t know how but flerovium doubled magic is percolating in my brain as was promethium bad boy because I was like hmmm. tyler. but#couldn’t commit and THEN SOMEONE DID BAD BAD LEROY BROWN TYLER BERTUZZI TO PROMETHIUM AND BESTIE I AM KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH!!! with cons#anyway shane wright germanium with juraj slafkovský but showing him very obviously not missing it. if jack eichel was not an asshole#the narratives WOULD be narrativing. you could argue for a sidovi here with the calder cup and potentially a best friend stealing narrative#(the most recent is cam yorke’s acquisition of jamie d from trevor zegras which would then require a yorkie one for silicon the other side)
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wild that Ghibli just got brought up bc i literally opened up Tumblr to tell you if there was ever an animated version of any of the fae tales i think it'd be best conveyed in a Ghibli like style!
Omg this so nice anon
ngl when I fantasise sometimes about Fae Tales ever getting picked up and made into anything else, I always imagine anime first (though not Ghibli perhaps because I just associate that so much with feature films and my stuff so much with the TV / serialised format. Ronja doesn't count).
But honestly that's so incredibly flattering anon, oh my god. I think I also daren't imagine that stuff in the Ghibli style because like x.x It's Ghibli *sobs into hands* They are top tier
#asks and answers#fae tales love#studio ghibli is so good#sitting here and can't believe it's nearly midnight!!!#where did the day go#days are doing too much 'going by way too quickly'#i used to imagine my stuff being made into tv a lot more often#than i do now#now i would just be happy#if i could ever self-publish my own original works#but right now i'm working too hard writing/editing#to have the time to do that#so maybe one day#administrator gwyn wants this in the queue
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redownloaded an old art program
#specifically its tayasui memopad…#sketches was like borderline unusable last i redownloaded it#which was like.. oct last year#maybe its gotten better but i dont feel like bothering with it anymore haha#memopad i never used much aside from little scribble doodles (id make a scribble and try to turn it into something)#but its changed a lot since i last used it.. which was like four years ago so i cant be too surprised i guess XD#its still pretty jank but in a more manageable way . i missed rhe sketches brushes theyre very lovely#sorry for all the rambling haha#ive been feeling really shitty lately and have barely been able to draw it feels like#a lot of what i have made ive had to really.. force myself to get out. and i havent been as satisfied with it as id like to br#this is kind of janky still but i like it and i had fun making it#everytime i draw these two its exactly the same cuz i have to remind myself what their designs even were everytime >_<‘’#hopefully i do some more stuff today. its already getting late but im feeling a little better#getting back into the swing of things or whatever#i thought someone on af was ghosting me or whatever but turns out they were just . busy. ( <- figures i need to stop assuming haha) and#they also made this amazing revenge im absolutely in love with its so cute#really made my day =)#scribbles#furry tag#good god i write way too much in these#sorry#anyways#queueing this to post again (its the 14th as im writing this) i feel like that worked alright for me last time#im kinda making this post impulsively i am. constantly going back nd forth on whether i even like posting my art nowadays#oh well#yeah queue i wanna know#mother series#<- i forgot to tag that . for blog organization mostly these r just#nothing burger npcs barely anyone cares abt (nintens sisters lol)
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they’re expecting!
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#sims 4 gameplay#postcard legacy challenge#PREGNANCY ANNOUNCEMENT ‼️‼️ HAN-AVAGYAN BABY ON THE WAY#danny took family leave and the two of them spend most of the day in their jammies#danny's picked up baking too!#rosa doesn't have much energy to bake these days and he knows how much she loves having fresh bread in the house#they had a science baby and i think it was a lumpinou mod that let her carry the pregnancy#postcard: gen2#queue#sim: rosa han#sim: danny avagyan
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Ok I’m glad I found the actual ask box instead of the EMBARASSING thing I did earlier, aside from that
How long does it usually take you to make a drawing? :3 I know it’s different depending on the caliber of the drawing but for an example let’s say just Barnaby and Wally doing whatever in a scene
I’m very curious about your process!! ^w^
i just saw what you mean and for your sake i'll Pretend I Did Not See lol. its ok tho it happens, Tumblr's a tough cookie to wrangle
hm. it Does vary wildly, both depending on quality, how used to scribbling a thing i am, and how well the art-mojo is flowing! on a bad night, a simple sketch could take an hour while the same sketch on a good night could take 15 minutes
and it's also hard to say since i don't really keep track! for example, The First One in this collage is a more involved sketch and i suspect it took thirty minutes maybe? i remember having some Difficulties so maybe longer? trying to get size differences between multiple characters in the same sketch adds a Lot of time, as does making sure they interact properly. while the last one in the collage (the Nom) probably took closer to ten minutes
i know the Laughingstock in Aziracrow's outfits i belted out in, oh... an hour or three? it's really hard to say! i think it was several bc i was watching gomens at the time, and i think it got through a couple of episodes... clothes add a lot of time! but certain things that i thought i did Quickly took hours in reality, and i only notice when i look up and see the clock has Changed Drastically! i have a very loose perception of time!
it really just depends on my motivation & how used to drawing something i am. like scribbling Eddie takes a while, lots of guidelines and erasing and redrawing. but scribbling Barnaby? easy. takes me seconds in comparison. way less guidelines - i know where everything is and where it goes! drawing dragons takes even less time - This One was done in a Blink, and the only guides i used were head circle / snout circle / jawline.
#the Size of the sketch absolutely makes a big difference#like sketch comms are really tough since im drawing them at a Much bigger resolution#and it throws off the feel of the brush & i have to go about it in a drastically different way than what im comfortable with#because i want to provide the Best Resolution/Quality possible!#and then tiny sketches are easy and quick cause it's close quarters. cozy!#and im more accustomed to keeping my brushstrokes Tight and Short#but im slowly getting used to scribbling Bigger!#just today i realized i was automatically scribbling larger than i used to#good! higher quality!#it will translate into my comms hopefully!#i still have one left... ive been slowly chipping away at it#rambles from the bog#i think im underestimating the time...#bc i Do draw slowly i think#it usually takes a while!#unless im In The Zone and then im belting things out at lightspeed#like remember that glorious time period where i was posting every day often Twice a day and the queue was backed up for Days?#yeah.... me too....#i am very rarely in the Zone#its tough to think and its tough to Create and the process is so much!!!#it takes Energy i rarely have! so that slows it down too...#but yeah my 'process' is very much Not a process lmao#in the wise words of hobie brown: i dont believe in consistency#its not in my nature! to my detriment more often than not!
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claude de alger obelia;
❝ i know better than anyone how difficult it is to turn the page when you know a special someone isn't going to be in the next chapter — but the story has to go on. the pages have to turn. ❞
❝...i wonder if i will ever find a language to speak to me of the things that haunt me most. ❞
tagging ; @crownxie, @selenebroke, @ana-s-boo, @dianaofsiodonna, @loekas, @mysticmeena, @parkykwho, @ithil-lucien, @lady-navier0357, @that-one-pretty-bitch, @chxrrylxdy, @d10nsaint, @hmerus, @nxccolo, @sidra-29, @cerisearan, @meow-meow-potato, and @dion-s-lawyer.
#꒰ ⟡ ꒱ — auricula.#mm i'm very iffy about this one#it's.. not ugly per se but#idk its just not doing it#i'm way too lazy to remake it#plus it's been in the drafts too long#so maybe i'll make a part two?? idk#who made me a princess#suddenly became a princess one day#wmmap#wmmap claude#who made me a princess claude#claude de alger obelia#suddenly became a princess one day claude#sbapod#sbapod claude#oh my goodness i'm tired#— on queue.#I'LL MAKE A BETTER TAG I PROMISE 😭😭#STOP I HATE THE QUOTES SO MUCH OMFG#okay i'll stop talking nonsense now bye 😍
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Nagata Kabi's work is so meaningful to me. Even people I liked and trusted, who I had confided in that I struggled for years with suicidal ideation, couldn't understand how I've never dated. Like not having kissed someone by the time you're in your twenties is SUCH a big deal not even spending years wanting and attempting to end your own life explains it.
Anyway, I just really appreciate Nagata Kabi for putting her story out there.
#just finished my solo exchange diary vol 1 and I've got vol 2 already =]#I might post some manga caps of it tomorrow but for now goodnight#or good day because I'm saving this as a draft because I can't word it right#okay good night actually I did finished editing this at night#actually good timezone because I'm queuing this because I don't know if it's too much vulnerability#so yeah just going to queue and forget about it#but I really recommend the series#it's a bit heavy and if you want content warnings you can message me#my lesbian experience with loneliness#princess thoughts#nagata kabi#my solo exchange diary#tw suicide#tw suicide mention#if you need this tagged another way let me know
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let me roam a department store in the couple hours before it closes while i wear headphones and listen to jazz music and i’ll be happy for the rest of my life
#queue 🦋#it brings me so much joy and i don’t even know why#especially when it’s higher end stuff#like YES let me cosplay being rich and imagine what cookware and bedding id buy#it’s so therapeutic for some reason idk#ITS THE PEAK COMFORT ACTIVITY FOR AUTUMN/WINTER TOO#a warm cup of cocoa + christmas music playing thru my headphones. IM GONE!!#everything is just so#right idk#the lights and the layouts are so satisfying to me#i love when the displays are pretty too and how everything is organised so neatly#i just love pretty things#ive only ever been to a few but its always so so much fun just browsing through everything#KITCHEN GADGETS >>#house appliances in general 😞😞 sign me tf up#me when i research the best vacuums on google for hours for literally no reason#idk why my brain is like this#ANYWAYS.#i need to go to department stores more often… the way id kill to work at one#(so she says but she’s probs be insanely overstimulated during peak hours)#LET ME BE A CLEANER AT A DEPARTMENT STORE PLEASE!!!! MY DREAM JOB THERE I SAID IT I DONT CARE#when they decorate it for christmas too …. [insane ape noises]#one of my goals this year is to FINALLY take a day trip to london by myself and just. spend the day browsing a bookstore + ending the night#walking thru selfridges or harrods#is this weird#anyways#♡ dear diary…
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me when i get out of my mentally-low-state:
damn i was so cringe ;_;
#uhh warning i talk too much about my feelings below: (so mild vent?)#no but literally i'm looking back at the thoughts i was thinking a couple weeks ago#and like wow#it feels really cringe XD#which i realise doesn't lessen the validity of those feelings#but stillllllll#like aaaaa especially the self aware thoughts of knowing future me will find it cringe TwT#i was thinking so edgily in a negative way xD#i am now diminishing my issues with my iconic method#so at least I'm aware of it :DDDDDD#OH NOOOO I TOOK A TWO MINUTE BREAK FROM MY COMPUTER AND ALL OF THE ABOVE SEEMS CRINGE NOW HEEEEEEEEEELP#see there's the good cringe of doing quadrobics and using “X3” but then there's the self-cringe which is PAIN#radqueers please interact#rq safe#radqueer safe#radq safe#radqueer please interact#oh wait also i wrote this a few days into my self-imposed tumblr exile i'm just gonna use the queue feature :3
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Week 19.4/52: May 8th - May 14th 2023 | Sukiyaki Dinner 😋
Two days of me running on 5 hours of sleep... all this pain just for super boring convo training... >_> but at least I went out to eat with bf, Jesslyn, and Sunny after our shift. Went to Kumo Sukiyaki for AYCE silver level which included beef & pork belly & vegetables & appetizers. Pretty yum but definitely didn’t have enough time to eat everything because they chased us out after one hour LOOOOL so sad. I was like 95% full but not bloated like I usually am after ayce but maybe that’s for the best (healthier). We went to Minoru Chapel park to chat some more because Kumo had no chill LOOOL literally never ending talking with these kiddos =_= but the weather was so nice and Minoru was so pretty. Went home and packed for Calgary... I am bringing so much food this time HAHAHAHA. No going hungry during convo season!!! Not on my watch!!!
#365#52#sukiyaki#hot pot#meat#takoyaki#udon#sun emoji#yakinunu#off to calgary... for the 7th time... who here is even surprised anymore??? not me lmao#who knows? maybe it's my last time or maybe not but i'll gatekeep as much as i can for something i love ;(#either way i am very thankful for this despite all the bs i have to deal with inside and outside of this particular job#blog is on queue for another 8 days#i will be back after 3.5 weeks to update so don't miss me too much but yes... mini hiatus again (no one is surprised anymore issok)#long awaited dinner after trying to eat tgt since march LOL
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i never remember to explain shit anymore i just vaguepost and expect people to catch up but i finally have good news, we've made a lot of progress with my parents' estate (they both ran their own businesses and you know those images of nightmare cable management? well imagine that with bank accounts) and i actually have money now - im taking a trip to Aotearoa NZ with my mate Jules next week (dark sky reserve! lotr filming locations! snow! FOOD!) and then in august i will be moving to nyc to pursue a 2 year masters degree in library science with a focus on rare materials archival studies!! shits happening in my life!! im not just sitting in my house doing nothing all day!! and like i said i have money!! if you're taking commissions lmk bc while im focused on my getaway for the next few weeks i wanna support my friends and their art and when i get back i wanna throw u cash to draw my ocs!!
#fred says a thing#personal#i havent slept (its 8am) but not for sad reasons! i was reading a good book and then i just had a lot of thoughts!#invariably i will be sad again - probably soon! i will definitely see stuff on my trip that i will want to show my parents and have to#experience the strange nature of grief-for-what-never-was several times over during otherwise great moments#- but i will also be happy in the future too!#my therapist says i definitely have ptsd! im learning more about emotional flashbacks and how to manage them!#im a human being and i will continue to be one for the rest of my life!#i hope thats a long time!#but even if that isnt something my genetics allows i was happy now! and people were happy to have me in the world!#im realising that sounds rather alarming but i just have a lot of fears about my genetics considering. you know. the cancer orphaning.#im trying to manage both my health fears and my health itself in a reasonable way! i made a chicken tomato pasta sauce last night#just from ingredients i had lying around and it was pretty good!#i have a ripe tomato i picked from the garden yesterday that today i will fry up with bacon and put on some toast i think#there are so many books i want to read#there are so many books i want to write#in a few days i will be experiencing snow (a rarity for me) and i will probably be handling the cold very poorly and i will feel excited#and uncomfortable at the same time#and for much of my life i will experience a lot of contradictory things at the same tiem#and i will experience times of great boredom and inaction! we all have to stand in queues and wait for buses and go to the dentist#and wonder what might have been#but i will experience them. i will.
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Okay, I'm gonna try answer some more asks tonight, but I have a question for you all. Tomorrow is my last day before the dose of my meds goes up and I presumably descend into the madness that was the first several days of this once more. With this in mind, I'm probably gonna be too busy chatting for like 12 hours straight to people and not giving a shit about anything to do much. So! My question to you!
What would you guys prefer is what I'm asking. A filled queue of stuff or work on a fic you may not even see for a while? This may not actually influence what I end up doing, but I thought I'd ask since I'm curious if anyone has an opinion on it
#i see things i like and don't really look at properly and add them to the drafts#to then look at and properly admire#before tagging and adding to queue#that's my system for that#I have 500+ drafts if that's any indication of how much stuff I have backed up to look at#I want to do BOTH by the way#but I haven't had two consistent days in a row and my meds literally change after tomorrow so like#not sure I have the time???#I could try#but I don't want to set the bar too high when I've only just been able to start doing stuff literally today#so...#eh I'm just curious if anyone actually cares what I end up doing#I'll do what I want to anyway but I'm curious what would be most desirable#pop rox talks
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